1 00:00:00,900 --> 00:00:05,405 GIRL: Mommy is... stretchable. 2 00:00:06,390 --> 00:00:08,740 WOMAN: What do you mean by stretchable? 3 00:00:08,174 --> 00:00:10,677 GIRL: Daddy's hard. You can't move him. 4 00:00:10,744 --> 00:00:13,146 He gets mad, and that's it. 5 00:00:14,681 --> 00:00:16,216 Mommy gets mad too, 6 00:00:16,316 --> 00:00:18,685 but she's more like putty. 7 00:00:18,752 --> 00:00:20,320 WOMAN: Mm. 8 00:00:20,920 --> 00:00:22,822 - [SCOFFS LIGHTLY] - And she gets sad too. 9 00:00:22,922 --> 00:00:27,193 That's when it's the most stretch. 10 00:00:27,927 --> 00:00:31,431 WOMAN: Putty, um... I wonder how is it that you stretch her? 11 00:00:33,433 --> 00:00:35,350 GIRL: You just-- 12 00:00:35,101 --> 00:00:38,380 Can I... Can I talk now? Please? 13 00:00:38,772 --> 00:00:39,906 WOMAN: Um... 14 00:00:40,600 --> 00:00:41,775 - Is it okay if Mommy talks? - Yep. 15 00:00:41,875 --> 00:00:43,430 WOMAN: Okay. 16 00:00:43,276 --> 00:00:45,879 I'm not stretchable. I'm not putty. 17 00:00:45,945 --> 00:00:46,880 WOMAN: Well, that's her experience of you. 18 00:00:46,946 --> 00:00:48,381 That isn't true. 19 00:00:48,448 --> 00:00:50,583 I try very hard to be in control of her and everything, 20 00:00:50,684 --> 00:00:54,421 but, um, may as well not even be there at all. 21 00:00:54,521 --> 00:00:56,956 WOMAN: Well, perception is reality, so-- 22 00:00:57,570 --> 00:00:59,225 Also, I don't get sad. 23 00:01:00,126 --> 00:01:01,928 WOMAN: You seem sad right now. 24 00:01:02,280 --> 00:01:03,463 GIRL: You do seem sad right now. 25 00:01:03,596 --> 00:01:05,699 We're here to talk about how to get you better. 26 00:01:05,799 --> 00:01:08,680 All we do is talk about me. 27 00:01:08,768 --> 00:01:11,404 I can be sad. I mean, I'm allowed to be sad, right? 28 00:01:11,471 --> 00:01:12,906 WOMAN: Well, of course. [CHUCKLES] 29 00:01:12,972 --> 00:01:16,420 But, um, you must know that this is all tangled up together 30 00:01:16,142 --> 00:01:17,243 and you of all people should know-- 31 00:01:17,310 --> 00:01:19,646 I know. I know, but, um... 32 00:01:20,213 --> 00:01:23,483 this... this isn't how things... 33 00:01:24,150 --> 00:01:26,619 [VOICE SHAKING] ...are gonna get better. Um... 34 00:01:27,153 --> 00:01:28,488 GIRL [VOICE WAVERING]: Mommy, please don't cry... 35 00:01:28,588 --> 00:01:29,656 No, no. I-- 36 00:01:29,756 --> 00:01:30,990 - ...because then I'll cry. - WOMAN: Sweetie. 37 00:01:31,124 --> 00:01:33,326 - She... - Sweetie, it's okay. It's okay. 38 00:01:33,960 --> 00:01:35,295 [CLEARS THROAT] 39 00:01:35,395 --> 00:01:37,630 We want the tube removed. Now. 40 00:01:37,731 --> 00:01:39,399 - GIRL: No, you can't kill me! - And to do that, we need... 41 00:01:39,499 --> 00:01:41,501 No, she won't do what she has to do 42 00:01:41,601 --> 00:01:44,170 because she knows that she has this safety net. 43 00:01:44,738 --> 00:01:46,272 WOMAN: Things are not stable enough right now to-- 44 00:01:46,339 --> 00:01:48,341 It's clear that we have different goals. 45 00:01:48,441 --> 00:01:50,844 You want her to get better before the tube can be removed. 46 00:01:50,944 --> 00:01:52,679 I think the tube needs to come out, 47 00:01:52,812 --> 00:01:54,848 and then she can get better. 48 00:01:54,981 --> 00:01:56,182 WOMAN: We all have the same goal here. 49 00:01:56,282 --> 00:01:57,851 [DRY CHUCKLE] 50 00:01:57,984 --> 00:02:00,653 WOMAN: But what I'm learning as we're talking all together 51 00:02:00,754 --> 00:02:04,824 is that you and I need to spend some time, just the two of us, 52 00:02:04,924 --> 00:02:06,192 without her here... 53 00:02:07,694 --> 00:02:09,629 ...to talk about some serious issues. 54 00:02:09,696 --> 00:02:10,864 [LOW, RUMBLING HUM] 55 00:02:10,964 --> 00:02:12,320 [MUFFLED] I'm gonna need you to 56 00:02:12,165 --> 00:02:13,800 restart the tube feedings at night 57 00:02:13,867 --> 00:02:15,368 and I need you to start doing... 58 00:02:15,502 --> 00:02:17,303 - [VOICE FADES] - [RUMBLING BUILDS] 59 00:02:17,370 --> 00:02:18,772 GIRL: Did you get the kind with no cheese? 60 00:02:18,872 --> 00:02:20,640 I can't explain this to you every time, sweetie. 61 00:02:20,707 --> 00:02:23,343 They would just laugh at me and say it's bread, okay? 62 00:02:23,877 --> 00:02:27,470 I'll take the cheese off when we get home, of course. 63 00:02:27,147 --> 00:02:28,448 GIRL: Is it the kind with the little 64 00:02:28,548 --> 00:02:30,160 green and black things in the sauce? 65 00:02:30,116 --> 00:02:32,852 It's the same kind we always get. 66 00:02:33,286 --> 00:02:35,550 That kind has the things in the sauce. 67 00:02:35,188 --> 00:02:37,223 I can't... I can't eat it. 68 00:02:37,323 --> 00:02:38,825 Like, can you scrape it off-- 69 00:02:38,892 --> 00:02:41,610 Do you even want the tube out or is it just me who wants it out? 70 00:02:41,161 --> 00:02:42,462 You have to be... 71 00:02:42,562 --> 00:02:43,496 [GIRL GASPS] 72 00:02:43,563 --> 00:02:44,564 LINDA: Jesus. 73 00:02:44,698 --> 00:02:46,966 [GIRL GIGGLING] 74 00:02:47,670 --> 00:02:48,468 LINDA: Oh, poo. 75 00:02:51,171 --> 00:02:53,473 - Oh... - [GIRL GIGGLING] 76 00:02:53,573 --> 00:02:56,343 - You got your wish. No cheese. - [LAUGHING] 77 00:02:56,409 --> 00:02:58,211 - Did you will that to happen? - Yeah. 78 00:02:58,311 --> 00:03:00,130 Are you some kind of witch or something? 79 00:03:00,800 --> 00:03:01,681 [GIRL LAUGHING] 80 00:03:03,183 --> 00:03:05,552 Hey, straight to the table. Actually, no. 81 00:03:05,652 --> 00:03:07,870 Wash hands first, and then straight to the table. 82 00:03:07,187 --> 00:03:09,220 I don't have to go to the bathroom though. 83 00:03:09,890 --> 00:03:10,323 No one's making you go to the bathroom. 84 00:03:10,423 --> 00:03:12,759 I'm just asking you to wash your hands, please, 85 00:03:12,859 --> 00:03:14,194 like we always do. 86 00:03:16,620 --> 00:03:18,980 GIRL: Is Daddy coming? Where's Daddy? 87 00:03:18,198 --> 00:03:21,101 LINDA: Uh, he said maybe bedtime. 88 00:03:21,568 --> 00:03:23,403 GIRL: When does he go again? 89 00:03:23,503 --> 00:03:27,674 [CHEWING] He just got back, so... in a month? 90 00:03:28,708 --> 00:03:29,843 GIRL: Mommy? 91 00:03:30,744 --> 00:03:31,611 Yeah. 92 00:03:31,745 --> 00:03:33,747 I did have to go to the bathroom. 93 00:03:33,847 --> 00:03:35,582 LINDA: Okay. 94 00:03:36,490 --> 00:03:37,784 GIRL: This might take a while. 95 00:03:39,953 --> 00:03:40,887 LINDA: Okay. 96 00:03:42,222 --> 00:03:43,556 [SIGHS] 97 00:03:43,623 --> 00:03:44,891 [CHAIR DRAGGING] 98 00:03:45,258 --> 00:03:47,961 [SIGHING] 99 00:04:19,826 --> 00:04:20,760 GIRL [FAINTLY]: Mommy? 100 00:04:21,828 --> 00:04:22,996 [CHEWING] Yeah? 101 00:04:23,960 --> 00:04:25,298 GIRL: The bathroom has water in it. 102 00:04:27,400 --> 00:04:29,502 Okay, well, that's good. 103 00:04:30,403 --> 00:04:32,839 No, I mean on the floor. 104 00:04:34,341 --> 00:04:35,809 Come quickly! 105 00:04:39,179 --> 00:04:40,847 GIRL: Are you coming? 106 00:04:41,281 --> 00:04:43,350 - [WATER SPLASHING] - Mommy! 107 00:04:43,516 --> 00:04:45,785 Oh, my God. What? 108 00:04:46,152 --> 00:04:48,855 Why didn't you tell me as soon as you came in here? 109 00:04:49,220 --> 00:04:50,657 I just noticed... 110 00:04:50,757 --> 00:04:54,361 because I had to go to the bathroom so bad. 111 00:04:54,661 --> 00:04:55,829 Are we gonna die? 112 00:04:55,929 --> 00:04:57,831 Is the house gonna fall on top of us? 113 00:04:58,531 --> 00:04:59,766 Mommy? 114 00:04:59,866 --> 00:05:01,701 Can you lift me up and carry me out? 115 00:05:01,835 --> 00:05:05,171 LINDA: Yep, just stay there, okay? Hold on. 116 00:05:05,271 --> 00:05:08,108 Mom, why are you leaving me? Where are you going? 117 00:05:08,208 --> 00:05:09,609 Just please stay on the toilet, okay? 118 00:05:09,709 --> 00:05:10,610 No. 119 00:05:10,710 --> 00:05:12,120 [WATER GUSHING] 120 00:05:12,112 --> 00:05:13,880 - GIRL: Can you please come... - [MUFFLED EXCLAMATION] 121 00:05:14,140 --> 00:05:15,215 GIRL: Can you come now? 122 00:05:15,348 --> 00:05:16,383 [MUFFLED] Oh, my... 123 00:05:16,483 --> 00:05:18,485 - [WATER POURING] - [GIRL CONTINUES, INDISTINCT] 124 00:05:19,219 --> 00:05:20,153 Oh... 125 00:05:21,554 --> 00:05:23,230 ...my ****ing God. 126 00:05:23,123 --> 00:05:24,124 Mommy! 127 00:05:24,224 --> 00:05:27,600 Mommy, you're not telling me what it is! 128 00:05:27,694 --> 00:05:29,195 Mommy! 129 00:05:33,199 --> 00:05:34,534 - What's going on? - What? 130 00:05:35,568 --> 00:05:37,300 What's happening, Mom? 131 00:05:37,871 --> 00:05:39,205 Are we gonna die? 132 00:05:40,740 --> 00:05:42,308 [LINE RINGING] 133 00:05:43,643 --> 00:05:44,911 - DAD: Hey. - Hey, yeah. 134 00:05:45,450 --> 00:05:47,147 We just got home, and you would not believe-- 135 00:05:47,881 --> 00:05:49,416 [SHRIEKING] 136 00:05:51,518 --> 00:05:53,820 Oh, my God! Oh, my God! 137 00:05:56,189 --> 00:05:57,657 [YELPS] 138 00:05:58,910 --> 00:06:00,493 - [GIRL SCREAMING] - No, no, no! Do not come here. 139 00:06:00,593 --> 00:06:02,280 Do not come in here! 140 00:06:02,950 --> 00:06:05,365 Right now, go, go, go! Right now! Right now! 141 00:06:05,432 --> 00:06:06,766 [SHOUTING INDISTINCTLY] 142 00:06:06,900 --> 00:06:08,501 Go, go, go, go! 143 00:06:08,601 --> 00:06:11,438 Go! Oh, my God! 144 00:06:11,538 --> 00:06:13,406 [CONTINUES SHOUTING FAINTLY] 145 00:06:38,898 --> 00:06:41,534 [SPLASHING FADES, GROWING MUFFLED] 146 00:06:45,705 --> 00:06:48,141 [FADES TO LOW RUMBLE] 147 00:07:02,550 --> 00:07:04,891 [LOW, CREAKING RUMBLE] 148 00:07:20,140 --> 00:07:22,242 [RUMBLING CONTINUES] 149 00:07:24,944 --> 00:07:27,180 [CHILDREN SHOUTING FAINTLY] 150 00:07:29,816 --> 00:07:32,452 LINDA: Nothing is familiar or real. 151 00:07:32,519 --> 00:07:33,853 Ever. 152 00:07:33,953 --> 00:07:36,756 Every time I feel this way I get further and further away 153 00:07:36,856 --> 00:07:40,930 from being in myself, and, like, I can never get back. 154 00:07:41,327 --> 00:07:43,530 MAN: When you think about time, 155 00:07:43,630 --> 00:07:45,198 how do you see it? 156 00:07:45,665 --> 00:07:47,167 LINDA: How do I see time? 157 00:07:47,267 --> 00:07:48,835 Um... 158 00:07:48,935 --> 00:07:52,372 Time is a series of things to get through. 159 00:07:52,706 --> 00:07:54,441 Each goal is a cliff. 160 00:07:54,541 --> 00:07:56,710 There's nothing at the end of it, 161 00:07:57,143 --> 00:08:01,114 but then it comes, and there's just another cliff. 162 00:08:02,315 --> 00:08:05,510 GIRL: I'm so mad at you! 163 00:08:05,785 --> 00:08:07,687 [SHRIEKS ANGRILY] 164 00:08:08,888 --> 00:08:10,557 [RHYTHMIC BEEPING] 165 00:08:10,690 --> 00:08:12,192 [SNORES LIGHTLY] 166 00:08:12,292 --> 00:08:13,893 [GROANS] 167 00:08:14,270 --> 00:08:16,620 - [BEEPING CONTINUES] - [MACHINERY CLICKING] 168 00:08:53,433 --> 00:08:55,602 - [BEEPING STOPS] - [MACHINE WHIRS] 169 00:08:55,702 --> 00:08:57,604 [CLICKING CONTINUES] 170 00:08:59,572 --> 00:09:01,608 [BEEPING, WHIRRING CONTINUE OVER MONITOR] 171 00:09:14,587 --> 00:09:16,523 [VEHICLE PASSING] 172 00:09:17,924 --> 00:09:20,126 [GIRL MOANING SLEEPILY OVER MONITOR] 173 00:09:20,260 --> 00:09:23,129 ["HOT FREAKS" BY GUIDED BY VOICES PLAYING OVER SPEAKER] 174 00:09:26,700 --> 00:09:28,301 [MOANS LIGHTLY] 175 00:09:31,738 --> 00:09:33,807 [GIRL MOANS FAINTLY] 176 00:09:36,643 --> 00:09:38,440 [EXHALES] 177 00:09:38,144 --> 00:09:40,213 [THUNDER RUMBLES FAINTLY] 178 00:09:40,780 --> 00:09:43,149 [EXHALING] 179 00:09:49,823 --> 00:09:51,157 - [ASH SIZZLES] - [GASPS] 180 00:09:51,458 --> 00:09:52,559 Oh, shit. 181 00:09:54,494 --> 00:09:55,995 MAN: Yo, you know about holotropic breathing? 182 00:09:56,129 --> 00:09:57,130 WOMAN: Mm-mm. 183 00:09:57,230 --> 00:09:58,631 MAN: Yo, this shit is lit. 184 00:09:58,732 --> 00:10:01,267 Basically, you trick your brain into thinking it's dead, 185 00:10:01,334 --> 00:10:03,570 and you see the ****ing universe. 186 00:10:03,670 --> 00:10:04,904 You know what I'm saying? 187 00:10:05,500 --> 00:10:07,107 So you won't feel paranoia and guilt if something's wrong. 188 00:10:07,173 --> 00:10:08,608 [SONG CONTINUES OVER SPEAKERS] 189 00:10:08,675 --> 00:10:11,411 WOMAN: I've got a friend who does Reiki and shit like that. 190 00:10:11,511 --> 00:10:14,481 MAN: Nah, see what I'm saying? This is like hyperventilating. 191 00:10:14,581 --> 00:10:16,683 When you die, they say you let off this chemical. 192 00:10:16,783 --> 00:10:19,519 And when you're dreaming, you let off the same chemical. 193 00:10:19,619 --> 00:10:21,354 It's sort of like that, you know? 194 00:10:21,454 --> 00:10:23,156 You make your brain think it's dead, 195 00:10:23,256 --> 00:10:26,693 but being brain-dead is still alive. 196 00:10:27,127 --> 00:10:29,290 - WOMAN: "Holographic breathwork"? - Holotropic. 197 00:10:29,162 --> 00:10:30,764 WOMAN: Tropic. Holotropic. 198 00:10:36,369 --> 00:10:38,838 - Is that real? - What? 199 00:10:39,372 --> 00:10:42,375 - The... the dead brain thing? - Oh, yeah. 200 00:10:42,475 --> 00:10:46,279 I mean, shit. I guess anything could be real. 201 00:10:46,546 --> 00:10:48,548 I mean, anything could be bullshit too. 202 00:10:48,682 --> 00:10:49,949 [CHUCKLING] You know what I'm saying? 203 00:10:50,500 --> 00:10:51,618 [LAUGHS WEAKLY] 204 00:10:52,185 --> 00:10:56,723 But you know that feeling like when you're not... 205 00:11:01,270 --> 00:11:02,328 Yeah. 206 00:11:07,500 --> 00:11:09,235 Oh, you're making fun of me. 207 00:11:09,369 --> 00:11:11,371 - Miss, I don't even know you. - Right. 208 00:11:11,471 --> 00:11:14,574 Okay. Um, yes on these, but no on the wine. 209 00:11:15,975 --> 00:11:17,143 Why? 210 00:11:19,646 --> 00:11:22,349 The law prohibits me from selling you this wine right now. 211 00:11:24,170 --> 00:11:25,251 But it isn't even 2:00. 212 00:11:25,885 --> 00:11:27,487 It's 1:58. 213 00:11:29,155 --> 00:11:30,523 Right, but-- 214 00:11:30,590 --> 00:11:32,759 By the time I ring these up, it will be past two. 215 00:11:33,827 --> 00:11:35,762 Huh. Um... 216 00:11:38,980 --> 00:11:39,933 I'll just get the peanut butter cups. 217 00:11:40,330 --> 00:11:41,368 You can put them on my room. 218 00:11:41,735 --> 00:11:42,936 Will do. 219 00:11:43,937 --> 00:11:45,772 [BEEPING, WHIRRING OVER MONITOR] 220 00:11:57,617 --> 00:11:58,752 [LOCK BEEPS] 221 00:12:09,896 --> 00:12:11,297 [SWITCHES OFF MONITOR] 222 00:12:15,301 --> 00:12:17,370 [BEEPING CONTINUES FROM OTHER ROOM] 223 00:12:18,805 --> 00:12:19,806 [WATER RUNNING] 224 00:12:24,144 --> 00:12:25,378 LINDA: I can't talk about this anymore. 225 00:12:25,478 --> 00:12:27,447 I'm telling you. Please. 226 00:12:27,547 --> 00:12:30,316 DAD: Hey, hey. Look, if that's what Dr. Spring thinks is best, 227 00:12:30,417 --> 00:12:31,384 then we have to listen to Dr. Spring. 228 00:12:31,484 --> 00:12:32,419 There is no "we" though. 229 00:12:32,485 --> 00:12:33,987 It's just me. I... I'm... 230 00:12:34,120 --> 00:12:36,222 - It's not fair. I'm telling you. - Whoa! 231 00:12:36,322 --> 00:12:38,792 Fair? Listen, I'm working, all right? 232 00:12:38,892 --> 00:12:41,428 I'm dealing with a lot of *******s. You have no idea. 233 00:12:41,494 --> 00:12:43,329 And I cannot do anything about 234 00:12:43,430 --> 00:12:45,665 what's going on there from here. 235 00:12:45,765 --> 00:12:48,468 We need to be a team. You have to go there today 236 00:12:48,568 --> 00:12:51,137 and check in and let them know 237 00:12:51,237 --> 00:12:52,672 - that this whole thing is not-- - I know. I know. 238 00:12:52,806 --> 00:12:54,140 The problem with that logic, though, 239 00:12:54,240 --> 00:12:55,275 is that I'm not a housewife. 240 00:12:55,342 --> 00:12:56,843 - I work too. - Whoa, whoa, whoa. 241 00:12:58,111 --> 00:13:00,513 Mommy, this hotel food is gross. 242 00:13:00,613 --> 00:13:02,916 - MAN: Good morning. - This is disgusting. 243 00:13:03,683 --> 00:13:05,850 Wow. 244 00:13:05,185 --> 00:13:08,210 You guys look just like twins. Anybody ever tell you that? 245 00:13:08,121 --> 00:13:09,356 Uh, no. You're the first person 246 00:13:09,489 --> 00:13:11,124 to notice and/or say that. [CHUCKLES] 247 00:13:11,191 --> 00:13:12,325 - [SIGHS] - GIRL: Everyone says that. 248 00:13:12,425 --> 00:13:13,526 [CELL PHONE BUZZING] 249 00:13:13,660 --> 00:13:16,663 - Hey, cutie. Wanna see a trick? - GIRL: Yeah. 250 00:13:17,464 --> 00:13:19,699 GIRL: Whoa. How'd you do that? 251 00:13:20,834 --> 00:13:22,602 Mommy? 252 00:13:23,303 --> 00:13:25,271 You should take it. She's never gonna eat it. 253 00:13:25,372 --> 00:13:27,774 [PHONE CONTINUES BUZZING] 254 00:13:27,874 --> 00:13:28,775 Okay. 255 00:13:29,542 --> 00:13:31,378 GIRL: Am I gonna throw up now? 256 00:13:34,147 --> 00:13:35,648 - Yeah? - DAD: You hung up on me. 257 00:13:35,715 --> 00:13:38,485 Look, I know you have a lot on your plate, 258 00:13:38,551 --> 00:13:40,220 but she's getting better, 259 00:13:40,320 --> 00:13:42,355 and the rest of it is totally temporary. 260 00:13:42,455 --> 00:13:44,791 The ceiling will get fixed, I promise. 261 00:13:44,891 --> 00:13:47,494 The sky is not falling. None of this is your fault. 262 00:13:47,560 --> 00:13:49,396 - I love you. - I'm sorry. I love you too. 263 00:13:49,496 --> 00:13:50,797 What's so bad about a hotel anyway? 264 00:13:50,897 --> 00:13:53,330 And while you're there, take advantage of the pool. 265 00:13:53,133 --> 00:13:54,734 They got a pool, right? 