1 00:00:00,100 --> 00:00:02,369 [audience murmuring] 2 00:00:04,938 --> 00:00:06,773 [feedback squealing] 3 00:00:06,906 --> 00:00:08,408 ASTOR: Good evening, everybody. 4 00:00:08,541 --> 00:00:09,909 I'm Astor Grey, 5 00:00:10,430 --> 00:00:12,278 and you guys are in for a real treat, 6 00:00:12,412 --> 00:00:14,714 because tonight, for the first time 7 00:00:14,848 --> 00:00:16,116 in front of a live audience, 8 00:00:16,249 --> 00:00:19,219 I will be performing my one-woman reenactment 9 00:00:19,352 --> 00:00:20,787 of Weekend at Bernie's. 10 00:00:20,954 --> 00:00:22,889 [audience applauding] 11 00:00:23,230 --> 00:00:25,525 ["Los Angeles, I'm Yours" playing] 12 00:00:26,626 --> 00:00:30,630 ♪ There is a city by the sea ♪ 13 00:00:30,764 --> 00:00:34,670 ♪ A gentle company ♪ 14 00:00:34,200 --> 00:00:38,471 ♪ I don't suppose you want to ♪ 15 00:00:40,273 --> 00:00:44,577 ♪ And as it tells its sorry tale ♪ 16 00:00:44,711 --> 00:00:47,947 ♪ In harrowing detail ♪ 17 00:00:48,810 --> 00:00:52,485 ♪ Its hollowness will haunt you ♪ 18 00:00:53,486 --> 00:00:57,157 ♪ A plaintive melody ♪ 19 00:00:57,290 --> 00:00:59,659 ♪ Truncated symphony ♪ 20 00:00:59,793 --> 00:01:04,330 ♪ An ocean's garbled vomit on the shore ♪ 21 00:01:04,464 --> 00:01:10,270 ♪ Los Angeles, I'm yours ♪ 22 00:01:11,338 --> 00:01:18,110 ♪ Los Angeles, I'm yours ♪ 23 00:01:18,178 --> 00:01:24,451 ♪ Los Angeles, I'm yours ♪ 24 00:01:25,185 --> 00:01:27,200 [audience cheering] 25 00:01:27,153 --> 00:01:29,522 Thank you. [chuckles] 26 00:01:29,656 --> 00:01:34,361 [music playing on phone] ♪ Los Angeles, I'm yours ♪ 27 00:01:36,363 --> 00:01:40,834 ♪ Los Angeles, I'm yours ♪ 28 00:01:40,967 --> 00:01:43,203 [engine humming] 29 00:01:43,370 --> 00:01:45,372 [seagulls squawking] 30 00:01:49,809 --> 00:01:51,111 [phone chimes] 31 00:02:05,525 --> 00:02:07,961 You should absolutely say yes. 32 00:02:08,610 --> 00:02:09,729 Brandyn is so hot, 33 00:02:09,863 --> 00:02:12,899 and he's got a lot of great connections. 34 00:02:13,330 --> 00:02:14,501 Do you think he messages a bunch of women 35 00:02:14,634 --> 00:02:16,569 asking them to record with him, though? 36 00:02:17,737 --> 00:02:19,873 Probably. Who cares? 37 00:02:20,407 --> 00:02:22,800 Okay, make sure he wears a condom, 38 00:02:22,142 --> 00:02:24,711 and then text me if it gets too weird. 39 00:02:24,844 --> 00:02:26,413 [grunts] Dude, I don't know. 40 00:02:26,546 --> 00:02:28,915 It just seems crazy. He's a total stranger. 41 00:02:29,820 --> 00:02:31,840 What if he's, like, a complete wiener? 42 00:02:31,251 --> 00:02:32,852 He's not a stranger. 43 00:02:32,986 --> 00:02:34,821 He's Brandyn Verge. 44 00:02:35,655 --> 00:02:37,924 - I bet the sex will be great. - [Astor laughs] 45 00:02:38,910 --> 00:02:39,993 Come on, you deserve to have fun. 46 00:02:40,930 --> 00:02:41,428 [groans] ****. 47 00:02:41,594 --> 00:02:45,265 Okay. Oh, my God, I'm gonna say yes. 48 00:02:45,432 --> 00:02:47,200 And just pray that I don't end up 49 00:02:47,334 --> 00:02:49,102 on the next episode of My Favorite Murder. 50 00:02:49,269 --> 00:02:51,104 He's not gonna kill you. 51 00:02:51,271 --> 00:02:53,239 Besides, he put you on his social media. 52 00:02:53,373 --> 00:02:56,209 - That is a declaration of love. - I don't know. 53 00:02:56,343 --> 00:02:58,411 After my video, he posted a bunch of cats 54 00:02:58,545 --> 00:03:00,947 he wants to adopt, so... [chuckles] 55 00:03:01,810 --> 00:03:02,716 - That is so sweet. - I know. 56 00:03:02,849 --> 00:03:03,950 Maybe he wants to adopt you too. 57 00:03:04,840 --> 00:03:05,850 I hope so. 58 00:03:05,218 --> 00:03:07,454 [heartfelt music] 59 00:03:09,923 --> 00:03:12,125 [engine revving] 60 00:03:18,898 --> 00:03:21,401 [sighs] Sorry I'm late. 61 00:03:21,534 --> 00:03:24,104 - God, you look stunning. - Thank you. [chuckles] 62 00:03:24,237 --> 00:03:25,972 I think I'm a little overdressed. 63 00:03:26,139 --> 00:03:28,708 No, I'm-- I'm just a slob. 64 00:03:28,808 --> 00:03:30,643 - Nice car. - Thanks. 65 00:03:30,810 --> 00:03:31,945 You live on a boat? 66 00:03:32,780 --> 00:03:34,914 Yeah, it's tiny, but it's perfect for me. 67 00:03:35,480 --> 00:03:36,316 Cool. 68 00:03:37,217 --> 00:03:39,819 Um, I got a crazy idea. 69 00:03:39,953 --> 00:03:41,221 What are you doing tomorrow? 70 00:03:41,321 --> 00:03:42,989 I don't know. What's happening? [laughs] 71 00:03:43,123 --> 00:03:45,258 Well, I just wanna take you to the weirdest place on earth. 72 00:03:45,392 --> 00:03:46,826 ASTOR: What, you wanna go to Disneyland? 73 00:03:46,960 --> 00:03:48,828 [laughs] No, it's a surprise. 74 00:03:50,397 --> 00:03:51,831 You're not gonna murder me 75 00:03:51,998 --> 00:03:55,168 and throw my body in a ditch, are you? [laughs] 76 00:03:55,335 --> 00:03:57,300 Well, you're not gonna murder me 77 00:03:57,137 --> 00:03:58,672 and throw my body in a ditch, are you? 78 00:03:58,805 --> 00:04:01,808 [laughs] I guess we just have to trust each other. 79 00:04:01,941 --> 00:04:04,144 Okay, let's go. 80 00:04:04,277 --> 00:04:06,446 [uplifting music] 81 00:04:07,180 --> 00:04:09,416 [engine revving] 82 00:04:24,197 --> 00:04:26,466 [both laughing] 83 00:04:27,434 --> 00:04:30,670 So, I'm so hungover. Just barfed my brains out. 84 00:04:30,804 --> 00:04:34,441 Couldn't hardly stand. No passport, by the way. 85 00:04:34,541 --> 00:04:36,376 The lady at the Delta counter, she's like, 86 00:04:36,543 --> 00:04:38,812 "Sir, I think you're in the wrong San Juan." 87 00:04:38,945 --> 00:04:41,348 [laughs] You're so stupid. 88 00:04:41,481 --> 00:04:44,150 - Yeah. - [both laughing] 89 00:04:44,284 --> 00:04:45,719 No offense. 90 00:04:46,786 --> 00:04:51,825 ♪ 91 00:04:56,196 --> 00:04:58,398 [engine revving] 92 00:05:01,301 --> 00:05:02,502 Come on. 93 00:05:02,635 --> 00:05:04,700 Your first concert was Willie Nelson? 94 00:05:04,237 --> 00:05:05,505 - Yeah. - That is so bad***. 95 00:05:05,638 --> 00:05:06,906 Wait, how old were you? 96 00:05:07,400 --> 00:05:08,641 Uh, I was, like, eight or nine. 97 00:05:08,742 --> 00:05:11,440 - Okay. Yeah. - [both chuckling] 98 00:05:11,177 --> 00:05:12,412 Nice. 99 00:05:12,545 --> 00:05:16,216 Okay, so, was Mom a cowgirl or a pothead? 100 00:05:16,349 --> 00:05:19,486 Mom is a Venice Beach hippie. 101 00:05:19,586 --> 00:05:21,855 - Hmm. Pothead. Got it. - [both laughing] 102 00:05:21,988 --> 00:05:25,910 I mean, maybe back in the day, but not anymore. 103 00:05:25,225 --> 00:05:26,659 At least not to my knowledge. 104 00:05:26,760 --> 00:05:28,495 Mm-hmm. Right. 105 00:05:28,595 --> 00:05:30,897 So, what does Secret Stoner Mom do now? 106 00:05:31,310 --> 00:05:33,233 Mom is a painter. 107 00:05:33,366 --> 00:05:36,603 - You guys close? - We are, yeah. Um... 108 00:05:36,770 --> 00:05:39,406 she brought me to so many great concerts when I was a kid, 109 00:05:39,539 --> 00:05:41,574 and she had this old record player, 110 00:05:41,708 --> 00:05:44,611 and she would basically give me music history lessons. 111 00:05:44,744 --> 00:05:46,179 I can still picture her just 112 00:05:46,279 --> 00:05:47,747 digging through these massive stacks. 113 00:05:47,881 --> 00:05:50,350 - Yeah, that's the best. - Yeah. 114 00:05:50,450 --> 00:05:51,885 Okay, what about Dad? 115 00:05:52,180 --> 00:05:54,921 I never knew my dad, actually. 116 00:05:55,550 --> 00:05:56,523 He-- he died surfing 117 00:05:56,623 --> 00:05:58,892 when my mom was, like, nine months pregnant. 118 00:05:59,250 --> 00:06:00,760 Oh, shit. I'm sorry. 119 00:06:00,894 --> 00:06:02,529 Oh, it's okay. Thank you. 120 00:06:02,629 --> 00:06:05,632 Um, he's always been more of a concept to me, really. 121 00:06:06,433 --> 00:06:08,802 Um, but my mom was actually there when it happened. 122 00:06:08,935 --> 00:06:10,637 He-- he paddled out, 123 00:06:10,770 --> 00:06:13,106 and then he just never came back. 124 00:06:13,239 --> 00:06:14,941 - ****. - Yeah. 125 00:06:15,642 --> 00:06:18,478 Um, she just sat there on the beach all day, 126 00:06:18,611 --> 00:06:21,114 just praying, but they never found his body. 127 00:06:21,948 --> 00:06:23,950 Man, that is-- that's heartbreaking. 128 00:06:24,840 --> 00:06:25,151 Sorry. 129 00:06:25,985 --> 00:06:28,455 And Mom's, like, dated around a little bit, 130 00:06:28,588 --> 00:06:31,324 but I swear she, like, intentionally picks losers 131 00:06:31,458 --> 00:06:32,726 so that she won't get attached, you know? 132 00:06:32,826 --> 00:06:34,994 - Oh, no. That's the worst. - [laughs] Yeah. 133 00:06:35,161 --> 00:06:36,996 I think she just never really got over my dad. 134 00:06:37,130 --> 00:06:38,565 - But... - Yeah. 135 00:06:38,665 --> 00:06:40,567 ASTOR: What about you? Are you close with your parents? 136 00:06:40,667 --> 00:06:42,669 - BRANDYN: Who, Bob and Cindy? - ASTOR: Yeah. [chuckles] 137 00:06:42,836 --> 00:06:44,504 Well, uh, 138 00:06:45,238 --> 00:06:46,639 when I was about five, 139 00:06:46,773 --> 00:06:49,943 Bob found the requirements of fatherhood too trying. 140 00:06:50,343 --> 00:06:52,178 So, you know, he bailed. 141 00:06:52,345 --> 00:06:54,347 Cindy was pretty bitter. 142 00:06:54,514 --> 00:06:55,815 She worked all the time. 143 00:06:55,949 --> 00:06:58,251 But when she wasn't working, she... 144 00:06:58,351 --> 00:07:01,187 told me to leave her alone and locked herself in her room. 145 00:07:01,354 --> 00:07:04,524 Just-- I think I look too much like my dad, really. 146 00:07:04,657 --> 00:07:07,460 It's just like a-- like a bad reminder. 147 00:07:07,594 --> 00:07:09,429 I'm so sorry. 148 00:07:09,529 --> 00:07:11,264 You were just a kid. 149 00:07:11,364 --> 00:07:13,666 You know, it's water under the bridge. 150 00:07:13,800 --> 00:07:15,535 I still send her an Edible Arrangement 151 00:07:15,669 --> 00:07:18,380 every year on her birthday, 'cause she loves that shit. 152 00:07:18,204 --> 00:07:20,206 So I do it. [chuckles] 153 00:07:20,340 --> 00:07:21,541 [engine revving] 154 00:07:21,708 --> 00:07:23,810 Oh, yeah. We're here. 155 00:07:32,385 --> 00:07:33,987 Oh, my gosh. 156 00:07:34,120 --> 00:07:35,622 This place is big. 157 00:07:35,722 --> 00:07:38,391 Yeah, well, it belongs to my manager, Tom. 158 00:07:39,292 --> 00:07:41,494 [sighs] Wow. 159 00:07:41,628 --> 00:07:43,997 - Look at the stars. - BRANDYN: Yeah. 160 00:07:44,731 --> 00:07:46,900 You know, I don't really believe in coincidences. 161 00:07:47,670 --> 00:07:48,902 I think something special brought us together. 162 00:07:49,350 --> 00:07:51,504 Other than the Instagram algorithm? [laughs] 163 00:07:51,638 --> 00:07:53,973 So, does affection make you a little uncomfortable? 164 00:07:54,740 --> 00:07:55,475 No, I don't know. 165 00:07:55,575 --> 00:07:58,780 I just, like, make stupid jokes when I'm nervous. 166 00:07:58,211 --> 00:07:59,546 Don't be nervous. 167 00:07:59,679 --> 00:08:01,514 Let me give you a tour. This place is sick. 168 00:08:01,648 --> 00:08:04,417 ["I Am on Your Side" by Lief Van Cleef playing] 169 00:08:06,486 --> 00:08:07,987 [both laughing] 170 00:08:10,924 --> 00:08:14,728 ♪ When the day, it won't erase the night ♪ 171 00:08:14,861 --> 00:08:18,698 ♪ When you find yourself hurting ♪ 172 00:08:18,832 --> 00:08:22,869 ♪ When you're looking for some good advice ♪ 173 00:08:23,300 --> 00:08:26,740 ♪ When the bottle's not working ♪ 174 00:08:26,873 --> 00:08:29,776 ♪ It'll be all right ♪ 175 00:08:29,943 --> 00:08:35,115 ♪ Everything will be all right ♪ 176 00:08:35,281 --> 00:08:38,551 ♪ I am on your side ♪ 177 00:08:38,685 --> 00:08:42,522 ♪ I am on your side ♪ 178 00:08:44,224 --> 00:08:45,525 Beautiful. 179 00:08:46,793 --> 00:08:48,795 Yeah, I think it was one of Dylan's. 180 00:08:48,928 --> 00:08:52,980 Tom's a big guitar collector, so... 181 00:08:52,232 --> 00:08:53,466 Oh, my God. 182 00:08:53,600 --> 00:08:55,468 Are you sure it's okay if I play it? 183 00:08:55,635 --> 00:08:57,203 Yeah, it's cool. 184 00:08:57,303 --> 00:08:58,605 Okay. 185 00:08:59,372 --> 00:09:02,750 Well... [chuckles] 186 00:09:03,309 --> 00:09:04,411 Mmm. 187 00:09:05,211 --> 00:09:07,800 - Okay. [chuckles nervously] - What? 188 00:09:07,213 --> 00:09:09,416 Uh, I've never played this for anybody before. 189 00:09:09,549 --> 00:09:10,817 I just wrote it. 190 00:09:11,818 --> 00:09:13,820 - All good. - Okay. 191 00:09:14,754 --> 00:09:16,122 [clears throat] 192 00:09:18,658 --> 00:09:20,927 [strumming gently] 193 00:09:27,267 --> 00:09:30,904 ♪ Maybe I'm afraid ♪ 194 00:09:31,400 --> 00:09:34,507 ♪ Of the worst of it ♪ 195 00:09:34,674 --> 00:09:37,777 ♪ Maybe I'm alone ♪ 196 00:09:37,911 --> 00:09:42,282 ♪ Feeling lost again ♪ 197 00:09:42,415 --> 00:09:45,785 ♪ Keeping my hopes ♪ 198 00:09:45,919 --> 00:09:49,122 ♪ Where they ought to be ♪ 199 00:09:49,789 --> 00:09:52,926 ♪ Should I speak my mind ♪ 200 00:09:53,260 --> 00:09:57,697 ♪ Or should I wait and see ♪ 201 00:09:57,864 --> 00:10:01,534 ♪ Take your time ♪ 202 00:10:01,668 --> 00:10:04,604 ♪ Take what's mine ♪ 203 00:10:04,704 --> 00:10:08,441 ♪ I'll give it all to you ♪ 204 00:10:08,541 --> 00:10:12,112 ♪ I'll give it all to you ♪ 205 00:10:12,879 --> 00:10:16,316 ♪ Tell me once ♪ 206 00:10:16,449 --> 00:10:19,786 ♪ And I'll tell twice ♪ 207 00:10:19,886 --> 00:10:23,556 ♪ Give it all to you ♪ 208 00:10:23,723 --> 00:10:27,727 ♪ Give it all to you ♪ 209 00:10:32,565 --> 00:10:35,350 [vocalizing] 210 00:10:40,740 --> 00:10:43,576 - [Astor chuckles] - Holy shit. 211 00:10:44,577 --> 00:10:45,879 [sighs] 212 00:10:48,314 --> 00:10:51,685 Astor, your voice is insane. That was incredible. 213 00:10:51,818 --> 00:10:53,386 Thank you. [laughs] 214 00:10:53,520 --> 00:10:55,388 God, you are extraordinary. 215 00:10:56,256 --> 00:10:59,920 Do you have any idea how much you turn me on? 216 00:11:02,328 --> 00:11:03,596 [uplifting music] 217 00:11:16,176 --> 00:11:17,444 Rise and shine. 218 00:11:19,212 --> 00:11:20,880 Didn't we just go to bed? 219 00:11:21,140 --> 00:11:22,882 - We got shit to do. - [Astor yawns] 220 00:11:23,160 --> 00:11:25,418 I don't suppose you're gonna tell me where we're going. 221 00:11:25,552 --> 00:11:28,540 BRANDYN: Of course not. Come on, you can sleep in the car. 222 00:11:28,188 --> 00:11:30,560 - Come on. - [Astor groaning] 223 00:11:30,190 --> 00:11:32,792 [joyful music] 224 00:11:50,143 --> 00:11:57,250 ♪ 225 00:12:16,636 --> 00:12:17,904 ASTOR: What is that smell? 226 00:12:18,400 --> 00:12:19,739 Ah, rotting fish. 227 00:12:20,607 --> 00:12:22,108 I think we learned about this place at school. 228 00:12:22,242 --> 00:12:23,610 - Salton Sea? - Yeah. 229 00:12:23,743 --> 00:12:24,978 Isn't this, like, an ecological disaster? 230 00:12:25,111 --> 00:12:26,513 Yeah, pretty much. 231 00:12:26,680 --> 00:12:28,515 They stocked the sea full of, like, millions of fish. 232 00:12:28,682 --> 00:12:30,160 People came from all over. 233 00:12:30,150 --> 00:12:31,851 But they knew it wouldn't last that long 234 00:12:32,180 --> 00:12:35,210 'cause with no fresh water coming in, it'd get too salty. 235 00:12:35,155 --> 00:12:36,489 What happened to all the fish? 236 00:12:36,623 --> 00:12:38,525 They died. And a bunch of birds, too. 237 00:12:38,692 --> 00:12:41,628 - Oh, that's so sad. - I know. 238 00:12:42,262 --> 00:12:44,197 Weirdly, I can relate. 239 00:12:44,330 --> 00:12:46,533 - To a poisonous lake? - Yeah. 240 00:12:46,700 --> 00:12:48,702 You know, at first it's new and exciting, 241 00:12:48,868 --> 00:12:50,537 and everyone wants to be close to you, 242 00:12:50,704 --> 00:12:52,205 own a piece of you. 243 00:12:52,339 --> 00:12:55,308 And then, over time, they find the next new cool thing 244 00:12:55,442 --> 00:12:57,377 and stop giving a **** about you. 245 00:12:57,510 --> 00:13:00,213 You're just left salty and reeking of death. 246 00:13:00,347 --> 00:13:03,160 - God, you're mean. Jeez. - [Astor laughs] 247 00:13:03,783 --> 00:13:05,785 I'm sorry, but this smell is killing me. 248 00:13:05,885 --> 00:13:08,121 Yeah, it's pretty bad. Wanna get lunch? 