1 00:02:02,455 --> 00:02:06,590 In Orkney, it's said that people who have drowned 2 00:02:06,159 --> 00:02:07,560 turn into seals. 3 00:02:09,996 --> 00:02:11,498 We call them selkies. 4 00:02:27,647 --> 00:02:31,184 At the highest tides, they slip off their seal skins for the night 5 00:02:31,685 --> 00:02:34,621 and they come to the shore as beautiful people. 6 00:02:36,189 --> 00:02:37,957 And they dance together, 7 00:02:38,240 --> 00:02:40,527 naked in the moonlight. 8 00:02:56,276 --> 00:02:59,450 The selkies return to the sea at dawn. 9 00:02:59,112 --> 00:03:01,448 Unless they're seen by a person. 10 00:03:02,115 --> 00:03:04,651 And then they're trapped in their human body 11 00:03:05,318 --> 00:03:06,586 and cannot return. 12 00:03:13,693 --> 00:03:17,564 And they'll always remain discontent on land because 13 00:03:18,164 --> 00:03:19,599 they belong to the sea. 14 00:03:31,745 --> 00:03:33,790 Oh, everyone's gone. 15 00:03:33,146 --> 00:03:34,981 - Yeah, everyone's gone. - Apart from me. 16 00:03:37,517 --> 00:03:38,618 Rona? 17 00:03:38,685 --> 00:03:40,860 What are you doing? 18 00:03:43,456 --> 00:03:44,891 Please, please, please, come on. 19 00:03:44,991 --> 00:03:46,359 Come on, I gotta get you out. 20 00:03:47,794 --> 00:03:48,995 - Time to go home. - Why? 21 00:03:50,363 --> 00:03:51,564 I remember... 22 00:03:52,132 --> 00:03:54,234 Look, everyone is really long gone. 23 00:03:55,769 --> 00:03:57,337 No, there was, um... 24 00:04:00,507 --> 00:04:01,875 - The lights are on. - The lights... 25 00:04:01,908 --> 00:04:04,210 That really means the night's truly over. 26 00:04:04,277 --> 00:04:05,945 - Ow. - Come on, what are you doing, Rona? 27 00:04:08,448 --> 00:04:10,116 We gotta get you out now. Come on, come on. 28 00:04:10,150 --> 00:04:11,651 - Let's dance. - Come on, Rona. 29 00:04:11,751 --> 00:04:13,687 Fine, I'll dance with you instead. 30 00:04:15,422 --> 00:04:16,423 Dave? 31 00:04:20,326 --> 00:04:21,961 - Get up. - Aha! 32 00:04:22,280 --> 00:04:23,563 - Come on. - Dave, give me a twirl. 33 00:04:23,663 --> 00:04:25,532 - She's long gone. - Come on, my love. 34 00:04:25,632 --> 00:04:28,935 The door's there and you're going out of it. No, no, no. Not under the table. 35 00:04:29,369 --> 00:04:31,604 Out you come. Come on. Out you come. 36 00:04:31,705 --> 00:04:35,410 - You're leaving now. - You can't see me. Right, right, Dave. 37 00:04:35,108 --> 00:04:36,209 Stand up. 38 00:04:36,276 --> 00:04:37,310 Stand up. 39 00:04:38,445 --> 00:04:39,479 To the door. 40 00:04:39,913 --> 00:04:41,281 You're nearly there. Come on. 41 00:04:42,150 --> 00:04:44,351 - Come on. You've had a bit too much... - Get her out. 42 00:04:44,451 --> 00:04:46,860 God, I'm strong. 43 00:04:46,152 --> 00:04:47,153 Come on. 44 00:04:47,454 --> 00:04:48,210 Come on, love. 45 00:04:48,540 --> 00:04:49,823 Dave, what are you gonna do? Make me leave? 46 00:04:49,923 --> 00:04:51,524 I'm gonna to take you outside. 47 00:04:51,624 --> 00:04:52,625 Rona! 48 00:04:52,892 --> 00:04:55,195 - You're gonna ****ing make me leave? - Enough! 