1 00:00:05,739 --> 00:00:07,741 (CLOCK CONTINUES TICKING) 2 00:00:33,633 --> 00:00:35,135 WOMAN: Have a good day, madame. 3 00:00:43,343 --> 00:00:44,611 (DOORBELL BUZZES) 4 00:00:45,645 --> 00:00:47,147 (TICKING CONTINUES) 5 00:00:47,247 --> 00:00:49,115 - Good morning, Professor. - Good morning. 6 00:00:57,230 --> 00:00:58,858 Not wallowing in myopia. 7 00:00:59,392 --> 00:01:00,493 Kierkegaard said that, I think... 8 00:01:00,560 --> 00:01:04,698 Yeah, but isn't that, like, implied? 9 00:01:04,764 --> 00:01:09,202 That it's preferable for one to focus only on themselves. 10 00:01:10,537 --> 00:01:12,806 Mmm. Busy week, Alma. 11 00:01:12,906 --> 00:01:14,841 Mmm. I'm aware. 12 00:01:15,642 --> 00:01:18,244 PATRICIA He's at Knox's lecture, sucking up. Ha! 13 00:01:18,912 --> 00:01:20,580 ALMA: See you tonight, Patricia. 14 00:01:21,414 --> 00:01:23,450 (CLOCK CONTINUES TICKING) 15 00:01:23,516 --> 00:01:27,153 Foucault paints a picture of public torture 16 00:01:27,220 --> 00:01:29,989 performed in order to maintain the social contract 17 00:01:30,560 --> 00:01:32,158 of a time in which displays of power... 18 00:01:32,225 --> 00:01:33,226 (DOOR CLOSES) 19 00:01:33,326 --> 00:01:34,327 Faviola. 20 00:01:37,831 --> 00:01:39,733 - The table looks beautiful. - Thank you. 21 00:01:56,616 --> 00:01:58,180 (CLOCK STOPS TICKING) 22 00:01:58,118 --> 00:02:00,120 (MELLOW JAZZ MUSIC PLAYING) 23 00:03:28,575 --> 00:03:30,577 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 24 00:03:41,154 --> 00:03:43,490 ALMA: I'm not contesting the... 25 00:03:43,556 --> 00:03:46,926 perceived existence of a collective morality. 26 00:03:47,270 --> 00:03:48,280 I'm... 27 00:03:48,695 --> 00:03:50,563 saying that... 28 00:03:50,663 --> 00:03:52,232 I'm saying that 29 00:03:52,332 --> 00:03:55,635 pretending that the ethics of a society 30 00:03:55,735 --> 00:03:58,405 hasn't always started with the highly biased 31 00:03:58,471 --> 00:04:00,907 stone-throwing court of public opinion... 32 00:04:02,909 --> 00:04:03,910 Maggie. 33 00:04:06,146 --> 00:04:07,814 (SOFTLY) Uh, yeah. 34 00:04:07,914 --> 00:04:09,282 Is a convenient illusion. 35 00:04:09,349 --> 00:04:10,617 Aimed at what? 36 00:04:10,684 --> 00:04:15,550 Aimed at making us, as people, feel as though 37 00:04:15,155 --> 00:04:18,580 we once had a plan for ourselves. We were... 38 00:04:18,825 --> 00:04:21,361 better or more united. 39 00:04:21,428 --> 00:04:22,562 Weren't we? 40 00:04:23,496 --> 00:04:26,700 Would you say we've always agreed on... 41 00:04:26,766 --> 00:04:29,269 God or *** or race or politics, 42 00:04:29,369 --> 00:04:30,770 or were there just fewer voices, 43 00:04:30,870 --> 00:04:32,305 less easily amassed in dissent? 44 00:04:32,405 --> 00:04:33,940 That reminds me, what did you say? 45 00:04:34,400 --> 00:04:35,108 What was the thing you said? 46 00:04:39,446 --> 00:04:40,947 What's that thing you said? 47 00:04:42,148 --> 00:04:45,318 - "Performative discontent." - Discontent. 48 00:04:46,186 --> 00:04:48,722 Ah! Oof! 49 00:04:48,822 --> 00:04:50,490 You read Maggie's dissertation, right? 50 00:04:50,557 --> 00:04:51,558 Of course. 51 00:04:51,658 --> 00:04:53,930 HANK: She's giving me little scraps. 52 00:04:53,193 --> 00:04:54,861 That's all I'm getting, little scraps. 53 00:04:55,428 --> 00:04:56,563 But what I have read is... 54 00:04:56,663 --> 00:04:58,264 - Is barely coherent? - No. 55 00:04:58,365 --> 00:05:00,266 I'm curious what you think, Alma. 56 00:05:00,367 --> 00:05:02,469 I think it has potential to be great. 57 00:05:03,103 --> 00:05:04,204 Truly great. 58 00:05:04,771 --> 00:05:06,390 So why're you hiding it? 59 00:05:06,906 --> 00:05:08,942 Why? Why? You're tight. 60 00:05:09,409 --> 00:05:10,477 Why're you so tight? 61 00:05:10,577 --> 00:05:11,578 All your generation, 62 00:05:11,644 --> 00:05:13,146 everyone in your generation, you're so tight. 63 00:05:13,246 --> 00:05:15,150 - ****in' why. I'm so sorry. - Look at life. Look at that. 64 00:05:15,115 --> 00:05:16,216 Perfect. Exemplar. 65 00:05:16,316 --> 00:05:17,484 What are you scared of? 66 00:05:17,550 --> 00:05:20,200 Scared of saying the wrong thing or, uh, 67 00:05:20,120 --> 00:05:21,388 - offending someone. - I'm sorry about that. 68 00:05:21,488 --> 00:05:23,656 When did offending someone 69 00:05:23,723 --> 00:05:26,326 become the preeminent cardinal sin? 70 00:05:26,393 --> 00:05:28,895 I mean, I don't have a date exactly... 71 00:05:28,995 --> 00:05:29,996 That's fine. 72 00:05:30,630 --> 00:05:32,265 ...but maybe it's around the same time your generation 73 00:05:32,365 --> 00:05:34,801 started making sweeping generalizations about ours. 74 00:05:35,435 --> 00:05:37,370 Are you scared that we're gonna think less of you 75 00:05:37,437 --> 00:05:39,372 if it isn't perfect? 76 00:05:39,439 --> 00:05:43,443 Whatever shame you have around your self-expression, 77 00:05:43,510 --> 00:05:44,611 it is... 78 00:05:44,678 --> 00:05:46,479 it's false. It's bullshit. 79 00:05:46,579 --> 00:05:47,947 - It's bullshit. - Bullshit. 80 00:05:48,848 --> 00:05:50,483 - It's bullshit. - Bullshit? 81 00:05:50,550 --> 00:05:52,318 HANK: You can't corrupt your individual purpose, 82 00:05:52,385 --> 00:05:54,220 your clarity of voice. It's... 83 00:05:54,954 --> 00:05:56,560 it's too lucid. 84 00:05:58,925 --> 00:06:00,260 Okay. Um... 85 00:06:00,930 --> 00:06:02,262 That feels like my cue to use the restroom. 86 00:06:02,362 --> 00:06:03,363 Why? 87 00:06:03,430 --> 00:06:05,310 'Cause you need the restroom or... 88 00:06:06,199 --> 00:06:07,901 ALMA: Oh, honey, uh, 89 00:06:07,967 --> 00:06:10,303 don't go to the usual one, 'cause Frederik has a... 90 00:06:10,403 --> 00:06:11,638 project in there. 91 00:06:11,738 --> 00:06:13,973 Uh, go to the guest one down the hall. 92 00:06:14,341 --> 00:06:15,809 'Kay. 93 00:06:15,909 --> 00:06:18,178 And then she said that all along, you know? 94 00:06:18,278 --> 00:06:19,279 Man, I cannot... 95 00:06:19,346 --> 00:06:21,448 I agree with her in the beginning... 96 00:06:22,150 --> 00:06:23,516 (INDISTINCT CHATTER CONTINUES) 97 00:06:55,281 --> 00:06:56,282 MAN 1: Keep it up, okay? 98 00:06:56,983 --> 00:06:59,486 This is exactly the tactic and it's doing things. 99 00:06:59,552 --> 00:07:01,454 MAN 2: Well, I don't wanna always be a contrarian. 100 00:07:02,655 --> 00:07:03,656 MAN 1: Why not? 101 00:07:06,993 --> 00:07:10,300 My sense is that the two of you 102 00:07:10,960 --> 00:07:11,865 might feel rather bereft 103 00:07:11,931 --> 00:07:13,533 once you've gotten the thing you've been 104 00:07:13,600 --> 00:07:17,700 so fixated on for the past six years, hmm? 105 00:07:17,137 --> 00:07:18,705 Sometimes... 106 00:07:18,772 --> 00:07:21,410 a wish fulfilled... 107 00:07:21,107 --> 00:07:24,100 can be more baffling than the... 108 00:07:24,110 --> 00:07:26,513 longing preceding it. 109 00:07:27,480 --> 00:07:28,748 It's not a sure thing. 110 00:07:28,815 --> 00:07:30,617 Oh... Hey, come on, Alma. 111 00:07:30,684 --> 00:07:32,552 Don't let your modesty veer into delusion. 112 00:07:32,652 --> 00:07:34,287 It's not a, um... 113 00:07:34,354 --> 00:07:38,158 it's not a mountaintop, Fred. It's not some egoic... 114 00:07:38,224 --> 00:07:42,280 teleological pursuit to tenure. It's... 115 00:07:42,950 --> 00:07:45,650 It's a threshold. It's just a threshold to more freedom... 116 00:07:45,165 --> 00:07:47,600 to freedom, to follow any impulse, 117 00:07:47,701 --> 00:07:49,602 any desire, any interest you want 118 00:07:49,703 --> 00:07:51,237 without fear of systemic reproach. 119 00:07:51,304 --> 00:07:53,390 FREDERIK: Oh, I'm not questioning its value. 120 00:07:53,106 --> 00:07:55,175 I'm saying that... (SMACKS LIPS) 121 00:07:55,275 --> 00:07:56,676 well, it is a significant thing 122 00:07:56,776 --> 00:07:59,145 to work your whole life for, hmm? 123 00:07:59,245 --> 00:08:01,815 Being above accountability, 124 00:08:02,315 --> 00:08:03,650 uh, consequence. 125 00:08:04,818 --> 00:08:06,853 What happens if, uh, 126 00:08:06,953 --> 00:08:09,789 one of you gets it and the other doesn't? 127 00:08:10,957 --> 00:08:11,925 (CHUCKLES) 128 00:08:13,727 --> 00:08:15,995 (CHUCKLES) Oof. 129 00:08:18,164 --> 00:08:20,467 If it's me and not you, will you be angry? 130 00:08:22,969 --> 00:08:25,271 Yeah, I'll be rageful. Yeah. 131 00:08:25,372 --> 00:08:26,439 - Me too. - (LAUGHING) 132 00:08:26,539 --> 00:08:29,142 If it's you and not me. Furious. 133 00:08:31,244 --> 00:08:32,612 FREDERIK: Or will the strain of it 134 00:08:32,679 --> 00:08:34,180 be too much for your friendship? 135 00:08:38,510 --> 00:08:40,286 Hank, I'm fearing, doesn't like to lose. 136 00:08:56,870 --> 00:08:57,871 (SNIFFLES) 137 00:09:15,889 --> 00:09:17,891 (MYSTERIOUS MUSIC PLAYING) 138 00:10:02,869 --> 00:10:04,371 (FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING) 139 00:10:04,437 --> 00:10:05,438 (WHISPERING) Shit. 140 00:10:06,406 --> 00:10:07,407 ****. 141 00:10:19,686 --> 00:10:21,721 (TENSE MUSIC PLAYING) 142 00:10:40,607 --> 00:10:42,308 But seriously, how many of the people we teach... 143 00:10:42,409 --> 00:10:43,810 Mmm, mmm. 144 00:10:43,910 --> 00:10:45,979 have private lives that wouldn't pass today's muster? 145 00:10:46,790 --> 00:10:47,180 Hmm. 146 00:10:47,280 --> 00:10:50,216 - All. Well, most. Plenty. - Most. Precisely. So... 147 00:10:50,316 --> 00:10:51,685 But we forgive it. Why? Because... 148 00:10:51,785 --> 00:10:53,520 - we have to figure out... - Best to forgive it. 149 00:10:53,620 --> 00:10:55,355 ...how to forgive it, because they're canonical. 150 00:10:55,455 --> 00:10:57,190 Nietzsche easily lends himself to 151 00:10:57,290 --> 00:10:58,525 - Lebensraum propaganda. - Carl Schmitt... 152 00:10:59,559 --> 00:11:02,280 doesn't just lend himself, he was a Nazi. 153 00:11:02,950 --> 00:11:03,997 HANK: Sure, sure. Um... 154 00:11:04,640 --> 00:11:05,832 Hegel, uh, couldn't... 155 00:11:05,899 --> 00:11:07,267 - control little Hegel. - Okay. 156 00:11:07,367 --> 00:11:08,601 - Heidegger. - Little? 157 00:11:08,702 --> 00:11:10,870 Heidegger treated Arendt like shit. 158 00:11:10,937 --> 00:11:13,273 Well, that whole dynamic, ****ed up. 159 00:11:13,373 --> 00:11:14,574 So I don't think we can 160 00:11:14,641 --> 00:11:16,409 appropriate blame one way or the other. 161 00:11:16,476 --> 00:11:17,744 Aristotle, xenophobe. 162 00:11:17,811 --> 00:11:19,346 - Oh, they were all racist. - HANK: Yeah. 163 00:11:19,446 --> 00:11:21,481 - And Freud was a misogynist. - HANK: Hmm. 164 00:11:21,915 --> 00:11:22,982 ALMA: Did you hear that, darling? 165 00:11:23,830 --> 00:11:25,118 HANK: Freud was a misogynist, darling. 166 00:11:25,185 --> 00:11:26,720 Oh, it was a different time. 167 00:11:26,820 --> 00:11:28,955 (ALMA AND HANK LAUGHING) 168 00:11:29,220 --> 00:11:30,156 ARTHUR: Um, you know, if you're 169 00:11:30,223 --> 00:11:31,358 - worried about tenure... - (SOFTLY) You okay? 170 00:11:31,458 --> 00:11:32,892 - ARTHUR: ...you shouldn't be. - Yeah. 171 00:11:34,227 --> 00:11:35,228 Me? Oh. 172 00:11:35,829 --> 00:11:37,397 - Oh... - (CLEARS THROAT) 173 00:11:37,497 --> 00:11:38,698 Um... 174 00:11:38,765 --> 00:11:40,934 Well, I mean, you were gonna get it anyway, 175 00:11:41,340 --> 00:11:43,103 but you'll definitely get it now. 176 00:11:43,203 --> 00:11:44,938 ALMA: What do you mean? MAGGIE: Let's not. 177 00:11:45,380 --> 00:11:46,606 ALMA: No, come on, I'm interested. 178 00:11:46,706 --> 00:11:48,808 - Illuminate us. - Okay. Okay. 179 00:11:48,908 --> 00:11:50,343 You can't deny it's the culture. 180 00:11:50,443 --> 00:11:51,745 - Mm-hmm. - The common enemy 181 00:11:51,811 --> 00:11:53,279 has been newly chosen, 182 00:11:53,346 --> 00:11:55,782 and it is the straight, white, cis man. 183 00:11:55,849 --> 00:11:58,318 MAGGIE: Okay, Arthur, I'm so sorry, 184 00:11:58,385 --> 00:11:59,619 'cause I just had, like, 185 00:11:59,686 --> 00:12:01,454 I had no idea that you were going through this... 186 00:12:01,521 --> 00:12:03,456 that you were feeling so victimized. 187 00:12:03,523 --> 00:12:05,580 ARTHUR: I literally never said that. 188 00:12:05,158 --> 00:12:06,760 You didn't have to. 189 00:12:06,860 --> 00:12:10,530 But you're still bemoaning the fact that you're... 190 00:12:10,597 --> 00:12:14,234 white and male and, uh, 191 00:12:14,300 --> 00:12:17,437 straight and, regrettably, cis... 192 00:12:17,537 --> 00:12:19,239 in a time when the overt culture 193 00:12:19,305 --> 00:12:20,373 is just pretending, 194 00:12:20,440 --> 00:12:22,308 like, you know it's pretend, right, 195 00:12:22,409 --> 00:12:24,411 pretending to not prefer these things, 196 00:12:24,477 --> 00:12:26,120 and that makes you, what, 197 00:12:26,112 --> 00:12:28,810 the first man in this room or... 198 00:12:28,148 --> 00:12:30,500 - or in history... - History. 199 00:12:30,150 --> 00:12:32,819 ...to feel ****ed over by society's bad opinion? 200 00:12:32,886 --> 00:12:34,220 (STUTTERING) 201 00:12:34,320 --> 00:12:35,955 - No. - All I'm saying... 202 00:12:36,220 --> 00:12:37,490 is that it used to be that a man would edge out 203 00:12:37,557 --> 00:12:38,692 an equally qualified woman 204 00:12:38,758 --> 00:12:40,360 because he was a man. 205 00:12:40,427 --> 00:12:42,228 But now a woman does just edge out 206 00:12:42,328 --> 00:12:44,640 an equally qualified man because she's a woman. 207 00:12:44,164 --> 00:12:45,732 (MAGGIE LAUGHS) 208 00:12:47,567 --> 00:12:49,202 So let me get this straight. 209 00:12:49,936 --> 00:12:51,938 What you're saying is... 210 00:12:52,380 --> 00:12:54,774 that even despite... 211 00:12:55,975 --> 00:12:59,790 the many professional accolades I have accrued 212 00:12:59,145 --> 00:13:00,613 over the years in a... 213 00:13:00,680 --> 00:13:04,217 deeply misogynistic environment, 214 00:13:04,317 --> 00:13:07,787 even despite coming back after a... 215 00:13:07,854 --> 00:13:09,389 protracted absence, 216 00:13:09,556 --> 00:13:12,492 only to affirm my singular position 217 00:13:12,559 --> 00:13:13,993 as a woman in the field, 218 00:13:14,600 --> 00:13:16,730 my prospective tenure couldn't 219 00:13:16,830 --> 00:13:19,332 possibly be earned because 220 00:13:19,399 --> 00:13:22,680 its awarding happens to coincide 221 00:13:22,135 --> 00:13:23,937 with higher education's 222 00:13:24,370 --> 00:13:26,390 sudden subservience 223 00:13:26,106 --> 00:13:27,440 - to inclusivity. - (SCOFFS) 224 00:13:27,540 --> 00:13:29,142 - Did I get that right, Arthur? - No, I mean, I'm not... 225 00:13:29,242 --> 00:13:30,577 - Did I miss anything? - I'm not trying to... 226 00:13:30,643 --> 00:13:32,612 - Tart. - Hey, it's a tart break. 227 00:13:32,679 --> 00:13:34,114 It's a tart break. Everybody here. 228 00:13:34,914 --> 00:13:36,182 ALMA: That will be all. 229 00:13:36,249 --> 00:13:37,384 Don't talk. 230 00:13:37,484 --> 00:13:38,651 - Bye, Fred. - See you. See you in class. 231 00:13:38,718 --> 00:13:40,387 - Make him stop talking. - Thank you, sir. Thanks. 232 00:13:40,453 --> 00:13:41,921 - Make him... - Good night. 233 00:13:42,220 --> 00:13:43,623 Oh, that boy can just 234 00:13:43,723 --> 00:13:45,725 talk and talk and talk and talk. 235 00:13:45,792 --> 00:13:47,394 (BREATHES DEEPLY) 236 00:13:51,898 --> 00:13:52,899 Hmm. 237 00:13:54,668 --> 00:13:56,102 HANK: I don't think there's anything wrong... 238 00:13:56,169 --> 00:13:57,470 Don't look at me like that. 239 00:13:58,138 --> 00:13:59,973 Oh, I didn't say anything. 240 00:14:01,700 --> 00:14:03,430 You're the worst at hiding your feelings. 241 00:14:03,977 --> 00:14:06,713 Well, coming from the welterweight champion, 242 00:14:06,813 --> 00:14:07,814 I'm flattered. 243 00:14:08,848 --> 00:14:11,840 I'm fine. I haven't had any pain in weeks. 244 00:14:11,184 --> 00:14:13,190 It was a nice evening. 245 00:14:13,860 --> 00:14:14,454 I'm just capping it off. 246 00:14:14,921 --> 00:14:17,957 I imagine it was nice, hmm, for you. 247 00:14:18,124 --> 00:14:21,828 Nice to bask in Hank's continued obsession. 248 00:14:23,263 --> 00:14:25,650 The least he could do is hide it better. 249 00:14:26,666 --> 00:14:29,102 We're friends. Always will be. 250 00:14:29,169 --> 00:14:31,504 Hank's and Maggie's... 251 00:14:31,604 --> 00:14:34,400 adoration of you. 252 00:14:34,541 --> 00:14:37,177 - Maggie. Just... - MAGGIE: Stop. (LAUGHS) 253 00:14:39,145 --> 00:14:42,248 - Hi. Oh, sorry. Sorry. - Oh. Hi. 254 00:14:42,349 --> 00:14:44,384 Oh, did you have a nice night? 255 00:14:44,484 --> 00:14:46,252 - Yeah. - The pork was too tough. 256 00:14:46,353 --> 00:14:49,389 Oh, well, if you roast it past 145 degrees, 257 00:14:49,456 --> 00:14:50,623 it is technically kosher. 258 00:14:50,757 --> 00:14:51,758 MAGGIE: You never did that, 259 00:14:51,858 --> 00:14:53,259 but your efforts are duly noted. 260 00:14:53,360 --> 00:14:55,610 Well, I put something together for you to take to Alex. 261 00:14:55,128 --> 00:14:57,297 Oh, no, they're not coming back for a minute. 262 00:14:57,397 --> 00:14:58,398 They're still in Boston. 263 00:14:58,465 --> 00:14:59,966 No, it's already done. Look, it's done, right? 264 00:15:00,660 --> 00:15:01,670 - Whoa, whoa, whoa. - MAGGIE: Thank you. 265 00:15:02,200 --> 00:15:03,300 Thank you. 266 00:15:03,703 --> 00:15:07,207 And thank you both for a lovely evening, really. 