1 00:01:26,619 --> 00:01:29,220 Only thing you got in common with the King 2 00:01:29,890 --> 00:01:31,925 is a liking for peanut butter sandwiches. 3 00:01:32,250 --> 00:01:32,859 Yeah. 4 00:01:32,926 --> 00:01:35,395 That kind of combo clogs up the plumbing. 5 00:01:35,929 --> 00:01:37,300 Can't crap. 6 00:01:37,797 --> 00:01:40,633 Shit backs up to your eyeballs, turns them brown. 7 00:01:40,734 --> 00:01:41,935 And then you drown. 8 00:01:42,350 --> 00:01:43,770 Now, there's a song for you. 9 00:01:45,380 --> 00:01:46,706 Eat your ****ing vegetables. 10 00:02:32,485 --> 00:02:35,121 Holding a record of14 wins and two losses, 11 00:02:35,188 --> 00:02:36,790 hailing from Helena, Montana, 12 00:02:36,856 --> 00:02:39,826 he is currently the number-two-ranked middleweight in ourgreat state. 13 00:02:39,926 --> 00:02:42,595 Ladies and gentlemen, Stuart Long. 14 00:02:52,272 --> 00:02:53,239 Got a future, brother. 15 00:02:59,379 --> 00:03:01,140 You have to do better than that. 16 00:03:02,716 --> 00:03:04,517 We love you, Stu. 17 00:03:04,584 --> 00:03:06,386 - Hey, baby. - Hi. 18 00:03:06,486 --> 00:03:08,188 You like blonds now, huh? 19 00:03:08,254 --> 00:03:10,190 - She's sweet. She's sweet. - Yeah. 20 00:03:10,256 --> 00:03:11,358 Enjoy it now, kid. 21 00:03:11,424 --> 00:03:13,893 You're almost past your prime. It happens. 22 00:03:13,993 --> 00:03:15,428 You're lucky I don't punch you. 23 00:03:15,528 --> 00:03:17,330 Take that, and give it to him. 24 00:03:17,397 --> 00:03:18,965 I'm gonna punch you in the mouth. 25 00:03:19,320 --> 00:03:20,330 All right, good. 26 00:03:20,660 --> 00:03:21,234 Come on, come on. 27 00:03:26,439 --> 00:03:27,273 Will you come on? 28 00:03:27,374 --> 00:03:28,708 Keep your hands up. 29 00:03:31,440 --> 00:03:32,780 Keep your guard up. 30 00:03:32,178 --> 00:03:33,713 I don't care he's the better boxer. 31 00:03:33,780 --> 00:03:35,682 You gotta be the better actor. 32 00:03:35,749 --> 00:03:36,750 I know. 33 00:03:39,386 --> 00:03:40,387 I love this, man. 34 00:03:41,354 --> 00:03:42,355 It's what I do. 35 00:03:56,536 --> 00:03:57,537 Hey. 36 00:03:59,539 --> 00:04:01,274 Well, that's just great. 37 00:04:01,374 --> 00:04:04,744 I won. I got some dough. What you want? 38 00:04:05,378 --> 00:04:06,446 A toaster. 39 00:04:06,546 --> 00:04:07,914 I'll get you a toaster. 40 00:04:14,587 --> 00:04:17,657 If you put half the effort into a regular job 41 00:04:17,757 --> 00:04:19,793 that you put into beating ***, 42 00:04:19,893 --> 00:04:21,928 you'd be a manager one day. 43 00:04:21,995 --> 00:04:23,997 Why dress us as astronauts for Halloween 44 00:04:24,970 --> 00:04:25,932 if you didn't want us to shoot for the moon? 45 00:04:25,999 --> 00:04:28,568 That's when I had two of you to bet on. 46 00:04:30,970 --> 00:04:32,172 Where is this clown? 47 00:04:32,272 --> 00:04:34,441 Hey, tell her it's nothing. 48 00:04:34,507 --> 00:04:35,508 Not quite. 49 00:04:35,608 --> 00:04:38,678 You have a serious infection of the bone in your jaw, 50 00:04:38,778 --> 00:04:41,948 as well as extremely high inflammation markers in your blood. 51 00:04:42,150 --> 00:04:44,617 Same thing as last time. Your colleague gave me antibiotics. 52 00:04:44,684 --> 00:04:45,618 Did the trick, right? 53 00:04:45,685 --> 00:04:48,621 After your last three fights, you've developed fevers and infections. 54 00:04:48,688 --> 00:04:50,490 That's not a normal response to injury. 55 00:04:50,590 --> 00:04:51,825 What does that mean? 56 00:04:51,925 --> 00:04:54,940 Medically speaking, we'd need further testing 57 00:04:54,160 --> 00:04:56,262 to determine the source of the problem, 58 00:04:56,329 --> 00:04:59,532 but metaphorically, seems like your body is telling you not to fight. 59 00:04:59,632 --> 00:05:01,935 Meta... **** that. What? 60 00:05:03,703 --> 00:05:06,639 The decision is yours, but I must make you aware 61 00:05:06,706 --> 00:05:09,542 that the complications could be life-threatening. 62 00:05:14,214 --> 00:05:15,882 You set this up, didn't you? 63 00:05:16,483 --> 00:05:18,318 She tell you to say that? 64 00:05:19,686 --> 00:05:22,322 - Could you give us a minute? - We got the Keystone Kops here. 65 00:05:22,389 --> 00:05:24,124 Don't listen to this loser. 66 00:05:24,190 --> 00:05:27,270 Shit, he trying to run up the bill on you, Mama. 67 00:05:27,127 --> 00:05:29,863 Damn you for being so careless with your life. 68 00:05:29,963 --> 00:05:32,565 Careless? I'm fighting for it. And yours too. 69 00:05:32,665 --> 00:05:35,502 I put food on the table. Your deadbeat husband don't. 70 00:05:35,568 --> 00:05:37,804 Grief ain't a disability. I looked it up. 71 00:05:37,871 --> 00:05:40,674 What you think, you'll get to be a pro? 72 00:05:40,740 --> 00:05:44,644 Honey, you're the age most guys are when they pack it in. 73 00:05:44,711 --> 00:05:46,913 You're still scrapping for a sponsor. 74 00:05:47,130 --> 00:05:48,515 Look me in the eyes and tell me 75 00:05:48,581 --> 00:05:51,885 that some plastic trophy is worth more than your life. 76 00:05:51,985 --> 00:05:53,687 You only got yourself to blame. 77 00:05:53,753 --> 00:05:56,990 Making a fuss over all them damn participation ribbons. 78 00:05:57,524 --> 00:05:59,559 You set a low bar. What you expect from your son? 79 00:05:59,659 --> 00:06:01,761 That this one don't ****ing die. 80 00:06:06,900 --> 00:06:08,340 I ain't that lucky. 81 00:06:18,345 --> 00:06:21,948 I heard them oil rigs went up pay good. 82 00:06:23,830 --> 00:06:25,352 I ain't doing no blue-collar bullshit. 83 00:06:26,786 --> 00:06:29,589 Well, honey, what else is there? 84 00:06:53,947 --> 00:06:56,490 Dad caught me playing in your room. 85 00:06:57,317 --> 00:06:59,119 Got a heck of a hiding for it. 86 00:07:10,196 --> 00:07:13,133 Sometimes I thought I hated you for being so good. 87 00:07:14,000 --> 00:07:15,468 Making me look bad. 88 00:07:17,370 --> 00:07:21,410 Dad probably wonders why he gotta keep a piece of shit like me. 89 00:07:31,284 --> 00:07:32,285 You want it? 90 00:07:36,189 --> 00:07:37,190 Come get it. 91 00:08:04,851 --> 00:08:06,353 What, you think I missed? 92 00:08:20,333 --> 00:08:21,735 I never miss. 93 00:08:34,280 --> 00:08:35,749 Oh, shit. 94 00:08:40,754 --> 00:08:42,355 Evening, officers. 95 00:08:43,390 --> 00:08:44,924 Everything all right here? 96 00:08:45,525 --> 00:08:47,127 Just paying my respects. 97 00:08:49,596 --> 00:08:50,797 You Bill's son? 98 00:08:50,897 --> 00:08:54,634 Wow, all these years gone, he's still making me look bad, huh? 99 00:09:00,240 --> 00:09:02,108 Chip off the old block, huh? 100 00:09:20,960 --> 00:09:22,228 Good to see you, Stu. 101 00:09:23,763 --> 00:09:25,498 Until we meet again, prick. 102 00:09:29,269 --> 00:09:30,270 Hey, Mama. 103 00:09:32,339 --> 00:09:34,341 Resisting arrest? 104 00:09:34,441 --> 00:09:37,344 I challenged the officer's judgment. It was a stimulating exchange. 105 00:09:37,444 --> 00:09:38,978 I made him a better cop. 106 00:09:39,790 --> 00:09:41,514 - Get in the car. - If they told you why, you'd pat my back. 107 00:09:41,614 --> 00:09:44,250 Ain't that the story of your life? Being out of context. 108 00:09:44,317 --> 00:09:46,860 I got some good news for you. 109 00:09:52,525 --> 00:09:54,260 - I figured it out. - Yeah? 110 00:09:54,327 --> 00:09:55,929 Seventh time's a charm? 111 00:09:55,995 --> 00:09:58,365 No, I figured out what I'm gonna do. 112 00:09:58,965 --> 00:10:00,867 - I'm gonna be an actor. - Oh, God. 113 00:10:00,967 --> 00:10:03,136 Think about it. Nothing ever made more sense. 114 00:10:03,203 --> 00:10:05,500 I mean, I was born to perform. 115 00:10:05,105 --> 00:10:07,400 It just took some time to find my stage. 116 00:10:07,140 --> 00:10:09,900 Yeah? Where's that at? 117 00:10:09,109 --> 00:10:10,110 Hollywood. 118 00:10:11,177 --> 00:10:13,113 You ain't been west of Missoula. 119 00:10:13,179 --> 00:10:15,115 You got a map, I'm gonna make it there. 120 00:10:16,616 --> 00:10:18,885 You don't belong with L.A. folks. 121 00:10:18,985 --> 00:10:22,956 They're a bunch of carpetbaggers. Communist ****ing fascist hippies. 122 00:10:23,230 --> 00:10:26,260 I ain't trying to belong. I'm trying to stand out. 123 00:10:26,126 --> 00:10:27,894 Wait till you see me saving the world, 124 00:10:27,994 --> 00:10:29,996 shooting bad guys, kissing them girls in pearls. 125 00:10:30,630 --> 00:10:31,731 Probably all three at once. 126 00:10:32,966 --> 00:10:36,836 Isn't it a little late to, you know, try that? 127 00:10:36,903 --> 00:10:39,639 They gonna say "late," they gonna say "great." 128 00:10:39,706 --> 00:10:41,207 And I ain't even gonna be dead yet. 129 00:10:45,145 --> 00:10:46,179 Well? 130 00:10:46,246 --> 00:10:47,814 You gonna look your father up? 131 00:10:47,881 --> 00:10:50,160 - Am I gonna look my father up? - Yeah. 132 00:10:50,830 --> 00:10:51,840 **** Bill. 133 00:10:52,252 --> 00:10:54,254 Come on, let's go. 134 00:10:59,893 --> 00:11:01,861 Yeah, **** Bill. 135 00:11:14,741 --> 00:11:16,309 You throwback mother... 136 00:11:21,114 --> 00:11:24,884 I'm trying to do a public service, ***hole. 137 00:11:25,418 --> 00:11:27,454 Learn how to drive, idiot. 138 00:11:31,257 --> 00:11:33,226 Hello. Can I get the vehicle number? 139 00:11:33,293 --> 00:11:38,164 Yeah, vehicle number, jerk-off-kilo-limp-****-ten. 140 00:11:38,264 --> 00:11:39,132 How's his driving? 141 00:11:39,232 --> 00:11:40,967 I'll tell you how's his ****ing driving. 142 00:11:41,670 --> 00:11:44,104 His parents must be cousins. He's driving like a ****ing half-wit. 143 00:11:44,170 --> 00:11:45,939 Be ahead hiring a crash test dummy... 144 00:11:46,600 --> 00:11:48,108 If you are satisfied with your message, press one. 145 00:11:48,174 --> 00:11:49,309 Son of a *****. 146 00:11:56,449 --> 00:12:00,420 Somebody gotta find a better way to rat these retards out, you know? 147 00:12:01,821 --> 00:12:05,625 Make a decent driver crash just for trying to do the right thing. 148 00:12:35,822 --> 00:12:37,557 Let's just start with a week. 149 00:12:37,657 --> 00:12:41,394 That's $182. If you book a month out, you save 20 percent. 150 00:12:41,494 --> 00:12:42,962 I don't need a month to make it. 151 00:12:43,290 --> 00:12:44,731 You and everybody else in this town. 152 00:12:44,831 --> 00:12:46,660 You got some advice? 153 00:12:46,166 --> 00:12:48,168 I'm still trying to be discovered. 154 00:12:48,234 --> 00:12:50,704 I hit it big, I'll take you with me. 155 00:12:50,804 --> 00:12:52,172 All the way to the top. 156 00:12:53,540 --> 00:12:54,808 Payment's due Monday. 157 00:12:56,343 --> 00:12:58,878 - Don't sell yourself short. - Oh, I won't. 158 00:13:00,180 --> 00:13:01,581 I'll see you Monday. 159 00:13:04,417 --> 00:13:05,985 Oh, shit. 160 00:13:07,253 --> 00:13:08,254 Oh, yeah. 161 00:13:08,855 --> 00:13:11,858 Hello? Yeah, this is Mr. Long. Hold all my calls. 162 00:13:11,925 --> 00:13:12,926 Really? 163 00:13:13,860 --> 00:13:15,662 I'll have to think about that. 164 00:13:15,729 --> 00:13:17,931 Hollywood, baby. Hollywood. 165 00:13:18,310 --> 00:13:19,933 Hot damn, you in Hollywood, kid. 166 00:13:21,935 --> 00:13:23,690 What did he say? 167 00:13:23,169 --> 00:13:24,170 I made it. 168 00:13:24,838 --> 00:13:25,839 Oh, shit. 169 00:13:26,506 --> 00:13:28,708 See what channel I'm gonna be on every night. 170 00:13:29,342 --> 00:13:30,343 Every night. 171 00:13:30,410 --> 00:13:31,511 Oh, yeah. 172 00:13:31,578 --> 00:13:32,579 The ****? 173 00:13:34,581 --> 00:13:39,352 Ain't no antenna on here. $182 for this shit. It better be working. 174 00:13:39,419 --> 00:13:41,287 Yeah, I got a problem. The TV ain't working. 175 00:13:41,388 --> 00:13:44,424 Tomorrow? I paid $182. I need a goddamn TV. 176 00:13:45,191 --> 00:13:47,794 Shit. You gotta be kidding me. 177 00:13:48,862 --> 00:13:51,698 Better get her big *** up here and fix this shit. 178 00:13:58,605 --> 00:13:59,606 I made it. 179 00:14:18,324 --> 00:14:21,940 "Gas station attendant. Christmas tree lot." 180 00:14:21,161 --> 00:14:23,797 I was voted Santa's favorite elf. 181 00:14:23,897 --> 00:14:25,650 Nice. 182 00:14:25,131 --> 00:14:27,901 "Amateur boxer. Record 15 and two. 183 00:14:27,967 --> 00:14:31,838 1985 Gold Gloves Middleweight titleholder for the state." 184 00:14:31,938 --> 00:14:33,573 I won that one by knockout. 185 00:14:34,107 --> 00:14:35,175 So... 186 00:14:36,409 --> 00:14:37,644 what brings you here? 187 00:14:38,311 --> 00:14:42,816 Hung up the gloves. I thought I'd cash in on my face, instead of my fists. 188 00:14:42,882 --> 00:14:44,651 Get more mileage out of that. 189 00:14:44,751 --> 00:14:47,587 No better place to be discovered than the supermarket. 190 00:14:47,654 --> 00:14:49,689 Even Hollywood big shots gotta buy beans. 191 00:14:49,789 --> 00:14:50,824 Yeah. 192 00:14:51,391 --> 00:14:52,592 You wanna be an actor. 193 00:14:52,659 --> 00:14:55,795 It's not like anyone aspires to work at a supermarket. 194 00:14:55,862 --> 00:14:57,397 Unless they do, and that's cool. 195 00:14:57,497 --> 00:14:59,632 They're probably happier in the long run. 196 00:15:00,500 --> 00:15:01,334 Yeah. 197 00:15:01,401 --> 00:15:04,637 What skills do you possess that would make you suited for this job? 198 00:15:04,704 --> 00:15:07,173 I'm real charming. Ask my mama. 199 00:15:07,907 --> 00:15:08,908 I'll bet. 200 00:15:09,809 --> 00:15:12,450 - I might have something for you. - Yeah. 201 00:15:23,490 --> 00:15:26,693 Here you go. Hey, did I see you in a television series? 