49 00:04:55,895 --> 00:04:57,163 ****ing ****hole! 50 00:04:58,965 --> 00:05:00,333 - Time to go. - Get off of me! 51 00:05:03,436 --> 00:05:05,405 - Make him stop! - Time to go! 52 00:05:06,539 --> 00:05:07,741 ****hole! 53 00:05:26,260 --> 00:05:27,600 Hey, 54 00:05:27,160 --> 00:05:28,395 you need a ride? 55 00:05:28,895 --> 00:05:30,530 I can give you a lift, if you like. 56 00:05:40,807 --> 00:05:41,808 Rona. 57 00:05:42,242 --> 00:05:44,377 Um, is it okay if I get some details from you? 58 00:05:44,411 --> 00:05:45,111 Hm-hm. 59 00:05:45,211 --> 00:05:47,247 Yeah? Just check your age. 60 00:05:47,781 --> 00:05:48,948 Twenty-nine. 61 00:05:49,315 --> 00:05:50,517 And... 62 00:05:51,117 --> 00:05:52,619 what's your occupation? 63 00:05:53,820 --> 00:05:56,156 Er, I'm unemployed right now. 64 00:05:57,190 --> 00:05:59,359 But I got a masters in biology. 65 00:06:03,163 --> 00:06:04,531 Just get a few more details. 66 00:06:07,200 --> 00:06:09,736 So, are there any illnesses that run in the family? 67 00:06:09,836 --> 00:06:12,238 Anything like any heart attacks or strokes? 68 00:06:12,339 --> 00:06:13,340 No. 69 00:06:14,207 --> 00:06:15,275 Any diabetes? 70 00:06:15,709 --> 00:06:16,710 No. 71 00:06:17,143 --> 00:06:19,979 Anyone in the family have any kind of mental illness? 72 00:07:56,543 --> 00:07:57,544 Come on. 73 00:08:08,688 --> 00:08:10,256 - I'll just leave it here. - Thanks. 74 00:08:35,749 --> 00:08:36,816 How's Dad? 75 00:08:38,840 --> 00:08:38,985 He's fine. 76 00:08:39,850 --> 00:08:41,421 I heard he's been putting his rants on Facebook again? 77 00:08:42,589 --> 00:08:43,590 He's not. 78 00:08:46,126 --> 00:08:48,561 Have you decided what colour you're gonna paint the walls yet? 79 00:08:49,362 --> 00:08:50,663 What do you think? 80 00:08:51,798 --> 00:08:52,932 I found... 81 00:08:54,668 --> 00:08:55,735 There's a sort of a... 82 00:08:56,403 --> 00:08:57,504 duck egg? 83 00:08:58,238 --> 00:08:59,606 - Not sure. - That's nice. 84 00:08:59,706 --> 00:09:00,740 Yeah. 85 00:09:00,807 --> 00:09:02,742 That'd be nice in the living room, I think. 86 00:09:04,778 --> 00:09:05,979 Matches your trousers. 87 00:09:12,952 --> 00:09:13,953 Oh, 88 00:09:15,355 --> 00:09:16,423 look what I found. 89 00:09:16,923 --> 00:09:19,192 The RSPB is hiring. For summer jobs. 90 00:09:19,292 --> 00:09:20,193 They're looking for... 91 00:09:20,226 --> 00:09:22,128 But I have a life that I have to get back to. 92 00:09:23,730 --> 00:09:25,732 I know, of course. And I'll pray for you. 93 00:09:25,832 --> 00:09:27,434 Mum. Don't do that. 94 00:09:27,534 --> 00:09:29,336 Of course I do. 95 00:09:33,540 --> 00:09:35,108 Rona, do you want some tea? 96 00:09:35,208 --> 00:09:36,276 I'll be down in a bit. 97 00:09:37,477 --> 00:09:38,478 Okay. 98 00:09:47,487 --> 00:09:50,457 I'm really bored. 99 00:09:52,625 --> 00:09:55,161 Are you bored too? 100 00:09:55,228 --> 00:09:57,464 I see what you're trying to do, you know. 101 00:10:00,667 --> 00:10:02,102 Come on, this is almost done. 102 00:10:02,202 --> 00:10:06,720 Trust me, if you can't handle your book on mushrooms or whatever that is... 103 00:10:07,774 --> 00:10:10,410 - What is it? Mushrooms, um... - Fungi. 