249 00:13:08,221 --> 00:13:09,556 - Yeah. - Okay. 250 00:13:11,124 --> 00:13:12,726 Okay. 251 00:13:12,892 --> 00:13:14,160 Tell me a secret. 252 00:13:14,294 --> 00:13:16,162 Secret? [laughs] 253 00:13:16,296 --> 00:13:18,732 Oh, man, I don't know. 254 00:13:18,898 --> 00:13:19,966 Well... 255 00:13:20,567 --> 00:13:21,735 there is one thing. 256 00:13:21,901 --> 00:13:23,503 But I've never told anybody before. 257 00:13:23,636 --> 00:13:25,238 The definition of a secret. 258 00:13:25,372 --> 00:13:26,973 No, but this is really bad. 259 00:13:27,540 --> 00:13:29,750 You're gonna think I'm a terrible person. 260 00:13:29,209 --> 00:13:31,745 No, I doubt that. Go ahead. 261 00:13:31,878 --> 00:13:33,130 [sighs] 262 00:13:33,847 --> 00:13:35,915 - I killed a cat. - Like, with your bare hands? 263 00:13:36,820 --> 00:13:37,650 No, it was... [scoffs] 264 00:13:37,751 --> 00:13:39,850 God, I'm gonna start crying. 265 00:13:39,219 --> 00:13:40,754 It was an accident. I hit it with my car. 266 00:13:40,920 --> 00:13:43,256 Okay, no, that's different. I hit a deer. 267 00:13:43,423 --> 00:13:45,892 You know, it's really hard to avoid animals on the road. 268 00:13:46,260 --> 00:13:47,360 No, this was my fault. 269 00:13:47,494 --> 00:13:50,730 I was texting and driving, and it was in a neighborhood, 270 00:13:50,864 --> 00:13:53,400 so I know it was somebody's pet, and it just breaks my heart. 271 00:13:55,435 --> 00:13:56,903 I can't believe I just told you that. 272 00:13:57,370 --> 00:13:59,706 Your secret's safe with me. It's all good. 273 00:13:59,839 --> 00:14:01,541 I'm gonna get another beer. You want one? 274 00:14:02,542 --> 00:14:04,511 Uh, no, I'm okay. 275 00:14:04,611 --> 00:14:06,120 You wanna shoot some pool? 276 00:14:06,112 --> 00:14:08,348 Sure, yeah, but I'm not very good. 277 00:14:08,448 --> 00:14:09,783 No, me either. 278 00:14:14,788 --> 00:14:17,230 ["Insider" by Tom Petty playing] 279 00:14:19,959 --> 00:14:21,861 Why aren't there places like this in LA? 280 00:14:21,961 --> 00:14:23,396 You know, I swear, 281 00:14:23,530 --> 00:14:25,650 when people stop giving a shit about me, 282 00:14:25,198 --> 00:14:26,299 I'm moving out here. 283 00:14:26,466 --> 00:14:27,801 I'm gonna try to buy this place. 284 00:14:27,934 --> 00:14:29,736 Maybe I can be the house band. 285 00:14:29,869 --> 00:14:32,138 Do you feel like people don't care about your music anymore? 286 00:14:32,272 --> 00:14:34,400 It doesn't seem like that to me. 287 00:14:35,108 --> 00:14:36,643 I mean, you know, there was a moment 288 00:14:36,776 --> 00:14:38,978 when I thought I was gonna be something big, 289 00:14:39,145 --> 00:14:41,881 and that just, uh, never really happened. 290 00:14:43,783 --> 00:14:46,520 ♪ And I'm the one who oughta know ♪ 291 00:14:46,152 --> 00:14:47,620 I'm not trying to sound ungrateful. 292 00:14:47,754 --> 00:14:48,988 It's just, you know... 293 00:14:50,223 --> 00:14:51,825 I thought there'd be more. 294 00:14:51,958 --> 00:14:53,760 - More what? - I don't know. 295 00:14:53,893 --> 00:14:57,970 ♪ Yeah, I'm the broken-hearted fool ♪ 296 00:14:58,998 --> 00:15:01,768 All right, wanna get out of here? 297 00:15:01,901 --> 00:15:02,669 Sure. 298 00:15:02,836 --> 00:15:07,507 ♪ Oh, I'm an insider ♪ 299 00:15:07,674 --> 00:15:12,120 ♪ I've been burned by the fire ♪ 300 00:15:12,946 --> 00:15:18,180 ♪ And I've had to live with some hard promises ♪ 301 00:15:18,184 --> 00:15:22,188 ♪ I've crawled through the briars ♪ 302 00:15:23,523 --> 00:15:27,270 ♪ I'm an insider ♪ 303 00:15:27,160 --> 00:15:30,960 - Well, I got some bad news. - Where are we? 304 00:15:30,196 --> 00:15:33,199 I'll tell you where we're not. Near a gas station. 305 00:15:33,333 --> 00:15:35,201 Are we out of gas? 306 00:15:35,335 --> 00:15:37,137 [sighs] You ever hitchhiked? 307 00:15:38,471 --> 00:15:39,839 Are you serious? 308 00:15:39,973 --> 00:15:42,420 ♪ It's a cage without a key ♪ 309 00:15:43,430 --> 00:15:46,312 ♪ And you can feel the danger ♪ 310 00:15:46,980 --> 00:15:49,749 - What in the world? - That's you in five years. 311 00:15:49,916 --> 00:15:54,200 ♪ Yeah, I'm the one you couldn't trust ♪ 312 00:15:54,688 --> 00:15:58,591 ♪ Yeah, I'm the lonely, silent one ♪ 313 00:15:58,725 --> 00:16:00,930 MAN: How you doing? 314 00:16:00,260 --> 00:16:01,928 Any chance you could maybe take us into town? 315 00:16:02,620 --> 00:16:03,663 MAN: Uh, come on. 316 00:16:03,763 --> 00:16:05,498 BRANDYN: Thank you so much. 317 00:16:05,598 --> 00:16:07,330 Really appreciate it, man. 318 00:16:07,167 --> 00:16:09,569 ♪ I'm an insider ♪ 319 00:16:09,703 --> 00:16:14,207 ♪ Oh, I'm an insider ♪ 320 00:16:14,874 --> 00:16:19,279 ♪ Oh, I'm an insider ♪ 321 00:16:24,684 --> 00:16:26,619 All right, Hal. Thank you so much, man. 322 00:16:26,753 --> 00:16:30,623 Yeah, I, uh, don't know how you plan on getting back. 323 00:16:30,757 --> 00:16:34,127 Uh, most folks around here ain't as sweet as me. 324 00:16:34,894 --> 00:16:36,563 I reckon I better give you a lift. 325 00:16:36,696 --> 00:16:38,465 Oh, that would be awesome. 326 00:16:38,631 --> 00:16:39,899 Thank you. 327 00:16:51,644 --> 00:16:52,946 [barks] 328 00:16:54,114 --> 00:16:56,316 - Better watch that. - [Astor chuckles] 329 00:16:57,150 --> 00:16:58,952 How long have you been out here? 330 00:16:59,850 --> 00:17:00,887 Too dang long. 331 00:17:00,987 --> 00:17:02,655 If there was ever a nothing bill, 332 00:17:02,822 --> 00:17:05,492 you'd probably wanna stab your stake right here. 333 00:17:05,658 --> 00:17:08,328 Now, they keep talking about wanting to clean up the sea, 334 00:17:08,461 --> 00:17:12,165 but us locals would wish they'd just leave us the hell alone. 335 00:17:12,966 --> 00:17:14,467 - Yeah? - Should we do it? 336 00:17:14,601 --> 00:17:16,302 - Yeah. - BRANDYN: All right. 337 00:17:18,772 --> 00:17:20,974 [engine humming] 338 00:17:29,582 --> 00:17:31,985 Hey, man, thank you again. Really appreciate it. 339 00:17:32,118 --> 00:17:34,200 Dude, I ain't taking no $100 340 00:17:34,187 --> 00:17:36,756 just to give you a ride to the damn gas station. 341 00:17:36,856 --> 00:17:38,158 Thank you. 342 00:17:42,862 --> 00:17:44,264 You know, uh... 343 00:17:45,298 --> 00:17:49,202 scorpions only interact between courtship 344 00:17:49,969 --> 00:17:51,304 or cannibalism. 345 00:17:52,472 --> 00:17:55,475 You take care, sweetie. You look like a nice gal. 346 00:17:56,543 --> 00:17:57,644 Thank you. 347 00:17:59,212 --> 00:18:01,481 ["La Grange" by ZZ Top playing] 348 00:18:05,852 --> 00:18:07,220 BRANDYN: That was fun, huh? 349 00:18:07,354 --> 00:18:08,688 ASTOR: Yeah. [chuckles] 350 00:18:10,790 --> 00:18:12,158 Got a present for you. 351 00:18:13,126 --> 00:18:14,394 [Astor laughs] 352 00:18:16,563 --> 00:18:18,640 Yeah, baby. 353 00:18:18,231 --> 00:18:20,867 I thought it looked sexy on Hal, but I think you got him. 354 00:18:21,000 --> 00:18:22,702 [both laughing] 355 00:18:22,836 --> 00:18:24,804 ♪ A-haw haw haw-haw ♪ 356 00:18:24,904 --> 00:18:26,973 ♪ Heh, a-haw haw-haw ♪ 357 00:18:27,730 --> 00:18:29,843 ♪ Well, I hear it's fine ♪ 358 00:18:29,976 --> 00:18:32,679 ♪ If you got the time ♪ 359 00:18:33,413 --> 00:18:37,684 ♪ And the ten to get yourself in ♪ 360 00:18:37,817 --> 00:18:39,185 ♪ A hmm, hmm, hmm ♪ 361 00:18:40,186 --> 00:18:41,688 ASTOR: Wow, smells great. 362 00:18:41,821 --> 00:18:44,190 - BRANDYN: Thank you. - Can I help? 363 00:18:44,324 --> 00:18:45,525 Yeah, you wanna make the salad? 364 00:18:45,658 --> 00:18:47,193 - Sure. - Great. 365 00:18:47,894 --> 00:18:48,928 So what are we having? 366 00:18:49,950 --> 00:18:50,897 Well, tonight we'll be enjoying 367 00:18:51,310 --> 00:18:52,532 a lovely whole salmon filet 368 00:18:52,665 --> 00:18:54,434 with mustard sauce over wilted greens 369 00:18:54,567 --> 00:18:59,105 accompanied by a salad and a delicious Pinot noir 370 00:18:59,272 --> 00:19:01,740 from the Willamette Valley in Oregon. 371 00:19:01,207 --> 00:19:02,909 - Ooh-la-la. - Yeah. 372 00:19:03,430 --> 00:19:04,544 Where'd you learn to cook? 373 00:19:04,678 --> 00:19:08,214 My ex got me a bunch of cooking lessons one Christmas. 374 00:19:08,348 --> 00:19:11,518 You know, before she ****ed my drummer. 375 00:19:12,886 --> 00:19:14,454 How long were you two together? 376 00:19:15,221 --> 00:19:17,424 We dated for five years. 377 00:19:17,557 --> 00:19:20,260 Uh, pretty sure Rachel cheated on me on our honeymoon 378 00:19:20,393 --> 00:19:22,729 and then managed to stay together for three. 379 00:19:25,198 --> 00:19:27,133 I'm sorry. It sounds like it's still painful. 380 00:19:27,267 --> 00:19:28,635 We don't have to talk about it. 381 00:19:28,768 --> 00:19:30,236 It's fine. 382 00:19:30,370 --> 00:19:31,871 I try not to shy away from pain. 383 00:19:31,971 --> 00:19:34,474 Healing hurts, and the divorce was, like, a year ago. 384 00:19:34,607 --> 00:19:37,277 Plus, I just met this fantastic girl. 385 00:19:37,410 --> 00:19:39,312 [chuckles] Oh, yeah? 386 00:19:39,479 --> 00:19:40,980 - Yeah. - Tell me about her. 387 00:19:41,114 --> 00:19:42,982 Well, she's a ****ing smoke show. 388 00:19:43,116 --> 00:19:44,417 Oh, gosh, looks are so subjective. 389 00:19:44,551 --> 00:19:47,320 And she's smart, sexy, funny, 390 00:19:47,454 --> 00:19:50,490 and her voice just takes me to another place. 391 00:19:50,657 --> 00:19:52,258 ["Show Me Where I Belong" by Extreme Music playing] 392 00:19:52,392 --> 00:19:52,859 ♪ Show me where I belong ♪ 393 00:19:54,694 --> 00:19:56,196 [The Rolling Stones music playing] 394 00:19:56,329 --> 00:19:58,665 You know, I opened for these guys in 2010. 395 00:19:58,765 --> 00:20:00,266 Fifteen truck show. 396 00:20:00,400 --> 00:20:01,701 - What? - Yeah. 397 00:20:01,835 --> 00:20:03,903 That is ****ing crazy. 398 00:20:04,370 --> 00:20:05,238 It is crazy, yeah. 399 00:20:05,372 --> 00:20:07,374 I mean, those big productions are rough, 400 00:20:07,507 --> 00:20:10,377 but-- but I'm glad I did it, I guess. 401 00:20:11,611 --> 00:20:15,281 So, if you could go anywhere in the world, 402 00:20:15,415 --> 00:20:16,883 where would you go? 403 00:20:17,170 --> 00:20:18,551 Well, I've been everywhere 404 00:20:18,685 --> 00:20:21,554 and seen nothing but hotels, tour buses, and green rooms, 405 00:20:21,688 --> 00:20:24,758 and everything pretty much looks the same, so... 406 00:20:25,592 --> 00:20:28,128 But there's no place you wanna go just, like, for fun, 407 00:20:28,294 --> 00:20:29,729 just as a tourist? 408 00:20:30,430 --> 00:20:32,966 Well, I don't know. Um, okay. 409 00:20:33,990 --> 00:20:34,367 I had the best buffet of my life 410 00:20:34,467 --> 00:20:36,469 at a titty bar in Jackpot, Nevada. 411 00:20:36,603 --> 00:20:39,205 It cost, like, three bucks. It was so good. 412 00:20:39,305 --> 00:20:41,808 - I swore I'd always go back. - [Astor chuckles] 413 00:20:42,475 --> 00:20:44,244 Okay, how about you, Astor? 414 00:20:44,377 --> 00:20:46,112 Where are you dying to go in the world? 415 00:20:46,246 --> 00:20:49,883 I have never even left the United States. 416 00:20:49,983 --> 00:20:51,317 Come on, not even Mexico? 417 00:20:51,484 --> 00:20:53,486 I know, it's so crazy. 418 00:20:53,620 --> 00:20:55,321 Well, we should go tomorrow. 419 00:20:55,488 --> 00:20:57,490 The border's, like, less than an hour from here. 420 00:20:58,825 --> 00:21:00,660 Or we could stay here. 421 00:21:00,827 --> 00:21:02,729 You know, I got a masseuse that makes house calls. 422 00:21:02,829 --> 00:21:04,898 I mean, that sounds amazing, 423 00:21:04,998 --> 00:21:08,401 but I have an audition tomorrow, and dinner with Noelle. 424 00:21:08,501 --> 00:21:11,338 - Who's Noelle? - She's my bestie. 425 00:21:11,504 --> 00:21:13,306 Okay, and the audition? 426 00:21:13,440 --> 00:21:16,343 It's a car commercial. 427 00:21:16,509 --> 00:21:18,144 What are you doing in said car commercial? 428 00:21:18,278 --> 00:21:19,479 I don't know. 429 00:21:19,612 --> 00:21:21,915 I think it's something silly, like, 430 00:21:22,150 --> 00:21:23,817 Cute Girl Number Two or something, I don't know. 431 00:21:23,950 --> 00:21:26,853 It's just-- it's just till I make enough money for music. 432 00:21:27,200 --> 00:21:29,956 Okay, just be careful with that. 433 00:21:30,900 --> 00:21:31,157 What do you mean? 434 00:21:31,291 --> 00:21:33,159 Well, the acting stuff. 435 00:21:33,293 --> 00:21:34,527 You know, it'll confuse people. 436 00:21:34,694 --> 00:21:36,363 If you wanna be successful in music, 437 00:21:36,529 --> 00:21:38,365 you got to be, like, focused on one thing, you know? 438 00:21:38,498 --> 00:21:40,667 Yeah, but I... [laughs] 439 00:21:41,368 --> 00:21:42,869 I have to pay my rent, you know? 440 00:21:43,300 --> 00:21:44,537 And as much as I love my mom, 441 00:21:44,671 --> 00:21:46,673 I can't move back in with her, so... 442 00:21:46,806 --> 00:21:49,709 [chuckles] You should come on my next tour. 443 00:21:50,710 --> 00:21:53,847 As your opener or as your road bitch? 444 00:21:54,381 --> 00:21:55,715 - Both. - Don't tease me. 445 00:21:55,849 --> 00:21:57,951 I've always wanted to be someone's road bitch. 446 00:21:58,510 --> 00:21:59,886 [laughs] No, I'm serious. 447 00:22:00,200 --> 00:22:01,721 We got a few dates in Europe next month. 448 00:22:01,888 --> 00:22:03,156 You should totally come. 449 00:22:04,124 --> 00:22:07,394 I mean, that sounds incredible. 450 00:22:07,560 --> 00:22:10,730 Okay, I'll talk to Tom. Make it happen. 451 00:22:10,864 --> 00:22:13,900 Okay, I guess I can skip the audition. 452 00:22:14,670 --> 00:22:16,236 - Noelle won't mind. - Yeah. 453 00:22:18,371 --> 00:22:21,508 Oh, Mom, I like him so much. 454 00:22:21,641 --> 00:22:24,744 He's-- he's so intelligent, 455 00:22:24,911 --> 00:22:26,379 and he's really sexy, 456 00:22:26,513 --> 00:22:28,748 and, I don't know. He believes in me. 457 00:22:28,915 --> 00:22:31,985 Brandyn Verge thinks that I'm the real deal. 458 00:22:32,850 --> 00:22:34,320 That is just wonderful, sweetie. 459 00:22:34,421 --> 00:22:35,689 ASTOR: Yeah. 460 00:22:36,356 --> 00:22:38,425 All right, we're moving on. 461 00:22:39,225 --> 00:22:42,195 You have an audition this week, right? 462 00:22:42,328 --> 00:22:43,930 I don't know, I think-- 463 00:22:44,640 --> 00:22:47,670 I think I might stop with the acting stuff 464 00:22:47,200 --> 00:22:49,769 and just-- I don't know, I think it's gonna confuse people, so... 465 00:22:49,903 --> 00:22:52,272 Well, how are you gonna pay the rent? 466 00:22:52,439 --> 00:22:54,874 I am gonna see if I can pick up another night 467 00:22:55,800 --> 00:22:57,777 at Silver Lake Lounge, so that'll cover my rent. 468 00:22:58,278 --> 00:22:59,546 Great. 469 00:23:02,449 --> 00:23:04,684 Oh, are you cold? I have an extra sweater. 470 00:23:04,784 --> 00:23:05,885 Oh, thank you. 471 00:23:07,387 --> 00:23:09,122 Thanks again for the tickets, by the way. 472 00:23:09,255 --> 00:23:10,890 Thank Morgan for getting sick. 473 00:23:11,240 --> 00:23:13,560 Honestly, I don't know if I can kiss her anymore. 474 00:23:13,693 --> 00:23:16,396 I mean, after hearing her hock up loogies for an entire week. 475 00:23:16,529 --> 00:23:18,965 Ew, my God. Doesn't she cover her mouth? 476 00:23:19,990 --> 00:23:21,401 No, not always. Ew. 477 00:23:21,534 --> 00:23:23,703 And, um, I wanted to say sorry. I ****ed up. 478 00:23:23,803 --> 00:23:25,739 I should've texted you before I left for the desert. 479 00:23:25,872 --> 00:23:27,374 Thanks. 480 00:23:27,474 --> 00:23:28,808 Okay, now give me all the details. 481 00:23:28,942 --> 00:23:30,143 [Astor chuckles] 482 00:23:30,310 --> 00:23:31,644 Seriously, it was, like, 483 00:23:31,811 --> 00:23:33,546 the best three days of my whole life. [laughs] 484 00:23:33,646 --> 00:23:35,148 We went on this amazing adventure, 485 00:23:35,315 --> 00:23:37,450 and we listened to music, 486 00:23:37,584 --> 00:23:40,787 and we talked, and he cooked for me. 487 00:23:40,920 --> 00:23:43,560 And did y'all ****? 