1 00:00:36,236 --> 00:00:39,720 [car passing] 2 00:01:08,768 --> 00:01:10,103 -Hey, Jim. -[Jim] Good morning. 3 00:01:15,750 --> 00:01:16,760 -Thanks. -[Jim] Thank you. 4 00:01:17,177 --> 00:01:19,579 [sighs] That all you're traveling with, honey? 5 00:01:21,915 --> 00:01:22,916 I'm Sharon. 6 00:01:41,634 --> 00:01:42,669 You wear a medium? 7 00:01:44,304 --> 00:01:47,640 [sighs] Okay, uh… [clicks tongue] 8 00:01:48,575 --> 00:01:52,946 Cell phone is prepaid. Somewhere on here, it tells you the number. 9 00:01:54,447 --> 00:01:56,449 I was trying to think what else to get you. 10 00:01:56,516 --> 00:01:58,518 It's always different with each person. 11 00:01:59,850 --> 00:02:01,921 Eye drops, hair spray, whatever… 12 00:02:01,988 --> 00:02:05,258 [chuckles] Last guy, he liked to use conditioner instead of shaving cream. 13 00:02:05,759 --> 00:02:07,427 You just let me know what you need. 14 00:02:15,368 --> 00:02:16,936 Do you need me to go slower? 15 00:02:38,291 --> 00:02:41,828 [patient breathing heavily] 16 00:02:43,163 --> 00:02:44,330 Let me help you. 17 00:02:49,502 --> 00:02:51,805 There you go. Good. 18 00:02:57,744 --> 00:03:00,213 Well, I'm sure you're more of an adventurer. 19 00:03:00,313 --> 00:03:04,684 [chuckles] I can't stand planes. Don't like being up in the air 20 00:03:04,751 --> 00:03:07,354 and all the people breathing down your neck. 21 00:03:09,556 --> 00:03:10,557 Good job, honey. 22 00:03:13,426 --> 00:03:16,162 [grunts] All right. 23 00:03:16,663 --> 00:03:21,901 Now, let's stand up slowly. 24 00:03:22,769 --> 00:03:28,608 [grunting] Bathrooms can be dangerous. 25 00:03:29,242 --> 00:03:30,677 [tap running] 26 00:03:30,744 --> 00:03:33,346 Oh. Here, let me help you. 27 00:04:01,341 --> 00:04:04,644 [Sharon] Frank liked naproxen better than Advil. 28 00:04:05,712 --> 00:04:07,714 He had bursitis in his shoulder. 29 00:04:08,548 --> 00:04:11,510 He worked in the plant, packing TV dinners. 30 00:04:12,118 --> 00:04:16,556 I wouldn't eat 'em. All that ammonium, probably what got him sick. 31 00:04:18,558 --> 00:04:19,759 H-How long ago was that? 32 00:04:20,360 --> 00:04:21,361 Nine years. 33 00:04:22,729 --> 00:04:26,433 I got so good at taking care of him, I thought, why can't I do that for a living? 34 00:04:26,533 --> 00:04:28,802 So I went back to school and got licensed. 35 00:04:29,302 --> 00:04:30,770 What a miserable life. 36 00:04:39,112 --> 00:04:40,113 I'm so sorry. 37 00:04:41,648 --> 00:04:44,584 It's okay. People say things they don't mean. 38 00:04:45,952 --> 00:04:49,222 Sometimes they can't remember words. It'll get easier. 39 00:04:52,158 --> 00:04:54,828 -[doctors, patients chattering] -[elevator bell dings] 40 00:05:00,934 --> 00:05:02,702 Do you remember this man's name? 41 00:05:06,239 --> 00:05:08,808 John Jones. 42 00:05:15,615 --> 00:05:16,783 Mary Black? 43 00:05:22,288 --> 00:05:23,623 [sighs] 44 00:05:25,258 --> 00:05:26,259 I have no idea. 45 00:05:28,628 --> 00:05:32,650 -Okay. And now with the other hand? -[doctors, patients chattering] 46 00:05:38,471 --> 00:05:39,973 [physiotherapist] You got it. 47 00:05:42,275 --> 00:05:44,611 Good job. It's all right. Going back. 48 00:06:01,728 --> 00:06:03,563 [exhales sharply, inhales] 49 00:06:08,735 --> 00:06:12,305 [grunting] 50 00:06:18,780 --> 00:06:21,348 [groaning, panting] 51 00:06:28,388 --> 00:06:29,522 Sharon! 52 00:06:29,589 --> 00:06:33,930 [breathing shakily] Sharon! 53 00:06:33,193 --> 00:06:36,796 [breathing shakily] 54 00:06:37,430 --> 00:06:39,432 [Sharon] You're okay. You're okay, honey. 55 00:06:40,200 --> 00:06:44,971 Aw, it's okay. It's okay. Just breathe. 56 00:06:45,672 --> 00:06:46,740 Listen to me. 57 00:06:47,707 --> 00:06:52,545 Aw. Shh, it's okay. You're okay. 58 00:06:53,146 --> 00:06:56,683 That's it. Just breathe. Just breathe. 59 00:06:57,450 --> 00:07:00,587 In… [inhales sharply] …and out. 60 00:07:02,288 --> 00:07:05,325 In and out. 61 00:07:06,126 --> 00:07:11,131 [retches, coughing] 62 00:07:11,231 --> 00:07:14,868 -[breathing shakily] -[Sharon] One more. One more. 63 00:07:17,404 --> 00:07:18,438 You're doing great. 64 00:07:20,173 --> 00:07:24,477 Good. This is a big one. They won't be like this later. 65 00:07:26,346 --> 00:07:27,347 Are you with me? 66 00:07:51,438 --> 00:07:52,806 [panting] 67 00:08:02,716 --> 00:08:03,717 Thank you. 68 00:08:18,865 --> 00:08:21,701 [sighs] You wanna go for a drive before it gets dark? 69 00:08:32,145 --> 00:08:34,140 Let's take this right into town. 70 00:08:45,792 --> 00:08:46,726 Look at you. 71 00:08:46,793 --> 00:08:50,263 -[chattering on radio] -[both chuckle] 72 00:08:50,864 --> 00:08:51,865 You're ready to go. 73 00:09:04,444 --> 00:09:05,445 [inhales deeply] 74 00:09:08,515 --> 00:09:13,520 Pull over. You need to pull over just to the side of the road. Right here. 75 00:09:22,262 --> 00:09:25,365 [sighs] I'm sorry. 76 00:09:25,432 --> 00:09:26,833 -[sniffling] -[Sharon] It's okay. 77 00:09:29,402 --> 00:09:30,403 I know this is hard. 78 00:09:31,404 --> 00:09:36,109 This isn't hard. [sniffles] Driving a car shouldn't be a victory. 79 00:09:38,411 --> 00:09:42,282 [clicks tongue] I mean leaving. Transition can be hard. 80 00:09:43,483 --> 00:09:47,387 If you're not feeling ready, we can look into extending your stay. 81 00:09:48,788 --> 00:09:49,989 I can't pay for that. 82 00:09:51,725 --> 00:09:53,426 I should be getting back anyway. 83 00:09:53,993 --> 00:09:55,195 Back home. 84 00:09:56,262 --> 00:09:58,865 No, back to work. Redeploy. 85 00:10:00,800 --> 00:10:01,801 [inhales deeply] 86 00:10:03,636 --> 00:10:08,800 You've made a lot of progress, but you're not ready to go back to work. Not nearly. 87 00:10:09,876 --> 00:10:12,479 Then what the hell was the point in all of this? 88 00:10:17,751 --> 00:10:19,753 [inhales deeply] 89 00:10:29,290 --> 00:10:31,310 Don't forget what we talked about, okay? 90 00:10:33,333 --> 00:10:36,136 Organize yourself. Prep for memory gaps. 91 00:10:37,671 --> 00:10:40,840 Make lists. Keep your lists. Put like with like. 92 00:10:40,907 --> 00:10:44,770 Find two of something, put them together like we worked on. 93 00:10:44,177 --> 00:10:45,311 I'm not gonna forget. 94 00:10:46,446 --> 00:10:49,549 [Sharon] People do. They can get a little ahead of themselves. 95 00:10:51,217 --> 00:10:54,788 Well, what's your plan for getting home from the bus? We can write it down. 96 00:10:57,230 --> 00:10:59,693 My mom is gonna pick me up from the bus station. 97 00:11:00,260 --> 00:11:01,728 Anyone else gonna be around? 98 00:11:02,929 --> 00:11:03,930 Your brother? 99 00:11:07,200 --> 00:11:11,838 Um, I haven't really been home in a while, and it's not like I'm staying for long. 100 00:11:11,905 --> 00:11:14,507 -So… -It can help to be with people. 101 00:11:15,675 --> 00:11:16,676 I'm good on my own. 102 00:11:22,816 --> 00:11:27,120 Ativan, Depakote, Cymbalta, Vicodin. 103 00:11:27,854 --> 00:11:28,955 The rehab's not over. 104 00:11:30,557 --> 00:11:33,960 You're gonna have to work hard every day to do all the things you used to do. 105 00:11:35,128 --> 00:11:36,129 Yep. 106 00:11:38,498 --> 00:11:39,499 I'm gonna be fine. 107 00:11:54,981 --> 00:11:57,283 [passengers chattering] 108 00:13:27,507 --> 00:13:29,509 [passengers chattering] 109 00:16:02,662 --> 00:16:06,990 [parent chuckles] You think you're so funny, don't you? 110 00:16:06,166 --> 00:16:08,635 -I think it's in here. Hold on. [chuckles] -[guest speaks indistinctly] 111 00:16:08,702 --> 00:16:12,205 -Okay. I'll be right there. Hold on. -[door opens] 112 00:16:13,390 --> 00:16:14,400 Lynsey? 113 00:16:17,110 --> 00:16:20,130 Lynsey, I thought you said you were coming on Friday. 114 00:16:21,470 --> 00:16:22,480 [Lynsey] Mom? 115 00:16:26,519 --> 00:16:27,520 You okay? 116 00:16:29,589 --> 00:16:30,590 I'm fine. 117 00:16:35,395 --> 00:16:37,697 I asked Debbie to get off work early Friday. 