266 00:13:54,901 --> 00:13:56,503 You always said you wish you had a pool, 267 00:13:56,569 --> 00:13:58,380 so now you have one. 268 00:13:58,138 --> 00:14:00,573 Why don't you go? You can do some laps, lounge a little. 269 00:14:00,707 --> 00:14:02,742 Get a floatie. Kick back, get a couple of margarita... 270 00:14:02,876 --> 00:14:03,910 Okay. 271 00:14:04,210 --> 00:14:07,347 GIRL: Did you know that you can train hamsters to love you? 272 00:14:08,140 --> 00:14:08,982 No. 273 00:14:09,820 --> 00:14:11,251 You can train them to love you. 274 00:14:11,651 --> 00:14:14,754 Well, I would love if you would finish your bacon. 275 00:14:14,888 --> 00:14:18,910 That way I can tell everybody you got 100% on breakfast. 276 00:14:18,224 --> 00:14:22,620 And once they love you, you can get them to do everything 277 00:14:22,162 --> 00:14:24,397 including tricks. 278 00:14:25,650 --> 00:14:26,733 Let's start with one bite. 279 00:14:28,340 --> 00:14:30,103 LINDA AND GIRL: ♪ Ring, ding Ring-a-ring-a-ling-dang ♪ 280 00:14:30,236 --> 00:14:32,339 ♪ Ring-a-ling-a-ding-dang-do ♪ 281 00:14:32,439 --> 00:14:34,441 ♪ Ring, ling Ring-a-ling-a-ding-dang... ♪ 282 00:14:34,541 --> 00:14:36,343 ♪ Keeps him from lovin' you ♪ 283 00:14:36,443 --> 00:14:38,780 [MIMICS DOG BARKING IN SONG] 284 00:14:38,178 --> 00:14:40,113 [GIRL BARKS, LAUGHS] 285 00:14:41,881 --> 00:14:44,117 [BOTH SINGING NONSENSE SYLLABLES] 286 00:14:48,688 --> 00:14:51,624 GIRL: Is the parking guy gonna get mad again? 287 00:14:52,926 --> 00:14:56,529 Double-park! Double-park! Double-park! 288 00:14:56,629 --> 00:14:58,465 - Okay. - [HANDBRAKE CLICKS] 289 00:14:58,565 --> 00:15:00,467 Gotta be fast. You know what happened last time. 290 00:15:01,267 --> 00:15:03,803 [FAINT CHATTER] 291 00:15:16,816 --> 00:15:19,819 You've missed the last few weeks of family sessions. 292 00:15:21,154 --> 00:15:22,122 Yeah. 293 00:15:23,423 --> 00:15:24,824 I told you what happened. 294 00:15:24,924 --> 00:15:27,594 Our entire ceiling fell down, and with all that chaos, 295 00:15:27,660 --> 00:15:29,763 and we're living out of the hotel-- 296 00:15:29,829 --> 00:15:32,165 So we need to schedule something as soon as possible 297 00:15:32,265 --> 00:15:35,669 to talk about her goals and the treatment process. 298 00:15:35,769 --> 00:15:37,303 Yeah. Yeah, okay. Yeah. 299 00:15:37,404 --> 00:15:39,839 Duh. [FORCED CHUCKLE] 300 00:15:39,939 --> 00:15:40,840 Yeah. 301 00:15:42,442 --> 00:15:44,177 - Mm-hm. - Mm-hm. 302 00:15:44,477 --> 00:15:46,946 Oh, you meant now? Okay. All right. 303 00:15:47,130 --> 00:15:48,348 Um... 304 00:15:48,448 --> 00:15:51,584 Well, uh, let me look at my schedule. 305 00:15:51,685 --> 00:15:53,186 I should probably do that... 306 00:15:53,286 --> 00:15:54,988 I know that you already know this, 307 00:15:55,355 --> 00:15:59,359 but you can't start letting feelings of guilt and control 308 00:15:59,459 --> 00:16:02,696 about this illness and treatment affect you. 309 00:16:03,997 --> 00:16:05,310 It's no one's fault. 310 00:16:05,131 --> 00:16:07,100 That's right. That's what I keep hearing. 311 00:16:07,200 --> 00:16:10,770 Also, I really need you to start taking care of yourself. 312 00:16:10,870 --> 00:16:11,771 Right. Yes. 313 00:16:11,871 --> 00:16:14,341 No. Put my oxygen mask on first. 314 00:16:14,441 --> 00:16:15,542 Mm-hm, mm-hm. 315 00:16:15,675 --> 00:16:17,430 I'm just gonna have to get blunt here. 316 00:16:17,143 --> 00:16:21,681 So she needs to reach her weight goal in the next week. 317 00:16:22,115 --> 00:16:25,385 If she does that, then we can put tube removal 318 00:16:25,518 --> 00:16:27,320 and discharge dates on the books 319 00:16:27,387 --> 00:16:29,550 but if she doesn't do that, 320 00:16:29,155 --> 00:16:31,725 I'm gonna have to reassess the level of care 321 00:16:31,825 --> 00:16:34,270 because obviously something is not working here, 322 00:16:34,127 --> 00:16:36,162 and this is what I need to talk to you about. 323 00:16:36,229 --> 00:16:38,498 When can we sit down properly? 324 00:16:38,565 --> 00:16:40,900 Yeah, fine. Uh, September 7th. 325 00:16:41,340 --> 00:16:43,690 It's September 15th. 326 00:16:44,537 --> 00:16:47,574 September 20. I mean, September... 327 00:16:48,241 --> 00:16:49,576 September 20. 328 00:16:50,243 --> 00:16:52,145 [HORN BLARING] 329 00:16:52,245 --> 00:16:53,179 MAN: Hey! 330 00:16:53,246 --> 00:16:54,881 [HORN HONKING] 331 00:16:56,583 --> 00:16:58,918 Hey! I told you not to do that, and the next time 332 00:16:59,190 --> 00:17:00,420 I will report you to the building. 333 00:17:00,553 --> 00:17:02,220 You have no authority to report me. 334 00:17:02,880 --> 00:17:03,556 You won't be allowed in the lot. I'll have you towed! 335 00:17:03,656 --> 00:17:05,910 Oh, sure! Call them! 336 00:17:05,225 --> 00:17:06,493 I'm not in there long enough 337 00:17:06,593 --> 00:17:08,610 - for them to even come! - [ATTENDANT SHOUTING] 338 00:17:08,261 --> 00:17:09,763 Whatever! 339 00:17:09,863 --> 00:17:10,930 *******. 340 00:17:13,600 --> 00:17:15,268 LINDA: The apartment is a 30-minute walk, 341 00:17:15,368 --> 00:17:16,936 but it might as well be on Mars. 342 00:17:17,700 --> 00:17:18,271 And I just, I can't... 343 00:17:18,405 --> 00:17:20,440 Every time I go check, it looks worse, 344 00:17:20,573 --> 00:17:22,909 and I... I have no control. 345 00:17:23,900 --> 00:17:24,611 THERAPIST: Have you tried discussing a compromise 346 00:17:24,744 --> 00:17:25,912 with your landlord? 347 00:17:26,212 --> 00:17:29,582 Perhaps they could section off the room with the hole, 348 00:17:29,883 --> 00:17:32,619 then you could live freely in the rest of the apartment. 349 00:17:32,752 --> 00:17:35,622 Live freely with asbestos 350 00:17:35,722 --> 00:17:39,125 and 100-year-old dust and black mold spores? 351 00:17:39,259 --> 00:17:40,694 [CHUCKLING] That's your advice? 352 00:17:40,794 --> 00:17:43,963 It's not advice. It's a question to consider. 353 00:17:44,640 --> 00:17:47,233 I should really show you this hole. 354 00:17:47,600 --> 00:17:51,971 It's an entire nightmare on my ceiling. 355 00:17:53,273 --> 00:17:55,208 When does Charles return? 356 00:17:55,408 --> 00:17:58,780 This is week three of eight. 357 00:17:58,144 --> 00:18:01,748 I mean, you should know that. Don't you write things down? 358 00:18:01,815 --> 00:18:02,916 It's your job to remember 359 00:18:02,982 --> 00:18:05,285 the boring details of my ****ing life. 360 00:18:05,819 --> 00:18:07,954 We do have to stop now. We are out of time. 361 00:18:08,540 --> 00:18:09,823 I have another patient coming, so... 362 00:18:09,956 --> 00:18:10,824 Wait, now? 363 00:18:10,924 --> 00:18:12,392 What about the ten-minute warning? 364 00:18:12,492 --> 00:18:14,494 Yeah, I just wasn't paying attention. 365 00:18:14,594 --> 00:18:16,930 You didn't respond to the email that I sent you about my dream. 366 00:18:16,996 --> 00:18:20,500 I don't respond to my client's dream emails. 367 00:18:20,600 --> 00:18:23,837 Okay. So, if you don't bring it up, 368 00:18:23,937 --> 00:18:25,839 then what is the point? 369 00:18:27,574 --> 00:18:29,809 Okay. Uh, you got me. 370 00:18:29,909 --> 00:18:32,579 I had a dream, and I need to talk about it today, 371 00:18:32,679 --> 00:18:34,347 and I didn't get any time 372 00:18:34,481 --> 00:18:36,649 because you didn't give me a warning. 373 00:18:36,916 --> 00:18:41,870 We can discuss the dream you emailed next session. 374 00:18:41,187 --> 00:18:43,230 Well, it's actually a different dream. 375 00:18:43,156 --> 00:18:45,191 - Well, I don't really-- - About you. 376 00:18:48,795 --> 00:18:50,530 - Okay, quickly. - Okay. 377 00:18:50,630 --> 00:18:53,500 I was in a hospital day room 378 00:18:53,600 --> 00:18:55,535 or a recreation room or something, 379 00:18:55,669 --> 00:18:57,771 and I knew my daughter was also in the hospital 380 00:18:57,871 --> 00:19:01,410 but... but far away, another part, 381 00:19:01,174 --> 00:19:03,643 and it didn't look like the hospital 382 00:19:03,710 --> 00:19:05,278 she was in last year, though, 383 00:19:05,378 --> 00:19:07,714 when everything happened. It was different. It was weird. 384 00:19:07,814 --> 00:19:09,716 And I was waiting for Charles to come get me, 385 00:19:09,849 --> 00:19:11,217 so we could pick her up 386 00:19:11,317 --> 00:19:13,520 but instead, you were there, 387 00:19:13,620 --> 00:19:15,121 and you wanted to sit really close to me. 388 00:19:15,221 --> 00:19:16,356 [CLEARS THROAT LIGHTLY] 389 00:19:16,456 --> 00:19:18,558 And I was, like, inching away from you on the bench 390 00:19:18,692 --> 00:19:20,960 - and you kept inching closer. - [SIGHS DEEPLY] 391 00:19:21,610 --> 00:19:23,229 And I got my phone out to text Charles 392 00:19:23,363 --> 00:19:25,398 'cause I was nervous he'd come in and he'd see 393 00:19:25,532 --> 00:19:28,702 and then you tried to grab the phone 394 00:19:28,802 --> 00:19:32,138 and then you started to tickle me... 395 00:19:32,238 --> 00:19:33,840 [CHUCKLING LIGHTLY] ...to try to get me to drop it, 396 00:19:33,907 --> 00:19:36,710 and I was, like... [CHUCKLES] 397 00:19:36,810 --> 00:19:38,244 I was really enjoying it, 398 00:19:38,378 --> 00:19:41,581 but I was so scared that Charles would come in and he would see. 399 00:19:41,681 --> 00:19:44,217 - [CHUCKLING] - [GROANS LIGHTLY] 400 00:19:44,317 --> 00:19:45,752 All right. 401 00:19:49,322 --> 00:19:50,557 Okay? 402 00:19:50,824 --> 00:19:52,826 All right. You got to tell me. 403 00:19:52,926 --> 00:19:54,728 We'll talk about it next time. 404 00:19:55,362 --> 00:19:56,596 THERAPIST: Okay? 405 00:19:56,696 --> 00:19:59,432 [GROANS] We won't talk about it next time. 406 00:19:59,733 --> 00:20:01,434 You know that. 407 00:20:02,102 --> 00:20:05,205 There's no thread. There's no thread at all. 408 00:20:12,712 --> 00:20:14,381 [EXHALES LIGHTLY] 409 00:20:15,448 --> 00:20:18,685 [MUFFLED PHONE BUZZING] 410 00:20:21,688 --> 00:20:23,723 Yes? [CLEARS THROAT] What now? 411 00:20:23,790 --> 00:20:25,759 MAN [IN ACCENT]: Hi, yes. So sorry. 412 00:20:25,859 --> 00:20:27,694 Have to leave. Stop work. 413 00:20:27,794 --> 00:20:29,950 Uh, what? 414 00:20:29,462 --> 00:20:32,699 Mother died. I have to leave. Work is going to take longer. 415 00:20:32,799 --> 00:20:34,968 Uh, okay, uh, just-- 416 00:20:35,101 --> 00:20:36,436 [WHISPERING]: I'll be one second. 417 00:20:40,273 --> 00:20:42,542 Okay, what is the issue then? Can you tell me? 418 00:20:42,642 --> 00:20:43,643 This has been going on for so long. 419 00:20:43,743 --> 00:20:44,644 Do I need to get a new contractor? 420 00:20:44,778 --> 00:20:46,312 It spread. 421 00:20:46,413 --> 00:20:48,415 Uh, it's full. It's very full, you understand? Very full. 422 00:20:48,481 --> 00:20:49,649 It spread? 423 00:20:49,783 --> 00:20:51,317 Not easy to explain. Not my language. 424 00:20:51,451 --> 00:20:54,387 ¡Yo hablo español! Explícame en tu idioma, ¡lo entenderé! 425 00:20:54,487 --> 00:20:56,923 Sorry, but I don't understand those words. 426 00:20:56,990 --> 00:20:58,658 How long will you be grieving for your mother? 427 00:20:58,758 --> 00:21:01,940 I don't say. I don't know. I can't say. 428 00:21:01,161 --> 00:21:03,396 Look, I need a date, okay? It needs to be fixed. 429 00:21:03,496 --> 00:21:05,999 Just give me a date. My husband and I will be returning to-- 430 00:21:06,990 --> 00:21:08,501 I'll be back, one week. 431 00:21:09,135 --> 00:21:10,904 Okay, well, fine. I'm going to be going there 432 00:21:11,400 --> 00:21:12,339 and checking on what you have done so far, 433 00:21:12,472 --> 00:21:14,107 and I'm going to be taking pictures, and I-- 434 00:21:14,174 --> 00:21:15,608 [CALL CLICKS OFF] 435 00:21:15,675 --> 00:21:17,811 [NOISELESS SCREAM] 436 00:21:19,746 --> 00:21:22,182 Vete a la mierda, el cabrón. 437 00:21:23,316 --> 00:21:24,517 [SETS DOWN PHONE] 438 00:21:25,985 --> 00:21:29,923 [MUFFLED SCREAMING] 439 00:21:35,628 --> 00:21:37,163 I can see you now. 440 00:21:56,490 --> 00:21:58,885 I'm really happy to hold this silent space for you but... 441 00:21:59,986 --> 00:22:01,221 ...as usual, I am curious as to 442 00:22:01,354 --> 00:22:03,123 what you might be thinking about. 443 00:22:06,393 --> 00:22:07,494 Riley. 444 00:22:08,862 --> 00:22:10,964 That's all I can think about. 445 00:22:14,401 --> 00:22:16,200 Tell me what's going on. 446 00:22:16,536 --> 00:22:17,637 Well, I... 447 00:22:17,737 --> 00:22:20,140 I keep telling you, it's-- 448 00:22:20,240 --> 00:22:22,542 It's like I keep saying to his doctor, he-- 449 00:22:22,642 --> 00:22:24,711 He doesn't smile. He-- 450 00:22:25,780 --> 00:22:26,379 He looks at me weirdly, 451 00:22:26,479 --> 00:22:30,417 and he's just very uncomfortable all of the time, 452 00:22:30,517 --> 00:22:33,186 and... and no one will do anything about it. 453 00:22:35,755 --> 00:22:36,923 You know what I would love 454 00:22:37,570 --> 00:22:38,858 and what I think would be extremely helpful 455 00:22:38,925 --> 00:22:41,428 is if you could come to a session without Riley. 456 00:22:41,661 --> 00:22:42,862 I think it would be... 457 00:22:42,929 --> 00:22:44,431 - I know you think you can't-- - No, I can't. 458 00:22:44,564 --> 00:22:47,167 But I think if you got a sitter who you trusted, who you could-- 459 00:22:47,267 --> 00:22:50,737 Did you hear about that nanny in New York? 460 00:22:51,104 --> 00:22:52,505 The mom came home from work, 461 00:22:52,605 --> 00:22:53,907 and the nanny had stabbed 462 00:22:54,700 --> 00:22:56,576 both of her kids to death in the bathtub. 463 00:22:57,711 --> 00:23:00,880 That is real. That happened. 464 00:23:01,114 --> 00:23:05,719 A situation like that is very, very, very unusual, okay? 465 00:23:05,785 --> 00:23:07,253 Most people have caregivers 466 00:23:07,354 --> 00:23:09,289 - who can trust that... - I can't. [GROANS LIGHTLY] 467 00:23:10,290 --> 00:23:12,225 Well, I... I believe you can. 468 00:23:12,292 --> 00:23:14,260 I just think you don't want to or you're afraid 469 00:23:14,361 --> 00:23:15,895 so let's stick to some practical-- 470 00:23:15,962 --> 00:23:17,630 I need to protect him. 471 00:23:18,965 --> 00:23:21,134 From something specific? 472 00:23:21,234 --> 00:23:24,237 Because something very bad is happening. 473 00:23:24,304 --> 00:23:26,239 [PHONE BUZZES] 474 00:23:27,640 --> 00:23:30,410 I'm so... Can I just-- One second. I just have to... 475 00:23:30,477 --> 00:23:34,147 This could be about my daughter. I'm... I'm so sorry. 476 00:23:40,320 --> 00:23:41,388 Um... 477 00:23:42,622 --> 00:23:46,226 Yeah. Look, look, I-- I'm not Riley's doctor 478 00:23:46,326 --> 00:23:49,662 so I can't speak to what may or may not be going on with him. 479 00:23:49,763 --> 00:23:52,432 We can only talk about your feelings 480 00:23:52,499 --> 00:23:55,268 about what you perceive is going on with Riley, 481 00:23:55,335 --> 00:23:57,437 which is why I do believe medication can be-- 482 00:23:57,504 --> 00:23:59,339 I'm not perceiving it. 483 00:23:59,472 --> 00:24:01,341 It is happening. 484 00:24:01,741 --> 00:24:04,477 And I feel awful about it. 485 00:24:06,120 --> 00:24:07,847 Okay, listen. 486 00:24:08,448 --> 00:24:10,917 When you're having these feelings of deep panic 487 00:24:11,170 --> 00:24:12,752 at home with Riley, 488 00:24:13,153 --> 00:24:16,523 just put him in his crib or carrier or somewhere safe... 489 00:24:17,691 --> 00:24:19,859 ...and draw a bath. 490 00:24:20,493 --> 00:24:24,300 Just breathe until your heart isn't racing anymore, 491 00:24:24,698 --> 00:24:26,766 come out and get dressed, 492 00:24:26,866 --> 00:24:28,968 start the day over again... 493 00:24:30,360 --> 00:24:32,172 ...put on some real clothes. 494 00:24:34,174 --> 00:24:36,209 These feelings that you're experiencing 495 00:24:36,309 --> 00:24:39,979 they are... they're very, very, very scary. 496 00:24:42,716 --> 00:24:45,180 Okay? And very dark. 497 00:24:45,118 --> 00:24:47,320 And that's why you need to keep moving. 498 00:24:48,121 --> 00:24:50,560 You need to keep going. 499 00:24:50,190 --> 00:24:51,891 You need to be busy. 500 00:24:52,359 --> 00:24:55,228 You can't sit inside the fear 501 00:24:55,328 --> 00:24:56,796 and doubt 502 00:24:56,896 --> 00:24:58,531 and scariness. 503 00:25:05,739 --> 00:25:08,908 Breathwork is a deep healing in the nervous system, 504 00:25:09,420 --> 00:25:12,679 where we hold trauma and trapped emotions. 505 00:25:12,912 --> 00:25:15,915 We can't talk our way out of trauma. 506 00:25:16,160 --> 00:25:17,817 The body needs to process 507 00:25:17,917 --> 00:25:20,587 unprocessed emotions within the body. 508 00:25:20,687 --> 00:25:23,223 And this is why breathwork is so powerful. 509 00:25:23,323 --> 00:25:25,759 If you're looking for deeper ways of healing 510 00:25:26,590 --> 00:25:28,261 and you're searching for alternatives, 511 00:25:28,361 --> 00:25:29,829 don't wait any longer. 512 00:25:29,929 --> 00:25:33,266 Let's connect and schedule your first breathwork session. 513 00:25:33,933 --> 00:25:36,436 REPORTER: Directly before the judge read Ortega her sentence, 514 00:25:36,536 --> 00:25:38,905 she begged for forgiveness for her unspeakable crime. 