488 00:23:43,156 --> 00:23:45,158 Um, duh. [laughs] 489 00:23:45,325 --> 00:23:46,459 - That's my girl. - Yeah. 490 00:23:46,593 --> 00:23:50,497 Dude, it was-- it was so good. 491 00:23:50,630 --> 00:23:52,899 Ben and Justin were, like, teenage boys. 492 00:23:52,999 --> 00:23:54,501 Brandyn is a man. 493 00:23:54,634 --> 00:23:57,504 He actually looked at me when we were having sex. 494 00:23:57,671 --> 00:23:59,606 - Whoa. - I know. It's crazy. 495 00:23:59,739 --> 00:24:01,908 Okay, did he stick anything weird up your butt? 496 00:24:02,800 --> 00:24:03,777 Oh, my God. No, Jesus. 497 00:24:03,910 --> 00:24:05,845 - The line's moved a little bit. - Okay. 498 00:24:08,682 --> 00:24:10,650 - Oh, ****. - What? 499 00:24:10,784 --> 00:24:13,586 - It's Brandyn. - Is everything okay? 500 00:24:14,521 --> 00:24:16,220 Oh, I don't know. 501 00:24:16,189 --> 00:24:18,625 He's just-- he's been drinking. He's asking for a ride. 502 00:24:18,758 --> 00:24:20,460 Tell him that you're waiting in line for the show. 503 00:24:20,593 --> 00:24:22,362 Yeah, I did already. 504 00:24:23,463 --> 00:24:24,864 Can't he ask one of his friends? 505 00:24:24,998 --> 00:24:26,666 I don't think he really has any friends. 506 00:24:26,800 --> 00:24:29,135 He says he's lonely. I feel really bad. 507 00:24:29,269 --> 00:24:31,370 What if he, like, drinks and drives, 508 00:24:31,171 --> 00:24:33,139 and then he hurts himself or he hurts somebody else? 509 00:24:33,273 --> 00:24:35,608 For ****'s sake, he's got, like, a whole team of people. 510 00:24:36,276 --> 00:24:38,878 This would be the second time you bailed on me this week. 511 00:24:39,120 --> 00:24:40,213 I'm not bailing on you. 512 00:24:41,470 --> 00:24:44,384 - I just really like him. - I thought you liked me too. 513 00:24:44,551 --> 00:24:46,519 I love you. That's not what I'm saying. 514 00:24:46,653 --> 00:24:48,154 You know that's not what I'm saying. 515 00:24:48,888 --> 00:24:50,523 Can I just Venmo you for the ticket 516 00:24:50,657 --> 00:24:51,958 and call you tomorrow? 517 00:24:52,580 --> 00:24:53,393 Okay, whatever. 518 00:24:53,526 --> 00:24:55,395 - I love you. I'm sorry. - Bye. 519 00:24:55,562 --> 00:24:57,630 Have fun. I love you. Bye-bye. 520 00:24:57,197 --> 00:24:58,198 I love you. Sorry. 521 00:24:58,331 --> 00:24:59,899 I'll remember this forever. 522 00:25:00,330 --> 00:25:01,534 ASTOR: Okay, sorry. 523 00:25:02,736 --> 00:25:04,738 You guys wanna be my friend? 524 00:25:05,572 --> 00:25:07,674 [somber music] 525 00:25:07,807 --> 00:25:09,576 [knocking] 526 00:25:09,743 --> 00:25:10,810 Hey. 527 00:25:12,120 --> 00:25:13,790 Hey. 528 00:25:14,547 --> 00:25:15,582 - You okay? - Hmm? 529 00:25:15,715 --> 00:25:17,830 - You all right? - Mmm. 530 00:25:18,918 --> 00:25:21,540 - [Brandyn retching] - Oh, God! 531 00:25:22,880 --> 00:25:23,590 Oh, no. Oh, be careful. 532 00:25:23,723 --> 00:25:25,225 - [Brandyn coughs] - You okay? 533 00:25:25,358 --> 00:25:27,427 [engine revving] 534 00:25:29,620 --> 00:25:30,330 Shit. 535 00:25:32,332 --> 00:25:33,767 Oh, come on. 536 00:25:36,169 --> 00:25:37,237 Oh, God. 537 00:25:37,370 --> 00:25:39,105 You're a ****ing terrible driver. 538 00:25:39,272 --> 00:25:40,774 Well, give me a break. 539 00:25:40,907 --> 00:25:42,942 Only old people know how to drive a stick. 540 00:25:43,109 --> 00:25:44,177 [engine revving] 541 00:25:44,277 --> 00:25:45,445 Can you just stop? 542 00:25:45,578 --> 00:25:47,800 Okay, I can't listen to that anymore. 543 00:25:47,781 --> 00:25:49,516 Move it. I'm gonna drive. 544 00:25:50,283 --> 00:25:51,918 - Seriously? - Yeah. 545 00:25:53,586 --> 00:25:56,222 I left Noelle and a concert to come help you. 546 00:25:56,356 --> 00:25:59,292 I'm not cool riding around with your drunk ***. 547 00:25:59,426 --> 00:26:01,127 Well, I'm not cool with you leaving 548 00:26:01,294 --> 00:26:03,296 my transmission on Wilshire. 549 00:26:03,463 --> 00:26:05,765 So ****ing skedaddle. 550 00:26:06,800 --> 00:26:08,435 - Come on. - Oh, my God. 551 00:26:08,568 --> 00:26:09,969 Fine, whatever. I'm gonna get an Uber. 552 00:26:10,136 --> 00:26:11,938 All right. Suit yourself. 553 00:26:12,720 --> 00:26:18,211 ♪ 554 00:26:18,311 --> 00:26:20,580 [engine revving] 555 00:26:25,719 --> 00:26:31,491 ♪ I'm afraid of the work it might take ♪ 556 00:26:33,493 --> 00:26:38,465 ♪ What if I'm good but I'm not great? ♪ 557 00:26:39,232 --> 00:26:44,304 ♪ What if I'm good but I'm not quite great? ♪ 558 00:26:44,437 --> 00:26:50,100 ♪ And what if I'm good but I'm not quite great? ♪ 559 00:26:51,811 --> 00:26:53,179 [knocking on door] 560 00:26:54,814 --> 00:26:56,160 [knocking continues] 561 00:26:56,182 --> 00:26:58,585 BRANDYN: Rise and shine, Astor Grey. 562 00:27:04,190 --> 00:27:05,358 Morning. 563 00:27:06,260 --> 00:27:07,927 How'd you get through the security gate? 564 00:27:09,329 --> 00:27:10,663 Jumped the fence. 565 00:27:11,498 --> 00:27:12,766 [Brandyn grunting] 566 00:27:16,302 --> 00:27:17,837 Hi. 567 00:27:17,971 --> 00:27:20,874 Come to apologize for ruining my Saturday night? 568 00:27:21,410 --> 00:27:22,208 I got breakfast. 569 00:27:23,443 --> 00:27:25,450 [Brandyn chuckles] 570 00:27:25,211 --> 00:27:27,147 You're perky, considering. 571 00:27:27,280 --> 00:27:28,615 Well, you know, 572 00:27:28,715 --> 00:27:30,550 drank some Red Bulls, recorded all night. 573 00:27:30,717 --> 00:27:32,819 Johnny came over. We made a reggae album. 574 00:27:32,952 --> 00:27:34,387 - A reggae album? - Mm-hmm. 575 00:27:34,521 --> 00:27:36,823 Oh, it's ****ing, like, death metal reggae. 576 00:27:36,956 --> 00:27:39,125 We did a cover of "No Woman, No Cry." 577 00:27:39,225 --> 00:27:41,461 - I like Bob Marley. - Of course you do. 578 00:27:41,561 --> 00:27:42,896 I mean, don't get me wrong. 579 00:27:43,290 --> 00:27:45,231 Bob Marley is a perfectly acceptable introduction. 580 00:27:45,398 --> 00:27:47,330 There's just so much better stuff out there 581 00:27:47,167 --> 00:27:48,802 that people never listen to, you know? 582 00:27:48,902 --> 00:27:52,205 Like, um, Winston Rodney, Toots Hibbert, Frankie Paul. 583 00:27:52,339 --> 00:27:53,907 You can't really call yourself a reggae fan 584 00:27:54,400 --> 00:27:56,409 if you only listen to Marley. 585 00:27:56,543 --> 00:27:58,440 Sorry. [chuckles] 586 00:27:58,178 --> 00:27:59,245 Okay. 587 00:28:01,548 --> 00:28:03,717 - Did you get this from Superba? - Mm-hmm. 588 00:28:04,818 --> 00:28:08,154 - How long was the line? - ****ing stupid long. 589 00:28:08,254 --> 00:28:11,570 But, you know, you said you loved those things, so... 590 00:28:11,191 --> 00:28:13,760 - Thank you. - Kiss me. We'll call it even. 591 00:28:13,927 --> 00:28:15,261 I haven't brushed my teeth yet. 592 00:28:15,428 --> 00:28:16,563 Well, come on. 593 00:28:16,696 --> 00:28:17,931 Put some pants on, dragon breath. 594 00:28:18,640 --> 00:28:19,833 - We got shit to do. - What's going on? 595 00:28:19,933 --> 00:28:21,267 We're gonna ****ing record your LP. 596 00:28:21,401 --> 00:28:22,769 That's what we're gonna do. 597 00:28:23,770 --> 00:28:24,938 - Okay. - Yeah. 598 00:28:25,710 --> 00:28:27,240 - Let's go. Hurry up. - Okay. 599 00:28:27,941 --> 00:28:31,378 ♪ I'll give it all to you ♪ 600 00:28:31,511 --> 00:28:36,820 ♪ I'll give it all to you ♪ 601 00:28:39,686 --> 00:28:43,123 ♪ Oh ♪ 602 00:28:44,224 --> 00:28:48,610 ♪ I'll give it all to you ♪ 603 00:28:50,697 --> 00:28:53,733 [vocalizing] 604 00:28:55,535 --> 00:28:57,303 Damn. I think we got it. 605 00:28:57,470 --> 00:28:59,806 Are you sure? I mean, we just did one pass. 606 00:28:59,939 --> 00:29:02,475 - I think I could do better. - Trust me, babe. 607 00:29:02,642 --> 00:29:04,611 I'm a pro. You nailed it. 608 00:29:10,383 --> 00:29:13,586 This is so exciting. [chuckles] What do we do next? 609 00:29:13,720 --> 00:29:15,789 Well, you sign this contract, 610 00:29:15,922 --> 00:29:19,125 BNA puts out your record, and I make you a star. 611 00:29:19,259 --> 00:29:20,593 How does that sound? 612 00:29:21,327 --> 00:29:22,662 Too good to be true. 613 00:29:22,829 --> 00:29:24,831 [laughs] Just sign it right there. 614 00:29:28,134 --> 00:29:32,172 Um, I mean, shouldn't I have Kate take a look at this? 615 00:29:32,339 --> 00:29:34,674 Honestly, got a ton of respect for Kate, 616 00:29:34,841 --> 00:29:36,343 but she's taken you as far as she can. 617 00:29:36,476 --> 00:29:37,944 I'll manage you. 618 00:29:38,780 --> 00:29:39,512 With my connections and your voice, 619 00:29:39,679 --> 00:29:41,181 the sky is the limit. 620 00:29:42,449 --> 00:29:44,170 I don't know. Um... 621 00:29:44,150 --> 00:29:46,119 I don't know. I mean, I've been with Kate for a long time. 622 00:29:46,252 --> 00:29:49,789 - I really trust her. - What? You don't trust me? 623 00:29:49,923 --> 00:29:51,658 - Of course I do. - [Brandyn chuckles] 624 00:29:51,791 --> 00:29:53,326 It's just a standard contract. 625 00:29:54,160 --> 00:29:55,261 [door closes] 626 00:30:01,835 --> 00:30:03,303 [triangle dinging] 627 00:30:04,504 --> 00:30:06,272 ["I'm on Fire" by Bruce Springsteen playing] 628 00:30:06,373 --> 00:30:08,541 ♪ Hey, little girl, is your daddy home? ♪ 629 00:30:08,675 --> 00:30:11,378 ♪ Did he go away and leave you all alone? ♪ 630 00:30:11,544 --> 00:30:12,812 ♪ Mm-hmm ♪ 631 00:30:13,813 --> 00:30:16,383 ♪ I got a bad desire ♪ 632 00:30:17,884 --> 00:30:22,220 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, I'm on fire ♪ 633 00:30:34,167 --> 00:30:36,569 ♪ Hey, little girl, is your daddy home? ♪ 634 00:30:36,736 --> 00:30:39,506 ♪ Did he go away and leave you all alone? ♪ 635 00:30:39,639 --> 00:30:40,907 ♪ Mm-hmm ♪ 636 00:30:41,641 --> 00:30:44,577 ♪ I got a bad desire ♪ 637 00:30:45,245 --> 00:30:49,549 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, I'm on fire ♪ 638 00:30:50,583 --> 00:30:53,190 ♪ Tell me now, baby, is he good to you? ♪ 639 00:30:53,153 --> 00:30:56,560 ♪ Can he do to you the things that I do? ♪ 640 00:30:56,189 --> 00:31:00,727 ♪ Oh, no, I can take you higher ♪ 641 00:31:01,695 --> 00:31:06,166 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, I'm on fire ♪ 642 00:31:11,938 --> 00:31:16,443 ♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪ 643 00:31:17,544 --> 00:31:22,449 ♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪ 644 00:31:22,615 --> 00:31:26,186 ♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪ 645 00:31:27,253 --> 00:31:29,389 ♪ Sometimes it's like someone took a knife ♪ 646 00:31:29,522 --> 00:31:32,258 ♪ Baby, edgy and dull, and cut a six-inch valley ♪ 647 00:31:32,392 --> 00:31:34,861 ♪ Through the middle of my skull ♪ 648 00:31:36,963 --> 00:31:40,133 ♪ At night, I wake up with the sheets soakin' wet ♪ 649 00:31:40,300 --> 00:31:42,102 ♪ And a freight train runnin' through the middle... ♪ 650 00:31:42,235 --> 00:31:43,703 So I rewrote the album, like, 651 00:31:43,803 --> 00:31:45,905 an hour before the studio session. 652 00:31:47,874 --> 00:31:50,543 Oh, I just booked work for tomorrow. 653 00:31:50,643 --> 00:31:51,745 Car commercial? 654 00:31:52,412 --> 00:31:55,548 - No, I skipped that. Remember? - Not really. 655 00:31:55,648 --> 00:31:57,500 - What's the gig? - Soda. 656 00:31:57,150 --> 00:31:59,753 I'm playing a sexy astronaut. 657 00:31:59,886 --> 00:32:01,921 Babe, you can't keep chasing cash 658 00:32:02,550 --> 00:32:03,423 if you're gonna succeed in this business. 659 00:32:03,556 --> 00:32:06,893 Yeah, I get it. I just-- I have bills, so... 660 00:32:06,993 --> 00:32:08,795 Well, you could move in with me. 661 00:32:08,928 --> 00:32:10,330 Wouldn't have to pay rent. 662 00:32:10,463 --> 00:32:11,898 Problem solved. What do you think? 663 00:32:11,998 --> 00:32:13,333 [Astor chuckles] 664 00:32:13,500 --> 00:32:15,468 That's a really nice offer, but... 665 00:32:15,602 --> 00:32:18,338 I love my boat, and we just met. 666 00:32:18,471 --> 00:32:21,274 It's not like I ask many people to move in with me, you know? 667 00:32:21,408 --> 00:32:23,510 We have such a good time. You make me laugh. 668 00:32:23,677 --> 00:32:26,120 We could record all the time. Think about it. 669 00:32:26,179 --> 00:32:28,281 [chuckles] I mean, that sounds great. 670 00:32:28,415 --> 00:32:30,583 I just-- I don't know, it's kind of a big deal. 671 00:32:30,684 --> 00:32:33,153 I've never lived with anybody except for my mom. 672 00:32:35,210 --> 00:32:36,656 Listen, I-- I kind of need to know 673 00:32:36,790 --> 00:32:39,359 if you don't wanna have an adult relationship, you know? 674 00:32:39,492 --> 00:32:41,861 I can't really waste my time with some casual thing. 675 00:32:41,995 --> 00:32:43,363 It's not really my vibe. 676 00:32:43,530 --> 00:32:45,365 You know what I'm saying? 'Cause I felt-- 677 00:32:45,498 --> 00:32:47,333 WOMAN: No, I said no. I don't wanna go 678 00:32:47,467 --> 00:32:50,360 on the boat with somebody who just did a ****ing speedball. 679 00:32:50,170 --> 00:32:51,838 - MAN: Shut the **** up. - WOMAN: **** you. 680 00:32:51,971 --> 00:32:53,473 - The ****? - WOMAN: Leave me alone. 681 00:32:53,606 --> 00:32:55,308 You know what? Shut the **** up. 682 00:32:55,442 --> 00:32:57,544 - WOMAN: Let me go. - MAN: Chill the **** out. 683 00:32:57,677 --> 00:32:59,846 - Let me go. Leave me alone. - Hey, dude. All right. 684 00:32:59,979 --> 00:33:01,548 - Party's over, okay? - Just leave us alone. 685 00:33:01,681 --> 00:33:04,170 - We're ****ing going. - Just let go of the girl's arm. 686 00:33:04,150 --> 00:33:05,485 - Thank you. - WOMAN: Oh. 687 00:33:05,618 --> 00:33:07,954 Why don't you mind your own ****ing business? 688 00:33:08,540 --> 00:33:09,723 - [Brandyn grunts] - Oh, my God. 689 00:33:09,856 --> 00:33:11,958 - BRANDYN: ****! - Yes, babe! Yes! 690 00:33:12,580 --> 00:33:14,561 - BRANDYN: Oh, my God. - **** you, dude. 691 00:33:14,728 --> 00:33:16,363 - BRANDYN: Ow. - [both laughing] 692 00:33:16,496 --> 00:33:19,650 - BRANDYN: Ow. - Oh, my God. 693 00:33:19,199 --> 00:33:22,402 - BRANDYN: Oh, my God. ****. - ASTOR: I'm sorry. 694 00:33:22,569 --> 00:33:24,838 - [Brandyn groaning] - This is a horrible idea. 695 00:33:24,971 --> 00:33:26,239 I don't wanna **** up your face. 696 00:33:26,406 --> 00:33:28,675 Okay, well, I don't need to look pretty, okay? 697 00:33:28,808 --> 00:33:30,100 Either you do it or I'll do it. 698 00:33:30,143 --> 00:33:32,450 - Okay, okay. Okay. - Just-- yeah. 699 00:33:32,178 --> 00:33:33,413 - ****, ****, ****. Okay. - Yeah, just-- 700 00:33:33,546 --> 00:33:35,150 - One, two, three. - [bone cracking] 701 00:33:35,148 --> 00:33:36,583 - [screaming] God! - Oh, my God. 702 00:33:36,750 --> 00:33:39,190 - Are you okay? - [groans] 703 00:33:39,853 --> 00:33:41,187 - [sighs] - You okay? 704 00:33:41,321 --> 00:33:43,230 - Yeah, I think you fixed me. - Oh, my God. 705 00:33:43,156 --> 00:33:45,392 - Holy shit. - [both laughing] 706 00:33:45,525 --> 00:33:46,760 Oh, my God. 707 00:33:46,893 --> 00:33:49,290 Okay, can we talk about you moving in with me now? 708 00:33:49,162 --> 00:33:51,431 [laughs] Are you serious? 709 00:33:51,598 --> 00:33:53,333 Yeah, we can do the Europe tour next month, 710 00:33:53,433 --> 00:33:55,101 and then, you know, when we get back, 711 00:33:55,268 --> 00:33:57,704 pop over to Vegas, make it official. 712 00:33:57,837 --> 00:34:01,841 [chuckles] Well, now I know you're messing with me. 713 00:34:01,941 --> 00:34:04,444 - Mm-mm. - Didn't you just get a divorce? 714 00:34:04,611 --> 00:34:05,945 Yeah, I did. 715 00:34:06,112 --> 00:34:09,490 But I learned a lot from that shitty relationship. 716 00:34:09,182 --> 00:34:11,718 Mainly that I married the wrong person. 