267 00:15:07,307 --> 00:15:10,543 These things are never lovely, but you're sweet to lie. 268 00:15:10,643 --> 00:15:12,212 - (CHUCKLES) - Nice, hmm? 269 00:15:12,746 --> 00:15:14,547 - Thank you. - There you are. 270 00:15:14,647 --> 00:15:15,982 - Thank you so much. - That enough? Let's see... 271 00:15:16,490 --> 00:15:17,350 Whoa! 272 00:15:17,417 --> 00:15:19,520 - Okay. - (HANK SPEAKING FRENCH) 273 00:15:19,152 --> 00:15:20,887 - (FREDERIK SPEAKING HEBREW) - (IN ENGLISH) Okay. Well... 274 00:15:20,954 --> 00:15:21,955 (SIGHS) 275 00:15:23,456 --> 00:15:24,858 - Ciao. - Hmm. 276 00:15:24,924 --> 00:15:26,192 Freddie, hooyah. 277 00:15:26,259 --> 00:15:27,761 - Cheers, Henry. - (ALMA CHUCKLES) 278 00:15:27,861 --> 00:15:29,996 - Say that ten times fast. - That was freakin' phenomenal. 279 00:15:30,960 --> 00:15:31,131 - Peace out... - Thanks for everything. 280 00:15:31,231 --> 00:15:32,966 ...as the students say. 281 00:15:33,660 --> 00:15:34,968 - Phenomenal fifth, Fred. - MAGGIE: Good night. 282 00:15:35,680 --> 00:15:37,270 FREDERIK: Good night. MAGGIE: Peace out. 283 00:15:38,204 --> 00:15:39,372 (ALMA EXHALES) 284 00:15:40,774 --> 00:15:42,609 ALMA: Hank, no smoking in the hall. 285 00:15:44,844 --> 00:15:48,348 No smoking in the... 286 00:15:48,415 --> 00:15:51,510 - Go. Go. - (CHUCKLES) 287 00:15:55,255 --> 00:15:56,356 HANK: You can have your own, you know. 288 00:15:56,423 --> 00:15:57,624 You want, you want your own? 289 00:15:57,724 --> 00:15:59,526 MAGGIE: You know it's not the seventies anymore, right? 290 00:16:00,694 --> 00:16:02,395 - HANK: Narc. - Stop. 291 00:16:03,296 --> 00:16:04,931 - Teacher's pet. - **** off. 292 00:16:04,998 --> 00:16:07,100 I don't know, I think you're the teacher's pet, huh? 293 00:16:07,167 --> 00:16:08,968 (BOTH CHUCKLE) 294 00:16:10,637 --> 00:16:12,472 - Come on. - (LAUGHS) 295 00:16:12,539 --> 00:16:14,474 - MAGGIE: **** off. - **** off. 296 00:16:19,145 --> 00:16:21,181 (SIGHS) Hugo. 297 00:16:21,247 --> 00:16:22,882 (BOTH SPEAKING FRENCH) 298 00:16:24,840 --> 00:16:27,721 (CLOCK TICKING) 299 00:16:30,757 --> 00:16:32,250 Faviola? 300 00:16:33,226 --> 00:16:35,228 I'm sure we wore you out tonight. 301 00:16:35,295 --> 00:16:36,629 What do we owe you? 302 00:16:38,640 --> 00:16:40,633 FAVIOLA: It's 350, madam. 303 00:16:51,311 --> 00:16:52,445 (EXHALES) 304 00:16:52,512 --> 00:16:54,470 I don't know what we'd do without you. 305 00:16:54,147 --> 00:16:55,248 - Thank... (GASPS) - Thank you. 306 00:16:55,382 --> 00:16:57,984 - (GRUNTING) - Miss Mendelssohn? 307 00:16:58,485 --> 00:16:59,586 Are you all right? 308 00:17:01,210 --> 00:17:03,230 - (PAINED GRUNTS) - Take your water. 309 00:17:10,630 --> 00:17:12,632 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 310 00:17:20,507 --> 00:17:22,776 Ah, thank you. Thank you. 311 00:17:25,311 --> 00:17:26,646 (BREATHES HEAVILY) 312 00:17:26,713 --> 00:17:27,814 Thank you. 313 00:17:40,427 --> 00:17:42,429 (UNEASY MUSIC PLAYING) 314 00:17:46,332 --> 00:17:48,335 (BREATHING DEEPLY) 315 00:17:53,606 --> 00:17:55,208 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 316 00:18:00,980 --> 00:18:02,349 (ALMA VOMITING) 317 00:18:13,460 --> 00:18:15,261 (BREATHES DEEPLY) 318 00:18:19,265 --> 00:18:20,934 (TOILET FLUSHES) 319 00:18:41,721 --> 00:18:42,956 (GARGLES, SPITS) 320 00:18:45,558 --> 00:18:46,960 (EXHALES, SNIFFLES) 321 00:18:47,927 --> 00:18:49,262 (BREATHES DEEPLY) 322 00:19:09,382 --> 00:19:11,384 (STUDENTS CHATTERING INDISTINCTLY) 323 00:19:17,900 --> 00:19:18,910 Good afternoon. 324 00:19:22,595 --> 00:19:26,499 We were discussing Foucault's expansion on the Panopticon. 325 00:19:27,267 --> 00:19:28,268 Right? 326 00:19:31,271 --> 00:19:34,274 The Panopticon, or the police state 327 00:19:34,341 --> 00:19:36,843 in which we all as citizens 328 00:19:36,943 --> 00:19:39,450 are conscripted to observe 329 00:19:39,145 --> 00:19:41,748 and study one another for missteps, 330 00:19:41,848 --> 00:19:43,850 as opposed to being at the mercy 331 00:19:43,917 --> 00:19:45,218 of an ultimate authority. 332 00:19:46,152 --> 00:19:48,388 This unconscious enlistment... 333 00:19:52,258 --> 00:19:55,562 FREDERIK Making a cassoulet tonight. 334 00:19:55,628 --> 00:19:57,630 See you later? 335 00:20:00,567 --> 00:20:02,769 HANK Yes to drink 336 00:20:05,438 --> 00:20:08,141 ALMA Meet at Three Sheets 337 00:20:14,314 --> 00:20:15,315 (DOOR CLOSES) 338 00:20:18,151 --> 00:20:19,219 (SIGHS) 339 00:20:21,588 --> 00:20:22,722 (CLEARS THROAT) 340 00:20:24,858 --> 00:20:28,928 ALMA TO MAGGIE ???? 341 00:20:33,400 --> 00:20:35,135 - There we go. - (YELPING) 342 00:20:35,235 --> 00:20:37,203 (LAUGHING) 343 00:20:39,506 --> 00:20:41,608 - Can you behave yourself? - Nobody, nobody panic. 344 00:20:41,675 --> 00:20:43,476 It's been a long day. Oh! 345 00:20:44,511 --> 00:20:45,679 Wait, wait, wait. No, look. 346 00:20:46,746 --> 00:20:48,214 Did you talk to Micheron last night? 347 00:20:48,314 --> 00:20:49,582 No. 348 00:20:49,683 --> 00:20:52,585 - I listened to Micheron... - Oh. 349 00:20:52,686 --> 00:20:53,753 - You're just jealous... - ...last night. 350 00:20:53,853 --> 00:20:55,588 ...'cause he's better looking than you. 351 00:20:55,689 --> 00:20:57,290 Ah! (GASPS, SIGHS) 352 00:20:58,910 --> 00:21:00,727 I was trapped with Find, and he, oh, 353 00:21:00,794 --> 00:21:03,960 just oozing the desperation 354 00:21:03,163 --> 00:21:05,231 of still being relegated to adjunct. 355 00:21:05,298 --> 00:21:07,133 - It's awful. - Yeah. It's a... 356 00:21:07,233 --> 00:21:09,402 - (BOTH CHUCKLING) - Believe me. 357 00:21:09,469 --> 00:21:11,400 That's the thing about horse races. 358 00:21:11,938 --> 00:21:14,607 Now tenure is what? Winning the Kentucky Derby? 359 00:21:14,674 --> 00:21:17,177 This particular equine metaphor, yeah. 360 00:21:17,277 --> 00:21:18,812 All right, so what's the thing? 361 00:21:20,680 --> 00:21:21,848 Oh. 362 00:21:21,915 --> 00:21:23,160 (WHISPERING) Only the thoroughbreds 363 00:21:23,830 --> 00:21:24,317 have a chance at winning. 364 00:21:24,384 --> 00:21:25,885 MAN: Here, take these. 365 00:21:28,188 --> 00:21:30,857 Do you think what Frederik said after dinner... 366 00:21:30,924 --> 00:21:32,258 there's anything to that? 367 00:21:33,126 --> 00:21:34,961 I don't know what you're referring to... 368 00:21:35,695 --> 00:21:38,898 but almost positive of my answer. (CHUCKLES) 369 00:21:39,499 --> 00:21:41,501 No, just, what's gonna happen? 370 00:21:42,402 --> 00:21:45,472 You know, when... when it's won, when it's over. 371 00:21:45,538 --> 00:21:47,374 Everybody talks about, you know, 372 00:21:47,474 --> 00:21:48,842 reaching for the brass ring 373 00:21:48,942 --> 00:21:51,778 but nobody says what you do when you win it. 374 00:21:51,845 --> 00:21:53,146 Hey, is this mine? 375 00:21:53,213 --> 00:21:54,214 BARTENDER: Sure thing. 376 00:21:55,810 --> 00:21:57,500 I think we celebrate. 377 00:21:57,150 --> 00:21:59,190 BARTENDER: Ladies. Enjoy those. 378 00:21:59,850 --> 00:22:02,188 And then we just get right back to work. 379 00:22:03,456 --> 00:22:06,126 Next publication, the next book. 380 00:22:07,727 --> 00:22:09,729 - Opera Completa... - All right. 381 00:22:09,796 --> 00:22:10,797 The Locke lectures. 382 00:22:10,897 --> 00:22:13,500 All right, all right, all right. Okay. 383 00:22:15,335 --> 00:22:16,569 (CHUCKLES) 384 00:22:19,472 --> 00:22:20,473 (GRUNTS) 385 00:22:20,540 --> 00:22:22,375 Where is Fred tonight? 386 00:22:22,475 --> 00:22:24,440 Making a cassoulet. 387 00:22:25,278 --> 00:22:26,379 WOMAN 1: Can I get a beer, please? 388 00:22:26,479 --> 00:22:27,480 BARTENDER: Sure thing. 389 00:22:27,547 --> 00:22:28,548 (SIGHS) 390 00:22:31,484 --> 00:22:32,585 (CHUCKLES) 391 00:22:32,686 --> 00:22:35,722 It's just a withering thing to say about a man. 392 00:22:35,789 --> 00:22:37,857 - (CHUCKLES) - Um... 393 00:22:37,924 --> 00:22:39,920 It's quite a good cassoulet. 394 00:22:39,259 --> 00:22:41,940 He's gonna break eventually, you know. 395 00:22:43,163 --> 00:22:44,164 No. 396 00:22:45,598 --> 00:22:46,599 He won't. 397 00:22:48,568 --> 00:22:50,603 Yeah. No, he won't. 398 00:22:55,475 --> 00:22:56,943 Mmm. 399 00:22:57,100 --> 00:22:58,278 Talked to Maggie today? 400 00:22:59,512 --> 00:23:03,149 No, she wasn't in class. No call, no show. 401 00:23:03,216 --> 00:23:06,953 I think I've just extended her too much rope. 402 00:23:08,455 --> 00:23:11,691 (STUDENTS CHEERING, SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY) 403 00:23:11,758 --> 00:23:14,940 MALE STUDENT: Hey! How we doin'? You good? 404 00:23:14,194 --> 00:23:15,729 - Hey. Hey. - (OVERLAPPING CHATTER) 405 00:23:15,795 --> 00:23:17,964 I miss when it was only us that liked this place. 406 00:23:18,640 --> 00:23:20,133 I can't hear you. (CHUCKLING) 407 00:23:23,236 --> 00:23:24,637 - You okay? - Yeah. (CHUCKLING) 408 00:23:26,339 --> 00:23:27,440 Uh... 409 00:23:29,900 --> 00:23:30,143 You got this? 410 00:23:30,210 --> 00:23:32,780 - Once a poor kid... - Always a cheap *******. 411 00:23:32,178 --> 00:23:33,179 Mmm-hmm. 412 00:23:34,714 --> 00:23:35,715 (BOTH CHUCKLING) 413 00:23:35,815 --> 00:23:37,250 - Stop doing that to me. - What is this? 414 00:23:38,585 --> 00:23:40,253 - Bye. - Bye. 415 00:23:46,760 --> 00:23:47,761 (KISSES) 416 00:23:49,329 --> 00:23:51,731 That's on me. That's for you. Keep working on that. 417 00:23:51,798 --> 00:23:53,299 (LAUGHS) 418 00:24:10,483 --> 00:24:12,850 - Check, please. - BARTENDER: Coming right up. 419 00:24:18,525 --> 00:24:19,526 Here you go. 420 00:24:36,276 --> 00:24:38,211 (ELEVATOR DOOR OPENING) 421 00:24:43,316 --> 00:24:45,850 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 422 00:24:46,920 --> 00:24:48,288 Maggie, what're you doing here? 423 00:24:49,389 --> 00:24:51,224 Um, I came by, I went to your office, 424 00:24:51,291 --> 00:24:52,425 but you weren't there. 425 00:24:53,626 --> 00:24:55,729 Oh. All right, well, why don't you come inside? 426 00:24:55,895 --> 00:24:56,963 MAGGIE: Is Frederik home? 427 00:25:01,101 --> 00:25:02,168 Probably. 428 00:25:04,104 --> 00:25:06,306 Um, Jesus, you're soaking. 429 00:25:06,373 --> 00:25:09,109 (BREATHING HEAVILY) I... I need... 430 00:25:09,175 --> 00:25:10,610 I need to speak with you. 431 00:25:10,677 --> 00:25:12,746 Okay. Come on, let's just go inside. 432 00:25:12,846 --> 00:25:14,314 - I'll get you a towel. - Alone, please. 433 00:25:18,385 --> 00:25:20,387 Um, okay. 434 00:25:38,538 --> 00:25:40,607 Yeah, I guess it's just, um... 435 00:25:42,208 --> 00:25:43,376 (BREATHES HEAVILY) 436 00:25:45,450 --> 00:25:48,481 Hank walked me home like I said he would. 437 00:25:48,548 --> 00:25:49,883 It was friendly. 438 00:25:49,983 --> 00:25:54,187 You know, he's Hank. Everybody loves Hank. Um... 439 00:25:54,254 --> 00:25:57,857 And, uh, Alex isn't home. 440 00:25:57,924 --> 00:26:01,394 I think I said yesterday, they're still in Boston, um... 441 00:26:01,461 --> 00:26:02,729 (STUTTERS) 442 00:26:02,796 --> 00:26:04,970 He asked for a nightcap, 443 00:26:04,164 --> 00:26:06,433 which, you know, fine, whatever, and... 444 00:26:06,499 --> 00:26:08,168 I think, I don't even remember what I poured us. 445 00:26:08,268 --> 00:26:09,636 It was something Alex brought home 446 00:26:09,736 --> 00:26:11,371 from a party a few weeks ago. 447 00:26:11,471 --> 00:26:13,173 (SLOW TENSE MUSIC PLAYING) 448 00:26:13,273 --> 00:26:14,274 Uh... 449 00:26:14,941 --> 00:26:16,209 It was fine. 450 00:26:17,430 --> 00:26:19,212 I don't know. I don't think I realized how drunk he was 451 00:26:19,312 --> 00:26:23,160 until I saw him, like, stumble in the kitchen. Um... 452 00:26:24,484 --> 00:26:26,553 Uh... And... 453 00:26:27,420 --> 00:26:30,357 he started asking, like, inappropriate questions. 454 00:26:30,423 --> 00:26:32,459 I guess first, you know, it was about my work. 455 00:26:32,559 --> 00:26:34,127 The... My paper. 456 00:26:34,928 --> 00:26:36,496 And then he asked about Alex 457 00:26:36,596 --> 00:26:41,501 and if we had any men in the relationship, and... 458 00:26:41,601 --> 00:26:42,836 Um... 459 00:26:42,936 --> 00:26:44,170 when he kissed me, I almost, 460 00:26:44,270 --> 00:26:45,705 I thought it was like a joke or something. 461 00:26:45,805 --> 00:26:47,607 I didn't do anything. 462 00:26:47,674 --> 00:26:51,110 Um, and then he kept going, and... 463 00:26:51,111 --> 00:26:52,579 I said no... 464 00:26:52,679 --> 00:26:54,748 and he kept going and, um... 465 00:26:57,684 --> 00:26:59,652 When he left, I showered. 466 00:26:59,719 --> 00:27:01,354 (SHUDDERING BREATHS) 467 00:27:05,625 --> 00:27:07,930 What are you saying happened? 468 00:27:09,496 --> 00:27:10,597 MAGGIE: What do you mean? 469 00:27:14,000 --> 00:27:15,435 What are you saying he did? 470 00:27:17,337 --> 00:27:18,705 Isn't it obvious? 471 00:27:22,842 --> 00:27:24,310 He... 472 00:27:24,377 --> 00:27:26,120 He crossed the line. 473 00:27:27,130 --> 00:27:29,215 He kept going after I said no. 474 00:27:31,851 --> 00:27:33,386 ALMA: But what actually happened? 475 00:27:33,553 --> 00:27:35,121 Why do you need to know? 476 00:27:35,221 --> 00:27:36,856 He assaulted me. 477 00:27:37,557 --> 00:27:39,225 Does it need to get worse than that? 478 00:27:39,292 --> 00:27:40,794 Do you need to hear a... 479 00:27:41,461 --> 00:27:42,662 (BREATHES DEEPLY) 480 00:27:44,898 --> 00:27:46,990 Does anyone else know? 481 00:27:47,267 --> 00:27:49,769 Just you, so far. And I don't know. I... 482 00:27:50,170 --> 00:27:51,471 Why me? 483 00:27:52,939 --> 00:27:54,700 What? 484 00:27:54,107 --> 00:27:56,900 Uh, I, um... I don't know. I just... 485 00:27:56,109 --> 00:27:57,477 It's the right thing to do, isn't it? 486 00:27:57,544 --> 00:27:59,679 To tell someone, and I just... 487 00:27:59,746 --> 00:28:02,215 You know, given your history... 488 00:28:02,315 --> 00:28:04,500 What does that mean, my history? 489 00:28:05,318 --> 00:28:07,870 (STUTTERS) What do you mean? 490 00:28:07,187 --> 00:28:08,254 - I don't know. What... - Why are you saying that? 491 00:28:08,355 --> 00:28:09,622 - I didn't mean anything. - What does it mean? 492 00:28:09,723 --> 00:28:11,910 You asked it. It's gotta mean something. 493 00:28:11,191 --> 00:28:12,625 I just thought your history 494 00:28:12,726 --> 00:28:14,194 supporting women in the department. 495 00:28:14,260 --> 00:28:15,395 - I don't know, that's... - Okay. 496 00:28:15,462 --> 00:28:16,730 Why don't you just come inside? 497 00:28:16,796 --> 00:28:17,797 I can get you a towel... 498 00:28:17,897 --> 00:28:19,132 - No. I'm sorry. I'm... - ...and we can talk. 499 00:28:20,600 --> 00:28:22,469 (BREATHING DEEPLY) 500 00:28:22,569 --> 00:28:23,570 I'm sorry. 501 00:28:27,707 --> 00:28:29,609 (FOOTSTEPS RECEDING) 502 00:28:29,676 --> 00:28:30,677 (SIGHS) 503 00:28:34,180 --> 00:28:35,415 (KEYS JANGLING) 504 00:28:35,515 --> 00:28:37,517 (UNNERVING MUSIC PLAYING) 505 00:28:42,622 --> 00:28:43,623 (SIGHS) 506 00:29:45,352 --> 00:29:47,187 (BREATHES DEEPLY) 507 00:29:50,223 --> 00:29:51,524 FREDERIK: Hmm. 508 00:29:59,666 --> 00:30:00,667 It's late. 509 00:30:00,767 --> 00:30:03,803 Mmm. I'm sorry. The paper. 510 00:30:03,903 --> 00:30:06,473 Of course, the paper. 511 00:30:06,539 --> 00:30:08,141 ALMA: If I don't publish this month... 512 00:30:08,208 --> 00:30:11,611 Mmm. Your position isn't as secure, etcetera, etcetera. 513 00:30:11,678 --> 00:30:12,679 Publish or perish. 514 00:30:12,746 --> 00:30:14,381 Mmm-hmm, up or out. 515 00:30:14,481 --> 00:30:15,482 (SIGHS) 516 00:30:19,319 --> 00:30:20,954 I missed the cassoulet. 517 00:30:21,540 --> 00:30:22,756 Oh, I left some in the oven. 518 00:30:24,791 --> 00:30:26,793 - I don't deserve you. - Hmm. 519 00:30:29,950 --> 00:30:30,296 (SIGHS) 520 00:30:33,466 --> 00:30:34,834 Who did you see today? 521 00:30:36,803 --> 00:30:37,804 What? 522 00:30:38,805 --> 00:30:40,874 No, no, no, it's just, 523 00:30:40,974 --> 00:30:43,376 you never wanna talk about my work. 524 00:30:43,476 --> 00:30:45,178 - That's not true. - Oh. 525 00:30:45,278 --> 00:30:46,880 Darling, please. 526 00:30:46,980 --> 00:30:49,549 We're too old and too married 527 00:30:49,649 --> 00:30:52,652 to lie to each other so blatantly, hmm? 528 00:30:54,521 --> 00:30:57,924 I saw a teenager who hates me... 529 00:30:59,590 --> 00:31:00,860 a woman who's lying to herself 530 00:31:00,927 --> 00:31:02,295 about her husband's cheating... 531 00:31:02,395 --> 00:31:05,799 and another patient. New. 532 00:31:05,899 --> 00:31:07,934 A referral from Tim? 533 00:31:08,501 --> 00:31:10,770 Hmm? Told you about him. 534 00:31:11,871 --> 00:31:13,273 ALMA: I thought he annoyed you. 535 00:31:13,340 --> 00:31:15,342 - (CHUCKLES) - ALMA: Interesting? 536 00:31:16,420 --> 00:31:18,110 Uh, remains to be seen. 537 00:31:18,111 --> 00:31:19,979 (MELLOW MUSIC PLAYING) 538 00:31:22,482 --> 00:31:24,351 (SIGHS) Have... 539 00:31:26,419 --> 00:31:27,687 Have you ever... 540 00:31:28,688 --> 00:31:30,560 Yes? 541 00:31:30,123 --> 00:31:33,460 Have you ever disagreed with a patient over... 542 00:31:33,593 --> 00:31:35,395 a sensitive issue? 543 00:31:35,962 --> 00:31:36,963 Course. 544 00:31:38,398 --> 00:31:40,734 You know, most people don't come to analysis 545 00:31:40,800 --> 00:31:42,635 looking to break old patterns. 