118 00:16:38,765 --> 00:16:41,901 I was gonna get groceries, clean out the truck for you, 119 00:16:43,470 --> 00:16:47,700 get a cake, pick you up. It was gonna be a homecoming on Friday. 120 00:16:48,740 --> 00:16:49,209 It's okay. 121 00:16:49,309 --> 00:16:51,878 -[ambient music playing] -[crockery clattering] 122 00:16:51,945 --> 00:16:53,246 Hey, you wanna meet Ted? 123 00:16:53,346 --> 00:16:55,882 No. I-- I need to sleep. 124 00:16:57,170 --> 00:16:58,218 We'll keep it down. 125 00:16:59,850 --> 00:17:02,355 I gotta go to work early, but you sleep in. 126 00:17:07,961 --> 00:17:08,962 Hey, Lyns. 127 00:17:11,398 --> 00:17:12,599 I was worried about you. 128 00:17:17,737 --> 00:17:18,738 You look like you. 129 00:17:30,750 --> 00:17:31,985 [door closes] 130 00:17:36,222 --> 00:17:37,457 [refrigerator door opens] 131 00:18:19,666 --> 00:18:22,669 [music playing faintly] 132 00:18:24,270 --> 00:18:25,271 Can I help you? 133 00:18:26,639 --> 00:18:28,408 I was wondering if you're still hiring. 134 00:18:29,743 --> 00:18:31,478 -To clean pools? -Yeah. 135 00:18:32,278 --> 00:18:34,814 [employee] You home for the summer? You in college? 136 00:18:35,215 --> 00:18:38,985 Thank you for your service. My father was in the Navy. Korean. 137 00:18:40,860 --> 00:18:42,222 But why do you wanna clean pools? 138 00:18:42,288 --> 00:18:43,757 [employees, customers chattering] 139 00:18:43,823 --> 00:18:47,260 I like the water. I used to clean the pools over at Newman. 140 00:18:47,994 --> 00:18:49,596 Not where I was. No. [chuckles] 141 00:18:50,330 --> 00:18:51,898 -[employee] Can you drive? -Yeah. 142 00:18:52,932 --> 00:18:54,534 [employee] Great. Start tomorrow? 143 00:18:55,135 --> 00:18:56,269 Sure. 144 00:18:59,939 --> 00:19:04,644 [engine rattling, revving] 145 00:19:07,113 --> 00:19:09,783 [breathes heavily] 146 00:19:17,657 --> 00:19:20,760 -[horns honking] -[breathing shakily] 147 00:19:21,828 --> 00:19:26,466 -[driver] Hey! Get the **** off the road! -[breathing heavily] 148 00:19:31,538 --> 00:19:36,420 ****! ****! ****! [breathes heavily] 149 00:19:36,142 --> 00:19:39,546 [mouthing] ****. [breathing heavily] 150 00:19:44,317 --> 00:19:47,320 [music playing faintly] 151 00:20:04,370 --> 00:20:06,840 [breathes deeply] 152 00:20:10,543 --> 00:20:11,544 [exhales deeply] 153 00:20:19,185 --> 00:20:20,920 Ooh, yeah. 154 00:20:22,822 --> 00:20:24,324 What's this, '85 Scottsdale? 155 00:20:25,258 --> 00:20:28,862 Old, old body style right here. Got you a nice truck. 156 00:20:28,928 --> 00:20:30,864 Yeah. Not anymore. 157 00:20:31,865 --> 00:20:33,990 How long it been doing this? 158 00:20:33,199 --> 00:20:36,102 Uh, just now. I-- I don't know. It's not mine. 159 00:20:36,903 --> 00:20:38,705 When the last time you changed the oil in it? 160 00:20:40,473 --> 00:20:41,541 I don't know. 161 00:20:43,643 --> 00:20:45,278 All right. It's all right. 162 00:20:46,460 --> 00:20:47,714 Hey, Santiago. 163 00:20:48,214 --> 00:20:50,350 -[tools clink] -Uh, you can wait inside. 164 00:20:50,417 --> 00:20:51,418 We got air in there. 165 00:20:53,453 --> 00:20:54,487 Yeah. 166 00:20:55,655 --> 00:20:58,658 [mechanic] Yesterday, I said it was the exhaust valve, and I was right. 167 00:20:58,758 --> 00:21:02,729 [mechanic, Santiago speaking indistinctly] 168 00:21:03,296 --> 00:21:05,980 [both laugh] 169 00:21:16,843 --> 00:21:19,779 So, uh-- Well, probably just the carburetor. 170 00:21:19,846 --> 00:21:21,848 And if it is, I can just get that part on eBay. 171 00:21:21,948 --> 00:21:25,485 It ain't that hard to find. It may take a while to get here. You in a hurry? 172 00:21:26,119 --> 00:21:27,787 I don't know how long I'll be here. 173 00:21:28,755 --> 00:21:33,293 -How much is it gonna cost? -Maybe about, uh, 350, 400, plus labor. 174 00:21:33,993 --> 00:21:36,463 Maybe more if we get in there and find it needs some more work. 175 00:21:36,529 --> 00:21:39,933 I don't know if I wanna fix it. It's not-- It's not even mine. It's-- 176 00:21:39,999 --> 00:21:44,304 Oh, no, now that… [chuckles] …I mean, that's-- that's a nice truck. 177 00:21:46,272 --> 00:21:47,273 So… 178 00:21:50,310 --> 00:21:52,879 Okay, how about you just, um, leave it here with us? 179 00:21:52,979 --> 00:21:55,615 And when I get the part, I'll call you for an estimate. Yeah? 180 00:21:57,117 --> 00:21:58,351 I don't know my number. 181 00:21:59,519 --> 00:22:00,720 I mean, it's just business. 182 00:22:01,488 --> 00:22:04,691 No. I-- I really don't know my number. 183 00:22:08,862 --> 00:22:13,800 Um, how about you, uh-- How about this? How about, uh, you call me, 184 00:22:14,300 --> 00:22:16,360 and your number will show up. Okay? 185 00:22:17,170 --> 00:22:18,571 Can I-- Can I see your phone? 186 00:22:19,105 --> 00:22:21,441 So what I'ma do is I'ma call me, right? 187 00:22:22,542 --> 00:22:25,378 And that way, my number will show up, all right? Simple as that. 188 00:22:26,312 --> 00:22:27,547 It's Aucoin. 189 00:22:28,181 --> 00:22:29,382 -Thank you. -Mm-hmm. 190 00:22:36,322 --> 00:22:39,325 -[rap-rock playing] -[people on street chattering] 191 00:22:51,171 --> 00:22:53,139 [rap-rock fades] 192 00:22:55,909 --> 00:22:59,312 [panting] 193 00:23:05,952 --> 00:23:09,890 Hey, '85 Scottsdale, you okay? 194 00:23:10,724 --> 00:23:11,725 I'm fine. 195 00:23:12,726 --> 00:23:14,861 I mean, it's real hot out. You want a ride? 196 00:23:17,197 --> 00:23:18,198 Where you headed? 197 00:23:18,264 --> 00:23:20,330 Just down near Tchoup and Bordeaux. 198 00:23:21,901 --> 00:23:24,371 -Gonna get a sno-ball? -[chuckles] No. 199 00:23:26,406 --> 00:23:29,275 -Shit, maybe. -[both chuckle] 200 00:23:34,414 --> 00:23:36,149 Hey, you wanna play some music? 201 00:23:37,517 --> 00:23:38,918 You can pick whatever CD you like. 202 00:23:45,458 --> 00:23:46,526 [rhythm and blues song playing] 203 00:23:46,593 --> 00:23:49,462 [chuckles] My grandma used to play this record. She-- 204 00:23:49,562 --> 00:23:52,980 Ooh, man, she loved her some Ernie. 205 00:23:52,832 --> 00:23:55,602 [scoffs] He's making a joke out of the blues though. 206 00:23:56,169 --> 00:23:59,706 -You grew up here? -Yeah, born and raised. You? 207 00:24:01,700 --> 00:24:02,800 Same. 208 00:24:02,609 --> 00:24:04,411 -Where you go to high school? -Newman. 209 00:24:04,944 --> 00:24:09,449 -Ooh. [chuckles] -[laughs] I had a scholarship. [chuckles] 210 00:24:10,150 --> 00:24:11,718 I went to De La Salle. 211 00:24:13,653 --> 00:24:14,587 Aucoin, right? 212 00:24:15,588 --> 00:24:17,490 You know, most people, they just call me James. 213 00:24:18,291 --> 00:24:20,660 I knew a Jess Aucoin that went to De La Salle. 214 00:24:21,394 --> 00:24:22,829 That would be my sister. 215 00:24:22,929 --> 00:24:26,990 I played against her in basketball. She was tough. 216 00:24:37,510 --> 00:24:38,745 The weirdest thing about this song 217 00:24:38,812 --> 00:24:41,114 is that he actually got buried with his mother-in-law. 218 00:24:41,181 --> 00:24:43,183 -[both chuckle] -Down on Claiborne. [chuckles] 219 00:24:43,283 --> 00:24:44,284 That's ironic. 220 00:24:45,819 --> 00:24:46,820 -[CD skipping] -Oh. 221 00:24:47,854 --> 00:24:48,688 [James] Shoot. 222 00:24:48,788 --> 00:24:50,990 I guess that's why people don't buy CDs anymore. 223 00:24:51,570 --> 00:24:53,693 Know what? Uh… [sighs] …I'm old-school, so… 224 00:24:53,793 --> 00:24:57,163 -[funk song playing] -Yeah. [hums] 225 00:25:02,469 --> 00:25:03,470 You know this one, right? 226 00:25:05,380 --> 00:25:08,174 -"Here Come the Girls"? -[chuckles] That's it. That's it. 227 00:25:09,209 --> 00:25:10,210 Okay, Newman. 228 00:25:39,472 --> 00:25:40,473 All right. 229 00:25:41,641 --> 00:25:44,744 First you scrub, then you use your skimmer. 230 00:25:44,844 --> 00:25:47,470 Get all your flowers and leaves off the surface. 