717 00:34:11,851 --> 00:34:14,287 But you know that doesn't mean I don't believe in love. 718 00:34:14,421 --> 00:34:17,624 'Cause I love you, Astor Grey. 719 00:34:19,292 --> 00:34:21,428 I don't know what to say. 720 00:34:21,561 --> 00:34:22,962 Say you love me too. 721 00:34:24,300 --> 00:34:26,660 - I love you too. - **** yeah. 722 00:34:26,199 --> 00:34:27,801 - [Astor laughs] - Then it's settled. All right. 723 00:34:27,934 --> 00:34:29,736 I need a bong rip and a cocktail. 724 00:34:29,869 --> 00:34:31,137 ****, that hurt. 725 00:34:32,305 --> 00:34:33,807 - [Brandyn groans] - [Astor sighs] 726 00:34:33,973 --> 00:34:37,770 [tender music] 727 00:34:39,646 --> 00:34:40,947 [sighs] 728 00:34:49,656 --> 00:34:52,292 BRANDYN: Mmm. I think I need another pill. 729 00:34:52,425 --> 00:34:55,328 Just give it a little time to kick in. 730 00:34:56,129 --> 00:34:57,931 Tell me about your first tour. 731 00:34:58,640 --> 00:34:59,899 [sighs] Will you rub my head? 732 00:34:59,999 --> 00:35:01,668 - Mm-hmm. - Thank you. 733 00:35:03,300 --> 00:35:05,739 Um, yeah, I think I was 20. 734 00:35:05,839 --> 00:35:07,340 Moved to Nashville. 735 00:35:07,474 --> 00:35:09,142 I think it was, like, 2000. 736 00:35:09,275 --> 00:35:10,977 Wait. How old were you in 2000? 737 00:35:11,111 --> 00:35:12,912 I was two. 738 00:35:13,130 --> 00:35:14,614 [both laughing] 739 00:35:14,748 --> 00:35:16,516 So I was in a band when you were born. 740 00:35:16,649 --> 00:35:17,951 That's actually so funny. 741 00:35:18,840 --> 00:35:20,186 Um, I was in a band when I was born, too. 742 00:35:20,320 --> 00:35:22,589 - What? - Magenta Placenta. 743 00:35:22,689 --> 00:35:24,858 Oh, my God, that's ****ing weird. 744 00:35:25,250 --> 00:35:26,326 Well, I'm ****ing weird. 745 00:35:26,459 --> 00:35:28,461 Oh, God. Thank God you're cute. 746 00:35:30,196 --> 00:35:32,265 What was the name of your band? 747 00:35:33,700 --> 00:35:35,301 I can't remember. 748 00:35:35,435 --> 00:35:37,170 We were awful, I'll tell you that. 749 00:35:37,303 --> 00:35:39,205 Bunch of posers, you know? 750 00:35:39,339 --> 00:35:41,641 Speaking of posers... 751 00:35:42,375 --> 00:35:44,611 I have a 6:00 a.m. call time tomorrow. 752 00:35:46,312 --> 00:35:49,616 - [laser zapping] - [snarling] 753 00:35:50,984 --> 00:35:55,989 [otherworldly music playing] 754 00:35:56,122 --> 00:35:57,390 [vocalizing] 755 00:35:58,825 --> 00:36:00,393 And cut. 756 00:36:00,527 --> 00:36:03,290 - What's her name again? - Astor. 757 00:36:05,310 --> 00:36:07,734 Hi, Esther. I gotta ask. 758 00:36:07,867 --> 00:36:09,636 Do you want intergalactic peace? 759 00:36:09,736 --> 00:36:11,905 Because I don't really believe that you do, 760 00:36:12,720 --> 00:36:13,740 and I want to believe, Esther, trust me. 761 00:36:13,873 --> 00:36:15,542 So here's what I need from you. 762 00:36:15,675 --> 00:36:17,711 I need you to show me that you believe 763 00:36:17,844 --> 00:36:21,381 that Starship Soda can save the universe. 764 00:36:22,148 --> 00:36:24,170 - The whole universe? - DIRECTOR: Exactly. 765 00:36:24,150 --> 00:36:27,220 - Except this time more passion. - Oh, sure, okay. 766 00:36:27,354 --> 00:36:29,556 And maybe this time, maybe take a sip of the drink. 767 00:36:29,689 --> 00:36:31,491 Sure. Oh. 768 00:36:34,561 --> 00:36:36,396 All right, let's shoot it again. 769 00:36:40,834 --> 00:36:42,435 Oh, God. 770 00:36:42,869 --> 00:36:45,710 Are you HeyAstorGrey on Twitter? 771 00:36:45,205 --> 00:36:47,730 Uh, yeah, I think so. 772 00:36:47,207 --> 00:36:48,942 So how do you know Brandyn Verge? 773 00:36:49,109 --> 00:36:51,611 - Are you guys dating? - What? 774 00:36:51,778 --> 00:36:54,180 [sighs] You are so lucky. 775 00:36:54,280 --> 00:36:56,116 No, Brandyn's music, it's gotten me through, 776 00:36:56,282 --> 00:36:58,184 like, every single one of my breakups. 777 00:36:58,284 --> 00:36:59,786 So what's he like? 778 00:36:59,919 --> 00:37:02,622 I'm sorry, I'm so confused. How do you know who I am? 779 00:37:02,789 --> 00:37:04,724 He tweeted something about you guys 780 00:37:04,858 --> 00:37:07,394 making an album, going on tour together. 781 00:37:07,527 --> 00:37:09,129 I figured you guys must be dating, 782 00:37:09,262 --> 00:37:10,964 'cause he hasn't posted about another girl 783 00:37:11,970 --> 00:37:13,199 since that bitch Rachel broke his heart. 784 00:37:13,299 --> 00:37:16,236 Oh, um, sorry, I think I'm wrapped. 785 00:37:16,369 --> 00:37:19,439 Uh, hey, could I get a van back to base? 786 00:37:19,572 --> 00:37:21,307 - [camera shutter clicks] - [chuckles] 787 00:37:23,810 --> 00:37:28,810 [gentle music] 788 00:37:37,891 --> 00:37:40,927 - Where did you even get it? - BRANDYN: Your mom's Facebook. 789 00:37:41,610 --> 00:37:42,328 And you just decided to post 790 00:37:42,495 --> 00:37:45,799 the most awkward photo of me in existence? 791 00:37:45,932 --> 00:37:47,500 Uh, you're welcome, you know, 792 00:37:47,667 --> 00:37:50,300 for producing and promoting your album. 793 00:37:50,170 --> 00:37:51,471 I didn't even know there was an album. 794 00:37:51,604 --> 00:37:53,440 Yeah, well, I wanted to surprise you. 795 00:37:53,573 --> 00:37:55,175 Told you I make shit happen. 796 00:37:55,308 --> 00:37:58,144 This is all very cool, and I'm really grateful. 797 00:37:58,278 --> 00:38:00,814 I just think that I need things to slow down a little bit, okay? 798 00:38:00,947 --> 00:38:04,417 Okay, yeah, well, that's not really how this shit works. 799 00:38:04,517 --> 00:38:06,319 You gotta be able to keep up. 800 00:38:06,453 --> 00:38:07,787 You should've been more up front with me 801 00:38:07,921 --> 00:38:09,255 if you're not serious about music, you know? 802 00:38:09,356 --> 00:38:10,824 That's not what I'm saying. 803 00:38:10,957 --> 00:38:14,127 Look, I'm super tired, and I had a really long day, 804 00:38:14,260 --> 00:38:15,695 so I'm just gonna go home, okay? 805 00:38:15,829 --> 00:38:18,798 What? No, that's stupid. Just stay. 806 00:38:18,932 --> 00:38:20,367 I wanna sleep in my own bed. 807 00:38:20,934 --> 00:38:24,704 Well, I have been waiting all day for you, you know? 808 00:38:24,871 --> 00:38:26,306 I even took a shower. 809 00:38:26,439 --> 00:38:28,141 Put on some smelly stuff. 810 00:38:28,274 --> 00:38:30,377 Sniff me. It's pretty good. 811 00:38:30,543 --> 00:38:32,145 You're gonna like it. 812 00:38:33,313 --> 00:38:34,614 [Astor sniffs] 813 00:38:36,182 --> 00:38:37,450 I love you. 814 00:38:38,385 --> 00:38:39,786 I love you too. 815 00:38:40,720 --> 00:38:41,855 Let's go to bed. 816 00:38:45,492 --> 00:38:46,559 ASTOR: Hey. 817 00:38:46,693 --> 00:38:47,961 It just-- Brandyn's ran off, 818 00:38:48,610 --> 00:38:49,629 and he's been just, like, pretty hectic, 819 00:38:49,729 --> 00:38:51,564 so I just trying to give you some news. 820 00:38:51,731 --> 00:38:54,200 Sure, yeah, that'd be great. That'd be cool. 821 00:38:55,869 --> 00:38:57,904 Okay, cool. All right, thanks so much, Kate. 822 00:38:58,705 --> 00:39:00,507 Okay, bye. 823 00:39:02,800 --> 00:39:03,760 Hey. 824 00:39:04,911 --> 00:39:06,913 - Good to see you. - You too. 825 00:39:08,810 --> 00:39:09,149 Rachel. 826 00:39:09,749 --> 00:39:11,718 Yeah, I know. Astor. 827 00:39:12,752 --> 00:39:14,320 So I need you to trust me, okay? 828 00:39:14,421 --> 00:39:17,900 I need you to sit down and listen to Rachel for a minute. 829 00:39:18,240 --> 00:39:19,659 Sorry for crashing your lunch. 830 00:39:19,759 --> 00:39:21,261 Just when Kate told me about you, 831 00:39:21,428 --> 00:39:24,164 I thought that it was vital that we should meet 832 00:39:24,264 --> 00:39:25,665 and, you know... 833 00:39:27,670 --> 00:39:28,101 chat. 834 00:39:29,703 --> 00:39:30,770 Okay. 835 00:39:31,271 --> 00:39:32,839 RACHEL: I've known Kate for years, 836 00:39:32,939 --> 00:39:35,675 and she's always raved about you, your music, 837 00:39:35,775 --> 00:39:37,377 and I can only guess the things 838 00:39:37,510 --> 00:39:38,678 that you've heard about me. 839 00:39:38,778 --> 00:39:40,800 He hasn't said anything about you. 840 00:39:40,213 --> 00:39:42,916 That's sweet. You don't have to lie. 841 00:39:43,490 --> 00:39:44,951 I'm pretty sure Brandyn has told the neighbor's dog 842 00:39:45,850 --> 00:39:47,187 that I'm a psycho. I mean, he called my poor mom a cunt 843 00:39:47,287 --> 00:39:48,788 on her church group's Facebook page, so... 844 00:39:48,922 --> 00:39:51,858 [scoffs] That sounds par for the course. 845 00:39:51,958 --> 00:39:54,627 I'm sorry, is the point of this just to talk shit about Brandyn? 846 00:39:54,761 --> 00:39:56,290 - RACHEL: No. - KATE: Yeah. 847 00:39:56,129 --> 00:39:57,263 Sorry. 848 00:39:58,980 --> 00:40:00,660 Uh, I'm here because Kate said 849 00:40:00,200 --> 00:40:02,969 that you're about to sign a record deal with Brandyn. 850 00:40:03,970 --> 00:40:06,720 We have recorded some of my songs. 851 00:40:06,206 --> 00:40:07,707 - Yeah. - And you guys are dating. 852 00:40:07,807 --> 00:40:09,109 How is that any of your business? 853 00:40:09,242 --> 00:40:11,111 Look, I know this must seem weird, okay? 854 00:40:11,244 --> 00:40:13,380 And I don't want you to feel ambushed, but... 855 00:40:14,447 --> 00:40:17,884 Rachel isn't talking shit, okay? She's being honest. 856 00:40:17,984 --> 00:40:19,753 She's here because she doesn't want him 857 00:40:19,886 --> 00:40:22,322 to destroy somebody else's career. 858 00:40:22,489 --> 00:40:26,159 This is not hyperbole. Brandyn is the worst. 859 00:40:26,292 --> 00:40:28,610 RACHEL: Five years ago, I was the biggest believer 860 00:40:28,161 --> 00:40:31,297 in Brandyn Verge, and I managed to convince myself 861 00:40:31,431 --> 00:40:34,834 that we could transcend his resentment and vindictiveness, 862 00:40:35,100 --> 00:40:37,637 because-- because when he binges on you, 863 00:40:37,771 --> 00:40:40,140 it just feels so good. 864 00:40:40,273 --> 00:40:42,750 And then he purges. 865 00:40:43,443 --> 00:40:44,678 Uh... 866 00:40:45,645 --> 00:40:48,114 can I play something for you? 867 00:40:49,149 --> 00:40:51,785 BRANDYN: Hey, babe. You're probably off, you know, 868 00:40:51,918 --> 00:40:53,586 ****ing one of my friends right now, 869 00:40:53,687 --> 00:40:55,210 but I just wanted to let you know 870 00:40:55,155 --> 00:40:57,657 that I did find that diploma, you know? 871 00:40:57,791 --> 00:41:00,260 So just give me an address, and I'll send it to you, okay? 872 00:41:00,360 --> 00:41:02,595 Just after I wipe my *** with it. 873 00:41:02,696 --> 00:41:05,532 **** yourself. Cum dumpster. 874 00:41:06,499 --> 00:41:09,536 That was three weeks ago. I have plenty more like that. 875 00:41:09,669 --> 00:41:11,104 I'm gonna go. 876 00:41:11,204 --> 00:41:13,373 I will give you a call later, Kate, when you're alone. 877 00:41:14,400 --> 00:41:17,100 He stole her songs, Astor. 878 00:41:17,143 --> 00:41:19,646 Then this prick threatened me when I called 879 00:41:19,779 --> 00:41:21,214 trying to get the rights back. 880 00:41:21,381 --> 00:41:23,160 All right, this is a vengeful mother****er. 881 00:41:23,149 --> 00:41:25,285 I'd like to kick the ****ing shit out of him. 882 00:41:26,520 --> 00:41:28,788 Just be careful. Please. 883 00:41:29,856 --> 00:41:31,291 I was an idiot in love. 884 00:41:31,391 --> 00:41:34,194 I signed that stupid contract without even reading it. 885 00:41:34,327 --> 00:41:38,310 [ominous music] 886 00:41:39,966 --> 00:41:42,402 Show me the contract before you sign it. 887 00:41:44,237 --> 00:41:50,176 ♪ 888 00:42:00,653 --> 00:42:05,992 ♪ 889 00:42:07,427 --> 00:42:11,398 Um, hey, do you think we could talk about my contract? 890 00:42:11,531 --> 00:42:13,330 Yeah, of course. Wait... 891 00:42:13,166 --> 00:42:14,734 are you already demanding more money? 892 00:42:14,868 --> 00:42:18,672 - Holy shit. - No. I just, um... 893 00:42:19,539 --> 00:42:20,874 I don't know, it seems-- 894 00:42:21,700 --> 00:42:24,440 it seems like maybe you own my songs now. 895 00:42:24,177 --> 00:42:27,547 Well, BNA owns the songs on the album, you know? 896 00:42:27,681 --> 00:42:29,150 But they're my best songs. 897 00:42:29,115 --> 00:42:30,750 Which is why they're on the album, babe. 898 00:42:30,884 --> 00:42:33,453 I mean, typically you don't put your worst shit on there, right? 899 00:42:34,120 --> 00:42:36,890 Well, do you think we could take that part out 900 00:42:36,222 --> 00:42:37,924 about you owning my songs? 901 00:42:38,580 --> 00:42:41,861 I mean, it's just our standard contract, you know? 902 00:42:41,961 --> 00:42:45,650 What's this all about? Did you meet with Kate? 903 00:42:45,198 --> 00:42:47,967 You did, didn't you? You know she ****ing hates my guts. 904 00:42:48,134 --> 00:42:49,803 She's good friends with my ex. 905 00:42:49,969 --> 00:42:53,740 Yeah, uh, Rachel was there too, actually. 906 00:42:53,873 --> 00:42:55,141 BRANDYN: What? 907 00:42:55,709 --> 00:42:58,978 Wait, why was my ex-wife at your meeting? 908 00:43:00,146 --> 00:43:02,649 Honestly, I'm still trying to figure that out. 909 00:43:02,816 --> 00:43:05,652 I mean, Kate reps Rachel too, but-- 910 00:43:05,785 --> 00:43:06,820 - Oh, God. - I don't know. 911 00:43:06,953 --> 00:43:08,455 It was-- it was weird. 912 00:43:08,588 --> 00:43:09,823 You know what? 913 00:43:09,989 --> 00:43:11,591 They're gonna try to turn you against me. 914 00:43:11,725 --> 00:43:13,930 I guarantee it. 915 00:43:14,494 --> 00:43:17,764 Well, Rachel did play a pretty nasty voicemail you left her. 916 00:43:17,897 --> 00:43:19,299 You called her a cum dumpster? 917 00:43:19,432 --> 00:43:22,969 - She said it was recent. - Yeah. Yeah. 918 00:43:24,337 --> 00:43:27,730 Look, I may not have been entirely candid with you. 919 00:43:27,173 --> 00:43:29,843 I'm still struggling with this Rachel stuff. 920 00:43:29,976 --> 00:43:32,780 I loved her so much, 921 00:43:32,178 --> 00:43:35,849 and sometimes I don't know how to turn that off. 922 00:43:35,982 --> 00:43:37,283 So, yeah, there's some anger there, 923 00:43:37,417 --> 00:43:39,419 because I'd really like to stop caring. 924 00:43:40,200 --> 00:43:41,354 Clearly she has. 925 00:43:43,323 --> 00:43:44,958 Well, if you want to move on, 926 00:43:45,910 --> 00:43:47,494 then why would you leave her antagonistic messages? 927 00:43:48,194 --> 00:43:50,830 Yeah. Honestly, I don't know. 928 00:43:51,765 --> 00:43:54,667 Why did Rachel marry me and then turn around and **** Arlo? 929 00:43:55,301 --> 00:43:56,803 Trampling my heart wasn't enough? 930 00:43:56,936 --> 00:43:58,438 She had to destroy me? 931 00:43:59,372 --> 00:44:01,410 And you know what? That worked for a while. 932 00:44:01,675 --> 00:44:03,877 But now she sees me with you, madly in love, 933 00:44:04,100 --> 00:44:05,779 and she is back to her old games. 934 00:44:06,613 --> 00:44:08,682 And, yeah, I-- I definitely drank too much wine, 935 00:44:08,815 --> 00:44:10,650 and said some stupid shit. 936 00:44:10,784 --> 00:44:12,520 I admit that. 937 00:44:13,453 --> 00:44:15,822 Did she mention that I texted her the next morning? 938 00:44:16,489 --> 00:44:18,792 To apologize? No? 939 00:44:19,325 --> 00:44:21,394 ****, why won't she just leave me alone? 940 00:44:23,663 --> 00:44:24,898 Hey. 941 00:44:26,366 --> 00:44:28,680 You know I form my own opinions. 942 00:44:28,234 --> 00:44:29,903 - Yeah. - And I want you to be able 943 00:44:30,360 --> 00:44:31,504 to talk to me about anything. 944 00:44:31,638 --> 00:44:32,706 Yeah. 945 00:44:33,506 --> 00:44:38,780 I think Rachel was just looking for drama. 946 00:44:38,211 --> 00:44:39,913 I'm not gonna engage. 947 00:44:46,419 --> 00:44:47,554 I love you. 948 00:44:48,154 --> 00:44:49,422 I love you too. 949 00:44:50,724 --> 00:44:51,925 I think we should adopt a cat. 950 00:44:52,592 --> 00:44:55,950 - What do you think? - [Astor chuckles] 951 00:44:55,261 --> 00:44:56,329 Hey. 952 00:44:57,764 --> 00:44:59,990 Oh, yeah. 953 00:44:59,265 --> 00:45:01,101 - Oh, yeah. - [door clicks open] 954 00:45:01,267 --> 00:45:03,300 What about Judge Judy? 955 00:45:04,237 --> 00:45:05,772 You wanna watch Judge Judy? 956 00:45:05,939 --> 00:45:08,441 No, silly. For a name. 957 00:45:09,542 --> 00:45:12,780 Don't you think she looks judicial? 