546 00:31:43,303 --> 00:31:46,773 They're looking to affirm that they don't need help. 547 00:31:46,840 --> 00:31:48,508 Did you tell them so? 548 00:31:49,709 --> 00:31:51,110 (FREDERIK CHUCKLES SOFTLY) 549 00:31:51,111 --> 00:31:52,645 My father told me a story once 550 00:31:52,712 --> 00:31:56,490 from when he was first building his practice. 551 00:31:56,149 --> 00:31:57,150 He, um... 552 00:31:59,520 --> 00:32:01,354 He was working with a young woman who was... 553 00:32:01,421 --> 00:32:02,856 (CHUCKLES) 554 00:32:02,922 --> 00:32:05,525 so wedded to her own misery, it drove him mad. 555 00:32:05,592 --> 00:32:07,127 And one day, he told her 556 00:32:07,227 --> 00:32:08,728 she lacked the ability 557 00:32:08,795 --> 00:32:11,331 to overcome repeating the same patterns 558 00:32:11,431 --> 00:32:14,734 for the rest of her small, miserable life. 559 00:32:18,371 --> 00:32:20,340 - She never came in again. - Hmm. 560 00:32:20,440 --> 00:32:21,708 Obviously. 561 00:32:22,609 --> 00:32:23,677 Why? 562 00:32:24,844 --> 00:32:26,120 What's this about? 563 00:32:28,381 --> 00:32:31,151 ALMA: Nothing. Mmm, I don't know. 564 00:32:31,217 --> 00:32:33,153 I don't know. I think I'm just starving. 565 00:32:36,423 --> 00:32:37,791 Dinner awaits. 566 00:32:37,891 --> 00:32:38,958 (ALMA CHUCKLES) 567 00:32:40,600 --> 00:32:42,328 - Again, I don't deserve you. - FREDERIK: Again... 568 00:32:42,429 --> 00:32:43,830 no one is contesting that. 569 00:32:54,674 --> 00:32:56,109 (ALMA SIGHS) 570 00:32:56,176 --> 00:32:57,310 Did something happen? 571 00:32:58,511 --> 00:32:59,646 With a student? 572 00:33:00,460 --> 00:33:01,470 No. 573 00:33:02,982 --> 00:33:04,500 (INHALES) 574 00:33:05,180 --> 00:33:06,252 I wonder if... 575 00:33:07,354 --> 00:33:09,189 I can be cold sometimes. 576 00:33:11,758 --> 00:33:13,893 Cold? You? 577 00:33:15,950 --> 00:33:16,129 ALMA: I mean it. 578 00:33:17,931 --> 00:33:19,165 (SIGHS) 579 00:33:19,265 --> 00:33:21,568 Impenetrable, maybe, hmm? 580 00:33:23,136 --> 00:33:26,973 Aloof, sure. But no, no... 581 00:33:27,400 --> 00:33:28,608 I don't think you're cold... 582 00:33:29,420 --> 00:33:30,430 (UTENSIL CLANKS) 583 00:33:30,143 --> 00:33:31,277 ...or unfeeling. 584 00:33:32,846 --> 00:33:34,748 I didn't say unfeeling. 585 00:33:41,621 --> 00:33:42,722 (ALMA CLEARS THROAT) 586 00:33:45,125 --> 00:33:46,459 (SPEAKING GERMAN) 587 00:33:53,500 --> 00:33:54,501 (SIGHS) 588 00:34:05,450 --> 00:34:06,212 Hey, thanks for comin'. 589 00:34:09,749 --> 00:34:10,917 ALMA: I don't have a lot of time. 590 00:34:13,420 --> 00:34:14,421 What do you want? 591 00:34:17,857 --> 00:34:19,793 Uh... Can we talk inside? 592 00:34:21,695 --> 00:34:22,796 Okay, look. 593 00:34:24,130 --> 00:34:26,800 I don't know what she's told you 594 00:34:28,968 --> 00:34:31,400 or what's already going around with the faculty. 595 00:34:35,775 --> 00:34:36,776 (SIGHS) 596 00:34:36,843 --> 00:34:39,546 I know I sound like one of those guys, but there's... 597 00:34:40,313 --> 00:34:43,817 I feel like there's no way to avoid clichés here. 598 00:34:43,883 --> 00:34:46,486 In fact, everything about this feels like a ****in' cliché. 599 00:34:46,553 --> 00:34:48,355 And I know... (CHUCKLES) 600 00:34:48,421 --> 00:34:49,522 I know that by saying that, 601 00:34:49,589 --> 00:34:51,257 I'm making myself out to be the victim. 602 00:34:51,358 --> 00:34:53,193 Just blameless entity in this ******* ouroboros 603 00:34:53,259 --> 00:34:54,260 of he-said-she-said. 604 00:34:54,361 --> 00:34:55,962 But see, this is... (INHALES SHARPLY) 605 00:34:56,620 --> 00:34:58,732 This is what I mean. I'm damned if I do, 606 00:34:59,966 --> 00:35:01,167 I'm damned if I don't. 607 00:35:01,267 --> 00:35:03,570 Everything I say has been said before 608 00:35:03,636 --> 00:35:06,272 by someone in my position, who was probably guilty. 609 00:35:07,173 --> 00:35:10,110 Therefore, I'm guilty by association. But... 610 00:35:10,176 --> 00:35:11,378 - Hey. Hey. - Hey. Ready to order? 611 00:35:11,478 --> 00:35:13,790 - Yeah. Please. Thank you. - Mmm-hmm. 612 00:35:13,747 --> 00:35:15,480 I'm fine. 613 00:35:15,148 --> 00:35:16,349 - Okay. - I'll have my usual. 614 00:35:16,416 --> 00:35:17,517 - Yeah. You got it. - Thank you. 615 00:35:17,584 --> 00:35:18,918 Nothing for you? 616 00:35:19,190 --> 00:35:20,860 No. 617 00:35:20,186 --> 00:35:21,187 Okay. 618 00:35:24,900 --> 00:35:25,425 "My usual"? 619 00:35:25,525 --> 00:35:27,260 (UNEASY MUSIC PLAYING) 620 00:35:27,360 --> 00:35:28,528 Yeah. 621 00:35:28,595 --> 00:35:29,596 Okay. 622 00:35:30,830 --> 00:35:31,965 It's not true. 623 00:35:35,502 --> 00:35:36,836 Alma, it's just... It's not. 624 00:35:39,139 --> 00:35:40,140 I swear. 625 00:35:45,178 --> 00:35:46,579 It all happened so quick, 626 00:35:46,680 --> 00:35:50,350 like wildebeest scattering from an approaching lion. 627 00:35:51,317 --> 00:35:52,886 One minute you're part of the pack, next minute, 628 00:35:53,586 --> 00:35:57,290 your leg is in the jaws of some apex predator 629 00:35:57,390 --> 00:35:58,391 and everyone's thinkin', 630 00:35:58,458 --> 00:36:00,593 "All right. Well, damn. Glad it wasn't me." 631 00:36:01,795 --> 00:36:03,897 I'm not sure that's what everyone is thinking. 632 00:36:04,964 --> 00:36:05,965 WAITRESS: Okay. 633 00:36:06,660 --> 00:36:10,403 - We got the saag paneer. - Ooh, yeah. 634 00:36:10,470 --> 00:36:13,373 Yep. And we got the tandoori chicken. 635 00:36:13,473 --> 00:36:14,708 Tandoori chicken. Oh, yeah. 636 00:36:14,808 --> 00:36:16,776 And then, we've got the garlic naan. 637 00:36:16,843 --> 00:36:18,478 Garlic naan... Give me that garlic naan. 638 00:36:18,545 --> 00:36:19,846 - (CHUCKLING) Yeah. - Goddamn. Thank you. 639 00:36:19,913 --> 00:36:21,247 And the basmati rice. 640 00:36:21,348 --> 00:36:22,849 - Oof. - And then a plate. 641 00:36:22,916 --> 00:36:23,917 Just in case you wanted it. 642 00:36:24,170 --> 00:36:25,151 Yeah, just in case I need to... Yeah. 643 00:36:25,251 --> 00:36:26,653 - Sorry. - Yeah, you can give that 644 00:36:26,720 --> 00:36:27,721 to her. Thank you very much. I appreciate it. 645 00:36:27,787 --> 00:36:28,788 And then, you guys got cutlery? 646 00:36:28,888 --> 00:36:29,889 - You okay? - We're all good. 647 00:36:29,956 --> 00:36:31,358 - All right. Great. Okay. - Appreciate you, Billie. 648 00:36:31,424 --> 00:36:32,559 - Enjoy. Yep. - Thank you. 649 00:36:33,860 --> 00:36:36,796 ALMA: So, are you gonna tell me why this is not true? 650 00:36:36,896 --> 00:36:38,932 Or did you just ask me here to check to see 651 00:36:38,998 --> 00:36:40,433 if I was bearing pitchfork? 652 00:36:43,269 --> 00:36:46,606 Caught Maggie cheating, a few months ago. 653 00:36:48,174 --> 00:36:49,943 Didn't think much of it, really. 654 00:36:50,777 --> 00:36:52,979 She, um, you know, I talked to her, 655 00:36:53,460 --> 00:36:54,981 she said she was under enormous pressure. 656 00:36:55,480 --> 00:36:56,716 I told her... 657 00:36:56,816 --> 00:36:58,818 You know, I gave her a pass, and she... 658 00:36:58,885 --> 00:37:00,720 (INHALES DEEPLY) 659 00:37:00,820 --> 00:37:03,523 Well, yeah. But I wasn't convinced. 660 00:37:04,958 --> 00:37:05,959 Not totally. 661 00:37:07,127 --> 00:37:08,128 And then... 662 00:37:10,597 --> 00:37:11,598 Her dissertation? 663 00:37:12,732 --> 00:37:13,800 What about it? 664 00:37:16,770 --> 00:37:17,771 You don't know? 665 00:37:20,173 --> 00:37:23,943 I knew immediately. She plagiarized it. 666 00:37:25,378 --> 00:37:29,249 She lifted directly from Agamben's Homo Sacer. 667 00:37:29,349 --> 00:37:30,884 His notion of... 668 00:37:31,818 --> 00:37:35,855 simultaneous subjectification and de-subjectification, 669 00:37:36,790 --> 00:37:40,260 it's reproduced almost word for word. 670 00:37:40,360 --> 00:37:42,429 You had to have seen, too. 671 00:37:42,495 --> 00:37:43,596 Didn't you? 672 00:37:45,432 --> 00:37:48,601 So, when you brought it up at the dinner... 673 00:37:48,668 --> 00:37:50,136 you just wanted to see what I would say? 674 00:37:50,236 --> 00:37:52,339 Or you were trying to catch us out? 675 00:37:55,675 --> 00:37:57,510 I wanted to see how she would react. 676 00:37:58,111 --> 00:38:00,547 - Especially in your company. - ALMA: Mmm. 677 00:38:02,649 --> 00:38:03,750 HANK: Test my hunch. 678 00:38:04,250 --> 00:38:05,652 ALMA: Test your hunch? 679 00:38:06,553 --> 00:38:08,521 I mean, we did go back to her apartment that night. 680 00:38:12,225 --> 00:38:13,793 I asked her for a nightcap. 681 00:38:13,893 --> 00:38:15,995 (CHUCKLES) Why? Why? 682 00:38:17,263 --> 00:38:18,932 Yeah, I know. I know. 683 00:38:19,933 --> 00:38:21,000 That was a mistake. 684 00:38:21,101 --> 00:38:22,669 A huge ****in' mistake. 685 00:38:22,769 --> 00:38:25,438 I just, I thought that if we were on her turf, 686 00:38:26,306 --> 00:38:28,608 off campus, she would be, she would be... 687 00:38:30,176 --> 00:38:33,580 more open, less guarded, you know? 688 00:38:33,680 --> 00:38:36,549 I wanted, perhaps erroneously, stupidly, to... 689 00:38:36,649 --> 00:38:37,751 ALMA: Definitely stupidly. 690 00:38:37,851 --> 00:38:41,855 To see if what I assumed was true, was true. 691 00:38:41,921 --> 00:38:44,124 So, we had the drinks. And... 692 00:38:45,425 --> 00:38:47,600 You know, at this point... 693 00:38:47,527 --> 00:38:48,762 (CHUCKLES) 694 00:38:48,828 --> 00:38:50,163 I'm ******* nervous. 695 00:38:51,731 --> 00:38:54,300 I mean, you know who her parents are. 696 00:38:55,100 --> 00:38:57,437 They donated half the ****in' campus, so... 697 00:38:58,705 --> 00:39:01,708 And then, and then, unprompted, she says to me... 698 00:39:01,808 --> 00:39:03,276 (INHALES SHARPLY) 699 00:39:03,343 --> 00:39:06,746 ...that her partner was out of town. 700 00:39:10,884 --> 00:39:14,220 Truthfully, listen, I know this sounds 701 00:39:14,287 --> 00:39:16,589 so brutally male, but... 702 00:39:19,392 --> 00:39:21,294 I really did think she was coming on to me. 703 00:39:23,229 --> 00:39:24,998 (CHUCKLES) 704 00:39:27,167 --> 00:39:29,602 And I'm ****in' terrified! 705 00:39:29,669 --> 00:39:32,339 'Cause of the climate in higher education these days. 706 00:39:33,873 --> 00:39:36,176 Then why would you go 707 00:39:36,276 --> 00:39:39,679 to a female student's apartment? 708 00:39:39,746 --> 00:39:42,820 And drink something she poured you? 709 00:39:42,182 --> 00:39:44,684 Believe me, in retrospect? 710 00:39:45,318 --> 00:39:47,787 (IMITATES SPEECH IMPEDIMENT) I ****in' know! 711 00:39:48,922 --> 00:39:51,291 (SPEAKING NORMALLY) But I was stubbornly stuck on this. 712 00:39:51,424 --> 00:39:54,394 I needed to bring up my suspicions to her... 713 00:39:54,461 --> 00:39:57,964 to let her know she would be held accountable. 714 00:39:59,399 --> 00:40:01,668 So, I did. I told her I suspected she plagiarized, 715 00:40:01,768 --> 00:40:03,703 and she reacted just like... 716 00:40:04,371 --> 00:40:05,472 (IMITATES WHOOSH) 717 00:40:06,539 --> 00:40:08,875 Like, cold, ice calm. 718 00:40:10,610 --> 00:40:12,445 Denied it. And then... 719 00:40:12,512 --> 00:40:16,483 the next day... it's like... like... (SCOFFING CHUCKLE) 720 00:40:17,717 --> 00:40:19,319 An utter fabrication. 721 00:40:19,386 --> 00:40:20,687 (INHALES) 722 00:40:20,754 --> 00:40:22,922 And now, it's gonna be... 723 00:40:23,230 --> 00:40:24,624 it's gonna be her word... 724 00:40:25,725 --> 00:40:30,263 against a lifetime of hard work and good deeds, 725 00:40:30,330 --> 00:40:32,332 and advocating for women in philosophy, 726 00:40:32,432 --> 00:40:35,101 workin' three ****in' jobs. You know. 727 00:40:36,302 --> 00:40:38,380 And it took me years 728 00:40:38,138 --> 00:40:39,472 to get through all that debt and red tape. 729 00:40:39,539 --> 00:40:40,874 And I'm not gonna let it happen. 730 00:40:40,974 --> 00:40:42,108 I can't. I won't. 731 00:40:42,175 --> 00:40:44,678 I'm not gonna allow. I worked too hard. 732 00:40:44,778 --> 00:40:45,745 Done too much to get here, 733 00:40:45,845 --> 00:40:47,213 to let it all just be taken away, 734 00:40:47,313 --> 00:40:51,818 just 'cause some lying little ****in' bitch 735 00:40:51,885 --> 00:40:53,820 with a shit ton of money, 736 00:40:53,887 --> 00:40:57,257 exploiting this shallow cultural moment says I should. 737 00:40:59,559 --> 00:41:00,560 (SIGHS) 738 00:41:00,627 --> 00:41:02,262 All right. Please don't ever ******* say that 739 00:41:02,328 --> 00:41:03,830 - to anyone but me. - (HANK CHUCKLES) 740 00:41:07,801 --> 00:41:09,102 They're gonna wanna speak with you. 741 00:41:09,936 --> 00:41:10,970 Why me? 742 00:41:11,538 --> 00:41:12,772 HANK: Since it was after your party 743 00:41:12,839 --> 00:41:14,207 she's sayin' all this happened. 744 00:41:16,710 --> 00:41:18,978 Now that you know the truth, my hope 745 00:41:19,450 --> 00:41:21,848 is that you will not allow what is correct 746 00:41:21,915 --> 00:41:23,917 keep you from doing what is right. 747 00:41:27,587 --> 00:41:29,550 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 748 00:41:40,567 --> 00:41:41,568 (DOOR CLOSES) 749 00:41:48,375 --> 00:41:50,810 Professor Imhoff. I don't believe I was expecting you. 750 00:41:50,877 --> 00:41:52,379 She's not on the schedule, sir. 751 00:41:55,548 --> 00:41:57,684 If you have a minute, I'd like to speak with you. 752 00:41:59,190 --> 00:42:00,520 Alma, sit. 753 00:42:02,722 --> 00:42:03,723 (GRUNTS) 754 00:42:05,125 --> 00:42:06,126 So... 755 00:42:06,226 --> 00:42:08,128 I imagine you know why I'm here. 756 00:42:08,228 --> 00:42:10,430 A formal inquiry is going to be conducted, yes, 757 00:42:10,597 --> 00:42:12,632 with all haste and via the appropriate channels. 758 00:42:12,732 --> 00:42:15,135 Well, I think it's important I pre-empt those channels. 759 00:42:15,935 --> 00:42:18,104 I believe there is a conflict of interest 760 00:42:18,171 --> 00:42:20,507 that would preclude me from 761 00:42:20,607 --> 00:42:22,108 speaking either without bias 762 00:42:22,175 --> 00:42:24,310 or without the assumption of bias should I be asked. 763 00:42:24,377 --> 00:42:26,460 But I believe I will be asked. 764 00:42:26,146 --> 00:42:28,810 I'm just relieved you're not here about tenure. 765 00:42:28,815 --> 00:42:30,417 It's a minefield, Alma. 766 00:42:30,517 --> 00:42:32,419 A ******* minefield these days. 767 00:42:33,530 --> 00:42:34,788 You keep the fancy stuff for show? 768 00:42:36,189 --> 00:42:37,524 I hate that Laphroaig shit. 769 00:42:37,590 --> 00:42:40,894 But what looks good, looks good, and 770 00:42:40,960 --> 00:42:42,295 against all odds, 771 00:42:42,395 --> 00:42:44,998 I've found myself in the business of optics 772 00:42:45,165 --> 00:42:47,834 rather than substance. 773 00:42:52,138 --> 00:42:53,606 I have to teach later. 774 00:42:53,673 --> 00:42:56,843 Ah, of course. Purpose. Not just... 775 00:42:56,943 --> 00:42:59,245 Sisyphean administration. 776 00:42:59,346 --> 00:43:01,381 Maybe your secretary could use some. 777 00:43:02,716 --> 00:43:04,684 Hey, be nice to Wendy. 778 00:43:04,751 --> 00:43:06,886 She still believes what she does is important. 779 00:43:09,956 --> 00:43:12,692 So, this "conflict of interest," 780 00:43:12,759 --> 00:43:13,793 do I wanna know? 781 00:43:13,893 --> 00:43:15,295 It's nothing like that. 782 00:43:15,395 --> 00:43:17,263 Good. Thank God. 783 00:43:17,330 --> 00:43:20,133 So then, off the record? 784 00:43:20,233 --> 00:43:21,468 (INHALES) 785 00:43:21,568 --> 00:43:22,736 Off the record. 786 00:43:25,572 --> 00:43:26,573 Okay? 787 00:43:27,807 --> 00:43:29,476 - I need the lecture credit. - (CHUCKLES) 788 00:43:29,542 --> 00:43:31,111 I'll sign off on it. Who cares? 789 00:43:31,878 --> 00:43:33,646 Who cares. Right. (INHALES SHARPLY) 790 00:43:33,713 --> 00:43:34,781 (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) 791 00:43:35,815 --> 00:43:38,184 I'm, um... (SMACKS LIPS) 792 00:43:38,251 --> 00:43:41,521 I've decided to press charges 793 00:43:41,588 --> 00:43:42,689 against Hank. 794 00:43:44,424 --> 00:43:47,270 And I'm hoping... 795 00:43:47,930 --> 00:43:49,696 It would mean a lot to me... 796 00:43:51,698 --> 00:43:53,133 Um... 797 00:43:53,233 --> 00:43:57,137 if I had your support, of me. 798 00:43:59,720 --> 00:44:01,675 More specifically, um, your testimony. 799 00:44:03,343 --> 00:44:05,445 If we have to go to trial. 800 00:44:05,512 --> 00:44:06,680 You have a lawyer? 801 00:44:09,516 --> 00:44:10,917 - Yeah. - Hmm. 802 00:44:11,170 --> 00:44:12,318 Sort of. I don't know. 803 00:44:13,253 --> 00:44:15,210 Alex? Isn't she pre-law? 804 00:44:15,880 --> 00:44:17,223 They're in their second year, 805 00:44:17,290 --> 00:44:19,359 and it's more of a consulting thing. 806 00:44:19,426 --> 00:44:20,760 - I don't know. - Did you go to a clinic 807 00:44:20,860 --> 00:44:23,263 to collect DNA evidence and photos? 808 00:44:25,131 --> 00:44:26,666 I don't think we should be talking about this here. 809 00:44:26,833 --> 00:44:28,680 Yes... 810 00:44:28,134 --> 00:44:29,669 - I did. - Right. The university one. 811 00:44:29,769 --> 00:44:30,837 That's good. 812 00:44:30,937 --> 00:44:33,506 Uh, no. The one on Whitney. And I... 813 00:44:33,606 --> 00:44:36,543 I went, but I... I don't know. I was there. 