515 00:25:39,500 --> 00:25:40,240 She stated she was sorry 516 00:25:40,340 --> 00:25:42,375 for what the judge had called, "Pure evil." 517 00:25:42,575 --> 00:25:44,778 She then spoke about how untreated mental illness... 518 00:25:44,911 --> 00:25:46,790 - [RAPID KNOCKING AT DOOR] - ****. 519 00:25:46,179 --> 00:25:47,247 - The judge was not convinced. - Shit. 520 00:25:47,347 --> 00:25:48,615 She will be serving life in prison 521 00:25:48,748 --> 00:25:50,617 with no possibility of parole, saying that-- 522 00:25:50,750 --> 00:25:52,180 [STOPS VIDEO] 523 00:25:55,889 --> 00:25:57,457 [CLEARS THROAT] 524 00:25:58,258 --> 00:26:01,227 You would not believe what I have been through today. 525 00:26:01,561 --> 00:26:04,431 Okay, so, I don't know if you recall 526 00:26:04,531 --> 00:26:07,367 but there was this pair of absolutely davoon-ianca, 527 00:26:07,467 --> 00:26:08,768 davoon, gorge leather gloves 528 00:26:08,868 --> 00:26:10,270 that I saw on The RealReal. 529 00:26:10,370 --> 00:26:12,939 I wake up this morning, banned. 530 00:26:13,306 --> 00:26:16,420 Banned. Yeah. I know. 531 00:26:16,142 --> 00:26:17,110 CHARLES [OVER PHONE]: Hey, my love! 532 00:26:17,210 --> 00:26:18,411 So you been keeping up 533 00:26:18,478 --> 00:26:19,979 and eating, and doing all the right things? 534 00:26:20,800 --> 00:26:21,748 GIRL: Yeah, I ate some cheese today! 535 00:26:21,815 --> 00:26:22,982 - LINDA: Mmm. - CHARLES: Cheese! 536 00:26:23,830 --> 00:26:24,500 That's fantastic. I love cheese! 537 00:26:24,150 --> 00:26:25,452 - Daddy, can I get a hamster? - No. 538 00:26:25,552 --> 00:26:26,920 I already told you, you're not getting a hamster. 539 00:26:26,986 --> 00:26:28,221 No, no. You know what, let's see, okay? 540 00:26:28,321 --> 00:26:29,556 Maybe when we get back to the apartment... 541 00:26:29,656 --> 00:26:30,957 No, no, no, no, no. She's not getting a hamster. 542 00:26:31,570 --> 00:26:31,991 Daddy, when are you coming home? 543 00:26:32,920 --> 00:26:33,326 She's not getting a hamster. 544 00:26:33,426 --> 00:26:35,428 What, where are you? I can hear something weird. 545 00:26:35,495 --> 00:26:38,331 Oh. Yeah, that. I'm catching a game. 546 00:26:38,665 --> 00:26:39,833 - A game? - Yeah. 547 00:26:39,933 --> 00:26:41,334 Yeah, we got here this morning, 548 00:26:41,434 --> 00:26:42,836 and there's a minor league team here 549 00:26:42,969 --> 00:26:45,638 on the island where we go. It's a little loud, so... 550 00:26:45,739 --> 00:26:47,507 Oh, it must be nice, huh, doing things for yourself. 551 00:26:47,607 --> 00:26:49,242 - What's that like? - Hey, hey, hey. 552 00:26:49,342 --> 00:26:50,510 You wanna switch places? 553 00:26:50,610 --> 00:26:51,845 You don't know what I'm dealing with here. 554 00:26:51,978 --> 00:26:53,146 All right, I'll go sit on my ***... 555 00:26:53,246 --> 00:26:54,814 - GIRL: Daddy! - ...all day in therapy... 556 00:26:55,115 --> 00:26:56,583 I'm sorry. Ha-ha. 557 00:26:56,683 --> 00:26:59,352 I mean, "sit on my butt" listening to people whine, 558 00:26:59,486 --> 00:27:01,354 and you can captain this fu-- 559 00:27:01,488 --> 00:27:04,190 Uh... this stupid boat, okay? 560 00:27:04,324 --> 00:27:06,426 Listen, I'm allowed to do things on my time off. 561 00:27:06,526 --> 00:27:09,696 - Jesus Christ! - Time off? Oh, okay, um... 562 00:27:09,829 --> 00:27:11,965 Daddy has to go now, and, uh, we have to drive, 563 00:27:12,320 --> 00:27:13,600 - so say goodbye to Daddy, okay? - No. I don't have to go! 564 00:27:13,700 --> 00:27:15,435 - Look, they're in the middle... - Jesus. 565 00:27:17,137 --> 00:27:19,472 I told you, it's a rodent, 566 00:27:19,539 --> 00:27:21,174 and just something to look after for no reason. 567 00:27:21,274 --> 00:27:24,440 Please, please don't ask again, 568 00:27:24,177 --> 00:27:26,120 and don't ask Daddy things I already say no to. 569 00:27:26,112 --> 00:27:28,715 But Mommy, it's not fair! 570 00:27:58,878 --> 00:28:01,414 [MACHINE BEEPS, WHIRRING] 571 00:28:04,751 --> 00:28:07,253 LINDA: Dr. Spring said this is a big week. 572 00:28:07,587 --> 00:28:10,900 - Did she tell you that? - GIRL: Yeah. 573 00:28:10,190 --> 00:28:11,591 LINDA: I think you can do it. 574 00:28:11,725 --> 00:28:14,227 GIRL: But I'm already doing it my best. 575 00:28:14,527 --> 00:28:16,896 LINDA: I know, but you have to do a little better 576 00:28:16,996 --> 00:28:18,498 then we can get rid of this thing, 577 00:28:18,598 --> 00:28:20,367 and everything will be okay. 578 00:28:22,200 --> 00:28:23,269 GIRL: I'll be better. 579 00:28:25,271 --> 00:28:26,773 Okay. Well... 580 00:28:29,209 --> 00:28:30,543 ...it's not up to me. 581 00:28:30,610 --> 00:28:32,278 It's up to you. 582 00:28:39,419 --> 00:28:41,755 What book can I read you tonight? 583 00:28:42,122 --> 00:28:44,958 GIRL: I'm too tired. Just a song. 584 00:28:45,291 --> 00:28:46,693 LINDA: Okay, what song? 585 00:28:47,927 --> 00:28:50,430 - The dead whale one. - Okay. 586 00:28:57,303 --> 00:29:00,306 ♪ Sit beside The breakfast table ♪ 587 00:29:00,407 --> 00:29:02,642 ♪ Think about your troubles ♪ 588 00:29:02,776 --> 00:29:05,545 BOTH: ♪ Pour yourselves A cup of tea ♪ 589 00:29:05,645 --> 00:29:07,981 ♪ Think about the bubbles ♪ 590 00:29:08,810 --> 00:29:10,483 ♪ You can take your teardrops ♪ 591 00:29:10,617 --> 00:29:12,719 ♪ And drop 'em in a teacup ♪ 592 00:29:12,819 --> 00:29:15,989 ♪ Take 'em down To the riverside ♪ 593 00:29:16,890 --> 00:29:18,124 ♪ And throw them Over the side ♪ 594 00:29:18,224 --> 00:29:20,894 ♪ To be swept up by a current ♪ 595 00:29:20,994 --> 00:29:23,496 ♪ Then taken to the ocean ♪ 596 00:29:23,596 --> 00:29:26,660 ♪ To be swallowed by Some fishes ♪ 597 00:29:26,166 --> 00:29:28,568 ♪ Who were eaten by Some fishes ♪ 598 00:29:28,668 --> 00:29:30,837 ♪ And swallowed by a whale ♪ 599 00:29:30,970 --> 00:29:33,340 ♪ Who grew so old ♪ 600 00:29:33,473 --> 00:29:37,344 ♪ He decomposed ♪ 601 00:29:37,444 --> 00:29:39,312 I don't mean to say we're all robots, 602 00:29:39,412 --> 00:29:41,810 but I wonder if you had been raised 603 00:29:41,181 --> 00:29:43,116 the way your mother had been raised. 604 00:29:43,350 --> 00:29:44,851 I mean, she had a father who just took off, 605 00:29:44,951 --> 00:29:46,186 didn't come home. 606 00:29:46,286 --> 00:29:47,787 Then another man entered her mother's life, 607 00:29:47,854 --> 00:29:50,423 and she became attached to him, and he bailed out. 608 00:29:50,523 --> 00:29:51,691 WOMAN: I know what you're saying. 609 00:29:51,825 --> 00:29:54,527 I did have that same one. Very similar. 610 00:29:54,661 --> 00:29:56,596 DONAHUE: But... Okay, well, my question is 611 00:29:56,696 --> 00:29:59,332 if you had been raised as your mother had been raised 612 00:29:59,432 --> 00:30:00,533 do you think you probably would've 613 00:30:00,667 --> 00:30:02,168 knocked your kids around too? 614 00:30:02,869 --> 00:30:03,870 WOMAN: See how many you catch in your mouth. 615 00:30:03,970 --> 00:30:04,637 WOMAN 2: Okay. 616 00:30:04,704 --> 00:30:06,873 - Okay, open. - [BOTH LAUGH] 617 00:30:07,700 --> 00:30:08,108 WOMAN [WHISPERING]: Wait. Shh. 618 00:30:08,208 --> 00:30:09,376 ****. This ****ing drunk *****... 619 00:30:13,460 --> 00:30:16,783 Put this on my room, please. It's definitely before 2:00. 620 00:30:16,883 --> 00:30:18,218 [BEEPING OVER MONITOR] 621 00:30:18,318 --> 00:30:20,320 I'm gonna need to see your ID, ma'am. 622 00:30:22,188 --> 00:30:24,491 You've never asked me that before. 623 00:30:24,724 --> 00:30:26,393 Ma'am, I'm gonna need to see your ID. 624 00:30:26,493 --> 00:30:28,661 [LAUGHS] You really want me to go 625 00:30:28,728 --> 00:30:30,463 all the way back up to my room, 626 00:30:30,563 --> 00:30:33,400 get my ID, and come all the way back down here? 627 00:30:33,533 --> 00:30:36,336 It's the rule. Aren't you only on the second floor anyway? 628 00:30:36,403 --> 00:30:38,204 When is this the ****ing rule? 629 00:30:38,304 --> 00:30:39,706 I have been in here every single night... 630 00:30:39,806 --> 00:30:41,410 Maybe I cracked open the rule book 631 00:30:41,141 --> 00:30:42,475 and found some shit out. 632 00:30:42,575 --> 00:30:44,344 Well, maybe you should find my ID that's behind... 633 00:30:44,411 --> 00:30:45,512 MAN: Ladies, ladies, ladies... 634 00:30:45,578 --> 00:30:47,800 - It's the rule, ma'am! - MAN: Ladies! 635 00:30:47,180 --> 00:30:49,249 - Ladies! - I'm not going back! 636 00:30:49,349 --> 00:30:50,917 - Ladies, whoa, whoa! - [BOTH YELLING] 637 00:30:51,510 --> 00:30:54,540 - Ladies, calm it down, bro. - WOMAN: I'm ****in' chill. 638 00:30:54,154 --> 00:30:55,880 It's not that deep. 639 00:30:55,221 --> 00:30:56,560 WOMAN: She ****ing barking at me. 640 00:30:56,156 --> 00:30:57,557 Just use my ID for it. 641 00:30:57,657 --> 00:30:59,426 - I can't do that. - MAN: Why not? 642 00:30:59,526 --> 00:31:01,561 I can't use your ID for her wine. 643 00:31:01,761 --> 00:31:05,650 Well then it's my wine, she's just paying for it. 644 00:31:07,267 --> 00:31:08,735 She ****ing took it. 645 00:31:17,877 --> 00:31:19,112 MAN: Hey! 646 00:31:19,245 --> 00:31:21,514 [FAINT MUSIC PLAYING OVER SPEAKER] 647 00:31:22,182 --> 00:31:23,450 What? 648 00:31:26,860 --> 00:31:27,954 The name's Jamie, by the way. 649 00:31:28,788 --> 00:31:29,856 Got a light? 650 00:31:30,290 --> 00:31:31,958 [SIGHS] I'm not interested. 651 00:31:32,759 --> 00:31:35,428 - In what? - I need to be alone. 652 00:31:37,300 --> 00:31:38,598 Rude as hell. 653 00:31:40,433 --> 00:31:42,769 A mother****ing thank you would've been nice, miss. 654 00:31:44,971 --> 00:31:46,373 [BOTTLE CLATTERING] 655 00:31:46,473 --> 00:31:49,409 [MUSIC CONTINUES FAINTLY] 656 00:31:49,476 --> 00:31:51,778 [BEEPING OVER MONITOR] 657 00:31:59,619 --> 00:32:02,555 [MONITOR SIGNAL FADING] 658 00:32:17,470 --> 00:32:19,673 [SIGNAL CRACKLES, FADING OUT] 659 00:32:21,341 --> 00:32:22,742 I'm, uh, at the hotel. 660 00:32:22,842 --> 00:32:24,744 I'm outside just getting some fresh air. 661 00:32:24,844 --> 00:32:27,347 CHARLES: I don't like it when you leave her there by herself, 662 00:32:27,480 --> 00:32:29,115 even for a second. It isn't safe. 663 00:32:29,182 --> 00:32:31,751 I'm just outside for a minute getting some air. 664 00:32:31,851 --> 00:32:34,654 The windows don't open in there. [LAUGHS] 665 00:32:34,754 --> 00:32:37,257 To stop everyone from killing themselves, obviously. 666 00:32:37,357 --> 00:32:38,792 All right. Yeah, yeah, yeah, 667 00:32:38,858 --> 00:32:40,260 but what if she wakes up and she's scared or-- 668 00:32:40,160 --> 00:32:41,494 Well, she never wakes up, 669 00:32:41,594 --> 00:32:43,196 and anyway, I have someone at the hotel now. 670 00:32:43,329 --> 00:32:44,631 - A babysitter. - Really? 671 00:32:44,698 --> 00:32:46,866 Where'd you find a babysitter? Who is it? 672 00:32:47,000 --> 00:32:48,340 His name's James. 673 00:32:48,168 --> 00:32:51,471 His name is James? He's a male babysitter? 674 00:32:51,838 --> 00:32:54,641 Did you call just to call me a bad mother, or what? 675 00:32:54,708 --> 00:32:56,776 You have no idea what it's like not to be able to go outside 676 00:32:56,876 --> 00:32:58,445 even for a minute, by yourself. 677 00:32:58,545 --> 00:33:00,213 You can go outside whenever you want to. 678 00:33:00,347 --> 00:33:02,282 You can go wherever you want to. 679 00:33:02,382 --> 00:33:03,683 The machine doesn't ****ing stop... 680 00:33:03,783 --> 00:33:05,510 and there's nothing to do in-- 681 00:33:05,151 --> 00:33:06,619 Hey, I am over here working my *** off! 682 00:33:06,720 --> 00:33:08,888 Oh, my God! Who is the one who went to a baseball game today 683 00:33:08,988 --> 00:33:11,524 and who is the one who filled her bag with gloop 500 times, 684 00:33:11,624 --> 00:33:13,126 saw patients, picked her up, 685 00:33:13,226 --> 00:33:15,328 had to do dinner where she only got 20 percent, 686 00:33:15,395 --> 00:33:16,496 and then had to try to convince-- 687 00:33:16,563 --> 00:33:18,310 Can we please not do this? 688 00:33:18,131 --> 00:33:19,165 Look, I gotta go. 689 00:33:19,232 --> 00:33:21,301 The reception's really bad here. Everything's fine. 690 00:33:21,401 --> 00:33:23,370 No, no, no. Wait, wait, wait. Did you go to the apart-- 691 00:33:23,470 --> 00:33:24,637 - [SCOFFS] - [LINE CLICKS] 692 00:33:41,354 --> 00:33:43,390 Yes. Yes. 693 00:33:43,490 --> 00:33:45,225 Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. 694 00:34:10,950 --> 00:34:13,253 - [PHONE BEEPS] - Here are pics of hole. 695 00:34:13,353 --> 00:34:14,454 Forgot to send today. 696 00:34:14,554 --> 00:34:16,256 - I went during lunch. - [PHONE BEEPS] 697 00:35:10,643 --> 00:35:14,140 [STAMMERS] What is movie... 698 00:35:16,160 --> 00:35:21,654 ...babies, zombies, '80s, mothers eating babies? 699 00:35:22,322 --> 00:35:23,790 FEMALE PHONE VOICE: Here's what I found. 700 00:35:23,857 --> 00:35:25,291 A court has reopened... 701 00:35:25,358 --> 00:35:26,926 - [LOUD CRASH] - [BREAKING GLASS] 702 00:35:27,270 --> 00:35:29,863 ...nine-week-old baby really was taken and killed by a dingo 703 00:35:29,996 --> 00:35:33,600 24 years after Meryl Streep portrayed the Australian mother 704 00:35:33,700 --> 00:35:36,360 wrongly jailed for killing her child. 705 00:35:36,169 --> 00:35:38,104 Chamberlain has always insisted... 706 00:36:01,394 --> 00:36:03,329 [GLASS CRUNCHING UNDERFOOT] 707 00:36:08,501 --> 00:36:09,669 What? 708 00:36:41,601 --> 00:36:43,203 [WHISPERS] Mom? 709 00:37:00,120 --> 00:37:01,121 [WHISPERS] Hello? 710 00:37:06,926 --> 00:37:10,630 - [LOUD BLARING TONE] - [CRYING OUT] 711 00:37:10,430 --> 00:37:12,699 - [TONE STOPS] - [PANTING] 712 00:37:26,479 --> 00:37:28,782 [BREATHING HEAVILY] 713 00:37:33,153 --> 00:37:35,889 [CHILDREN CHATTERING FAINTLY] 714 00:37:37,123 --> 00:37:39,826 [VOICES SWIRLING, OVERLAPPING] 715 00:37:44,998 --> 00:37:47,434 [PEOPLE MURMURING] 716 00:37:47,500 --> 00:37:50,300 [CHILDREN CHATTERING, YELLING] 717 00:37:55,308 --> 00:37:57,944 WOMAN: Wake up, Mom. Wake up. Okay. 718 00:37:58,110 --> 00:37:59,979 - [LINDA BREATHING HEAVILY] - [FAINT LAUGHTER] 719 00:38:00,800 --> 00:38:02,349 WOMAN: Mom. Mom. You hear us? 720 00:38:04,851 --> 00:38:07,187 [FAINT, ECHOING] Come on, Mom. Snap out of it. 721 00:38:07,687 --> 00:38:11,858 ["CANDY SHOP" BY JAE RAE PLAYING ON RADIO] 722 00:38:12,292 --> 00:38:14,694 GIRL: ♪ If you wanna know this If you wanna know that ♪ 723 00:38:14,828 --> 00:38:17,197 ♪ Come to my sugar shack ♪ 724 00:38:17,330 --> 00:38:19,299 Hey. Hey, you know what would be super fun 725 00:38:19,366 --> 00:38:21,935 and like a really, really big kid type of thing to do? 726 00:38:22,350 --> 00:38:23,169 GIRL: I can't hear you. 727 00:38:23,269 --> 00:38:24,838 I said, you know what would be super fun 728 00:38:24,938 --> 00:38:27,640 and a big kid type of thing to do? 729 00:38:27,707 --> 00:38:28,808 GIRL: What? 730 00:38:28,875 --> 00:38:30,430 If I drop you in front of the door 731 00:38:30,176 --> 00:38:31,544 and you just go in by yourself. Oh, my God. 732 00:38:31,678 --> 00:38:33,813 - That would be so cool of you. - No. 733 00:38:33,880 --> 00:38:36,216 - Why not? - All the moms walk you in. 734 00:38:36,349 --> 00:38:39,285 You're a mom. You have to walk me in. You have to sign me in. 735 00:38:40,653 --> 00:38:42,789 Eva! Eva! 736 00:38:43,189 --> 00:38:45,792 Can you walk her in today? Please, please, please? 737 00:38:45,859 --> 00:38:47,327 - I cannot deal with the parking. - [HORN HONKS] 738 00:38:48,628 --> 00:38:49,829 Of course. No problem. 739 00:38:49,963 --> 00:38:51,131 - No problem. - Thank you. 740 00:38:51,231 --> 00:38:52,799 Okay. Exciting news. Guess what? Guess what? 741 00:38:52,866 --> 00:38:56,360 Eva will walk you in! Go, go, go. 742 00:38:56,369 --> 00:38:57,470 ATTENDANT: Let's go! 743 00:38:57,570 --> 00:38:58,705 - Mommy, Addie scares me. - Come on. 744 00:38:58,805 --> 00:39:01,841 She only eats Nutella. I need you! 745 00:39:01,975 --> 00:39:04,477 - To be with you! - Honey, please. For Mama, okay? 746 00:39:04,577 --> 00:39:06,813 - Please? Please? - You are my mom. 747 00:39:06,880 --> 00:39:08,381 We'll go look at hamsters today if you do it. 748 00:39:08,481 --> 00:39:09,649 "Look" at them? 749 00:39:09,716 --> 00:39:10,583 I'll get you one, okay? Just go. Go! 750 00:39:10,684 --> 00:39:11,818 [DELIGHTED SQUEAL] 751 00:39:11,918 --> 00:39:13,530 Okay, see? I love you! I love you, okay? 752 00:39:13,153 --> 00:39:14,721 Everything's gonna be... Shit. 753 00:39:14,821 --> 00:39:15,989 - Hi. - GIRL: Hi. 754 00:39:16,890 --> 00:39:17,891 - Shit! Shit! Shit! - [HORNS BLARING] 755 00:39:17,991 --> 00:39:20,393 I'm the worst. I'm the ****ing worst! 756 00:39:22,729 --> 00:39:23,997 What's the difference 757 00:39:24,640 --> 00:39:28,168 between going outside on hotel property when she's sleeping... 758 00:39:28,368 --> 00:39:30,236 ...and going all the way home? 759 00:39:30,503 --> 00:39:33,730 In one, I guess I'm just a regular mom 760 00:39:33,173 --> 00:39:34,341 making a shitty choice, 761 00:39:34,441 --> 00:39:37,100 and in the other, I'm a... I'm a... 762 00:39:37,770 --> 00:39:39,212 a straight up shitty mom. 763 00:39:39,346 --> 00:39:41,448 Well, it's not my role 764 00:39:41,548 --> 00:39:44,184 to decide whether you should or whether you should not... 765 00:39:44,250 --> 00:39:45,919 - That's not-- - No, no, no. I shouldn't. 766 00:39:46,190 --> 00:39:47,420 I know I shouldn't. 767 00:39:47,520 --> 00:39:49,522 I shouldn't even leave her for a second. 