231 00:25:47,113 --> 00:25:49,182 Then you get your leaf rake. That's the heavy net. 232 00:25:49,249 --> 00:25:51,818 You get all your rocks, twigs, acorns. 233 00:25:51,885 --> 00:25:54,387 Stuff that'll clog your main drain and damage your pump. 234 00:25:54,487 --> 00:25:57,590 Hey, you-- you okay? Can you handle all of that? 235 00:25:57,691 --> 00:25:59,559 Yeah. Uh, main drain… 236 00:25:59,659 --> 00:26:03,229 All right, good. So then you're gonna empty the drains. 237 00:26:04,300 --> 00:26:06,666 And the drains are serious. 238 00:26:07,267 --> 00:26:09,903 -[gate opens] -You don't know what's in those drains. 239 00:26:10,470 --> 00:26:14,140 You can tell a lot about a person 'cause of what's in their pool drains. 240 00:26:16,900 --> 00:26:19,879 [groans, sighs] You really gotta give it some more muscle. 241 00:26:23,216 --> 00:26:24,217 There you go. 242 00:26:25,850 --> 00:26:27,887 People treat their pools like shit. [groans] 243 00:26:28,388 --> 00:26:31,291 Out of chlorine. Grabbing some from the truck. 244 00:26:35,595 --> 00:26:36,596 [sighs] 245 00:26:39,799 --> 00:26:41,868 You think you can handle this on your own? 246 00:26:42,435 --> 00:26:43,303 Yes, sir. 247 00:26:43,403 --> 00:26:45,638 [employee] Great. Then you can start with Octavia Street tomorrow. 248 00:26:56,349 --> 00:27:00,186 [Lynsey's mom] Just come over after then. Yes, baby. 249 00:27:00,987 --> 00:27:03,156 [Lynsey's mom scoffs] Okay. I'll see you later. 250 00:27:05,625 --> 00:27:08,795 Oh, you're in here. [inhales deeply] I didn't see the truck. 251 00:27:09,896 --> 00:27:10,897 It's at the shop. 252 00:27:11,364 --> 00:27:13,833 What's wrong with it? What's it gonna cost? 253 00:27:13,933 --> 00:27:16,202 Don't worry about it. I'll-- I'll pay for it. 254 00:27:16,936 --> 00:27:18,138 That's not what I meant. 255 00:27:20,507 --> 00:27:21,941 Um, how you feeling? 256 00:27:23,209 --> 00:27:25,612 Good. Okay. I'm good. 257 00:27:26,546 --> 00:27:29,949 Come sit with me awhile? I could use a drink. 258 00:27:31,685 --> 00:27:32,686 [sighs] 259 00:27:35,855 --> 00:27:37,230 You tired? 260 00:27:38,224 --> 00:27:39,225 Yeah. 261 00:27:41,227 --> 00:27:42,228 Right. 262 00:28:12,959 --> 00:28:14,661 [cell phone vibrates] 263 00:28:23,436 --> 00:28:25,572 [James] Hello? Anybody home? 264 00:28:26,172 --> 00:28:27,574 [Lynsey] I'm back here, James. 265 00:28:33,460 --> 00:28:34,514 Damn, this place is nice. 266 00:28:35,682 --> 00:28:38,284 -I ain't gonna get shot, am I? -[chuckles] Not today. 267 00:28:38,818 --> 00:28:40,553 -Owners are out of town. -Ah. 268 00:28:42,922 --> 00:28:44,391 -Thanks. -Mmm, you're welcome. 269 00:28:47,527 --> 00:28:49,896 -Do you wanna sit down? -Yeah. 270 00:28:59,773 --> 00:29:00,774 Do you swim? 271 00:29:05,450 --> 00:29:08,114 [groans] Not exactly, no. 272 00:29:08,748 --> 00:29:12,252 -I saw it in your walk. -Mm-hmm, I get around okay. 273 00:29:13,787 --> 00:29:14,788 Did you serve? 274 00:29:16,122 --> 00:29:19,225 No. [exhales heavily] I take it you did? 275 00:29:20,393 --> 00:29:22,729 Something like that. I just got back. 276 00:29:24,640 --> 00:29:25,650 How's it going? 277 00:29:27,667 --> 00:29:30,470 -[chuckles] Yeah. -Yeah. 278 00:29:33,406 --> 00:29:34,908 [doctor] And look straight up. 279 00:29:41,470 --> 00:29:42,248 And now the left. 280 00:29:46,860 --> 00:29:47,870 Very good. 281 00:29:49,550 --> 00:29:55,795 So, Ativan, Cymbalta, Depakote, Vicodin and a brain injury. 282 00:29:57,797 --> 00:30:00,233 From which you appear to be recovering extremely well. 283 00:30:01,935 --> 00:30:04,671 With brain injuries, there are never any guarantees. 284 00:30:05,305 --> 00:30:08,241 I'm feeling pretty good. In fact, I'd like to know 285 00:30:08,308 --> 00:30:12,445 what would happen if I stopped taking the medication? 286 00:30:12,512 --> 00:30:17,830 You'd be a high risk of seizure, anxiety, withdrawal and depression. 287 00:30:17,150 --> 00:30:18,151 I feel fine. 288 00:30:19,185 --> 00:30:22,422 Is it possible you feel fine because of the Cymbalta? 289 00:30:25,158 --> 00:30:28,128 Could you explain to me what caused the brain injury? 290 00:30:30,897 --> 00:30:33,133 from an explosion while traveling in a vehicle." 291 00:30:34,334 --> 00:30:35,468 That's what caused it. 292 00:30:35,969 --> 00:30:39,205 But I want to hear your account of what happened. 293 00:30:40,774 --> 00:30:45,345 I'm just asking to come off these meds. I've never been medicated before, 294 00:30:45,445 --> 00:30:48,281 and I don't intend to be for the rest of my life. 295 00:30:48,348 --> 00:30:50,250 Lynsey, if you're looking for a neurologist 296 00:30:50,316 --> 00:30:53,887 who will give and take prescriptions like candies, I'm not the guy. 297 00:31:01,428 --> 00:31:03,463 I work for the Army Corps of Engineers. 298 00:31:03,530 --> 00:31:07,233 I specialize in water systems. I'd been deployed to work on a dam. 299 00:31:08,680 --> 00:31:12,472 Dam is a 20-minute drive from base. Three-vehicle convoy. 300 00:31:13,807 --> 00:31:16,543 Ten minutes from base, the lead vehicle explodes. 301 00:31:17,444 --> 00:31:21,848 I see it from the front window. And then my vehicle explodes. 302 00:31:23,817 --> 00:31:26,519 At first I don't really know what happened, 303 00:31:27,620 --> 00:31:32,325 um, but the guy next to me, a sergeant, is on fire. 304 00:31:33,560 --> 00:31:37,997 Flames up his legs and on his chest, and he's beating them. 305 00:31:45,105 --> 00:31:47,374 [smacks lips] I can't see. I can't breathe. 306 00:31:49,709 --> 00:31:54,114 Eventually, someone gets the rear door open, 307 00:31:55,815 --> 00:31:57,450 and some guys start getting out. 308 00:31:58,510 --> 00:32:02,550 I see the sunlight, so I try to move towards it. 309 00:32:03,323 --> 00:32:07,460 But there's gunshots everywhere, and the guys who are getting out are getting shot. 310 00:32:08,695 --> 00:32:13,867 They're just getting out, falling over. Um, so I can't get out. 311 00:32:14,567 --> 00:32:21,241 [inhales deeply] But I need to get out because the guy next to me is on fire. 312 00:32:25,145 --> 00:32:28,248 Then I black out, and I wake up in the hospital. 313 00:32:28,348 --> 00:32:32,752 And they told me that the detonation caused my brain to start bleeding. 314 00:32:36,356 --> 00:32:39,426 Does that help your diagnosis? 315 00:32:40,930 --> 00:32:42,962 [doctor] It does. Thank you for your candor. 316 00:32:48,168 --> 00:32:49,736 Tell me, how are you sleeping? 317 00:32:54,374 --> 00:32:55,375 Not great. 318 00:33:07,587 --> 00:33:08,588 Hi. 319 00:33:10,457 --> 00:33:11,458 Hi. 320 00:33:17,297 --> 00:33:18,531 [Lynsey] You got food. 321 00:33:24,771 --> 00:33:26,906 Do you know how many times I've refinanced this place? 322 00:33:26,973 --> 00:33:27,974 [Lynsey] Three. 323 00:33:29,750 --> 00:33:32,112 [tap running] 324 00:33:32,212 --> 00:33:36,983 I talked to Debbie. [exhales heavily] They need someone in the office upstairs. 325 00:33:38,251 --> 00:33:41,221 We could take breaks together. That might be nice. 326 00:33:42,956 --> 00:33:45,258 I have a job. I'm-- I-- I got a job. 327 00:33:45,825 --> 00:33:46,926 You did? Doing what? 328 00:33:46,993 --> 00:33:48,395 Cleaning pools. 329 00:33:49,329 --> 00:33:51,865 [scoffs] What are you doing? 330 00:33:52,499 --> 00:33:55,702 [clicks tongue] Pools. I'm cleaning them. 331 00:33:55,802 --> 00:33:58,638 You'd rather work in 109-degree heat 332 00:33:58,705 --> 00:34:01,541 than in an air-conditioned office in a department store? 333 00:34:01,641 --> 00:34:02,976 I told Debbie you'd meet with her. 334 00:34:03,430 --> 00:34:05,612 I told her all about you. How smart you are. How beautiful. 335 00:34:06,980 --> 00:34:09,150 I can't work in an office right now. 336 00:34:09,115 --> 00:34:12,519 Of course you can. It's a good job. Has insurance. 