958 00:45:12,212 --> 00:45:14,714 - [laughs] No. - "Hi, Mommy. 959 00:45:14,848 --> 00:45:16,950 "I find you guilty. 960 00:45:17,117 --> 00:45:19,686 - "Guilty." - [both laughing] 961 00:45:20,954 --> 00:45:24,190 - So what's your show tonight? - Oh, it's Kicking the Stigma. 962 00:45:24,290 --> 00:45:27,270 It's, like, a mental health benefit or something. 963 00:45:27,127 --> 00:45:28,795 Playing a couple songs. 964 00:45:28,928 --> 00:45:30,730 - You're coming, right? - Of course. 965 00:45:30,864 --> 00:45:32,265 Okay, good. 966 00:45:32,399 --> 00:45:34,968 You think Noelle can come, maybe her girlfriend? 967 00:45:35,135 --> 00:45:37,270 Babe, you can invite whoever you want. 968 00:45:37,404 --> 00:45:40,306 Just text me the names, and I'll have Greta put 'em on the list. 969 00:45:43,576 --> 00:45:44,477 [cat meows] 970 00:45:44,644 --> 00:45:46,880 This room is literally not green. 971 00:45:46,980 --> 00:45:48,481 Welcome to the beige room. 972 00:45:48,615 --> 00:45:50,884 - [chuckling] - Do you guys want some wine? 973 00:45:50,984 --> 00:45:53,753 [gasps] I'm-- I'm okay. 974 00:45:53,887 --> 00:45:55,955 Oh, do you think Bran's gonna be on soon? 975 00:45:56,890 --> 00:45:57,624 Should we go find our seats? 976 00:45:57,757 --> 00:46:00,560 Well, actually, he said we could watch from the side of the stage 977 00:46:00,660 --> 00:46:03,797 - if you guys want to. - Oh, my God. That's so cool. 978 00:46:03,930 --> 00:46:07,333 - This one is for you. - Thank you. 979 00:46:07,467 --> 00:46:08,334 And for you. 980 00:46:08,501 --> 00:46:10,103 WOMAN 1: He's still an *******. 981 00:46:10,236 --> 00:46:12,439 WOMAN 2: Yeah, I know. He's just a plain *******. 982 00:46:12,572 --> 00:46:15,800 Hey, do you guys know if Brandyn Verge is playing? 983 00:46:15,141 --> 00:46:16,743 The one and only. 984 00:46:16,843 --> 00:46:18,144 Okay, let's go. 985 00:46:18,278 --> 00:46:20,113 - [crowd cheering] - BRANDYN: Thank you. 986 00:46:21,247 --> 00:46:23,149 And thank you so much for coming out tonight 987 00:46:23,283 --> 00:46:25,180 for Kicking the Stigma. 988 00:46:26,519 --> 00:46:29,356 Listen, I got a special guest for you guys tonight. 989 00:46:30,256 --> 00:46:31,591 You're gonna love her. 990 00:46:31,691 --> 00:46:35,161 She is an amazing, talented singer-songwriter 991 00:46:35,295 --> 00:46:36,830 with the voice of an angel. 992 00:46:37,664 --> 00:46:42,702 Ladies and gentlemen, give it up for Renee Merrifield. 993 00:46:43,670 --> 00:46:45,205 Excuse me. 994 00:46:57,384 --> 00:47:02,220 ♪ Maybe I'm afraid ♪ 995 00:47:02,155 --> 00:47:04,691 ♪ Of the worst of it ♪ 996 00:47:05,392 --> 00:47:08,395 ♪ Maybe I'm alone ♪ 997 00:47:08,561 --> 00:47:12,665 ♪ Feeling lost again ♪ 998 00:47:12,799 --> 00:47:19,639 ♪ Deep in my eyes, where they all could be ♪ 999 00:47:20,340 --> 00:47:23,743 ♪ Should I speak my mind? ♪ 1000 00:47:23,910 --> 00:47:27,647 ♪ Should I wait and see? ♪ 1001 00:47:28,381 --> 00:47:32,252 ♪ Take your time ♪ 1002 00:47:32,385 --> 00:47:35,422 ♪ Take what's mine ♪ 1003 00:47:35,555 --> 00:47:38,910 ♪ I give it all ♪ 1004 00:47:38,258 --> 00:47:40,593 ****! Such a good show, right? 1005 00:47:40,760 --> 00:47:42,429 ["Breach" by Dogstar playing on stereo] 1006 00:47:42,562 --> 00:47:43,663 Yeah. 1007 00:47:44,197 --> 00:47:46,232 Did, uh, Noelle and her friends leave early? 1008 00:47:46,366 --> 00:47:47,600 I must've missed 'em. 1009 00:47:48,702 --> 00:47:49,769 Yep. 1010 00:47:51,338 --> 00:47:53,406 Are you pissed or drunk? I can't tell. 1011 00:47:54,941 --> 00:47:56,576 Well, I'm not drunk. 1012 00:47:57,410 --> 00:48:00,280 So you're pissed. Awesome. 1013 00:48:06,219 --> 00:48:08,388 You guys played my song. 1014 00:48:09,422 --> 00:48:11,910 Is that what this is about? 1015 00:48:11,224 --> 00:48:12,726 Oh, for ****'s sake. 1016 00:48:12,859 --> 00:48:14,294 Did you hear what I said at the end? 1017 00:48:14,427 --> 00:48:15,962 I gave you a massive shout-out. 1018 00:48:16,730 --> 00:48:18,231 God, I thought you'd be thanking me, 1019 00:48:18,365 --> 00:48:19,933 not give me the ****ing silent treatment. 1020 00:48:20,660 --> 00:48:23,136 ♪ But you're pushing hard enough to breach ♪ 1021 00:48:23,303 --> 00:48:24,904 - [Brandyn sighs] - [music volume increases] 1022 00:48:25,380 --> 00:48:28,410 ♪ Once you love me ♪ 1023 00:48:28,141 --> 00:48:31,578 ♪ I'll take it from you ♪ 1024 00:48:37,317 --> 00:48:39,586 Ow! Stop! ****! Ow! 1025 00:48:39,719 --> 00:48:41,321 ****, ****, ****, ****. Oh, my God. 1026 00:48:41,454 --> 00:48:43,490 ****. Oh, shit. [gasps] 1027 00:48:43,623 --> 00:48:46,259 - ****! Oh, my God. - Shit, are you okay? 1028 00:48:46,393 --> 00:48:48,161 What the **** is wrong with you? 1029 00:48:48,294 --> 00:48:50,430 You're pissed off at me, - so then you run me over? 1030 00:48:50,563 --> 00:48:52,599 What-- No. I was parking, and you ****ing jumped out. 1031 00:48:52,732 --> 00:48:54,334 Why the **** would you keep driving 1032 00:48:54,467 --> 00:48:55,935 - when I get out of the car? - Let me look at it. 1033 00:48:56,690 --> 00:48:57,570 - I'm sure it's not that bad. - Don't ****ing touch me. 1034 00:48:57,671 --> 00:48:59,973 Fine. All right, just get in the car. 1035 00:49:00,106 --> 00:49:01,307 I'm not going anywhere with you. 1036 00:49:01,441 --> 00:49:02,609 Okay, I'll call an ambulance. 1037 00:49:02,742 --> 00:49:04,244 I can't afford a ****ing ambulance. 1038 00:49:04,344 --> 00:49:06,346 Well, I'll pay for it. Jesus Christ, Astor. 1039 00:49:06,513 --> 00:49:08,648 - What do you want from me? - I want you to leave me alone 1040 00:49:08,782 --> 00:49:10,850 so I can get an Uber to ****ing urgent care. 1041 00:49:11,170 --> 00:49:12,652 - Just get in the car, please. - Oh, my God. 1042 00:49:12,786 --> 00:49:14,521 Okay, come in the house for a bong rip, all right? 1043 00:49:14,688 --> 00:49:16,856 Just relax. You know, it'll help a little bit. 1044 00:49:17,230 --> 00:49:18,458 You're acting a little crazy. 1045 00:49:18,992 --> 00:49:20,260 No. 1046 00:49:21,528 --> 00:49:22,629 Astor! 1047 00:49:23,763 --> 00:49:25,131 What the ****? 1048 00:49:26,199 --> 00:49:27,467 Seriously? 1049 00:49:27,600 --> 00:49:29,335 You're gonna get in that stranger's car? 1050 00:49:29,469 --> 00:49:30,870 Hey, lady, is that guy bothering you? 1051 00:49:31,400 --> 00:49:32,872 I'll jump out and I'll smack the shit out of him. 1052 00:49:33,600 --> 00:49:35,675 Uh, that-- no, that's okay. 1053 00:49:36,776 --> 00:49:37,844 I just fell. 1054 00:49:39,379 --> 00:49:41,681 Okay. Let's go. 1055 00:49:43,650 --> 00:49:47,721 [phone chiming repeatedly] 1056 00:50:08,375 --> 00:50:09,743 What are you doing here? 1057 00:50:10,410 --> 00:50:11,911 Just wanted to make sure you're okay. 1058 00:50:12,780 --> 00:50:13,346 Mm-hmm. 1059 00:50:14,414 --> 00:50:15,682 What's the verdict? 1060 00:50:16,416 --> 00:50:18,184 It's not broken. 1061 00:50:19,986 --> 00:50:21,588 Rite Aid didn't have one that said, 1062 00:50:21,721 --> 00:50:24,257 "Sorry I ran over you," so... 1063 00:50:37,437 --> 00:50:40,106 God, I feel so terrible, Astor. 1064 00:50:40,240 --> 00:50:41,941 But, you know, it was an accident. 1065 00:50:42,750 --> 00:50:44,440 I can't believe you could think otherwise. 1066 00:50:44,177 --> 00:50:46,713 Even if it was an accident, it was an accident you caused. 1067 00:50:46,846 --> 00:50:49,150 Yeah. I take full responsibility. 1068 00:50:49,683 --> 00:50:53,753 I am so sorry. I just-- I hope you can see that. 1069 00:50:53,887 --> 00:50:55,388 [sighs] I just... 1070 00:50:55,522 --> 00:50:57,957 I've never loved someone like this. 1071 00:50:58,792 --> 00:51:00,894 Believe me, I would rather hurt myself than you. 1072 00:51:03,129 --> 00:51:07,434 Sometimes I feel so connected to you, and it feels like 1073 00:51:07,567 --> 00:51:09,436 the most exciting thing that's ever happened to me. 1074 00:51:09,569 --> 00:51:11,604 But then, I don't know, you're just-- 1075 00:51:11,738 --> 00:51:13,106 you're so different, and I don't know 1076 00:51:13,239 --> 00:51:14,307 which version of you I'm gonna get. 1077 00:51:14,474 --> 00:51:17,410 The-- the sensitive, funny guy, 1078 00:51:17,544 --> 00:51:20,780 or the celebrity ******* that I'm embarrassed 1079 00:51:20,914 --> 00:51:22,816 to introduce to my friends and family. 1080 00:51:22,949 --> 00:51:25,719 Look, I made a mistake. Many mistakes. 1081 00:51:25,819 --> 00:51:28,621 But that doesn't mean I don't wanna build a life with you. 1082 00:51:28,755 --> 00:51:31,958 A loving, respectful, trusting life 1083 00:51:32,920 --> 00:51:35,428 where we can be open and free to create music together. 1084 00:51:35,562 --> 00:51:38,164 I mean, don't you see what we have? It's so-- 1085 00:51:38,331 --> 00:51:39,999 it's so special. 1086 00:51:41,735 --> 00:51:44,771 I want that too, but I just don't know... 1087 00:51:44,904 --> 00:51:45,972 I promise. 1088 00:51:46,906 --> 00:51:48,508 You won't be sorry. 1089 00:51:52,278 --> 00:51:53,780 NOELLE: So you're living here now? 1090 00:51:54,447 --> 00:51:57,450 Well, no. Not, like, really. 1091 00:51:57,584 --> 00:51:59,352 I sold my boat, so... 1092 00:51:59,786 --> 00:52:01,488 - That's good. - Yeah. 1093 00:52:02,288 --> 00:52:04,424 Oh, guess what? [laughs] 1094 00:52:04,524 --> 00:52:07,527 I got 4,000 new Instagram followers. 1095 00:52:07,694 --> 00:52:10,997 - Oh, that's cool. - Pretty sick. 1096 00:52:11,865 --> 00:52:13,867 Um, so did he ever give you an explanation 1097 00:52:14,000 --> 00:52:16,936 on why he played your song without asking you? 1098 00:52:18,438 --> 00:52:19,873 Um... 1099 00:52:21,274 --> 00:52:22,776 I don't know. 1100 00:52:22,876 --> 00:52:25,679 I think he was just trying to surprise me, you know? 1101 00:52:25,812 --> 00:52:27,380 But the fact that he believes in me 1102 00:52:27,514 --> 00:52:29,616 gives me this whole new level of confidence. 1103 00:52:29,716 --> 00:52:32,786 Like, he could've chosen any song, and he chose mine. 1104 00:52:33,553 --> 00:52:35,522 And, uh, we're just gonna skip over the fact 1105 00:52:35,655 --> 00:52:37,824 that he hit you with his ****ing car? 1106 00:52:37,957 --> 00:52:40,860 Dude, he didn't hit me with his car, okay? [laughs] 1107 00:52:40,994 --> 00:52:43,630 He ran over my foot. And he feels really bad, 1108 00:52:43,730 --> 00:52:45,699 and he keeps on apologizing. He feels really bad about it. 1109 00:52:45,832 --> 00:52:49,235 So he hurts you and then says some sweet things to you 1110 00:52:49,402 --> 00:52:51,237 and maybe gives you some treats, 1111 00:52:51,404 --> 00:52:53,390 and now you're just cool with it? 1112 00:52:53,673 --> 00:52:55,675 What is your problem with Brandyn? 1113 00:52:55,809 --> 00:52:57,744 You're the one that told me to go out with him 1114 00:52:57,877 --> 00:52:59,646 - in the first place. - Yeah, to hook up, and, like, 1115 00:52:59,746 --> 00:53:03,650 have fun, and not move in here with him. 1116 00:53:04,384 --> 00:53:07,253 If that's the way you feel, then why did you even come over here? 1117 00:53:07,387 --> 00:53:08,755 Because you are my best friend. 1118 00:53:08,922 --> 00:53:11,591 And if you're hurt, of course I'm gonna be here. 1119 00:53:11,758 --> 00:53:13,159 But if you want me to, like, 1120 00:53:13,259 --> 00:53:15,950 fawn over your rock star boyfriend, 1121 00:53:15,228 --> 00:53:17,630 then you should call one of your stupid friends, 1122 00:53:17,197 --> 00:53:19,432 because it's crystal clear to me and everyone who loves you, 1123 00:53:19,566 --> 00:53:20,934 this guy ****ing sucks. 1124 00:53:24,270 --> 00:53:26,773 Hey. Thought I'd join you guys. 1125 00:53:28,441 --> 00:53:30,243 You're not leaving, are you, Noelle? 1126 00:53:30,944 --> 00:53:33,780 - I am, Brandyn. - BRANDYN: Oh. 1127 00:53:34,247 --> 00:53:35,548 All right, see you later. 1128 00:53:36,416 --> 00:53:38,118 [sighs] 1129 00:53:38,284 --> 00:53:39,552 BRANDYN: Hey. 1130 00:53:41,121 --> 00:53:42,622 - [door closes] - Look at that. 1131 00:53:42,756 --> 00:53:45,258 Got those Spanish olives you like from Erewhon. 1132 00:53:45,392 --> 00:53:47,127 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 1133 00:53:47,293 --> 00:53:49,629 - [Astor groans] - Oh, babe, hey. 1134 00:53:50,363 --> 00:53:52,565 - It's okay. - No, it's not okay. 1135 00:53:52,699 --> 00:53:54,801 My best friend ****ing hates me. 1136 00:53:55,902 --> 00:53:57,804 I thought I was your best friend. 1137 00:53:59,773 --> 00:54:03,576 It's just music and the streetcar. 1138 00:54:03,710 --> 00:54:05,612 It just was all so romantic. 1139 00:54:05,745 --> 00:54:07,881 Maybe I'll run away to Lisbon. 1140 00:54:10,283 --> 00:54:12,850 Sorry, Mom, I need a minute. 1141 00:54:12,218 --> 00:54:13,286 Is everything okay? 1142 00:54:14,154 --> 00:54:16,823 Yeah. I just need to make a call. 1143 00:54:16,990 --> 00:54:18,658 Okay, why don't you meet me at the Thai place? 1144 00:54:18,792 --> 00:54:20,126 - Okay. - Yeah. 1145 00:54:29,602 --> 00:54:32,672 Mom? Mom, can I please borrow the car? 1146 00:54:33,340 --> 00:54:35,608 - Are you okay? - Yeah. Um-- 1147 00:54:35,742 --> 00:54:37,277 Or, no, I don't know. 1148 00:54:37,410 --> 00:54:38,845 Brandyn, he's freaking out and he's making these threats, 1149 00:54:38,978 --> 00:54:40,347 so can I please just borrow the car? 1150 00:54:40,513 --> 00:54:42,449 - He's threatening you? - No, Mom. 1151 00:54:42,582 --> 00:54:43,817 Uh, I don't know. I don't know. 1152 00:54:43,950 --> 00:54:45,352 He said he was gonna kill himself, 1153 00:54:45,518 --> 00:54:46,953 but now he's not answering his phone, so... 1154 00:54:47,870 --> 00:54:49,589 Astor, that's serious. He needs some professional help. 1155 00:54:49,689 --> 00:54:51,825 Mom, come on. If anything happened, 1156 00:54:51,958 --> 00:54:54,828 I would never forgive myself, so can I please borrow the car? 1157 00:54:55,862 --> 00:54:57,364 - I'll drive you. - Okay, let's go. 1158 00:54:57,497 --> 00:54:58,832 - Okay. - Okay, let's go. 1159 00:55:12,312 --> 00:55:13,346 Hey. 1160 00:55:14,114 --> 00:55:16,850 What the ****? You can't just barge in here. 1161 00:55:16,983 --> 00:55:18,510 Seriously? 1162 00:55:18,985 --> 00:55:20,687 After all those messages you left me? 1163 00:55:20,820 --> 00:55:22,956 I was at the movies with my mom, by the way. 1164 00:55:23,560 --> 00:55:25,658 - I left you a note. - Okay, um, you're a liar, 1165 00:55:25,792 --> 00:55:28,161 a slut, and I'm too busy for this bullshit drama, 1166 00:55:28,294 --> 00:55:30,630 so you can just go. Thanks so much. 1167 00:55:30,230 --> 00:55:32,732 Are you kidding me? Less than an hour ago, 1168 00:55:32,899 --> 00:55:34,334 you said you would jump off a bridge 1169 00:55:34,467 --> 00:55:36,803 if I didn't answer your call, and now I'm a slut. 1170 00:55:36,903 --> 00:55:38,571 How ****ing drunk are you? 1171 00:55:38,738 --> 00:55:40,573 Okay, please, don't flatter yourself. 1172 00:55:40,740 --> 00:55:42,475 I'm not gonna kill myself over you, all right? 1173 00:55:42,575 --> 00:55:45,712 You are an immature, spoiled brat, eating your $5 croissant 1174 00:55:45,845 --> 00:55:47,580 somebody waited an hour in line to buy. 1175 00:55:47,714 --> 00:55:49,516 You've never been to a store to buy a record. 1176 00:55:49,649 --> 00:55:50,917 You ****ing download 'em 1177 00:55:51,510 --> 00:55:53,153 and breeze past each song for 30 seconds. 1178 00:55:53,253 --> 00:55:54,921 You will never relate to any true artist, 1179 00:55:55,880 --> 00:55:57,390 much less be one, because there's nothing original 1180 00:55:57,524 --> 00:55:58,725 or exciting about you. 1181 00:55:58,858 --> 00:56:00,994 You're a ****ing basic bitch, a nobody, 1182 00:56:01,940 --> 00:56:03,496 and I cannot believe I fell for your shit. 1183 00:56:06,599 --> 00:56:08,234 What the **** is wrong with you? 1184 00:56:08,368 --> 00:56:10,937 Do you really think that you and your stupid-*** dyke friend 1185 00:56:11,104 --> 00:56:12,939 can come in here in my house and judge me? 1186 00:56:13,106 --> 00:56:16,509 Get the **** out of my studio, you ****ing wannabe. 