768 00:39:49,622 --> 00:39:53,426 [BITTER LAUGH] I mean, it is your job to say. 769 00:39:53,526 --> 00:39:55,862 Just tell me not to do it. 770 00:39:55,929 --> 00:39:57,597 Just tell me what to do. 771 00:39:57,697 --> 00:40:01,201 I don't think you want me to tell you what to do. 772 00:40:01,301 --> 00:40:02,402 You know what to do. 773 00:40:02,535 --> 00:40:03,937 No one will tell me what to do. 774 00:40:04,370 --> 00:40:05,271 I'm supposed to know how to fix this. 775 00:40:05,372 --> 00:40:07,140 I'm supposed to know how to fix her. 776 00:40:07,240 --> 00:40:10,410 What is it you think it's your job to fix? 777 00:40:10,543 --> 00:40:13,546 She has to weigh 50 pounds by next week, Dr. Spring said. 778 00:40:13,613 --> 00:40:15,715 That's a gain of 2.5 pounds, right? 779 00:40:15,815 --> 00:40:17,917 Each day's supposed to be 2,500 calories in 780 00:40:18,510 --> 00:40:20,754 compensating for her resting rate at 1,800 calories burned. 781 00:40:20,887 --> 00:40:23,656 That's gotta be at least 80% of each meal for seven days 782 00:40:23,757 --> 00:40:26,326 plus the tube, and that's if she just lays still all day. 783 00:40:26,426 --> 00:40:27,660 And if it doesn't, 784 00:40:27,761 --> 00:40:29,629 then something about not getting the tube out 785 00:40:29,729 --> 00:40:31,398 and reassessing the level of care. 786 00:40:31,498 --> 00:40:33,660 - What do I do? - Tonight... 787 00:40:33,166 --> 00:40:36,236 I would like you to get a good night sleep. 788 00:40:36,336 --> 00:40:38,171 So would I, but I'm asking you a thing. 789 00:40:38,271 --> 00:40:41,608 An actual thing, a problem to fix, and I need help with this. 790 00:40:41,741 --> 00:40:43,576 Am I supposed to just sit around and watch her fail 791 00:40:43,643 --> 00:40:46,790 and this is just gonna go on forever? What do I do? 792 00:40:46,146 --> 00:40:48,248 Okay. That means there's no drinking. 793 00:40:48,314 --> 00:40:50,316 There's no drugs. There's no... 794 00:40:50,417 --> 00:40:54,287 Are you listening to me?! Can you hear me?! 795 00:40:55,922 --> 00:40:58,458 I'm asking you what I'm supposed to do! 796 00:41:01,928 --> 00:41:04,431 [SIGHING HEAVILY] 797 00:41:06,866 --> 00:41:08,334 Why don't you like me? 798 00:41:08,435 --> 00:41:11,204 [BREATH TREMBLING] 799 00:41:11,304 --> 00:41:12,772 Why don't I like you? 800 00:41:12,872 --> 00:41:15,875 I know you won't answer me. Just forget it. 801 00:41:17,277 --> 00:41:19,479 That is incredibly unfair. 802 00:41:21,514 --> 00:41:24,718 Why is this so important to you right now? 803 00:41:25,285 --> 00:41:26,686 [SNIFFLES] 804 00:41:30,857 --> 00:41:33,893 I just want someone to tell me what to do. 805 00:41:33,993 --> 00:41:35,628 No one will tell me. 806 00:41:39,466 --> 00:41:41,801 GIRL [FAINTLY]: I love him, I love him, I love him. 807 00:41:42,469 --> 00:41:43,870 When we get home, 808 00:41:43,970 --> 00:41:45,872 - he can live a happy life there. - [HAMSTER SQUEAKING] 809 00:41:45,972 --> 00:41:48,975 [LOUDER] And we're gonna have him forever, and ever, and ever, 810 00:41:49,750 --> 00:41:50,977 and ever, and ever. 811 00:41:51,511 --> 00:41:54,681 I love him. I'm gonna kiss him, and I'm gonna hug him. 812 00:41:55,382 --> 00:41:58,218 Oh, my God. Maybe his name should be S'mores. 813 00:41:58,318 --> 00:41:59,652 That's really nice. 814 00:41:59,719 --> 00:42:01,921 I said, don't open the box. 815 00:42:02,220 --> 00:42:04,491 I just wanna see him. He's been scratching. 816 00:42:04,591 --> 00:42:06,826 He doesn't like being in the box. 817 00:42:07,600 --> 00:42:08,161 He's trying to get out. 818 00:42:08,228 --> 00:42:11,531 Can you hold it closed, please? And keep it closed. 819 00:42:11,831 --> 00:42:14,667 He's scratching me! He's supposed to love me. 820 00:42:14,768 --> 00:42:15,668 Close the box. 821 00:42:15,735 --> 00:42:17,270 - I can't. - [SCREECHING] 822 00:42:17,370 --> 00:42:18,838 Mommy, he's getting out. 823 00:42:18,905 --> 00:42:21,740 Just hand it to me. Hand it to me. 824 00:42:21,174 --> 00:42:22,409 He's gonna jump out. 825 00:42:22,509 --> 00:42:23,843 - He hates us. - Give it to me. I can't see. 826 00:42:23,910 --> 00:42:25,745 - Give it to me. - [HAMSTER SQUEAKING] 827 00:42:25,845 --> 00:42:27,130 GIRL: I think we got the wrong hamster. 828 00:42:27,800 --> 00:42:27,781 Shit. 829 00:42:28,748 --> 00:42:30,717 - Ow! Shit. - [GIRL CRYING] 830 00:42:31,170 --> 00:42:33,190 - We're gonna die. - No, we're not gonna die, 831 00:42:33,860 --> 00:42:34,187 but I have to pull over. 832 00:42:34,287 --> 00:42:35,755 Ow! Shit! 833 00:42:35,855 --> 00:42:36,956 - Maybe this isn't S'mores. - Oh, my God. 834 00:42:37,570 --> 00:42:39,125 - It's out. It's out! Shit. Shit. - Oh, my... 835 00:42:39,225 --> 00:42:42,950 Mommy. Oh, my God. It's out. 836 00:42:42,395 --> 00:42:43,630 Why aren't you putting that back in? 837 00:42:43,730 --> 00:42:44,931 - Just put it back in. - [HANDBRAKE CLICKS] 838 00:42:45,310 --> 00:42:47,967 Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God! 839 00:42:48,680 --> 00:42:50,370 Please! Put him back in! 840 00:42:50,870 --> 00:42:52,706 I don't want it. I don't want him anymore. 841 00:42:52,806 --> 00:42:54,207 - He's bad. - [TIRES SCREECHING] 842 00:42:54,274 --> 00:42:56,443 - [CAR CRUNCHING] - [GIRL SCREAMING] 843 00:42:57,143 --> 00:42:59,379 - Okay. Okay, hey, hey, hey. - [GIRL BREATHING HEAVILY] 844 00:42:59,479 --> 00:43:00,747 You're fine. 845 00:43:00,880 --> 00:43:03,583 You're fine, and I'm fine, okay? Nobody is hurt. 846 00:43:03,717 --> 00:43:05,919 - Let's... - [UNSNAPS SEAT BELT] 847 00:43:06,520 --> 00:43:07,253 GIRL: Take it with you! Take it with you! 848 00:43:07,387 --> 00:43:08,488 - I'll be right back. - It's gonna hurt me! 849 00:43:09,322 --> 00:43:11,758 I hate my hamster! 850 00:43:11,891 --> 00:43:14,294 - Hey, man. What are you doing? - Hey, hey, hey. 851 00:43:14,394 --> 00:43:16,229 Oh. You're lucky there's no damage. 852 00:43:16,296 --> 00:43:17,664 We don't have to exchange information. 853 00:43:17,764 --> 00:43:19,733 What? My kid is in that car. Do you hear her crying, huh? 854 00:43:19,833 --> 00:43:21,401 You scared her to death, you ****. 855 00:43:21,634 --> 00:43:24,571 Hey, Mom. It was barely just a tap. 856 00:43:24,671 --> 00:43:26,840 Don't ****ing call me Mommy. She thought we were gonna die. 857 00:43:26,940 --> 00:43:29,576 Don't **** with me about my child's safety. Huh? 858 00:43:29,642 --> 00:43:31,478 - Give me all your information. - What the **** is that? 859 00:43:31,578 --> 00:43:33,646 - What?! - That! That! 860 00:43:35,849 --> 00:43:37,117 GIRL: Mommy! 861 00:43:39,119 --> 00:43:40,200 - [SHRIEKS] - MAN: Oh. 862 00:43:40,120 --> 00:43:41,588 [GIRL SCREAMS] 863 00:43:43,490 --> 00:43:47,527 Mommy, what happened?! Mommy! 864 00:43:48,194 --> 00:43:51,164 LINDA [CHEWING]: I love you. I miss you. Come back here. 865 00:43:52,665 --> 00:43:55,635 - [PHONE BEEPS] - Everything is under control. 866 00:44:00,974 --> 00:44:03,900 [GROANING] 867 00:44:03,109 --> 00:44:04,444 GIRL: Stop. 868 00:44:04,544 --> 00:44:07,213 Do you know that I love you 869 00:44:07,313 --> 00:44:09,949 and I think you're the best 870 00:44:10,500 --> 00:44:13,720 and so proud of you for everything, 871 00:44:13,820 --> 00:44:18,525 and you can do it, and you're almost all better. 872 00:44:18,625 --> 00:44:20,560 - You're so good. - Mommy, stop. 873 00:44:20,660 --> 00:44:24,364 What? I can't stop. I just love you too much. 874 00:44:24,798 --> 00:44:27,233 You smell like wine. 875 00:44:35,575 --> 00:44:37,770 [PHONE BUZZING] 876 00:44:43,383 --> 00:44:45,151 - [SNIFFS, CLEARS THROAT] - Hello? 877 00:44:46,219 --> 00:44:48,655 Hi, it's... it's Caroline. 878 00:44:48,755 --> 00:44:50,657 Caroline Primm, your patient. 879 00:44:50,757 --> 00:44:52,559 I'm sorry it's so late. 880 00:44:52,826 --> 00:44:56,496 Um... Oh. Is this an emergency? 881 00:44:57,630 --> 00:45:00,500 Because, um, if this is an emergency, 882 00:45:00,600 --> 00:45:02,535 you need to hang up and-- 883 00:45:02,669 --> 00:45:04,838 It's not an emergency. I just-- 884 00:45:04,938 --> 00:45:07,540 I forgot to call you yesterday. 885 00:45:09,900 --> 00:45:10,243 What? 886 00:45:10,543 --> 00:45:12,579 Well, you told me to take Riley for a walk 887 00:45:12,679 --> 00:45:15,181 after I took a bath and calmed down 888 00:45:15,248 --> 00:45:17,117 and I did it, and I forgot to call you-- 889 00:45:17,217 --> 00:45:19,853 Oh. Okay, yes. Um... 890 00:45:19,919 --> 00:45:24,190 Well, uh, that's good, and, um... 891 00:45:24,891 --> 00:45:28,628 Uh, I-- I do feel though that I should tell you that this number 892 00:45:28,728 --> 00:45:31,865 is really for emergencies only, okay? 893 00:45:32,699 --> 00:45:35,201 Oh. I'm sorry. I just... 894 00:45:35,468 --> 00:45:37,537 I just couldn't sleep thinking that you were worried. 895 00:45:37,637 --> 00:45:39,606 I wasn't worried. 896 00:45:40,407 --> 00:45:43,910 You... You weren't? You weren't thinking about me? 897 00:45:44,440 --> 00:45:46,546 I said that you could call me if you... 898 00:45:46,646 --> 00:45:48,815 I said you could call me if you couldn't calm down 899 00:45:48,915 --> 00:45:50,483 not that you had to call me. 900 00:45:50,583 --> 00:45:53,386 But, um... but are you safe, Caroline? 901 00:45:53,486 --> 00:45:54,721 Are you...? 902 00:45:55,221 --> 00:45:58,591 I'm... I'm sorry. I... I misunderstood. 903 00:45:59,590 --> 00:46:02,562 Yeah, I'm so dumb. Um... Yes, I'm safe. 904 00:46:02,662 --> 00:46:07,670 Okay. Well, let's talk about this in session, okay? 905 00:46:07,934 --> 00:46:10,603 [VOICE SHAKING] I'm sorry. I'm obviously bothering you. 906 00:46:10,737 --> 00:46:12,906 It is not your fault, uh... 907 00:46:13,600 --> 00:46:15,942 and I will-- I'll see you next week. 908 00:46:16,343 --> 00:46:17,911 Well, can I come in tomorrow? 909 00:46:18,244 --> 00:46:21,448 It's just waiting until next week seems too long. 910 00:46:21,915 --> 00:46:24,840 Uh, well, let me check my schedule, 911 00:46:24,150 --> 00:46:26,853 and I will text you a time, okay? 912 00:46:27,687 --> 00:46:29,622 Okay. Um, I'm sor-- 913 00:46:35,161 --> 00:46:38,465 You've gotta be ****ing kidding me! Shit! 914 00:46:38,598 --> 00:46:41,601 ["LIFE'S DEBT" BY MUGSHOT PLAYING ON RADIO] 915 00:46:41,668 --> 00:46:43,169 Hello? 916 00:46:43,269 --> 00:46:44,204 Hello? 917 00:46:45,271 --> 00:46:46,773 Hello! 918 00:46:46,840 --> 00:46:49,943 Hello! Is anyone here doing their job? 919 00:46:58,510 --> 00:46:59,152 Shit. 920 00:47:02,389 --> 00:47:03,957 Want some help with that? 921 00:47:05,358 --> 00:47:07,327 I know a trick. Got a knife. 922 00:47:18,338 --> 00:47:19,506 Sweetie? 923 00:47:19,639 --> 00:47:21,641 Little Bear, open up. It's Mommy. 924 00:47:21,741 --> 00:47:24,844 Little Bear, open up. 925 00:47:32,886 --> 00:47:34,854 JAMIE [UNDER BREATH]: What is she doing? 926 00:47:36,656 --> 00:47:38,591 Whoa. Whoa, whoa. 927 00:47:38,992 --> 00:47:40,894 - What the ****'s your problem? - What? Whoa. 928 00:47:40,994 --> 00:47:42,395 What, you're obsessed with me or something? 929 00:47:42,495 --> 00:47:44,264 What are you talking about? Don't flatter yourself. 930 00:47:44,364 --> 00:47:46,199 Well, why are you looking at me? What? What do you want? 931 00:47:46,332 --> 00:47:48,201 I don't want you just sitting outside and by yourself. 932 00:47:48,334 --> 00:47:49,369 Some creep might walk past or something. 933 00:47:49,502 --> 00:47:50,570 What creep? 934 00:47:50,670 --> 00:47:51,938 How the **** do I know, lady? 935 00:47:52,380 --> 00:47:53,600 There's creeps all over this place. 936 00:47:53,106 --> 00:47:55,208 - Don't call me lady. - My bad, miss. 937 00:47:55,342 --> 00:47:57,210 Don't call me miss. Don't. Just don't. 938 00:47:57,344 --> 00:47:58,712 - Ma'am. - [SCOFFS] 939 00:47:58,845 --> 00:48:00,447 - Frau? - Yeah. 940 00:48:00,547 --> 00:48:02,182 - Slag. - Oh, my God. 941 00:48:02,248 --> 00:48:03,950 Your thottiness? 942 00:48:04,851 --> 00:48:06,953 Housewife? [CHUCKLES] 943 00:48:07,530 --> 00:48:09,550 At this point, I don't even know what to refer to you as. 944 00:48:09,189 --> 00:48:10,957 I'm gonna just call you female. 945 00:48:11,558 --> 00:48:13,426 Yo, crazy pants. 946 00:48:13,860 --> 00:48:16,620 I was gonna partake in surfing the web 947 00:48:16,196 --> 00:48:17,864 for some things that I'm into, 948 00:48:17,931 --> 00:48:20,900 if you catch my drift, and I'm just putting it out there, 949 00:48:21,340 --> 00:48:23,570 you more than welcome to join. 950 00:48:23,870 --> 00:48:26,406 No pressure. Just saying. 951 00:48:26,706 --> 00:48:28,775 [MONITOR CLICKING, BEEPING] 952 00:48:29,743 --> 00:48:31,244 What kind of stuff? 953 00:48:37,283 --> 00:48:39,520 LINDA: Is that like the dark web? 954 00:48:39,285 --> 00:48:42,655 Like where you can buy people and stuff? 955 00:48:42,756 --> 00:48:45,425 I don't know. Never bought a person, so... 956 00:48:45,558 --> 00:48:47,927 But you could? Or sell one? 957 00:48:48,395 --> 00:48:51,564 I mean, I guess so, but I don't come on the dark web 958 00:48:51,664 --> 00:48:53,600 searching for that kind of shit, so... 959 00:48:53,733 --> 00:48:55,902 Aren't there places on there 960 00:48:56,200 --> 00:48:58,738 where people, like, show each other videos of murders 961 00:48:58,805 --> 00:49:00,607 and people they're holding captive? 962 00:49:00,740 --> 00:49:02,575 Can we change the subject? Let's buy drugs. 963 00:49:02,642 --> 00:49:03,910 - Let's get some... - [PATS LEGS] 964 00:49:03,977 --> 00:49:05,578 ...some shit, right? Come on. What do you want? 965 00:49:05,679 --> 00:49:06,980 What are you into? 966 00:49:08,181 --> 00:49:10,417 I don't know. Do they have, like... 967 00:49:10,750 --> 00:49:12,519 cocaine or something? 968 00:49:13,860 --> 00:49:15,422 When was the last time you tried cocaine? 969 00:49:16,356 --> 00:49:18,324 What do you mean? It's a very popular drug. 970 00:49:18,425 --> 00:49:19,659 I like it. 971 00:49:20,427 --> 00:49:24,831 All right. Well, I'm getting molly, so we'll get both. 972 00:49:25,465 --> 00:49:27,100 See, the thing is, 973 00:49:27,200 --> 00:49:29,302 I don't get paid till next week, so I need you to cover me. 974 00:49:29,436 --> 00:49:31,604 Oh. Oh, I'm-- No. 975 00:49:31,671 --> 00:49:33,940 No, no. I see what this is about. 976 00:49:34,341 --> 00:49:36,142 - Where you going? - I'm going back to my room. 977 00:49:36,276 --> 00:49:38,111 For what? You don't even have a key. 978 00:49:38,211 --> 00:49:39,779 Besides, your daughter's passed out. 979 00:49:39,879 --> 00:49:42,382 Front desk lady's definitely in a coma by now. 980 00:49:42,482 --> 00:49:45,652 Calm down. Come sit down. Let's order. Jeez. 981 00:49:45,785 --> 00:49:47,554 I could put it on my credit card, I guess. 982 00:49:48,121 --> 00:49:49,189 What? No. 983 00:49:49,289 --> 00:49:51,570 The 400, I could put it on my credit card. 984 00:49:51,157 --> 00:49:53,660 No, no. See, man, it can't be traced back to you. 985 00:49:53,793 --> 00:49:55,395 It has to be anonymous. 986 00:49:55,495 --> 00:50:00,300 Well, then how do you pay for the stuff? 987 00:50:00,567 --> 00:50:01,968 All right, what we could do is 988 00:50:02,350 --> 00:50:03,970 we could go to a pharmacy or something real quick 989 00:50:04,370 --> 00:50:06,306 and put it on one of those gift cards 990 00:50:06,373 --> 00:50:09,209 or maybe you got bitcoin, or crypto, or some shit like that? 991 00:50:09,309 --> 00:50:10,877 No, I don't have any of that stuff, 992 00:50:10,977 --> 00:50:12,979 and I can't get in a car 993 00:50:13,460 --> 00:50:15,480 and leave my daughter alone in the middle of the night. 994 00:50:15,348 --> 00:50:17,751 You leave your daughter alone all the time. 995 00:50:17,851 --> 00:50:19,986 No, I don't. That's just if I go in the field. 996 00:50:20,530 --> 00:50:23,323 Ha! I literally seen you leave your daughter alone myself 997 00:50:23,423 --> 00:50:24,324 with my own two eyes. 998 00:50:24,424 --> 00:50:25,825 - What's the problem this time? - What are you? 999 00:50:25,892 --> 00:50:27,327 You stalking me or something? 1000 00:50:27,394 --> 00:50:30,960 I'm a concerned citizen. I mean, takes a village, right? 1001 00:50:30,196 --> 00:50:33,330 [GIRL MOANING OVER MONITOR] 1002 00:50:34,567 --> 00:50:35,502 What? 1003 00:50:41,741 --> 00:50:44,911 Sweetie! Sweetie! It's Mommy! 1004 00:50:45,110 --> 00:50:47,347 - [GIRL MOANING] - You locked me out. Sweetie! 1005 00:50:47,447 --> 00:50:48,848 Sweetie! Open the door! 1006 00:50:48,915 --> 00:50:51,170 Little Bear, open the door! 1007 00:50:51,918 --> 00:50:53,219 GIRL: Mommy... 1008 00:50:53,353 --> 00:50:56,589 Just wheel the machine over and open the door! 1009 00:50:57,590 --> 00:50:59,192 Little Bear! 1010 00:51:01,461 --> 00:51:03,630 Open the door! 1011 00:51:03,730 --> 00:51:05,532 I locked myself out! 1012 00:51:05,598 --> 00:51:07,567 It's Mom! It's Mommy! 1013 00:51:07,701 --> 00:51:08,935 GIRL: Mommy? 1014 00:51:09,636 --> 00:51:11,204 Are you there? 1015 00:51:20,547 --> 00:51:22,882 I'm not sure how we can talk about anything helpful 1016 00:51:22,982 --> 00:51:25,850 if you won't even look me in the eye. 1017 00:51:25,218 --> 00:51:27,721 You asked me for this extra session. 