814 00:44:37,210 --> 00:44:38,878 Um, I was... I walked, you know. 815 00:44:38,978 --> 00:44:42,549 And I was by myself. It was late, and, uh, 816 00:44:43,416 --> 00:44:44,884 there was this group of guys there 817 00:44:44,984 --> 00:44:46,653 and they were just, like, 818 00:44:46,720 --> 00:44:49,550 standing outside and staring at me. 819 00:44:50,457 --> 00:44:51,458 I don't know. I... 820 00:44:52,692 --> 00:44:54,794 I panicked. And I know I shouldn't have, but I... 821 00:44:55,862 --> 00:44:57,864 I saw a security camera... 822 00:44:57,931 --> 00:45:00,734 and so, they'll have me walking up. 823 00:45:00,800 --> 00:45:03,103 And, um, I... 824 00:45:04,270 --> 00:45:05,772 I went to you first. 825 00:45:05,839 --> 00:45:07,340 So, even without, you know, 826 00:45:07,440 --> 00:45:08,875 a certain type of physical evidence 827 00:45:08,975 --> 00:45:12,450 with the tape and with your testimony, 828 00:45:12,145 --> 00:45:13,146 it should, you know... 829 00:45:13,213 --> 00:45:14,981 (STUTTERING) ...there could still be, like, a case. 830 00:45:15,715 --> 00:45:16,716 Right? 831 00:45:19,850 --> 00:45:21,321 Maggie, I didn't see anything. 832 00:45:21,388 --> 00:45:23,890 I don't know what you want me to say. 833 00:45:25,458 --> 00:45:29,129 I believe you. You know I believe you. 834 00:45:29,229 --> 00:45:31,865 I told the Dean of Humanities as much today. 835 00:45:32,766 --> 00:45:33,833 You did? 836 00:45:33,933 --> 00:45:35,468 I did, but I... 837 00:45:35,568 --> 00:45:38,405 I don't know what good I could do in your case 838 00:45:38,471 --> 00:45:41,508 if it comes to that. In fact, I might hurt it. 839 00:45:42,776 --> 00:45:43,777 How? 840 00:45:44,711 --> 00:45:46,946 The last thing you said to me that night 841 00:45:47,130 --> 00:45:48,915 was that he was gonna walk you home. 842 00:45:49,150 --> 00:45:52,218 And then I saw the two of you in the hallway, together, 843 00:45:52,318 --> 00:45:55,880 leaving willingly is what it looked like to me, 844 00:45:55,188 --> 00:45:56,756 if I were to be asked under oath. 845 00:45:56,856 --> 00:45:58,191 Yeah, but that's not what I'm... 846 00:45:58,258 --> 00:45:59,959 what I'm asking for. What I'm saying... 847 00:46:00,600 --> 00:46:01,194 Everything okay? 848 00:46:02,620 --> 00:46:03,563 Yes, Professor Angler. Thank you. 849 00:46:03,630 --> 00:46:04,698 ANNOUNCER: Everyone, please take your seats. 850 00:46:04,764 --> 00:46:06,499 - They're starting. - You should hurry. 851 00:46:06,599 --> 00:46:07,834 ANNOUNCER: We'll be starting momentarily. 852 00:46:08,468 --> 00:46:09,569 (CHUCKLES) 853 00:46:14,700 --> 00:46:15,108 ANNOUNCER: Please join me in extending... 854 00:46:15,175 --> 00:46:17,100 - Maggie. - Alma... 855 00:46:17,110 --> 00:46:18,378 ANNOUNCER: ...a warm welcome to the esteemed researcher, 856 00:46:18,478 --> 00:46:19,879 scholar, and transregional studies expert... 857 00:46:19,979 --> 00:46:21,514 I can count on you, right? 858 00:46:21,614 --> 00:46:23,550 ANNOUNCER: Dr. Hugo Micheron. 859 00:46:25,218 --> 00:46:26,486 DR. HUGO MICHERON: Thank you! 860 00:46:26,553 --> 00:46:28,555 It's such a pleasure to be here. 861 00:46:28,655 --> 00:46:30,357 (ALL APPLAUDING) 862 00:46:30,423 --> 00:46:31,624 Thank you. 863 00:46:36,262 --> 00:46:37,564 Thank you for having me. 864 00:46:47,674 --> 00:46:49,676 (REGGAE MUSIC PLAYING OVER SPEAKERS) 865 00:47:09,796 --> 00:47:10,797 (SNIFFS) 866 00:47:45,365 --> 00:47:47,300 (MATCHES RATTLING IN BOX) 867 00:47:55,709 --> 00:47:57,711 (CRACKLING) 868 00:48:38,752 --> 00:48:40,186 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 869 00:48:43,423 --> 00:48:44,424 (DOOR OPENS) 870 00:48:45,191 --> 00:48:47,794 Who presented last? Arthur? 871 00:48:50,563 --> 00:48:51,698 (UNEASY MUSIC PLAYING) 872 00:48:51,765 --> 00:48:52,766 Excuse me. 873 00:48:54,501 --> 00:48:55,902 What are you doing here? 874 00:49:00,173 --> 00:49:01,174 (SIGHS) 875 00:49:01,274 --> 00:49:02,842 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 876 00:49:02,942 --> 00:49:04,110 Who are you? 877 00:49:05,311 --> 00:49:06,713 - How could you? - What are... 878 00:49:06,813 --> 00:49:08,114 Go to my office. Just wait for me... 879 00:49:08,181 --> 00:49:09,883 I was fired this morning. 880 00:49:11,584 --> 00:49:13,153 Not suspended. I was fired. 881 00:49:14,870 --> 00:49:15,555 STUDENT: He's gonna see us. Don't open the door. 882 00:49:15,655 --> 00:49:16,856 ALMA: If you wanna talk, we can talk, 883 00:49:16,923 --> 00:49:18,391 but not here, and not now. 884 00:49:18,458 --> 00:49:19,559 Not here. 885 00:49:22,195 --> 00:49:24,640 I told you the truth. 886 00:49:24,130 --> 00:49:26,833 You just blatantly ignored it just to save yourself. 887 00:49:26,933 --> 00:49:28,101 You are being paranoid. 888 00:49:28,168 --> 00:49:29,502 Just go to my office and wait for me. 889 00:49:29,602 --> 00:49:32,500 Oh, no. Oh. 890 00:49:33,273 --> 00:49:36,876 No, I think I'm right on top of something. 891 00:49:36,976 --> 00:49:38,478 Something that I just couldn't see before. 892 00:49:38,545 --> 00:49:40,113 You see, I used to think 893 00:49:40,180 --> 00:49:43,550 that you and me, we had a mutual fealty 894 00:49:43,650 --> 00:49:46,252 to integrity, to the ethics that you so glibly teach. 895 00:49:46,353 --> 00:49:49,322 But I'm realizing I gave you too much ******* credit. 896 00:49:49,389 --> 00:49:50,924 You sound insane right now. 897 00:49:51,240 --> 00:49:52,225 Professor Imhoff? 898 00:49:53,259 --> 00:49:55,195 - Are you okay? - Oh. Uh... 899 00:49:55,261 --> 00:49:56,629 No, I don't know, actually, Katie. I'm not sure. 900 00:49:56,730 --> 00:49:58,732 This blood on her hands may never wash off. 901 00:49:58,798 --> 00:50:01,401 Stop it. Yeah, I'm fine, Katie. Thank you. 902 00:50:01,468 --> 00:50:03,303 FEMALE STUDENT: Yeah, we should go. Come on. 903 00:50:03,403 --> 00:50:05,710 KATIE: No. No. I need to stay here. 904 00:50:05,138 --> 00:50:07,273 (HANK BREATHING HEAVILY) 905 00:50:08,274 --> 00:50:10,143 You know the truth 906 00:50:10,210 --> 00:50:12,450 and you won't say it. 907 00:50:12,145 --> 00:50:14,140 Because it'll make you look bad. 908 00:50:14,114 --> 00:50:17,650 You're lettin' them ****in' ruin me, ruin my ******* life 909 00:50:17,717 --> 00:50:19,520 and you could easily stop it. 910 00:50:20,153 --> 00:50:21,688 You give me too much power, Hank. 911 00:50:21,755 --> 00:50:23,723 I did not do this. You did this to yourself. 912 00:50:23,790 --> 00:50:25,625 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 913 00:50:29,629 --> 00:50:30,964 Oh, that's convenient. 914 00:50:31,865 --> 00:50:33,266 Yeah. 915 00:50:33,333 --> 00:50:34,334 (SIGHS) 916 00:50:36,236 --> 00:50:38,805 Yeah, I know. I fell on my own sword... 917 00:50:41,207 --> 00:50:42,676 but you were the one holding it. 918 00:50:47,280 --> 00:50:49,883 "Let innocence make false accusation blush... 919 00:50:51,518 --> 00:50:55,550 and tyranny tremble at patience." 920 00:50:55,155 --> 00:50:56,156 ******* coward! 921 00:50:56,222 --> 00:50:58,391 - **** you. - HANK: **** you! 922 00:50:59,592 --> 00:51:01,361 Hey! **** you! 923 00:51:01,428 --> 00:51:03,363 - (CHUCKLES) - **** you! 924 00:51:03,430 --> 00:51:04,631 (MAGGIE BREATHING HEAVILY) 925 00:51:05,398 --> 00:51:07,670 **** all of you! 926 00:51:07,133 --> 00:51:08,468 **** you! 927 00:51:09,636 --> 00:51:11,571 ****in' privileged... 928 00:51:11,638 --> 00:51:14,700 coddled hypocrites! 929 00:51:18,845 --> 00:51:20,460 Ugh! 930 00:51:51,311 --> 00:51:52,445 Alma, Alma. 931 00:51:52,512 --> 00:51:54,514 - (INDISTINCT CHATTER) - (TENSE MUSIC PLAYING) 932 00:52:05,959 --> 00:52:06,960 (SIGHS) 933 00:52:11,731 --> 00:52:13,133 (PANTING) 934 00:52:18,438 --> 00:52:19,839 (MAGGIE SOBBING) 935 00:52:24,511 --> 00:52:26,460 (VOICE BREAKING) It really happened? 936 00:52:26,146 --> 00:52:29,149 I didn't just make it up, right? It's real? 937 00:52:29,215 --> 00:52:31,484 If it's real to you, it's real. 938 00:52:33,530 --> 00:52:34,754 (SOBBING) 939 00:52:34,854 --> 00:52:38,391 Everybody keeps looking at me like I did something horrible. 940 00:52:38,458 --> 00:52:42,262 But he's the one. He's the one. 941 00:52:44,130 --> 00:52:46,399 - You want my advice? - Please. 942 00:52:47,801 --> 00:52:50,470 Tell me what to ******* do and I'll do it, please. 943 00:52:50,570 --> 00:52:53,730 - Please, just help me. - Okay. Okay. 944 00:52:53,139 --> 00:52:56,943 Tonight, come over, and we can talk. 945 00:52:57,100 --> 00:52:59,713 Or not talk. You don't have to have the answers. 946 00:53:00,347 --> 00:53:03,683 I'll cook. Well, Frederik will cook. 947 00:53:03,750 --> 00:53:05,251 - All right? - (SNIFFLES) 948 00:53:05,352 --> 00:53:06,653 Okay? 949 00:53:06,720 --> 00:53:07,921 Okay. 950 00:53:13,626 --> 00:53:15,628 (MAGGIE SNIFFLING) 951 00:53:21,601 --> 00:53:22,602 (SIGHS) 952 00:53:49,863 --> 00:53:51,865 (MELLOW MUSIC PLAYING) 953 00:54:01,374 --> 00:54:04,144 FREDERIK: It's late. Why don't we start? 954 00:54:04,778 --> 00:54:06,212 I'm sure she's on her way. 955 00:54:07,681 --> 00:54:10,850 You'd start without me, if I was late. 956 00:54:12,252 --> 00:54:14,187 Oh, you're being childish. 957 00:54:15,855 --> 00:54:17,290 I wish I had the leeway 958 00:54:17,390 --> 00:54:19,893 to be childish in this relationship. 959 00:54:20,894 --> 00:54:22,362 Give it 10 minutes, okay? 960 00:54:24,531 --> 00:54:27,300 And even then, we'll probably still... 961 00:54:27,400 --> 00:54:29,235 be waiting. 962 00:54:30,737 --> 00:54:32,172 Probably, yes. 963 00:54:33,340 --> 00:54:34,341 Why? 964 00:54:35,410 --> 00:54:36,943 Because it's ******* polite. 965 00:54:40,347 --> 00:54:42,349 Because you care more about kowtowing 966 00:54:42,415 --> 00:54:45,352 to a mediocre student with rich parents 967 00:54:45,418 --> 00:54:47,687 - than you do about... - (DOORBELL BUZZES) 968 00:54:52,926 --> 00:54:53,927 Hmm. 969 00:55:01,501 --> 00:55:02,602 (DOOR OPENS) 970 00:55:04,771 --> 00:55:06,439 MAGGIE: Hi. I wasn't expecting you. 971 00:55:06,506 --> 00:55:07,874 ALMA: Who were you expecting? 972 00:55:07,974 --> 00:55:09,209 Mmm-hmm-hmm. 973 00:55:09,809 --> 00:55:13,446 So, Maggie, how's the dissertation coming? 974 00:55:13,513 --> 00:55:14,781 Um... 975 00:55:14,848 --> 00:55:16,983 - It's coming along. - Mmm. 976 00:55:17,500 --> 00:55:19,419 And what is it that you're exploring? 977 00:55:19,519 --> 00:55:22,389 It's not particularly interesting. 978 00:55:22,489 --> 00:55:24,524 Well, I'd like to hear. 979 00:55:25,358 --> 00:55:26,726 Please, I'm curious. 980 00:55:28,610 --> 00:55:29,863 Okay. Um... 981 00:55:30,463 --> 00:55:32,132 Well... 982 00:55:32,232 --> 00:55:33,433 it's mainly concerning 983 00:55:33,500 --> 00:55:36,503 the, um, resurgence of virtue ethics. 984 00:55:36,603 --> 00:55:39,105 Or the outward display of moral character 985 00:55:39,172 --> 00:55:42,375 as the new model for personal morality, 986 00:55:42,475 --> 00:55:45,979 as opposed to following, uh, 987 00:55:46,460 --> 00:55:48,915 social duties and rules 988 00:55:49,150 --> 00:55:51,351 or Karmic thought. Things like that. 989 00:55:51,418 --> 00:55:54,421 Sorry if it's a bit confusing. It's so boring, I'm sure. 990 00:55:54,521 --> 00:55:56,890 No, no, no. I like listening to you talk. 991 00:55:58,240 --> 00:56:00,600 How often do you make doro wat? 992 00:56:00,126 --> 00:56:03,763 I'm curious. What drew you to virtue ethics? 993 00:56:03,863 --> 00:56:06,833 - What drew me... - Well, I'm... 994 00:56:06,933 --> 00:56:08,835 You're spending, what, four or five years 995 00:56:08,935 --> 00:56:10,603 of your life on this, right? 996 00:56:13,600 --> 00:56:14,700 Why? 997 00:56:15,308 --> 00:56:16,509 - What, um... - (CHUCKLES) 998 00:56:16,609 --> 00:56:17,977 What turns you on about it? 999 00:56:19,145 --> 00:56:20,213 Um... 1000 00:56:20,947 --> 00:56:22,482 Well, it's become very popular, 1001 00:56:22,549 --> 00:56:23,583 - of late. - Hmm. 1002 00:56:23,683 --> 00:56:25,752 And as you might know or even recall... 1003 00:56:25,852 --> 00:56:28,655 it was sort of invented in the '60s and '70s, 1004 00:56:28,722 --> 00:56:30,900 when society was radicalizing 1005 00:56:30,190 --> 00:56:31,725 and now that we're radicalizing again, 1006 00:56:31,791 --> 00:56:33,930 I find that interesting. 1007 00:56:33,760 --> 00:56:35,628 - Interesting? - MAGGIE: Yes. Interesting. 1008 00:56:35,729 --> 00:56:37,230 - Frederik. - I'm sorry, 1009 00:56:37,297 --> 00:56:38,498 did I say something wrong? 1010 00:56:38,598 --> 00:56:42,268 No, no, no. I'm sorry. I'm intruding. 1011 00:56:42,836 --> 00:56:44,637 Forgive me. I'm sure without me present, 1012 00:56:44,738 --> 00:56:45,772 you ladies can talk about 1013 00:56:45,839 --> 00:56:48,508 such interesting topics with much more freedom. 1014 00:56:49,843 --> 00:56:50,844 Excuse me. 1015 00:57:00,353 --> 00:57:03,189 (BOMBASTIC MUSIC PLAYING OVER SPEAKERS) 1016 00:57:03,256 --> 00:57:04,357 (ALMA SIGHS) 1017 00:57:04,424 --> 00:57:05,925 I'm sorry, Maggie. He's an *******. 1018 00:57:06,260 --> 00:57:07,270 (CHUCKLES) 1019 00:57:07,930 --> 00:57:09,295 Does he want me to feel, like, stupid or something? 1020 00:57:09,396 --> 00:57:10,864 (MUSIC CONTINUES PLAYING MUFFLED) 1021 00:57:10,930 --> 00:57:11,931 (SMACKS LIPS) 1022 00:57:12,432 --> 00:57:13,433 (SCOFFS) 1023 00:57:18,400 --> 00:57:19,272 Alex didn't want me to come tonight. 1024 00:57:19,339 --> 00:57:21,107 Well, she's also an *******. 1025 00:57:21,174 --> 00:57:22,308 - Yeah, they can sometimes... - "They." 1026 00:57:22,375 --> 00:57:23,376 - ...be a little bit... - (SCOFFING) "They". Right. 1027 00:57:23,476 --> 00:57:25,345 - Stop. - Okay. 1028 00:57:26,546 --> 00:57:28,148 They thought it would do more harm than good 1029 00:57:28,214 --> 00:57:30,817 to be back here so soon with you all. 1030 00:57:30,884 --> 00:57:32,719 ALMA: Well, I guess we didn't prove them wrong. 1031 00:57:32,819 --> 00:57:35,880 Yeah, they don't find you especially trustworthy. 1032 00:57:35,689 --> 00:57:36,690 ALMA: What do you think? 1033 00:57:36,756 --> 00:57:38,458 (LOUD MUSIC BLARES) 1034 00:57:41,895 --> 00:57:44,300 (MUSIC CONTINUES PLAYING MUFFLED) 1035 00:57:46,800 --> 00:57:49,302 You know, I used to think I could rely on myself, 1036 00:57:49,402 --> 00:57:51,838 that I could... (INHALES) 1037 00:57:51,938 --> 00:57:55,308 ...trust my instincts, about people, about myself. 1038 00:57:55,375 --> 00:57:57,811 Now, (SMACKS LIPS) I'm not so sure. 1039 00:57:59,312 --> 00:58:00,880 I certainly didn't anticipate this 1040 00:58:00,980 --> 00:58:02,248 getting so big so fast, 1041 00:58:02,349 --> 00:58:05,885 or being something that would resonate with so many people. 1042 00:58:05,985 --> 00:58:08,540 Like, a lot of women, you know, DMing me, 1043 00:58:08,154 --> 00:58:11,524 stopping me on campus, with similar stories and... 1044 00:58:15,929 --> 00:58:17,464 A reporter approached me. 1045 00:58:18,965 --> 00:58:20,266 I declined to comment... 1046 00:58:21,634 --> 00:58:23,770 but she gave me her card. 1047 00:58:23,837 --> 00:58:24,838 I kept it. 1048 00:58:27,474 --> 00:58:28,942 - And... - And I don't know. 1049 00:58:31,711 --> 00:58:32,712 (ALMA CLEARS THROAT) 1050 00:58:35,515 --> 00:58:37,830 (BREATHES DEEPLY) 1051 00:58:39,850 --> 00:58:40,520 Don't do it, Maggie. 1052 00:58:41,588 --> 00:58:43,690 Don't tell your story to someone 1053 00:58:43,757 --> 00:58:46,593 who just wants to turn it into something they can sell. 1054 00:58:47,560 --> 00:58:51,431 I... I am telling you, if you move forward with this, 1055 00:58:51,498 --> 00:58:55,468 if you press charges, you will become radioactive. 1056 00:58:56,436 --> 00:58:57,437 Hmm? I... I... 1057 00:58:57,504 --> 00:58:59,606 I know that you want to believe 1058 00:58:59,673 --> 00:59:01,875 in the fairness of the system, but... 1059 00:59:04,210 --> 00:59:05,478 (SMACKS LIPS) 1060 00:59:05,545 --> 00:59:07,881 Higher education is run by white men 1061 00:59:07,981 --> 00:59:10,884 and you need those white men to hire you, and they won't 1062 00:59:10,984 --> 00:59:12,419 because they will be terrified 1063 00:59:12,585 --> 00:59:14,187 you will do the same thing to them 1064 00:59:14,254 --> 00:59:15,588 if they ask you to work late 1065 00:59:15,689 --> 00:59:18,358 or touch your shoulder for too long. 1066 00:59:18,425 --> 00:59:21,428 It, not your work, is what anyone is going to see 1067 00:59:21,528 --> 00:59:22,562 when they look at you. 1068 00:59:22,629 --> 00:59:23,630 I promise. 1069 00:59:25,965 --> 00:59:26,966 (SIGHS) 1070 00:59:27,670 --> 00:59:28,935 And what if I don't care to be a career academic? 1071 00:59:29,200 --> 00:59:31,400 (LOUD MUSIC BLARES) 1072 00:59:32,138 --> 00:59:33,673 (EXHALES, SMACKS LIPS) 1073 00:59:33,773 --> 00:59:35,942 You need to decide what you care about, 1074 00:59:36,900 --> 00:59:38,778 yourself or... 1075 00:59:41,181 --> 00:59:43,183 (LOUD MUSIC BLARES) 1076 00:59:45,251 --> 00:59:46,586 You need to decide what you care about, 1077 00:59:46,686 --> 00:59:49,322 yourself or what you want to do for yourself. 1078 00:59:49,989 --> 00:59:51,291 And which would you choose? 