337 00:34:15,288 --> 00:34:18,191 I can't stare at a screen all day. 338 00:34:18,291 --> 00:34:20,460 [Lynsey's mom] Just try it. I know it's not your dream job, 339 00:34:20,527 --> 00:34:22,462 but you don't wanna clean pools forever either. 340 00:34:22,529 --> 00:34:24,631 It's just temporary until I can go back. 341 00:34:25,498 --> 00:34:26,866 [Lynsey's mom] What do you mean "back"? 342 00:34:32,372 --> 00:34:33,373 Are you kidding me? 343 00:34:35,208 --> 00:34:38,712 When were you gonna tell me that? Wait, will they even take you back? 344 00:34:40,246 --> 00:34:42,615 -[clicks tongue] I'm gonna try. -In the shape you're in? 345 00:34:44,884 --> 00:34:46,190 It's not your problem. 346 00:34:46,860 --> 00:34:48,688 It is my problem when I get a call in the middle of the night 347 00:34:48,788 --> 00:34:52,920 from some doctor in Germany telling me my kid got blown up. 348 00:34:52,192 --> 00:34:54,940 I'm fine. I'll-- I'll be fine. 349 00:34:54,627 --> 00:34:55,729 Okay, Lynsey. 350 00:34:57,263 --> 00:35:01,668 You're here for a visit, so visit. How are you? 351 00:35:04,938 --> 00:35:08,410 I'm not feeling very well. [breathing heavily] 352 00:35:15,949 --> 00:35:19,520 [retching, coughing] 353 00:35:23,690 --> 00:35:26,760 [breathing shakily] 354 00:35:26,860 --> 00:35:27,861 [music playing faintly] 355 00:35:27,927 --> 00:35:29,596 [Lynsey's mom, Ted speaking indistinctly] 356 00:35:29,696 --> 00:35:31,264 [Lynsey's mom] I told you that in confidence. 357 00:35:31,364 --> 00:35:33,666 [Ted laughs] 358 00:35:34,434 --> 00:35:37,103 -[Lynsey's mom laughs] -[Ted speaks indistinctly] 359 00:36:16,776 --> 00:36:18,778 -Careful of that corner. Mm-hmm. -[Lynsey] Thanks. 360 00:36:19,979 --> 00:36:21,614 [James] All right. [grunts] 361 00:36:23,283 --> 00:36:27,454 -Now this way. -[James panting, grunting] 362 00:36:32,459 --> 00:36:35,929 -Yeah. -[breathlessly] Yeah. Okay. 363 00:36:38,298 --> 00:36:39,966 Hey, how much you pay for this thing? 364 00:36:40,567 --> 00:36:41,568 Fifty bucks. 365 00:36:43,360 --> 00:36:46,390 It's brutal, but I have to pass a test to get back to work. 366 00:36:46,139 --> 00:36:47,974 You got to pass a test to clean pools? 367 00:36:48,575 --> 00:36:51,478 -[chuckles] No. My-- My old job. -Oh. 368 00:36:53,313 --> 00:36:54,314 [Lynsey] You ever use one? 369 00:36:55,181 --> 00:36:59,520 Went to PT a couple times. I ain't been to the gym in a while though. 370 00:36:59,152 --> 00:37:00,153 Me either. 371 00:37:02,880 --> 00:37:04,224 -Hey, what's going on with my truck? -What truck? 372 00:37:04,324 --> 00:37:06,226 [both chuckle] 373 00:37:06,326 --> 00:37:08,328 Nah, things just get busy. 374 00:37:09,329 --> 00:37:11,498 I got this white lady. She keep calling me 375 00:37:11,564 --> 00:37:14,300 to help her move gym equipment all the time. You know what I'm saying? 376 00:37:14,868 --> 00:37:16,136 Weird. 377 00:37:16,202 --> 00:37:18,838 What about you? Hmm? How the pool business going? 378 00:37:20,140 --> 00:37:21,141 It's cutthroat. 379 00:37:22,475 --> 00:37:24,878 -Really? -[chuckles] No. 380 00:37:26,813 --> 00:37:27,814 Funny. 381 00:37:29,983 --> 00:37:33,586 -Just putting it right here, right? -[Lynsey] Yeah. [grunts] That's fine. 382 00:37:33,687 --> 00:37:35,210 -All right. -[Lynsey sighs] 383 00:37:35,555 --> 00:37:38,191 Okay. Don't get all Navy SEAL and overdo it, all right? It's hot. 384 00:37:38,258 --> 00:37:41,561 -[Lynsey scoffs] I can handle the heat. -[scoffs] All right. 385 00:37:41,661 --> 00:37:43,797 -[Lynsey sighs] Thank you. -[sighs] Anytime. 386 00:37:48,334 --> 00:37:49,569 Yeah. All right. 387 00:37:51,705 --> 00:37:54,674 Hey, you wanna get a burger or something? 388 00:37:54,741 --> 00:37:58,712 Absolutely. I was gonna say the s-- same thing. I just didn't wanna suggest that. 389 00:37:58,812 --> 00:38:01,581 I didn't want to be weird or anything. So, your treat, right? 390 00:38:02,820 --> 00:38:03,850 -I wasn't thinking that… -All right. 391 00:38:03,917 --> 00:38:05,452 -I mean, I did just move… -[Lynsey chuckles] 392 00:38:05,552 --> 00:38:08,210 …a rowing machine for you. [chuckles] 393 00:38:08,880 --> 00:38:10,290 -[music playing] -[bar patrons chattering] 394 00:38:10,390 --> 00:38:11,991 [James] Hey, you tell him I said hey? 395 00:38:12,580 --> 00:38:15,228 [bartender chuckling] Yeah. You know I will. 396 00:38:15,729 --> 00:38:17,697 -[bottle clanks] -That's on me, James. 397 00:38:17,764 --> 00:38:19,566 What you talking about, sugar? It's always on you. 398 00:38:19,632 --> 00:38:21,835 -[laughs] -Not always. [laughs] 399 00:38:21,901 --> 00:38:23,103 [James laughs] 400 00:38:23,770 --> 00:38:26,639 -Thanks. -Yeah. She went to school with my mama. 401 00:38:26,740 --> 00:38:29,776 -Oh. -[chuckles, swallows] 402 00:38:31,378 --> 00:38:33,780 -So you really don't drink at all? -Huh? 403 00:38:34,481 --> 00:38:36,490 You really don't drink at all? 404 00:38:36,916 --> 00:38:37,917 I haven't tried. 405 00:38:38,551 --> 00:38:39,786 You ain't never tried a beer? 406 00:38:39,886 --> 00:38:43,590 No. Not since I've been back. I'm-- I'm kind of on a lot of medication. 407 00:38:44,624 --> 00:38:47,460 Hmm. [smacks lips] What kind of medication? 408 00:38:48,862 --> 00:38:51,431 Like, "don't-shoot-yourself-in-the-head" kind of medication. 409 00:38:52,298 --> 00:38:53,299 Okay. 410 00:38:54,667 --> 00:38:58,405 You mean like, uh, pain pills? Crazy pills? Happy pills? 411 00:38:59,390 --> 00:39:01,241 -So far, just pain and crazy. -Oh. 412 00:39:01,775 --> 00:39:03,576 -[bro] Hey, can I buy you a beer? -What? 413 00:39:03,643 --> 00:39:06,146 [bro] You are really beautiful. Can I buy you a beer? 414 00:39:06,646 --> 00:39:08,948 -I'm okay. Thank you. -[bro] Come on. Have a beer with me. 415 00:39:09,490 --> 00:39:11,151 You're in a bar drinking root beer. We're in New Orleans. 416 00:39:11,251 --> 00:39:12,652 I think she said no, bro. 417 00:39:14,320 --> 00:39:16,560 Hey, I'll buy you a beer too, bro. 418 00:39:16,122 --> 00:39:17,590 Deaf and blind. 419 00:39:17,657 --> 00:39:20,260 Uh, no, because, uh, I already got a beer. 420 00:39:20,760 --> 00:39:24,640 And, uh, you know, my girl said no. 421 00:39:24,130 --> 00:39:27,167 I'm-- I'm not picking up that vibe. [stammers] Are you his girl? 422 00:39:27,801 --> 00:39:29,502 I'm really sorry. I have a boyfriend. 423 00:39:30,300 --> 00:39:32,639 [chuckles] Wait, wait. So she's your girl, and she has a boyfriend? 424 00:39:32,706 --> 00:39:36,843 Yeah, that's exactly right. She my girl, and she got a boyfriend. 425 00:39:37,644 --> 00:39:39,379 That okay with you, bro? 426 00:39:40,447 --> 00:39:43,683 -[groans] Don't shoot me for trying. -Hey, you have a good night. 427 00:39:44,918 --> 00:39:46,119 [scoffs] Stupid. 428 00:39:46,986 --> 00:39:49,689 Look, I know you're not my girl. 429 00:39:49,789 --> 00:39:52,250 -Do you know what I mean? I mean, I-- -It's fine. 430 00:39:52,125 --> 00:39:54,260 -[sighs] All right. -[chuckles] 431 00:39:55,462 --> 00:39:58,310 [smacks lips] Uh, I didn't know you had a boyfriend. 432 00:39:58,531 --> 00:40:00,330 Oh, I don't have a boyfriend. 433 00:40:01,201 --> 00:40:03,300 -[James] Hmm. -Are you with anybody? 434 00:40:04,904 --> 00:40:10,110 Nah. Uh… I was engaged. Once. 435 00:40:11,378 --> 00:40:12,812 What happened? 436 00:40:14,647 --> 00:40:16,116 [smacks lips] Lost my leg. 437 00:40:25,580 --> 00:40:26,659 Can I try a sip of your beer? 438 00:40:29,362 --> 00:40:31,331 -You sure? -Yeah. 439 00:40:47,313 --> 00:40:49,349 -Thanks. -Yeah. Last one. 440 00:40:59,250 --> 00:40:59,926 [exhales heavily] 441 00:41:01,961 --> 00:41:04,264 -Um, I wanted to say… -[sighs] 442 00:41:04,364 --> 00:41:07,330 …that thing about me not having a boyfriend-- 443 00:41:07,100 --> 00:41:10,170 -Hey. Look. Nah, I-- I just, uh-- -No. Well, let me just-- 444 00:41:11,171 --> 00:41:15,909 Um, I don't have boyfriends. I have girlfriends. 