1018 00:51:27,787 --> 00:51:29,889 [BREATHING SHAKILY] I can't. 1019 00:51:29,989 --> 00:51:31,891 You must be so mad at me. 1020 00:51:31,958 --> 00:51:33,727 Mad? Oh, because you called me? 1021 00:51:33,793 --> 00:51:35,662 No, no, no. I'm not mad at you. 1022 00:51:36,620 --> 00:51:37,964 Let's move on. Please? 1023 00:51:40,900 --> 00:51:42,902 You have a daughter. 1024 00:51:43,737 --> 00:51:44,904 [SNIFFLING] 1025 00:51:44,971 --> 00:51:46,906 Why didn't you ever tell me? 1026 00:51:47,173 --> 00:51:48,842 Well, this isn't about me. 1027 00:51:48,942 --> 00:51:50,677 But now I know that you know. 1028 00:51:51,845 --> 00:51:52,912 You know. 1029 00:51:53,279 --> 00:51:56,816 [STAMMERING] I don't know. You need to tell me. 1030 00:51:56,916 --> 00:51:58,585 It's not your fault. 1031 00:51:59,919 --> 00:52:01,454 But it is mine. 1032 00:52:01,955 --> 00:52:05,425 Okay, you know, Caroline I think that it may be time that we... 1033 00:52:05,492 --> 00:52:06,593 um... 1034 00:52:07,660 --> 00:52:10,597 ...that we consult with someone 1035 00:52:10,663 --> 00:52:13,666 about some medication for you. 1036 00:52:14,134 --> 00:52:16,936 Well, I can't take medication. I'm breastfeeding. 1037 00:52:17,604 --> 00:52:21,107 - Do you want me to kill my baby? - Of course not. 1038 00:52:21,174 --> 00:52:24,444 I just think if a doctor thinks it could be beneficial, 1039 00:52:24,511 --> 00:52:26,346 then maybe we need to... 1040 00:52:26,446 --> 00:52:32,285 prioritize your... your... health over breastfeeding. 1041 00:52:32,619 --> 00:52:34,120 Just right now. 1042 00:52:34,654 --> 00:52:36,856 You know, you need to take care of yourself 1043 00:52:36,956 --> 00:52:38,725 so you can take care of Riley. 1044 00:52:39,826 --> 00:52:41,661 I have to go to the bathroom. 1045 00:52:45,298 --> 00:52:49,169 Um, well, we only have 15 minutes left. 1046 00:52:49,803 --> 00:52:51,971 I have to go now. 1047 00:52:52,380 --> 00:52:54,174 Okay, well, can you wait till after the session? 1048 00:52:54,307 --> 00:52:55,141 No? 1049 00:52:55,975 --> 00:52:57,744 [SIGHS] 1050 00:52:59,512 --> 00:53:01,147 [DOOR OPENS] 1051 00:53:03,490 --> 00:53:05,510 [DOOR CLOSES] 1052 00:53:10,560 --> 00:53:12,192 [RILEY COOING] 1053 00:53:14,561 --> 00:53:17,300 [RILEY CRYING] 1054 00:53:38,952 --> 00:53:40,620 Oh... Oh. 1055 00:53:42,589 --> 00:53:43,523 Shit. 1056 00:53:53,133 --> 00:53:55,702 Oh. Okay, okay. Okay. 1057 00:54:00,273 --> 00:54:02,409 [RILEY CONTINUES CRYING] 1058 00:54:03,877 --> 00:54:04,811 Okay. 1059 00:54:13,953 --> 00:54:16,156 Caroline? Excuse me. 1060 00:54:17,724 --> 00:54:19,590 Caroline? 1061 00:54:23,960 --> 00:54:25,231 [RILEY CONTINUES CRYING] 1062 00:54:25,799 --> 00:54:26,733 It's okay. 1063 00:54:28,468 --> 00:54:30,904 Caroline? Excuse me. Caroline? 1064 00:54:30,970 --> 00:54:33,239 I need you to help me out here. I... 1065 00:54:39,312 --> 00:54:42,749 Okay. I know. I know. 1066 00:54:53,860 --> 00:54:54,828 Caroline? 1067 00:55:01,868 --> 00:55:04,137 [RILEY CONTINUES CRYING] 1068 00:55:14,948 --> 00:55:16,549 Okay. Okay. 1069 00:55:17,450 --> 00:55:18,618 Caroline! 1070 00:55:19,452 --> 00:55:20,553 Caroline! 1071 00:55:23,723 --> 00:55:25,291 Yeah. I know. 1072 00:55:31,164 --> 00:55:33,466 What is going on here? I'm in a session. 1073 00:55:33,666 --> 00:55:35,635 So, my patient, she has this baby 1074 00:55:35,735 --> 00:55:37,470 and she said she was going to the bathroom 1075 00:55:37,570 --> 00:55:40,173 and then she left the baby with me and I... 1076 00:55:40,306 --> 00:55:42,308 - She's gone. And now I can't-- - I'm with a patient. 1077 00:55:42,375 --> 00:55:44,177 Please, I need your help. I really need your help. 1078 00:55:44,310 --> 00:55:45,578 I'm with a patient. 1079 00:55:45,679 --> 00:55:48,140 Plus, also, I'm not your supervisor. 1080 00:55:48,148 --> 00:55:50,483 This is a professional issue. This is not a treatment issue. 1081 00:55:50,583 --> 00:55:52,185 Are you joking? This is an emergency! 1082 00:55:52,318 --> 00:55:53,520 Whatever's happening in here 1083 00:55:53,653 --> 00:55:55,255 is not as important as what I'm going through here! 1084 00:55:55,355 --> 00:55:56,923 - Okay, no. - I need your help! 1085 00:55:57,230 --> 00:55:58,580 - Goodbye. - I need your help! 1086 00:55:58,158 --> 00:55:59,392 This is an emergency. 1087 00:55:59,492 --> 00:56:01,661 - You can come back later. - Absolutely not. 1088 00:56:01,761 --> 00:56:03,396 [BOTH GRUNTING] 1089 00:56:04,998 --> 00:56:06,266 No! 1090 00:56:09,350 --> 00:56:10,603 [RILEY CRYING] 1091 00:56:11,738 --> 00:56:12,839 Okay. 1092 00:56:12,906 --> 00:56:14,674 [LINE RINGING] 1093 00:56:16,109 --> 00:56:17,177 - MAN: Hello? - Hello? 1094 00:56:17,243 --> 00:56:18,445 Hello. Hello. Yes. 1095 00:56:18,545 --> 00:56:19,913 Hello, I am your wife's psychotherapist... 1096 00:56:20,130 --> 00:56:21,281 Stop, I can't... 1097 00:56:21,381 --> 00:56:22,716 and she left today in the middle of her appointment. 1098 00:56:22,849 --> 00:56:26,519 I cannot hear you. I cannot hear you. Who is this? 1099 00:56:28,855 --> 00:56:31,858 Okay. Yes. This is your wife's therapist. 1100 00:56:31,958 --> 00:56:34,260 She left in the middle of her appointment today... 1101 00:56:34,361 --> 00:56:35,895 - All right. You gotta stop. - And... 1102 00:56:36,290 --> 00:56:37,897 You gotta stop. I have no idea what you're even talking about. 1103 00:56:38,310 --> 00:56:39,466 Who is this? 1104 00:56:40,133 --> 00:56:41,735 Is your wife named Caroline Primm? 1105 00:56:41,868 --> 00:56:43,570 And you are, um... 1106 00:56:43,703 --> 00:56:46,390 Your baby's name is Riley? And you are Nick Primm? 1107 00:56:46,106 --> 00:56:48,375 - Yes. - Okay, yes, right. Well-- 1108 00:56:48,441 --> 00:56:49,709 My wife doesn't have a therapist. 1109 00:56:49,776 --> 00:56:51,211 Okay, well, she has been my patient 1110 00:56:51,311 --> 00:56:53,747 at The Center for Psychological Arts in Montauk 1111 00:56:53,880 --> 00:56:55,715 since she was about six months pregnant 1112 00:56:55,815 --> 00:56:58,151 with Riley, and today... 1113 00:56:58,451 --> 00:56:59,986 Well, this is news to me. 1114 00:57:00,860 --> 00:57:02,655 Mm. Well, whether... [CHUCKLES] 1115 00:57:02,756 --> 00:57:04,391 ...you knew that she was my patient or not, 1116 00:57:04,491 --> 00:57:05,725 what I'm trying to say to you 1117 00:57:05,825 --> 00:57:07,394 is that this is an emergency, and I really... 1118 00:57:07,494 --> 00:57:09,429 She left your baby here with me, 1119 00:57:09,562 --> 00:57:11,564 and I need you to come and pick him up. 1120 00:57:11,664 --> 00:57:14,670 What do you mean? What do you mean? 1121 00:57:14,134 --> 00:57:15,101 What do you mean, what do I mean? 1122 00:57:15,235 --> 00:57:16,690 She left the baby? 1123 00:57:16,169 --> 00:57:17,437 She's not answering her phone... 1124 00:57:17,570 --> 00:57:19,720 She's probably in the bathroom 1125 00:57:19,172 --> 00:57:20,573 or by a ****ing vending machine. 1126 00:57:20,640 --> 00:57:21,341 Okay. 1127 00:57:21,441 --> 00:57:22,609 I suggest that you call her. 1128 00:57:22,742 --> 00:57:24,100 Maybe she would pick up if it was you. 1129 00:57:24,110 --> 00:57:26,746 I'm gonna text you my address to come and get the baby. 1130 00:57:26,813 --> 00:57:28,181 Oh, Jesus Christ! 1131 00:57:28,281 --> 00:57:29,616 I'm sure she's okay. I'm sure she's okay. 1132 00:57:29,749 --> 00:57:31,618 I cannot even believe this. 1133 00:57:31,751 --> 00:57:33,353 I'm sure she's okay. I'm sure-- 1134 00:57:33,453 --> 00:57:35,655 You know what? This is so ****ing typical of her. 1135 00:57:35,755 --> 00:57:39,250 Okay. Well, she probably just needed some space. 1136 00:57:39,359 --> 00:57:41,861 I'm gonna text you my address where... 1137 00:57:42,495 --> 00:57:44,364 - so you can come and get her. - Okay, look. Listen to me. 1138 00:57:44,464 --> 00:57:45,799 - Him. - Listen to me. 1139 00:57:45,932 --> 00:57:48,501 I'm at work right now. I am at work right now. 1140 00:57:48,601 --> 00:57:49,803 That's why she's supposed to be 1141 00:57:49,936 --> 00:57:51,271 taking care of the ****ing baby, 1142 00:57:51,371 --> 00:57:53,840 - so I can work, okay? - [RILEY CRYING] 1143 00:57:53,940 --> 00:57:56,443 Here's what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna text you my address. 1144 00:57:56,543 --> 00:57:57,944 I'm in Amagansett. 1145 00:57:58,440 --> 00:57:59,546 You can drop the baby off at this address, okay? 1146 00:57:59,646 --> 00:58:01,681 Okay, well, I can't do that, 1147 00:58:01,781 --> 00:58:04,484 and I am actually very concerned about your wife. 1148 00:58:04,617 --> 00:58:06,286 This is an emergency, and she-- 1149 00:58:06,386 --> 00:58:07,954 You know, you've used that term twice now. 1150 00:58:08,540 --> 00:58:09,522 This isn't my emergency. 1151 00:58:09,622 --> 00:58:11,124 I'm not the one who lost my ****ing wife! 1152 00:58:11,224 --> 00:58:13,793 I need you to come down here and get your baby immediately, 1153 00:58:13,893 --> 00:58:15,462 and if you're not here within a half an hour, 1154 00:58:15,562 --> 00:58:17,130 I'm going to call the police. I will text you the address. 1155 00:58:17,197 --> 00:58:18,631 - Thank you very much. - Oh, Jesus-- 1156 00:58:19,999 --> 00:58:21,701 [BELL CHIMES] 1157 00:58:29,476 --> 00:58:31,511 - Yes? - Hi, it's Stephen. 1158 00:58:32,912 --> 00:58:34,814 [DOOR LOCK BUZZES] 1159 00:58:37,350 --> 00:58:39,486 [RILEY QUIETS DOWN] 1160 00:58:50,960 --> 00:58:51,664 [KNOCKING ON DOOR] 1161 00:58:57,504 --> 00:58:59,500 May I come in? 1162 00:59:02,676 --> 00:59:04,744 [RILEY RESUMES CRYING] 1163 00:59:07,130 --> 00:59:10,500 I'm expecting a patient. He just buzzed in. 1164 00:59:14,187 --> 00:59:15,955 [KNOCKING ON DOOR] 1165 00:59:20,527 --> 00:59:22,262 Would you mind waiting in my office 1166 00:59:22,362 --> 00:59:24,364 down the hall just a few moments? 1167 00:59:25,632 --> 00:59:28,301 Your office? Who are you, the boss? 1168 00:59:28,702 --> 00:59:30,870 No. Just another therapist. 1169 00:59:30,937 --> 00:59:32,572 I have an office. It's down the hall. 1170 00:59:32,706 --> 00:59:34,374 Door is open. You'll see it. 1171 00:59:36,609 --> 00:59:38,445 This is my time. She's mine right now. 1172 00:59:38,545 --> 00:59:40,413 You can't make me wait, okay? 1173 00:59:40,547 --> 00:59:42,449 This is an emergency situation. 1174 00:59:42,549 --> 00:59:44,484 You can either wait in my office 1175 00:59:44,584 --> 00:59:46,653 or you need to leave the building entirely. 1176 00:59:50,323 --> 00:59:52,158 Is that a baby? 1177 00:59:52,258 --> 00:59:53,827 Is that your baby? You have a baby? 1178 00:59:53,927 --> 00:59:55,795 I mean, do you guys have a baby together? 1179 00:59:55,895 --> 00:59:59,399 Okay, this situation does not concern you, okay? 1180 00:59:59,466 --> 01:00:00,934 Make a choice. 1181 01:00:07,240 --> 01:00:09,509 Okay, I'll be in your office. 1182 01:00:09,609 --> 01:00:11,478 But I won't wait that long. 1183 01:00:17,283 --> 01:00:18,184 [WHISPERS] Okay. 1184 01:00:26,292 --> 01:00:28,940 [WEAK CHUCKLE] 1185 01:00:28,361 --> 01:00:29,629 [SIGHING HEAVILY] 1186 01:00:29,763 --> 01:00:30,697 Wow. 1187 01:00:32,465 --> 01:00:35,100 Can you believe that I got talked into getting 1188 01:00:35,101 --> 01:00:39,439 this ****ing hamster after all of that? My God, I... 1189 01:00:39,506 --> 01:00:40,674 [CHUCKLES] 1190 01:00:40,774 --> 01:00:43,109 She's right. I really am so stretchable. 1191 01:00:43,176 --> 01:00:45,278 - It's disgusting. - You know... 1192 01:00:45,712 --> 01:00:47,213 when I was in medical school, 1193 01:00:47,313 --> 01:00:50,617 I had to do a stint in a medical experiments lab. 1194 01:00:51,117 --> 01:00:56,489 And we were testing the efficacy of a drug on rats. 1195 01:00:57,290 --> 01:00:59,459 Oh, I... So cool. 1196 01:00:59,526 --> 01:01:03,797 And the way it worked is we'd take the rats, 1197 01:01:03,897 --> 01:01:07,167 and we'd drop them in this guillotine thingy, 1198 01:01:07,634 --> 01:01:11,371 chop their heads off individually, 1199 01:01:11,471 --> 01:01:13,740 peel the skin back 1200 01:01:13,840 --> 01:01:16,176 and then look at their brains under a microscope. 1201 01:01:17,510 --> 01:01:19,879 [EXHALES] I'm just so curious 1202 01:01:19,979 --> 01:01:22,816 about the process with that. I wonder-- 1203 01:01:22,916 --> 01:01:27,821 The rats would claw and bite you... 1204 01:01:28,388 --> 01:01:32,592 ...when you put your hand in the cage to pick them up. 1205 01:01:32,692 --> 01:01:38,198 So they gave us these steel chain mail gloves. 1206 01:01:38,765 --> 01:01:41,267 They're German. They're beautiful. 1207 01:01:41,735 --> 01:01:45,238 So you put on the glove and you put your hand in the cage, 1208 01:01:45,872 --> 01:01:48,842 and the rats would just attach themselves to the glove, 1209 01:01:49,843 --> 01:01:51,578 clinging for dear life, you know? 1210 01:01:51,678 --> 01:01:53,513 [LINDA CHUCKLES LIGHTLY] 1211 01:01:54,214 --> 01:01:56,282 And then when you got to the guillotine box, 1212 01:01:56,383 --> 01:01:58,852 you had to shake them off. 1213 01:01:59,719 --> 01:02:01,521 Really shake them. 1214 01:02:01,788 --> 01:02:04,858 I was always worried that the rat would get hurt 1215 01:02:04,924 --> 01:02:07,193 when it hit its head on the guillotine, you know? 1216 01:02:10,263 --> 01:02:12,866 But their brains were always fine 1217 01:02:12,966 --> 01:02:14,534 when we looked under the microscope. 1218 01:02:14,601 --> 01:02:16,569 [CHUCKLES] 1219 01:02:18,104 --> 01:02:19,472 Oh. 1220 01:02:19,572 --> 01:02:24,377 Rodents are resilient creatures. 1221 01:02:24,444 --> 01:02:26,212 [LAUGHS] 1222 01:02:31,117 --> 01:02:32,886 Mm-hm. Yeah. 1223 01:02:38,591 --> 01:02:40,894 I'll tell Stephen your session's cancelled. 1224 01:02:42,796 --> 01:02:45,298 You have to take care of this, okay? 1225 01:02:48,501 --> 01:02:49,936 I love you. 1226 01:02:52,305 --> 01:02:53,840 [DOOR SHUTS] 1227 01:02:57,610 --> 01:02:59,746 Just tell me, was she suicidal? Homicidal? 1228 01:03:00,580 --> 01:03:02,749 No. Mm-mm. No. 1229 01:03:02,816 --> 01:03:05,418 No, she was obsessed with protecting the baby... 1230 01:03:05,685 --> 01:03:07,253 And, uh, yeah. 1231 01:03:07,320 --> 01:03:08,655 She wouldn't hurt the baby. 1232 01:03:08,755 --> 01:03:10,323 And she didn't talk about suicide. 1233 01:03:10,423 --> 01:03:11,658 She wouldn't abandon Riley. 1234 01:03:11,758 --> 01:03:13,626 She just did abandon him. 1235 01:03:14,160 --> 01:03:16,663 Right, well, you know, I mean, um... 1236 01:03:16,763 --> 01:03:19,766 you know, permanently. Forever. 1237 01:03:22,350 --> 01:03:23,770 Is that it? I have another patient waiting 1238 01:03:23,870 --> 01:03:26,106 who really needs my help. 1239 01:03:26,773 --> 01:03:29,609 It's fine. It's more common than you think. 1240 01:03:30,100 --> 01:03:31,778 A woman tries to run away from all the responsibilities. 1241 01:03:31,878 --> 01:03:33,446 - Yeah. - Everybody gets all upset, 1242 01:03:33,513 --> 01:03:35,482 then they come back with their tails between their legs. 1243 01:03:35,615 --> 01:03:38,184 Okay. Okay. 1244 01:03:38,785 --> 01:03:40,787 - Thank you, Officer. - [RILEY CRYING] 1245 01:03:43,390 --> 01:03:45,291 PHONE MESSAGE VOICE: When you have finished recording, 1246 01:03:45,358 --> 01:03:47,894 you may hang up or press one for more options. 1247 01:03:47,994 --> 01:03:49,496 - [PHONE BEEPS] - Hi. Hi, 1248 01:03:49,629 --> 01:03:50,730 it's, uh... it's me again, 1249 01:03:50,830 --> 01:03:52,899 your tenant from 22 Algonquin, unit one. 1250 01:03:52,999 --> 01:03:56,360 You know, the one with the giant ****ing hole in the ceiling! 1251 01:03:56,403 --> 01:03:58,571 Your repairs guy ran off, and it's getting worse 1252 01:03:58,672 --> 01:04:00,407 and I want to know why you're doing nothing, 1253 01:04:00,507 --> 01:04:02,409 and why you're happy for my daughter and I to be staying 1254 01:04:02,509 --> 01:04:03,977 at a flophouse full of freaks 1255 01:04:04,440 --> 01:04:05,578 while I continue to pay you rent! 1256 01:04:05,679 --> 01:04:08,815 And I have a very, very, very important patient 1257 01:04:08,882 --> 01:04:10,650 that is a prominent lawyer, and I am not afraid to-- 1258 01:04:10,717 --> 01:04:12,152 [PHONE BEEPS] 1259 01:04:13,553 --> 01:04:14,688 ****! 1260 01:04:18,925 --> 01:04:21,995 I was after some Visa gift cards. 1261 01:04:22,950 --> 01:04:24,698 Uh, what denominations do you have? 1262 01:04:25,331 --> 01:04:27,500 Do you have a minute to talk before the children come out? 1263 01:04:27,600 --> 01:04:29,200 - Mm-hm. Sure. - Okay, come. 1264 01:04:31,370 --> 01:04:32,605 [SIGHS] 1265 01:04:32,706 --> 01:04:35,375 So, I've noticed that you still haven't made the appointment 1266 01:04:35,508 --> 01:04:37,677 for family therapy like we discussed the other morning. 1267 01:04:37,744 --> 01:04:40,347 I know. It's just been so crazy at work. 1268 01:04:40,413 --> 01:04:43,883 Right. So I can't stress to you enough how important this is. 1269 01:04:44,784 --> 01:04:46,553 I'm on your side here. 1270 01:04:46,686 --> 01:04:48,388 Yes. Yes. Yes, I understand. 1271 01:04:48,521 --> 01:04:50,557 We need her off the machine. 