104 00:10:10,977 --> 00:10:14,414 You know, I hate the way you barely need to read a book 105 00:10:14,481 --> 00:10:16,850 and all the facts still somehow get into your head. 106 00:10:16,950 --> 00:10:18,918 That's 'cause you've been staring at it for hours. 107 00:10:18,985 --> 00:10:20,887 Yeah, I've literally been staring at this page for like 25 minutes. 108 00:10:20,920 --> 00:10:23,590 I know, so just leave it and let's go to the pub! 109 00:10:28,228 --> 00:10:30,697 - What was it like growing up here? - Growing up in London? 110 00:10:30,797 --> 00:10:31,865 Yeah. 111 00:10:31,965 --> 00:10:36,569 Growing up in London is just... there is always low-key something. 112 00:10:37,504 --> 00:10:41,875 I didn't actually really clock it until the first time I went to the countryside. 113 00:10:41,941 --> 00:10:45,478 And everything there was, like, so quiet. 114 00:11:00,460 --> 00:11:02,950 I'm just gonna get another one, is that alright? 115 00:11:02,950 --> 00:11:03,960 No problem. 116 00:11:34,861 --> 00:11:36,196 Er... excuse me. 117 00:11:36,296 --> 00:11:37,797 - Yeah? Sorry? - You don't have a lighter, do you? 118 00:11:37,831 --> 00:11:39,899 I don't, sorry. I'm not a smoker myself. 119 00:11:39,999 --> 00:11:41,568 Right. That's very sensible. 120 00:11:42,335 --> 00:11:44,400 I like your hat you've got on, by the way. 121 00:11:44,370 --> 00:11:45,672 - Oh, thank you. - Very interesting. 122 00:11:45,739 --> 00:11:46,840 Do I recognise you? 123 00:11:48,375 --> 00:11:50,310 - Possibly, are you from here? - Yeah. Yeah, yeah. 124 00:11:50,410 --> 00:11:52,379 Oh, I was thinking from the accent you must be from somewhere else. 125 00:11:52,412 --> 00:11:54,314 No, no, my mum and dad are English. 126 00:11:54,414 --> 00:11:57,183 - So that's why I've got a weird accent. - Oh... That'll be it. That'll be it. 127 00:11:57,183 --> 00:12:00,754 Yeah, I've actually... I've been away for about ten years now, so... 128 00:12:00,820 --> 00:12:01,821 My God, long time. 129 00:12:01,921 --> 00:12:04,157 Yeah, I don't really come back that often. 130 00:12:04,524 --> 00:12:05,892 So what are you doing now, then? 131 00:12:05,892 --> 00:12:07,861 I'm just going off to meet a couple of friends. 132 00:12:07,961 --> 00:12:09,696 - Ah, friends. - Yeah. 133 00:12:10,897 --> 00:12:13,330 Yeah, I don't really know anyone here any more, so... 134 00:12:13,990 --> 00:12:15,435 - No. - I was a bit desperate to... 135 00:12:16,169 --> 00:12:18,438 see if there's anyone younger hanging around. 136 00:12:18,471 --> 00:12:19,472 Oh, yes. 137 00:12:19,572 --> 00:12:21,775 Do you want to have a cup of tea before you go maybe? 138 00:12:21,808 --> 00:12:23,576 No, I really can't. I've got to catch up. 139 00:12:23,643 --> 00:12:25,812 - Another time maybe. - Right. Yeah. 140 00:12:25,912 --> 00:12:28,148 I'm staying with my mum at the minute, um... 141 00:12:28,248 --> 00:12:29,949 But I usually live down in London. 142 00:12:30,283 --> 00:12:32,585 I came to help my dad with the lambing, so... 143 00:12:32,652 --> 00:12:34,854 But I'm going back down there soon, so... 144 00:12:37,490 --> 00:12:40,260 Could you just give me your hand just so I can try this again? 145 00:12:40,126 --> 00:12:42,228 - Yeah, yeah, it's no problem. - Alright, thanks. 