445 00:41:16,910 --> 00:41:21,715 I mean, not right now, but when I do, that's what I have. 446 00:41:23,183 --> 00:41:26,119 -Okay. Uh, I wasn't, uh-- -No, I know-- I know what you were doing, 447 00:41:26,219 --> 00:41:27,587 and I really appreciate it. 448 00:41:28,880 --> 00:41:33,930 I'm just telling you that because now you know that about me. 449 00:41:36,963 --> 00:41:42,602 Okay. Well… Okay. It's cool. 450 00:41:46,720 --> 00:41:50,844 -Thank you? [chuckles] -[chuckles] You're welcome. [chuckles] 451 00:41:50,944 --> 00:41:53,546 It's all good. It's all good. 452 00:41:54,414 --> 00:41:57,684 [hip hop music playing] 453 00:42:04,791 --> 00:42:06,626 You know, I've never actually tried weed. 454 00:42:07,560 --> 00:42:08,561 Are you serious? 455 00:42:09,396 --> 00:42:11,564 I mean, my brother did enough drugs for the both of us. 456 00:42:12,320 --> 00:42:13,330 Ah, yeah? 457 00:42:15,101 --> 00:42:18,238 Crack, meth, household detergent. 458 00:42:18,304 --> 00:42:19,806 [snorts, chuckles] 459 00:42:19,873 --> 00:42:23,777 Some alchemy he read online. Didn't work. Burned his lung. 460 00:42:24,511 --> 00:42:25,512 Damn. 461 00:42:30,650 --> 00:42:33,186 -What happened to your leg? -[chuckles] Sheesh. 462 00:42:33,286 --> 00:42:36,790 -I really didn't see that coming. -[chuckles] Well, what happened to it? 463 00:42:41,327 --> 00:42:44,164 [sighs] I was in a car accident. 464 00:42:48,168 --> 00:42:51,137 I got in a car accident with-- with Jess… 465 00:42:52,439 --> 00:42:56,976 [clicks tongue] …and her son, my nephew, Antoine. 466 00:42:57,911 --> 00:42:59,120 On the Causeway. 467 00:43:02,382 --> 00:43:06,152 I remember… [clicks tongue] …looking in my rearview mirror, 468 00:43:06,653 --> 00:43:09,550 and I could see Jess's face. 469 00:43:11,391 --> 00:43:13,660 I just remember looking in her eyes. [groans] 470 00:43:16,363 --> 00:43:18,640 It was like she was saying bye. 471 00:43:19,320 --> 00:43:20,330 Like, 472 00:43:21,735 --> 00:43:22,902 "See you later." 473 00:43:25,672 --> 00:43:28,410 And then, um, I kind of wake up. 474 00:43:28,108 --> 00:43:30,377 And I just feel this pressing into me, 475 00:43:30,477 --> 00:43:33,580 like this really hard, hard pressing. Really hard. 476 00:43:33,680 --> 00:43:37,830 And, uh, it turns out the car was bent out of shape. 477 00:43:38,485 --> 00:43:39,486 And I'm bent with it. 478 00:43:41,870 --> 00:43:42,822 And this leg… [clicks tongue] 479 00:43:42,889 --> 00:43:49,950 …this leg is so ****ed up that I could look down 480 00:43:49,195 --> 00:43:51,831 and the sole of my shoe is looking right back at me. 481 00:43:51,898 --> 00:43:55,835 And then there's these people screaming outside the car. 482 00:43:59,572 --> 00:44:00,573 Not inside. 483 00:44:03,510 --> 00:44:04,511 Did Jess die? 484 00:44:07,881 --> 00:44:08,882 Nah. 485 00:44:11,918 --> 00:44:13,153 Nah, not Jess. 486 00:44:16,222 --> 00:44:17,457 I'm so sorry. 487 00:44:22,529 --> 00:44:23,697 [blowing] Yep. 488 00:45:01,267 --> 00:45:02,836 Hey, you good? 489 00:45:04,738 --> 00:45:06,973 [breathes deeply] 490 00:45:10,977 --> 00:45:14,681 Hey, look, if it get dark, now, you just-- you just ride it. Okay? 491 00:45:15,515 --> 00:45:16,516 -Yeah. -Yeah. 492 00:45:19,119 --> 00:45:20,587 -How do I do that? -[chuckles] 493 00:45:21,955 --> 00:45:25,959 That's-- All right. Uh… [sucks teeth] …what's dark? 494 00:45:26,260 --> 00:45:28,280 -[James clears throat] -Being back here. 495 00:45:29,295 --> 00:45:31,131 So you don't got love for this city? 496 00:45:31,197 --> 00:45:32,799 It's not the city. 497 00:45:32,866 --> 00:45:34,100 Then what is it? 498 00:45:36,770 --> 00:45:37,771 It's that house. 499 00:45:39,390 --> 00:45:41,574 So many nights sitting at that kitchen table, 500 00:45:41,675 --> 00:45:43,376 and my brother would be nodding off. 501 00:45:43,476 --> 00:45:49,150 And my mom would say, "Oh, poor thing. He's so tired." 502 00:45:50,550 --> 00:45:51,551 I miss him. 503 00:45:54,788 --> 00:45:57,190 He and I were both trapped in that house. 504 00:45:59,359 --> 00:46:01,127 But I'm the only one that made it out. 505 00:46:04,230 --> 00:46:05,565 [sighs] 506 00:46:05,665 --> 00:46:08,368 Anyway. And then I just-- I just never thought I would come back here. 507 00:46:09,736 --> 00:46:11,204 But then I got blown up. 508 00:46:11,271 --> 00:46:13,273 You got-- What? You got blown up? 509 00:46:14,174 --> 00:46:15,175 IED. 510 00:46:29,890 --> 00:46:31,910 [music playing faintly] 511 00:46:43,937 --> 00:46:45,105 -[horn honks] -[gasps] 512 00:46:46,539 --> 00:46:47,540 [tires squeal] 513 00:47:21,775 --> 00:47:24,110 -Oh, shit! [chuckles] -Oh. [chuckling] 514 00:47:24,210 --> 00:47:25,211 Thank you. 515 00:47:28,615 --> 00:47:29,616 [door closes] 516 00:47:31,951 --> 00:47:33,953 [tap running] 517 00:47:36,823 --> 00:47:37,824 [Lynsey] Okay. Well… 518 00:47:37,924 --> 00:47:38,925 [water stops running] 519 00:47:38,992 --> 00:47:41,127 [James breathes heavily] 520 00:47:41,227 --> 00:47:42,228 What's the rush? 521 00:47:44,230 --> 00:47:45,498 [James chuckles] 522 00:47:47,100 --> 00:47:48,468 [James sighs] 523 00:47:50,700 --> 00:47:51,104 You in a rush? 524 00:47:51,838 --> 00:47:52,839 [Lynsey] No. 525 00:47:54,107 --> 00:47:55,608 Me neither. [chuckles] 526 00:47:56,109 --> 00:47:57,110 -[Lynsey] Thanks. -Mm-hmm. 527 00:47:57,944 --> 00:48:00,313 [sniffles, sighs] 528 00:48:05,352 --> 00:48:06,353 [James yawns] 529 00:48:13,126 --> 00:48:15,362 [James grunting, sighing] 530 00:48:25,638 --> 00:48:26,806 [Lynsey] It's a nice house. 531 00:48:28,208 --> 00:48:29,209 Big. 532 00:48:29,709 --> 00:48:32,979 Yeah. It's too big for me. You think? 533 00:48:34,848 --> 00:48:36,649 I got nothing against big houses. 534 00:48:38,485 --> 00:48:41,287 [clicks tongue] Yeah. It was the family home. 535 00:48:42,220 --> 00:48:43,230 You grew up here? 536 00:48:43,123 --> 00:48:44,591 No, no, no. 537 00:48:45,458 --> 00:48:48,762 Me and Jess bought it… [sucks teeth] …after my mama died. 538 00:48:50,463 --> 00:48:52,932 Just… [sighs] …living here together. 539 00:48:54,334 --> 00:49:00,206 Three years of me, her, Antoine. [chuckles] 540 00:49:03,143 --> 00:49:04,144 It was, uh… 541 00:49:18,692 --> 00:49:19,693 Good. 542 00:49:24,798 --> 00:49:25,965 You stayed? 543 00:49:27,167 --> 00:49:28,635 Jess moved out, and I-- 544 00:49:31,710 --> 00:49:32,906 Yeah, I did. I stayed. 545 00:49:39,379 --> 00:49:42,215 My mom stayed in the house we all shared. 546 00:49:43,650 --> 00:49:45,850 She's the only one left. 547 00:49:45,185 --> 00:49:47,530 I don't know what you're talking about. 548 00:49:50,423 --> 00:49:53,590 I don't think it's healthy. Staying. 549 00:49:54,394 --> 00:49:57,530 For her? Or for me? 550 00:50:01,601 --> 00:50:03,300 Actually, me. [chuckles] 551 00:50:03,103 --> 00:50:07,607 [chuckles] Hmm. 552 00:50:12,479 --> 00:50:16,983 Uh, you know you don't-- [sighs] You don't have to live with your mother. 553 00:50:19,152 --> 00:50:21,955 Mm-mmm. Could move in here. 554 00:50:22,220 --> 00:50:23,256 -[chuckles] -What? 555 00:50:24,290 --> 00:50:25,492 [James] Yeah, move in. 556 00:50:26,326 --> 00:50:28,128 You got your own room. [grunts] 557 00:50:28,228 --> 00:50:31,331 You know how many rooms I got? I wouldn't even know you was here. 558 00:50:35,301 --> 00:50:36,302 I don't think that's-- 559 00:50:36,403 --> 00:50:39,406 I'm not-- not h-hitting on you or nothing. I'm just-- 560 00:50:40,507 --> 00:50:43,443 I know. But you're drunk. 561 00:50:44,477 --> 00:50:47,130 -That's true. [chuckles] -[chuckles] 562 00:50:48,480 --> 00:50:50,984 [breathes deeply] 563 00:50:51,510 --> 00:50:53,586 It would just be nice to have someone around. 