1272 01:04:50,857 --> 01:04:51,891 Yeah, so do I. 1273 01:04:52,250 --> 01:04:53,526 Okay. I'm gonna be frank. 1274 01:04:53,626 --> 01:04:56,696 We need her off of it as soon as possible for her to remain here. 1275 01:04:56,796 --> 01:04:59,132 And to do that, she needs to gain faster. 1276 01:04:59,232 --> 01:05:01,868 Okay. Well, but we have until next week, right? 1277 01:05:01,968 --> 01:05:03,703 - The 50 pound goal. - No. 1278 01:05:03,770 --> 01:05:07,240 The way things are going, uh, she's not gonna make that goal. 1279 01:05:08,375 --> 01:05:09,909 What are you saying? 1280 01:05:10,110 --> 01:05:12,712 We do weigh-ins every morning. She's not gonna make the goal. 1281 01:05:12,779 --> 01:05:14,381 Because the goal you set was impossible. 1282 01:05:14,481 --> 01:05:15,882 We were set up to fail. 1283 01:05:15,982 --> 01:05:17,217 - It's unrealistic. - No. 1284 01:05:18,385 --> 01:05:21,221 We're gonna have to reassess the level of care. 1285 01:05:22,722 --> 01:05:23,823 What does that mean? 1286 01:05:23,923 --> 01:05:25,959 Well, we can discuss it in our meeting. 1287 01:05:26,626 --> 01:05:30,230 You know what I would love, and think would be so good, 1288 01:05:30,296 --> 01:05:34,601 is if we could get a date on the calendar for the surgery. 1289 01:05:34,934 --> 01:05:37,671 A concrete goal that we can all work towards. 1290 01:05:37,771 --> 01:05:40,600 It's not... it's not a surgery. 1291 01:05:40,173 --> 01:05:43,510 The tube removal? Well, uh... procedure, whatever you call it. 1292 01:05:43,610 --> 01:05:45,612 It's not a procedure either. 1293 01:05:45,745 --> 01:05:48,948 Uh, when it's time to remove it, the doctor just pulls it out. 1294 01:05:52,752 --> 01:05:53,920 Pull it out? 1295 01:05:54,754 --> 01:05:56,220 Yeah, it just slides out. 1296 01:05:56,990 --> 01:05:59,492 They could just... really just pull it out? 1297 01:05:59,592 --> 01:06:01,940 Yeah, it's that simple. 1298 01:06:01,161 --> 01:06:04,631 Oh. But what happens to the hole? 1299 01:06:04,764 --> 01:06:07,434 It closes up on its own. 1300 01:06:07,534 --> 01:06:09,200 Oh. 1301 01:06:09,369 --> 01:06:12,272 It's kinda like when you get a cut on your tongue. 1302 01:06:13,600 --> 01:06:15,141 It wants to close up. 1303 01:06:17,444 --> 01:06:18,311 Oh. 1304 01:06:24,117 --> 01:06:25,118 Yeah? 1305 01:06:28,210 --> 01:06:30,323 Oh, hi. Uh, is James here? 1306 01:06:32,625 --> 01:06:33,560 Who are you? 1307 01:06:35,962 --> 01:06:39,799 I'm his neighbor. I'm there, in that room there. 1308 01:06:40,967 --> 01:06:42,135 He is not here. 1309 01:06:42,235 --> 01:06:44,137 Oh, uh, do you know when he'll be back? 1310 01:06:44,237 --> 01:06:46,339 I just have something to give him. 1311 01:06:46,639 --> 01:06:47,574 Give it to me. 1312 01:06:47,674 --> 01:06:48,875 - I'll see he gets it. - No, no. 1313 01:06:48,975 --> 01:06:50,977 I have to give it to him myself. It's, uh... 1314 01:06:52,479 --> 01:06:53,546 It's of value. 1315 01:06:55,215 --> 01:06:56,149 Of value? 1316 01:06:57,650 --> 01:07:00,153 Uh, yeah. Of value. 1317 01:07:04,657 --> 01:07:06,993 [RHYTHMIC BREATHING] 1318 01:07:07,827 --> 01:07:10,764 [SHARP, RHYTHMIC BREATHS] 1319 01:07:10,864 --> 01:07:11,898 WOMAN ON PHONE: Relax your body. 1320 01:07:11,998 --> 01:07:14,567 [LINDA CONTINUES RHYTHMIC BREATHING] 1321 01:07:14,667 --> 01:07:16,169 Center in with yourself. 1322 01:07:21,408 --> 01:07:23,910 Right now, your only job is to breathe. 1323 01:07:26,746 --> 01:07:28,281 We're in the work phase of this... 1324 01:07:30,350 --> 01:07:32,552 The more you relax your body right now... 1325 01:07:33,753 --> 01:07:35,455 ...the easier it gets for you. 1326 01:07:35,555 --> 01:07:37,230 [BREATH ECHOING] 1327 01:07:37,624 --> 01:07:42,362 Recognize we're accessing the body's wisdom zone. 1328 01:07:42,429 --> 01:07:43,863 Let your mind go. 1329 01:07:45,465 --> 01:07:48,101 See if you can find your attention 1330 01:07:48,201 --> 01:07:50,870 within the movement of your breath. 1331 01:07:51,304 --> 01:07:52,720 [VOICE GROWS CLEARER] Start noticing 1332 01:07:52,205 --> 01:07:53,907 any sensation in your body... 1333 01:07:54,400 --> 01:07:55,709 [BREATHING CONTINUES] 1334 01:07:55,809 --> 01:07:57,877 ...and see what catches your interest 1335 01:07:57,977 --> 01:08:00,113 or your curiosity, 1336 01:08:00,580 --> 01:08:03,883 and hold the space in a way you want to be held. 1337 01:08:03,983 --> 01:08:05,251 You'll probably notice 1338 01:08:05,385 --> 01:08:09,422 any intensity builds up in your body. 1339 01:08:09,756 --> 01:08:11,291 That's okay. 1340 01:08:11,624 --> 01:08:14,260 Rather than trying to control anything, 1341 01:08:15,161 --> 01:08:17,430 see if you can just allow... 1342 01:08:17,731 --> 01:08:19,650 the intensity to... 1343 01:08:19,165 --> 01:08:21,468 [SWIRLING CHAOTIC VOICES] 1344 01:08:24,771 --> 01:08:28,241 [GIRL SCREAMING] 1345 01:08:28,341 --> 01:08:29,909 WOMAN: You're not helping! 1346 01:08:29,976 --> 01:08:31,945 Hold her legs that way. Hold her legs down. 1347 01:08:32,780 --> 01:08:34,447 [WOMAN CONTINUES, INDISTINCT] 1348 01:08:34,581 --> 01:08:35,915 WOMAN 2: We might have to restrain her. 1349 01:08:36,160 --> 01:08:37,417 - WOMAN 3: Mom! - WOMAN: Hold her down! 1350 01:08:37,484 --> 01:08:39,185 WOMAN 2: You're here to help us, come on! 1351 01:08:39,285 --> 01:08:40,987 That's not helping at all. 1352 01:08:41,870 --> 01:08:44,591 [URGENT VOICES OVERLAPPING] 1353 01:08:44,657 --> 01:08:46,593 [GIRL SCREAMS] 1354 01:08:46,693 --> 01:08:48,595 Mommy! 1355 01:08:48,661 --> 01:08:50,363 Mommy! 1356 01:08:50,463 --> 01:08:51,965 WOMAN: Try to help. Try to help. 1357 01:08:52,980 --> 01:08:53,533 GIRL: Mommy! 1358 01:08:53,633 --> 01:08:55,101 [TONE BLARES, THEN STOPS] 1359 01:08:55,168 --> 01:08:57,937 [GASPING FOR BREATH] 1360 01:08:58,400 --> 01:09:01,441 [WOMAN ON PHONE CONTINUES, INDISTINCT] 1361 01:09:01,708 --> 01:09:03,610 Make yourself feel safe. 1362 01:09:03,677 --> 01:09:05,445 If things are getting intense, 1363 01:09:05,512 --> 01:09:07,947 recognize you can hold the space. 1364 01:09:08,140 --> 01:09:09,949 You can love yourself right now. 1365 01:09:10,500 --> 01:09:13,190 [MACHINERY CLICKING, BEEPING ALARM] 1366 01:09:13,119 --> 01:09:17,157 Don't avoid anything within. Don't abandon yourself. 1367 01:09:17,290 --> 01:09:18,892 Stay connected to yourself. 1368 01:09:18,992 --> 01:09:20,960 See if you can honor yourself 1369 01:09:21,270 --> 01:09:24,798 in this moment of reconnecting to yourself. 1370 01:09:24,864 --> 01:09:26,966 [DEVICE BEEPS, ALARM STOPS] 1371 01:09:27,670 --> 01:09:29,736 [WOMAN ON PHONE BREATHING RHYTHMICALLY] 1372 01:09:29,836 --> 01:09:32,706 [MACHINE BEEPS STEADILY] 1373 01:09:37,911 --> 01:09:42,148 WOMAN ON PHONE: Use your voice and imagine your emotion. 1374 01:09:42,682 --> 01:09:43,983 Allow it to be... 1375 01:09:44,317 --> 01:09:46,353 Maybe you can even do it tonight. 1376 01:09:55,829 --> 01:09:57,230 [WHISPERING]: Down here. This way. 1377 01:10:06,840 --> 01:10:08,508 [EXHALING] 1378 01:10:11,511 --> 01:10:13,246 [WHISPERING]: It's in here. Here. 1379 01:10:17,917 --> 01:10:20,720 Okay, we gotta be quick because I have to get back, but... 1380 01:10:20,854 --> 01:10:25,291 I just... I just had to show someone what's going on in here. 1381 01:10:25,692 --> 01:10:27,527 Okay. 1382 01:10:28,228 --> 01:10:31,865 So, a room filled with plastic tarp everywhere. 1383 01:10:31,965 --> 01:10:33,660 Nice. 1384 01:10:33,199 --> 01:10:34,901 So, is this your kill room? 1385 01:10:35,350 --> 01:10:36,803 No. Come on, I told you. 1386 01:10:36,903 --> 01:10:38,638 The ****ing ceiling fell down. 1387 01:10:39,739 --> 01:10:41,141 What the **** is that? 1388 01:10:41,574 --> 01:10:42,876 LINDA: That's it. That's the hole. 1389 01:10:42,976 --> 01:10:44,310 That's why I'm at the hotel. 1390 01:10:44,411 --> 01:10:46,460 JAMIE: That's why you're staying at the ****ing hotel? 1391 01:10:46,146 --> 01:10:47,447 Oh, my God. Come on. 1392 01:10:47,547 --> 01:10:50,417 You could've slept on your couch for a couple of weeks. 1393 01:10:50,550 --> 01:10:51,718 What? Look at it. 1394 01:10:51,785 --> 01:10:54,387 It's been two months, and they refuse to fix it. 1395 01:10:54,487 --> 01:10:58,625 There's dust and... and mold everywhere. 1396 01:10:58,725 --> 01:11:00,930 JAMIE: Mm. 1397 01:11:01,995 --> 01:11:03,596 [BLOWING] 1398 01:11:07,801 --> 01:11:10,136 [FAINT CRACKLING] 1399 01:11:11,710 --> 01:11:13,640 Yo, what is up there? 1400 01:11:15,408 --> 01:11:17,444 LINDA: They've been renovating forever. 1401 01:11:18,611 --> 01:11:20,980 - They said a pipe burst. - Oh, shit. 1402 01:11:21,147 --> 01:11:24,651 It's right there. There you go. 1403 01:11:24,751 --> 01:11:28,421 I did the... that... you know, the thing, the breath thing. 1404 01:11:28,521 --> 01:11:29,456 What? 1405 01:11:29,589 --> 01:11:31,257 [WHISPERS]: And I think it took me here. 1406 01:11:31,358 --> 01:11:33,293 - I think maybe I... - Oh, man... 1407 01:11:33,426 --> 01:11:34,928 That's why I wanted to come to see it. 1408 01:11:35,280 --> 01:11:36,796 Man, you need guidance with that shit. 1409 01:11:36,930 --> 01:11:39,990 You can't just be doing that. 1410 01:11:39,833 --> 01:11:42,302 - What are you doing? - Man, they lied to you, sis. 1411 01:11:42,435 --> 01:11:43,503 It ain't even no pipes in here. 1412 01:11:43,603 --> 01:11:44,838 Maybe you shouldn't get so close to it. 1413 01:11:44,938 --> 01:11:46,940 Shh. Look. Come see. 1414 01:11:47,307 --> 01:11:48,942 It's a clean break. I'm telling you. 1415 01:11:49,420 --> 01:11:50,443 Oh, my God. 1416 01:11:50,777 --> 01:11:52,712 Oh, my God. What the ****? 1417 01:11:52,812 --> 01:11:56,116 Man, my cousin Craig is a general contractor. 1418 01:11:56,216 --> 01:11:58,218 He knows somebody that knows somebody that can 1419 01:11:58,318 --> 01:12:00,530 - fix this shit in a jiffy, yo. - Oh, my God. 1420 01:12:00,286 --> 01:12:01,454 It look like you got some 1421 01:12:01,554 --> 01:12:03,289 mother****ing debris on your furniture. 1422 01:12:03,390 --> 01:12:05,291 [VOICE GROWING MUFFLED] You know, I can reupholster it. 1423 01:12:05,358 --> 01:12:06,292 It's gonna cost you. 1424 01:12:06,359 --> 01:12:08,610 [CONTINUES, MUFFLED] 1425 01:12:08,161 --> 01:12:09,829 WOMAN: Let me go! 1426 01:12:09,963 --> 01:12:12,866 - [PEOPLE SCREAMING, INDISTINCT] - [GIRL SCREAMS] 1427 01:12:16,870 --> 01:12:20,206 - [DEEP RUMBLING] - [OVERLAPPING VOICES CONTINUE] 1428 01:12:21,474 --> 01:12:22,842 GIRL: Don't touch me! 1429 01:12:24,770 --> 01:12:26,120 [OVERLAPPING SHOUTS, CHATTER] 1430 01:12:26,146 --> 01:12:28,682 [INDISTINCT VOICES] 1431 01:12:29,649 --> 01:12:31,384 Mommy! Mommy! I don't want it! 1432 01:12:31,484 --> 01:12:33,386 - You are doing such a good job. - GIRL: No! 1433 01:12:34,654 --> 01:12:36,823 No! Mommy! 1434 01:12:37,657 --> 01:12:39,759 WOMAN: You gotta hold her a lot harder than that. 1435 01:12:40,827 --> 01:12:43,496 GIRL [SCREAMING]: No! No! 1436 01:12:43,596 --> 01:12:46,399 - [PEOPLE BARKING ORDERS] - [GIRL SCREAMING] 1437 01:12:49,335 --> 01:12:50,770 [WOOD SPLINTERING] 1438 01:12:50,870 --> 01:12:52,720 [LINDA SHRIEKS] 1439 01:12:52,172 --> 01:12:54,507 [JAMIE SCREAMING IN PAIN] 1440 01:12:54,574 --> 01:12:55,508 [MOANS] 1441 01:12:55,575 --> 01:12:57,844 JAMIE: What the ****?! Oh, shit! 1442 01:12:58,912 --> 01:13:01,715 Oh, ****! ****! ****! 1443 01:13:01,848 --> 01:13:03,750 [PAINED BREATHING] 1444 01:13:04,684 --> 01:13:06,853 ****! Oh, ****! 1445 01:13:06,920 --> 01:13:09,222 - James? - [SHOUTING IN PAIN] 1446 01:13:09,356 --> 01:13:11,191 - [JAMIE PANTING] - [GROANS] 1447 01:13:12,225 --> 01:13:15,362 Ah! ****! ****! 1448 01:13:18,980 --> 01:13:18,865 ****! 1449 01:13:20,567 --> 01:13:21,534 Oh, ****! 1450 01:13:22,102 --> 01:13:23,470 Oh, ****! 1451 01:13:29,976 --> 01:13:31,778 - [RAPPING ON WINDOW] - [YELPS] 1452 01:13:35,215 --> 01:13:37,450 [LICKING FINGERS] 1453 01:13:39,386 --> 01:13:41,540 [DOOR CLOSES] 1454 01:13:41,154 --> 01:13:43,890 Everybody settle. All right? 1455 01:13:44,424 --> 01:13:47,600 Get started. Hand out these, please. 1456 01:13:47,160 --> 01:13:48,661 Thank you. 1457 01:13:50,630 --> 01:13:51,998 All right. 1458 01:13:54,670 --> 01:13:59,239 So the topic today is something that's so fundamental 1459 01:13:59,305 --> 01:14:02,108 that it's actually a little silly to talk about. 1460 01:14:02,442 --> 01:14:06,980 But it is so important to your child's recovery, 1461 01:14:07,800 --> 01:14:08,615 and more than that, 1462 01:14:08,748 --> 01:14:12,285 to your ability to help your child recover. 1463 01:14:12,652 --> 01:14:14,754 Can anybody guess what it is? 1464 01:14:17,157 --> 01:14:19,920 Blame... 1465 01:14:19,459 --> 01:14:21,594 - ...and, anybody? - WOMAN: Shame. 1466 01:14:21,695 --> 01:14:23,196 - DR. SPRING: Yeah, thank you. - [SCOFFS] 1467 01:14:23,296 --> 01:14:24,597 [CHALK CLICKING ON BOARD] 1468 01:14:24,664 --> 01:14:27,367 So, as parents, a lot of times 1469 01:14:27,467 --> 01:14:30,804 we look too closely at ourselves, right? 1470 01:14:30,937 --> 01:14:34,274 And we start to ask ourselves, is this my fault? 1471 01:14:34,341 --> 01:14:36,276 Could I have done anything differently? 1472 01:14:36,609 --> 01:14:38,678 What if this? What if that? 1473 01:14:38,778 --> 01:14:43,149 But all it does is create a thinking trap. 1474 01:14:43,283 --> 01:14:44,617 [WOMAN CRYING] 1475 01:14:44,718 --> 01:14:47,987 And that does not help your child. 1476 01:14:48,455 --> 01:14:51,491 So what I'd like to do, if we look... 1477 01:14:52,892 --> 01:14:54,461 Melanie... 1478 01:14:54,694 --> 01:14:56,496 do you want to put some words to your feelings? 1479 01:14:57,831 --> 01:14:58,965 [CRYING] Yeah. 1480 01:15:00,660 --> 01:15:01,401 I... 1481 01:15:01,501 --> 01:15:05,305 Sometimes, I just think that it is all my fault. 1482 01:15:05,405 --> 01:15:07,400 [LINDA SCOFFS] 1483 01:15:07,374 --> 01:15:08,875 [MELANIE CRYING] 1484 01:15:10,643 --> 01:15:12,479 Do you have something to say to Melanie? 1485 01:15:14,147 --> 01:15:16,883 [STAMMERING] No. Whoa, no. 1486 01:15:16,983 --> 01:15:19,850 Never mind. Don't mind me. 1487 01:15:19,552 --> 01:15:21,721 No, no, no. I want to hear what you have to say. 1488 01:15:25,825 --> 01:15:26,993 Uh... 1489 01:15:27,930 --> 01:15:30,397 I just-- You keep telling us that it isn't our fault. 1490 01:15:30,497 --> 01:15:32,832 - DR. SPRING: Yeah. - Mm. But... but it is. 1491 01:15:34,868 --> 01:15:36,169 Excuse me? 1492 01:15:36,269 --> 01:15:38,505 I mean, if it isn't our fault, then we're really super ****ed. 1493 01:15:38,605 --> 01:15:39,773 We're just walking around pretending 1494 01:15:39,873 --> 01:15:41,508 we have power to change something 1495 01:15:41,574 --> 01:15:43,677 that we don't even understand because it's not our fault, 1496 01:15:43,777 --> 01:15:46,579 but we know how to change it, even though it's not our fault. 1497 01:15:46,680 --> 01:15:48,140 - [INDISTINCT CHATTER] - No, this is actually good. 1498 01:15:48,114 --> 01:15:49,949 This is actually good because now we have a lot to unpack. 1499 01:15:50,500 --> 01:15:51,351 No, no, no. I know. 1500 01:15:51,451 --> 01:15:52,552 - I can't do this. I have to go. - [MELANIE SOBBING] 1501 01:15:52,686 --> 01:15:54,254 - Please sit down. - No, no, no. It's our fault. 1502 01:15:54,354 --> 01:15:55,522 It isn't fair, but it is our fault. 1503 01:15:55,622 --> 01:15:57,257 That's how I see it. That's it. 1504 01:15:57,357 --> 01:15:59,259 That's what this whole thing is, is our faults. 1505 01:15:59,359 --> 01:16:01,294 - Stop and sit down. - No, no, no. 1506 01:16:01,394 --> 01:16:02,595 No, I don't want to talk about it. 1507 01:16:02,696 --> 01:16:04,564 I already know it, and I don't have to meet you 1508 01:16:04,698 --> 01:16:06,320 because I know what you're going to say, 1509 01:16:06,990 --> 01:16:07,534 - which is that she's failed... - I need you to sit down! 1510 01:16:07,600 --> 01:16:10,570 ...and that I failed because you set us up to fail. 1511 01:16:10,704 --> 01:16:12,272 No one tries hard if they have a safety net. 1512 01:16:12,372 --> 01:16:14,374 - Sit down. - Nobody, okay? 1513 01:16:14,441 --> 01:16:15,709 And you should know that, Dr. Spring. 1514 01:16:15,809 --> 01:16:17,377 I'm gonna be here for the rest of my life 1515 01:16:17,477 --> 01:16:18,912 pouring shit down that tube. 1516 01:16:19,450 --> 01:16:21,781 - Every night until I die. - Do not leave that door! 1517 01:16:21,881 --> 01:16:24,818 And none of this is helping any of us. None of it. 1518 01:16:24,918 --> 01:16:25,819 Come back! 1519 01:16:25,919 --> 01:16:27,654 [MELANIE SOBBING] 1520 01:16:28,880 --> 01:16:29,889 CHARLES [OVER PHONE]: Hey! Hey, why are you calling? 1521 01:16:29,956 --> 01:16:31,658 Isn't a parent group going on right now? 1522 01:16:31,758 --> 01:16:33,560 LINDA: I couldn't sit there. I'm in the car. 1523 01:16:33,626 --> 01:16:35,495 I'll pick her up later, but I can't stay there. 1524 01:16:35,595 --> 01:16:36,730 CHARLES: What do you mean you couldn't sit there? 1525 01:16:36,830 --> 01:16:38,298 LINDA: I can't do it. I can't do it. 1526 01:16:38,398 --> 01:16:40,633 She's gotta get better, but she's not gonna make the goal, 1527 01:16:40,734 --> 01:16:42,769 and I-- I don't know what's gonna happen now. 1528 01:16:42,902 --> 01:16:44,604 CHARLES: You need to get back in there. 