202 00:15:29,262 --> 00:15:32,599 - You got any family in the film industry? - No, I don't. 203 00:15:34,434 --> 00:15:36,436 - You do movies? - No. 204 00:15:39,839 --> 00:15:41,775 You don't work in the entertainment industry? 205 00:15:41,875 --> 00:15:42,876 No, man. 206 00:15:45,545 --> 00:15:48,140 Sir. Let me wrap it up for you. 207 00:15:49,490 --> 00:15:50,684 Wanna get right to it, huh? 208 00:15:53,860 --> 00:15:55,689 - You got friends in the film industry? - Nah. 209 00:16:07,367 --> 00:16:09,135 You're not exactly what we're looking for. 210 00:16:09,235 --> 00:16:10,370 I've heard that before. 211 00:16:10,437 --> 00:16:12,105 Trying to be a human billboard. 212 00:16:12,205 --> 00:16:14,274 Sign spinner. You know the gig. 213 00:16:14,374 --> 00:16:16,743 Gave the job to some other little punk. 214 00:16:16,810 --> 00:16:20,800 I set up on the other side of the city. I got ten times the customers he did. 215 00:16:25,552 --> 00:16:26,619 All right, well... 216 00:16:28,488 --> 00:16:31,758 If you're willing to prove yourself, I'm open to persuasion. 217 00:16:31,825 --> 00:16:33,393 Yeah. What do I got to do? 218 00:16:39,432 --> 00:16:40,834 How badly you want it? 219 00:16:48,842 --> 00:16:49,843 Okay. 220 00:16:54,581 --> 00:16:56,416 - How about I put your lights out? - Okay... 221 00:16:56,483 --> 00:16:58,284 Then you tell me if you see a ****ing star. 222 00:16:58,351 --> 00:17:00,453 Okay, not necessary. Not necessary. 223 00:17:02,322 --> 00:17:03,590 Okay. 224 00:17:04,491 --> 00:17:05,759 - I'm taking my picture. - Yeah. 225 00:17:09,329 --> 00:17:11,297 Send in the next person, please? 226 00:17:17,771 --> 00:17:18,772 Jesus... 227 00:17:19,706 --> 00:17:21,808 Claire, we need a new camera. 228 00:17:40,894 --> 00:17:42,662 Best kind of date, huh? 229 00:17:43,630 --> 00:17:46,833 Big bedroom eyes, keeps her mouth shut. 230 00:17:47,567 --> 00:17:49,969 I like a woman who ain't afraid to say who she is. 231 00:17:51,871 --> 00:17:53,373 Who do you want me to be? 232 00:17:55,410 --> 00:17:57,310 I want a menu, I go to the restaurant. 233 00:18:01,581 --> 00:18:05,585 Sometimes I need help getting out of character. 234 00:18:07,987 --> 00:18:08,955 Be right back. 235 00:18:11,691 --> 00:18:14,928 Hell, she'd **** that elk if it had a **** and a dollar. 236 00:18:23,690 --> 00:18:26,840 This town wants me to think that my job's at the mercy of some scumbag, 237 00:18:26,906 --> 00:18:30,143 and my ****'s at the mercy of some ****'s low standards? 238 00:18:36,516 --> 00:18:39,152 A real man earns a win on his own damn merits. 239 00:18:40,854 --> 00:18:41,955 Shit. 240 00:18:42,550 --> 00:18:43,123 Shit. 241 00:18:43,223 --> 00:18:44,224 All right. 242 00:18:50,263 --> 00:18:52,999 - Tell me about the pork. - That pork's on sale. 243 00:18:53,800 --> 00:18:54,901 Why's that now? 244 00:18:54,968 --> 00:18:56,302 Why you think? 245 00:18:56,403 --> 00:18:58,471 Pig was ugly, or the meat gone old. 246 00:18:58,571 --> 00:19:01,675 They don't tell me this shit, sir. My job is to sell what's on the sign. 247 00:19:04,511 --> 00:19:06,179 I'll take two racks of lamb. 248 00:19:08,140 --> 00:19:09,150 Yeah. 249 00:19:22,495 --> 00:19:23,763 What can I get for you, miss? 250 00:19:25,980 --> 00:19:26,633 Nothing, thank you. 251 00:19:26,700 --> 00:19:27,801 I got beef. 252 00:19:28,768 --> 00:19:29,936 I can see that. 253 00:19:30,770 --> 00:19:32,205 I'll have fish tonight. 254 00:19:32,305 --> 00:19:35,108 - Don't let me change your mind. - You didn't. 255 00:19:35,175 --> 00:19:39,112 You can find a fish in a can, or you can let me take you to dinner. 256 00:19:39,779 --> 00:19:41,548 I don't like being told my choices. 257 00:19:41,648 --> 00:19:43,550 How about I take you fishing, we compromise? 258 00:19:44,150 --> 00:19:45,151 No, thanks. 259 00:19:45,185 --> 00:19:46,353 I didn't catch your name. 260 00:19:46,453 --> 00:19:48,688 Not much of a fisherman then, are you? 261 00:19:51,224 --> 00:19:52,225 Hey. 262 00:19:53,293 --> 00:19:55,495 - Stuart, a word. - I gotta go help a lady out. 263 00:19:55,562 --> 00:19:57,831 People don't run from help if they want it. 264 00:19:57,897 --> 00:20:00,467 Stalking customers is a fireable offense. 265 00:20:00,533 --> 00:20:02,200 They used to call it romance. 266 00:20:02,680 --> 00:20:03,903 Meat sales are down 20 percent. 267 00:20:04,400 --> 00:20:06,600 You come in here with your face ****ed up. 268 00:20:06,720 --> 00:20:08,508 Looks like you done battle with the cow trying to kill it. 269 00:20:08,575 --> 00:20:11,845 - They might prefer that to the truth. - Meat room. Till this shit clears up. 270 00:20:11,911 --> 00:20:13,847 Get a Fish Department in here. 271 00:20:13,913 --> 00:20:15,150 - Yeah? - Yeah. 272 00:20:22,155 --> 00:20:24,570 - Shit. - Life is short, Stu. 273 00:20:24,157 --> 00:20:26,993 Too short to be a **** or deal with one. What you trying to say? 274 00:20:27,600 --> 00:20:29,329 I'm not trying, I'm saying. 275 00:20:29,396 --> 00:20:31,931 If you watched the love of your life slip through your hands 276 00:20:32,320 --> 00:20:34,901 because there ain't a Fish Department, you'd be in a **** mood too. 277 00:20:35,702 --> 00:20:39,773 If she's the dime piece I suspect you're after, 278 00:20:39,873 --> 00:20:41,675 I saw her leave this here. 279 00:20:41,741 --> 00:20:43,576 I bet my bonus she'll be there. 280 00:20:50,160 --> 00:20:51,885 You don't get that bonus, you let me know. 281 00:20:51,951 --> 00:20:53,286 I'll take care of it. 282 00:20:53,386 --> 00:20:55,789 - Come here. Come here. - Oh, no, no, no. 283 00:20:55,889 --> 00:20:56,956 Come here. 284 00:20:57,557 --> 00:20:58,558 Come here. 285 00:21:05,732 --> 00:21:07,701 Oh, yeah. Shit. 286 00:21:19,946 --> 00:21:22,582 Hey. Hey. 287 00:21:23,450 --> 00:21:24,451 Remember me? 288 00:21:25,819 --> 00:21:27,253 Oh, **** off, Father. 289 00:21:40,300 --> 00:21:41,301 Brethren. 290 00:21:42,669 --> 00:21:45,271 Let us acknowledge our sins, 291 00:21:45,338 --> 00:21:49,809 and so prepare ourselves to celebrate the sacred mysteries. 292 00:21:49,909 --> 00:21:53,680 I confess to Almighty God, and to you, my brothers and sisters, 293 00:21:53,780 --> 00:21:56,160 that I have greatly sinned. 294 00:21:56,116 --> 00:21:57,951 In my thoughts and in my words. 295 00:21:58,180 --> 00:21:59,419 In what I have done. 296 00:21:59,486 --> 00:22:01,521 - In what I have failed to do. - failed to do. 297 00:22:01,621 --> 00:22:03,156 I don't know about this one. 298 00:22:04,240 --> 00:22:08,928 Through my fault, through my fault, through my most grievous fault. 299 00:22:08,995 --> 00:22:10,630 That's a bit dramatic. 300 00:22:10,697 --> 00:22:12,365 - Therefore... - Jesus. 301 00:22:13,800 --> 00:22:16,136 May Almighty God have mercy on us, 302 00:22:16,202 --> 00:22:17,370 forgive us our sins 303 00:22:17,470 --> 00:22:20,106 and bring us to everlasting life. 304 00:22:20,173 --> 00:22:21,808 Amen. 305 00:22:27,681 --> 00:22:29,482 Want help, you should've thought of that. 306 00:22:31,718 --> 00:22:32,719 Son. 307 00:22:33,186 --> 00:22:35,321 You can't fool God. 308 00:22:35,388 --> 00:22:37,490 Maybe no one's done it good enough. 309 00:22:38,758 --> 00:22:39,759 Let us pray. 310 00:22:42,620 --> 00:22:43,396 Cool to sit here? 311 00:22:43,496 --> 00:22:44,497 Yeah. 312 00:22:49,269 --> 00:22:50,270 Ham. 313 00:22:51,370 --> 00:22:52,572 Oh, that's beef. I'd know. 314 00:22:53,873 --> 00:22:56,576 No, my name. My name's Ham. 315 00:22:57,277 --> 00:22:58,278 Like a pig? 316 00:22:59,179 --> 00:23:00,847 Yeah, nigga, like a pig. 317 00:23:01,748 --> 00:23:03,830 That's your real name? 318 00:23:03,750 --> 00:23:04,751 Yeah. 319 00:23:05,285 --> 00:23:07,954 That's a biblical name. That's Noah's kid. 320 00:23:08,540 --> 00:23:10,256 You'd think he'd have enough pork on board that ship. 321 00:23:11,257 --> 00:23:12,525 You must be new here. 322 00:23:14,294 --> 00:23:18,980 Why, I look out of place? You look in the mirror lately? 323 00:23:18,198 --> 00:23:21,434 I thought your people was the God-fearing folk, brother. 324 00:23:22,102 --> 00:23:25,138 Ain't a lot of them Catholic, but there's just different denominations. 325 00:23:25,238 --> 00:23:28,241 A brother was one of the greats. Augustine of Hippo. 326 00:23:28,808 --> 00:23:31,878 Well, let me guess. He was on board too. 327 00:23:34,481 --> 00:23:35,482 I... 328 00:23:38,510 --> 00:23:39,520 I need your help. 329 00:23:41,721 --> 00:23:44,591 I'm looking for the girl who left this. Know her? 330 00:23:45,158 --> 00:23:46,159 Of course you are. 331 00:23:46,226 --> 00:23:48,661 - Why you say that? - She real good at spreading the word. 332 00:23:48,762 --> 00:23:51,731 Puts all us priest prospects to shame. Carmen's her name. 333 00:23:51,798 --> 00:23:54,667 She's about as Catholic as the cross itself. 334 00:23:55,268 --> 00:23:57,303 We're taking sign-ups for volunteer positions. 335 00:23:58,138 --> 00:23:59,572 No better way to assimilate. 336 00:23:59,639 --> 00:24:00,807 God ain't got time for me, 337 00:24:00,907 --> 00:24:03,176 I ain't got time for him, especially between auditions. 338 00:24:03,777 --> 00:24:05,578 Put me down for hospital visits. 339 00:24:05,645 --> 00:24:07,580 Shame we can't all be as generous as Ham. 340 00:24:11,618 --> 00:24:12,619 Hey. 341 00:24:13,787 --> 00:24:15,655 Sudden change of heart, huh? 342 00:24:16,256 --> 00:24:17,257 Hell, yeah. 343 00:24:18,591 --> 00:24:19,959 We don't need security. 344 00:24:20,260 --> 00:24:23,129 We don't know what we need till it hits us in the face or steals our shit. 345 00:24:23,196 --> 00:24:24,197 Hey. 346 00:24:24,264 --> 00:24:25,865 - Hi, Ham. Jacob. - Hey. 347 00:24:25,965 --> 00:24:27,000 Stuart. 348 00:24:27,600 --> 00:24:28,635 Hi. 349 00:24:28,702 --> 00:24:30,804 You wanna do this with an audience? 350 00:24:32,380 --> 00:24:33,506 How'd you know my name? 351 00:24:33,606 --> 00:24:36,509 You wear a name tag at work. How did you find me? 352 00:24:36,609 --> 00:24:38,478 I asked God to show me the way. 353 00:24:38,545 --> 00:24:42,182 He took me down Santa Monica, left at the light into this lot. 354 00:24:42,282 --> 00:24:43,116 What do you know? 355 00:24:43,183 --> 00:24:44,684 What are you hoping to accomplish? 356 00:24:44,784 --> 00:24:48,722 Hope ain't a tactic. I come to find the light. I'm looking at it. 357 00:24:48,822 --> 00:24:50,357 This tactic work for you? 358 00:24:50,457 --> 00:24:53,260 Stalking your prey and smothering them with cheese? 359 00:24:53,126 --> 00:24:55,829 Most things taste good like that. You like nachos? 360 00:24:55,895 --> 00:24:59,320 - Because I'm Mexican? - Is that right? I wouldn't know. 361 00:24:59,132 --> 00:25:00,834 I can't see, you're so bright. 362 00:25:02,335 --> 00:25:04,137 You like that one, huh? 363 00:25:04,871 --> 00:25:07,340 - I have to teach. - I got a lot to learn. 364 00:25:07,407 --> 00:25:09,242 At Sunday School. For kids. 365 00:25:09,843 --> 00:25:12,245 I'm an actor. I can be whatever you need. 366 00:25:13,713 --> 00:25:15,715 You don't take "no" for an answer. 367 00:25:15,815 --> 00:25:17,517 I don't need a "yes" to know I'm right. 368 00:25:17,584 --> 00:25:19,219 What do you think you're right about? 369 00:25:20,520 --> 00:25:23,823 You wanna let me take you fishing, but you're scared. 370 00:25:24,557 --> 00:25:27,930 I made a living reading fear in people's eyes. I was a boxer. 371 00:25:27,861 --> 00:25:31,264 - What am I scared of? - Getting knocked off your feet. 372 00:25:31,364 --> 00:25:34,670 Might take 12 rounds to get them on their back, but I'm patient. 373 00:25:34,167 --> 00:25:35,435 Get me on my back? 374 00:25:36,360 --> 00:25:38,905 I'm a Catholic. No *** before marriage. 375 00:25:39,839 --> 00:25:42,420 Ain't that what confession's for? 376 00:25:43,760 --> 00:25:45,845 I thought that'd be the case. Let's not waste either of our times. 377 00:25:45,912 --> 00:25:48,281 I'd wait 40 years in the desert for you. 378 00:25:51,718 --> 00:25:53,920 You can start with an hour in church. 379 00:25:54,521 --> 00:25:55,722 I'll be there. 380 00:25:59,759 --> 00:26:00,760 I'll be there. 381 00:26:04,431 --> 00:26:05,699 Hey, Mama. 382 00:26:05,765 --> 00:26:06,966 I got my break. 383 00:26:07,670 --> 00:26:09,536 Oh, honey, I'm so proud of you. 384 00:26:10,470 --> 00:26:11,938 Watch your soap and you'll see me. 385 00:26:12,380 --> 00:26:14,140 I can't wait to tell the girls. 386 00:26:16,760 --> 00:26:17,770 Love you. 387 00:26:17,744 --> 00:26:19,245 I'll remember that. 388 00:26:21,448 --> 00:26:22,782 Oh, Jack. 389 00:26:23,650 --> 00:26:26,986 I will get you for this if it's the last thing I ever do. 390 00:26:30,490 --> 00:26:32,592 Are you using paper towels? 391 00:26:33,460 --> 00:26:34,794 No, no, no. 392 00:26:35,595 --> 00:26:39,320 Yeah, I'm talking to you. Stop throwing cash in the trash. 393 00:26:39,132 --> 00:26:42,135 And get yourself a Marvelous Mop. 394 00:26:42,235 --> 00:26:45,538 These things are so cool. They're double-action. 395 00:26:46,272 --> 00:26:47,440 Quick retracting. 396 00:26:49,976 --> 00:26:51,511 Clean up the mess so fast, 397 00:26:51,611 --> 00:26:53,446 your missus will never know what happened. 398 00:26:53,513 --> 00:26:56,182 Get yourself a Marvelous Mop. 399 00:27:41,428 --> 00:27:42,929 I miss you, little buddy. 400 00:27:44,330 --> 00:27:45,331 Happy birthday. 