564 00:50:54,988 --> 00:50:55,989 Hmm. 565 00:50:56,890 --> 00:50:59,626 Have coffee together in the morning. 566 00:51:00,160 --> 00:51:02,280 You know, smoke in the evening. 567 00:51:04,431 --> 00:51:05,799 Cook together sometimes. 568 00:51:10,236 --> 00:51:11,604 It's what we used to do. 569 00:51:21,481 --> 00:51:22,482 [James sighs] 570 00:51:25,452 --> 00:51:26,453 Hey. 571 00:51:28,188 --> 00:51:30,256 It's-- It's whatever. Hmm. 572 00:51:33,626 --> 00:51:36,196 Hmm. Thank you for the ride. 573 00:51:36,830 --> 00:51:37,831 Sure. 574 00:51:59,185 --> 00:52:02,188 [slow-tempo pop music playing] 575 00:52:12,832 --> 00:52:14,100 Please don't judge me. 576 00:52:14,734 --> 00:52:16,360 I'm not judging you. 577 00:52:19,105 --> 00:52:20,106 Where you been? 578 00:52:20,607 --> 00:52:21,608 Out with a friend. 579 00:52:22,242 --> 00:52:23,443 Have you been drinking? 580 00:52:24,844 --> 00:52:26,212 A little, maybe. 581 00:52:26,846 --> 00:52:27,847 Lynsey. 582 00:52:28,782 --> 00:52:30,617 I thought you were the responsible one. 583 00:52:30,717 --> 00:52:32,519 I am the responsible one. 584 00:52:33,860 --> 00:52:35,522 Just don't turn into your aunt Leslie. [chuckles] 585 00:52:35,588 --> 00:52:38,224 Or anyone from my family. 586 00:52:39,159 --> 00:52:40,593 Or your father's side. 587 00:52:41,928 --> 00:52:42,929 Okay, Mom. 588 00:52:43,596 --> 00:52:44,864 [Lynsey's mom] You hungry? 589 00:52:44,931 --> 00:52:46,700 I just had a burger. 590 00:52:46,766 --> 00:52:47,934 "I just had a burger." 591 00:52:51,404 --> 00:52:56,900 You used to be the funniest little kid, then you became so serious. 592 00:53:02,582 --> 00:53:03,817 Ah, you're probably tired. 593 00:53:07,354 --> 00:53:08,621 You got work tomorrow? 594 00:53:12,425 --> 00:53:13,460 This is luxury. 595 00:53:13,560 --> 00:53:15,628 [Lynsey chuckles] 596 00:53:15,729 --> 00:53:18,164 [laughs] 597 00:53:25,972 --> 00:53:27,340 So, what are your doctors saying? 598 00:53:27,841 --> 00:53:29,642 My next appointment's on the 22nd. 599 00:53:32,120 --> 00:53:33,179 I'll drive you. 600 00:53:34,140 --> 00:53:35,382 Oh, you don't have to do that. 601 00:53:35,482 --> 00:53:38,752 No, I wanna. They treat you better if you have someone with you. 602 00:53:38,818 --> 00:53:41,921 They know somebody cares about you, so you must not be too awful. 603 00:53:43,323 --> 00:53:46,659 -You sure? -Yes! Is it that unbelievable? 604 00:53:46,760 --> 00:53:47,761 Sorry. 605 00:53:49,950 --> 00:53:50,960 Thank you. 606 00:53:51,131 --> 00:53:53,967 Aren't your **** sweating? Get your *** in this pool. 607 00:53:54,340 --> 00:53:55,350 [chuckles] 608 00:53:55,135 --> 00:53:57,303 It's good for you. It'll relax you. 609 00:54:04,440 --> 00:54:06,212 -Ah, geez, don't get in all at once. -[Lynsey chuckles] 610 00:54:06,312 --> 00:54:07,947 [Lynsey's mom laughs] 611 00:54:09,549 --> 00:54:11,584 Oh. [chuckles] 612 00:54:17,657 --> 00:54:21,528 Ah! [laughing] 613 00:54:26,966 --> 00:54:27,967 [Lynsey's mom sighs] 614 00:54:39,913 --> 00:54:40,914 What? 615 00:54:42,749 --> 00:54:44,417 Why did you go so far away? 616 00:54:47,454 --> 00:54:48,822 I don't know. I wanted to. 617 00:54:50,230 --> 00:54:53,590 But why? Why'd you wanna? 618 00:54:55,762 --> 00:54:56,930 A lot of reasons. 619 00:55:00,660 --> 00:55:01,234 Any you want to share? 620 00:55:03,403 --> 00:55:04,404 No. 621 00:55:10,110 --> 00:55:11,611 You just couldn't stand it here? 622 00:55:16,950 --> 00:55:18,218 You can tell me the truth. 623 00:55:21,755 --> 00:55:22,756 No, I couldn't. 624 00:55:31,297 --> 00:55:33,633 When I was your age, I couldn't stay in one place either. 625 00:55:35,935 --> 00:55:36,936 I get you. 626 00:55:41,808 --> 00:55:42,809 I really do. 627 00:55:53,820 --> 00:55:55,822 [phone ringing] 628 00:56:03,530 --> 00:56:06,466 Time for a refill. [chuckling] 629 00:56:12,339 --> 00:56:13,340 [Lynsey chuckles] 630 00:56:15,275 --> 00:56:16,376 [phone continues ringing] 631 00:56:25,285 --> 00:56:27,620 [Lynsey's mom] Hello? Oh, hello, Ted. 632 00:56:28,788 --> 00:56:30,957 Well, that's my voice. That's what it sounds like. 633 00:56:33,126 --> 00:56:37,664 No. No. [chuckles] I'm busy. I'm having a night with my daughter. 634 00:56:38,164 --> 00:56:39,165 How was your night? 635 00:56:41,534 --> 00:56:45,372 [scoffs] Don't be cute. [sighs] 636 00:56:46,906 --> 00:56:49,442 Well, you're an idiot 'cause I don't want to see you. 637 00:56:53,113 --> 00:56:54,114 Oh, really? 638 00:56:56,182 --> 00:56:58,151 Hold on a minute. Let me move to the bedroom. 639 00:56:59,652 --> 00:57:01,154 No, I'm not doing anything. 640 00:57:49,202 --> 00:57:50,637 [gasping] 641 00:57:55,241 --> 00:57:57,770 [breathing heavily] 642 00:58:42,455 --> 00:58:45,825 Hey. Thank you. I'm so sorry. 643 00:58:45,892 --> 00:58:47,327 Don't be sorry. It's cool. 644 00:58:47,961 --> 00:58:50,463 [sighs] Stupid to think I could depend on her. 645 00:58:50,530 --> 00:58:52,198 She let you down a lot? 646 00:58:52,298 --> 00:58:55,335 Yeah. Somehow it still surprises me. 647 00:58:55,435 --> 00:58:56,836 [James chuckles] 648 00:58:57,837 --> 00:59:00,507 It's all good. Come on, we got time. 649 00:59:01,107 --> 00:59:03,977 Probably even got time to get you that sno-ball you ain't get the other day. 650 00:59:04,440 --> 00:59:05,211 You think? 651 00:59:05,311 --> 00:59:06,546 It's on me. 652 00:59:17,570 --> 00:59:18,580 Mmm, good. 653 00:59:19,693 --> 00:59:21,761 -Ah. Thank you. -Mm-hmm. 654 00:59:21,861 --> 00:59:22,929 You're welcome. 655 00:59:23,897 --> 00:59:25,832 -Is that vanilla? -Oh, yeah. 656 00:59:25,899 --> 00:59:27,670 [Lynsey chuckles] 657 00:59:27,167 --> 00:59:28,668 What? Something wrong with vanilla? 658 00:59:28,735 --> 00:59:31,838 I just didn't even know they made vanilla. 659 00:59:31,905 --> 00:59:34,740 [chuckles] Well, you got a whole rainbow in your cup. 660 00:59:34,174 --> 00:59:35,675 Yeah, that's the point. 661 00:59:38,411 --> 00:59:40,460 Hey, it's all right. I'll get you another one. 662 00:59:40,146 --> 00:59:41,548 -No, I don't want-- -I got enough-- 663 00:59:41,614 --> 00:59:45,510 No, I don't want another sno-ball. I wanna not ****ing drop shit. 664 00:59:48,355 --> 00:59:49,689 [sighs] Sorry. 665 00:59:51,358 --> 00:59:53,159 So, you drop shit. What's that about? 666 00:59:53,226 --> 00:59:56,960 I still have a few glitches from the accident. 667 00:59:57,497 --> 00:59:59,332 So that's what the doctor for? Fixing that? 668 00:59:59,399 --> 01:00:01,368 No. I mean, I'm fixed. 669 01:00:04,971 --> 01:00:05,972 [Lynsey chuckles] 670 01:00:11,770 --> 01:00:13,913 Okay. [clears throat, sighs] 671 01:00:20,754 --> 01:00:21,755 Say it. 672 01:00:23,423 --> 01:00:24,657 -It's good. -[chuckles] 673 01:00:26,393 --> 01:00:28,528 So, this doctor you going to, you just going for fun? 674 01:00:30,530 --> 01:00:32,766 No, I need him to clear me, so I can go back. 675 01:00:34,367 --> 01:00:36,569 You got blown up over there, and you wanna go back? 676 01:00:37,771 --> 01:00:39,305 I just have to get out of here. 677 01:00:40,440 --> 01:00:41,441 [James scoffs] 678 01:00:42,475 --> 01:00:45,110 And all I need is this guy to sign a piece of paper. 679 01:00:58,658 --> 01:01:00,226 We'll get you another sno-ball. 680 01:01:00,760 --> 01:01:03,263 I see you eyeing mine and I ain't sharing it no more. 681 01:01:04,798 --> 01:01:07,467 Look, I got enough cash to cover you for two more. 682 01:01:07,567 --> 01:01:09,469 After that, you on your own. 683 01:01:12,839 --> 01:01:14,874 [James] How y'all doing? Aight. That good. 684 01:01:15,608 --> 01:01:17,100 -[doctor] Headache? -No. 685 01:01:17,677 --> 01:01:19,179 -[doctor] Sleeping? -Great. 686 01:01:20,180 --> 01:01:21,581 Mood? 687 01:01:22,882 --> 01:01:26,252 Fine. Yeah. I'm good. 688 01:01:31,291 --> 01:01:34,527 I was actually thinking, it's time for me to go back. 689 01:01:35,795 --> 01:01:36,896 To the military? 