1079 00:59:52,525 --> 00:59:53,593 I think you know. 1080 00:59:55,595 --> 00:59:58,965 Sometimes, it's about taking the long view. 1081 01:00:00,166 --> 01:00:03,937 Can we just stop being smart for, like, one ******* second? 1082 01:00:04,400 --> 01:00:07,807 I... I... I feel like you're completely removing me 1083 01:00:07,874 --> 01:00:09,309 from what happened to me. 1084 01:00:09,376 --> 01:00:10,643 Like, you're speaking in these 1085 01:00:10,710 --> 01:00:13,513 hypothetical riddles about women writ large 1086 01:00:13,613 --> 01:00:15,648 when I'm sitting right here 1087 01:00:15,715 --> 01:00:16,983 in front of you. I just... (SCOFFS) 1088 01:00:17,684 --> 01:00:18,752 I thought you wanted my advice. 1089 01:00:18,852 --> 01:00:20,820 I do... I did. I do. 1090 01:00:20,887 --> 01:00:24,257 I don't know. It's just, um... (SMACKS LIPS) So... 1091 01:00:26,920 --> 01:00:28,561 Because women are penalized for speaking out, I shouldn't? 1092 01:00:28,628 --> 01:00:30,430 That's your logic? I mean, that's just so... 1093 01:00:31,431 --> 01:00:35,680 And then what? He just gets to get away with it? 1094 01:00:35,135 --> 01:00:37,937 And relocate to another university 1095 01:00:38,400 --> 01:00:40,306 and give speeches, and write books 1096 01:00:40,373 --> 01:00:43,109 and sleep with other students all over again? That is... 1097 01:00:43,176 --> 01:00:44,978 Well, I think Hank is pretty well ****ed, 1098 01:00:45,450 --> 01:00:46,780 so I wouldn't worry about that. 1099 01:00:48,148 --> 01:00:50,984 So you think I ruined his life? (CHUCKLES) 1100 01:00:52,180 --> 01:00:53,219 I didn't say that. 1101 01:00:54,521 --> 01:00:56,220 Am I not owed this? 1102 01:00:56,890 --> 01:00:57,724 I mean, this happened to me, 1103 01:00:57,791 --> 01:01:00,260 and I'm not even allowed to speak about it? 1104 01:01:03,396 --> 01:01:05,598 You can do whatever you like, Maggie. 1105 01:01:05,665 --> 01:01:07,667 (LOUD MUSIC BLARES) 1106 01:01:08,635 --> 01:01:09,736 (EXHALES) 1107 01:01:18,678 --> 01:01:20,213 (MUSIC BLARES) 1108 01:01:20,313 --> 01:01:21,381 (SIGHS) 1109 01:01:23,830 --> 01:01:24,840 (SMACKS LIPS) 1110 01:01:25,385 --> 01:01:27,870 Just not with your support. 1111 01:01:27,187 --> 01:01:29,723 I support whatever you choose, 1112 01:01:29,823 --> 01:01:32,926 but I think what you want is restorative justice 1113 01:01:33,260 --> 01:01:35,395 and what you are getting is vengeance. 1114 01:01:35,462 --> 01:01:38,798 And I would be doing a disservice to you 1115 01:01:39,332 --> 01:01:41,134 to let you believe otherwise. 1116 01:01:47,273 --> 01:01:48,508 (FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING) 1117 01:01:54,714 --> 01:01:55,715 (YAWNS) 1118 01:02:10,196 --> 01:02:12,599 (PHONE RINGING AND VIBRATING) 1119 01:02:17,270 --> 01:02:18,271 (GROANS) 1120 01:02:19,239 --> 01:02:20,240 (RINGING STOPS) 1121 01:02:22,175 --> 01:02:23,176 (SIGHS) 1122 01:02:23,276 --> 01:02:24,611 (SHOWER RUNNING) 1123 01:02:33,319 --> 01:02:35,321 (JAZZ MUSIC PLAYING OVER PHONE) 1124 01:02:48,501 --> 01:02:50,503 (CELL PHONE VIBRATING) 1125 01:02:58,110 --> 01:03:00,130 (MUSIC CONTINUES) 1126 01:03:02,682 --> 01:03:03,683 (SIGHS) 1127 01:03:13,393 --> 01:03:14,394 (CELL PHONE VIBRATING) 1128 01:03:17,230 --> 01:03:18,231 (KNOCK AT DOOR) 1129 01:03:21,401 --> 01:03:22,402 (EXHALES) 1130 01:03:22,469 --> 01:03:23,470 You free? 1131 01:03:25,672 --> 01:03:26,806 (SIGHS, CLEARS THROAT) 1132 01:03:26,873 --> 01:03:28,108 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1133 01:03:28,174 --> 01:03:29,342 (MUFFLED MUSIC PLAYING) 1134 01:03:29,442 --> 01:03:30,543 KIM: It's not long now, right? 1135 01:03:33,546 --> 01:03:34,547 ALMA: What? 1136 01:03:36,883 --> 01:03:38,180 KIM: Tenure. 1137 01:03:38,840 --> 01:03:39,519 I keep meaning to check in. 1138 01:03:41,210 --> 01:03:42,922 Do you not want to talk about it? 1139 01:03:43,230 --> 01:03:44,357 ALMA: I haven't thought about it. 1140 01:03:45,125 --> 01:03:46,793 I'm always thinking about it. 1141 01:03:46,893 --> 01:03:48,862 KIM: Well, I, for one, have no doubt. 1142 01:03:48,928 --> 01:03:50,630 I'm okay. Yeah, yeah, yeah. You okay? 1143 01:03:52,332 --> 01:03:53,400 Hey, Professor. 1144 01:03:55,435 --> 01:03:56,936 - KIM: Shall we? - Hey. Let's go, let's go. 1145 01:03:57,300 --> 01:03:59,500 (LOUD INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1146 01:04:00,974 --> 01:04:02,609 KIM: Oh, ****! I have to pee. 1147 01:04:03,276 --> 01:04:04,511 ALMA: Hover, don't sit. 1148 01:04:05,211 --> 01:04:06,346 They're all genderless now 1149 01:04:06,446 --> 01:04:07,614 so we don't even know who to blame 1150 01:04:07,681 --> 01:04:09,820 for all the piss everywhere. 1151 01:04:09,182 --> 01:04:10,383 Rich kids are filthy. 1152 01:04:10,483 --> 01:04:12,180 (SCOFFS) Because they've been looked 1153 01:04:12,850 --> 01:04:13,860 after their entire lives. 1154 01:04:13,186 --> 01:04:14,320 Of course they are. 1155 01:04:20,560 --> 01:04:21,561 Hmm? 1156 01:04:22,929 --> 01:04:23,930 Good morning. 1157 01:04:24,931 --> 01:04:26,399 (GROANS) 1158 01:04:26,466 --> 01:04:27,467 Take your drink. 1159 01:04:31,271 --> 01:04:32,339 So, are we gonna talk about it? 1160 01:04:32,439 --> 01:04:33,840 What? 1161 01:04:33,940 --> 01:04:35,875 Maggie Resnick of the Resnicks. 1162 01:04:36,710 --> 01:04:37,811 Has she talked to you? 1163 01:04:39,713 --> 01:04:42,882 Oh. Doctor-patient confidentiality. 1164 01:04:42,982 --> 01:04:46,419 That is deeply honorable and ******* boring. 1165 01:04:46,519 --> 01:04:48,421 I'm not technically her doctor. 1166 01:04:49,489 --> 01:04:51,858 Sometimes. This is between the two of us, right? 1167 01:04:52,250 --> 01:04:53,793 I won't be screwing anything up between you two? 1168 01:04:53,960 --> 01:04:54,961 No. 1169 01:04:56,620 --> 01:04:58,264 I believe her. I think Hank crossed a line. 1170 01:04:58,398 --> 01:05:01,301 I think he violated something she held to be deeply sacred. 1171 01:05:01,501 --> 01:05:03,103 The student-teacher relationship. 1172 01:05:03,837 --> 01:05:05,772 And I think one could make the argument... 1173 01:05:05,939 --> 01:05:07,707 that, when a power differential is involved... 1174 01:05:07,874 --> 01:05:09,509 consent and the ability to give it 1175 01:05:09,609 --> 01:05:12,450 is inherently incapacitated 1176 01:05:12,212 --> 01:05:14,714 to the point of rendering the question all but moot. 1177 01:05:14,881 --> 01:05:18,518 But I have had a lot of wine. 1178 01:05:18,685 --> 01:05:20,653 I know this isn't very correct of me. 1179 01:05:21,888 --> 01:05:23,590 But after all these years, 1180 01:05:23,690 --> 01:05:25,291 it's gotten so ******* hard for me... 1181 01:05:25,458 --> 01:05:26,459 to listen to these kids 1182 01:05:26,559 --> 01:05:29,620 when they have had everything, everything 1183 01:05:29,229 --> 01:05:32,650 handed to them in their lives, insist that the world stop 1184 01:05:32,232 --> 01:05:33,767 at the first small injustice. 1185 01:05:35,101 --> 01:05:36,936 (SIGHS) There's almost this possessiveness 1186 01:05:37,300 --> 01:05:38,338 they have to their pain. 1187 01:05:38,505 --> 01:05:40,840 How they nurse every slight, every bump in the road 1188 01:05:41,700 --> 01:05:43,276 every blip of victimization 1189 01:05:43,443 --> 01:05:45,378 as if it's the only thing that can affirm them. 1190 01:05:46,312 --> 01:05:47,847 Whatever happened to stuffing everything down... 1191 01:05:48,140 --> 01:05:50,830 and developing a crippling dependency habit 1192 01:05:50,250 --> 01:05:51,851 in your thirties, like the rest of us? 1193 01:05:51,918 --> 01:05:53,420 - (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) - KIM: (CHUCKLING) You know? 1194 01:05:53,520 --> 01:05:54,921 (INDISTINCT SHOUTING) 1195 01:05:55,210 --> 01:05:57,230 (HEAVEN KNOWS I'M MISERABLE NOW BY THE SMITHS PLAYING) 1196 01:05:57,900 --> 01:05:58,725 They're playing this here? 1197 01:05:58,792 --> 01:06:00,527 - (MEN CHATTERING INDISTINCTLY) - Bold. 1198 01:06:01,294 --> 01:06:02,962 - What? - KIM: Morrissey. 1199 01:06:04,364 --> 01:06:05,565 Oh. 1200 01:06:05,632 --> 01:06:07,233 I think this is The Smiths. 1201 01:06:07,300 --> 01:06:09,736 Oh, potato, po-tah-toh. I love this song. 1202 01:06:12,272 --> 01:06:13,973 So, what do you think? 1203 01:06:14,140 --> 01:06:15,141 About what? 1204 01:06:15,308 --> 01:06:17,844 All of it. The student, the professor. 1205 01:06:18,611 --> 01:06:20,680 I think... 1206 01:06:20,847 --> 01:06:23,490 it was only a matter of time 1207 01:06:23,216 --> 01:06:26,986 and, um, it's hopelessly banal. 1208 01:06:27,153 --> 01:06:28,154 Didn't you have to pee? 1209 01:06:28,221 --> 01:06:31,224 (CROWD LAUGHS) 1210 01:06:31,291 --> 01:06:33,930 You never talk about yourself. 1211 01:06:33,927 --> 01:06:35,362 I never hear from you, 1212 01:06:35,428 --> 01:06:37,931 about your personal life, your family. 1213 01:06:38,310 --> 01:06:39,332 (CHUCKLES) 1214 01:06:39,432 --> 01:06:42,402 All I know is what I hear from Fred. 1215 01:06:43,169 --> 01:06:44,404 Mm. 1216 01:06:44,471 --> 01:06:46,506 Well... (SMACKS LIPS) 1217 01:06:46,606 --> 01:06:48,708 misconstruing my need for privacy 1218 01:06:48,875 --> 01:06:50,944 as having something to hide 1219 01:06:51,111 --> 01:06:52,212 would be a mistake. 1220 01:06:52,312 --> 01:06:53,713 (SMACKS LIPS) 1221 01:06:53,813 --> 01:06:56,516 Respectfully, Alma, I'm not sure that it is. 1222 01:06:57,884 --> 01:07:00,653 Look. Maggie and I did talk. 1223 01:07:00,820 --> 01:07:04,124 And when we did, she mentioned a favorite teacher of hers... 1224 01:07:04,290 --> 01:07:05,725 a mentor, 1225 01:07:05,792 --> 01:07:08,128 the target of her Electra complex, perhaps. 1226 01:07:08,294 --> 01:07:10,864 All right. Let's not bring Jung into our conversation. 1227 01:07:11,310 --> 01:07:12,632 KIM: Fine. Well... 1228 01:07:12,799 --> 01:07:14,734 this person was less than supportive 1229 01:07:14,801 --> 01:07:15,802 when she came forward 1230 01:07:15,969 --> 01:07:17,904 and this lack of support 1231 01:07:18,710 --> 01:07:20,306 made her wonder why this teacher was unforthcoming, 1232 01:07:20,473 --> 01:07:24,144 which made her question said teacher's deeper motives. 1233 01:07:24,778 --> 01:07:27,113 Anyway, without saying too much 1234 01:07:27,280 --> 01:07:30,830 I just thought you should know. 1235 01:07:30,250 --> 01:07:32,850 And I thought you should be ready. 1236 01:07:32,252 --> 01:07:33,486 Ready for what? 1237 01:07:34,554 --> 01:07:36,356 Well, backlash, potentially. 1238 01:07:40,360 --> 01:07:42,195 I mean, these are insane times we're living in. 1239 01:07:42,962 --> 01:07:44,230 Now, if you want anybody to talk, 1240 01:07:44,297 --> 01:07:45,799 you can come to me anytime 1241 01:07:45,965 --> 01:07:48,100 on the record or off, or I could 1242 01:07:48,168 --> 01:07:50,336 put you in touch with some very excellent people... 1243 01:07:50,503 --> 01:07:51,671 Why would I trust a therapist 1244 01:07:51,771 --> 01:07:53,773 who violates her clients' privacy? 1245 01:07:58,812 --> 01:08:02,182 Shit. I... That was uncalled for. 1246 01:08:03,249 --> 01:08:04,351 (STAMMERS) 1247 01:08:04,417 --> 01:08:05,685 - It's okay. I'm gonna... - I'm sorry. I'm... 1248 01:08:06,920 --> 01:08:08,210 Be right back. 1249 01:08:09,189 --> 01:08:10,223 (SIGHS) 1250 01:08:10,290 --> 01:08:11,791 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1251 01:08:39,185 --> 01:08:40,387 (INHALES THROUGH TEETH) 1252 01:08:45,959 --> 01:08:47,270 Oh. 1253 01:08:47,930 --> 01:08:48,940 I, uh... 1254 01:08:48,895 --> 01:08:50,230 I'm off. I'm... 1255 01:08:51,197 --> 01:08:54,834 I'm sorry. I'm an ***. I'm buying the wine. 1256 01:08:55,969 --> 01:08:58,238 And I mean it. I... I apologize. 1257 01:08:58,304 --> 01:09:00,306 (THE LAST OF THE FAMOUS INTERNATIONAL PLAYBOYS PLAYS) 1258 01:09:04,310 --> 01:09:05,779 Who keeps playing this? 1259 01:09:07,614 --> 01:09:08,748 **** yeah. 1260 01:09:08,848 --> 01:09:10,817 (FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING) 1261 01:09:10,884 --> 01:09:11,985 (CONTAINER LID OPENS) 1262 01:09:14,540 --> 01:09:15,755 (PILLS RATTLING) 1263 01:09:20,193 --> 01:09:21,594 (KISSES) 1264 01:09:27,734 --> 01:09:29,736 (ALARM RINGING) 1265 01:09:32,172 --> 01:09:33,540 (ALMA GROANS) 1266 01:09:39,979 --> 01:09:42,248 - (WATER RUNNING) - (SIGHS) 1267 01:09:44,751 --> 01:09:45,752 Mm. 1268 01:09:53,930 --> 01:09:54,127 (GROANS SOFTLY) 1269 01:10:03,503 --> 01:10:04,738 (SIGHS) 1270 01:10:08,308 --> 01:10:10,276 (AVEC LE TEMPS BY LÉO FERRÉ OVER RADIO) 1271 01:10:15,415 --> 01:10:16,649 Did you see this? 1272 01:10:17,851 --> 01:10:19,219 In the Yale Daily? 1273 01:10:19,386 --> 01:10:20,387 What? 1274 01:10:20,553 --> 01:10:23,490 "Promising young Philosophy PhD candidate, Maggie Resnick, 1275 01:10:23,623 --> 01:10:26,226 "tells her all-too-familiar story in her own words." 1276 01:10:28,280 --> 01:10:29,529 "Said, 'I was prepared for hard work, 1277 01:10:29,596 --> 01:10:31,131 "prepared for the difficulties inherent 1278 01:10:31,231 --> 01:10:32,732 "'in being a Black woman 1279 01:10:32,799 --> 01:10:35,680 "in an elite, white, male-dominated...'" 1280 01:10:35,235 --> 01:10:36,569 Oh, my God. 1281 01:10:38,672 --> 01:10:39,839 And Hank. 1282 01:10:41,341 --> 01:10:42,842 I almost feel bad for him. 1283 01:10:43,877 --> 01:10:45,445 Did you know anything about this? 1284 01:10:46,112 --> 01:10:47,113 No. 1285 01:10:47,180 --> 01:10:48,314 She didn't say anything to you? 1286 01:10:49,150 --> 01:10:50,884 (CLEARS THROAT) Campus will be a zoo. 1287 01:10:51,510 --> 01:10:53,586 I... I'm gonna go to the wharf to work. I'll be home late. 1288 01:10:55,210 --> 01:10:56,489 But that's it? 1289 01:10:56,623 --> 01:10:57,724 What, you're fine? 1290 01:10:59,526 --> 01:11:01,761 Guess I'm just an unfeeling ****. 1291 01:11:07,467 --> 01:11:11,710 (CLOCK TICKING) 1292 01:11:22,649 --> 01:11:25,251 (CLOCK CONTINUES TICKING) 1293 01:11:41,670 --> 01:11:43,200 - (DOOR SLAMS) - ALEX: Babe, I'm back. 1294 01:11:44,300 --> 01:11:45,405 - Hi! - ALEX: You're there? 1295 01:11:45,572 --> 01:11:47,173 - MAGGIE: Yeah. - Kiss? 1296 01:11:47,340 --> 01:11:49,142 - You're all sweaty. - Mm. 1297 01:11:49,943 --> 01:11:50,944 Is that new? 1298 01:11:52,879 --> 01:11:54,214 - MAGGIE: Um... - Did your mom get it for you? 1299 01:11:54,381 --> 01:11:57,183 No, I think she left it, like, when she was here once. Or... 1300 01:11:57,250 --> 01:11:58,251 Mm. 1301 01:11:59,686 --> 01:12:01,221 Looks like something she'd want you to wear. 1302 01:12:01,321 --> 01:12:02,422 (GRUNTS) 1303 01:12:05,258 --> 01:12:09,620 The reporter called to, um, congratulate me. 1304 01:12:09,229 --> 01:12:10,764 That's great! 1305 01:12:13,500 --> 01:12:15,568 I mean, I guess. I don't know. 1306 01:12:16,503 --> 01:12:17,771 Yeah. I mean, I guess... 1307 01:12:18,638 --> 01:12:19,639 It's just, like, 1308 01:12:20,340 --> 01:12:22,709 kinda ****ed up, maybe, to, like, 1309 01:12:22,876 --> 01:12:25,111 be congratulated on being assaulted? 1310 01:12:25,278 --> 01:12:28,548 No. I'm sure she congratulated you for your bravery. 1311 01:12:30,350 --> 01:12:31,551 Look, we talked about this. 1312 01:12:31,718 --> 01:12:33,190 Fallout is inevitable. 1313 01:12:33,186 --> 01:12:36,189 It's your courage that's gonna inspire other people in pain. 1314 01:12:36,890 --> 01:12:39,225 Yeah, I guess... (INHALES SHARPLY) 1315 01:12:39,292 --> 01:12:41,127 It's just, like, amazing to me, you know. Like, 1316 01:12:41,294 --> 01:12:42,729 a young Black woman can get assaulted 1317 01:12:42,896 --> 01:12:44,597 and all these white people figure out a way 1318 01:12:44,698 --> 01:12:45,899 to make it about themselves 1319 01:12:46,660 --> 01:12:47,300 or how to process their shit. 1320 01:12:47,467 --> 01:12:49,469 Or, like, get a leg up at their job. 1321 01:12:49,636 --> 01:12:50,637 She was like, 1322 01:12:50,737 --> 01:12:52,138 "Oh, we might get picked up by The Times." 1323 01:12:52,305 --> 01:12:53,306 And I was like... 1324 01:12:54,374 --> 01:12:55,975 "Neat?" (CHUCKLES) Like, 1325 01:12:56,142 --> 01:12:58,878 "Congrats on your ******* Pulitzer or whatever." 1326 01:12:59,713 --> 01:13:00,714 Can I? 1327 01:13:02,716 --> 01:13:03,717 (DOOR SLAMS) 1328 01:13:07,530 --> 01:13:09,356 (INDISTINCT SHOUTING IN DISTANCE) 1329 01:13:13,326 --> 01:13:14,461 (BIRDS CHIRPING) 1330 01:13:16,162 --> 01:13:19,666 (MAN SHOUTING IN SPANISH) 1331 01:13:27,140 --> 01:13:30,744 (UNEASY MUSIC PLAYING) 1332 01:13:52,298 --> 01:13:53,299 (ALMA SIGHS) 1333 01:14:02,676 --> 01:14:03,677 (GRUNTS) 1334 01:14:26,990 --> 01:14:28,134 (UNEASY MUSIC CONTINUES) 1335 01:14:42,315 --> 01:14:46,860 (BREATHES DEEPLY) 1336 01:15:05,605 --> 01:15:07,540 (TYPING) 1337 01:15:50,350 --> 01:15:52,786 (UNEASY MUSIC CONTINUES) 1338 01:15:59,893 --> 01:16:02,162 (UNEASY MUSIC INTENSIFIES) 1339 01:16:15,975 --> 01:16:17,711 (BREATHES DEEPLY) 1340 01:16:21,348 --> 01:16:23,160 (EERIE MUSIC PLAYING) 1341 01:16:28,880 --> 01:16:29,289 (THUDS) 1342 01:16:29,389 --> 01:16:30,523 (GROANS) 1343 01:16:30,590 --> 01:16:31,691 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 1344 01:16:31,758 --> 01:16:32,892 (GROANS) 1345 01:16:35,462 --> 01:16:36,596 (INHALES THROUGH TEETH) 1346 01:16:36,663 --> 01:16:38,665 (GROANING) 1347 01:16:42,669 --> 01:16:43,970 (VOMITING) 1348 01:16:56,516 --> 01:16:57,851 (GROANS) 1349 01:17:05,458 --> 01:17:06,726 (EXHALES) 1350 01:17:06,793 --> 01:17:07,927 (WATER RUNNING) 1351 01:17:16,836 --> 01:17:18,400 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 1352 01:17:20,340 --> 01:17:21,808 (PILLS RATTLING) 1353 01:17:24,577 --> 01:17:25,712 (GROANS) 1354 01:17:33,586 --> 01:17:35,880 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 1355 01:17:36,723 --> 01:17:38,525 (GROANING) 1356 01:17:58,244 --> 01:18:00,480 SECRETARY: Uh-huh. Hmm. 1357 01:18:02,649 --> 01:18:03,650 Kim's not in. 1358 01:18:03,817 --> 01:18:04,784 I'll just... 1359 01:18:06,190 --> 01:18:07,954 Okay, go in. I'll tell her you're here. 1360 01:18:39,452 --> 01:18:40,720 SECRETARY: Yeah, and the other one. 1361 01:18:46,393 --> 01:18:47,727 Oh, hi. Alma's in there. 