146 00:12:46,733 --> 00:12:48,735 - The wind. - Yeah, it's not easy. 147 00:12:50,570 --> 00:12:52,205 - Got it! - Yeah, alright. 148 00:12:52,272 --> 00:12:54,574 - Okay, I gotta go. I'll see you later. - Alright. 149 00:14:28,100 --> 00:14:31,400 Sometimes you can feel a vibration in Orkney. 150 00:14:32,272 --> 00:14:33,673 A low rumble. 151 00:14:34,374 --> 00:14:35,542 A tremor. 152 00:14:36,543 --> 00:14:40,847 It takes over the whole island and every part of your body. 153 00:14:42,480 --> 00:14:44,500 But, of course... 154 00:14:44,851 --> 00:14:46,553 it could all just be in your head. 155 00:14:49,923 --> 00:14:53,727 Some people say it's the sound of underwater military experiments. 156 00:14:58,832 --> 00:15:02,402 Others say it's the waves caught in caves deep below the land. 157 00:15:06,172 --> 00:15:08,975 But the one that brought me nightmares when I was little 158 00:15:09,609 --> 00:15:11,110 is the oldest theory. 159 00:15:12,145 --> 00:15:15,749 A ginormous monster called the Mester Muckle Stoorworm, 160 00:15:15,849 --> 00:15:17,350 who was so big 161 00:15:17,417 --> 00:15:19,753 his tail would wrap around the whole world. 162 00:15:20,553 --> 00:15:24,424 And he was defeated by a young lad called Assipattle. 163 00:15:25,925 --> 00:15:28,328 He killed the stoorworm with a burning peat. 164 00:15:29,462 --> 00:15:32,132 Fire burned inside its body. 165 00:15:32,232 --> 00:15:34,000 And it was in such pain that its neck 166 00:15:34,100 --> 00:15:36,636 reached nine times to the moon and back. 167 00:15:37,103 --> 00:15:38,805 And then its teeth fell out 168 00:15:39,372 --> 00:15:41,274 and formed the Orkney Islands. 169 00:15:42,342 --> 00:15:44,644 The liver is still burning today. 170 00:15:45,879 --> 00:15:48,480 And we feel that as the tremors. 171 00:15:58,892 --> 00:16:00,627 Oh, that was just lovely. 172 00:16:01,194 --> 00:16:03,263 - Absolutely gorgeous. - I think there's a bit more mince, 173 00:16:03,296 --> 00:16:04,397 if anyone wants another... 174 00:16:04,464 --> 00:16:07,901 - Couldn't have any more. No, thanks. - Rona, I notice you haven't eaten much. 175 00:16:07,967 --> 00:16:09,836 - Are you alright? - Yeah, yeah. I'm just not hungry, 176 00:16:09,836 --> 00:16:11,671 but it was lovely, yeah. 177 00:16:14,674 --> 00:16:16,309 I'd just like to say thank you. 178 00:16:16,810 --> 00:16:19,179 Thank you, Father, for this delicious food 179 00:16:19,245 --> 00:16:22,415 and for this wonderful company at my table today. 180 00:16:23,550 --> 00:16:27,520 We thank you, Lord, for the food on our table, for the sun in the sky... 181 00:16:35,929 --> 00:16:37,430 So are you up for long? 182 00:16:37,464 --> 00:16:40,400 No, I'm going back down to London next week. 183 00:16:40,467 --> 00:16:43,503 'Cause there's a service for healing on a Thursday evening. 184 00:16:43,603 --> 00:16:45,338 You might find it interesting. 185 00:16:45,438 --> 00:16:49,900 - Your husband used to go, right? - Yeah, my Mark went last year. 186 00:16:49,109 --> 00:16:52,512 He was having a bit of trouble with drinking and just needed a bit of guidance 187 00:16:52,579 --> 00:16:54,447 and, you know, just a bit of support and that. 188 00:16:54,481 --> 00:16:56,182 You know, a bit of help really, you know. 189 00:16:56,249 --> 00:16:59,319 - No, I'm doing fine. - Anyone can go. It's not... 190 00:16:59,386 --> 00:17:02,622 Oh, Rona, your mum was saying that you're taking a break from your study? 