401 00:27:49,402 --> 00:27:50,770 Look at you now. 402 00:27:51,438 --> 00:27:52,706 Look at me now. 403 00:27:53,773 --> 00:27:55,442 Both amongst the stars, huh? 404 00:28:11,191 --> 00:28:12,425 Pull over. 405 00:28:12,525 --> 00:28:15,562 - Oh, shit. - Pull over to the side of the road. 406 00:28:27,140 --> 00:28:29,376 Step out, hands where I can see them. 407 00:28:31,911 --> 00:28:35,548 That what it feels like to be God, knowing you hold all cards, 408 00:28:35,615 --> 00:28:38,151 it don't matter if it's fair how you decide to play them? 409 00:28:38,251 --> 00:28:41,788 Step out of the vehicle with your hands where I can see them. 410 00:28:43,560 --> 00:28:46,559 What the **** happens to a kid, make him wanna be a cop? 411 00:28:48,610 --> 00:28:48,962 Hey, hands. 412 00:28:49,620 --> 00:28:50,163 Hands! 413 00:28:50,263 --> 00:28:52,132 I'm trying to... 414 00:28:52,232 --> 00:28:53,233 Wallet, my ***. 415 00:28:53,299 --> 00:28:54,434 Get out of the car. 416 00:29:04,844 --> 00:29:05,679 Hi. 417 00:29:05,779 --> 00:29:06,780 Good morning. 418 00:29:14,521 --> 00:29:15,522 Oh, ****. 419 00:29:17,624 --> 00:29:18,625 You're late. 420 00:29:20,126 --> 00:29:24,330 And you overstayed your welcome. I bet even God don't like a kiss-***. 421 00:29:54,394 --> 00:29:55,395 Excuse me, sir. 422 00:29:56,329 --> 00:29:57,163 Yeah? 423 00:29:57,230 --> 00:29:59,699 Does Bill know you're fussing with his truck? 424 00:29:59,799 --> 00:30:01,801 I'm his son. Just borrowing it. 425 00:30:06,139 --> 00:30:08,508 Bill, do you copy? 426 00:30:11,478 --> 00:30:14,140 - This is Bill. - There's a guy in your truck with a knife. 427 00:30:14,781 --> 00:30:16,916 Think I need a knife to **** you up? 428 00:30:17,917 --> 00:30:22,550 Bill can't find his crack in his ***, much less keep track of his shit. 429 00:30:22,155 --> 00:30:24,357 I'm doing him a service, teaching him a lesson. 430 00:30:24,424 --> 00:30:28,261 I'm sorry, John. My son has issues with boundaries. 431 00:30:28,361 --> 00:30:31,231 That's the new way to say "handicapped." He means "retard." 432 00:30:31,331 --> 00:30:33,767 He's playing with a full deck, just a bad one. 433 00:30:33,867 --> 00:30:34,768 Bill knows his cards. 434 00:30:34,868 --> 00:30:37,170 - He got the gambling bug. - I'll take it from here. 435 00:30:37,237 --> 00:30:40,407 He's not out in five minutes, I'm calling the cops on both of you. 436 00:30:40,940 --> 00:30:44,277 - Hi, how you been? - Give me the keys. I got an audition. 437 00:30:44,377 --> 00:30:46,579 - I'm gonna be late. - Audition? 438 00:30:46,646 --> 00:30:49,490 - For what? - Movie. None of your business. 439 00:30:49,115 --> 00:30:51,317 You're trying to steal my truck to get there. 440 00:30:51,418 --> 00:30:54,821 Once I get my check from the supermarket, I'll spring my ride and give yours back. 441 00:30:54,921 --> 00:30:58,725 It's a few months' worth of cleanups on Aisle 4 to pay off a DUI impound. 442 00:30:58,792 --> 00:30:59,726 That is the offense? 443 00:30:59,793 --> 00:31:01,661 If you sent half of what you spend on whiskey 444 00:31:01,761 --> 00:31:03,463 to your wife, you might have a marriage. 445 00:31:05,650 --> 00:31:08,735 I appreciate your concern, but this is not my moment, son. 446 00:31:08,802 --> 00:31:13,907 You know, I could've got you in here. Good pay, benefits, a little dignity. 447 00:31:13,973 --> 00:31:16,176 They hire inbreds. I could run this shit, I want to. 448 00:31:16,276 --> 00:31:18,511 Think you gonna be the next John Wayne? 449 00:31:18,611 --> 00:31:22,182 Damn right. You had a chance to make something of yourself out west. 450 00:31:22,282 --> 00:31:24,351 All you got is a bigger gut, beard, and bald spot. 451 00:31:24,451 --> 00:31:27,854 This is not the ****ing gold rush. Some of us just trying to survive. 452 00:31:27,954 --> 00:31:30,290 Yeah, every man, woman, and child for themselves, right? 453 00:31:30,357 --> 00:31:32,926 Right. End of the day, that's all you got. 454 00:31:32,992 --> 00:31:35,328 Everyone else is just a disappointment. 455 00:31:37,630 --> 00:31:38,932 Wrap it up. 456 00:31:40,967 --> 00:31:42,769 I'm trying to be an exception. 457 00:31:44,370 --> 00:31:45,672 We need more of those here. 458 00:31:47,841 --> 00:31:52,946 All right, call the boys. Stuart here is gonna reinvent the "Jailhouse Rock." 459 00:31:59,986 --> 00:32:01,554 Good to see you, Bill. 460 00:32:01,654 --> 00:32:02,789 You look like shit. 461 00:32:15,902 --> 00:32:18,171 That's it for this Sunday. God bless. 462 00:32:18,238 --> 00:32:20,540 - Bye, Miss Carmen. - Bye. 463 00:32:22,709 --> 00:32:23,710 Hey. 464 00:32:26,680 --> 00:32:27,547 How's the other guy? 465 00:32:27,647 --> 00:32:29,482 Wasn't working with as good a deck to start. 466 00:32:29,549 --> 00:32:33,486 There's no future for you here. Or us. I... 467 00:32:33,553 --> 00:32:35,155 Your boss would beg to differ. 468 00:32:35,889 --> 00:32:37,691 You sniffing around my immigration status? 469 00:32:37,757 --> 00:32:40,600 I mean Jesus. He asked for the most ****ed up. 470 00:32:40,160 --> 00:32:41,610 You're looking at it. 471 00:32:41,161 --> 00:32:45,310 - He asked for the tired and the poor. - I'm an out-of-work actor. 472 00:32:45,980 --> 00:32:47,534 Cheap Cologne cannot cleanse you from the ugliness of sin. 473 00:32:47,600 --> 00:32:48,601 Look. 474 00:32:49,269 --> 00:32:51,371 I know I'm not what you're used to. 475 00:32:52,720 --> 00:32:53,740 Not what you deserve either. 476 00:32:54,674 --> 00:32:56,176 I'm gonna be better than both. 477 00:32:59,120 --> 00:33:03,249 I'm all my parents have to be proud of. I can't date someone who isn't... 478 00:33:04,884 --> 00:33:06,520 baptized. 479 00:33:06,619 --> 00:33:09,622 I thought you was gonna say Hispanic. Where's the water? I'll do it now. 480 00:33:09,723 --> 00:33:11,424 - I'm serious. - So am I. 481 00:33:13,193 --> 00:33:14,427 I'll do it right now. 482 00:33:20,433 --> 00:33:23,636 The church joyfully welcomes those who will be received 483 00:33:23,737 --> 00:33:25,538 into the Order of Catechumens. 484 00:33:25,605 --> 00:33:27,307 In the months to come, 485 00:33:27,407 --> 00:33:30,910 they will be preparing their initiation into Christian faith 486 00:33:30,977 --> 00:33:32,912 by baptism, confirmation, 487 00:33:32,979 --> 00:33:34,280 and Eucharist. 488 00:33:34,381 --> 00:33:37,951 Stuart Long, what does this period of formation offer you? 489 00:33:39,219 --> 00:33:40,420 Hard to say, Father. 490 00:33:40,487 --> 00:33:42,989 If I had to guess, something beyond my wildest dreams. 491 00:33:43,890 --> 00:33:46,593 Let us all pray that in due time, Stuart may be found worthy 492 00:33:46,659 --> 00:33:51,498 to receive the baptism of new birth, the renewal in the Holy Spirit, 493 00:33:51,598 --> 00:33:53,400 and to complete his initiation 494 00:33:53,466 --> 00:33:57,300 through the sacraments of confirmation and Eucharist. 495 00:33:58,271 --> 00:33:59,406 Hallelujah. 496 00:34:03,510 --> 00:34:05,712 I'd like to invite a friend to sing with me. 497 00:34:07,781 --> 00:34:10,684 God gave you the talent. It's a sin not to use it. 498 00:34:10,784 --> 00:34:12,986 - Give her a round of applause. - Go. 499 00:34:13,860 --> 00:34:14,540 - Come on. - Yeah. 500 00:34:16,990 --> 00:34:20,160 - Don't worry, I ain't gonna hurt you. - What song? 501 00:34:20,960 --> 00:34:24,300 Damn, you smell good. Hey, Johnny Cash, "Jackson." 502 00:34:25,650 --> 00:34:27,670 Read the words off the television. 503 00:35:16,216 --> 00:35:17,217 Oh, yeah. 504 00:35:27,193 --> 00:35:28,228 Yeah. 505 00:35:32,320 --> 00:35:36,469 For example, I am gonna give up chocolate. 506 00:35:36,569 --> 00:35:39,105 You should protest. She needs sweetening. 507 00:35:39,773 --> 00:35:41,307 Yeah, pick something else. 508 00:35:42,609 --> 00:35:45,145 - Well, what are you gonna give up, Stu? - Me? 509 00:35:48,915 --> 00:35:51,551 Maybe you guys, so I can sleep in on Sundays. 510 00:35:51,618 --> 00:35:52,452 No. 511 00:35:52,552 --> 00:35:54,254 All right, all right. 512 00:35:56,389 --> 00:35:57,457 Alcohol. 513 00:35:58,580 --> 00:35:59,659 Hey, that's not fair. 514 00:35:59,759 --> 00:36:02,228 You pick something good that you'll miss, to make it count. 515 00:36:02,295 --> 00:36:03,596 I like this kid. 516 00:36:05,331 --> 00:36:07,901 Like ****. That's what my dad gave up. 517 00:36:10,737 --> 00:36:13,573 Well, you tell him, if he wants to make it count, 518 00:36:13,640 --> 00:36:15,475 tell your mama to give up ***. 519 00:36:15,575 --> 00:36:17,744 - He said S-E-X. - That's what **** is. 520 00:36:17,811 --> 00:36:19,612 - Stu. - Well, he said "****." 521 00:36:19,679 --> 00:36:21,748 Kids, do you wanna read from...? 522 00:36:21,815 --> 00:36:23,316 - It's the same thing. - No. 523 00:36:23,416 --> 00:36:25,850 Get your Bibles out, please. 524 00:36:27,200 --> 00:36:30,623 God wants us to give things up, he ought to stop taking from us too. 525 00:36:30,690 --> 00:36:33,930 He killed my little brother Stephen when he was 6. 526 00:36:33,159 --> 00:36:35,295 Took a nap, never woke up. 527 00:36:35,362 --> 00:36:37,300 How you square that one, huh? 528 00:36:38,980 --> 00:36:40,133 We can't understand why God does what he does. 529 00:36:40,200 --> 00:36:43,370 That's why I liked to box. How it went was up to me. 530 00:36:43,470 --> 00:36:45,805 I can't accept when I ain't got no say in shit. 531 00:36:47,107 --> 00:36:51,110 Our world teaches us that there's comfort in knowledge and fear in the unknown. 532 00:36:51,544 --> 00:36:54,681 What if the unknown was greater than we could imagine? 533 00:36:55,215 --> 00:36:56,883 I bet it could be. 534 00:37:01,821 --> 00:37:02,989 I believe in you. 535 00:37:07,994 --> 00:37:08,995 Confession. 536 00:37:09,290 --> 00:37:13,299 Acknowledging our sins in word, action, and omission, 537 00:37:13,366 --> 00:37:15,835 and resolving to not sin again. 538 00:37:15,902 --> 00:37:19,839 For this, we do penance, and are granted forgiveness. 539 00:37:19,906 --> 00:37:22,676 Like doing laundry. That's a Sunday thing too. 540 00:37:23,877 --> 00:37:26,460 Here I thought it'd be complicated. 541 00:37:26,146 --> 00:37:28,648 Well... I'm afraid it's not that simple. 542 00:37:28,715 --> 00:37:31,918 The essential part of penance 543 00:37:32,180 --> 00:37:34,220 is a firm and true repentance, 544 00:37:34,320 --> 00:37:35,989 motivated by faith, 545 00:37:36,560 --> 00:37:37,757 and the love of God. 546 00:37:37,857 --> 00:37:40,193 This is called perfect contrition. 547 00:37:40,260 --> 00:37:43,763 Imperfect contrition arises from a less pure motive, 548 00:37:43,863 --> 00:37:45,699 such as common decency, 549 00:37:45,765 --> 00:37:47,330 or fear of hell. 550 00:37:47,100 --> 00:37:49,569 Our whole lives, we're taught to be good, avoid bad. 551 00:37:49,669 --> 00:37:53,540 Eat your dinner, or you don't get dessert. Share your toys, or you get timeout. 552 00:37:53,606 --> 00:37:55,942 You're trying to undo years of wiring. 553 00:37:56,420 --> 00:37:58,945 That's a good observation, Stuart. 554 00:37:59,713 --> 00:38:00,714 Take heart. 555 00:38:01,414 --> 00:38:03,917 God is the ultimate programmer. 556 00:38:06,520 --> 00:38:08,880 I leave you with this task: 557 00:38:08,188 --> 00:38:10,724 Consider the changes you need to make 558 00:38:10,790 --> 00:38:14,594 in order to receive more abundant graces to sin no more. 559 00:38:19,766 --> 00:38:20,767 Cool. 560 00:38:24,370 --> 00:38:25,380 Hello? 561 00:38:25,105 --> 00:38:27,574 How come you ain't teach me how to tie a tie? 562 00:38:28,775 --> 00:38:30,110 Where'd you get a tie? 563 00:38:30,176 --> 00:38:31,478 My court appearance. 564 00:38:32,178 --> 00:38:33,980 Your dad never did like dressing up. 565 00:38:34,800 --> 00:38:36,616 Always said he wanted me to shine. 566 00:38:37,183 --> 00:38:40,253 Like a dirtbag on my arm was the only way to make me pretty. 567 00:38:40,320 --> 00:38:42,155 Well, Dad is a ****ing ***hole. 568 00:38:42,856 --> 00:38:44,858 What you putting on a tie for? 569 00:38:44,958 --> 00:38:45,959 Church. 570 00:38:46,593 --> 00:38:47,594 What? 571 00:38:47,994 --> 00:38:49,362 I'm getting baptized. 572 00:38:50,830 --> 00:38:51,965 Why would you do that? 573 00:38:52,320 --> 00:38:53,767 It means something to my girl. 574 00:38:55,335 --> 00:38:58,104 I remember feeling like that about your dad. 575 00:38:58,171 --> 00:39:01,141 Why? You wanna be reborn, because you ****ed up so bad marrying him? 576 00:39:01,207 --> 00:39:03,643 Like I'd do anything to please him, 577 00:39:04,177 --> 00:39:05,945 when he could be pleased. 578 00:39:06,120 --> 00:39:08,314 Gonna help me with this thing or what? 579 00:39:08,381 --> 00:39:10,784 I keep tying the damn thing into a knot. 580 00:39:11,451 --> 00:39:12,819 Mama, I need your help. 581 00:40:14,114 --> 00:40:15,115 Hey. 582 00:40:25,358 --> 00:40:26,726 What's everybody waiting for? 583 00:40:28,280 --> 00:40:29,262 Let's pray. 584 00:40:30,296 --> 00:40:31,131 I'll do it. 585 00:40:31,231 --> 00:40:32,432 It'd be my pleasure. 586 00:40:33,800 --> 00:40:35,680 I've been practicing. 587 00:40:50,550 --> 00:40:51,551 Amen. 588 00:40:54,587 --> 00:40:55,722 You know, Stuart, 589 00:40:56,656 --> 00:40:57,891 in my country, 590 00:40:58,758 --> 00:41:00,760 men crawl on their hands and knees 591 00:41:00,827 --> 00:41:04,330 to the statue a la santísima Virgen María. 592 00:41:06,466 --> 00:41:08,902 I expect no less devotion to my daughter. 593 00:41:15,108 --> 00:41:16,976 It's a good thing I got a carpet, huh? 594 00:41:24,351 --> 00:41:25,452 You like that one? 595 00:41:28,955 --> 00:41:30,290 You want cerveza? 