1187 00:56:16,609 --> 00:56:19,112 Here. Take your ****ing records. 1188 00:56:19,245 --> 00:56:20,513 Here you go. 1189 00:56:21,514 --> 00:56:23,450 Go **** yourself, Brandyn. 1190 00:56:23,616 --> 00:56:25,180 BRANDYN: Don't kill the cat. 1191 00:56:29,889 --> 00:56:31,691 Dude, what are you doing? 1192 00:56:31,791 --> 00:56:34,260 Please don't text him back. He'll never stop. 1193 00:56:34,394 --> 00:56:38,131 I'm not. I just changed his name. 1194 00:56:39,990 --> 00:56:40,700 [chuckles] 1195 00:56:41,401 --> 00:56:44,738 [sighs] I'm so ****ing stupid. 1196 00:56:44,871 --> 00:56:47,400 I fell in love with a monster. 1197 00:56:49,442 --> 00:56:51,144 I'm worried about you, sweetie. 1198 00:56:51,277 --> 00:56:54,214 You need to take care of yourself. 1199 00:56:55,715 --> 00:56:56,983 I know. 1200 00:56:57,917 --> 00:56:59,552 [instructor on recording] With every breath, 1201 00:56:59,652 --> 00:57:01,821 becoming more aware, 1202 00:57:01,988 --> 00:57:05,580 releasing the negativity and tuning in... 1203 00:57:05,158 --> 00:57:07,260 - [phone chimes] - ...to your intuition. 1204 00:57:08,328 --> 00:57:13,233 [mellow music] 1205 00:57:24,770 --> 00:57:25,645 ASTOR: I gotta get back on stage. 1206 00:57:25,779 --> 00:57:30,183 Great. And that is one of the reasons I wanted us to meet. 1207 00:57:30,350 --> 00:57:34,187 I got a call yesterday from Hobie Ashman, okay? 1208 00:57:34,320 --> 00:57:35,789 Runs Nomad Records. 1209 00:57:35,922 --> 00:57:39,192 He got a hold of your EP, and he was impressed. 1210 00:57:39,325 --> 00:57:41,127 Whoa. 1211 00:57:41,261 --> 00:57:43,530 How did he even hear it? I don't even have a copy. 1212 00:57:43,663 --> 00:57:46,266 Wait, you don't have a copy of the song that you recorded? 1213 00:57:46,366 --> 00:57:49,536 [sighs] Brandyn did a limited press, 1214 00:57:49,703 --> 00:57:52,672 - and then he broke all of them. - Wow. 1215 00:57:55,375 --> 00:57:58,678 So, any recent run-ins with this prick? 1216 00:57:58,812 --> 00:57:59,979 According to Pitchfork, 1217 00:58:00,113 --> 00:58:02,615 he's in New York recording a new album. 1218 00:58:02,716 --> 00:58:04,117 Oh, well, that figures. 1219 00:58:04,217 --> 00:58:06,553 Brandyn always thought he was too cool for LA. 1220 00:58:06,720 --> 00:58:08,855 Legend in his own mind. 1221 00:58:11,224 --> 00:58:12,125 Thank you. 1222 00:58:12,726 --> 00:58:15,995 Let me get this, since I can't make it tomorrow night. 1223 00:58:18,398 --> 00:58:20,400 Happy birthday, by the way. 1224 00:58:20,533 --> 00:58:22,235 Big two-five. 1225 00:58:23,303 --> 00:58:27,707 Yeah, thank you. Getting older sucks. [chuckles] 1226 00:58:27,841 --> 00:58:31,244 ["2 Cents" by Rainsford playing] 1227 00:58:32,645 --> 00:58:35,348 ♪ Got a sore throat and I keep choking ♪ 1228 00:58:35,482 --> 00:58:38,351 - To my favorite bitch. - [laughter] 1229 00:58:38,485 --> 00:58:40,220 I love you so much. 1230 00:58:40,353 --> 00:58:41,921 I love you too. 1231 00:58:42,550 --> 00:58:43,590 - Happy birthday. - Thank you. 1232 00:58:43,723 --> 00:58:46,192 Cheers, guys. Thank you. 1233 00:58:53,433 --> 00:58:55,350 What the **** are you doing here? 1234 00:58:55,168 --> 00:58:57,437 [scoffs] Get out of here with this bullshit. 1235 00:58:57,570 --> 00:59:02,420 You were not invited. You have to leave. Now. 1236 00:59:02,175 --> 00:59:03,443 Leave! 1237 00:59:04,911 --> 00:59:06,680 You're a nasty cunt, Noelle. 1238 00:59:06,780 --> 00:59:08,581 - [Brandyn grunts] - [partygoers exclaiming] 1239 00:59:08,715 --> 00:59:10,250 [groaning] 1240 00:59:11,170 --> 00:59:14,540 - Let's go. - ASTOR: Okay. 1241 00:59:14,187 --> 00:59:15,622 NOELLE: ****ing weirdo. 1242 00:59:15,755 --> 00:59:17,390 [groans] 1243 00:59:22,362 --> 00:59:24,264 [phone ringing] 1244 00:59:26,990 --> 00:59:27,367 Hey, sorry. One second. 1245 00:59:38,144 --> 00:59:40,800 ****. that ****ing sucks. 1246 00:59:41,881 --> 00:59:43,316 [sighs] 1247 00:59:45,719 --> 00:59:47,921 No, okay, yeah. I understand. 1248 00:59:49,556 --> 00:59:50,957 I'll see you this afternoon. 1249 00:59:53,293 --> 00:59:54,327 [sighs] 1250 00:59:56,663 --> 00:59:59,132 [gasps] Holy shit. 1251 00:59:59,966 --> 01:00:01,267 What happened? 1252 01:00:03,236 --> 01:00:08,641 Brandyn has claimed ownership over all the songs on my EP. 1253 01:00:08,775 --> 01:00:10,777 So what's gonna happen with the record? 1254 01:00:11,845 --> 01:00:13,113 What record? 1255 01:00:13,246 --> 01:00:15,150 There's no songs and there's no EP. 1256 01:00:15,148 --> 01:00:16,416 There's no record, so... 1257 01:00:17,484 --> 01:00:18,785 Shit. 1258 01:00:18,918 --> 01:00:20,653 So happy I get to finally meet you in person. 1259 01:00:20,787 --> 01:00:22,522 I'm a big fan of your music. 1260 01:00:22,655 --> 01:00:24,858 Well, I'm a big fan of anybody who's a big fan. 1261 01:00:25,250 --> 01:00:27,494 [laughs] She's funny. You're funny. 1262 01:00:28,661 --> 01:00:30,196 Unfortunately... [laughs] 1263 01:00:30,330 --> 01:00:34,134 ...this contract that Brandyn's people sent over, 1264 01:00:34,267 --> 01:00:36,360 it's no laughing matter, kiddo. 1265 01:00:37,337 --> 01:00:38,972 [sighs] We're not gonna take it on. 1266 01:00:39,105 --> 01:00:40,940 Oh, come on, Hobie. 1267 01:00:41,410 --> 01:00:43,900 There has to be something you can do. 1268 01:00:43,143 --> 01:00:44,978 This was her first contract. 1269 01:00:45,111 --> 01:00:46,513 Nobody looked at it. 1270 01:00:46,646 --> 01:00:49,490 - Brandyn took advantage. - I hear you, Kate, 1271 01:00:49,182 --> 01:00:51,551 and what Brandyn did was ****ed up, all right, 1272 01:00:51,685 --> 01:00:53,219 and I'm sorry for you. But... 1273 01:00:53,386 --> 01:00:57,390 he has a signed contract and a team of lawyers behind him. 1274 01:00:57,524 --> 01:00:59,392 And so do you. 1275 01:01:01,528 --> 01:01:04,640 The good news, you have an incredible voice, 1276 01:01:04,230 --> 01:01:05,965 all right, and a unique sound. 1277 01:01:06,660 --> 01:01:09,235 What we need are some groovy new songs. 1278 01:01:10,403 --> 01:01:11,471 Okay? 1279 01:01:12,372 --> 01:01:13,673 [Maddie on intercom] Edge is here. 1280 01:01:13,807 --> 01:01:15,508 Oh, thanks, Maddie. 1281 01:01:16,242 --> 01:01:18,780 [sighs] That's my next meeting. 1282 01:01:18,244 --> 01:01:20,800 Well, thank you so much for meeting with me. 1283 01:01:20,246 --> 01:01:24,170 I will get home and start writing some new songs. 1284 01:01:24,150 --> 01:01:25,585 HOBIE: That is the attitude. 1285 01:01:25,752 --> 01:01:28,540 - Hobie! My man. - Ah. Yeah. 1286 01:01:28,555 --> 01:01:30,223 Please don't tell me you're encouraging 1287 01:01:30,357 --> 01:01:31,858 my assistant to quit her job. 1288 01:01:31,991 --> 01:01:33,760 Hey, we all gotta chase the dream. 1289 01:01:33,893 --> 01:01:35,729 I need you to take this heartbreak, 1290 01:01:35,862 --> 01:01:36,930 put it on the page. 1291 01:01:37,630 --> 01:01:38,310 You are so talented. 1292 01:01:38,164 --> 01:01:39,399 HOBIE: I wanna introduce you. 1293 01:01:39,532 --> 01:01:40,767 This is Edgerrin. 1294 01:01:40,900 --> 01:01:42,202 He's here making an album 1295 01:01:42,335 --> 01:01:44,270 about creating the life you want to live. 1296 01:01:44,437 --> 01:01:46,172 - KATE: Hmm. - This is Kate and Astor. 1297 01:01:46,272 --> 01:01:49,442 Astor's an incredible singer, and Kate, well, 1298 01:01:49,576 --> 01:01:51,544 she's one of the toughest managers in the business. 1299 01:01:51,678 --> 01:01:52,612 - Oh, yeah? - Yeah. 1300 01:01:52,779 --> 01:01:53,780 Maybe I should hire you. 1301 01:01:53,913 --> 01:01:55,415 Maybe you should. 1302 01:01:55,548 --> 01:01:57,117 - HOBIE: You should. - Thanks, guys. 1303 01:01:57,283 --> 01:01:58,585 - I'll call you. - Okay. 1304 01:01:58,718 --> 01:01:59,919 Excuse me. 1305 01:02:00,530 --> 01:02:02,422 You should, uh, exchange. 1306 01:02:06,459 --> 01:02:07,527 Oh. 1307 01:02:08,280 --> 01:02:10,300 - Good morning, sleepyhead. - Hmm. 1308 01:02:10,130 --> 01:02:11,865 Why are you sleeping here? 1309 01:02:12,799 --> 01:02:14,467 I just didn't wanna be alone. 1310 01:02:15,301 --> 01:02:17,537 Why? What'd you think? 1311 01:02:18,304 --> 01:02:21,474 That sometimes I wonder if I gave you the right tools. 1312 01:02:21,608 --> 01:02:22,876 What does that mean? 1313 01:02:24,310 --> 01:02:27,213 Being an artist isn't very stable. 1314 01:02:27,313 --> 01:02:29,282 Well, just because you're broke at 50 1315 01:02:29,416 --> 01:02:30,950 doesn't mean I will be too. 1316 01:02:31,751 --> 01:02:34,320 - Good morning. - [sighs] I'm sorry, Mom. 1317 01:02:34,454 --> 01:02:35,989 I'm sorry. That was so mean. 1318 01:02:36,122 --> 01:02:38,625 I'm sorry. I'm just-- I'm in a really bad mood. 1319 01:02:38,758 --> 01:02:39,993 It's fine. 1320 01:02:40,660 --> 01:02:41,828 Oh, baby. 1321 01:02:42,495 --> 01:02:46,900 I want you to be happy and have health insurance. 1322 01:02:48,334 --> 01:02:50,670 We're living in a post-joy world, Mom. 1323 01:02:50,804 --> 01:02:53,340 Happiness went extinct with the poor rhinos. 1324 01:02:53,506 --> 01:02:54,908 They're critically endangered. 1325 01:02:55,800 --> 01:02:56,576 Don't ever buy anything with ivory. 1326 01:02:56,676 --> 01:03:00,480 Well, the way humans behave, they're screwed. 1327 01:03:00,613 --> 01:03:01,781 We're all screwed. 1328 01:03:02,515 --> 01:03:04,484 Can I please just go back to bed? 1329 01:03:04,617 --> 01:03:05,752 No. 1330 01:03:05,852 --> 01:03:07,287 You get to get up 1331 01:03:07,420 --> 01:03:11,424 and go get yourself a nice, joyless job 1332 01:03:11,524 --> 01:03:15,280 to go along with this sunny disposition. 1333 01:03:15,161 --> 01:03:18,965 Or I can just go home and go to bed. 1334 01:03:19,833 --> 01:03:21,601 Well, if you can pay your rent. 1335 01:03:21,701 --> 01:03:24,504 - I can't cover you, kiddo. - Oh, my God. 1336 01:03:24,637 --> 01:03:28,208 Why does everybody keep calling me "kiddo"? I'm 25. 1337 01:03:28,341 --> 01:03:30,276 Wow, the Velvet Underground. 1338 01:03:30,377 --> 01:03:31,945 Hey, Nooch. Hey, Jim. 1339 01:03:32,450 --> 01:03:33,179 - Whoa. - What's shaking, kiddo? 1340 01:03:33,313 --> 01:03:34,981 How's the music biz? 1341 01:03:35,115 --> 01:03:36,383 It's gnarly. 1342 01:03:36,549 --> 01:03:38,385 Hey, sorry, I just realized it's the 6th 1343 01:03:38,518 --> 01:03:40,120 and I haven't paid you rent. 1344 01:03:40,220 --> 01:03:41,388 I'll get it to you tomorrow. I promise. 1345 01:03:41,554 --> 01:03:43,890 Don't you worry about that, angel. 1346 01:03:44,570 --> 01:03:45,692 I... 1347 01:03:45,825 --> 01:03:49,562 have become a millionaire. 1348 01:03:49,729 --> 01:03:50,830 What the **** is that? 1349 01:03:50,964 --> 01:03:54,501 - A $10,000... - What? 1350 01:03:54,634 --> 01:03:56,903 - ...bill. - What is that? 1351 01:03:57,370 --> 01:03:58,405 - [phone ringing] - Let me see this. 1352 01:03:58,538 --> 01:03:59,339 Let me see. 1353 01:03:59,472 --> 01:04:00,573 Well, Pink Floyd says, "Money." 1354 01:04:00,740 --> 01:04:02,175 NOOCH: Give me the ****ing thing. 1355 01:04:02,308 --> 01:04:03,843 I think I'll buy a football team with this. 1356 01:04:03,977 --> 01:04:06,790 - NOOCH: Let me look at it. - Sorry, this is my manager. 1357 01:04:06,246 --> 01:04:07,580 I got to take this. But have fun, you guys. 1358 01:04:07,747 --> 01:04:09,416 What the ****, man? Is this real? 1359 01:04:12,419 --> 01:04:13,753 How is this even real? 1360 01:04:13,887 --> 01:04:16,423 Oh, it's a mind**** for sure. 1361 01:04:17,357 --> 01:04:19,259 I was hesitant to even bring this to you, 1362 01:04:19,392 --> 01:04:23,329 but the contract is legit, as is the money. 1363 01:04:23,430 --> 01:04:26,666 - And it's all Europe? - Yeah, and big venues too. 1364 01:04:29,736 --> 01:04:33,106 [sighs] There are many obvious reasons to say no, 1365 01:04:33,239 --> 01:04:36,109 and as somebody who cares about you, I hate this. 1366 01:04:36,276 --> 01:04:37,777 But as your manager, 1367 01:04:37,911 --> 01:04:42,282 I should tell you that what they're offering is insane 1368 01:04:42,415 --> 01:04:44,617 and unheard of at your level. 1369 01:04:46,753 --> 01:04:48,722 [sighs] Shit. I mean... 1370 01:04:48,855 --> 01:04:52,425 [chuckles] ...that would cover my rent for, like, five years. 1371 01:04:52,559 --> 01:04:54,227 But he's asking me to sell my soul. 1372 01:04:54,361 --> 01:04:55,729 Hmm, pretty much. 1373 01:04:56,463 --> 01:04:57,897 And they're willing to compensate you 1374 01:04:58,310 --> 01:04:59,532 generously for it. 1375 01:05:01,267 --> 01:05:03,403 I don't know. I don't know, Kate. 1376 01:05:03,536 --> 01:05:05,305 I just-- I don't think I can do this. 1377 01:05:05,472 --> 01:05:07,730 There has to be something else, right? 1378 01:05:07,207 --> 01:05:09,309 - Please? - [laughs] 1379 01:05:10,944 --> 01:05:12,145 You know, I'd never ask you 1380 01:05:12,278 --> 01:05:13,980 to do anything you don't wanna do. 1381 01:05:14,114 --> 01:05:16,490 And this makes my skin crawl. 1382 01:05:16,149 --> 01:05:19,119 Brandyn is clearly up to something. 1383 01:05:19,252 --> 01:05:21,788 Plus, it'll be fun to tell them no. 1384 01:05:21,921 --> 01:05:23,156 [chuckles] 1385 01:05:24,724 --> 01:05:26,259 I have, like... 1386 01:05:26,893 --> 01:05:29,996 $17 to my name. [chuckles] 1387 01:05:30,130 --> 01:05:32,499 Is it so crazy to say no to six figures? 1388 01:05:32,632 --> 01:05:34,501 I wouldn't spend the weekend with this guy 1389 01:05:34,634 --> 01:05:36,336 if they offered a million dollars, 1390 01:05:36,503 --> 01:05:39,172 much less go on tour with him. 1391 01:05:40,600 --> 01:05:41,408 We're gonna find something better. 1392 01:05:43,243 --> 01:05:44,511 Yep. 1393 01:05:52,686 --> 01:05:53,820 BRANDYN: Astor. 1394 01:05:55,255 --> 01:05:56,523 You down there? 1395 01:05:57,323 --> 01:05:58,825 - What do you want? - Hey. 1396 01:06:00,930 --> 01:06:01,361 How are ya? 1397 01:06:02,696 --> 01:06:04,864 Okay, I know you're pissed. Um... 1398 01:06:05,498 --> 01:06:06,866 can I come aboard, please? 1399 01:06:07,834 --> 01:06:09,302 - No. - Look, 1400 01:06:09,436 --> 01:06:11,104 I just got out of rehab this morning, 1401 01:06:11,204 --> 01:06:12,505 and, um... 1402 01:06:13,473 --> 01:06:14,974 you're my first stop. 1403 01:06:15,108 --> 01:06:16,376 On your apology world tour? 1404 01:06:16,509 --> 01:06:18,545 [chuckles] Yeah, basically. 1405 01:06:18,678 --> 01:06:21,114 I guess I understand why people think I'm such an ******* now. 1406 01:06:21,214 --> 01:06:22,515 ASTOR: Yeah, me too. 1407 01:06:23,950 --> 01:06:25,452 Is that why you said no? 1408 01:06:27,530 --> 01:06:29,723 I don't understand how you could possibly think 1409 01:06:29,856 --> 01:06:32,525 that it would be a good idea for us to go on tour together. 1410 01:06:32,659 --> 01:06:36,229 Well, because I know that I can't find a better opening act. 1411 01:06:40,567 --> 01:06:42,902 I want the rights to my songs back. 1412 01:06:43,690 --> 01:06:44,404 Okay. 1413 01:06:45,138 --> 01:06:46,406 If I say yes, will you come? 1414 01:06:46,539 --> 01:06:48,575 Look, this is a huge opportunity for you 1415 01:06:48,708 --> 01:06:50,243 to introduce your music to the world. 1416 01:06:50,410 --> 01:06:52,712 'Cause in my opinion, they are missing out. 1417 01:06:55,815 --> 01:06:57,350 Dude, this is too weird. 1418 01:06:57,484 --> 01:07:00,530 [chuckles uncomfortably] You're just showing up 1419 01:07:00,186 --> 01:07:01,988 and saying nice things to me. 1420 01:07:02,880 --> 01:07:03,823 I get it. I get it. 1421 01:07:03,923 --> 01:07:05,592 You know, it's gonna take us a lot of time 1422 01:07:05,725 --> 01:07:08,762 to get used to sober Brandyn, right? 