690 01:01:37,430 --> 01:01:38,898 Redeploy. Yes. 691 01:01:40,166 --> 01:01:42,702 You honestly feel you have a clean bill of health? 692 01:01:42,802 --> 01:01:46,600 Yes. I have my post-deployment screening, 693 01:01:46,539 --> 01:01:50,910 my hearing test, my vision test, my scans from Nebraska. 694 01:01:51,611 --> 01:01:52,612 What's left? 695 01:01:52,679 --> 01:01:56,249 Possible risk of reinjury, compounding the TBI, 696 01:01:56,349 --> 01:01:58,485 and, above all, your mental health. 697 01:01:58,551 --> 01:02:03,490 Well, that's my risk to take, and I told you, I feel fine. 698 01:02:04,891 --> 01:02:07,360 Lynsey, smoking is linked to lung cancer. 699 01:02:07,460 --> 01:02:10,463 Extreme trauma is linked to PTSD and depression. 700 01:02:10,530 --> 01:02:12,198 In fact, the link is stronger. 701 01:02:12,699 --> 01:02:15,100 I'm not ready to sign a waiver. 702 01:02:15,635 --> 01:02:17,704 I'm the one that has to be ready. 703 01:02:18,938 --> 01:02:20,373 [Dr. Lucas] It's both of us. 704 01:02:22,575 --> 01:02:24,577 [music playing faintly inside car] 705 01:02:30,483 --> 01:02:31,818 -[engine stops] -[music stops] 706 01:02:34,821 --> 01:02:36,356 I really appreciate today. 707 01:02:37,857 --> 01:02:38,858 [James] Sure. 708 01:02:41,270 --> 01:02:43,496 I'm not working tomorrow. Do you wanna come by in the afternoon? 709 01:02:45,765 --> 01:02:46,866 Tomorrow afternoon? 710 01:02:47,367 --> 01:02:48,368 [Lynsey] You working? 711 01:02:49,269 --> 01:02:51,204 I make the schedule, so… [chuckles] 712 01:02:52,505 --> 01:02:56,409 Well, we could go to that pool on Octavia. The owners are still out of town. 713 01:02:56,509 --> 01:03:01,414 Well, I'm not much of a swimmer, so… 714 01:03:02,849 --> 01:03:04,250 We could just get high. 715 01:03:06,119 --> 01:03:07,120 Yeah, that could work. 716 01:03:07,220 --> 01:03:08,955 [both chuckle] 717 01:03:09,789 --> 01:03:10,957 It's on me. 718 01:03:11,570 --> 01:03:12,225 Oh, okay. 719 01:03:48,728 --> 01:03:50,730 [music playing faintly] 720 01:04:01,608 --> 01:04:02,609 [Lynsey] Okay. 721 01:04:05,311 --> 01:04:06,680 We're gonna get in this pool now. 722 01:04:08,148 --> 01:04:11,170 Nah. I'm still cool. 723 01:04:12,452 --> 01:04:14,220 Come on. We gotta go swimming. 724 01:04:16,322 --> 01:04:17,757 Owners are back next week. 725 01:04:20,860 --> 01:04:21,861 [sighs] 726 01:04:25,298 --> 01:04:26,966 [both chuckle] 727 01:04:30,603 --> 01:04:31,971 Feels so good. 728 01:04:32,720 --> 01:04:33,206 Mm-mmm. 729 01:04:33,740 --> 01:04:34,741 Come on. 730 01:04:37,110 --> 01:04:38,545 [chuckles] 731 01:04:39,679 --> 01:04:40,847 Yes. 732 01:04:44,451 --> 01:04:46,519 -[chuckles] -[James groans] 733 01:04:47,687 --> 01:04:50,900 [James grunts, sighs] 734 01:05:02,669 --> 01:05:04,170 [James sighing] 735 01:05:20,120 --> 01:05:21,354 [James sighs] 736 01:05:27,727 --> 01:05:28,728 [James chuckles] 737 01:05:31,398 --> 01:05:32,565 [James sighs] 738 01:05:34,534 --> 01:05:35,535 [James yelps] 739 01:05:36,136 --> 01:05:37,437 [Lynsey chuckles] 740 01:05:38,705 --> 01:05:39,706 Whoa! 741 01:05:40,674 --> 01:05:43,343 [laughs] I can't believe you actually got in. 742 01:05:43,410 --> 01:05:44,411 [whimpers] Yeah. 743 01:05:46,613 --> 01:05:47,614 [James laughs] 744 01:05:57,557 --> 01:06:00,193 [Lynsey inhales deeply, exhales sharply] 745 01:06:00,260 --> 01:06:03,396 -Damn. How long was that? -[exhales sharply] 746 01:06:03,463 --> 01:06:05,432 I used to practice holding my breath as a kid. 747 01:06:06,833 --> 01:06:08,234 What's the longest you've ever held it? 748 01:06:09,369 --> 01:06:10,403 Twenty-six years. 749 01:06:11,104 --> 01:06:13,440 -Ah, I got you beat by four years. -[Lynsey chuckles] 750 01:06:15,775 --> 01:06:17,911 -Challenge me to a race? [chuckles] -You sure about that? 751 01:06:18,110 --> 01:06:19,790 You count it off. 752 01:06:19,179 --> 01:06:21,414 -Three, two, one. -Two, one. 753 01:06:21,481 --> 01:06:23,116 [James] Oh, what the ****? [yelps] 754 01:06:23,717 --> 01:06:25,952 [James chuckling] 755 01:06:27,754 --> 01:06:28,755 [James] Oh, shit. 756 01:06:29,622 --> 01:06:32,192 -Michael Phelps! Whoo! -[Lynsey] Oh. 757 01:06:32,258 --> 01:06:33,660 [Lynsey] You didn't even try. 758 01:06:33,760 --> 01:06:36,463 [James] Well, it ain't like I got a propeller on this thing. Hmm? 759 01:06:57,150 --> 01:06:58,852 [James] I feel like I lied to you. 760 01:07:00,854 --> 01:07:01,855 When? 761 01:07:03,790 --> 01:07:05,458 When I told you about the accident. 762 01:07:07,927 --> 01:07:11,398 -[Lynsey] Lied how? -Well, not lied. [groans] 763 01:07:12,365 --> 01:07:14,768 I left something out. [sighs] 764 01:07:15,535 --> 01:07:18,838 I wasn't really clear, and it's the same thing. 765 01:07:20,173 --> 01:07:22,175 'Cause you didn't say that you were driving? 766 01:07:24,944 --> 01:07:25,945 Yeah. 767 01:07:28,448 --> 01:07:30,984 You said you saw Jess in the rearview mirror, 768 01:07:31,840 --> 01:07:32,786 so I kind of figured. 769 01:07:40,860 --> 01:07:41,895 Antoine-- 770 01:07:44,864 --> 01:07:46,366 He was sitting next to me. 771 01:07:48,568 --> 01:07:50,303 He was in the passenger seat. 772 01:07:51,571 --> 01:07:55,141 Kept saying he wanted to sit next to me in the front seat, so… 773 01:07:57,844 --> 01:07:59,346 And Jess said no, 774 01:08:01,114 --> 01:08:04,884 that he was too small and that he needed to be in the child seat. 775 01:08:08,321 --> 01:08:09,656 And I said yes. 776 01:08:12,325 --> 01:08:15,562 [clicks tongue] I said yes. [sighs] 777 01:08:19,866 --> 01:08:22,369 I thought I was supposed to say yes to shit like that. 778 01:08:26,840 --> 01:08:28,308 Give him what he asks for. 779 01:08:29,509 --> 01:08:33,913 Hmm. [inhales deeply] Spoil him. [exhales deeply] 780 01:08:34,140 --> 01:08:36,116 -You see-- Uh-- -I do. 781 01:08:36,216 --> 01:08:39,786 -[James] No, I-- -No, you don't need to s-say anything. 782 01:08:41,888 --> 01:08:45,580 [James crying, breathing heavily] 783 01:09:06,613 --> 01:09:09,315 [sighs] I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that. 784 01:09:10,316 --> 01:09:13,386 [sighs] Why'd you do it then? 785 01:09:16,189 --> 01:09:18,792 -I just felt so bad for you. -[James sighs] 786 01:09:21,261 --> 01:09:22,562 [James sighs] 787 01:09:24,798 --> 01:09:29,502 No. James. James, come back. 788 01:09:30,503 --> 01:09:34,700 [James breathing heavily, groaning] 789 01:09:40,313 --> 01:09:43,316 James. James. Don't go. 790 01:09:46,920 --> 01:09:48,540 You felt bad for me? 791 01:09:48,755 --> 01:09:52,525 -I'm sorry. I didn't-- -I got enough people feeling bad for me. 792 01:09:53,560 --> 01:09:54,561 [Lynsey sighs] 793 01:09:56,296 --> 01:09:57,530 That's not how I meant it. 794 01:09:57,597 --> 01:09:58,865 Then what'd you mean? 795 01:10:00,533 --> 01:10:03,703 Ah, yeah, you don't know. What is this? 796 01:10:05,138 --> 01:10:06,373 What is what? 797 01:10:06,473 --> 01:10:11,144 What are we doing here? Huh? [scoffs] 798 01:10:11,878 --> 01:10:17,150 I pick you up, I drop you off, and I buy you sno-balls, huh? 799 01:10:17,617 --> 01:10:20,920 Tell you something, you want a driver, call a ****ing taxi. 800 01:10:21,210 --> 01:10:22,880 What you want from me? 801 01:10:22,756 --> 01:10:24,958 So I don't want to **** you, now you don't want to be friends? 802 01:10:25,580 --> 01:10:26,326 Oh, okay, I want to **** you. 803 01:10:26,393 --> 01:10:28,280 I want to **** you, but you just kissed me. 804 01:10:28,940 --> 01:10:30,730 You really need to figure your shit out. I don't even understand you. 805 01:10:30,797 --> 01:10:33,566 Actually, I don't know shit about you, but I tell you what I do know. Facts. 