596 00:41:31,524 --> 00:41:35,695 No, I don't drink. I was just wondering... If you drink, I can get it. But I don't... 597 00:41:36,463 --> 00:41:37,464 I don't drink. 598 00:41:42,469 --> 00:41:46,439 I've never done this before. I just rattle off the ways I ****ed up? 599 00:41:47,700 --> 00:41:48,508 That is correct. 600 00:41:48,608 --> 00:41:51,378 Easier to list the things I done right, take up less of your time. 601 00:41:51,945 --> 00:41:53,446 Take as long as you need. 602 00:41:53,513 --> 00:41:56,160 There's a line out there. They'll know how much I ****ed up. 603 00:41:56,116 --> 00:41:58,685 Unless you whisper, they'll know regardless. 604 00:41:59,819 --> 00:42:03,156 - You know who you're talking to? - I have an inkling, yes. 605 00:42:03,223 --> 00:42:06,659 Does hearing other folks' shit make you feel less shitty about your own shit? 606 00:42:06,726 --> 00:42:08,995 Don't pretend like you don't got some. 607 00:42:10,363 --> 00:42:12,165 It is for God alone to judge. 608 00:42:12,699 --> 00:42:16,236 I am merely a vessel to assist man in unburdening himself 609 00:42:16,336 --> 00:42:19,973 of all that may separate him from the most direct path 610 00:42:20,400 --> 00:42:21,441 to Almighty Father. 611 00:42:21,541 --> 00:42:23,176 I'm keeping God in a job. 612 00:42:23,243 --> 00:42:25,612 He cuts you a check, your *** better thank me. 613 00:42:33,620 --> 00:42:36,423 Last thing I need is another father to fail for. 614 00:42:50,103 --> 00:42:53,306 You're getting into the fine print on this way of living, pal. 615 00:42:54,541 --> 00:42:55,942 What you think you know? 616 00:42:56,576 --> 00:43:00,447 I know you got a long, weary road ahead, with the headlights dim. 617 00:43:00,547 --> 00:43:03,249 You have to learn the hard way how to live in light. 618 00:43:03,783 --> 00:43:06,319 Why don't you find someone else who wants to hear your shit? 619 00:43:06,419 --> 00:43:07,554 No one wants to. 620 00:43:07,620 --> 00:43:08,722 No shit. 621 00:43:09,389 --> 00:43:10,390 Take a hint. 622 00:43:12,325 --> 00:43:16,463 In my experience, the toughest fights are the only ones worth walking into. 623 00:43:17,597 --> 00:43:19,799 You bring a tough guy to his knees, 624 00:43:20,800 --> 00:43:23,300 the first few times he feels shame. 625 00:43:24,604 --> 00:43:25,605 Rage. 626 00:43:27,841 --> 00:43:29,309 Eventually, relief. 627 00:43:31,745 --> 00:43:33,246 Wanna have a big **** contest, bud? 628 00:43:34,247 --> 00:43:35,982 I know how big your **** is, son. 629 00:43:39,486 --> 00:43:41,588 I'd **** you up if you weren't ****ed up already. 630 00:43:41,654 --> 00:43:42,655 Yeah. 631 00:43:43,289 --> 00:43:44,657 Someone beat you to it. 632 00:43:47,861 --> 00:43:51,931 Life's gonna give you a gutful of reasons to be angry, kid. 633 00:43:53,433 --> 00:43:56,136 You only need one to be grateful. 634 00:43:59,372 --> 00:44:00,874 That's the most ****ed-up ratio 635 00:44:00,974 --> 00:44:03,443 since the number of marshmallows in Lucky Charms. 636 00:44:05,512 --> 00:44:06,880 You ain't owed nothing. 637 00:44:08,615 --> 00:44:10,283 But you're getting a chance. 638 00:44:13,787 --> 00:44:15,121 Don't go driving now. 639 00:44:20,493 --> 00:44:21,995 The **** was he drinking? 640 00:44:22,829 --> 00:44:23,830 Water. 641 00:44:48,922 --> 00:44:50,223 Oh, shit. 642 00:45:16,449 --> 00:45:17,851 Sir? 643 00:45:19,386 --> 00:45:21,588 Can you hear me? 644 00:45:24,290 --> 00:45:25,625 Can you hear me? 645 00:45:41,740 --> 00:45:42,409 Behold thy mother. 646 00:45:53,787 --> 00:45:55,255 You must listen to me. 647 00:45:56,890 --> 00:45:58,910 You will not die for nothing. 648 00:46:02,829 --> 00:46:04,264 Oh, you tell your son... 649 00:46:06,466 --> 00:46:09,169 he wants to show me hell, I ain't afraid of a little fire. 650 00:46:11,671 --> 00:46:12,972 He died for you. 651 00:46:15,642 --> 00:46:16,710 For Stephen. 652 00:47:06,926 --> 00:47:11,564 There was significant trauma to the head, and vital organs. He's in a coma. 653 00:47:11,664 --> 00:47:13,566 If there's anyone you'd like to see him again, 654 00:47:13,666 --> 00:47:15,568 I suggest you arrange that now. 655 00:47:15,668 --> 00:47:16,670 I... 656 00:47:17,704 --> 00:47:19,539 already lost one kid. 657 00:47:20,840 --> 00:47:24,440 They say lightning don't strike the same place twice. 658 00:47:24,611 --> 00:47:26,913 The nurse can recommend a grief counselor. 659 00:47:57,711 --> 00:47:59,646 - God bless. - Bye, Miss Carmen. 660 00:47:59,746 --> 00:48:01,470 - Bye. - See you next Sunday. 661 00:48:32,645 --> 00:48:36,282 You got some kind of spell in there gonna bring him back? 662 00:48:37,250 --> 00:48:39,753 It's just a prayer for Mary's intercession. 663 00:48:39,819 --> 00:48:44,524 She don't give a good goddamn about a real mother's son. 664 00:48:47,293 --> 00:48:48,928 You should get some rest. 665 00:48:50,300 --> 00:48:51,664 I could stay with him. 666 00:48:56,770 --> 00:48:58,104 His eyes are moving. 667 00:48:58,805 --> 00:49:00,507 What? Doctor! 668 00:49:02,175 --> 00:49:03,710 Stuart, baby. 669 00:49:04,310 --> 00:49:05,545 Can you hear me? 670 00:49:22,629 --> 00:49:24,300 Can you squeeze my hand? 671 00:49:25,732 --> 00:49:27,667 He's starting to come out of it. 672 00:49:48,254 --> 00:49:49,756 Damn thing ate my dollar. 673 00:49:51,758 --> 00:49:55,395 As if folks in here ain't paid enough, you gotta bleed their pockets too. 674 00:49:57,330 --> 00:49:59,766 - Ain't you brought your own beverage? - Son of a... 675 00:50:00,500 --> 00:50:02,569 - Where you going? - What's it to you? 676 00:50:02,669 --> 00:50:04,738 Your mother told me you were dying. What the ****? 677 00:50:05,338 --> 00:50:06,940 You sound disappointed. 678 00:50:07,400 --> 00:50:10,410 Well, I took off work to be here. You seem all right. 679 00:50:11,211 --> 00:50:12,212 Wait up, Stu. 680 00:50:14,381 --> 00:50:15,882 I forgot to give you this. 681 00:50:17,584 --> 00:50:19,519 St. Joseph. For the operation. 682 00:50:20,553 --> 00:50:21,554 Who's this? 683 00:50:22,122 --> 00:50:23,123 Who's asking? 684 00:50:23,223 --> 00:50:24,224 Stu's dad. 685 00:50:25,892 --> 00:50:28,128 I'm Carmen, Stuart's girlfriend. 686 00:50:29,620 --> 00:50:30,663 She know you're an atheist? 687 00:50:33,660 --> 00:50:34,501 He's baptized. 688 00:50:37,804 --> 00:50:40,607 He ain't dead. He can speak for himself. Is that true? 689 00:50:43,243 --> 00:50:44,244 Yeah. 690 00:50:49,416 --> 00:50:51,751 - You know St. Stephen? - Of course. 691 00:50:51,818 --> 00:50:54,870 Patron Saint of coffin makers. 692 00:50:54,621 --> 00:50:57,857 There's pictures of him with a big pile of rocks on his head. 693 00:50:58,458 --> 00:50:59,292 Who'd have thought, 694 00:50:59,359 --> 00:51:01,828 you give your boy a nice Christian name, 695 00:51:03,196 --> 00:51:04,764 in a world full of fruits and nuts, 696 00:51:04,831 --> 00:51:07,133 you'd sentence him to live right on up to it? 697 00:51:07,667 --> 00:51:08,868 Or down, as it were. 698 00:51:09,836 --> 00:51:10,870 Into the ground. 699 00:51:10,970 --> 00:51:12,605 That ain't how names work. 700 00:51:16,876 --> 00:51:18,345 Let me drive you home, Mr. Long. 701 00:51:18,445 --> 00:51:20,814 Hey, you got yourself a worrier. 702 00:51:23,817 --> 00:51:26,186 God will put me where he wants me to be. 703 00:51:26,286 --> 00:51:28,321 What's it to you if I'm in hell or Hermosillo? 704 00:51:28,388 --> 00:51:29,389 "Sillo." 705 00:51:30,230 --> 00:51:31,240 Can we go? 706 00:51:57,500 --> 00:51:59,853 You recall the guy who was drinking by me, last time I was here? 707 00:52:00,387 --> 00:52:03,890 I haven't seen him before or since. He was probably just passing through. 708 00:52:17,904 --> 00:52:21,700 You ain't owed nothing, but you're getting a chance. 709 00:52:23,576 --> 00:52:25,110 Don't go driving now. 710 00:52:38,191 --> 00:52:39,859 I thought I could help. 711 00:52:42,362 --> 00:52:44,197 Answer your question, you know. 712 00:52:46,266 --> 00:52:48,134 Yeah? What you think I'm wondering? 713 00:52:49,469 --> 00:52:50,470 "Why me? 714 00:52:51,805 --> 00:52:54,874 Why did God make or allow this to happen?" 715 00:52:55,442 --> 00:52:57,444 He doesn't promise your stories will make sense, 716 00:52:57,544 --> 00:53:00,780 but he does promise they'll find their greater purpose. 717 00:53:00,880 --> 00:53:01,981 If we're patient. 718 00:53:02,820 --> 00:53:03,830 Patient? 719 00:53:03,883 --> 00:53:05,218 You an expert on that. 720 00:53:13,293 --> 00:53:15,950 What's going on with you? 721 00:53:15,161 --> 00:53:17,731 Most things get squished on a road, end up stuffed on a wall. 722 00:53:17,797 --> 00:53:19,399 I'm doing pretty good, considering. 723 00:53:19,466 --> 00:53:22,680 I know, but I'm concerned. 724 00:53:22,135 --> 00:53:24,170 I got a lot on my mind, all right? 725 00:53:26,840 --> 00:53:29,676 It's been six weeks since my last confession. 726 00:53:29,743 --> 00:53:30,744 I can't... 727 00:53:31,878 --> 00:53:34,881 I can't give you details on account of there's a conflict of interest. 728 00:53:35,715 --> 00:53:38,651 The sacrament of confession is inviolable. 729 00:53:38,718 --> 00:53:41,870 I cannot, under pain of excommunication, 730 00:53:41,187 --> 00:53:44,900 reveal or act on whatever it is you confess to me. 731 00:53:46,426 --> 00:53:49,620 I did something I ain't supposed to do. 732 00:53:50,630 --> 00:53:54,340 Something I been thinking about, praying I could get to happen for months. 733 00:53:54,567 --> 00:53:57,470 Something I wanted more than anything else in this world. 734 00:53:58,380 --> 00:54:01,608 Then I had it, and all I could do was think about disappointing God. 735 00:54:01,708 --> 00:54:02,776 This is good news. 736 00:54:03,543 --> 00:54:06,413 It is in discovering the greatness of God's love 737 00:54:06,479 --> 00:54:10,417 that our heart is shaken by the horror and weight of sin. 738 00:54:10,483 --> 00:54:14,421 No, this ain't about ****ing up. It's about being ****ed with. 739 00:54:16,589 --> 00:54:19,759 Another term for that is "grace." 740 00:54:19,826 --> 00:54:21,227 God's grace. 741 00:54:21,294 --> 00:54:23,563 It appears you are the recipient. 742 00:54:23,630 --> 00:54:25,665 What's he expecting me to do with his grace? 743 00:54:25,765 --> 00:54:27,167 You could start by... 744 00:54:27,967 --> 00:54:29,235 cleaning up your language. 745 00:54:29,302 --> 00:54:32,105 Don't be a wise-***, Father. Answer the question. 746 00:54:33,306 --> 00:54:36,309 He expects you to spread his word, 747 00:54:36,409 --> 00:54:37,677 advance his kingdom. 748 00:54:38,278 --> 00:54:40,613 He ain't making house calls asking that. 749 00:54:44,818 --> 00:54:46,786 He must have made a mistake. 750 00:54:46,853 --> 00:54:47,854 No. 751 00:54:49,122 --> 00:54:51,324 God doesn't make mistakes. 752 00:54:56,930 --> 00:55:00,200 Father G thinks maybe I could serve God. You believe that shit? 753 00:55:01,835 --> 00:55:02,936 Like an altar boy? 754 00:55:03,200 --> 00:55:05,805 I've been thinking that since the day I met you. 755 00:55:05,872 --> 00:55:07,207 - You have? - No. 756 00:55:10,543 --> 00:55:12,979 But I'm sure he had good reason. 757 00:55:16,349 --> 00:55:18,485 My whole life, I felt like I shouldn't be here. 758 00:55:18,551 --> 00:55:20,887 That my brother Stephen should instead. 759 00:55:22,220 --> 00:55:24,357 But after that night, I felt different. 760 00:55:25,558 --> 00:55:27,560 Like I might be good for something after all. 761 00:55:29,295 --> 00:55:32,232 Perhaps the world needs another Rhinestone Cowboy. 762 00:55:37,337 --> 00:55:40,173 I think God saw something in you worth saving. 763 00:55:40,874 --> 00:55:44,100 But it's up to you to decide what you've got to offer. 764 00:56:45,972 --> 00:56:48,375 I thought it'd make sense being back here to do this. 765 00:56:48,942 --> 00:56:50,977 It's the place you told me you believed in me. 766 00:56:59,886 --> 00:57:01,221 I'm gonna be a priest. 767 00:57:06,659 --> 00:57:07,660 What do you mean? 768 00:57:09,963 --> 00:57:12,165 It's five words. I've practiced them a hundred times. 769 00:57:12,265 --> 00:57:13,500 What part is unclear? 770 00:57:15,101 --> 00:57:16,102 Every part. 771 00:57:17,971 --> 00:57:19,720 You're gonna be a priest? 772 00:57:19,139 --> 00:57:20,740 Stop saying it like that. 773 00:57:20,807 --> 00:57:22,609 Like what? Like it's insane? 774 00:57:22,676 --> 00:57:24,944 So was the idea of the man upstairs pulling strings, 775 00:57:25,110 --> 00:57:27,147 but you bought that like a pair of shoes. 776 00:57:28,314 --> 00:57:31,518 God saved me and forgave me to show me that there's a reason I'm here. 777 00:57:31,618 --> 00:57:33,720 We need to have your head examined. 778 00:57:33,820 --> 00:57:34,988 Trust me, Carmen. 779 00:57:35,550 --> 00:57:38,725 I tried every way to talk myself out of it, but the truth is... 780 00:57:39,292 --> 00:57:41,610 I ain't never been more clear. 781 00:57:44,300 --> 00:57:46,232 Have you considered all this entails? 782 00:57:47,000 --> 00:57:49,636 Abstaining from booze and beatings, not to mention ***? 783 00:57:49,703 --> 00:57:52,672 - You showed me I could do it. - No, I showed you, you could wait. 784 00:57:52,739 --> 00:57:55,342 A vow of celibacy means never again. Then you die. 785 00:57:55,408 --> 00:57:57,844 There's more to life than ***. I can feel it. 786 00:57:57,911 --> 00:57:59,245 Most people know that. 787 00:57:59,346 --> 00:58:03,350 Only most people find that other meaning in a passion, 788 00:58:03,416 --> 00:58:04,718 or people, 789 00:58:04,818 --> 00:58:06,860 or a family. 