1423 01:07:08,928 --> 01:07:10,263 But, um... 1424 01:07:10,397 --> 01:07:11,698 just give me a second chance. 1425 01:07:11,831 --> 01:07:14,667 I ****ed up, and I really wanna be your friend. 1426 01:07:15,435 --> 01:07:16,770 And I, uh... 1427 01:07:18,380 --> 01:07:19,606 brought this over here. 1428 01:07:21,408 --> 01:07:23,777 This, um, used to belong to Joni. 1429 01:07:24,678 --> 01:07:27,847 But, um, yeah. Hope to see you in Germany. 1430 01:07:32,686 --> 01:07:34,454 This is the only way that I can get my songs back. 1431 01:07:34,621 --> 01:07:36,856 And he's sober now, so... 1432 01:07:36,956 --> 01:07:38,625 NOELLE: I know you're smarter than this. 1433 01:07:38,758 --> 01:07:41,928 Going on tour with a guy who treated you like shit? 1434 01:07:42,620 --> 01:07:43,730 You don't need to do this. 1435 01:07:44,631 --> 01:07:46,232 Is that really how you see me? 1436 01:07:47,367 --> 01:07:48,735 Just as the victim? 1437 01:07:48,868 --> 01:07:50,737 No, but... 1438 01:07:50,870 --> 01:07:52,305 it's an evergreen story. 1439 01:07:52,472 --> 01:07:56,142 Older, powerful dude dangles a woman's dreams in front of her, 1440 01:07:56,309 --> 01:07:57,644 and then the next thing you know, 1441 01:07:57,777 --> 01:07:59,979 she's got cum all over her favorite Gap dress. 1442 01:08:00,146 --> 01:08:01,781 Ugh, I hate The Gap. 1443 01:08:01,915 --> 01:08:02,982 Me too. 1444 01:08:03,883 --> 01:08:05,618 Ugh, I hate that you're doing this. 1445 01:08:05,752 --> 01:08:08,455 I swear to God, if he ****s with you, 1446 01:08:08,588 --> 01:08:09,956 he's gonna regret it. 1447 01:08:11,725 --> 01:08:13,493 I'm sorry I've been such a pain. 1448 01:08:14,940 --> 01:08:17,664 I love you so much, and you're always there for me. I'm sorry. 1449 01:08:19,966 --> 01:08:21,000 I forgive you. 1450 01:08:21,801 --> 01:08:24,504 Just don't ever ditch me for a guy again. 1451 01:08:24,671 --> 01:08:26,740 I won't. I promise. 1452 01:08:27,507 --> 01:08:30,176 Hello, welcome. I'm Ally. 1453 01:08:30,310 --> 01:08:31,845 Would you like a glass of champagne? 1454 01:08:32,120 --> 01:08:34,748 Oh, I'm okay, thank you. Um, I'm Astor. 1455 01:08:34,848 --> 01:08:36,850 Do you know if there's somewhere I'm supposed to sit? 1456 01:08:37,170 --> 01:08:38,118 Anywhere you like. 1457 01:08:38,752 --> 01:08:40,687 - Okay, thank you. - You're welcome. 1458 01:08:45,592 --> 01:08:46,860 Oh, shoot, sorry, were you sitting here? 1459 01:08:46,993 --> 01:08:48,928 No, no, no, you're welcome to sit there, 1460 01:08:49,290 --> 01:08:51,865 but you might feel a little more comfortable up front. 1461 01:08:51,998 --> 01:08:53,366 - No way. - Yeah. 1462 01:08:53,533 --> 01:08:55,502 ASTOR: Oh, that's okay, thank you. 1463 01:08:55,635 --> 01:08:56,870 Hey, sorry, excuse me. 1464 01:08:57,300 --> 01:08:58,605 Do you know how long this flight is? 1465 01:08:58,705 --> 01:09:00,507 Five hours and 15 minutes to New York. 1466 01:09:00,640 --> 01:09:03,276 Um, we'll refuel and we'll pick up the band, 1467 01:09:03,376 --> 01:09:05,612 and then another nine hours or so to Berlin. 1468 01:09:06,346 --> 01:09:07,781 Awesome, thank you. 1469 01:09:07,881 --> 01:09:10,550 - Hi! - BRANDYN: Hey there. 1470 01:09:10,717 --> 01:09:12,520 - ALLY: Champagne? - BRANDYN: Thank you. 1471 01:09:12,218 --> 01:09:14,721 [indistinct chatter] 1472 01:09:14,854 --> 01:09:17,857 [mellow music] 1473 01:09:26,566 --> 01:09:28,334 [phone ringing] 1474 01:09:32,405 --> 01:09:33,873 - WOMAN ON PHONE: Astor? - Yes? 1475 01:09:34,700 --> 01:09:35,875 Hi, this is Greta, Brandyn's assistant. 1476 01:09:36,900 --> 01:09:38,244 There's a production meeting at 10:00 p.m. 1477 01:09:39,790 --> 01:09:42,415 - Oh, okay, where is it? - Room 304. 1478 01:09:43,149 --> 01:09:44,417 Okay, thank you. 1479 01:09:55,428 --> 01:09:56,763 BRANDYN: You're not room service. 1480 01:10:00,100 --> 01:10:01,401 Wanna join? 1481 01:10:10,910 --> 01:10:14,470 Guess I learned my lesson about making prank phone calls. 1482 01:10:14,180 --> 01:10:15,415 Excuse me? 1483 01:10:15,548 --> 01:10:18,752 I should probably say sorry or something. 1484 01:10:19,519 --> 01:10:21,354 I'm guessing it wasn't your idea. 1485 01:10:21,454 --> 01:10:23,423 - Mm-mm. - I'm Astor, by the way. 1486 01:10:23,556 --> 01:10:26,920 Duh. I'm Stassi. 1487 01:10:27,600 --> 01:10:30,196 I thought it would be fun to **** a rock star, but... 1488 01:10:30,296 --> 01:10:31,598 I'm over it. 1489 01:10:31,731 --> 01:10:33,199 I'm flying home tonight. 1490 01:10:33,299 --> 01:10:35,635 Yeah, I was trying to figure out a way to warn you. 1491 01:10:35,802 --> 01:10:37,203 He's a total *******. 1492 01:10:37,303 --> 01:10:39,706 Yeah, I could see that from the minute I met him, 1493 01:10:39,806 --> 01:10:44,377 but I'm leaving because I can't stand his loud-*** snoring. 1494 01:10:44,477 --> 01:10:45,578 And the sex is lame. 1495 01:10:45,712 --> 01:10:47,147 [both chuckle] 1496 01:10:47,280 --> 01:10:50,583 For the record, I totally would've ****ed you. 1497 01:10:52,152 --> 01:10:53,753 ["Love Me Like You Hate Me" by Rainsford playing] 1498 01:10:53,887 --> 01:10:57,424 ♪ I know what I'm feeling ♪ 1499 01:10:57,557 --> 01:11:03,630 ♪ But there's a fear in the back of my mind ♪ 1500 01:11:04,564 --> 01:11:06,566 ♪ Mmm ♪ 1501 01:11:06,666 --> 01:11:10,737 ♪ Maybe it's uneven ♪ 1502 01:11:10,837 --> 01:11:13,840 ♪ Begging you to give me more ♪ 1503 01:11:14,700 --> 01:11:16,176 ♪ And give me time ♪ 1504 01:11:17,243 --> 01:11:18,645 ♪ Mmm ♪ 1505 01:11:19,412 --> 01:11:21,781 ♪ And I wonder what you really... ♪ 1506 01:11:21,915 --> 01:11:23,249 - Hey. - ASTOR: Hey. 1507 01:11:23,350 --> 01:11:24,951 You must be Astor. I'm Greta. 1508 01:11:25,850 --> 01:11:26,353 Nice to meet you. 1509 01:11:26,486 --> 01:11:30,190 ♪ And I wonder why you're mad at me ♪ 1510 01:11:32,692 --> 01:11:34,461 Oh, crap. Stop, stop, stop, stop. 1511 01:11:34,594 --> 01:11:35,795 Just got a text from Brandyn. 1512 01:11:35,929 --> 01:11:37,364 He needs a drive to the radio station. 1513 01:11:37,497 --> 01:11:40,367 Uh... uh, Astor, I really hate to ask you to do this, 1514 01:11:40,500 --> 01:11:42,869 but could you pop back out? We'll sweep back around again. 1515 01:11:43,200 --> 01:11:45,205 Thanks, babe. Shouldn't take too long, though. 1516 01:11:45,372 --> 01:11:47,107 You'll still have plenty of time for soundcheck, okay? 1517 01:11:47,207 --> 01:11:48,708 ♪ I'll take it ♪ 1518 01:11:48,875 --> 01:11:52,312 ♪ You love me like you hate me ♪ 1519 01:11:52,946 --> 01:11:54,314 ♪ I'm so scared... ♪ 1520 01:11:54,447 --> 01:11:55,448 - Hey, hey. - BRANDYN: What up? 1521 01:11:55,548 --> 01:11:56,683 What's going on? 1522 01:11:56,816 --> 01:11:57,851 BRANDYN: Let's do the damn thing. 1523 01:11:57,984 --> 01:11:59,520 GRETA: Yeah. 1524 01:12:00,553 --> 01:12:01,821 BRANDYN: I wanted to create an album 1525 01:12:01,955 --> 01:12:03,289 that sounded like a whole band, 1526 01:12:03,390 --> 01:12:04,557 but really, it was just me. 1527 01:12:04,691 --> 01:12:06,326 And it ****ing worked. 1528 01:12:06,459 --> 01:12:08,228 Yeah, yeah, it sure did. 1529 01:12:08,395 --> 01:12:11,398 So, you had a bit of an incident last summer 1530 01:12:11,564 --> 01:12:12,999 at a music festival in Paris, 1531 01:12:13,133 --> 01:12:15,668 and the European press was pretty unkind to you 1532 01:12:15,802 --> 01:12:17,504 about the situation. 1533 01:12:17,637 --> 01:12:19,973 All right, well, first off, uh, **** France. 1534 01:12:20,730 --> 01:12:21,741 It's like, I swear, I open my mouth 1535 01:12:21,908 --> 01:12:23,343 and people just get offended. 1536 01:12:23,476 --> 01:12:26,379 Okay, Neil Young wrote a song called "Stupid Girl." 1537 01:12:26,513 --> 01:12:28,248 Rolling Stones have a song called "Stupid Girl." 1538 01:12:28,415 --> 01:12:29,582 "Stupid Girl," right? 1539 01:12:29,749 --> 01:12:31,170 These songs would get them canceled 1540 01:12:31,151 --> 01:12:33,353 - in this Me Too era. - Exactly. 1541 01:12:33,486 --> 01:12:35,880 They're destroying art. 1542 01:12:35,922 --> 01:12:38,240 Don't get me wrong. I love women, all right? 1543 01:12:38,158 --> 01:12:40,760 I got a bunch of badass chicks as roadies on my tour, so... 1544 01:12:40,894 --> 01:12:43,163 Yeah, and I see you brought Astor Grey to open for you. 1545 01:12:43,263 --> 01:12:44,831 Speaking of stupid girls... 1546 01:12:44,931 --> 01:12:47,330 - [DJ laughs] - No, she's, um... 1547 01:12:47,767 --> 01:12:48,768 - she's great. - Yeah, honestly, 1548 01:12:48,935 --> 01:12:50,503 I never heard of her before. 1549 01:12:50,603 --> 01:12:52,339 Yeah, I really only brought her on tour 1550 01:12:52,439 --> 01:12:53,773 because she gets naked at shows. 1551 01:12:53,907 --> 01:12:55,241 Is she gonna get naked tonight? 1552 01:12:55,375 --> 01:12:57,410 Honestly, I-- I don't even think 1553 01:12:57,544 --> 01:12:59,245 she brought clothes on this trip. 1554 01:12:59,379 --> 01:13:00,613 [DJ laughs] Hey, man, 1555 01:13:00,747 --> 01:13:02,215 it's been so good talking to you. 1556 01:13:02,349 --> 01:13:04,840 Can't wait for the show tonight. 1557 01:13:04,217 --> 01:13:06,786 Uh, Brendon Verge, tonight at the Tempodrom, 1558 01:13:06,953 --> 01:13:09,220 Astor Grey is opening. 1559 01:13:09,122 --> 01:13:11,257 Naked. [laughs] 1560 01:13:11,958 --> 01:13:15,128 - [humming] - [guitar strumming softly] 1561 01:13:27,574 --> 01:13:29,142 Guten Abend, Berlin. [chuckles] 1562 01:13:33,446 --> 01:13:34,814 What's up, Berlin? 1563 01:13:34,948 --> 01:13:36,249 [in different accentuation] What's up, Berlin? 1564 01:13:36,383 --> 01:13:37,784 I'm Astor Grey. Hey, hey, hey. 1565 01:13:37,917 --> 01:13:39,152 Hey, I'm Astor Grey. 1566 01:13:39,319 --> 01:13:40,754 GRETA: Hey, this is it. 1567 01:13:42,880 --> 01:13:43,323 You ready? 1568 01:13:43,490 --> 01:13:45,158 [chuckles] 1569 01:13:51,398 --> 01:13:52,832 Was ist das? 1570 01:13:53,900 --> 01:13:56,770 Hey, everybody. I'm Astor Grey, 1571 01:13:56,903 --> 01:13:59,506 and the only word I know how to say in German 1572 01:13:59,639 --> 01:14:01,341 is Wienerschnitzel. 1573 01:14:01,508 --> 01:14:06,112 [audience booing] 1574 01:14:06,246 --> 01:14:08,415 - Zieh deine Sachen aus! - [guitar strumming] 1575 01:14:08,515 --> 01:14:11,184 MAN 1: Take off your clothes! 1576 01:14:11,317 --> 01:14:12,852 Take off your clothes! 1577 01:14:12,986 --> 01:14:15,121 Show us your boobies! 1578 01:14:16,690 --> 01:14:18,925 [men shouting in German] 1579 01:14:21,528 --> 01:14:23,663 MAN 1: Go back to California! 1580 01:14:24,531 --> 01:14:26,866 [crowd booing] 1581 01:14:37,877 --> 01:14:39,346 No groupies on the bus. 1582 01:14:39,479 --> 01:14:41,981 ASTOR: Are you kidding me? I'm with the band. 1583 01:14:42,115 --> 01:14:43,316 My bad. 1584 01:15:16,182 --> 01:15:17,217 Beer? 1585 01:15:18,318 --> 01:15:20,387 - Back to your old ways? - [Brandyn scoffs] 1586 01:15:21,421 --> 01:15:23,923 Alcohol isn't the problem. It's people. 1587 01:15:24,900 --> 01:15:25,892 You know, my therapist says that 1588 01:15:26,260 --> 01:15:28,928 I subconsciously create distance from those I love, 1589 01:15:29,950 --> 01:15:31,765 so it doesn't hurt when they eventually let me down. 1590 01:15:32,365 --> 01:15:33,767 'Cause they always will. 1591 01:15:35,602 --> 01:15:36,703 Or maybe... 1592 01:15:37,337 --> 01:15:41,341 you're just a sad, angry piece of shit. 1593 01:15:47,447 --> 01:15:48,948 What the ****? 1594 01:15:49,749 --> 01:15:51,351 Hey, can we stop, please? 1595 01:15:51,451 --> 01:15:53,286 - Can you please pull over? - NIC: I can't stop here. 1596 01:15:53,453 --> 01:15:55,388 No, we need to stop right now, okay? All my songs are 1597 01:15:55,522 --> 01:15:57,290 back there, so we need to stop right now, please. 1598 01:15:57,457 --> 01:16:00,930 Looks like there's a petrol station a few kilometers ahead. 1599 01:16:00,226 --> 01:16:01,561 I can probably stop there. 1600 01:16:01,695 --> 01:16:03,196 Nic, keep going. It's all good. 1601 01:16:03,797 --> 01:16:06,900 Brandyn, that is the only copy that I have of all those songs. 1602 01:16:07,330 --> 01:16:08,635 Can you please just not be a dick about this? 1603 01:16:08,768 --> 01:16:09,869 Wait, I'm sorry, am I a dick, 1604 01:16:09,969 --> 01:16:11,871 or am I "an angry piece of shit?" 1605 01:16:11,971 --> 01:16:13,707 Okay, keep going. 1606 01:16:21,147 --> 01:16:23,483 - Bus is leaving. - Great, I won't be on it. 1607 01:16:36,663 --> 01:16:38,665 So what am I supposed to do now? 1608 01:16:38,798 --> 01:16:41,835 ROSEMARY: If you want people to treat you like an adult, 1609 01:16:42,100 --> 01:16:45,638 that means taking responsibility for yourself and your choices. 1610 01:16:45,772 --> 01:16:50,643 Seriously? Mom, I'm, like, stuck at a gas station in Germany. 1611 01:16:50,777 --> 01:16:52,979 I hope you don't feel too bad when I get murdered 1612 01:16:53,113 --> 01:16:55,181 - by ****ing Nazis. [sobs] - Baby... 1613 01:16:55,315 --> 01:16:57,417 Germany is a very safe country, 1614 01:16:57,517 --> 01:17:00,520 and you're one of the bravest people I know. 1615 01:17:00,653 --> 01:17:02,355 Do you have your calming lavender blend? 1616 01:17:02,489 --> 01:17:05,859 I don't feel brave. This sucks, and I wanna go home. 1617 01:17:05,992 --> 01:17:07,527 I know you're feeling overwhelmed, 1618 01:17:07,660 --> 01:17:10,300 but, Astor, just try to think about 1619 01:17:10,196 --> 01:17:12,165 why you went there in the first place. 1620 01:17:12,298 --> 01:17:14,768 You're on tour in Europe, baby. 1621 01:17:14,868 --> 01:17:17,370 You're playing your music for the world. 1622 01:17:17,537 --> 01:17:21,374 Now fight for what you want, what you deserve. 1623 01:17:21,541 --> 01:17:24,711 You have always had this fire inside you. 1624 01:17:24,844 --> 01:17:27,380 If you want something, you succeed. 1625 01:17:27,547 --> 01:17:31,510 Now get off this phone and call an Uber, 1626 01:17:31,184 --> 01:17:32,619 and use your lavender. 1627 01:17:32,719 --> 01:17:33,820 Okay. 1628 01:17:34,454 --> 01:17:37,791 Okay, you're right. Let me figure it out. 1629 01:17:39,225 --> 01:17:41,610 Thanks, Mom, I love you. [sobbing] 1630 01:17:41,194 --> 01:17:43,229 I'm sorry. I'm gonna make you proud. 1631 01:17:45,732 --> 01:17:48,680 I am already so proud. 1632 01:17:48,234 --> 01:17:50,537 No one deserves this more than you, Astor. 1633 01:17:50,670 --> 01:17:52,372 You worked so hard. 1634 01:17:53,730 --> 01:17:54,741 I love you more than words. 1635 01:17:54,874 --> 01:17:56,343 [sobbing] 1636 01:17:56,476 --> 01:17:59,120 ["Woman At Best" by Scout laRue Willis playing] 1637 01:18:00,747 --> 01:18:03,650 ♪ I'm a woman at best ♪ 1638 01:18:03,750 --> 01:18:06,353 ♪ You do not make me weak ♪ 1639 01:18:06,486 --> 01:18:09,189 ♪ Won't fall to my knees ♪ 1640 01:18:09,322 --> 01:18:12,192 ♪ Call your name in my sleep ♪ 1641 01:18:12,325 --> 01:18:15,261 ♪ And I will pass this test ♪ 1642 01:18:15,395 --> 01:18:18,898 ♪ 'Cause I know I am strong ♪ 1643 01:18:19,320 --> 01:18:20,667 ♪ Won't call out your name ♪ 1644 01:18:21,534 --> 01:18:27,440 ♪ I just sing out this song ♪ 1645 01:18:28,208 --> 01:18:32,379 ♪ Sing out this song ♪ 1646 01:18:34,247 --> 01:18:39,953 ♪ Sing out this song... ♪ 1647 01:18:40,860 --> 01:18:42,455 [crowd cheering] 1648 01:18:47,293 --> 01:18:49,696 This song is about Brandyn Verge. 1649 01:18:49,796 --> 01:18:51,970 He hates women. 