191 00:17:15,235 --> 00:17:18,380 - Please don't. - Don't what? Don't what? This? 192 00:17:19,172 --> 00:17:21,174 I'm sober. Do they know that? 193 00:17:21,875 --> 00:17:24,177 'Cause they seem to know everything else, don't they? 194 00:17:26,579 --> 00:17:29,416 You've clearly told them everything that's going on. 195 00:17:30,483 --> 00:17:31,718 Rona, I'm sorry. 196 00:17:34,721 --> 00:17:37,290 - You coming back inside? - I'll be in in a minute. 197 00:17:40,760 --> 00:17:42,662 Don't start reading the Bible without me. 198 00:18:15,595 --> 00:18:18,231 Get a shift on, Daynin. Come on. 199 00:18:19,899 --> 00:18:21,434 Hurry. 200 00:18:22,936 --> 00:18:24,871 Oh, ****! Oh, ****! 201 00:18:26,539 --> 00:18:28,675 - Daynin. Rona. - Daynin. 202 00:18:29,420 --> 00:18:31,644 - Give me your hand! - Please... 203 00:18:31,711 --> 00:18:34,147 put two hands on the bicycle! 204 00:19:35,942 --> 00:19:36,943 Hi. 205 00:19:38,244 --> 00:19:39,312 Hi. 206 00:20:08,274 --> 00:20:10,760 Sometimes when I hallucinate, 207 00:20:10,944 --> 00:20:15,281 I transpose the island's boundaries onto a map of London. 208 00:20:16,616 --> 00:20:21,187 In Hackney, thousands of people live in the same area of the farm 209 00:20:21,254 --> 00:20:23,423 that was home to just our family: 210 00:20:24,657 --> 00:20:26,359 150 acres. 211 00:20:29,362 --> 00:20:31,531 The screaming gulls are sirens, 212 00:20:31,898 --> 00:20:33,266 the sea, traffic. 213 00:20:33,967 --> 00:20:36,236 The tower blocks are cliff faces. 214 00:20:36,970 --> 00:20:40,607 The warning lights on top of tall buildings are lighthouses. 215 00:20:41,908 --> 00:20:44,770 The Tower of London is Skara Brae. 216 00:20:44,444 --> 00:20:47,647 And the Millennium Dome is the ancient Ring of Brodgar. 217 00:21:26,319 --> 00:21:29,489 Yeah, Rona, I just wanted a quick catch up really just to see how you are. 218 00:21:29,556 --> 00:21:30,423 Yeah, good. Why? 219 00:21:30,457 --> 00:21:32,926 It's just that we had the lab meeting last week 220 00:21:33,260 --> 00:21:34,894 and you weren't there, everyone else was there. 221 00:21:34,994 --> 00:21:38,980 Well, yeah, I had, um, a dentist appointment that day. 222 00:21:38,198 --> 00:21:40,367 But also I've just been really busy with the project. 223 00:21:40,400 --> 00:21:42,680 You could've told me about the dentist. 224 00:21:42,135 --> 00:21:43,803 Some of the other guys in the lab, they said 225 00:21:43,803 --> 00:21:45,538 that you've distanced yourself a little bit. 226 00:21:45,572 --> 00:21:46,906 I did, um... 227 00:21:46,973 --> 00:21:49,420 You're not going to coffee with them as much as you used to. 228 00:21:49,750 --> 00:21:50,760 Sorry, um... 229 00:21:54,514 --> 00:21:57,283 I mean, you had promised to get a report to me last week as well. 230 00:21:59,753 --> 00:22:00,754 Dad! 231 00:22:04,758 --> 00:22:06,590 - Dad? - Yeah. 232 00:22:06,426 --> 00:22:07,460 There you are. 233 00:22:08,128 --> 00:22:09,162 Hiya. 234 00:22:10,330 --> 00:22:11,965 - Hi. - You alright? 