790 00:58:06,186 --> 00:58:08,822 - You're setting yourself up for failure. - No. 791 00:58:08,888 --> 00:58:10,657 I been testing myself. 792 00:58:10,724 --> 00:58:14,828 If God's willing to forgive me, I got to be willing to forgive others. 793 00:58:14,894 --> 00:58:17,263 Whoever hit me, I wanted their ****s on a stick. 794 00:58:17,364 --> 00:58:19,733 But with God's help, I've forgiven them. 795 00:58:19,833 --> 00:58:22,402 And you think the absence of the instinct to dismember someone 796 00:58:22,502 --> 00:58:24,738 qualifies you for priesthood? 797 00:58:24,838 --> 00:58:27,107 - You're delusional. - Know what it takes to win a fight? 798 00:58:27,207 --> 00:58:31,244 You gotta turn off the animal brain, use logic, humility, good judgment. 799 00:58:31,344 --> 00:58:34,614 That's the struggle of man. I can do it. I can help. 800 00:58:36,916 --> 00:58:39,850 You got near death and found God. 801 00:58:39,686 --> 00:58:41,254 That's great, Stu, but... 802 00:58:43,560 --> 00:58:44,691 this is a little extreme. 803 00:58:44,758 --> 00:58:46,559 No, I didn't find him, Carmen. 804 00:58:47,127 --> 00:58:48,128 I felt him. 805 00:58:48,528 --> 00:58:51,297 I felt her. Mary. Well, that don't sound... 806 00:58:51,398 --> 00:58:54,934 Look, the feeling she gave me, I can't even explain it. 807 00:58:55,350 --> 00:58:58,772 For the first time in my life, I knew I could stop fighting. 808 00:58:58,872 --> 00:59:01,141 I knew I was safe and loved. 809 00:59:13,219 --> 00:59:15,588 I disgraced myself before God, 810 00:59:16,489 --> 00:59:18,758 so that you could have another flight of fancy. 811 00:59:18,825 --> 00:59:20,493 I know you're mad. Hit me if you want. 812 00:59:20,593 --> 00:59:22,762 - It'll make you feel better. - I don't wanna hit you. 813 00:59:24,330 --> 00:59:25,665 I wanna marry you. 814 00:59:26,733 --> 00:59:29,402 I thought that's what you brought me here for. 815 00:59:32,906 --> 00:59:33,907 I can't do that. 816 00:59:35,909 --> 00:59:36,910 I'm sorry. 817 00:59:38,611 --> 00:59:39,446 Carmen. 818 00:59:39,512 --> 00:59:40,513 Car... 819 00:59:41,614 --> 00:59:42,615 Damn. 820 00:59:49,656 --> 00:59:51,825 Your son is about to make a huge mistake. 821 00:59:51,925 --> 00:59:53,927 He don't usually warn no one, 822 00:59:53,993 --> 00:59:56,196 so I guess that's progress. 823 00:59:56,296 --> 00:59:59,320 You talked him out of boxing, right? 824 00:59:59,132 --> 01:00:00,133 Hey, Mama. 825 01:00:01,701 --> 01:00:04,370 Is someone gonna tell me what's going on? 826 01:00:04,137 --> 01:00:06,373 I was gonna find a better time. 827 01:00:06,973 --> 01:00:09,376 - You're doing a ****o? - No, God, no. 828 01:00:09,476 --> 01:00:11,110 No, I'm gonna be a priest. 829 01:00:12,345 --> 01:00:15,382 - For Halloween? - No, not for ****ing Halloween. For real. 830 01:00:16,783 --> 01:00:18,218 Oh, Stu. 831 01:00:18,318 --> 01:00:20,453 You can't be serious. 832 01:00:21,221 --> 01:00:22,550 This is your fault. 833 01:00:22,155 --> 01:00:24,858 You'd think I said I wanted to be a serial killer. 834 01:00:24,958 --> 01:00:28,828 My son don't do half measures. He's a dog with a goddamn bone. 835 01:00:28,895 --> 01:00:32,832 If you're so ****ing enlightened, you should've seen that. 836 01:00:34,234 --> 01:00:37,971 Had you been awake enough to dignify his place in this world, 837 01:00:38,380 --> 01:00:40,540 in spite of the loss of your other son, 838 01:00:40,640 --> 01:00:43,176 he wouldn't be so desperate to find himself. 839 01:00:43,243 --> 01:00:44,244 Baby, don't... 840 01:00:53,420 --> 01:00:54,554 I'm doing this. 841 01:01:01,661 --> 01:01:05,565 "To whom it may concern, consider this application to the seminary. 842 01:01:05,665 --> 01:01:08,735 Enclosed you'll find my résumé, 843 01:01:08,835 --> 01:01:11,838 and half the fee. 844 01:01:11,905 --> 01:01:14,607 God will provide the rest cause." 845 01:01:14,708 --> 01:01:15,709 Cause? 846 01:01:16,910 --> 01:01:20,113 Oh, "'cause I'm praying for it." 847 01:01:22,820 --> 01:01:23,830 'Cause. 848 01:01:29,789 --> 01:01:31,324 Hey, Mama, I'm home. 849 01:01:31,424 --> 01:01:34,327 Hey, Stuart. I just been admiring your artwork. 850 01:01:36,463 --> 01:01:39,199 - You invite him here? - He came to check on you. 851 01:01:39,799 --> 01:01:42,736 You look about as holy as a healthy deuce. 852 01:01:43,336 --> 01:01:44,571 You had to tell him? 853 01:01:45,238 --> 01:01:47,774 - It's a sin to lie. - You ain't the Catholic here. 854 01:01:47,841 --> 01:01:49,943 You've had some nutty ideas before, 855 01:01:50,100 --> 01:01:54,140 but this is like Hitler asking to join the ADL. 856 01:01:54,114 --> 01:01:57,117 All these years, I was looking for the wrong father's approval. 857 01:01:57,183 --> 01:01:58,451 I never needed yours. 858 01:01:58,518 --> 01:02:00,920 I always loved you for the piece of shit you were. 859 01:02:00,987 --> 01:02:02,322 That's unconditional. 860 01:02:02,922 --> 01:02:03,923 It's obligation. 861 01:02:04,424 --> 01:02:05,792 You're punishing yourself. 862 01:02:05,859 --> 01:02:08,294 You've both been, since Stephen died. 863 01:02:08,361 --> 01:02:10,630 It's not punishment, it's purpose. 864 01:02:10,697 --> 01:02:13,330 Let me do one last thing as your dad. 865 01:02:13,800 --> 01:02:16,936 - Give you something you always wanted. - What the ****? 866 01:02:17,300 --> 01:02:19,706 You gonna disgrace me and your brother like this, 867 01:02:19,806 --> 01:02:21,608 you might as well Bury me too. 868 01:02:24,110 --> 01:02:27,981 I'm turning my life around. There ain't shit you could do to stop me. 869 01:02:28,480 --> 01:02:31,151 Unless you wanna shoot me. Dine out on two dead kids. 870 01:02:31,217 --> 01:02:32,952 Oh, to hell with both of you. 871 01:02:33,190 --> 01:02:35,288 I trust we'll both find our way. 872 01:02:42,996 --> 01:02:45,365 You both better be gone when I get back. 873 01:03:55,935 --> 01:03:56,936 Excuse me, sir? 874 01:03:57,370 --> 01:03:58,638 Do you have an appointment? 875 01:03:59,272 --> 01:04:00,273 Yes. 876 01:04:02,542 --> 01:04:04,544 Take care, Jeff. All the best. 877 01:04:05,311 --> 01:04:06,312 Go on. 878 01:04:08,381 --> 01:04:09,382 Hey. 879 01:04:13,953 --> 01:04:16,756 - You're the IOU. - You know something, Father? 880 01:04:16,823 --> 01:04:19,559 There's a sign on the wall of my gym back home. 881 01:04:19,626 --> 01:04:22,762 "Hope is not a tactic." I took that one to heart. 882 01:04:23,329 --> 01:04:25,799 Fought for everything I earned. This ain't no different. 883 01:04:26,800 --> 01:04:30,970 I know what God's doing here. Seeing how I respond, I don't get my way. 884 01:04:31,710 --> 01:04:32,972 I'd be red-assed about it. 885 01:04:33,573 --> 01:04:35,141 But I ain't giving up. 886 01:04:35,241 --> 01:04:37,177 Not on him or me. 887 01:04:38,178 --> 01:04:40,280 I want you to reconsider your rejection. 888 01:04:41,147 --> 01:04:44,584 There's nothing on your résumé or in your references 889 01:04:44,651 --> 01:04:49,856 that speaks to behavioral conformity with Catholic tradition. 890 01:04:50,824 --> 01:04:53,526 You are a pugilist with a criminal record. 891 01:04:53,626 --> 01:04:56,463 Look at St. Matthew, St. Augustine, St. Francis. 892 01:04:56,529 --> 01:04:58,310 Some of the most remarkable figures 893 01:04:58,131 --> 01:05:00,500 in the history of the Church are reformed men. 894 01:05:01,340 --> 01:05:04,104 Yes, but I think what the Church needs now, 895 01:05:04,170 --> 01:05:05,171 more than ever, 896 01:05:05,638 --> 01:05:08,141 is to elevate the standard for a priest. 897 01:05:08,208 --> 01:05:10,810 No, the Church needs somebody who's gonna fight for God. 898 01:05:10,877 --> 01:05:11,878 That's me. 899 01:05:12,312 --> 01:05:16,282 Besides, if the Church's choices don't celebrate a person's capacity for change, 900 01:05:16,349 --> 01:05:18,318 then what else does it stand for? 901 01:05:19,552 --> 01:05:21,488 This may sound contradictory, 902 01:05:21,554 --> 01:05:25,291 but sometimes the best path to serving God 903 01:05:25,358 --> 01:05:28,610 is to step out of the way. 904 01:05:28,161 --> 01:05:31,310 With all due respect, monsignor, you're getting in my way. 905 01:05:31,970 --> 01:05:32,599 God wants me here. 906 01:05:36,836 --> 01:05:41,740 Priests become the financial responsibility of the Church. 907 01:05:41,174 --> 01:05:43,343 Now, by admitting you, 908 01:05:43,877 --> 01:05:46,946 we'd be agreeing to subsidize you 909 01:05:47,470 --> 01:05:49,449 as the face of Catholicism. 910 01:05:50,116 --> 01:05:53,853 Something our board would be very reluctant to do. 911 01:05:53,920 --> 01:05:56,723 First it's admitting you're afraid I'll succeed. 912 01:05:58,892 --> 01:06:01,895 If you so sure I'll flame out, what you got to lose? 913 01:06:24,651 --> 01:06:26,619 - My man. - Hey. 914 01:06:26,720 --> 01:06:28,288 Look at you. What? 915 01:06:28,388 --> 01:06:32,659 - The first of many inappropriate displays. - Outward sign of inward grace. 916 01:06:32,759 --> 01:06:34,661 - And a hug from the heart. - Hugs are healing. 917 01:06:34,761 --> 01:06:37,263 Jesus hugged a cripple, that mother-hugger would walk. 918 01:06:37,330 --> 01:06:38,331 I need another one. 919 01:06:39,332 --> 01:06:42,469 Entering these gates, you surrender any personal means of purchase. 920 01:06:42,569 --> 01:06:46,673 We rely on our sponsors for money. You do have one of those, don't you? 921 01:06:46,773 --> 01:06:48,800 Don't worry about me. 922 01:06:48,108 --> 01:06:50,176 I been getting sponsorships since I could swing. 923 01:06:52,120 --> 01:06:54,681 By the time I leave, I'll have Jesus' name on my trunks. 924 01:06:55,415 --> 01:06:57,650 You can keep your driver's license and insurance card. 925 01:06:57,751 --> 01:06:59,953 They took my license, canceled my insurance. 926 01:07:00,200 --> 01:07:02,355 You doubted me, and I'm a step ahead. 927 01:07:02,455 --> 01:07:03,456 God bless you. 928 01:07:07,494 --> 01:07:09,362 It is my great privilege 929 01:07:09,462 --> 01:07:12,866 to welcome you to the stewardship of theology. 930 01:07:12,966 --> 01:07:18,380 You are here to learn that you will one day be a teacher. 931 01:07:18,138 --> 01:07:19,305 An advisor. 932 01:07:19,873 --> 01:07:21,174 A confessor. 933 01:07:21,775 --> 01:07:24,177 Indeed, a Father. 934 01:07:26,379 --> 01:07:27,380 - Hey. - Hey. 935 01:07:35,121 --> 01:07:36,623 I guess we're gonna be roommates. 936 01:07:42,620 --> 01:07:43,196 Sixteen? 937 01:07:43,863 --> 01:07:44,864 Sixteen. 938 01:07:48,201 --> 01:07:50,700 They must've given me a faulty one. 939 01:07:50,170 --> 01:07:53,173 It's user error. And it's like 2 in the morning. 940 01:07:53,239 --> 01:07:55,842 I ain't going down till I get this right. 941 01:07:55,909 --> 01:07:58,780 There is no MVP of Consecration. 942 01:07:58,178 --> 01:07:59,913 Of course there is. Jesus. 943 01:08:00,130 --> 01:08:02,315 You wanna sleep, help a brother out. 944 01:08:02,382 --> 01:08:05,485 And be complicit in your ruse? Not over my dead body. 945 01:08:05,552 --> 01:08:07,520 I'll ring your bell, show you how that's done. 946 01:08:09,723 --> 01:08:11,157 You're a fraud. 947 01:08:11,224 --> 01:08:14,894 I found God. I ain't here for fellowship. I'm here for worship. 948 01:08:14,994 --> 01:08:16,896 That's a great bumper sticker. 949 01:08:25,705 --> 01:08:28,408 "Take this, all of you, drink from it, 950 01:08:28,508 --> 01:08:30,744 for this is the chalice of my blood, 951 01:08:30,844 --> 01:08:34,140 the blood of the new and eternal covenant." 952 01:08:34,614 --> 01:08:35,615 I been thinking. 953 01:08:36,583 --> 01:08:38,518 Probably wise to keep a vice on hand. 954 01:08:39,520 --> 01:08:41,187 Somebody too perfect, they a target for the devil. 955 01:08:41,254 --> 01:08:44,624 "Better to be silent, be thought a fool, than to talk and remove all doubt." 956 01:08:45,725 --> 01:08:47,560 While we're bandying idioms. 957 01:08:48,161 --> 01:08:50,530 If Jesus wasn't afraid to look a fool, why should I be? 958 01:08:50,597 --> 01:08:53,299 If you seek to be Christlike, give us something worth repeating. 959 01:08:53,900 --> 01:08:55,135 That is the duty of a priest. 960 01:08:55,235 --> 01:08:57,637 One that you prove daily you're incapable of performing. 961 01:08:57,737 --> 01:09:01,408 Not just what he does that makes a man a priest. It's also what he doesn't do. 962 01:09:01,474 --> 01:09:04,611 - He ain't laid you out yet. - Oh, that's charming. 963 01:09:04,711 --> 01:09:05,679 Not yet. 964 01:09:06,946 --> 01:09:08,281 Watch your man. 965 01:09:08,348 --> 01:09:09,215 Oh, no, Stu. 966 01:09:09,282 --> 01:09:10,684 Oh, no, Stu. 967 01:09:14,621 --> 01:09:15,522 You look tired. 968 01:09:15,622 --> 01:09:18,758 Give me a second. I'm out of shape. And you're Black. 969 01:09:18,825 --> 01:09:20,126 I thought you were an athlete. 970 01:09:20,193 --> 01:09:21,995 - I'm gonna take five. Sub in for me. - What? 971 01:09:22,950 --> 01:09:23,763 Let me catch my breath, man. 972 01:09:23,830 --> 01:09:24,831 Shit. 973 01:09:26,933 --> 01:09:27,934 Hey. 974 01:09:29,202 --> 01:09:30,203 You want in? 975 01:09:32,172 --> 01:09:33,840 Does it look like I want in? 976 01:09:39,512 --> 01:09:43,516 - Trying to rise above here, man. - A priest is penitent, not playful. 977 01:09:44,117 --> 01:09:46,386 How you think Moses lasted in the desert 40 years? 