1362 01:18:49,229 --> 01:18:50,330 (DRAWER CLOSES) 1363 01:18:58,271 --> 01:18:59,272 KIM: Oh, good. You're here. 1364 01:19:00,674 --> 01:19:01,675 Sorry I'm late. 1365 01:19:02,542 --> 01:19:03,977 I was compelled to interrogate Donna 1366 01:19:04,144 --> 01:19:05,645 on her insistence on eating 1367 01:19:05,712 --> 01:19:07,847 and then lying about eating my Chobani 1368 01:19:08,515 --> 01:19:10,316 for the 50th ******* time. 1369 01:19:12,552 --> 01:19:13,620 What's up? (SIGHS) 1370 01:19:14,387 --> 01:19:16,556 Oh, uh... Nothing. I gotta go. 1371 01:19:16,623 --> 01:19:18,240 Well, Alma, it's not even 7:00. 1372 01:19:18,910 --> 01:19:19,292 We said after 6:30. 1373 01:19:19,459 --> 01:19:21,127 No, I just... I thought I had more time. 1374 01:19:21,895 --> 01:19:22,896 Well, you asked to see me. 1375 01:19:23,630 --> 01:19:24,640 No, it's not important. 1376 01:19:24,130 --> 01:19:25,398 I'll see you later. Night, Kim. 1377 01:19:27,767 --> 01:19:30,170 Alma Imhoff, 01-31-68. 1378 01:19:30,270 --> 01:19:32,138 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1379 01:19:34,374 --> 01:19:35,542 This is a controlled substance. 1380 01:19:35,709 --> 01:19:37,977 I'm gonna have to get the pharmacist to sign off. 1381 01:19:38,511 --> 01:19:39,579 Hold on a sec. 1382 01:19:40,847 --> 01:19:41,848 Are you okay, ma'am? 1383 01:19:46,586 --> 01:19:47,587 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 1384 01:19:47,687 --> 01:19:48,955 (WINCES) 1385 01:19:53,827 --> 01:19:54,894 (EXHALES SHARPLY) 1386 01:19:58,398 --> 01:20:01,501 Mrs. Imhoff? I just need to check something. 1387 01:20:03,670 --> 01:20:04,704 (SIGHS) 1388 01:20:04,804 --> 01:20:07,400 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1389 01:20:11,311 --> 01:20:12,879 (COUGHING) 1390 01:20:15,548 --> 01:20:17,717 (INDISTINCT CHATTER OVER LAPTOP) 1391 01:20:25,825 --> 01:20:26,893 (SIGHS) 1392 01:20:27,861 --> 01:20:29,763 (OPERATIC MUSIC BLARING OVER SPEAKERS) 1393 01:20:32,332 --> 01:20:33,433 God. 1394 01:20:33,600 --> 01:20:36,469 Frederik, can you turn the music down? 1395 01:20:41,408 --> 01:20:42,609 Frederik! 1396 01:20:47,280 --> 01:20:48,448 (MUSIC ENDS) 1397 01:20:48,515 --> 01:20:50,517 (SIGHS) Frederik! 1398 01:20:52,619 --> 01:20:54,154 (ALMA SIGHS) 1399 01:20:54,220 --> 01:20:56,856 Can you please turn the music down? 1400 01:21:00,260 --> 01:21:02,662 (COMPOSITION BY JOHN ADAMS PLAYS OVER SPEAKERS) 1401 01:21:02,729 --> 01:21:05,598 What, you don't like my beloved Adams? 1402 01:21:07,367 --> 01:21:08,401 (SIGHS) 1403 01:21:08,468 --> 01:21:10,904 (MUSIC VOLUME REDUCES) 1404 01:21:10,970 --> 01:21:12,872 I like coffee. 1405 01:21:12,939 --> 01:21:15,342 (LAUGHS) 1406 01:21:17,143 --> 01:21:18,178 (ALMA SIGHS) 1407 01:21:20,347 --> 01:21:21,748 Last night was nice. 1408 01:21:22,916 --> 01:21:24,117 - Oh? - FREDERIK: Mm-hmm. 1409 01:21:24,884 --> 01:21:27,530 Well, we haven't slept that close together in... 1410 01:21:27,153 --> 01:21:30,560 (CHUCKLES) I don't know how long. 1411 01:21:30,523 --> 01:21:31,624 It was nice. 1412 01:21:33,526 --> 01:21:35,662 You look so different when you sleep. 1413 01:21:37,163 --> 01:21:39,432 (SCOFFS) Wretched? 1414 01:21:39,532 --> 01:21:40,600 FREDERIK: Mm-hmm. 1415 01:21:41,801 --> 01:21:43,570 Like you looked when we first met. 1416 01:21:45,372 --> 01:21:47,307 I was 29 when we first met. 1417 01:21:47,407 --> 01:21:48,842 (LAUGHING) 1418 01:21:51,745 --> 01:21:52,846 (SCOFFS) 1419 01:21:52,946 --> 01:21:54,948 (FREDERIK LAUGHING) 1420 01:21:55,150 --> 01:21:57,183 Oh, you looked beautiful. 1421 01:21:57,283 --> 01:21:59,190 (LAUGHING) 1422 01:21:59,119 --> 01:22:00,153 (CHUCKLES) 1423 01:22:01,688 --> 01:22:03,890 If it's the beard, I can lose it. 1424 01:22:03,256 --> 01:22:04,324 If it's the belly, 1425 01:22:04,424 --> 01:22:06,626 that might take a little bit longer, mm-hmm. 1426 01:22:11,631 --> 01:22:12,966 Or is it because 1427 01:22:13,330 --> 01:22:15,201 I'm not in the Philosophy department? 1428 01:22:20,340 --> 01:22:22,409 You're my husband. I married you. 1429 01:22:29,215 --> 01:22:31,751 Won the battle, but lost the war, have I? 1430 01:22:33,953 --> 01:22:35,880 (ALMA SIGHS) 1431 01:22:36,923 --> 01:22:38,425 I'm still here, aren't I? 1432 01:22:39,959 --> 01:22:41,127 Hmm? 1433 01:22:56,509 --> 01:22:57,877 FREDERIK: How's the paper coming? 1434 01:23:00,914 --> 01:23:01,915 ALMA: Uh... 1435 01:23:02,916 --> 01:23:04,217 Finished, more or less. 1436 01:23:04,384 --> 01:23:05,585 FREDERIK: (HESITATES) Finished? 1437 01:23:05,685 --> 01:23:06,920 Finished-finished. Wow. 1438 01:23:07,200 --> 01:23:09,956 MAGGIE Can we talk? 1439 01:23:10,123 --> 01:23:12,258 FREDERIK: That's cause for celebration, hmm? 1440 01:23:13,760 --> 01:23:16,960 FREDERIK: Maybe we could, I don't know... 1441 01:23:18,365 --> 01:23:21,935 FREDERIK ...have some people over, or... 1442 01:23:22,102 --> 01:23:25,972 What, go out, huh? Hmm? Maybe? To the city? 1443 01:23:26,139 --> 01:23:27,240 Whatever you like. 1444 01:23:29,709 --> 01:23:31,440 Uh... 1445 01:23:31,144 --> 01:23:33,380 - Yeah. Sounds good. - FREDERIK: Hmm? Mm-hmm. 1446 01:23:38,284 --> 01:23:40,520 (MUSIC VOLUME INCREASES) 1447 01:23:47,127 --> 01:23:50,764 Kim, it's Alma. Call me back. 1448 01:24:00,473 --> 01:24:02,475 (SOLEMN MUSIC PLAYING) 1449 01:24:07,547 --> 01:24:09,783 (MAN SHOUTING IN SPANISH) 1450 01:24:11,184 --> 01:24:12,686 MAGGIE: We could have done this from my apartment. 1451 01:24:16,256 --> 01:24:18,725 I wouldn't want to run the risk of being deposed. 1452 01:24:23,463 --> 01:24:25,331 I thought Alex wasn't a "real lawyer" yet. 1453 01:24:25,498 --> 01:24:26,633 Well, someone should tell them that. 1454 01:24:26,700 --> 01:24:27,967 What did you wanna talk about? 1455 01:24:35,842 --> 01:24:37,577 I don't want you to be angry. 1456 01:24:40,513 --> 01:24:43,490 (WOMAN SHOUTING IN SPANISH) 1457 01:24:54,728 --> 01:24:57,630 I don't know why I took it. I... 1458 01:24:58,198 --> 01:25:01,368 It was a strange, impulsive thing. 1459 01:25:03,169 --> 01:25:05,505 But I can't help but wonder if... 1460 01:25:05,672 --> 01:25:08,174 if something like what happened to me... 1461 01:25:08,341 --> 01:25:09,542 (VOICE SHAKING) happened to you... 1462 01:25:11,878 --> 01:25:13,246 Why didn't you tell me? 1463 01:25:15,515 --> 01:25:16,516 ALMA: May I? 1464 01:25:22,622 --> 01:25:24,224 You translated it online? 1465 01:25:25,910 --> 01:25:26,393 I guess it's impossible 1466 01:25:26,459 --> 01:25:28,962 to keep anything to oneself these days. 1467 01:25:29,295 --> 01:25:30,463 You don't know anything about me. 1468 01:25:30,630 --> 01:25:31,831 And whose fault is that? 1469 01:25:32,832 --> 01:25:34,667 You are not entitled 1470 01:25:34,834 --> 01:25:37,837 to any information about me in my life. 1471 01:25:39,372 --> 01:25:41,574 And yet you have so much of mine. 1472 01:25:42,475 --> 01:25:44,770 I haven't asked you for anything. 1473 01:25:45,545 --> 01:25:46,880 You take it anyway. 1474 01:25:48,581 --> 01:25:49,683 Yeah, (STAMMERS) 1475 01:25:49,749 --> 01:25:51,451 at first, I thought it was maybe because 1476 01:25:51,618 --> 01:25:53,720 we were close or 1477 01:25:53,887 --> 01:25:57,390 you had some sort of interest in me as a human being. 1478 01:25:57,557 --> 01:26:00,393 But now, now I can't help but wonder if it wasn't 1479 01:26:00,560 --> 01:26:03,963 some sort of sick vampiric kink of yours 1480 01:26:04,130 --> 01:26:06,320 to let me bleed myself dry 1481 01:26:06,132 --> 01:26:08,435 while you give nothing in return. 1482 01:26:08,501 --> 01:26:09,636 (ALMA SCOFFS) 1483 01:26:09,703 --> 01:26:12,138 (WHISPERS) Thank you. I already have a husband. 1484 01:26:14,974 --> 01:26:16,743 That's how you treat people who care about you? 1485 01:26:23,717 --> 01:26:24,718 I told Kim. 1486 01:26:27,420 --> 01:26:29,589 I really think you should talk to someone about this. 1487 01:26:32,580 --> 01:26:33,827 (MUSIC CONTINUES) 1488 01:26:35,128 --> 01:26:36,663 I'm trying to help you. 1489 01:26:37,497 --> 01:26:38,498 No. 1490 01:26:38,865 --> 01:26:39,866 No. 1491 01:26:41,101 --> 01:26:42,802 You... 1492 01:26:42,969 --> 01:26:45,538 are trying to convince me 1493 01:26:45,705 --> 01:26:48,575 and yourself that violating my privacy 1494 01:26:48,742 --> 01:26:51,578 was moral and good because it proved you right. 1495 01:26:53,713 --> 01:26:55,782 Leave me alone, Maggie. 1496 01:26:58,852 --> 01:26:59,886 Go. 1497 01:27:01,121 --> 01:27:02,122 Go! 1498 01:27:09,896 --> 01:27:11,197 (ALMA SIGHS) 1499 01:27:20,730 --> 01:27:21,474 - (VOICEMAIL BEEPS) - ****. 1500 01:27:21,641 --> 01:27:25,412 Kim, it's Alma, calling you for the 15th ******* time! 1501 01:27:28,448 --> 01:27:29,716 ****! 1502 01:27:30,850 --> 01:27:31,918 (SIGHS) 1503 01:27:36,222 --> 01:27:38,391 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1504 01:27:41,594 --> 01:27:44,130 Adorno writes in his Minima Moralia... 1505 01:27:44,798 --> 01:27:47,600 (SPEAKING GERMAN) 1506 01:27:47,667 --> 01:27:50,370 (IN ENGLISH) "There is no right life in the wrong one." 1507 01:27:52,405 --> 01:27:54,400 What is he really saying? 1508 01:28:02,515 --> 01:28:04,584 Okay. What he's saying is 1509 01:28:04,751 --> 01:28:07,954 there is no right life in the wrong world. 1510 01:28:08,121 --> 01:28:10,757 We are either of this world and its conditions 1511 01:28:10,924 --> 01:28:13,927 or we are awake to what is right, and therefore, 1512 01:28:14,940 --> 01:28:15,962 cast out of society, alienated. 1513 01:28:16,129 --> 01:28:18,198 But then, why attempt to act morally 1514 01:28:18,298 --> 01:28:19,599 if it's truly impossible? 1515 01:28:19,766 --> 01:28:21,801 Isn't that just nihilism? 1516 01:28:23,503 --> 01:28:24,871 KATIE: I think, um, 1517 01:28:25,380 --> 01:28:27,374 Hannah Arendt's explanation of Ulysses' Paradox 1518 01:28:27,474 --> 01:28:28,675 could be relevant. 1519 01:28:31,110 --> 01:28:32,679 So, Ulysses is sitting 1520 01:28:32,746 --> 01:28:35,415 at the Phaeacians' court, and, um, 1521 01:28:36,182 --> 01:28:38,218 a blind poet... 1522 01:28:38,685 --> 01:28:40,220 Aoidos. 1523 01:28:41,210 --> 01:28:42,322 Aoidos. Right. 1524 01:28:43,890 --> 01:28:45,925 Um, Aoidos starts singing the story of Troy 1525 01:28:45,992 --> 01:28:47,293 and of a hero, Ulysses, 1526 01:28:47,460 --> 01:28:49,262 whom he doesn't know is sitting in front of him. 1527 01:28:49,429 --> 01:28:52,532 And suddenly, Ulysses starts to cry. 1528 01:28:52,699 --> 01:28:54,200 And Arendt says, 1529 01:28:54,367 --> 01:28:55,935 "Of course, he never cried before 1530 01:28:56,200 --> 01:28:58,738 "hearing that what had actually happened. 1531 01:28:58,938 --> 01:29:00,674 "Only by listening to the narration 1532 01:29:00,740 --> 01:29:03,209 "did he fully understand its true meaning." 1533 01:29:04,377 --> 01:29:06,120 And what does that mean to you? 1534 01:29:08,615 --> 01:29:12,519 That Ulysses recognizes himself as a hero 1535 01:29:12,686 --> 01:29:15,455 only when his story is told to him by someone else. 1536 01:29:15,622 --> 01:29:17,957 But not just someone else, "The Other," 1537 01:29:18,124 --> 01:29:19,893 a blind poet who has 1538 01:29:20,600 --> 01:29:22,228 no external sight, only self-sight, 1539 01:29:22,295 --> 01:29:23,496 and therefore, more knowledge. 1540 01:29:23,663 --> 01:29:24,998 ARTHUR: And so, such an account 1541 01:29:25,980 --> 01:29:26,499 by "The Other" can 1542 01:29:26,666 --> 01:29:29,869 mitigate nihilism and give us a sense of linearity? 1543 01:29:30,360 --> 01:29:31,370 Of purpose? 1544 01:29:31,204 --> 01:29:32,806 KATIE: When you say "The Other," 1545 01:29:32,972 --> 01:29:34,874 who exactly are you referring to? 1546 01:29:36,509 --> 01:29:39,679 Stop being so literal. Trying to 1547 01:29:39,846 --> 01:29:41,448 take the philosophical "Other" 1548 01:29:41,614 --> 01:29:45,850 and turn him into a sociopolitical binary 1549 01:29:45,251 --> 01:29:48,922 is like a sweaty tourist at a modern museum of art 1550 01:29:49,890 --> 01:29:50,657 who points at a Pollock and says, 1551 01:29:50,757 --> 01:29:51,958 "My kid could do that." 1552 01:29:52,125 --> 01:29:53,626 It's immature and regressive 1553 01:29:53,793 --> 01:29:55,729 and totally misses the ******* point. 1554 01:29:58,832 --> 01:30:01,868 Okay. In the universal human condition of... 1555 01:30:03,803 --> 01:30:04,804 Of a... 1556 01:30:06,673 --> 01:30:07,674 Katie? 1557 01:30:08,541 --> 01:30:11,211 Sorry. I don't understand. 1558 01:30:15,415 --> 01:30:16,416 What... 1559 01:30:17,617 --> 01:30:19,190 What part of the argument 1560 01:30:19,850 --> 01:30:20,787 that you helped frame do you not understand? 1561 01:30:20,954 --> 01:30:21,955 It... (SIGHS) 1562 01:30:22,655 --> 01:30:23,890 Well, it seems to me, like, 1563 01:30:24,570 --> 01:30:25,592 you're condoning literally, 1564 01:30:25,658 --> 01:30:27,560 not conceptually, othering someone 1565 01:30:27,727 --> 01:30:30,497 despite seemingly advocating for the opposite. 1566 01:30:31,297 --> 01:30:32,532 (SCOFFS) 1567 01:30:34,434 --> 01:30:37,303 (ALMA LAUGHING) 1568 01:30:37,370 --> 01:30:38,538 (SIGHS) 1569 01:30:38,638 --> 01:30:40,674 You do realize this is a philosophy class, right? 1570 01:30:42,750 --> 01:30:44,177 What is it that you think we are doing here? 1571 01:30:45,812 --> 01:30:47,247 What is wrong... 1572 01:30:48,181 --> 01:30:51,551 with your question, Katie, and why I don't care for it 1573 01:30:51,718 --> 01:30:53,520 is that you are assuming 1574 01:30:53,687 --> 01:30:57,590 when I refer to "The Other," I mean something bad. 1575 01:30:58,910 --> 01:30:59,759 When, in actuality, you are the one 1576 01:30:59,826 --> 01:31:01,795 who is instinctually and unconsciously 1577 01:31:01,961 --> 01:31:03,229 - making that association. - I don't think she... 1578 01:31:03,396 --> 01:31:06,332 Don't think, Arthur! You, Katie, 1579 01:31:06,499 --> 01:31:09,350 are advocating for the human rights 1580 01:31:09,135 --> 01:31:10,804 of a symbolic poet, 1581 01:31:10,970 --> 01:31:12,972 while, in actuality, 1582 01:31:13,139 --> 01:31:15,408 refusing to allow "The Other" to exist at all, 1583 01:31:15,508 --> 01:31:17,577 because you think 1584 01:31:17,744 --> 01:31:20,780 that acknowledging difference, naming it, is wrong. 1585 01:31:22,615 --> 01:31:25,852 So, what is right? Hmm? 1586 01:31:27,587 --> 01:31:29,989 (SIGHS) What could make you happy? 1587 01:31:30,924 --> 01:31:33,126 Shall we build a society 1588 01:31:33,293 --> 01:31:35,562 to your exact specifications? 1589 01:31:35,729 --> 01:31:38,598 Should I build a world for you 1590 01:31:38,765 --> 01:31:41,835 that has all the edges rounded out? 1591 01:31:42,100 --> 01:31:44,537 Pad your chosen cell with niceties 1592 01:31:44,704 --> 01:31:47,307 and ******* trigger warnings? Hmm? 1593 01:31:48,740 --> 01:31:49,750 That's not what I'm here for. 1594 01:31:49,242 --> 01:31:51,911 I am here to ******* teach, okay? 1595 01:31:53,146 --> 01:31:54,714 - Okay? Okay. - Okay. 1596 01:31:55,548 --> 01:31:59,386 Good. Great. Good. 1597 01:31:59,953 --> 01:32:01,755 Marcus! ******* Marcus is here. 1598 01:32:01,821 --> 01:32:03,423 You wanna add anything to this? 1599 01:32:04,424 --> 01:32:06,259 No, Professor Imhoff. 1600 01:32:07,293 --> 01:32:08,294 Okay. 1601 01:32:10,797 --> 01:32:13,800 (CLOCK TICKING) 1602 01:32:46,599 --> 01:32:48,201 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1603 01:32:48,301 --> 01:32:51,838 (CLOCK TICKING) 1604 01:33:00,146 --> 01:33:02,820 I wish I didn't have to call this meeting, 1605 01:33:02,248 --> 01:33:04,584 and I'm sure you all wish you didn't have to be here. 1606 01:33:06,860 --> 01:33:08,221 We've experienced a terrible breach 1607 01:33:08,288 --> 01:33:09,923 of Yale's values. 1608 01:33:10,390 --> 01:33:13,960 A wakeup call for me, certainly, and for all of us. 1609 01:33:14,127 --> 01:33:15,328 As many of you know, 1610 01:33:15,495 --> 01:33:17,197 a female PhD student 1611 01:33:17,297 --> 01:33:19,966 has brought allegations against a male professor. 1612 01:33:20,330 --> 01:33:21,868 (ALL MURMURING) 1613 01:33:21,968 --> 01:33:24,504 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1614 01:33:32,912 --> 01:33:34,114 DEAN RJ THOMAS: Professor Imhoff? 1615 01:33:35,382 --> 01:33:36,783 Can you stay behind a minute? 1616 01:33:50,930 --> 01:33:52,298 - (DOOR CLOSES) - (CLOCK CONTINUES TICKING) 1617 01:33:52,365 --> 01:33:54,601 DEAN RJ THOMAS: Well, no sense in dragging this out further. 