1529 01:16:44,738 --> 01:16:45,772 LINDA: The hole is getting bigger. 1530 01:16:45,905 --> 01:16:47,607 CHARLES: What hole? Her tube hole? 1531 01:16:47,741 --> 01:16:49,843 - No! No, the apartment hole! - You told me-- 1532 01:16:49,943 --> 01:16:51,411 The goddamn hole! 1533 01:16:51,478 --> 01:16:53,480 Why can't you just keep tabs on those guys? 1534 01:16:53,580 --> 01:16:55,415 Because the guy's gone for a week. 1535 01:16:55,482 --> 01:16:57,830 There's no one working on it. 1536 01:16:57,183 --> 01:16:59,152 What?! A week?! When were you gonna mention that? 1537 01:16:59,252 --> 01:17:00,520 I'm telling you now. 1538 01:17:00,620 --> 01:17:01,755 It's very complicated to explain over the phone. 1539 01:17:01,821 --> 01:17:03,189 Look, look, look. No, no, no. 1540 01:17:03,289 --> 01:17:04,457 Just-- just 1541 01:17:04,591 --> 01:17:05,825 - send me pictures... - No! 1542 01:17:05,925 --> 01:17:07,260 ...and I'll have somebody take care of it. 1543 01:17:07,360 --> 01:17:08,828 No, no, no. No more pictures. I'm not going back there. 1544 01:17:08,928 --> 01:17:10,263 I'm never going back there. And I talked to Roscoe... 1545 01:17:10,330 --> 01:17:12,799 - What are you talking about? - ...and he's so full of shit. 1546 01:17:12,932 --> 01:17:14,768 He's not doing anything. And by the way, 1547 01:17:14,834 --> 01:17:18,380 I think he has a deal with the motel because there's another-- 1548 01:17:18,138 --> 01:17:22,750 Okay. Stop, stop, stop, okay? Let me just get this straight. 1549 01:17:22,175 --> 01:17:24,210 You aren't going into the program anymore, 1550 01:17:24,310 --> 01:17:26,579 and you aren't going into our apartment anymore? 1551 01:17:26,713 --> 01:17:29,382 - That's right. - Why? 1552 01:17:29,683 --> 01:17:32,485 How do you expect anything to get back to normal then? 1553 01:17:33,420 --> 01:17:34,721 It won't. 1554 01:17:34,821 --> 01:17:36,756 [SIGHING HEAVILY] What are you talking about?! 1555 01:17:36,890 --> 01:17:38,158 It won't! 1556 01:17:41,194 --> 01:17:43,960 All right. Are you... 1557 01:17:43,196 --> 01:17:45,365 are you in your right mind now? Are you done? 1558 01:17:45,432 --> 01:17:47,600 Also, there's a woman missing. 1559 01:17:48,101 --> 01:17:50,203 What? Who? What are you... Who's missing? 1560 01:17:50,270 --> 01:17:51,705 My patient. She's missing. 1561 01:17:51,771 --> 01:17:53,573 She left and she's not picking up her phone, and she's-- 1562 01:17:53,673 --> 01:17:56,843 Oh, okay. Okay. Yeah, let's take a deep breath. 1563 01:17:56,943 --> 01:17:58,778 - Start from the beginning. - No, no, no. 1564 01:17:58,878 --> 01:18:00,613 I can't talk to you about this. 1565 01:18:00,714 --> 01:18:02,615 Why aren't you going back into the group? 1566 01:18:02,716 --> 01:18:04,284 I'll just talk to my therapist later. I-- This-- 1567 01:18:04,384 --> 01:18:05,418 This is fine. Everything's fine. 1568 01:18:05,518 --> 01:18:06,519 Hey, hey. Slow down. Slow down. 1569 01:18:06,619 --> 01:18:07,921 Everything's fine. 1570 01:18:08,210 --> 01:18:09,522 How many times a week do you see that guy? 1571 01:18:09,622 --> 01:18:10,757 I just looked in the bank accounts. How often-- 1572 01:18:10,857 --> 01:18:14,627 - Every day. Every day. - Every day?! Come on! 1573 01:18:14,761 --> 01:18:16,296 - Hold on. Hold on. Hold on. - That's costing us a fortune! 1574 01:18:16,396 --> 01:18:21,340 No sitting idle in vehicles. Please move the car or yourself. 1575 01:18:21,134 --> 01:18:24,904 I have a right to sit in my car without you harassing me! 1576 01:18:24,971 --> 01:18:25,638 - What? - Yeah. 1577 01:18:25,772 --> 01:18:26,806 Are you talking to somebody? 1578 01:18:26,940 --> 01:18:28,308 Yeah, there's this creepy ******* 1579 01:18:28,408 --> 01:18:30,443 who's harassing me every ****ing day! 1580 01:18:30,543 --> 01:18:31,911 He harasses me. He's obsessed with me. 1581 01:18:31,978 --> 01:18:33,747 He's back at my window wanting something! 1582 01:18:33,813 --> 01:18:34,981 What are you talking about? 1583 01:18:35,810 --> 01:18:36,282 Are you going to leave the parking lot 1584 01:18:36,383 --> 01:18:37,283 or get out of your car! 1585 01:18:37,384 --> 01:18:38,885 Oh, my God! Are you serious? 1586 01:18:38,985 --> 01:18:41,287 - I will call the police! - Oh, my God! Yeah, yeah, yeah. 1587 01:18:41,388 --> 01:18:42,655 - Call the police. - Move! 1588 01:18:42,789 --> 01:18:43,990 Call the police. Yeah, I'm gonna call the police on you! 1589 01:18:44,124 --> 01:18:45,492 ATTENDANT: I never want to see you here again! 1590 01:18:45,625 --> 01:18:46,726 Oh, my God! 1591 01:18:46,826 --> 01:18:48,495 You're harass-- This is harassment! 1592 01:19:16,756 --> 01:19:20,260 Anything in particular keeping you silent right now? 1593 01:19:22,696 --> 01:19:25,265 The fact that I want to be silent is keeping me silent. 1594 01:19:26,533 --> 01:19:28,635 - I think-- - This isn't about you. 1595 01:19:31,204 --> 01:19:33,506 What I mean is I-- 1596 01:19:33,606 --> 01:19:35,675 I mean, I pay for your time. [CHUCKLES] 1597 01:19:35,775 --> 01:19:39,879 Right? So I can do anything I want with that time, 1598 01:19:40,130 --> 01:19:42,716 and right now... 1599 01:19:44,718 --> 01:19:48,688 I just want to lay here without you talking. 1600 01:19:48,788 --> 01:19:51,224 Well, you did not have to come here for that. 1601 01:19:52,292 --> 01:19:54,600 Go lie on your own couch. 1602 01:19:55,995 --> 01:19:58,898 Do you wish I lied on my own couch instead of coming here? 1603 01:19:59,332 --> 01:20:03,236 All I'm saying is you chose not to be alone. 1604 01:20:03,336 --> 01:20:05,710 [SARDONIC LAUGH] 1605 01:20:05,205 --> 01:20:06,373 Oh, I'm alone. 1606 01:20:07,340 --> 01:20:10,710 No, you're not alone. I'm here. 1607 01:20:11,770 --> 01:20:13,580 But no, you aren't. Not really. 1608 01:20:13,713 --> 01:20:15,849 - What we can do-- - Can we just not? 1609 01:20:16,683 --> 01:20:17,917 Seriously. 1610 01:20:23,356 --> 01:20:24,491 Okay. 1611 01:20:24,824 --> 01:20:26,159 Do you know what? 1612 01:20:26,259 --> 01:20:29,929 Did I ever tell you that I was pregnant before? 1613 01:20:30,397 --> 01:20:32,332 Like, I've been pregnant twice. 1614 01:20:37,504 --> 01:20:39,406 I never tell anyone this. 1615 01:20:41,941 --> 01:20:45,110 It was when Charles and I were first dating and, um... 1616 01:20:49,849 --> 01:20:52,419 I got an abortion right away, like... 1617 01:20:52,519 --> 01:20:53,887 I took a pregnancy test 1618 01:20:53,953 --> 01:20:57,791 and then just went to a random clinic the next day. 1619 01:21:00,260 --> 01:21:04,230 I got the surgical kind with the vacuum thing. 1620 01:21:06,132 --> 01:21:07,267 And it... 1621 01:21:08,735 --> 01:21:10,637 hurt really badly, like... 1622 01:21:13,239 --> 01:21:15,141 A nurse held my hand. 1623 01:21:18,478 --> 01:21:19,879 And for some reason, 1624 01:21:19,979 --> 01:21:22,148 I didn't realize how badly it would hurt but... 1625 01:21:24,840 --> 01:21:25,819 [VOICE TREMBLING] ...it really did. 1626 01:21:29,823 --> 01:21:32,659 Yeah, it was almost 20 years ago. 1627 01:21:33,326 --> 01:21:36,329 I'd have a kid in college by now if I hadn't done that. 1628 01:21:36,463 --> 01:21:38,832 [SOBBING] 1629 01:21:51,277 --> 01:21:54,447 Maybe I got rid of the wrong one. 1630 01:21:54,514 --> 01:21:57,817 [CONTINUES SOBBING] 1631 01:21:58,985 --> 01:22:01,354 Why won't you say anything? 1632 01:22:03,790 --> 01:22:05,358 I can't breathe. 1633 01:22:10,864 --> 01:22:13,990 You don't get it. You don't see. 1634 01:22:15,268 --> 01:22:18,872 You... you love to tell me I don't get it. 1635 01:22:19,105 --> 01:22:21,307 What is it you think I don't get? 1636 01:22:21,541 --> 01:22:24,377 What is it you're so sure... 1637 01:22:24,644 --> 01:22:26,613 I can't help you with? 1638 01:22:26,880 --> 01:22:30,160 I'm one of those people that's not supposed to be a mom. 1639 01:22:33,453 --> 01:22:35,689 I'm not a mom. I'm not. 1640 01:22:35,789 --> 01:22:37,190 This isn't supposed to be what it's like. 1641 01:22:37,290 --> 01:22:40,260 This isn't it. This can't be it. 1642 01:22:42,796 --> 01:22:44,898 Will you say something?! 1643 01:22:48,340 --> 01:22:50,700 Not everyone can do it. I can't... 1644 01:22:54,407 --> 01:22:56,309 Do you have any kids? 1645 01:22:59,579 --> 01:23:01,748 Do you have a kid!? 1646 01:23:03,917 --> 01:23:06,853 [FURIOUS GROAN] Hello! 1647 01:23:09,220 --> 01:23:12,525 Why won't you talk to me?! Why won't you help me?! 1648 01:23:16,960 --> 01:23:18,231 I know what you're doing... 1649 01:23:19,165 --> 01:23:20,767 ...and I can't have it. 1650 01:23:22,669 --> 01:23:24,437 What am I doing? 1651 01:23:28,375 --> 01:23:29,342 This isn't working. 1652 01:23:31,444 --> 01:23:32,912 What do you mean? 1653 01:23:34,681 --> 01:23:37,450 We can't see each other anymore. 1654 01:24:12,552 --> 01:24:14,320 I got here early. 1655 01:24:15,221 --> 01:24:17,323 You'll have to wait outside. 1656 01:24:19,959 --> 01:24:21,728 [CELL PHONE BUZZING] 1657 01:24:21,828 --> 01:24:23,296 [MOUSE CLICKS] 1658 01:24:28,902 --> 01:24:30,336 CHARLES: Uh, look, 1659 01:24:30,470 --> 01:24:31,337 I don't know why you aren't answering your cell, 1660 01:24:31,471 --> 01:24:33,673 - but Dr. Spring called and-- - [BEEP] 1661 01:24:33,807 --> 01:24:35,342 It's Dr. Spring. 1662 01:24:35,442 --> 01:24:37,477 You cannot bring your daughter here for further treatment 1663 01:24:37,577 --> 01:24:39,446 - until we have-- - [BEEP] 1664 01:24:39,512 --> 01:24:41,815 CHARLES: [GROANS] You are too much, you know? 1665 01:24:41,915 --> 01:24:43,350 - You are... I'm gonna-- - [BEEP] 1666 01:24:43,483 --> 01:24:44,851 MAN: Hey, thanks for checking in. 1667 01:24:44,984 --> 01:24:46,319 In case you forgot, 1668 01:24:46,419 --> 01:24:48,210 my wife still happens to be ****ing missing. 1669 01:24:48,154 --> 01:24:49,522 You know, I don't know what kind of number-- 1670 01:24:49,622 --> 01:24:51,591 [CELL PHONE CONTINUES BUZZING] 1671 01:24:55,362 --> 01:24:56,663 What the ****? 1672 01:25:02,350 --> 01:25:03,503 INTERVIEWER: You... 1673 01:25:03,603 --> 01:25:06,439 You mentioned an aphorism from the Bible 1674 01:25:06,539 --> 01:25:09,142 about a millstone. Would you say what that is? 1675 01:25:09,542 --> 01:25:13,460 That it's better to tie a stone around your neck 1676 01:25:13,179 --> 01:25:15,482 and throw yourself into the sea 1677 01:25:15,548 --> 01:25:19,519 than to cause anyone to stumble-- stumble. 1678 01:25:20,286 --> 01:25:21,554 INTERVIEWER: All right, let me make sure I'm getting that. 1679 01:25:21,688 --> 01:25:23,623 It's better to tie a millstone around your neck 1680 01:25:23,723 --> 01:25:27,527 and throw yourself in the sea rather than to do what? 1681 01:25:27,994 --> 01:25:30,497 YATES: Cause someone to stumble. Stumble. 1682 01:25:30,563 --> 01:25:33,900 INTERVIEWER: To cause someone to stumble? Okay. 1683 01:25:34,200 --> 01:25:36,169 What were you trying to accomplish there 1684 01:25:36,236 --> 01:25:38,805 when you did take your children's lives? 1685 01:25:38,905 --> 01:25:42,242 [YATES CONTINUES, INDISTINCT, FADING] 1686 01:25:50,160 --> 01:25:52,585 YOUNG WOMAN: ...all women, all Gen Z group think. 1687 01:25:53,920 --> 01:25:55,321 Like, what are your thoughts? 1688 01:26:00,260 --> 01:26:01,594 And? 1689 01:26:03,290 --> 01:26:04,364 Hello? 1690 01:26:04,664 --> 01:26:06,700 Yeah. Mm-hm. Mm-hm. 1691 01:26:06,766 --> 01:26:08,100 Mm-hm. 1692 01:26:08,101 --> 01:26:10,437 YOUNG WOMAN: That is totally unbelievable, right? 1693 01:26:11,538 --> 01:26:15,241 That's completely unbelievable. All of it. 1694 01:26:15,342 --> 01:26:18,411 - GIRL: But Dr. Spring said-- - I don't care what she said. 1695 01:26:18,511 --> 01:26:19,579 I'm telling you, 1696 01:26:19,679 --> 01:26:23,383 I had a work emergency and I couldn't stay. 1697 01:26:23,450 --> 01:26:26,119 I had to leave. It isn't my fault. 1698 01:26:26,252 --> 01:26:28,288 I came right back to pick you up when I was supposed to 1699 01:26:28,388 --> 01:26:31,570 like I always do. I just-- I just-- 1700 01:26:31,358 --> 01:26:34,794 I just couldn't stay for the group, but, you know... 1701 01:26:34,928 --> 01:26:36,196 I work with a lot of very sick people, 1702 01:26:36,296 --> 01:26:38,932 - honey, and sometimes they are-- - GIRL: Sicker than me? 1703 01:26:39,466 --> 01:26:42,469 Sick in a different way than you. 1704 01:26:43,136 --> 01:26:45,638 - But Dr. Spring said-- - I told you, 1705 01:26:45,739 --> 01:26:47,907 I don't care what she said. 1706 01:26:47,974 --> 01:26:49,750 I'm your mother. 1707 01:26:49,142 --> 01:26:52,312 She loves me though. She said so. 1708 01:26:53,813 --> 01:26:55,382 She said that? 1709 01:26:55,482 --> 01:26:57,650 - She loves all of us. The kids. - [LAUGHS BITTERLY] 1710 01:26:57,784 --> 01:27:00,987 She has no right to tell you that. She's a doctor. 1711 01:27:01,870 --> 01:27:03,289 - She doesn't have a right-- - It's true, though! 1712 01:27:03,390 --> 01:27:05,558 You know, I don't think we need the program anymore. 1713 01:27:05,658 --> 01:27:08,461 - I'm better? - Yeah. I think maybe, yeah. 1714 01:27:08,561 --> 01:27:09,996 Maybe we... 1715 01:27:10,960 --> 01:27:11,664 we just do it, you and me. 1716 01:27:12,632 --> 01:27:14,267 What would happen? 1717 01:27:15,668 --> 01:27:19,506 [EXHALING] Uh... So many wonderful things. You would... 1718 01:27:20,573 --> 01:27:22,750 You'd be able to get the tube out, 1719 01:27:22,175 --> 01:27:23,476 and you could go back to school 1720 01:27:23,576 --> 01:27:26,120 and you'd be eating everything delicious in the whole word. 1721 01:27:26,146 --> 01:27:28,281 Wouldn't that be great? 1722 01:27:28,615 --> 01:27:30,183 You can do that? 1723 01:27:31,840 --> 01:27:32,519 Do what? 1724 01:27:32,652 --> 01:27:35,855 Make me better? I won't need the machine? 1725 01:27:36,189 --> 01:27:37,657 [VOICE SHAKING] Well... 1726 01:27:38,358 --> 01:27:39,759 I'm better? They said that? 1727 01:27:39,859 --> 01:27:41,361 I think, maybe. 1728 01:27:41,494 --> 01:27:43,290 You know, and... 1729 01:27:43,163 --> 01:27:46,332 And if not, then we'll just do it, you know? 1730 01:27:46,433 --> 01:27:47,834 You're better than you were, 1731 01:27:47,934 --> 01:27:49,703 and Dr. Spring's not the boss of us. 1732 01:27:56,420 --> 01:27:57,210 Mommy? 1733 01:27:58,812 --> 01:27:59,713 LINDA: Yeah? 1734 01:28:01,348 --> 01:28:03,450 GIRL [CRYING]: I'm really sorry, but I'm not better. 1735 01:28:03,550 --> 01:28:06,353 Please don't be mad or sad that I said that. 1736 01:28:11,558 --> 01:28:13,159 [GIRL SNIFFLES] 1737 01:28:16,396 --> 01:28:18,465 [MACHINE WHIRRING, BEEPING] 1738 01:28:23,236 --> 01:28:24,704 [TELEPHONE RINGING] 1739 01:28:24,804 --> 01:28:25,839 [INHALES SHARPLY] 1740 01:28:29,909 --> 01:28:31,411 [WHISPERING] Hello? 1741 01:28:32,145 --> 01:28:33,313 FRONT DESK WOMAN: There's someone here 1742 01:28:33,413 --> 01:28:35,215 who wants to see you in the lobby. 1743 01:28:38,251 --> 01:28:40,387 What? Who? 1744 01:28:41,554 --> 01:28:44,591 Won't say. Come down or don't. 1745 01:28:44,691 --> 01:28:46,920 [LINE CLICKS] 1746 01:28:52,866 --> 01:28:54,768 Thanks for checking on me. 1747 01:28:56,403 --> 01:28:59,720 Oh, you would not believe the day I had, honestly. 1748 01:28:59,172 --> 01:29:01,608 After you just left me all alone, 1749 01:29:01,741 --> 01:29:03,543 abandoned in your spooky-*** apartment, 1750 01:29:03,610 --> 01:29:04,744 with my bone sticking out my leg. 1751 01:29:04,844 --> 01:29:05,612 I called you an ambulance. 1752 01:29:05,712 --> 01:29:06,880 No big deal. 1753 01:29:06,946 --> 01:29:07,781 What else did you expect me to do? 1754 01:29:07,881 --> 01:29:09,820 It's really painful. 1755 01:29:09,182 --> 01:29:11,284 I had to get back here to my kid, okay? 1756 01:29:11,384 --> 01:29:13,386 Mother of the ****ing year. I almost forgot. 1757 01:29:14,200 --> 01:29:15,880 I don't care. 1758 01:29:15,188 --> 01:29:16,890 And what exactly am I supposed to do 1759 01:29:16,956 --> 01:29:18,124 with your brick of cocaine? 1760 01:29:18,224 --> 01:29:19,626 - Flush it. - [CHUCKLES] Okay. 1761 01:29:19,726 --> 01:29:20,627 It must be nice. 1762 01:29:20,727 --> 01:29:22,729 Why didn't they give you any crutches? 1763 01:29:23,596 --> 01:29:26,232 - **** them crutches. - [DOOR SLAMS] 1764 01:29:27,133 --> 01:29:29,202 [MACHINE BEEPING OVER MONITOR] 1765 01:29:34,441 --> 01:29:37,143 [TECHNO PLAYING OVER SPEAKERS] 1766 01:29:37,243 --> 01:29:39,312 [BELL CHIMING] 1767 01:29:41,915 --> 01:29:43,616 LINDA: It's... It is you! 1768 01:29:44,984 --> 01:29:46,753 You-- you're here. 1769 01:29:46,986 --> 01:29:48,555 I hope that's okay. 1770 01:29:48,655 --> 01:29:51,624 I accidentally followed you this one time, and... 1771 01:29:51,891 --> 01:29:53,226 You live here? 1772 01:29:53,326 --> 01:29:56,162 Are... are you okay? 1773 01:29:57,630 --> 01:29:59,566 - I'm okay. - Okay. Okay. 1774 01:29:59,666 --> 01:30:01,234 Where did you go? 1775 01:30:01,401 --> 01:30:04,938 I just... I-- I had to get out of there. 1776 01:30:05,438 --> 01:30:08,608 - Okay, I understand. So, let's-- - Do you? 1777 01:30:09,750 --> 01:30:11,511 Do you really, really understand? 1778 01:30:12,178 --> 01:30:13,246 I think so. 1779 01:30:14,800 --> 01:30:15,949 Oh, shit. No. This is... 1780 01:30:16,160 --> 01:30:17,684 This is a mistake. 