978 01:09:46,486 --> 01:09:47,554 He must've been in shape. 979 01:09:47,654 --> 01:09:49,322 Priest got to be prepared. 980 01:09:49,389 --> 01:09:51,624 I don't suppose Jesus appreciates your mockery. 981 01:09:51,691 --> 01:09:53,827 God gave us a sense of humor so we'd use it. 982 01:09:53,893 --> 01:09:56,296 I don't know how to play, all right? 983 01:09:56,363 --> 01:09:58,565 My father didn't see the point in teaching me sports. 984 01:09:58,665 --> 01:09:59,999 I was always gonna be a priest. 985 01:10:00,660 --> 01:10:02,350 It ain't never too late to learn. 986 01:10:02,869 --> 01:10:06,720 Not everyone is as eager to humiliate themselves as you are. 987 01:10:06,973 --> 01:10:09,743 Through his own son's shame was God's glory magnified. 988 01:10:09,843 --> 01:10:11,511 Jesus set the bar, brother. 989 01:10:11,578 --> 01:10:14,647 No one wants to hear the Gospel from the mouth of a gangster. 990 01:10:16,549 --> 01:10:18,718 Maybe that's exactly what they need. 991 01:10:19,519 --> 01:10:20,653 I'm coming back. 992 01:10:22,856 --> 01:10:26,920 "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only son, 993 01:10:26,192 --> 01:10:28,328 so that everyone who believes in him 994 01:10:28,395 --> 01:10:31,970 might not perish, but might have eternal life." 995 01:10:31,197 --> 01:10:34,601 - The Gospel of the Lord. - Praise to the Lord Jesus Christ. 996 01:10:37,170 --> 01:10:41,174 It is a great pleasure to introduce a member of our parish family, 997 01:10:41,241 --> 01:10:42,542 now a seminarian, 998 01:10:42,609 --> 01:10:44,544 to deliver today's reflection. 999 01:10:51,885 --> 01:10:52,886 Hey. 1000 01:11:09,269 --> 01:11:11,905 "Forgive them, Father, for they know not what they do." 1001 01:11:15,308 --> 01:11:17,277 That's what Jesus said on the cross. 1002 01:11:19,879 --> 01:11:20,880 As a kid, 1003 01:11:20,914 --> 01:11:22,816 I saw a dude in a diaper, 1004 01:11:22,916 --> 01:11:25,819 getting it worse than me with my daddy's belt when he was drunk. 1005 01:11:26,386 --> 01:11:29,589 But I figured, I could never screw up as bad as Jesus. 1006 01:11:29,656 --> 01:11:31,591 Whatever he did to deserve that. 1007 01:11:33,930 --> 01:11:37,430 And as a man, I thought, "You know what? It serves him right. 1008 01:11:37,497 --> 01:11:38,665 Trying to lie to the world, 1009 01:11:38,765 --> 01:11:42,100 make us think we gotta kiss his feet for a pat on the head." 1010 01:11:42,936 --> 01:11:47,807 Look, now, we've all been wronged, and we've all done some wronging. 1011 01:11:48,842 --> 01:11:50,577 Some of us worse than others. 1012 01:11:51,144 --> 01:11:53,146 But with them words I said up top, 1013 01:11:53,947 --> 01:11:56,820 Jesus asked his father, God, 1014 01:11:56,983 --> 01:11:59,352 to forgive the folks tacking him up. 1015 01:11:59,953 --> 01:12:02,880 He ain't come to condemn the world, 1016 01:12:02,155 --> 01:12:04,424 make us cower in shame for our sins. 1017 01:12:06,426 --> 01:12:07,761 He came to forgive us. 1018 01:12:09,329 --> 01:12:10,330 Think about it. 1019 01:12:11,131 --> 01:12:14,768 We ask Jesus to forgive us our trespasses 1020 01:12:14,834 --> 01:12:18,104 as we forgive those who trespass against us. 1021 01:12:20,173 --> 01:12:24,544 God's forgiveness is contingent upon us forgiving others. 1022 01:12:24,644 --> 01:12:25,812 That's the deal. 1023 01:12:27,113 --> 01:12:28,314 It ain't easy to do. 1024 01:12:29,215 --> 01:12:30,216 Truth is, 1025 01:12:30,717 --> 01:12:33,190 we ain't got no power to do it ourselves. 1026 01:12:33,553 --> 01:12:34,888 None of us, not a one. 1027 01:12:36,222 --> 01:12:37,624 It's all God's grace. 1028 01:12:39,459 --> 01:12:40,794 That's the man, right there. 1029 01:12:42,729 --> 01:12:44,297 You just gotta let him in. 1030 01:12:45,398 --> 01:12:47,167 He'll do the heavy lifting. 1031 01:12:49,350 --> 01:12:50,470 Amen. 1032 01:12:52,839 --> 01:12:54,400 Hey. 1033 01:12:54,641 --> 01:12:56,476 Hey, wait up. Hey. 1034 01:12:57,344 --> 01:12:58,678 You're out of shape. 1035 01:12:58,745 --> 01:13:00,647 I'm out of practice chasing after you. 1036 01:13:00,714 --> 01:13:03,830 You're spiritually blackmailing me. 1037 01:13:03,183 --> 01:13:04,840 What? 1038 01:13:04,184 --> 01:13:06,353 Reminding me God forgives those who forgive others, 1039 01:13:06,419 --> 01:13:09,556 chasing me down to demand it, all for you to make yourself feel better. 1040 01:13:09,656 --> 01:13:10,957 It'll make you feel better too. 1041 01:13:11,570 --> 01:13:13,960 There's nothing to forgive. We serve the same God. 1042 01:13:15,829 --> 01:13:16,930 You seeing someone? 1043 01:13:17,897 --> 01:13:20,266 You really are a glutton for punishment. 1044 01:13:29,376 --> 01:13:31,978 - You asked to see me, Father? - Yes, yes. 1045 01:13:32,780 --> 01:13:33,713 As a matter of fact, I did. 1046 01:13:35,315 --> 01:13:39,520 It's come to my attention that there was a woman in your life, 1047 01:13:39,119 --> 01:13:41,755 prior to you entering the seminary. 1048 01:13:41,821 --> 01:13:44,791 I was wondering, are you still in contact with her? 1049 01:13:44,891 --> 01:13:50,330 No, not really. I mean, she don't want much to do with a man she can't marry. 1050 01:13:50,430 --> 01:13:53,166 You know how Catholic girls are. Or maybe you don't. 1051 01:13:53,266 --> 01:13:58,605 You strike me as the kind of man for whom rejection only strengthens resolve. 1052 01:13:58,672 --> 01:14:01,107 Oh, don't ask me where I got that notion. 1053 01:14:03,760 --> 01:14:05,110 Do you still think about her? 1054 01:14:06,790 --> 01:14:07,800 Of course I do. 1055 01:14:07,747 --> 01:14:09,616 ***uality's a gift from God. 1056 01:14:09,683 --> 01:14:12,519 And denying it is denying something he wanted us to have. 1057 01:14:12,619 --> 01:14:14,754 It's what you do with it that matters. 1058 01:14:15,288 --> 01:14:17,757 Well, I appreciate your candor. 1059 01:14:17,824 --> 01:14:20,160 Anyway, I just want you to know, 1060 01:14:20,260 --> 01:14:24,264 I'm always here, if you need to talk, or you're struggling. 1061 01:14:24,330 --> 01:14:26,166 Too kind, too kind. 1062 01:14:26,266 --> 01:14:29,936 You know, it ain't a giving up, it's a giving for. 1063 01:14:30,300 --> 01:14:33,773 Like anything, it's the struggle that brings you closer to God. 1064 01:14:33,840 --> 01:14:35,809 I never shied away from no fight. 1065 01:14:37,344 --> 01:14:39,112 Teaching priests to rat on suffering men, 1066 01:14:39,179 --> 01:14:41,181 they're getting closer to Judas than Jesus. 1067 01:14:41,715 --> 01:14:43,683 We both know how that story ends. 1068 01:14:46,353 --> 01:14:47,354 Don't we? 1069 01:15:33,330 --> 01:15:33,867 Hey. 1070 01:15:33,933 --> 01:15:36,369 - Go, go, go. - Right here, right here. 1071 01:15:37,404 --> 01:15:39,439 - Hey. - Come on, man, let's go. 1072 01:15:40,273 --> 01:15:41,341 Shit. 1073 01:15:41,408 --> 01:15:42,409 Hey. 1074 01:15:43,777 --> 01:15:45,712 - Yo, I got you, I got you. - Hey. 1075 01:15:46,246 --> 01:15:47,881 - Wait, wait. - Hey, hey, hey. 1076 01:15:48,515 --> 01:15:49,916 Hey, you all right, man? 1077 01:15:51,418 --> 01:15:53,787 I ain't playing possum, if that's what you're asking. 1078 01:16:01,561 --> 01:16:03,530 Let me try again. Help me up. 1079 01:16:05,432 --> 01:16:06,800 Let's go slow. Go slow. 1080 01:16:07,901 --> 01:16:09,536 All right, just take a sec. 1081 01:16:09,602 --> 01:16:10,603 Guys, hey. 1082 01:16:12,939 --> 01:16:15,750 Dude, you okay? You okay, man? 1083 01:16:15,642 --> 01:16:16,910 - Yeah. - Come on. 1084 01:16:17,477 --> 01:16:19,279 Come on. There you go. 1085 01:16:29,456 --> 01:16:30,490 Oh, shit. 1086 01:16:32,759 --> 01:16:34,961 - You there, ten-four? - Yes, Stu. 1087 01:16:35,610 --> 01:16:36,129 Still here. 1088 01:16:36,896 --> 01:16:37,997 Roger that. 1089 01:16:38,980 --> 01:16:39,990 Oh, shit. 1090 01:16:46,439 --> 01:16:48,308 Is that that nurse out there? You there? 1091 01:16:51,444 --> 01:16:52,512 Hello? 1092 01:16:53,980 --> 01:16:55,448 Anybody out there? 1093 01:16:58,510 --> 01:16:59,319 Oh, my God. 1094 01:17:00,987 --> 01:17:04,190 Oh, Stuart, I apologize for the delay. 1095 01:17:04,290 --> 01:17:06,793 I had several specialists conferring over your lab reports. 1096 01:17:06,860 --> 01:17:09,295 No worries, doc. I got the feeling back. I think I'm good. 1097 01:17:09,362 --> 01:17:10,997 Okay, look. 1098 01:17:11,965 --> 01:17:15,135 There's no easy way to deliver this news, 1099 01:17:15,201 --> 01:17:18,905 but you don't strike me as somebody who needs sugarcoating. 1100 01:17:20,507 --> 01:17:21,508 All right? 1101 01:17:22,375 --> 01:17:25,412 You have a progressive muscle disorder. 1102 01:17:25,512 --> 01:17:28,515 It's called inclusion body myositis. It's very rare. 1103 01:17:29,349 --> 01:17:31,885 Symptoms are like ALS, Lou Gehrig's disease, 1104 01:17:31,985 --> 01:17:36,890 where the muscles continue to weaken until they cease to function. 1105 01:17:37,570 --> 01:17:38,580 Yeah. 1106 01:17:39,159 --> 01:17:41,610 Unfortunately, there is no cure. 1107 01:17:42,729 --> 01:17:44,664 You could've put some sugar on that shit. 1108 01:17:44,731 --> 01:17:48,768 I'm sorry. Listen, it's very rare to see in somebody as young as you. 1109 01:17:48,868 --> 01:17:53,907 - Then I got a better chance to beat it. - Yeah, well, like I said, there's no cure. 1110 01:17:54,507 --> 01:17:55,675 All right, Stuart? 1111 01:17:56,276 --> 01:18:00,180 But the rate of progression, it varies from person to person. 1112 01:18:00,246 --> 01:18:01,247 How long? 1113 01:18:01,281 --> 01:18:03,416 The first things to atrophy will be the quadriceps, 1114 01:18:03,516 --> 01:18:05,552 finger flexors, foot dorsiflexors. 1115 01:18:05,618 --> 01:18:07,687 Later on, the facial muscles, 1116 01:18:07,754 --> 01:18:10,690 especially those that control eye closure, speech, 1117 01:18:10,757 --> 01:18:12,759 and the muscles that facilitate your swallowing. 1118 01:18:12,859 --> 01:18:15,128 The good news is you could have as long as a year 1119 01:18:15,228 --> 01:18:18,865 before you'll need any assistance with basic daily activities. 1120 01:18:20,400 --> 01:18:22,635 Like what? Like taking a shit? 1121 01:18:22,736 --> 01:18:25,772 Patients find that preparing for a future with some home augmentations 1122 01:18:25,872 --> 01:18:27,107 eases the transition. 1123 01:18:27,207 --> 01:18:28,875 Take this shit out of my ****. 1124 01:18:28,942 --> 01:18:30,210 I'm gonna send for a nurse. 1125 01:18:30,276 --> 01:18:33,546 Can't cure my disease, can't take a tube out of my ****, what can you do? 1126 01:18:33,613 --> 01:18:37,117 I understand, Stuart, that you are angry. 1127 01:18:39,219 --> 01:18:42,288 Oh, God. Is there anything it doesn't **** with? 1128 01:18:42,956 --> 01:18:43,957 Yeah. 1129 01:18:44,591 --> 01:18:45,658 Erectile function. 1130 01:18:46,459 --> 01:18:48,595 Typically one of the last things to go. 1131 01:18:50,230 --> 01:18:52,650 I'm trying to be a priest, pal. 1132 01:19:01,441 --> 01:19:03,410 Let me know if you need anything. 1133 01:19:14,254 --> 01:19:16,756 God is all about defying the odds. 1134 01:19:17,323 --> 01:19:21,795 You know, showing people what they didn't think was possible is. 1135 01:19:21,861 --> 01:19:26,990 I defied every odd to get where I'm at. You'd think he'd give a brother a break. 1136 01:19:29,102 --> 01:19:31,971 Maybe this is God giving you your break. 1137 01:19:33,340 --> 01:19:37,677 You know, Hollywood's not got too many handsome handicapped. 1138 01:19:40,613 --> 01:19:43,683 You think Ali wanna be known as the best Black boxer? 1139 01:19:44,551 --> 01:19:46,353 Guys like us go for greatest of great. 1140 01:19:54,794 --> 01:19:55,795 Stu... 1141 01:19:57,197 --> 01:20:00,834 Only thing you and Ali got in common is a wheelchair in your future. 1142 01:20:19,552 --> 01:20:20,687 You all right, bro? 1143 01:20:23,890 --> 01:20:24,924 God don't make mistakes, right? 1144 01:20:36,669 --> 01:20:38,738 You love me, but you don't want me. 1145 01:20:42,709 --> 01:20:44,770 You're testing me, huh? 1146 01:20:45,110 --> 01:20:47,514 You wanna test me to see how serious I am? 1147 01:20:50,383 --> 01:20:51,384 Why? 1148 01:20:54,354 --> 01:20:55,321 Why? 1149 01:20:56,289 --> 01:20:57,290 Why? 1150 01:20:59,626 --> 01:21:00,760 I wanna know why. 1151 01:21:02,629 --> 01:21:04,731 I wanna know why. I wanna know now. 1152 01:21:05,331 --> 01:21:06,332 Why? 1153 01:21:07,434 --> 01:21:10,103 Why have you forsaken me here now? 1154 01:21:17,844 --> 01:21:21,114 And I'm here, and I wanna do right, and I wanna be good. 1155 01:21:21,815 --> 01:21:25,151 I'm gonna be good. I'm gonna do right, I'm wanna be good. 1156 01:21:25,752 --> 01:21:26,853 Please, Lord... 1157 01:21:31,491 --> 01:21:32,992 Goddamn. 1158 01:21:33,793 --> 01:21:36,363 No, I didn't mean that. You know I didn't mean that. 1159 01:21:36,963 --> 01:21:37,964 All right. 1160 01:21:38,765 --> 01:21:41,768 I need to know now. I need to know now. 1161 01:21:41,835 --> 01:21:42,836 Why? 1162 01:21:43,436 --> 01:21:48,410 What the **** you got me doing here like this on my... 1163 01:21:48,141 --> 01:21:49,142 On my own? 1164 01:21:49,776 --> 01:21:52,450 Make sure you put Stephen with me. 1165 01:22:15,802 --> 01:22:16,903 I'll be here, Lord. 1166 01:22:18,338 --> 01:22:19,339 For you. 1167 01:22:24,477 --> 01:22:25,478 You all right? 1168 01:22:26,846 --> 01:22:28,682 That's a dumb question. 1169 01:22:29,516 --> 01:22:30,517 I'm sorry. 