1618 01:33:55,869 --> 01:33:57,303 It's come to our attention 1619 01:33:57,470 --> 01:34:00,173 that you filled a prescription under Doctor Sayers' name 1620 01:34:00,340 --> 01:34:02,375 that she did not prescribe to you. 1621 01:34:02,475 --> 01:34:03,576 (KIM CLEARS THROAT) 1622 01:34:08,581 --> 01:34:09,749 Wait, what? 1623 01:34:09,916 --> 01:34:11,184 DEAN RJ THOMAS: Walgreens on Park 1624 01:34:11,351 --> 01:34:13,553 flagged the prescription for being filed 1625 01:34:13,620 --> 01:34:15,622 without an online corollary. 1626 01:34:15,789 --> 01:34:18,158 When Doctor Sayers realized who'd filled it, 1627 01:34:18,258 --> 01:34:19,392 she brought it to us. 1628 01:34:21,795 --> 01:34:23,463 I... I don't know what you're talking about. 1629 01:34:23,563 --> 01:34:25,298 - (CLEARS THROAT) - Alma... 1630 01:34:25,465 --> 01:34:28,101 there's a pretty unassailable paper trail here. 1631 01:34:28,268 --> 01:34:30,437 Kim has decided not to press charges, 1632 01:34:30,503 --> 01:34:31,771 but we need to decide 1633 01:34:31,938 --> 01:34:33,907 collectively, what disciplinary actions 1634 01:34:34,700 --> 01:34:35,800 must be taken. 1635 01:34:37,410 --> 01:34:40,947 I think it's safe to say the tenure conversation is... 1636 01:34:41,414 --> 01:34:42,716 paused. 1637 01:34:42,782 --> 01:34:44,250 (TICKING STOPS) 1638 01:34:48,880 --> 01:34:50,457 (STAMMERS) Paused? 1639 01:34:52,892 --> 01:34:54,940 Indefinitely. 1640 01:34:55,428 --> 01:34:56,463 Oh. 1641 01:35:00,800 --> 01:35:03,203 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1642 01:35:03,303 --> 01:35:05,338 FEMALE STUDENT 1: I just think it's fascist. 1643 01:35:05,505 --> 01:35:07,307 FEMALE STUDENT 2: But it's in the paper, so... 1644 01:35:09,876 --> 01:35:10,877 FEMALE STUDENT 3: Yeah. 1645 01:35:10,977 --> 01:35:12,512 It's not really been my thing, but... 1646 01:35:12,579 --> 01:35:15,515 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1647 01:35:18,180 --> 01:35:20,286 (TENSE MUSIC PLAYING) 1648 01:35:33,767 --> 01:35:34,934 Alma, what are you doing here? 1649 01:35:35,100 --> 01:35:36,200 ALMA: I'd like to talk. 1650 01:35:36,102 --> 01:35:37,604 That's not a good idea. Maggie? 1651 01:35:37,771 --> 01:35:39,873 ALMA: Don't you have some obscure protest 1652 01:35:39,973 --> 01:35:41,541 to go be publicly angry at? 1653 01:35:41,708 --> 01:35:43,576 Okay, it's fine. I'm fine. 1654 01:35:43,743 --> 01:35:44,911 ALMA: She's fine. 1655 01:35:45,780 --> 01:35:47,747 - Maggie... - They... go away. 1656 01:35:50,283 --> 01:35:51,284 (CHUCKLES) 1657 01:35:51,384 --> 01:35:53,190 MAGGIE: (WHISPERS) It's okay. Promise. 1658 01:35:53,186 --> 01:35:54,187 Okay. Okay. 1659 01:35:54,254 --> 01:35:55,755 FEMALE STUDENT 1: Did she just use 'they' as a slur? 1660 01:35:55,922 --> 01:35:57,257 MALE STUDENT 1: Yeah. FEMALE STUDENT 2: Guys. 1661 01:35:57,424 --> 01:35:58,792 MALE STUDENT 2: Dude, come on. 1662 01:35:59,459 --> 01:36:00,727 FEMALE STUDENT 1: It seems, like, totally insane. 1663 01:36:00,794 --> 01:36:01,961 MALE STUDENT 3: I know. 1664 01:36:02,620 --> 01:36:03,329 FEMALE STUDENT 3: Should we go over? 1665 01:36:03,430 --> 01:36:04,631 ALEX: No, it's fine. 1666 01:36:06,199 --> 01:36:07,667 You know, Alex is right. 1667 01:36:08,435 --> 01:36:10,437 Probably shouldn't be talking like this. 1668 01:36:11,705 --> 01:36:14,674 ALMA: People used to say that you were like my shadow. 1669 01:36:14,841 --> 01:36:16,843 Frederik actually used to say it all the time. 1670 01:36:17,344 --> 01:36:19,946 That you were taking on my mannerisms, 1671 01:36:20,146 --> 01:36:21,214 copying the way I dress. 1672 01:36:21,381 --> 01:36:22,682 Okay, you can stop. 1673 01:36:23,850 --> 01:36:24,851 MALE STUDENT: So, this is what 1674 01:36:24,918 --> 01:36:25,952 we're writing a report on? Yeah? 1675 01:36:26,520 --> 01:36:27,530 FEMALE STUDENT 1: Yeah. FEMALE STUDENT 2: Yes. 1676 01:36:27,120 --> 01:36:28,121 MALE STUDENT: Okay. 1677 01:36:28,221 --> 01:36:29,289 FEMALE STUDENT 2: It's just gonna be like... 1678 01:36:29,389 --> 01:36:30,390 What did she say? 1679 01:36:31,124 --> 01:36:33,827 (WHISPERS) I know you have feelings for me. 1680 01:36:36,896 --> 01:36:37,864 What is this? What are you doing? 1681 01:36:37,964 --> 01:36:39,132 Alex is right there. 1682 01:36:39,299 --> 01:36:42,168 Frederik is wrong about a lot of things, 1683 01:36:42,335 --> 01:36:44,270 but he was always right about you. 1684 01:36:45,505 --> 01:36:48,308 You are the worst kind of mediocre student 1685 01:36:48,475 --> 01:36:51,644 with every availability to succeed 1686 01:36:51,811 --> 01:36:54,848 but no talent or desire to do so. 1687 01:36:56,249 --> 01:36:58,251 Yet so many resources, 1688 01:36:58,885 --> 01:37:01,210 so much of other people's time, 1689 01:37:01,870 --> 01:37:02,589 is wasted on you. 1690 01:37:02,756 --> 01:37:06,659 Not the least of which, mine. And your paper, 1691 01:37:06,826 --> 01:37:09,562 so obviously plagiarized 1692 01:37:09,729 --> 01:37:11,831 just reeking of laziness 1693 01:37:11,998 --> 01:37:16,200 combined with, with your desperate hope 1694 01:37:16,169 --> 01:37:18,805 that you will be worth your endowment. 1695 01:37:19,339 --> 01:37:20,540 Okay. 1696 01:37:20,707 --> 01:37:22,475 I don't know what you think 1697 01:37:22,642 --> 01:37:23,977 you think you're talking about... 1698 01:37:24,440 --> 01:37:25,450 Spare me. Please. 1699 01:37:27,213 --> 01:37:28,214 Please. 1700 01:37:36,956 --> 01:37:38,124 I don't feel comfortable 1701 01:37:38,224 --> 01:37:39,793 having this conversation with you anymore. 1702 01:37:40,660 --> 01:37:41,661 (WHISPERS) Not everything 1703 01:37:41,761 --> 01:37:43,329 is supposed to make you comfortable, Maggie. 1704 01:37:43,496 --> 01:37:44,664 Not everything 1705 01:37:44,831 --> 01:37:47,467 is supposed to be a lukewarm bath for you 1706 01:37:47,634 --> 01:37:51,604 to sink into until you fall asleep and drown. 1707 01:37:52,338 --> 01:37:54,374 And there are no rewards in death 1708 01:37:54,541 --> 01:37:57,644 for suffering as much as ******* possible in life. 1709 01:37:59,813 --> 01:38:02,282 You've constructed a life that hides 1710 01:38:02,449 --> 01:38:05,785 your accidental privilege, neediness, 1711 01:38:05,952 --> 01:38:07,687 desperate desire to impress. 1712 01:38:07,854 --> 01:38:09,556 At least I have the self-respect 1713 01:38:09,723 --> 01:38:12,392 to be obvious about what it is that I want. 1714 01:38:12,559 --> 01:38:15,161 (WHISPERS) But you? It's all lies. 1715 01:38:15,495 --> 01:38:16,963 Living in an apartment that's 1716 01:38:17,130 --> 01:38:19,599 ten times cheaper than what you can afford? 1717 01:38:19,999 --> 01:38:22,268 Dating a person you have nothing in common with 1718 01:38:22,335 --> 01:38:23,336 because you think 1719 01:38:23,436 --> 01:38:25,805 their identity makes you interesting? 1720 01:38:25,972 --> 01:38:27,807 Fawning over me because you think 1721 01:38:27,874 --> 01:38:30,310 my affection offers you credibility, 1722 01:38:30,477 --> 01:38:32,120 another adoptive mother 1723 01:38:32,780 --> 01:38:33,880 to replace your own insufferable one. 1724 01:38:34,470 --> 01:38:35,382 It's all lies. 1725 01:38:39,452 --> 01:38:40,887 Christ, it's no wonder everyone thinks 1726 01:38:40,954 --> 01:38:42,550 you lied about Hank, too. 1727 01:38:42,122 --> 01:38:43,223 (ALMA GASPS) 1728 01:38:43,289 --> 01:38:45,258 (GASPS) ****. 1729 01:38:46,793 --> 01:38:48,495 (WHISPERS) You stupid bitch. 1730 01:38:48,661 --> 01:38:51,131 You have no idea what you've just done to me. 1731 01:38:51,297 --> 01:38:53,333 Hey, hey, that's enough. Let's go. 1732 01:38:53,933 --> 01:38:55,100 ALEX: You okay? MAGGIE: Yeah, Alex. 1733 01:38:55,101 --> 01:38:56,102 ALEX: You okay, babe? MAGGIE: I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 1734 01:38:56,169 --> 01:38:57,170 It's all right. 1735 01:38:57,270 --> 01:38:58,538 ALEX: Well, what did she ****in' say to you? 1736 01:38:58,638 --> 01:38:59,639 MAGGIE: I'm fine. 1737 01:38:59,706 --> 01:39:00,974 ALEX: Oh, my God. ****. Come on, let's go. 1738 01:39:01,410 --> 01:39:02,420 I got you. I got you. 1739 01:39:02,142 --> 01:39:03,176 Let's just get out of here. 1740 01:39:03,243 --> 01:39:05,245 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1741 01:39:05,345 --> 01:39:07,213 (TENSE MUSIC CONTINUES) 1742 01:39:10,116 --> 01:39:12,118 (INDISTINCT CHATTER ON TV) 1743 01:39:16,756 --> 01:39:17,757 (CARD READER BEEPS) 1744 01:39:19,793 --> 01:39:20,827 Thank you. Goodbye. 1745 01:39:53,893 --> 01:39:55,595 (ICE CLATTERS) 1746 01:40:22,288 --> 01:40:23,289 (INHALES SHARPLY) 1747 01:40:24,224 --> 01:40:25,625 (EXHALES) 1748 01:40:26,292 --> 01:40:27,427 (SCOFFS) 1749 01:40:33,633 --> 01:40:34,701 (DOOR THUDS) 1750 01:40:36,469 --> 01:40:38,138 (HANK EXHALES) 1751 01:40:40,600 --> 01:40:41,341 HANK: Hmm. 1752 01:40:42,750 --> 01:40:44,377 Oh, yeah, this is embarrassing. 1753 01:40:45,545 --> 01:40:47,580 How long have you been here? 1754 01:40:48,848 --> 01:40:51,284 (EXHALES) Today? 1755 01:40:52,519 --> 01:40:54,688 (INHALES DEEPLY) 1756 01:40:55,722 --> 01:40:57,390 I've just been comin' off and on. 1757 01:40:59,392 --> 01:41:00,493 ALMA: How did you get my keys? 1758 01:41:01,828 --> 01:41:02,829 Why are you here? 1759 01:41:03,430 --> 01:41:04,431 It's my apartment. 1760 01:41:06,466 --> 01:41:08,635 HANK: You gave me the keys last Christmas, 1761 01:41:08,702 --> 01:41:10,370 when my sister was visiting. 1762 01:41:11,204 --> 01:41:12,338 I never gave 'em back. 1763 01:41:16,643 --> 01:41:18,411 I've had a shit day. You want a drink? 1764 01:41:21,348 --> 01:41:22,349 Yeah. 1765 01:41:41,334 --> 01:41:42,702 (SIGHS) 1766 01:41:50,677 --> 01:41:51,845 HANK: You want? 1767 01:41:52,120 --> 01:41:53,413 No, thank you. 1768 01:41:54,414 --> 01:41:58,180 - Actually, yes. - (HANK CHUCKLES) 1769 01:41:58,840 --> 01:41:59,853 (LIGHTER CLINKS) 1770 01:42:09,129 --> 01:42:10,130 Look at us. 1771 01:42:10,964 --> 01:42:12,499 (EXHALING THROUGH TEETH) 1772 01:42:13,299 --> 01:42:15,602 (SIGHS) Two Icaruses. 1773 01:42:15,668 --> 01:42:16,836 (GLASSES CLINK) 1774 01:42:16,936 --> 01:42:18,380 You've heard. 1775 01:42:21,174 --> 01:42:24,477 - Word travels fast. - (ALMA SIGHS) 1776 01:42:26,546 --> 01:42:29,182 Last I checked, we were still living. 1777 01:42:30,450 --> 01:42:31,885 What's being alive when your livelihood 1778 01:42:31,951 --> 01:42:33,530 is stolen from you? 1779 01:42:40,293 --> 01:42:41,928 (CLICKS TONGUE) 1780 01:42:41,995 --> 01:42:45,198 I feel like, deep inside, I always expected this. 1781 01:42:47,000 --> 01:42:49,769 I expected the rottenness in me to be 1782 01:42:49,936 --> 01:42:51,471 seen by other people 1783 01:42:51,538 --> 01:42:53,907 right before I managed to expunge it. 1784 01:42:56,760 --> 01:42:57,544 Spoken like a true woman. 1785 01:43:01,614 --> 01:43:03,450 Never felt myself to be rotten at all. 1786 01:43:04,117 --> 01:43:05,518 Spoken like a true man. 1787 01:43:06,786 --> 01:43:08,755 A man you loved once. 1788 01:43:11,391 --> 01:43:12,959 (HANK CHUCKLES) 1789 01:43:14,294 --> 01:43:15,295 Yeah. 1790 01:43:16,329 --> 01:43:17,831 Knew I was right about that. 1791 01:43:19,666 --> 01:43:21,134 (ALMA TUTS, INHALES) 1792 01:43:21,201 --> 01:43:23,103 Didn't keep you from wanting me to say it. 1793 01:43:23,169 --> 01:43:25,171 Yeah. Dead right, I'm a simple man. 1794 01:43:25,271 --> 01:43:27,730 Want my feelings to be reciprocated. 1795 01:43:29,709 --> 01:43:30,844 You loved me? 1796 01:43:33,613 --> 01:43:34,881 (HANK CHUCKLES) 1797 01:43:37,384 --> 01:43:39,352 Come on. Told you. 1798 01:43:41,254 --> 01:43:43,890 (SIGHS) Told you. 1799 01:43:44,424 --> 01:43:45,792 Countless times. 1800 01:43:48,328 --> 01:43:49,496 It never went away. 1801 01:43:51,331 --> 01:43:52,465 Not for me. 1802 01:43:55,769 --> 01:43:58,400 Why... Why do you think I'm here? 1803 01:44:03,977 --> 01:44:05,178 You're not, you know. 1804 01:44:05,245 --> 01:44:06,246 What? 1805 01:44:07,881 --> 01:44:09,349 A simple man. 1806 01:44:12,352 --> 01:44:14,354 (SIRENS WAILING IN DISTANCE) 1807 01:44:21,940 --> 01:44:22,896 Maggie hit me. 1808 01:44:23,596 --> 01:44:25,298 (CHUCKLES) Whoa, whoa. Uh, what? 1809 01:44:25,365 --> 01:44:27,200 Well, she slapped me. 1810 01:44:29,469 --> 01:44:31,604 - She slapped you? - Mmm. 1811 01:44:32,539 --> 01:44:34,700 Goddamn. 1812 01:44:34,740 --> 01:44:37,344 Okay, well, I do wish it was the other way around, but... 1813 01:44:37,410 --> 01:44:40,914 Well, I mean, I did belittle all of her life choices 1814 01:44:41,810 --> 01:44:42,882 and told her that I knew about the plagiarizing, 1815 01:44:42,949 --> 01:44:44,384 so it wasn't entirely unwarranted. 1816 01:44:44,451 --> 01:44:45,852 You told her what I told you? 1817 01:44:45,919 --> 01:44:48,988 No. The dissertation, I knew before you told me. 1818 01:44:49,155 --> 01:44:52,759 It was clear, as you said, anybody looking at it, so... 1819 01:44:54,961 --> 01:44:56,229 You knew? 1820 01:45:00,700 --> 01:45:02,369 All this time? You knew? 1821 01:45:05,338 --> 01:45:07,574 Why didn't you tell me? 1822 01:45:08,308 --> 01:45:10,760 - I didn't think it mattered. - You didn't think... 1823 01:45:11,211 --> 01:45:13,460 (SCOFFS) you didn't think it mattered? 1824 01:45:13,880 --> 01:45:15,810 What would you have done? 1825 01:45:15,582 --> 01:45:17,884 Draw a line between two disparate points 1826 01:45:17,951 --> 01:45:19,686 and make a case against a young woman 1827 01:45:19,853 --> 01:45:20,954 who said you abused her? 1828 01:45:21,121 --> 01:45:22,889 - It's grasping at straws. - Yes. Yes. Exactly that. 1829 01:45:22,956 --> 01:45:23,957 You sound like a desperate man. 1830 01:45:24,570 --> 01:45:25,125 I am a desperate man. 1831 01:45:25,225 --> 01:45:27,394 I'm absolutely, positively ******* desperate! 1832 01:45:27,460 --> 01:45:28,962 (HANK PANTING) 1833 01:45:31,431 --> 01:45:33,299 You just would have given them more rope to hang you with. 1834 01:45:33,366 --> 01:45:35,835 I wish... I wish they would. I wish they would. 1835 01:45:35,935 --> 01:45:39,639 Rather than let me just die here in obscurity. 1836 01:45:39,806 --> 01:45:41,908 You know how many ****in' times 1837 01:45:42,800 --> 01:45:44,144 I thought about jumpin' into that ****in' wharf? 1838 01:45:44,210 --> 01:45:45,211 Do you? 1839 01:45:45,845 --> 01:45:49,182 Nothing I would have done could have changed what's... 1840 01:45:49,616 --> 01:45:51,885 You don't know that. You don't know that! 1841 01:45:51,951 --> 01:45:53,219 You can't know that. 1842 01:45:55,288 --> 01:45:56,623 (HANK EXHALES) 1843 01:46:02,896 --> 01:46:03,963 ALMA: Mmm. 1844 01:46:06,599 --> 01:46:08,100 Do you think... Do you think I did it? 1845 01:46:12,720 --> 01:46:14,140 - What? - Do you think I raped her? 1846 01:46:18,812 --> 01:46:20,800 You flirted with all of 'em, Hank. 1847 01:46:20,180 --> 01:46:23,183 (SCOFFS) I flirted? I flirted. Yeah. 1848 01:46:23,249 --> 01:46:24,684 So ****in' what? 1849 01:46:24,751 --> 01:46:25,752 All of who? 1850 01:46:26,453 --> 01:46:28,210 All of your students. 1851 01:46:28,555 --> 01:46:30,590 You could have ****ed any number of them. 1852 01:46:31,570 --> 01:46:33,760 So, you're jealous? Is that... 1853 01:46:36,396 --> 01:46:37,630 I'm uncertain. 1854 01:46:37,797 --> 01:46:38,798 'Cause I didn't. 1855 01:46:41,434 --> 01:46:43,360 'Cause I didn't. 'Cause... 1856 01:46:43,203 --> 01:46:45,305 'cause, like a ****in' idiot, 1857 01:46:45,472 --> 01:46:47,741 the only person I ever broke the rules... 1858 01:46:48,875 --> 01:46:50,143 (SOFTLY) to **** was you. 1859 01:46:50,810 --> 01:46:52,812 (SENTIMENTAL MUSIC PLAYING) 1860 01:46:53,313 --> 01:46:55,448 (HANK SOBS, SNIFFLES) 1861 01:46:55,849 --> 01:46:58,418 Shit. (BREATHES DEEPLY) 1862 01:47:01,121 --> 01:47:02,255 ****! 1863 01:47:02,422 --> 01:47:03,423 ****. 1864 01:47:03,890 --> 01:47:05,825 - Jesus Christ. - (HANK GROANING) 1865 01:47:07,594 --> 01:47:09,996 - HANK: Shit. ****! - You're an idiot. Let me see. 1866 01:47:10,163 --> 01:47:11,364 Let me see. Hey. 1867 01:47:12,632 --> 01:47:13,867 Jesus! 1868 01:47:16,136 --> 01:47:17,137 Hey. 1869 01:47:19,305 --> 01:47:20,507 You're an idiot. 1870 01:47:30,750 --> 01:47:31,751 Get out. 1871 01:47:35,121 --> 01:47:36,623 This was a mistake. Get out. 1872 01:47:44,330 --> 01:47:47,200 Please, get out. 1873 01:47:47,267 --> 01:47:49,269 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 1874 01:48:09,522 --> 01:48:10,724 HANK: (SOFTLY) Oh, shit. 1875 01:48:38,785 --> 01:48:40,387 (EXHALES) 1876 01:48:41,154 --> 01:48:42,622 (CELL PHONE VIBRATING) 1877 01:49:00,273 --> 01:49:02,275 (METAL THUDDING) 1878 01:49:43,950 --> 01:49:44,951 (GROANS) 1879 01:49:50,890 --> 01:49:52,892 - (SIGHS) - (UNEASY MUSIC PLAYING) 1880 01:49:56,596 --> 01:49:58,832 (HORN BLOWING IN DISTANCE) 1881 01:50:05,638 --> 01:50:06,973 (CAR LOCK BEEPS) 1882 01:50:08,475 --> 01:50:10,944 (KEYS JANGLING) 1883 01:50:12,120 --> 01:50:14,647 (MAN 1 CHATTERING INDISTINCTLY) 1884 01:50:15,915 --> 01:50:18,840 - (MAN 2 CHUCKLES) - MAN 1: Shit. 1885 01:50:26,326 --> 01:50:27,494 MAN 2: Yeah. Anyway. 