1781 01:30:17,817 --> 01:30:20,353 This is a mistake because I thought... 1782 01:30:20,620 --> 01:30:22,455 I thought that you understood, 1783 01:30:22,522 --> 01:30:23,990 and that I wouldn't even have to say-- 1784 01:30:24,900 --> 01:30:25,458 Let's calm down. 1785 01:30:25,525 --> 01:30:26,626 I think what we should do is get in a car right now 1786 01:30:26,693 --> 01:30:28,194 and go straight to the emergency room. 1787 01:30:28,328 --> 01:30:29,195 A hospital? 1788 01:30:29,329 --> 01:30:30,830 - Yes. - Why? Why? 1789 01:30:30,930 --> 01:30:32,265 Because it's just a safe place to go... 1790 01:30:32,365 --> 01:30:33,500 Why? Why? No, I'm fine. 1791 01:30:33,600 --> 01:30:35,435 ...if you don't feel ready to go home. 1792 01:30:35,535 --> 01:30:37,203 Well, what about your daughter? 1793 01:30:38,371 --> 01:30:40,874 - My daughter? - Where is your daughter? 1794 01:30:41,374 --> 01:30:43,309 She's upstairs. She's sleeping. 1795 01:30:43,376 --> 01:30:44,544 I don't want to go to a hospital. 1796 01:30:44,678 --> 01:30:45,679 I don't want to go to a hospital. 1797 01:30:45,779 --> 01:30:46,379 Okay. 1798 01:30:46,513 --> 01:30:48,548 I want you to help me. 1799 01:30:48,682 --> 01:30:49,649 I'm trying to. 1800 01:30:49,716 --> 01:30:51,510 - I am trying to help you. - Please help me. 1801 01:30:51,151 --> 01:30:52,520 No, no, because you don't understand. 1802 01:30:52,185 --> 01:30:55,210 You don't see it. All of their faces. 1803 01:30:55,522 --> 01:30:57,891 Their little faces. They look at us, 1804 01:30:58,240 --> 01:31:01,161 - and there is nothing there. - Okay, you need to calm down. 1805 01:31:01,227 --> 01:31:03,129 - No! No! - You need to calm down. 1806 01:31:03,229 --> 01:31:04,497 No, I am fine! Okay? 1807 01:31:04,564 --> 01:31:06,232 - But I just need you... - Let's just breathe. 1808 01:31:06,332 --> 01:31:07,233 - No, but you don't know... - Just breathe. 1809 01:31:07,367 --> 01:31:08,134 In and out, Caroline. 1810 01:31:08,234 --> 01:31:09,202 Just take a breath. 1811 01:31:09,302 --> 01:31:10,303 - Just breathe with me. - Stop. 1812 01:31:10,403 --> 01:31:11,404 Just start with a breath. 1813 01:31:11,504 --> 01:31:13,540 - [HARD SLAP] - [GASPS] 1814 01:31:16,209 --> 01:31:17,477 [DOOR SHUTS] 1815 01:31:22,415 --> 01:31:24,170 Caroline, wait! 1816 01:31:28,355 --> 01:31:29,923 [BEEPING CRACKLES ON MONITOR] 1817 01:31:30,560 --> 01:31:31,991 [LINDA PANTING] 1818 01:31:32,920 --> 01:31:34,160 LINDA: Stop! 1819 01:31:34,260 --> 01:31:35,695 [MONITOR CRACKLING] 1820 01:31:38,198 --> 01:31:39,833 [MONITOR CLATTERING] 1821 01:31:47,107 --> 01:31:48,942 [PANTING HEAVILY] 1822 01:31:49,750 --> 01:31:50,443 Caroline! 1823 01:31:52,779 --> 01:31:54,781 THERAPIST [OVER PHONE]: If this is an emergency, 1824 01:31:54,914 --> 01:31:56,950 hang up and call 911. 1825 01:31:57,500 --> 01:32:00,453 Otherwise, call back during normal business hours. 1826 01:32:00,587 --> 01:32:01,521 [LOUD WHISPER]: Okay, call me back. 1827 01:32:01,621 --> 01:32:02,856 Call me back tonight, okay? 1828 01:32:02,956 --> 01:32:04,457 Please? Please, you said that you could help me. 1829 01:32:04,557 --> 01:32:07,270 Please. Please, just call me back, okay? 1830 01:32:07,127 --> 01:32:08,895 I need you. Bye. 1831 01:32:09,629 --> 01:32:12,399 [MACHINE ALARM BEEPING] 1832 01:32:53,173 --> 01:32:55,608 [GIRL MOANING FAINTLY] 1833 01:33:01,348 --> 01:33:03,983 [MACHINE ALARM BEEPING] 1834 01:33:27,207 --> 01:33:29,142 [GRUNTING] 1835 01:33:44,991 --> 01:33:46,393 [LINDA EXCLAIMS] 1836 01:33:46,493 --> 01:33:49,290 [MULTIPLE ALARMS BEEPING RAPIDLY] 1837 01:33:49,729 --> 01:33:51,731 [PANTING] 1838 01:33:56,903 --> 01:33:58,638 [GASPS] 1839 01:33:58,738 --> 01:34:01,541 - [BEEPING STOPS] - [MACHINE POWERS DOWN] 1840 01:34:03,476 --> 01:34:05,879 [BREATHING SHAKILY] 1841 01:34:28,680 --> 01:34:29,769 GIRL: Mommy? 1842 01:34:30,700 --> 01:34:34,400 [SHUSHING] Go back to sleep. Everything's okay. 1843 01:34:35,800 --> 01:34:37,277 My tummy is wet. 1844 01:34:37,610 --> 01:34:41,614 Sh-sh-sh. It's okay. I made it better, okay? 1845 01:34:42,282 --> 01:34:44,117 Go back to sleep. 1846 01:34:50,724 --> 01:34:53,126 [FAINT, PULSING THROB] 1847 01:34:58,598 --> 01:35:01,534 [LOW, WET GURGLING] 1848 01:35:11,478 --> 01:35:13,813 [PANTING] 1849 01:35:19,285 --> 01:35:22,589 [HEAVY, SHUDDERING RUMBLE] 1850 01:35:30,330 --> 01:35:32,632 [PANTING] 1851 01:35:35,468 --> 01:35:37,771 [GASPING HEAVILY] 1852 01:35:47,480 --> 01:35:49,182 [EXHALES SHARPLY] 1853 01:35:57,257 --> 01:35:59,920 [DOOR OPENS] 1854 01:36:07,167 --> 01:36:08,435 [YELPS] 1855 01:36:08,535 --> 01:36:11,604 [RESPIRATOR HISSING LOUDLY] 1856 01:36:14,307 --> 01:36:16,276 [COUGHS] Hello? 1857 01:36:16,376 --> 01:36:17,310 Hello? 1858 01:36:18,712 --> 01:36:20,980 [HOLLOW THUDDING] 1859 01:36:22,282 --> 01:36:23,883 Hello? 1860 01:36:24,170 --> 01:36:26,219 [HEAVY RUMBLING] 1861 01:36:28,555 --> 01:36:30,290 [YELPING LOUDLY] 1862 01:36:30,390 --> 01:36:31,725 CHARLES: Oh! 1863 01:36:32,726 --> 01:36:33,893 Why are you here? 1864 01:36:35,328 --> 01:36:36,563 Are you okay? 1865 01:36:36,963 --> 01:36:37,897 Where... 1866 01:36:38,310 --> 01:36:40,233 When did you get here? Why are you here? 1867 01:36:42,569 --> 01:36:43,670 Where is she? 1868 01:36:43,737 --> 01:36:46,673 [GASPING] She's asleep. 1869 01:36:46,906 --> 01:36:48,575 - With the babysitter? - Yes. 1870 01:36:50,210 --> 01:36:51,544 Look, I just... 1871 01:36:51,644 --> 01:36:53,680 I couldn't think. I couldn't function. 1872 01:36:53,747 --> 01:36:54,981 I couldn't do anything. 1873 01:36:55,810 --> 01:36:56,716 All I was doing was thinking about you, 1874 01:36:56,816 --> 01:36:57,917 and her, and the apartment 1875 01:36:58,510 --> 01:37:00,860 so I had to come back. I was scared. 1876 01:37:00,220 --> 01:37:02,756 - I wanted to help. - Wait, wait, wait. Wait, I-- 1877 01:37:06,559 --> 01:37:08,661 CHARLES: What? You just gotta know how to talk to these guys. 1878 01:37:08,762 --> 01:37:10,630 That's all. 1879 01:37:10,163 --> 01:37:13,400 Did you look at it, the hole? Did you see it? 1880 01:37:13,500 --> 01:37:14,768 Did you see anything? 1881 01:37:15,268 --> 01:37:18,772 Oh, yeah. No, it, uh... It was not fixed. 1882 01:37:19,439 --> 01:37:20,840 Now it's fixed. 1883 01:37:21,274 --> 01:37:24,577 Okay. Okay, I think we should just... Let's just go now. 1884 01:37:24,678 --> 01:37:26,446 CHARLES: I just don't see how it got so bad. 1885 01:37:26,546 --> 01:37:27,947 How did it get so bad? 1886 01:37:28,810 --> 01:37:29,683 Are you trying to blame me? 1887 01:37:29,949 --> 01:37:32,285 No, I'm not blaming you. I just... 1888 01:37:32,419 --> 01:37:33,687 I just want to get out of here. 1889 01:37:33,787 --> 01:37:35,188 - It was a huge hole. - I want to get out of here. 1890 01:37:45,131 --> 01:37:46,399 Do you love me? 1891 01:37:48,268 --> 01:37:49,235 Yeah. 1892 01:37:57,544 --> 01:37:59,450 [CHARLES EXHALES] 1893 01:37:59,145 --> 01:38:01,948 - Hey, hey. Wait, wait, wait. - What? 1894 01:38:02,649 --> 01:38:04,840 What's the rush? 1895 01:38:04,150 --> 01:38:06,653 You were the one who was in a rush to get back here. 1896 01:38:06,753 --> 01:38:08,655 I don't want to be here anymore. 1897 01:38:09,550 --> 01:38:10,790 We are here, all right? 1898 01:38:10,890 --> 01:38:12,592 Let's relieve the babysitter. I'm exhausted. 1899 01:38:12,659 --> 01:38:13,993 I want to get to sleep, 1900 01:38:14,940 --> 01:38:15,628 and I'm excited to see her even if she's sleeping. 1901 01:38:15,729 --> 01:38:17,497 I know, but why don't you go downstairs 1902 01:38:17,630 --> 01:38:18,832 and get us some wine or something 1903 01:38:18,932 --> 01:38:20,166 and I can relieve the sitter 1904 01:38:20,300 --> 01:38:21,501 and then you can come back up and then we can... 1905 01:38:21,601 --> 01:38:23,303 What's going on? What's going on? 1906 01:38:23,403 --> 01:38:24,838 There's nothing going on. 1907 01:38:26,339 --> 01:38:28,308 Open the door. 1908 01:38:30,677 --> 01:38:33,313 - Me? - I don't have a key. 1909 01:38:34,614 --> 01:38:37,170 Right, yeah. Okay. 1910 01:38:38,318 --> 01:38:39,853 Oh, God. Don't tell me you left her here 1911 01:38:39,986 --> 01:38:43,123 - without having a key. Come on. - No, no, no. No. 1912 01:38:43,189 --> 01:38:46,192 Of course, I have a key. What do you think I am? 1913 01:38:52,198 --> 01:38:55,835 Hey. I'm her dad. I'm Charles. 1914 01:38:55,935 --> 01:38:57,937 Nice to meet you. You must be the babysitter. 1915 01:38:58,380 --> 01:39:00,206 - Babysitter? - Yeah, James, right? 1916 01:39:00,306 --> 01:39:03,476 - Jamie, right. - Oh, thank you for... 1917 01:39:03,543 --> 01:39:05,211 Oh, hell no. 1918 01:39:05,311 --> 01:39:07,714 I'm not doing this shit with you, yo. 1919 01:39:07,814 --> 01:39:08,882 Not doing what? What are you talking about? 1920 01:39:09,150 --> 01:39:11,317 I'm not a ****ing babysitter, dude. 1921 01:39:12,619 --> 01:39:14,187 Excuse me? 1922 01:39:14,988 --> 01:39:17,891 Your daughter woke up and was crying, scared shitless. 1923 01:39:18,240 --> 01:39:21,728 So I pounded on the ****ing door till she finally opened it. 1924 01:39:21,828 --> 01:39:23,396 I had to tell her I was a friend of your wife. 1925 01:39:23,530 --> 01:39:26,399 Bro, it took me forever to get her to go to sleep. 1926 01:39:26,499 --> 01:39:28,835 And by the way, I had to give her a Band-Aid. 1927 01:39:28,902 --> 01:39:31,400 She has some shit oozing from her stomach or something. 1928 01:39:31,710 --> 01:39:32,872 Hey. Okay, okay, hold on. Hold on. 1929 01:39:32,972 --> 01:39:34,708 - Listen, who the **** are you... - Watch the leg, man. 1930 01:39:34,808 --> 01:39:36,420 ...and what the hell are you doing in my room? 1931 01:39:36,142 --> 01:39:38,378 - Your room? - Yeah. This is my wife. 1932 01:39:38,478 --> 01:39:39,546 That's my child. 1933 01:39:39,646 --> 01:39:40,747 - GIRL: Mommy? - My room. 1934 01:39:40,880 --> 01:39:42,315 JAMIE: I just ****ing told you who I was, 1935 01:39:42,415 --> 01:39:44,751 and you need to ask your wife why I got this cast on my leg. 1936 01:39:44,851 --> 01:39:47,530 - LINDA: It's-- I don't... - Who is this guy? 1937 01:39:47,153 --> 01:39:49,589 - He's the babysitter. - He's not the babysitter! 1938 01:39:49,689 --> 01:39:50,724 He just told me he's not the babysitter. 1939 01:39:50,824 --> 01:39:51,758 I don't know what he's talking about. 1940 01:39:51,891 --> 01:39:52,692 - Who the **** is he? - She's awake. 1941 01:39:52,759 --> 01:39:53,893 Can we just go inside? 1942 01:39:53,993 --> 01:39:55,195 She can hear everything you're saying. 1943 01:39:55,261 --> 01:39:56,262 Can you even explain to me why her machine is off 1944 01:39:56,363 --> 01:39:57,163 and the tube is outside of her body? 1945 01:39:57,263 --> 01:39:58,498 GIRL: Daddy! Are you out there? 1946 01:39:58,598 --> 01:39:59,899 - I ain't in this shit, man. - GIRL: Come see me! 1947 01:39:59,999 --> 01:40:01,534 - LINDA: Let's go inside. - Daddy! Daddy! 1948 01:40:01,601 --> 01:40:03,603 Hey. Hey. Lookit. Yes, hi. 1949 01:40:03,737 --> 01:40:04,938 Daddy's home! 1950 01:40:05,380 --> 01:40:06,272 Mom said we didn't need the program anymore. 1951 01:40:06,373 --> 01:40:07,841 CHARLES: Oh, my gosh. Look at you! You're beautiful. 1952 01:40:07,941 --> 01:40:09,209 But I didn't believe her because Dr. Spring said I do. 1953 01:40:09,275 --> 01:40:12,412 - But look, she was right! - What? What are you saying? 1954 01:40:12,512 --> 01:40:15,281 - Look! No tube! - What? 1955 01:40:15,415 --> 01:40:16,449 The tube is garbage now. 1956 01:40:16,549 --> 01:40:18,284 - [CHARLES EXHALES] - I can go back to school! 1957 01:40:18,418 --> 01:40:19,953 CHARLES: Oh, my God. 1958 01:40:20,860 --> 01:40:21,955 - Oh, my God. - But Daddy... 1959 01:40:22,880 --> 01:40:23,123 I still don't want to eat food... 1960 01:40:23,223 --> 01:40:24,457 What... 1961 01:40:24,591 --> 01:40:25,458 - ...because it's too squishy. - CHARLES: What's going on? 1962 01:40:25,558 --> 01:40:27,594 [PANTING] 1963 01:40:31,310 --> 01:40:32,799 GIRL: Will you take me to the playground tomorrow? 1964 01:40:32,932 --> 01:40:34,467 CHARLES: What did you do? 1965 01:40:34,734 --> 01:40:35,802 What did you do?! 1966 01:40:35,902 --> 01:40:37,370 GIRL: Mommy! 1967 01:40:39,639 --> 01:40:42,420 [SIGN HUMMING] 1968 01:40:46,579 --> 01:40:49,482 [DISCORDANT TONE BLARING] 1969 01:40:55,889 --> 01:40:57,991 [DEEP, THROBBING RUMBLE] 1970 01:41:38,598 --> 01:41:40,500 [THUNDEROUS CRASHING] 1971 01:41:43,336 --> 01:41:45,505 [CRYING OUT] 1972 01:41:48,608 --> 01:41:50,176 [GASPS, COUGHING] 1973 01:41:51,544 --> 01:41:53,947 [WATER RUSHING] 1974 01:41:57,217 --> 01:41:58,952 [GRUNTS] 1975 01:42:02,389 --> 01:42:04,190 [PANTING] 1976 01:42:10,897 --> 01:42:12,665 [LOUD GROAN] 1977 01:42:12,899 --> 01:42:14,401 [SHARP GRUNT] 1978 01:42:17,700 --> 01:42:19,806 [GIRL SCREAMING] 1979 01:42:19,906 --> 01:42:22,575 [MUFFLED RUMBLING] 1980 01:42:22,676 --> 01:42:25,780 - [FAINT, RUSHING VOICES] - [LINDA'S LUNGS SPASMING] 1981 01:42:29,249 --> 01:42:31,251 [PANTING] 1982 01:42:53,940 --> 01:42:56,743 [HEAVY, EXHALING YELL] 1983 01:43:18,131 --> 01:43:19,933 [FAINT, MUFFLED VOICES] 1984 01:43:20,330 --> 01:43:22,268 [INDISTINCT SCREAMING] 1985 01:43:23,970 --> 01:43:26,106 GIRL: Don't touch me! 1986 01:43:31,144 --> 01:43:33,880 [SWIRLING, MUFFLED SHOUTS] 1987 01:43:33,980 --> 01:43:35,548 [GASPING FOR AIR] 1988 01:43:35,648 --> 01:43:37,550 [WAVE CRASHING] 1989 01:43:47,927 --> 01:43:51,231 [SHUDDERING BREATHS] 1990 01:43:56,169 --> 01:43:58,671 [SHARP, RHYTHMIC BREATHS] 1991 01:44:14,854 --> 01:44:17,357 [BREATHING CONTINUES, ECHOING] 1992 01:44:20,260 --> 01:44:21,461 GIRL [FAINTLY]: Mommy! 1993 01:44:22,529 --> 01:44:23,697 Mommy! 1994 01:44:24,300 --> 01:44:25,699 Mommy! 1995 01:44:25,799 --> 01:44:27,330 [BREATHING FADES SLIGHTLY] 1996 01:44:27,133 --> 01:44:29,769 [PULSING RUMBLE] 1997 01:44:31,370 --> 01:44:33,340 GIRL: Mommy, I'm here. 1998 01:44:35,410 --> 01:44:37,177 Mommy, please! 1999 01:44:39,479 --> 01:44:40,313 Mommy! 2000 01:44:40,380 --> 01:44:43,350 [RHYTHMIC BREATHING CONTINUES] 2001 01:44:43,450 --> 01:44:44,951 GIRL [CLOSER]: Please! 2002 01:44:45,510 --> 01:44:47,287 - [VOICES SWIRLING] - [RUMBLING CONTINUES] 2003 01:44:47,387 --> 01:44:50,990 GIRL [SINGING]: ♪ Sit beside The breakfast table ♪ 2004 01:44:51,391 --> 01:44:53,393 - ♪ Think about your troubles ♪ - [OVERLAPPING CHATTER] 2005 01:44:53,493 --> 01:44:55,795 - ♪ Pour yourself a cup of tea ♪ - [HEAVY RUMBLE] 2006 01:44:55,895 --> 01:44:57,163 [RUMBLE STOPS] 2007 01:44:57,230 --> 01:44:59,299 ♪ Then think about The bubbles ♪ 2008 01:45:05,872 --> 01:45:07,173 Mommy? 2009 01:45:09,909 --> 01:45:12,245 [WAVES HISSING FAINTLY] 2010 01:45:14,314 --> 01:45:16,683 I'll be better. I promise. 2011 01:45:19,190 --> 01:45:20,754 I'll be better. 2012 01:45:26,559 --> 01:45:28,940 [WAVES BUILDING] 2013 01:45:28,228 --> 01:45:30,730 [CRASHING] 2014 01:45:34,340 --> 01:45:36,536 [SEA FOAM HISSING] 2015 01:45:41,408 --> 01:45:45,845 [WAVES CONTINUE ROLLING GENTLY] 2016 01:47:00,520 --> 01:47:04,240 GIRL: ♪ Sit beside The breakfast table ♪ 2017 01:47:04,624 --> 01:47:07,260 ♪ Think about your troubles ♪ 2018 01:47:07,360 --> 01:47:09,596 ♪ Pour yourself a cup of tea ♪ 2019 01:47:09,696 --> 01:47:13,330 ♪ Then think About the bubbles ♪ 2020 01:47:13,533 --> 01:47:16,536 ♪ You can take your teardrops ♪ 2021 01:47:16,636 --> 01:47:19,390 ♪ Drop them in a teacup ♪ 2022 01:47:19,372 --> 01:47:22,175 ♪ Take them down To the riverside ♪ 2023 01:47:22,275 --> 01:47:24,477 ♪ And throw them Over the side ♪ 2024 01:47:24,544 --> 01:47:27,447 ♪ To be swept up by a current ♪ 2025 01:47:27,547 --> 01:47:30,617 ♪ Then taken to the ocean ♪ 2026 01:47:30,717 --> 01:47:34,540 ♪ To be eaten by some fishes ♪ 2027 01:47:34,154 --> 01:47:37,157 ♪ Who were eaten by Some fishes ♪ 2028 01:47:37,524 --> 01:47:39,793 ♪ Swallowed by a whale ♪ 2029 01:47:39,893 --> 01:47:43,229 ♪ Who grew so old ♪ 2030 01:47:43,363 --> 01:47:46,633 ♪ He decomposed ♪ 2031 01:47:46,733 --> 01:47:47,967 ♪ Doo-doo ♪ 2032 01:47:49,469 --> 01:47:50,637 ♪ Doo-doo ♪ 2033 01:47:50,737 --> 01:47:54,507 ♪ He died and left his body ♪ 2034 01:47:54,574 --> 01:47:58,311 ♪ To the bottom of the ocean ♪ 2035 01:47:58,411 --> 01:48:00,914 ♪ Now everybody knows ♪ 2036 01:48:01,470 --> 01:48:04,751 ♪ That when a body decomposes ♪ 2037 01:48:05,850 --> 01:48:07,420 ♪ The basic elements ♪ 2038 01:48:07,554 --> 01:48:10,890 ♪ Are given back to the ocean ♪ 2039 01:48:10,990 --> 01:48:14,260 ♪ And the sea does What it oughta ♪ 2040 01:48:14,361 --> 01:48:17,970 ♪ And soon There's salty water ♪ 2041 01:48:17,230 --> 01:48:19,933 ♪ Not too good for drinking ♪ 2042 01:48:20,330 --> 01:48:22,535 ♪ 'Cause it tastes Just like a teardrop ♪ 2043 01:48:22,602 --> 01:48:26,539 ♪ So they run it Through a filter ♪ 2044 01:48:26,606 --> 01:48:29,409 ♪ It comes out from a faucet ♪ 2045 01:48:29,509 --> 01:48:32,579 ♪ And it pours into a teapot ♪ 2046 01:48:32,679 --> 01:48:35,810 ♪ Which is just about To bubble ♪ 2047 01:48:35,181 --> 01:48:36,616 ♪ Now ♪ 2048 01:48:36,750 --> 01:48:40,787 ♪ Think about your troubles ♪ 2049 01:48:42,455 --> 01:48:44,958 [WAVES RUMBLING FAINTLY]