1170 01:22:32,419 --> 01:22:33,720 I don't know what else to say. 1171 01:22:34,521 --> 01:22:37,257 That's a first. You must be really sick. 1172 01:22:37,357 --> 01:22:40,600 That's what they're saying. I feel fine so far. 1173 01:22:40,593 --> 01:22:41,828 Baby. 1174 01:22:41,895 --> 01:22:43,730 You can beat this. 1175 01:22:43,830 --> 01:22:46,666 They ain't seen it in a man so young. 1176 01:22:46,733 --> 01:22:49,335 Means they don't know it's possible to get it gone. 1177 01:22:49,402 --> 01:22:52,372 You gotta think that way. Can't think nothing else. 1178 01:22:53,373 --> 01:22:54,374 Yeah. 1179 01:22:54,441 --> 01:22:55,942 But in case you don't, 1180 01:22:57,277 --> 01:22:58,845 you ought to move back home. 1181 01:22:58,912 --> 01:23:01,381 Spend what you got left doing things you enjoy. 1182 01:23:01,448 --> 01:23:03,416 Eat your favorite food, see your friends. 1183 01:23:03,516 --> 01:23:05,952 Hell, you might even box again. 1184 01:23:06,520 --> 01:23:07,530 Ma. 1185 01:23:07,721 --> 01:23:09,550 Sorry, baby. 1186 01:23:09,122 --> 01:23:10,457 I'm just scared. 1187 01:23:10,557 --> 01:23:11,691 Well, look at Mary. 1188 01:23:11,758 --> 01:23:14,728 Watching her son getting whipped and nailed. She looked good doing it. 1189 01:23:14,794 --> 01:23:17,430 That's a ****ing fairytale, Stu. 1190 01:23:17,530 --> 01:23:18,598 And if it ain't? 1191 01:23:18,698 --> 01:23:22,435 This God of yours, you'vegiven up everything for him. 1192 01:23:22,535 --> 01:23:24,904 And what's he do? He punishes you. 1193 01:23:25,739 --> 01:23:27,741 When God wounds us, he calls us closer to him. 1194 01:23:27,807 --> 01:23:29,142 You couldn't get any closer. 1195 01:23:29,242 --> 01:23:31,811 You're already in the goddamn bed with him. 1196 01:23:32,412 --> 01:23:37,500 Couldn't you make some kind of deal? He lets you stay around, you be his *****? 1197 01:23:37,500 --> 01:23:39,919 He don't make deals, he don't respond to ultimatums. 1198 01:23:39,986 --> 01:23:42,550 You can't talk me out of this one. 1199 01:23:48,395 --> 01:23:51,970 I don't know why I come out here every show 1200 01:23:51,164 --> 01:23:54,267 and I keep saying, "Thank you, thank you, thank you." 1201 01:23:54,334 --> 01:23:56,770 I don't know what I'm thanking you for. 1202 01:23:56,836 --> 01:23:58,505 You get in here for nothing. 1203 01:23:59,506 --> 01:24:02,442 Bill's doing more important shit right now. Leave word. 1204 01:24:02,509 --> 01:24:04,678 And believe me, that wasn't my idea. 1205 01:24:05,679 --> 01:24:07,313 Bill, it's me, Kathleen. 1206 01:24:08,810 --> 01:24:10,283 I need to talk to you about Stu. 1207 01:24:10,350 --> 01:24:13,319 It's amazing, the things they have nowadays. 1208 01:24:13,420 --> 01:24:16,189 - Shaving cream with diacetin in it. - What about him? 1209 01:24:17,624 --> 01:24:19,959 Shaving cream with lanolin in it. 1210 01:24:20,493 --> 01:24:22,696 Shaving cream with chlorophyll in it. 1211 01:24:24,300 --> 01:24:24,864 What's that mean? 1212 01:24:24,964 --> 01:24:28,601 Had to chase all over town to find shaving cream with soap in it. 1213 01:24:32,205 --> 01:24:34,140 There. A small shave... 1214 01:24:34,207 --> 01:24:38,110 Does he need a...? Can he even get on the crapper by himself? 1215 01:24:38,111 --> 01:24:40,246 Nothing like a nice smooth... 1216 01:24:43,316 --> 01:24:45,850 I forgot to put a blade in it. 1217 01:24:49,389 --> 01:24:52,892 A load of good you and me did, climbing into bed together. 1218 01:24:52,992 --> 01:24:55,261 Made two kids, own bodies don't want them. 1219 01:24:55,829 --> 01:24:56,830 Hello. 1220 01:25:25,625 --> 01:25:26,626 Hang on. 1221 01:25:29,262 --> 01:25:30,263 Hold your horses. 1222 01:25:37,971 --> 01:25:39,806 You're gonna wake the whole neighborhood. 1223 01:25:39,906 --> 01:25:42,442 This ain't no neighborhood. This is a trailer park. 1224 01:25:42,542 --> 01:25:44,377 They ought to thank me for the wake-up call. 1225 01:25:44,444 --> 01:25:46,279 Get their ***es up to find a job. 1226 01:25:46,379 --> 01:25:48,114 Early bird gets the worm. You heard? 1227 01:25:48,214 --> 01:25:51,384 - Some of them got jobs. Get in here. - Thought you'd never ask. 1228 01:25:56,890 --> 01:25:57,924 This is nice. 1229 01:25:58,591 --> 01:26:00,727 You make Mama look like Martha Stew. 1230 01:26:03,960 --> 01:26:06,933 Yeah, I was thinking of hiring your girlfriend to tidy up for me. 1231 01:26:07,000 --> 01:26:09,169 She'd appreciate the work, probably. 1232 01:26:09,269 --> 01:26:11,471 Seeing as the church mouse feeds on strangers' scraps 1233 01:26:11,571 --> 01:26:15,108 and people these days are just stingy ***holes. 1234 01:26:16,643 --> 01:26:18,778 You get back what you put out there. 1235 01:26:21,140 --> 01:26:23,683 Is that why God gave you an incurable disease? 1236 01:26:25,518 --> 01:26:26,619 You called it. 1237 01:26:27,287 --> 01:26:29,356 You always said I was a degenerate. 1238 01:26:32,359 --> 01:26:33,593 Drop in unannounced. 1239 01:26:33,660 --> 01:26:37,297 Don't give a man time to take a piss or get his shit together. 1240 01:26:37,364 --> 01:26:39,320 I beg your pardon, Padre. 1241 01:27:14,134 --> 01:27:17,370 You casing the joint, gonna steal more of my shit? 1242 01:27:20,140 --> 01:27:21,908 I come to see you ain't killed yourself. 1243 01:27:22,800 --> 01:27:23,476 Left Mama high and dry. 1244 01:27:24,477 --> 01:27:26,980 You think you're the only one that can keep a vow? 1245 01:27:27,470 --> 01:27:28,682 Don't get all high and mighty with me. 1246 01:27:28,748 --> 01:27:30,984 I'm still your ****ing father. Don't you forget that. 1247 01:27:33,860 --> 01:27:35,588 It's lucky you ain't bet one dime on me, huh? 1248 01:27:42,762 --> 01:27:44,640 I'm praying for you. 1249 01:27:44,898 --> 01:27:46,990 Don't you dare. 1250 01:27:47,400 --> 01:27:50,300 You're violating my rights as a man. 1251 01:27:50,770 --> 01:27:51,938 As an American. 1252 01:28:19,432 --> 01:28:23,703 Look not on our sins, but on the faith of your Church. 1253 01:28:24,738 --> 01:28:29,976 And graciously Grant her peace andunity in accordance with your will. 1254 01:28:30,710 --> 01:28:34,714 Who live and reign forever and ever. 1255 01:28:34,781 --> 01:28:37,830 - Amen. - Amen. 1256 01:28:37,617 --> 01:28:40,787 The peace of the Lord be with you always. 1257 01:28:40,887 --> 01:28:43,556 And now let us offer each other 1258 01:28:43,623 --> 01:28:45,825 a sign of peace. 1259 01:28:46,793 --> 01:28:48,161 Peace be with you. 1260 01:28:49,195 --> 01:28:50,296 Peace be with you. 1261 01:28:54,601 --> 01:28:55,935 Peace be with you. 1262 01:29:03,176 --> 01:29:04,611 When were you gonna tell me? 1263 01:29:06,212 --> 01:29:07,881 When I prayed away my pride. 1264 01:29:13,887 --> 01:29:15,722 I'll marry you, you want me to. 1265 01:29:19,693 --> 01:29:21,528 Aren't you gonna ask what kind of guy he is? 1266 01:29:21,628 --> 01:29:22,629 No. 1267 01:29:22,662 --> 01:29:23,830 I'd beat him up. 1268 01:29:24,364 --> 01:29:26,166 But I'm trying to be a priest. 1269 01:29:33,340 --> 01:29:34,341 Well, for... 1270 01:29:37,100 --> 01:29:39,412 For what it's worth, you have my support. 1271 01:29:41,481 --> 01:29:43,160 In sickness and in health? 1272 01:29:43,583 --> 01:29:45,180 In case I get a miracle? 1273 01:29:46,186 --> 01:29:47,687 Until death do we part? 1274 01:29:59,165 --> 01:30:00,166 If your mom asks, 1275 01:30:01,167 --> 01:30:03,870 tell her I came to convince you to abandon priesthood. 1276 01:30:03,937 --> 01:30:05,672 She ain't gonna believe that. 1277 01:30:06,506 --> 01:30:07,674 Not you. 1278 01:30:12,412 --> 01:30:13,413 It's okay. 1279 01:31:10,904 --> 01:31:12,105 Give me a hand here. 1280 01:31:23,149 --> 01:31:25,985 It's our mission to enter the darkest places, 1281 01:31:26,860 --> 01:31:28,188 and to be the light of Christ. 1282 01:31:28,288 --> 01:31:29,522 "Dark"? 1283 01:31:30,190 --> 01:31:32,826 Because we Black, bad, or both? 1284 01:31:35,695 --> 01:31:36,696 It... 1285 01:31:37,970 --> 01:31:39,265 It's a metaphor. 1286 01:31:39,332 --> 01:31:44,637 If you gonna use big words like that, might as well pass out dictionaries, bro. 1287 01:31:48,308 --> 01:31:50,810 You guys get one phone call a week in here? 1288 01:31:53,380 --> 01:31:55,115 If you kiss the right ***. 1289 01:31:56,516 --> 01:31:57,951 Who you gonna call, huh? 1290 01:31:58,685 --> 01:31:59,686 Your mama? 1291 01:32:01,154 --> 01:32:03,230 You gonna break her heart some more. 1292 01:32:03,990 --> 01:32:04,991 Your wife? 1293 01:32:05,892 --> 01:32:09,620 Shit, let's be real, she probably busy banging her new man. 1294 01:32:11,464 --> 01:32:12,432 And your kid? 1295 01:32:13,660 --> 01:32:16,336 He'd probably get more pity in school if his daddy was dead. 1296 01:32:18,380 --> 01:32:20,140 Don't need no phone to talk to God. 1297 01:32:20,974 --> 01:32:23,143 Don't need a guard's permission, neither. 1298 01:32:23,209 --> 01:32:27,247 When no one else gives a shit what you got to say, God does. 1299 01:32:27,347 --> 01:32:29,150 Because he made your ***. 1300 01:32:30,183 --> 01:32:34,320 You damn right he's disappointed in it, but he wants to help. 1301 01:32:37,570 --> 01:32:41,127 No matter how hard you resist it, no matter how many times you say no. 1302 01:32:41,695 --> 01:32:43,697 He still wants to make you better. 1303 01:32:46,933 --> 01:32:48,768 He ain't giving up on you. 1304 01:32:49,903 --> 01:32:50,904 Never. 1305 01:32:51,438 --> 01:32:53,973 Don't you dare go giving up on yourself. 1306 01:33:00,447 --> 01:33:01,648 You wanna try again? 1307 01:33:12,726 --> 01:33:14,894 Have a seat, Stuart. 1308 01:33:14,961 --> 01:33:15,962 You know what? 1309 01:33:17,597 --> 01:33:20,100 I'm trying to stay fit. I'll have a stand. 1310 01:33:25,472 --> 01:33:28,141 There is concern amongst the diocese 1311 01:33:28,241 --> 01:33:31,177 that the state of your infirmity 1312 01:33:31,778 --> 01:33:37,830 will render you unable to properly perform the sacraments. 1313 01:33:39,119 --> 01:33:44,524 It may even cause you to disgrace them. 1314 01:33:44,624 --> 01:33:49,290 I spill the blood. Choke on the body. Fall on my face trying to genuflect. 1315 01:33:49,129 --> 01:33:51,264 You think I haven't thought of that? 1316 01:33:52,332 --> 01:33:54,667 We're not human beings having a spiritual experience, 1317 01:33:54,768 --> 01:33:56,836 we are spiritual beings having a human one. 1318 01:33:57,370 --> 01:34:00,373 This body don't mean nothing to God. Therefore nor should it to you. 1319 01:34:06,179 --> 01:34:08,815 Unfortunately, it's not up to me. 1320 01:34:09,783 --> 01:34:13,119 The Church will not endorse you for ordination. 1321 01:34:22,862 --> 01:34:26,800 At first the Church couldn't afford to subsidize me as a face of Catholicism. 1322 01:34:27,667 --> 01:34:29,703 Now it can't afford to subsidize a cripple. 1323 01:34:30,503 --> 01:34:34,400 This time it ain't a matter of reputation, it's a matter of the money. 1324 01:34:34,140 --> 01:34:35,141 Isn't that right? 1325 01:34:37,770 --> 01:34:39,846 God don't move the goalpost, Father. Man does. 1326 01:34:43,490 --> 01:34:48,421 It is my duty to defend the sanctity of our Church. 1327 01:34:50,890 --> 01:34:52,425 I'm sorry, Stuart. 1328 01:36:23,350 --> 01:36:24,851 Hello, Mr. Long. 1329 01:36:26,419 --> 01:36:27,987 I'm sorry, my name is Ham. 1330 01:36:28,722 --> 01:36:30,890 I'm a friend of your son, Stuart. 1331 01:36:54,140 --> 01:36:55,548 Nearly done there or what? 1332 01:37:00,687 --> 01:37:02,550 She gonna help me up. 1333 01:37:04,557 --> 01:37:05,692 Oh, come on now. 1334 01:37:05,759 --> 01:37:07,861 This ain't the hill to die on. 1335 01:37:09,290 --> 01:37:10,263 It's the only one. 1336 01:37:25,745 --> 01:37:27,470 It's a solid build. 1337 01:37:39,693 --> 01:37:41,795 I seen insects grope about for death 1338 01:37:41,895 --> 01:37:44,230 with more dignity than what you're displaying right now. 1339 01:37:44,297 --> 01:37:45,298 You here to help? 1340 01:37:46,866 --> 01:37:48,268 Play a hymn on the harp. 1341 01:37:49,102 --> 01:37:51,370 Makes pathetic shit look poetic. 1342 01:37:52,939 --> 01:37:54,874 The only hymn I know is Haggard. 1343 01:37:54,941 --> 01:37:56,710 Ain't you got somewhere to be? 1344 01:37:56,776 --> 01:37:57,777 Yeah, probably. 1345 01:38:00,814 --> 01:38:04,818 I'm trying out this new thing they got now called self-employment. 1346 01:38:04,918 --> 01:38:06,553 All the kids are doing it. 1347 01:38:07,220 --> 01:38:08,588 I heard about that. 1348 01:38:09,222 --> 01:38:11,491 Identical twin sister to unemployment. 1349 01:38:12,759 --> 01:38:15,261 Except they swear she's the better-looking one. 1350 01:38:24,804 --> 01:38:27,674 I seen a couple of boxing bouts on the TV. 1351 01:38:27,774 --> 01:38:31,144 Enough to know a man don't lose when he gets knocked down, 1352 01:38:32,746 --> 01:38:34,247 but when he won't get up. 1353 01:38:37,830 --> 01:38:39,252 If there's one thing I know about you, it's... 1354 01:38:39,853 --> 01:38:41,521 you ain't afraid to get hit. 1355 01:38:52,265 --> 01:38:53,933 You gonna watch or what? 1356 01:38:54,000 --> 01:38:55,268 Yeah. 1357 01:39:48,210 --> 01:39:50,390 - Hey, Mama. - Hi, baby. 1358 01:40:00,433 --> 01:40:01,434 What you waiting on? 1359 01:40:02,102 --> 01:40:03,370 Well, you. 1360 01:40:13,546 --> 01:40:14,948 What you doing in there? 1361 01:40:20,530 --> 01:40:21,921 Praying for you to get some Patience. 1362 01:40:22,220 --> 01:40:24,424 You ought to try praying for my prostate. 