1886 01:50:28,695 --> 01:50:29,929 - Let's get outta here, man. - MAN 1: Yeah. 1887 01:50:30,300 --> 01:50:31,197 Yeah, man, let's roll, man. 1888 01:50:31,264 --> 01:50:33,266 (MELLOW MUSIC PLAYING) 1889 01:50:34,340 --> 01:50:35,769 (ENGINE TURNS OVER) 1890 01:50:38,938 --> 01:50:40,940 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1891 01:51:06,433 --> 01:51:08,435 (CELL PHONE VIBRATING) 1892 01:51:46,106 --> 01:51:47,440 ALEX: The article came out today. 1893 01:51:47,540 --> 01:51:50,143 I know, we just need a statement from her. 1894 01:51:50,243 --> 01:51:52,145 And, honestly, the administration, too. 1895 01:51:52,245 --> 01:51:53,480 That's her! 1896 01:51:54,848 --> 01:51:56,783 - FEMALE STUDENT 1: Professor. - Look, look. 1897 01:51:56,850 --> 01:51:58,318 - Oh, shit. Yo. There she is! - Professor. 1898 01:51:58,418 --> 01:51:59,452 ALEX: Everyone, come on! 1899 01:51:59,519 --> 01:52:00,687 FEMALE STUDENT 1: Professor! MALE STUDENT 1: Professor! 1900 01:52:00,787 --> 01:52:01,988 FEMALE STUDENT 1: Professor, we just... 1901 01:52:02,550 --> 01:52:03,156 ALEX: Professor Imhoff! 1902 01:52:03,223 --> 01:52:04,457 FEMALE STUDENT 1: Are you gonna hold Yale accountable? 1903 01:52:04,524 --> 01:52:05,525 We just wanna have a conversation with you, okay? 1904 01:52:05,625 --> 01:52:06,626 No. Okay. I'm sorry. I... 1905 01:52:06,693 --> 01:52:07,727 All we want is accountability. 1906 01:52:07,827 --> 01:52:09,950 FEMALE STUDENT 1: Professor, we just wanna chat. 1907 01:52:09,195 --> 01:52:10,196 MALE STUDENT 2: We want justice. 1908 01:52:10,330 --> 01:52:11,331 I'm sorry. I just... Please. Just... 1909 01:52:11,398 --> 01:52:12,399 ALEX: Do you believe Maggie Resnick? 1910 01:52:12,532 --> 01:52:15,350 Are you willing to say that what he did was wrong? 1911 01:52:15,101 --> 01:52:17,237 - You don't understand what... - We want accountability. 1912 01:52:17,303 --> 01:52:19,239 - Will you give us a statement? - No, I... (GROANS) 1913 01:52:19,305 --> 01:52:20,440 They need to hear the truth, and... 1914 01:52:20,540 --> 01:52:22,750 - (STUDENTS GASP, EXCLAIMS) - (ALMA GROANS) 1915 01:52:22,142 --> 01:52:24,177 ALEX: Oh, shit. FEMALE STUDENT 2: Is she okay? 1916 01:52:24,277 --> 01:52:25,512 I don't know. ****. 1917 01:52:25,612 --> 01:52:27,147 (STUDENTS MURMURING) 1918 01:52:27,247 --> 01:52:29,649 ALEX: Guys, give her space. Give her space. 1919 01:52:29,749 --> 01:52:30,850 PROFESSOR: Step back. Give her some room. 1920 01:52:30,950 --> 01:52:32,152 ALEX: We didn't touch her. I swear. No one touched her. 1921 01:52:32,252 --> 01:52:33,353 She just collapsed. 1922 01:52:35,488 --> 01:52:36,890 (DOOR OPENS) 1923 01:52:40,727 --> 01:52:42,362 (LIGHT SWITCH CLICKS) 1924 01:52:46,866 --> 01:52:49,202 (MONITOR BEEPING) 1925 01:52:51,638 --> 01:52:53,139 FREDERIK: (SOFTLY) Hey. 1926 01:52:54,908 --> 01:52:56,242 How are you feeling? 1927 01:52:57,610 --> 01:52:58,912 Like shit. 1928 01:53:02,816 --> 01:53:07,654 Well, multiple perforated ulcers'll do that to you. 1929 01:53:11,191 --> 01:53:13,660 Doctor said you must have been in a lot of pain. 1930 01:53:15,595 --> 01:53:17,163 Why didn't you say anything? 1931 01:53:28,410 --> 01:53:29,420 You, um... 1932 01:53:30,243 --> 01:53:31,678 got a lotta calls. 1933 01:53:32,245 --> 01:53:34,114 All from the same number. 1934 01:53:35,949 --> 01:53:37,350 And, uh... 1935 01:53:43,356 --> 01:53:45,225 It'll blow over, huh? 1936 01:53:46,292 --> 01:53:48,895 Some other catastrophe will break, 1937 01:53:48,995 --> 01:53:50,663 and it'll all be forgotten. 1938 01:53:57,303 --> 01:53:58,471 Read it to me. 1939 01:54:00,740 --> 01:54:02,242 Al, I... 1940 01:54:03,543 --> 01:54:04,511 Please. 1941 01:54:15,722 --> 01:54:17,524 "It's what Resnik refers to 1942 01:54:17,624 --> 01:54:20,393 "as the 'Feminist Generation Gap'... 1943 01:54:21,161 --> 01:54:23,596 "saying, 'Alma had to fight for everything 1944 01:54:23,697 --> 01:54:25,665 "'she should have been given... 1945 01:54:25,732 --> 01:54:28,168 "'but she can only conceive of progress in the way 1946 01:54:28,234 --> 01:54:29,803 "'that she achieved it... 1947 01:54:30,737 --> 01:54:32,238 "'by subsuming herself 1948 01:54:32,305 --> 01:54:35,141 "'to the abusive patriarchal agenda.'" 1949 01:54:40,113 --> 01:54:41,748 "'Alma failed me as a teacher, 1950 01:54:41,815 --> 01:54:44,284 "'but beyond that, she failed me as a woman... 1951 01:54:45,485 --> 01:54:48,288 "'as a mentor. And now, 1952 01:54:48,455 --> 01:54:50,357 "'I'm just another Black woman 1953 01:54:50,523 --> 01:54:54,294 "'who hoped for equal and fair recognition 1954 01:54:54,427 --> 01:54:56,620 "'from a white woman, 1955 01:54:56,262 --> 01:54:58,598 "'but got nothing but tokenistic subjugation 1956 01:54:58,698 --> 01:54:59,699 "'in return.'" 1957 01:54:59,766 --> 01:55:02,302 We can fight this, yeah? 1958 01:55:03,370 --> 01:55:06,272 Do a counter op-ed or something? 1959 01:55:12,312 --> 01:55:14,247 I wanna share something with you. 1960 01:55:18,752 --> 01:55:19,986 I told you, when I was a child 1961 01:55:20,153 --> 01:55:21,521 that my father's best friend 1962 01:55:21,621 --> 01:55:23,957 ***ually assaulted me, abused me. 1963 01:55:26,159 --> 01:55:27,427 None of that is true. 1964 01:55:32,365 --> 01:55:33,600 (CHUCKLES) 1965 01:55:35,680 --> 01:55:36,469 We were in love. 1966 01:55:39,372 --> 01:55:42,750 He was so kind. He was so handsome, and... 1967 01:55:42,242 --> 01:55:44,411 I could just stare at him from across rooms. 1968 01:55:44,477 --> 01:55:45,478 I would go... 1969 01:55:46,780 --> 01:55:48,481 to work, sometimes, with my father, 1970 01:55:48,581 --> 01:55:49,916 just so I could see him. 1971 01:55:52,318 --> 01:55:54,888 I couldn't focus in class. 1972 01:55:55,550 --> 01:56:01,361 School, my friends, just, everything felt so pedestrian. 1973 01:56:01,528 --> 01:56:02,829 Except for him. 1974 01:56:05,365 --> 01:56:07,734 He was the only thing that felt real to me. 1975 01:56:12,472 --> 01:56:13,807 He kissed me for the first time 1976 01:56:13,907 --> 01:56:16,443 the day after my 15th birthday. 1977 01:56:18,780 --> 01:56:19,512 And... 1978 01:56:21,810 --> 01:56:23,683 - When... - Six months later, maybe. 1979 01:56:25,118 --> 01:56:27,887 He said I was too young, but I had insisted. 1980 01:56:32,225 --> 01:56:34,227 It was the happiest time of my life. 1981 01:56:39,320 --> 01:56:42,635 Then, out of nowhere, he said he... (CLEARS THROAT) 1982 01:56:42,736 --> 01:56:44,771 that he met someone else, and... 1983 01:56:46,473 --> 01:56:48,708 someone that was more appropriate. 1984 01:56:49,809 --> 01:56:54,414 He started bringing her to my parents' parties and... 1985 01:56:56,750 --> 01:56:59,719 throwing her in my face like he was... 1986 01:56:59,886 --> 01:57:02,856 trying to prove how little he cared. 1987 01:57:06,659 --> 01:57:08,328 It was so cruel. 1988 01:57:12,599 --> 01:57:14,334 So, I made up a story... 1989 01:57:16,970 --> 01:57:18,805 that I knew would hurt him the most. 1990 01:57:22,375 --> 01:57:24,577 And three years later he committed suicide. 1991 01:57:29,683 --> 01:57:33,186 I had already retracted the story by then, but... 1992 01:57:35,121 --> 01:57:36,322 it didn't matter. 1993 01:57:36,489 --> 01:57:37,624 I'd wanted to hurt him 1994 01:57:37,691 --> 01:57:38,858 the way I thought he'd hurt me 1995 01:57:39,250 --> 01:57:40,393 and I did. 1996 01:57:52,439 --> 01:57:54,441 Alma, you were... you were... 1997 01:57:55,642 --> 01:57:57,344 very young. 1998 01:57:58,778 --> 01:58:01,581 Young girls want adult things to happen to them... 1999 01:58:02,916 --> 01:58:05,552 sooner than they're ready for them all the time. 2000 01:58:06,486 --> 01:58:10,123 But it's always the adult's job 2001 01:58:10,690 --> 01:58:13,226 to protect the innocence of a child. 2002 01:58:13,393 --> 01:58:14,427 No. 2003 01:58:14,828 --> 01:58:16,763 I didn't give him a choice. 2004 01:58:17,597 --> 01:58:18,665 Hmm. 2005 01:58:20,100 --> 01:58:21,601 There's always a choice. 2006 01:58:23,870 --> 01:58:26,706 It doesn't matter if you wanted him, 2007 01:58:26,873 --> 01:58:28,742 it doesn't matter if you threw yourself at him, 2008 01:58:28,908 --> 01:58:30,977 he should have rejected you outright. 2009 01:58:32,312 --> 01:58:33,646 No. He did. 2010 01:58:35,782 --> 01:58:38,180 He did. He refused me. 2011 01:58:38,618 --> 01:58:40,553 He was a good man, 2012 01:58:40,653 --> 01:58:42,789 and I destroyed him with a lie. 2013 01:58:42,956 --> 01:58:43,990 Alma. 2014 01:58:44,891 --> 01:58:46,393 It wasn't a lie. 2015 01:58:49,290 --> 01:58:53,330 You keep thinking he did nothing wrong. 2016 01:58:54,334 --> 01:58:56,236 You keep blaming yourself. 2017 01:58:58,138 --> 01:58:59,806 Do you think you can 2018 01:58:59,973 --> 01:59:03,109 allow yourself to see the truth in that? 2019 01:59:05,445 --> 01:59:06,513 The truth... 2020 01:59:08,615 --> 01:59:10,250 is that I love him. 2021 01:59:16,523 --> 01:59:17,991 And I love you. 2022 01:59:24,330 --> 01:59:25,331 (ALMA EXHALES) 2023 01:59:35,975 --> 01:59:38,110 (ROMANTIC MUSIC PLAYING) 2024 02:00:34,667 --> 02:00:36,636 (ROMANTIC MUSIC CONTINUES) 2025 02:00:51,985 --> 02:00:52,986 MALE STUDENT: Oh, my gosh. 2026 02:00:53,530 --> 02:00:54,120 There's so many people in there. 2027 02:00:54,187 --> 02:00:55,989 FEMALE STUDENT: I know. It's, like, 10? What, 12? 2028 02:00:56,560 --> 02:00:57,824 (BOTH CONTINUE SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY) 2029 02:00:59,225 --> 02:01:00,226 REPORTER 1: (ON MONITOR) This is new. 2030 02:01:01,728 --> 02:01:02,729 Yeah, we've been watching... 2031 02:01:02,829 --> 02:01:04,664 It then spreads, from these trees... 2032 02:01:04,731 --> 02:01:05,732 Look at all these embers just... 2033 02:01:05,832 --> 02:01:06,833 I don't know if you can pan up, 2034 02:01:06,900 --> 02:01:08,568 but look at all these embers just flying up. 2035 02:01:08,735 --> 02:01:10,403 You see them in the smoke. 2036 02:01:11,438 --> 02:01:13,206 All of that. Those can... Those... 2037 02:01:13,373 --> 02:01:15,875 The winds are a little... Have died down here. 2038 02:01:16,420 --> 02:01:17,430 But those can just get 2039 02:01:17,110 --> 02:01:18,912 picked up by winds for miles 2040 02:01:19,790 --> 02:01:20,780 and they can go for miles and light down... 2041 02:01:20,847 --> 02:01:22,315 - you know... - (KNOCKING AT DOOR) 2042 02:01:22,415 --> 02:01:23,783 REPORTER 1: ...fall on somebody's roof... 2043 02:01:23,850 --> 02:01:25,151 and a whole new fire will pop up. 2044 02:01:25,251 --> 02:01:26,453 - So, this house is gone. - Dean Imhoff? 2045 02:01:26,519 --> 02:01:27,520 Your four o'clock. 2046 02:01:27,620 --> 02:01:28,788 You said to remind you? 2047 02:01:28,955 --> 02:01:31,240 Thank you, Peter. I was just getting ready to leave. 2048 02:01:31,124 --> 02:01:32,125 REPORTER 1: This house is now underway. 2049 02:01:32,192 --> 02:01:33,193 The left side of this house is ignited. 2050 02:01:33,293 --> 02:01:35,428 - Horrible, don't you think? - REPORTER 1: And also now 2051 02:01:35,528 --> 02:01:37,330 - the house nearby it. - Absolutely. 2052 02:01:37,597 --> 02:01:38,932 REPORTER 2: Yeah. This... 2053 02:01:39,320 --> 02:01:40,100 REPORTER 1: But liter... I mean, these embers 2054 02:01:40,200 --> 02:01:43,103 are like snowflakes. They're falling all around us. 2055 02:01:44,104 --> 02:01:47,240 The sun, I mean, this, it looks so crazy. If you... 2056 02:01:47,574 --> 02:01:49,976 You can't even see the sun. It is completely blacked out. 2057 02:01:53,613 --> 02:01:55,448 NEWSCASTER: Meta, the parent company of Facebook 2058 02:01:55,515 --> 02:01:56,983 and Instagram, announced Friday 2059 02:01:57,830 --> 02:01:59,190 that it's ending its diversity, equity, 2060 02:01:59,119 --> 02:02:01,388 and inclusion programs. 2061 02:02:01,488 --> 02:02:02,822 Earlier this week, Meta announced that it's 2062 02:02:02,889 --> 02:02:04,524 ending its third-party fact-checking programs 2063 02:02:04,624 --> 02:02:05,658 in the United States. 2064 02:02:05,725 --> 02:02:07,861 It's also changing its hateful conduct... 2065 02:02:22,442 --> 02:02:24,444 (HINDI MUSIC PLAYING OVER SPEAKERS) 2066 02:02:24,511 --> 02:02:27,347 (MEN SPEAKING PUNJABI) 2067 02:02:33,553 --> 02:02:34,688 (DOOR OPENS) 2068 02:02:40,600 --> 02:02:41,895 - (MELLOW JAZZ MUSIC PLAYING) - (MAGGIE SIGHS) 2069 02:02:42,562 --> 02:02:44,640 Sorry I'm late. 2070 02:02:44,230 --> 02:02:46,166 - Sorry I ordered without you. - It's fine. 2071 02:02:46,332 --> 02:02:47,901 The wine here is surprisingly good. 2072 02:02:48,334 --> 02:02:50,637 MAGGIE: Oh, I mean, I don't drink anymore, so... 2073 02:02:50,804 --> 02:02:52,720 Nobody does. 2074 02:02:52,238 --> 02:02:54,274 - It's good to see you. - MAGGIE: Yeah. 2075 02:02:54,441 --> 02:02:56,309 You look the same. 2076 02:02:56,476 --> 02:02:58,780 - You're lying. - No. 2077 02:02:58,244 --> 02:03:00,680 But the people who only live 2078 02:03:00,780 --> 02:03:02,949 for one thing never seem to age. 2079 02:03:04,117 --> 02:03:05,985 (SMACKS LIPS) You know, 2080 02:03:06,152 --> 02:03:08,455 this is where Hank used to take all of us? 2081 02:03:08,988 --> 02:03:11,124 That was his table, right over there. 2082 02:03:12,659 --> 02:03:14,594 Sometimes I still wonder where he is. 2083 02:03:14,694 --> 02:03:15,695 (TAPPING ON TABLE) 2084 02:03:15,762 --> 02:03:17,263 Oh, um, making a pile of money 2085 02:03:17,364 --> 02:03:19,432 spin doctoring for some Democrat. 2086 02:03:20,200 --> 02:03:22,869 "The death knell of intellect is politics." 2087 02:03:23,360 --> 02:03:24,637 That's what Frederik always says. 2088 02:03:24,804 --> 02:03:26,139 Are you still together? 2089 02:03:26,306 --> 02:03:27,307 We're still together. 2090 02:03:27,774 --> 02:03:29,576 - (MAGGIE CHUCKLES) - And Alex? 2091 02:03:30,760 --> 02:03:33,113 Uh, (LAUGHS) but I hear they're doing very well. 2092 02:03:33,279 --> 02:03:35,482 On track to make partner somewhere. 2093 02:03:36,750 --> 02:03:38,351 You know, I read your article. 2094 02:03:38,518 --> 02:03:39,953 I thought it was very smart. 2095 02:03:40,120 --> 02:03:42,389 Your confession, the contrition. 2096 02:03:42,555 --> 02:03:44,240 It was well written, though, didn't you think? 2097 02:03:44,190 --> 02:03:46,292 I think it was written for you to get 2098 02:03:46,359 --> 02:03:47,527 everything you wanted. 2099 02:03:47,994 --> 02:03:50,960 And how 'bout you? Married? 2100 02:03:51,664 --> 02:03:52,665 Engaged. 2101 02:03:53,566 --> 02:03:55,268 - Congratulations. - Yeah. 2102 02:03:55,435 --> 02:03:57,604 - Who's the lucky... - Uh, Nia. 2103 02:03:58,380 --> 02:04:00,607 She's great. I mean, 2104 02:04:00,774 --> 02:04:02,575 so intelligent and just... 2105 02:04:02,742 --> 02:04:04,611 - Do you wanna see? - Sure. 2106 02:04:12,886 --> 02:04:14,521 Wow. She's gorgeous. 2107 02:04:14,688 --> 02:04:15,822 How old do you think she is? 2108 02:04:16,990 --> 02:04:17,991 Forty-three. 2109 02:04:18,858 --> 02:04:20,193 She's the Director of Curatorial Affairs 2110 02:04:20,293 --> 02:04:21,327 at the New Whitney. 2111 02:04:21,594 --> 02:04:22,595 You can keep going. 2112 02:04:25,732 --> 02:04:26,733 You know, 2113 02:04:27,567 --> 02:04:30,437 I think I spent so much time wishing for you to fail, 2114 02:04:30,637 --> 02:04:33,206 I figured it'd make us even or something. 2115 02:04:37,610 --> 02:04:39,579 It probably doesn't matter now, 2116 02:04:41,247 --> 02:04:43,416 but I know I hurt you, Maggie, and I'm sorry. 2117 02:04:47,320 --> 02:04:49,489 I don't know if you were expecting more, I just... 2118 02:04:49,656 --> 02:04:50,790 That's nice. 2119 02:04:54,270 --> 02:04:56,329 I think I was more confused than anything at the time. 2120 02:04:56,496 --> 02:05:00,533 I wasn't sure if I wanted to be you or be with you. 2121 02:05:00,867 --> 02:05:01,868 And now? 2122 02:05:03,703 --> 02:05:07,107 I mean, I always knew we were different, 2123 02:05:07,874 --> 02:05:09,743 but now I know that that's a good thing. 2124 02:05:11,411 --> 02:05:14,800 I like being alive to what happens to me, 2125 02:05:14,247 --> 02:05:16,616 and nothing affects you. 2126 02:05:17,684 --> 02:05:18,918 I lost everything. 2127 02:05:20,153 --> 02:05:21,321 And look at you now. 2128 02:05:22,889 --> 02:05:24,157 You think I'm a bad person? 2129 02:05:24,224 --> 02:05:26,960 Oh. (CHUCKLES) Does that even matter? 2130 02:05:28,661 --> 02:05:30,300 I gave up on the idea of retribution 2131 02:05:30,960 --> 02:05:31,564 a long, long time ago. 2132 02:05:33,733 --> 02:05:35,602 But I am curious. 2133 02:05:37,370 --> 02:05:38,938 After everything, are you... 2134 02:05:40,407 --> 02:05:41,608 are you really happy? 2135 02:05:45,779 --> 02:05:47,113 Yes, I really am. 2136 02:05:49,149 --> 02:05:50,483 Then I'm happy for you. 2137 02:05:52,152 --> 02:05:53,153 You did it. 2138 02:05:54,654 --> 02:05:55,655 You won. 2139 02:06:06,499 --> 02:06:07,767 (DOOR OPENS) 2140 02:06:08,802 --> 02:06:09,803 (SOFTLY) Check, please. 2141 02:06:10,203 --> 02:06:12,305 (MELLOW JAZZ MUSIC CONTINUES) 2142 02:06:25,452 --> 02:06:26,853 (SIGHS HEAVILY) 2143 02:06:44,404 --> 02:06:46,373 (MELLOW JAZZ MUSIC FADES) 2144 02:06:46,639 --> 02:06:48,908 (HINDI MUSIC PLAYING OVER SPEAKERS) 2145 02:06:51,778 --> 02:06:52,779 Cut! 2146 02:06:55,148 --> 02:06:57,150 (UPBEAT ELECTRONIC MUSIC PLAYING)