1650 01:18:51,231 --> 01:18:54,567 ["See Me Cry" playing] 1651 01:19:01,608 --> 01:19:06,479 ♪ Crawling out a car crash, I hold my breath ♪ 1652 01:19:06,646 --> 01:19:10,984 ♪ Baby, if I'm bleeding, I don't feel it yet ♪ 1653 01:19:11,718 --> 01:19:15,755 ♪ I know you love to see me at my worst ♪ 1654 01:19:15,889 --> 01:19:18,992 ♪ You've been playing with my feelings ♪ 1655 01:19:19,125 --> 01:19:21,795 ♪ On and on, on and on, oh ♪ 1656 01:19:21,928 --> 01:19:23,263 ♪ You cut deep ♪ 1657 01:19:23,396 --> 01:19:28,334 ♪ You don't see me anymore ♪ 1658 01:19:29,502 --> 01:19:34,574 ♪ I won't give you the satisfaction ♪ 1659 01:19:34,674 --> 01:19:37,844 ♪ Or pretend like it never happened ♪ 1660 01:19:37,977 --> 01:19:39,412 ♪ Oh ♪ 1661 01:19:39,512 --> 01:19:42,349 ♪ You don't keep me up at night ♪ 1662 01:19:42,482 --> 01:19:45,352 ♪ You don't get to say goodbye, no ♪ 1663 01:19:45,518 --> 01:19:47,487 ♪ You don't get to fix me ♪ 1664 01:19:47,620 --> 01:19:49,856 ♪ And break me at the same time ♪ 1665 01:19:49,989 --> 01:19:52,692 ♪ You don't get to see me cry ♪ 1666 01:19:54,961 --> 01:19:58,665 ♪ You don't get to see me cry ♪ 1667 01:20:07,207 --> 01:20:08,441 I got them all warmed up for you. 1668 01:20:08,541 --> 01:20:09,976 You are gonna ****ing pay for that! 1669 01:20:10,110 --> 01:20:11,878 I promise you, you're gonna ****ing pay. 1670 01:20:12,450 --> 01:20:13,513 - God damn it! - Hey! 1671 01:20:13,646 --> 01:20:15,115 You're ****ing done. 1672 01:20:15,215 --> 01:20:17,117 - Over. - I'm just getting started. 1673 01:20:17,217 --> 01:20:19,185 Brandyn, go! Go! 1674 01:20:19,319 --> 01:20:21,621 - Astor, stop. - [laughs] 1675 01:20:21,721 --> 01:20:22,889 Stop! 1676 01:20:23,690 --> 01:20:25,625 You're in dressing room five, all right? 1677 01:20:25,725 --> 01:20:27,127 - All right? - Yeah. 1678 01:20:30,497 --> 01:20:34,234 So, after I played this killer show, 1679 01:20:34,367 --> 01:20:36,536 Greta came into the dressing room and fired me. 1680 01:20:36,669 --> 01:20:37,837 She'd already bought the ticket home. 1681 01:20:37,971 --> 01:20:39,339 Can they do that? 1682 01:20:39,472 --> 01:20:42,409 After reading the contract a million times, 1683 01:20:42,542 --> 01:20:44,411 the answer seems to be yes and no. 1684 01:20:44,544 --> 01:20:46,212 Kate thinks that they're gonna have to pay me, 1685 01:20:46,346 --> 01:20:47,580 but that we'll have to fight for it. 1686 01:20:47,747 --> 01:20:50,650 But I don't know. Things feel different now. 1687 01:20:50,750 --> 01:20:53,153 Like, there's these girls in Denmark 1688 01:20:53,253 --> 01:20:55,255 that were singing along to all my songs, 1689 01:20:55,422 --> 01:20:57,390 and they were wearing t-shirts with my face on it. 1690 01:20:57,524 --> 01:21:00,930 It was, like, so freaking cool. 1691 01:21:00,226 --> 01:21:01,594 You're a rock star. 1692 01:21:01,728 --> 01:21:03,763 - I'm a rock star? - [Noelle chuckles] 1693 01:21:05,650 --> 01:21:06,166 Don't actually look at me. 1694 01:21:06,266 --> 01:21:11,171 ["Stupid Guy" playing] 1695 01:21:18,345 --> 01:21:21,114 ♪ Emotional editor ♪ 1696 01:21:22,949 --> 01:21:24,751 What the ****? 1697 01:21:25,585 --> 01:21:27,520 ♪ You think you're really fly ♪ 1698 01:21:27,620 --> 01:21:31,358 ♪ But you're just a stupid guy ♪ 1699 01:21:33,793 --> 01:21:36,129 ♪ Your Porsche is not your penis ♪ 1700 01:21:36,863 --> 01:21:40,100 ♪ Women really aren't from Venus ♪ 1701 01:21:40,233 --> 01:21:43,203 ♪ I laugh, but I cry ♪ 1702 01:21:43,303 --> 01:21:46,806 ♪ 'Cause you're such a stupid guy ♪ 1703 01:21:49,242 --> 01:21:52,479 ♪ All you want is admiration ♪ 1704 01:21:52,612 --> 01:21:56,149 ♪ Your real emotion is stagnation ♪ 1705 01:21:56,316 --> 01:21:58,818 ♪ Do the stupid thing you love... ♪ 1706 01:21:58,952 --> 01:22:01,221 Oh, my God, you're slow! 1707 01:22:01,321 --> 01:22:02,922 [both laughing] 1708 01:22:03,560 --> 01:22:09,796 ♪ What you really are ♪ 1709 01:22:11,498 --> 01:22:13,967 - [Astor chuckles] - It's fantastic! 1710 01:22:14,100 --> 01:22:15,935 I love it! 1711 01:22:16,690 --> 01:22:17,504 And can I just say how happy I am 1712 01:22:17,637 --> 01:22:19,939 that you picked that as the single? 1713 01:22:20,730 --> 01:22:21,474 Thanks. Yeah, Hobie he chose it. 1714 01:22:21,608 --> 01:22:24,744 Well, it's a fantastic song. [laughs] 1715 01:22:24,844 --> 01:22:26,479 I'm so excited for Saturday. 1716 01:22:26,613 --> 01:22:29,616 I think I actually prefer playing smaller venues. 1717 01:22:29,749 --> 01:22:31,618 Like, having more money would be nice, 1718 01:22:31,751 --> 01:22:35,689 but not at the expense of the acoustics and my sanity. 1719 01:22:35,822 --> 01:22:38,158 Well, this is the other reason I called. 1720 01:22:39,192 --> 01:22:41,861 Guess what finally came in. 1721 01:22:41,995 --> 01:22:45,298 - Oh, my God, did they pay? - The lawyers did their job. 1722 01:22:45,432 --> 01:22:47,667 They paid, plus a late fee. 1723 01:22:47,801 --> 01:22:50,170 - Oh, my gosh! - [both laugh] 1724 01:22:50,303 --> 01:22:52,439 Thank you so much! 1725 01:22:52,539 --> 01:22:54,174 Well, you deserve it. 1726 01:22:54,307 --> 01:22:57,844 Here's to taking on shitty men and winning. 1727 01:22:57,977 --> 01:22:59,713 - Yeah! - Yeah! 1728 01:22:59,879 --> 01:23:02,849 There's a lot of hate towards you from Brandyn's fans. 1729 01:23:02,982 --> 01:23:04,651 People saying you're pissed you got dumped, 1730 01:23:04,784 --> 01:23:06,886 that you're using this story to promote your record. 1731 01:23:07,200 --> 01:23:09,389 Yeah, and it got a lot worse after your podcast last week. 1732 01:23:09,522 --> 01:23:11,825 [chuckles] Well, Brandyn's a good friend, 1733 01:23:11,958 --> 01:23:13,360 and the guy I know, well, 1734 01:23:13,493 --> 01:23:15,528 I got a hard time believing that he's doing 1735 01:23:15,662 --> 01:23:17,630 these things you're accusing him of. 1736 01:23:17,230 --> 01:23:18,732 Yeah, it's easy to excuse shitty behavior 1737 01:23:18,865 --> 01:23:20,667 when it's coming from someone that we like, but 1738 01:23:20,800 --> 01:23:22,669 women's careers don't benefit from calling out powerful men. 1739 01:23:22,802 --> 01:23:26,706 - It's usually the opposite. - I'd never heard of you before 1740 01:23:26,840 --> 01:23:29,242 Brandyn took you on his tour, a tour which you were fired from. 1741 01:23:29,409 --> 01:23:31,711 So it seems naive to pretend that Brandyn 1742 01:23:31,845 --> 01:23:34,514 didn't give your career a huge boost. 1743 01:23:34,647 --> 01:23:36,483 People know my name now, that's true, 1744 01:23:36,583 --> 01:23:38,385 and I will take some accountability 1745 01:23:38,518 --> 01:23:39,986 for the ****ed-up situation. 1746 01:23:40,860 --> 01:23:43,323 I should have left sooner, but I was in love. 1747 01:23:44,591 --> 01:23:47,594 Well, I'm glad to hear you're taking some of the blame. 1748 01:23:47,727 --> 01:23:49,596 It takes two to play the game. 1749 01:23:50,764 --> 01:23:53,199 The thing is, I didn't think that I was playing the game. 1750 01:23:53,333 --> 01:23:54,768 I thought that I was in a relationship. 1751 01:23:54,934 --> 01:23:57,604 Oh, come on. I mean, Brandyn's a rock star, 1752 01:23:57,737 --> 01:24:00,740 and you... I mean, you seem like a smart cookie. 1753 01:24:00,874 --> 01:24:02,509 You really expect me to believe that you thought 1754 01:24:02,609 --> 01:24:05,780 he was gonna be your typical boyfriend? 1755 01:24:05,211 --> 01:24:08,415 Yes, I did, because that's how he presented himself. 1756 01:24:08,548 --> 01:24:09,916 We let these celebrities break the rules 1757 01:24:10,500 --> 01:24:11,584 and get away with it because we want them 1758 01:24:11,718 --> 01:24:14,287 to be bad boys, and defending their behavior 1759 01:24:14,421 --> 01:24:16,523 is a way of protecting the rock star fantasy. 1760 01:24:16,623 --> 01:24:19,592 If you object, then you're a whiny bitch 1761 01:24:19,726 --> 01:24:21,461 who's ruining the party with your wokeness. 1762 01:24:21,594 --> 01:24:23,129 Okay, okay, let's not put words in my mouth. 1763 01:24:23,296 --> 01:24:25,310 I never called you a whiny bitch. 1764 01:24:25,131 --> 01:24:26,566 No, you called me a liar. 1765 01:24:26,700 --> 01:24:28,680 I mean, you're trying to take something from Brandyn 1766 01:24:28,201 --> 01:24:30,370 that he's worked his entire life for, 1767 01:24:30,470 --> 01:24:32,405 and in my book, that's just wrong. 1768 01:24:32,539 --> 01:24:34,740 Well, your book is bro code. 1769 01:24:34,207 --> 01:24:36,109 [chuckles] 1770 01:24:36,242 --> 01:24:37,210 You're funny. 1771 01:24:37,310 --> 01:24:38,878 ASTOR: No, but seriously, 1772 01:24:38,978 --> 01:24:41,214 I don't want Brandyn's name as an asterisk on my career, 1773 01:24:41,314 --> 01:24:42,882 and I don't expect him to change 1774 01:24:42,982 --> 01:24:45,418 or even acknowledge this, but if we could start to have 1775 01:24:45,552 --> 01:24:47,153 more conversations about all the bullshit 1776 01:24:47,287 --> 01:24:48,655 that women have to put up with: 1777 01:24:48,822 --> 01:24:51,791 the abuse, the lack of pay, the lack of opportunity, 1778 01:24:51,925 --> 01:24:54,327 then I think that would be a really good place to start. 1779 01:24:54,494 --> 01:24:55,762 I'm here for that, 1780 01:24:55,895 --> 01:24:58,565 but can we cut the cancel culture shit? 1781 01:24:59,499 --> 01:25:01,601 Astor, thank you for coming on the show. 1782 01:25:01,735 --> 01:25:05,572 We may not agree on much, but I admit, 1783 01:25:06,306 --> 01:25:07,674 you got some balls. 1784 01:25:09,750 --> 01:25:10,610 My album's called The Whisper Network. 1785 01:25:10,744 --> 01:25:12,412 Check it out, and if you're in LA, 1786 01:25:12,512 --> 01:25:14,447 I am playing Silverlake Lounge this Saturday. 1787 01:25:14,581 --> 01:25:15,982 HUXLEY: And there you have it, 1788 01:25:16,116 --> 01:25:18,585 for a little shameless self-promotion. 1789 01:25:18,685 --> 01:25:22,789 Astor Gray, it has been an experience. 1790 01:25:25,325 --> 01:25:27,260 Check you out, Astor Gray. 1791 01:25:28,261 --> 01:25:29,529 What are you doing here? 1792 01:25:30,330 --> 01:25:32,980 We're playing at the Forum tomorrow night. 1793 01:25:32,198 --> 01:25:34,834 I saw that you were playing, so I wanted to come support you. 1794 01:25:36,360 --> 01:25:37,704 Well, make sure you buy a t-shirt. 1795 01:25:37,871 --> 01:25:39,506 BRANDYN: I will. 1796 01:25:40,874 --> 01:25:43,343 Yeah, I can't tell if you're happy to see me or not. 1797 01:25:45,145 --> 01:25:46,513 Well... 1798 01:25:46,646 --> 01:25:48,882 considering you threw my songs out the window 1799 01:25:49,150 --> 01:25:50,550 and then you fired me from your tour, 1800 01:25:50,717 --> 01:25:52,520 I'm gonna go with not. 1801 01:25:52,552 --> 01:25:53,820 Look at you now. 1802 01:25:53,953 --> 01:25:56,322 Obviously your new songs are so much better 1803 01:25:56,456 --> 01:25:57,390 than whatever was in that notebook. 1804 01:25:57,557 --> 01:25:58,692 Guess we'll never know. 1805 01:25:59,192 --> 01:26:01,828 You know, music producers use unorthodox methods 1806 01:26:01,961 --> 01:26:05,650 of getting great performances out of artists all the time. 1807 01:26:05,231 --> 01:26:07,567 Phil Spector pulled a gun on John Lennon. 1808 01:26:07,734 --> 01:26:10,303 He also shot a woman in the face. 1809 01:26:12,500 --> 01:26:15,750 So, um, what's your plan with these, um-- 1810 01:26:15,241 --> 01:26:17,844 with these interviews? You going on Hux, The Times? 1811 01:26:17,977 --> 01:26:19,579 I didn't think you'd stoop so low. 1812 01:26:19,713 --> 01:26:21,881 It's-- it's kind of sad. 1813 01:26:23,249 --> 01:26:24,751 The Times came to us. 1814 01:26:24,918 --> 01:26:26,686 Your reputation precedes me, dude. 1815 01:26:26,820 --> 01:26:28,655 Music is the only thing that I care about, 1816 01:26:28,755 --> 01:26:30,690 and you're trying to take that away from me? 1817 01:26:30,824 --> 01:26:33,760 I mean, I'm sorry if shit got too real for you. 1818 01:26:33,893 --> 01:26:35,762 Yeah, it's crazy how being an abusive **** 1819 01:26:35,895 --> 01:26:37,897 just isn't a great career move anymore. 1820 01:26:38,310 --> 01:26:40,567 Why are you doing this? I loved you. 1821 01:26:41,340 --> 01:26:42,936 I paid off your ****ing credit card bills. 1822 01:26:43,690 --> 01:26:46,106 So many of my songs on my new album are about you. 1823 01:26:46,272 --> 01:26:47,607 And this is my thanks? 1824 01:26:47,774 --> 01:26:49,609 Yeah, I think you're gonna see your influence 1825 01:26:49,776 --> 01:26:51,444 on my album as well. 1826 01:26:53,880 --> 01:26:56,516 So that's it? After everything? 1827 01:26:56,616 --> 01:26:58,618 I'm not afraid of you, Brandyn. 1828 01:26:58,785 --> 01:27:00,620 And I'm not gonna be quiet. 1829 01:27:00,787 --> 01:27:03,890 I'm gonna tell my story, and I'm gonna play my music. 1830 01:27:04,240 --> 01:27:06,926 And if you don't like that, I have a great lawyer now, 1831 01:27:07,600 --> 01:27:08,128 so you can sue me. 1832 01:27:08,862 --> 01:27:10,730 ANNOUNCER: How is everybody feeling tonight? 1833 01:27:10,864 --> 01:27:13,767 Are you guys ready for the main act? 1834 01:27:13,900 --> 01:27:16,536 [sighs] Get out of my way. 1835 01:27:17,971 --> 01:27:19,139 Astor. 1836 01:27:19,272 --> 01:27:20,807 Astor! Hey! 1837 01:27:20,940 --> 01:27:22,242 Seriously? 1838 01:27:22,375 --> 01:27:24,110 ANNOUNCER: Ladies and gentlemen, put your hands together... 1839 01:27:24,244 --> 01:27:25,578 *****! 1840 01:27:25,712 --> 01:27:29,820 ...for the lovely and amazing Astor Grey! 1841 01:27:29,215 --> 01:27:31,551 [crowd cheering] 1842 01:27:36,289 --> 01:27:38,124 LA, I love you! 1843 01:27:38,258 --> 01:27:40,160 ["Lost On You" by LP playing] 1844 01:27:40,293 --> 01:27:42,495 ♪ When you get older, plainer and saner ♪ 1845 01:27:42,662 --> 01:27:48,100 ♪ And will you remember all the danger we came from ♪ 1846 01:27:50,837 --> 01:27:53,907 ♪ Burning like embers, falling tender ♪ 1847 01:27:54,700 --> 01:27:56,643 ♪ Long before the days of no surrender ♪ 1848 01:27:56,776 --> 01:27:58,445 ♪ Years ago ♪ 1849 01:27:59,312 --> 01:28:02,849 ♪ And will you know ♪ 1850 01:28:03,160 --> 01:28:08,521 ♪ So smoke 'em if you got 'em, 'cause it's going down ♪ 1851 01:28:08,688 --> 01:28:12,759 ♪ All I ever wanted was you ♪ 1852 01:28:13,526 --> 01:28:18,765 ♪ I'll never get to heaven 'cause I don't know how ♪ 1853 01:28:18,865 --> 01:28:23,603 ♪ Let's raise a glass or two ♪ 1854 01:28:23,703 --> 01:28:27,207 ♪ To all the things I lost on you ♪ 1855 01:28:27,340 --> 01:28:28,942 ♪ Oh-oh ♪ 1856 01:28:29,420 --> 01:28:32,312 ♪ Tell me are they lost on you ♪ 1857 01:28:32,445 --> 01:28:34,647 ♪ Oh-oh ♪ 1858 01:28:34,781 --> 01:28:38,180 ♪ Just like you could cut me loose ♪ 1859 01:28:38,151 --> 01:28:43,523 ♪ Oh, after everything I lost on you ♪ 1860 01:28:43,656 --> 01:28:45,658 ♪ Is that lost on you ♪ 1861 01:28:45,792 --> 01:28:51,231 ♪ Oh-oh ♪ 1862 01:28:51,398 --> 01:28:54,667 ♪ Oh ♪ 1863 01:28:54,801 --> 01:28:56,836 ♪ Is that lost on you ♪ 1864 01:28:56,970 --> 01:29:02,342 ♪ Oh, oh-oh ♪ 1865 01:29:02,475 --> 01:29:05,679 ♪ Baby, is that lost on you ♪ 1866 01:29:05,812 --> 01:29:08,481 ♪ Is that lost on you ♪ 1867 01:29:08,581 --> 01:29:11,751 ♪ Is that lost on you ♪ 1868 01:29:22,362 --> 01:29:24,998 ["See Me Cry" playing] 1869 01:29:32,105 --> 01:29:37,430 ♪ Crawling out a car crash, I hold my breath ♪ 1870 01:29:37,177 --> 01:29:41,915 ♪ Baby, if I'm bleeding, I don't feel it yet ♪ 1871 01:29:42,480 --> 01:29:44,617 ♪ I know you love to see me ♪ 1872 01:29:44,784 --> 01:29:46,453 ♪ At my worst ♪ 1873 01:29:46,619 --> 01:29:49,622 ♪ You've been playing with my feelings ♪ 1874 01:29:49,789 --> 01:29:52,258 ♪ On and on, on and on, oh ♪ 1875 01:29:52,392 --> 01:29:58,531 ♪ You cut deep, you don't see me anymore ♪ 1876 01:29:59,966 --> 01:30:04,971 ♪ I won't give you the satisfaction, no ♪ 1877 01:30:05,138 --> 01:30:10,210 ♪ Or pretend like it never happened ♪ 1878 01:30:10,310 --> 01:30:12,779 ♪ You don't keep me up at night ♪ 1879 01:30:12,912 --> 01:30:15,815 ♪ You don't get to say goodbye, no ♪ 1880 01:30:15,949 --> 01:30:17,817 ♪ You don't get to fix me ♪ 1881 01:30:17,984 --> 01:30:20,387 ♪ And break me at the same time ♪ 1882 01:30:20,487 --> 01:30:25,325 ♪ You don't get to see me cry ♪ 1883 01:30:25,492 --> 01:30:28,661 ♪ You don't get to see me cry ♪ 1884 01:30:28,828 --> 01:30:30,930 ♪ Cry, cry ♪ 1885 01:30:33,666 --> 01:30:38,671 [somber music]