1363 01:40:53,319 --> 01:40:54,320 You all right? 1364 01:40:54,688 --> 01:40:56,990 I ain't trying to close my curtains in the shit box, 1365 01:40:57,900 --> 01:40:58,324 if that's what you're asking. 1366 01:40:59,492 --> 01:41:01,928 Well, you always did wanna be like Elvis. 1367 01:41:01,995 --> 01:41:03,663 I didn't think you noticed. 1368 01:41:04,597 --> 01:41:06,666 How could I not? You never shut up. 1369 01:41:06,766 --> 01:41:08,835 Many hours of silence, gone. 1370 01:41:08,935 --> 01:41:11,438 They say it's gold. We could've been rich. 1371 01:41:12,672 --> 01:41:15,308 Too late now. Ain't gonna get that time back. 1372 01:41:16,609 --> 01:41:17,610 Yeah. 1373 01:41:18,110 --> 01:41:19,346 How do we tackle this? 1374 01:41:20,313 --> 01:41:21,981 Come on. Yeah. 1375 01:41:43,670 --> 01:41:44,871 We're gonna be late. 1376 01:41:49,743 --> 01:41:52,479 - The news ain't said hell froze over. - That the best you got? 1377 01:41:52,545 --> 01:41:55,382 I'd clap if I could. I might slap myself. 1378 01:41:55,482 --> 01:41:56,716 That's more like it. 1379 01:41:57,984 --> 01:42:00,253 I never did like wearing these things. 1380 01:42:00,353 --> 01:42:02,756 Ain't done one of these since your brother's funeral. 1381 01:42:02,856 --> 01:42:04,557 Still got your mother's makeup on it. 1382 01:42:04,657 --> 01:42:06,259 You got another one coming up. 1383 01:42:06,359 --> 01:42:07,827 Shut the **** up with that. 1384 01:42:07,894 --> 01:42:09,996 Meantime, take Mama somewhere nice. 1385 01:42:22,542 --> 01:42:24,611 Can't say I never gave you nothing. 1386 01:42:25,779 --> 01:42:29,449 I skipped over thanking you. Went straight to the source. 1387 01:42:30,884 --> 01:42:32,719 This thing purrs like a kitten. 1388 01:42:36,623 --> 01:42:37,757 Oh, no. 1389 01:42:39,626 --> 01:42:40,694 You son of a... 1390 01:42:40,760 --> 01:42:45,365 Son of a *****. You piece of shit. You couldn't wait till tomorrow. 1391 01:42:45,432 --> 01:42:47,901 Maybe that's God saying you ought to share your shit. 1392 01:42:47,967 --> 01:42:50,704 - Or else. - Yeah, well, she's all yours now. 1393 01:42:50,770 --> 01:42:52,639 We ain't that far. I could walk. 1394 01:42:52,739 --> 01:42:54,407 Yeah, and I can ****ing fly. 1395 01:42:55,642 --> 01:42:58,645 - Where you going? - I gotta get your *** to church on time. 1396 01:43:16,830 --> 01:43:17,831 There you go. 1397 01:43:29,309 --> 01:43:30,810 Breathing heavy already. 1398 01:43:30,910 --> 01:43:33,813 - It's the bad air. - You gonna have a heart attack. 1399 01:43:33,913 --> 01:43:37,350 Well, then it'll all be right. I'd die before you. 1400 01:43:37,450 --> 01:43:39,850 Yeah, you ain't that lucky. 1401 01:43:39,152 --> 01:43:40,153 Shut up. 1402 01:43:49,662 --> 01:43:51,297 - Hi, baby. - Hey, Mama. 1403 01:43:55,268 --> 01:43:58,338 - Wanna tell me what's going on here? - What you mean? 1404 01:43:58,972 --> 01:44:00,507 Dad is in a tie. 1405 01:44:00,607 --> 01:44:02,175 He looks nice. 1406 01:44:09,983 --> 01:44:12,552 Y'all think since I can't be a priest, I'm gonna marry her? 1407 01:44:13,820 --> 01:44:16,856 - Y'all bless this? - You're in no state to protest. 1408 01:44:16,956 --> 01:44:19,726 - You called her a housekeeper. - What's wrong with housekeepers? 1409 01:44:20,293 --> 01:44:22,729 That's good for her. In three months, I'll be in a diaper. 1410 01:44:22,829 --> 01:44:24,864 You're gonna need someone to clean up your shit. 1411 01:44:24,964 --> 01:44:26,733 - That's your job. - I'm gonna subcontract. 1412 01:44:26,833 --> 01:44:29,736 Oh, cut that shit out, you two. 1413 01:44:29,836 --> 01:44:31,371 Here. Let's go. 1414 01:44:31,438 --> 01:44:33,173 - Mind your back, Bill. - Okay. 1415 01:44:50,390 --> 01:44:53,360 Our parish petitioned the diocese to ordain you as a priest. 1416 01:44:54,194 --> 01:44:56,129 Monsignor made sure it was heard. 1417 01:44:57,197 --> 01:45:00,400 Turns out, I had one good fight left in me. 1418 01:45:06,373 --> 01:45:08,208 We all believe in you, brother. 1419 01:45:10,610 --> 01:45:12,780 That's Father to you. 1420 01:46:37,297 --> 01:46:39,799 Someone once told me I was bad advertising. 1421 01:46:40,667 --> 01:46:41,701 Imagine that. 1422 01:46:43,536 --> 01:46:45,638 He was a boss of mine at the supermarket. 1423 01:46:45,705 --> 01:46:49,342 I kept coming in with a face looked more like raw meat than what I was selling. 1424 01:46:51,770 --> 01:46:52,412 Of course at the time, 1425 01:46:53,413 --> 01:46:55,148 I thought that man was wrong. 1426 01:46:56,649 --> 01:46:58,685 Whole world was wrong when it came to me. 1427 01:47:00,153 --> 01:47:03,723 Every brawl I had was beating back at a world I thought had done me wrong. 1428 01:47:06,726 --> 01:47:07,727 Yeah. 1429 01:47:09,290 --> 01:47:10,530 Every bruise on my face, 1430 01:47:11,898 --> 01:47:15,769 every drop of blood I shed was proof of my war against God's injustice. 1431 01:47:18,505 --> 01:47:21,675 I look worse now than I did then, that's for sure. 1432 01:47:21,741 --> 01:47:22,742 Difference is... 1433 01:47:24,878 --> 01:47:27,380 now I know my suffering's a gift from God. 1434 01:47:29,449 --> 01:47:31,418 Now, I know it sounds like bull, 1435 01:47:31,518 --> 01:47:33,586 but it's coming from a man in a wheelchair, 1436 01:47:33,687 --> 01:47:35,355 so you got to entertain it. 1437 01:47:37,524 --> 01:47:38,525 Hear me out. 1438 01:47:44,970 --> 01:47:46,299 All our outer nature's wasting away. 1439 01:47:48,340 --> 01:47:50,870 But our inner nature is being renewed every day. 1440 01:47:52,405 --> 01:47:56,309 This life, no matter how long it lasts, 1441 01:47:56,409 --> 01:48:00,547 is a momentary affliction preparing us for eternal glory. 1442 01:48:02,716 --> 01:48:04,784 We shouldn't pray for an easy life, 1443 01:48:05,652 --> 01:48:08,154 but the strength to endure a difficult one. 1444 01:48:09,122 --> 01:48:11,191 Because the experience of suffering 1445 01:48:11,825 --> 01:48:14,194 is the fullest expression of God's love. 1446 01:48:15,628 --> 01:48:17,897 It is a chance to be closer to Christ. 1447 01:48:25,472 --> 01:48:27,374 Now, no one suffers perfectly. 1448 01:48:27,474 --> 01:48:28,641 For sure not me. 1449 01:48:29,976 --> 01:48:32,245 Even Christ had his moment of despair. 1450 01:48:33,980 --> 01:48:36,483 "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?" 1451 01:48:38,151 --> 01:48:39,652 He asked from the cross. 1452 01:48:40,520 --> 01:48:41,788 Christ felt betrayed. 1453 01:48:43,690 --> 01:48:45,125 You see, in that moment, 1454 01:48:46,159 --> 01:48:47,494 he who was sinless... 1455 01:48:48,361 --> 01:48:51,231 took on all our sins, and got judged by God. 1456 01:48:53,233 --> 01:48:56,469 He took what we deserve, because he loves us. 1457 01:49:06,346 --> 01:49:07,347 And that love... 1458 01:49:09,215 --> 01:49:11,651 it could make the baddest man a believer. 1459 01:49:13,186 --> 01:49:16,556 Because that love is a feeling like no other. 1460 01:49:19,726 --> 01:49:22,362 To lead you all to find and feel that love... 1461 01:49:25,365 --> 01:49:28,168 is why God is giving me the scenic route to die. 1462 01:49:30,870 --> 01:49:33,600 And for that, I thank him every day. 1463 01:49:36,943 --> 01:49:38,111 Amen. 1464 01:49:38,211 --> 01:49:39,245 Amen. 1465 01:50:25,725 --> 01:50:27,127 - Hi. - How you doing? 1466 01:50:27,227 --> 01:50:28,228 Great. 1467 01:50:39,472 --> 01:50:42,409 - And who are you here to visit, sir? - Father Stu. 1468 01:50:42,475 --> 01:50:44,678 You and everybody else in this town. 1469 01:50:54,654 --> 01:50:56,220 Good morning. 1470 01:50:56,122 --> 01:50:58,258 Good one to be in sin, I suppose. 1471 01:51:04,864 --> 01:51:06,533 Bless me, Father, for I have sinned. 1472 01:51:06,633 --> 01:51:09,436 It has been seven days since my last confession. 1473 01:51:10,770 --> 01:51:12,380 But no matter how many I make, 1474 01:51:12,138 --> 01:51:15,375 these hands that touch the troubled are still themselves unclean. 1475 01:51:19,179 --> 01:51:20,347 You having doubts? 1476 01:51:25,518 --> 01:51:28,955 A doubt would imply that I ever wanted this responsibility. 1477 01:51:31,240 --> 01:51:32,192 My father did. 1478 01:51:34,394 --> 01:51:35,795 It was expected of me. 1479 01:51:45,710 --> 01:51:47,173 I'm angry at God. 1480 01:51:49,642 --> 01:51:53,413 For failing to make me man enough to defy the expectations of me. 1481 01:51:55,382 --> 01:51:58,885 And I'm envious of you for having the balls to do just that. 1482 01:51:59,919 --> 01:52:03,890 All I ever prayed for was a way out of this life. 1483 01:52:06,526 --> 01:52:09,950 And to watch you given an out by God, 1484 01:52:10,630 --> 01:52:11,164 and refuse it... 1485 01:52:13,233 --> 01:52:14,868 I can't understand it. 1486 01:52:18,405 --> 01:52:19,672 But I do admire it. 1487 01:52:21,808 --> 01:52:24,770 For these and all my sins, I am sorry. 1488 01:52:27,414 --> 01:52:30,483 I wasn't given no expectation, except to stay alive. 1489 01:52:32,118 --> 01:52:33,787 I ain't coming too good on that. 1490 01:52:36,890 --> 01:52:40,493 Whether by offering his son, or for watching one die, 1491 01:52:41,661 --> 01:52:43,630 a father's just looking for love, 1492 01:52:44,764 --> 01:52:45,965 like the rest of us. 1493 01:53:11,624 --> 01:53:14,940 Imagine how it must've felt for Joseph... 1494 01:53:15,829 --> 01:53:17,764 to be the less important father. 1495 01:53:20,100 --> 01:53:22,102 In his name, you pray for penance. 1496 01:53:41,388 --> 01:53:42,389 Goodbye, Stu. 1497 01:53:52,132 --> 01:53:53,867 Bill Long, alcoholic. 1498 01:53:53,967 --> 01:53:55,135 Hi, Bill. 1499 01:53:58,171 --> 01:54:00,573 I feel like I'm putting my **** in a woodchipper. 1500 01:54:00,674 --> 01:54:04,177 We've all been in your shoes. Sometimes, too drunk to put them on. 1501 01:54:04,244 --> 01:54:07,313 You've made the first step, admitting you can't do it alone. 1502 01:54:07,380 --> 01:54:08,381 Amen. 1503 01:54:09,416 --> 01:54:13,319 Yeah, well, I could've used God's help for a lot of things, 1504 01:54:13,386 --> 01:54:15,588 but never could find him. 1505 01:54:17,157 --> 01:54:20,930 My son said, that's because God wasn't lost. 1506 01:54:22,620 --> 01:54:23,630 Wise-***. 1507 01:54:26,232 --> 01:54:28,902 Anyway, I sure as hell ain't got the road map. 1508 01:54:30,236 --> 01:54:34,274 I'm here because my son asked me to get baptized. 1509 01:54:39,512 --> 01:54:41,881 I killed every hero that boy ever had, 1510 01:54:42,682 --> 01:54:44,884 hoping one day that hero would be me. 1511 01:54:47,921 --> 01:54:50,557 Never gave him a single reason why it should be. 1512 01:55:29,396 --> 01:55:31,331 I guess we're both late bloomers. 1513 01:57:00,420 --> 01:57:03,560 It's a profound experience, 1514 01:57:03,623 --> 01:57:04,624 suffering. 1515 01:57:05,558 --> 01:57:09,596 And the struggles of this disease 1516 01:57:10,397 --> 01:57:12,632 help me, and help others, 1517 01:57:12,732 --> 01:57:16,369 to learn the way that we should have been living all along. 1518 01:57:18,710 --> 01:57:20,106 It's taught me a little humility. 1519 01:57:20,206 --> 01:57:23,430 It's taughtme dignity, respect for others. 1520 01:57:23,610 --> 01:57:26,746 Sometimes people like me... There's an extreme example. 1521 01:57:27,981 --> 01:57:31,885 We need things like this to be able to make those changes, 1522 01:57:31,951 --> 01:57:35,555 and decisions in our life that are gonna help us become better people. 1523 01:57:35,622 --> 01:57:39,626 Become the people that God has created us to be when he sent us to this planet. 1524 02:00:40,674 --> 02:00:44,210 It's all about deception. Make them think you're going right. 1525 02:00:44,310 --> 02:00:46,379 Then pow, hit them with that left. 1526 02:00:46,479 --> 02:00:49,349 Unpredictability. It makes the audience the actor's *****. 1527 02:00:49,449 --> 02:00:52,519 The director says we're supposed to disappear. 1528 02:00:52,619 --> 02:00:54,954 No, honey, that's why they call it stealing the show. 1529 02:00:55,210 --> 02:00:56,990 Nobody gives you permission to entertain. 1530 02:00:57,570 --> 02:00:58,958 - I'm 7. - I'm trying to help you, kid. 1531 02:00:59,250 --> 02:01:01,361 Impart some wisdom. God smiles on that shit. 1532 02:01:01,461 --> 02:01:02,462 Quiet all around. 1533 02:01:03,363 --> 02:01:05,732 I know what you're thinking. You're free to **** this up. 1534 02:01:05,832 --> 02:01:07,634 Worst that happens, you don't make the cut. 1535 02:01:07,701 --> 02:01:10,403 In the ring, you get one chance. You better make it count. 1536 02:01:10,503 --> 02:01:13,139 That's the difference between movies and real life. 1537 02:01:13,206 --> 02:01:15,175 Your choice how you wanna live. 1538 02:01:15,842 --> 02:01:16,843 Rolling. 1539 02:01:18,845 --> 02:01:19,846 A Mark. 1540 02:01:21,810 --> 02:01:23,830 Wanna be a big star? Follow me. 1541 02:01:23,183 --> 02:01:25,352 Background. And action. 1542 02:01:25,418 --> 02:01:26,720 Hey, you. 1543 02:01:28,488 --> 02:01:29,489 Maid. 1544 02:01:37,364 --> 02:01:38,898 Cut, cut. Oh, my... 1545 02:01:38,998 --> 02:01:40,700 Cut. Are you crazy? 1546 02:01:40,767 --> 02:01:43,690 - I'm making it real. That was good. - You're background. 1547 02:01:43,169 --> 02:01:45,205 Trying to help. These guys ain't doing it right. 1548 02:01:45,772 --> 02:01:48,341 - Get him. - Hey, don't talk to the king like that. 1549 02:01:48,408 --> 02:01:50,276 - What's wrong with you? - You're wrapped. 1550 02:01:50,377 --> 02:01:51,878 - What? - Congratulations.