806 01:10:33,767 --> 01:10:36,136 You-- You played basketball with my sister. Yeah. 807 01:10:36,236 --> 01:10:39,305 -And, uh, you got a dead brother… -I don't have a dead brother. 808 01:10:39,873 --> 01:10:40,807 What'd you say? 809 01:10:40,874 --> 01:10:42,609 When did I say I have a dead brother? 810 01:10:43,176 --> 01:10:47,947 He was. You miss him. You had. Past tense. He always past tense. 811 01:10:48,140 --> 01:10:49,649 -He's in prison. -What? 812 01:10:49,716 --> 01:10:51,651 He's a junkie and a dealer. 813 01:10:52,285 --> 01:10:54,621 -You made me think he was dead. -No. 814 01:10:54,688 --> 01:10:57,824 Yeah, you did. 'Cause you only talk about him like he dead. 815 01:10:58,625 --> 01:11:01,995 Maybe that's how it feels. Why does it ****ing matter to you? 816 01:11:02,950 --> 01:11:03,296 That is bullshit. 817 01:11:03,863 --> 01:11:07,000 Oh, you want people to think he gone so they don't know you left his *** for dead. 818 01:11:07,100 --> 01:11:08,868 You don't know shit about it or about me. 819 01:11:08,968 --> 01:11:09,803 Oh, okay. 820 01:11:09,869 --> 01:11:12,372 Did you just assume we were the same, broken people wallowing in it? 821 01:11:12,472 --> 01:11:13,907 -**** you! -**** you. 822 01:11:15,542 --> 01:11:17,677 You think I lied about my brother? What about you? 823 01:11:18,178 --> 01:11:21,281 You let your nephew ride in the front seat that night. What else did you leave out? 824 01:11:23,490 --> 01:11:24,500 Were you drinking? 825 01:11:26,219 --> 01:11:27,387 Were you drinking? 826 01:11:41,501 --> 01:11:43,503 I'd had two beers. 827 01:11:48,608 --> 01:11:50,176 What's your excuse though? 828 01:11:53,179 --> 01:11:56,750 How you treat your friends, your family-- 829 01:11:57,684 --> 01:12:01,221 Everybody there, just to be escaped from. Just to be left behind. 830 01:12:01,921 --> 01:12:04,357 Like they let you down instead of the other way around. 831 01:12:17,570 --> 01:12:18,571 [gate slams] 832 01:12:39,459 --> 01:12:40,460 [Lynsey grunts] 833 01:12:57,277 --> 01:12:59,279 [breathing shakily] 834 01:13:16,620 --> 01:13:18,732 [breathing shakily] 835 01:13:40,487 --> 01:13:44,257 [breathes deeply] 836 01:13:52,399 --> 01:13:53,433 [Dr. Lucas] And the other. 837 01:13:55,435 --> 01:13:56,436 [Lynsey sighs] 838 01:14:03,510 --> 01:14:04,844 I would like to go back. 839 01:14:06,946 --> 01:14:08,948 It's a very hard judgment call. 840 01:14:10,183 --> 01:14:12,118 I understand why you would think that. 841 01:14:12,619 --> 01:14:16,790 Do I still have any trace of my injury? I'm sure. 842 01:14:17,457 --> 01:14:22,295 But am I going to be a risk to anybody, unable to carry out my duties? No. 843 01:14:22,996 --> 01:14:24,664 I want to go where I'm useful. 844 01:14:25,365 --> 01:14:28,100 Can you go back? Yes. 845 01:14:29,350 --> 01:14:33,600 Should you go back? It's a different question. 846 01:14:33,606 --> 01:14:36,343 You said the link between trauma and depression is stronger 847 01:14:36,443 --> 01:14:38,478 than the link between smoking and cancer. 848 01:14:38,545 --> 01:14:39,879 [Dr. Lucas] Much stronger. 849 01:14:47,854 --> 01:14:51,157 [Dr. Lucas] Okay, Lynsey. I'll sign the waiver. 850 01:14:55,228 --> 01:14:57,230 [bottles clinking] 851 01:15:31,464 --> 01:15:33,466 [engine starts] 852 01:15:44,411 --> 01:15:46,413 [line ringing] 853 01:15:47,280 --> 01:15:48,915 [recorded greeting] It's James. Leave a message. 854 01:15:57,957 --> 01:15:58,958 [Lynsey sighs] 855 01:16:10,804 --> 01:16:13,940 You're all set. Bring it back if it gives you any problems. 856 01:16:14,400 --> 01:16:16,276 Thanks. Uh, is James in? 857 01:16:16,343 --> 01:16:18,745 Not today. No. 858 01:16:21,915 --> 01:16:23,616 All right. Well, how much do I owe you guys? 859 01:16:24,117 --> 01:16:25,685 Didn't James tell you? It's free. 860 01:16:26,252 --> 01:16:27,253 What? 861 01:16:27,987 --> 01:16:29,989 Yeah, he said you were in the Army or something. 862 01:16:40,967 --> 01:16:41,968 [Lynsey sighs] 863 01:17:42,495 --> 01:17:44,597 It's you. 864 01:17:44,698 --> 01:17:46,299 You're alive. 865 01:17:46,366 --> 01:17:47,367 [Lynsey chuckles] 866 01:17:47,467 --> 01:17:49,736 Yeah I'm alive. 867 01:17:49,836 --> 01:17:51,710 [prisoner breathes deeply] 868 01:17:51,571 --> 01:17:53,373 It's been a long time. 869 01:17:55,742 --> 01:17:58,712 I'm sorry I didn't come sooner. 870 01:18:01,247 --> 01:18:05,485 Don't worry. Mom hasn't come to see me since sentencing. 871 01:18:05,552 --> 01:18:06,920 Really? 872 01:18:07,520 --> 01:18:08,588 Yeah. 873 01:18:09,322 --> 01:18:10,390 Is she okay? 874 01:18:11,791 --> 01:18:12,926 She's fine. 875 01:18:13,526 --> 01:18:17,630 I worry about her. 876 01:18:17,163 --> 01:18:19,566 She wrote me a letter. 877 01:18:21,167 --> 01:18:23,403 Seems like she's having a hard time. 878 01:18:25,105 --> 01:18:29,743 Mom can take care of herself. 879 01:18:31,411 --> 01:18:32,812 How are you? 880 01:18:33,813 --> 01:18:35,949 I'm good. 881 01:18:36,783 --> 01:18:39,786 You know. I'm comfortable. 882 01:18:41,187 --> 01:18:43,189 Are you healthy? 883 01:18:47,961 --> 01:18:50,263 Am I healthy? 884 01:18:50,797 --> 01:18:53,533 I've been trying to gain some weight. 885 01:18:54,200 --> 01:18:56,669 I've got some friends in here. 886 01:18:58,710 --> 01:19:00,573 There's not much to do. 887 01:19:01,740 --> 01:19:03,443 So I've been trying to go to the gym. 888 01:19:04,411 --> 01:19:05,412 [prisoner chuckles] 889 01:19:10,784 --> 01:19:12,485 Honestly… 890 01:19:13,953 --> 01:19:17,900 I'm better off in here. 891 01:19:17,991 --> 01:19:20,260 [prisoner sighs] 892 01:19:21,494 --> 01:19:22,495 [prisoner chuckles] 893 01:19:26,800 --> 01:19:29,269 I'm safe here. 894 01:19:29,335 --> 01:19:33,573 Out there, I don't trust myself. 895 01:19:40,847 --> 01:19:43,950 Enough about me. 896 01:19:44,784 --> 01:19:47,200 How are you? 897 01:19:50,690 --> 01:19:52,826 I'm good. 898 01:19:55,128 --> 01:19:56,863 I got hurt. 899 01:20:00,633 --> 01:20:03,360 But… 900 01:20:04,738 --> 01:20:05,772 [Lynsey whimpers] 901 01:20:06,272 --> 01:20:08,308 …I'm okay. 902 01:20:14,140 --> 01:20:17,517 I'm really sorry. 903 01:20:21,921 --> 01:20:25,925 I'm not sad for me. 904 01:20:30,363 --> 01:20:34,401 I'm just sorry too. 905 01:20:36,403 --> 01:20:40,400 [prisoner breathes deeply] 906 01:20:47,213 --> 01:20:49,115 I miss you. 907 01:20:49,716 --> 01:20:51,284 I miss you. 908 01:20:52,519 --> 01:20:53,820 [prisoner chuckles] 909 01:21:09,102 --> 01:21:10,103 [prisoner sniffles] 910 01:21:29,389 --> 01:21:31,391 [people chattering] 911 01:22:38,558 --> 01:22:40,326 [James exhales heavily] 912 01:22:40,427 --> 01:22:41,428 What's going on? 913 01:22:43,329 --> 01:22:44,964 I know that truck ain't break down. 914 01:22:47,233 --> 01:22:50,970 Truck's fine. Thanks for that. You didn't have to do that. 915 01:22:53,730 --> 01:22:54,274 So, what you doing here? 916 01:22:56,509 --> 01:22:57,510 Um… 917 01:23:01,314 --> 01:23:06,586 You asked me if I wanted to move in, remember? 918 01:23:09,890 --> 01:23:10,900 No. 919 01:23:14,160 --> 01:23:16,596 [sighs] I remember. 920 01:23:34,280 --> 01:23:35,949 Would you wanna make the offer again? 921 01:23:38,284 --> 01:23:39,285 [scoffs] 922 01:23:43,256 --> 01:23:45,625 It would be good to have someone around. 923 01:23:46,693 --> 01:23:50,530 Have coffee with in the morning. Smoke in the evening. 924 01:23:51,731 --> 01:23:53,266 Cook dinner sometimes. 925 01:23:56,636 --> 01:23:58,380 And what's that supposed to mean? 926 01:24:00,540 --> 01:24:01,708 They're all things you said. 927 01:24:04,277 --> 01:24:05,545 [James chuckles] 928 01:24:06,579 --> 01:24:08,948 [clicks tongue] So… [sighs] 929 01:24:12,686 --> 01:24:13,687 …you're not leaving? 930 01:24:15,855 --> 01:24:19,292 I don't think so. Not now, at least. 931 01:24:32,339 --> 01:24:33,340 And… 932 01:24:35,175 --> 01:24:36,609 I'm trying to make a friend.