235 00:22:12,650 --> 00:22:12,932 Yeah. 236 00:22:12,999 --> 00:22:15,268 I'm heading off soon, so I wanted to say goodbye. 237 00:22:15,335 --> 00:22:16,503 - Are you? - Yeah. 238 00:22:16,603 --> 00:22:18,380 - Already? - Mmm. 239 00:22:18,371 --> 00:22:21,341 You want to see a lump of something, might be worth a fortune? 240 00:22:21,441 --> 00:22:22,442 What? 241 00:22:23,109 --> 00:22:27,180 "One test for ambergris is to poke it with a hot needle and a liquid should ooze out." 242 00:22:27,580 --> 00:22:28,581 Here we go. 243 00:22:33,860 --> 00:22:34,454 Look, look, look, look. 244 00:22:34,554 --> 00:22:36,356 That's liquid. Oh, my God. 245 00:22:36,423 --> 00:22:37,424 Wow. 246 00:22:38,224 --> 00:22:40,360 "Ambergris is a rare and highly valuable substance 247 00:22:40,427 --> 00:22:43,963 produced in the stomach of sperm whales, either vomited or excreted 248 00:22:44,640 --> 00:22:46,966 and found floating on the seas. It has a bad smell." 249 00:22:47,670 --> 00:22:49,736 Does it have a bad smell? Doesn't smell like anything. 250 00:22:49,803 --> 00:22:51,371 Still, it is liquid. 251 00:22:51,471 --> 00:22:52,472 It says... 252 00:22:52,972 --> 00:22:55,410 - for one gram... - Yes. 253 00:22:55,442 --> 00:22:57,110 you can get twenty-eight dollars. 254 00:22:57,177 --> 00:22:59,713 - What's that, twenty-five quid? - Like twenty-five quid. 255 00:23:00,146 --> 00:23:02,315 Let's see, so that's... This is... 256 00:23:02,382 --> 00:23:04,250 This is ten pounds. That's four and a half kilos, 257 00:23:04,284 --> 00:23:05,985 that's four thousand five hundred, that's... 258 00:23:06,853 --> 00:23:09,522 Twenty-five... That's over £100,000. 259 00:23:11,191 --> 00:23:13,193 Over one hundred... 260 00:23:14,961 --> 00:23:17,970 - Well done! - That is one big tractor. 261 00:23:17,497 --> 00:23:19,650 - Seriously. - My God. 262 00:23:20,433 --> 00:23:22,168 Oh my. Oh, well. 263 00:23:22,268 --> 00:23:24,971 - Will you send me updates when you hear? - I will. Why don't you stay? 264 00:23:25,500 --> 00:23:25,405 No, I can't. 265 00:23:25,438 --> 00:23:26,740 I'll tell you what I could do help with is... 266 00:23:26,773 --> 00:23:29,676 You know, there's a couple of dikes have come down on the outrun there. 267 00:23:29,776 --> 00:23:31,911 I could do with some help building them back up again. 268 00:23:31,945 --> 00:23:33,680 No, I've really been here for long enough. 269 00:23:34,800 --> 00:23:35,815 - London's calling me. - Alright. 270 00:23:36,316 --> 00:23:37,517 I got to go back. 271 00:23:40,887 --> 00:23:43,560 So, because you're gonna be rolling in it, 272 00:23:43,123 --> 00:23:46,393 do you think maybe you could lend me a few quid just to tide me over 273 00:23:46,459 --> 00:23:47,894 - for when I go back? - I just can't. 274 00:23:47,927 --> 00:23:50,263 - Right. That's okay. - Have you asked your mum? 275 00:23:50,630 --> 00:23:54,501 Um, she offered to put me into her prayers. 276 00:24:06,913 --> 00:24:09,883 you will see passenger emergency instruction notices 277 00:24:09,983 --> 00:24:13,553 in various parts of the vessel and in the passenger cabins. 278 00:24:14,120 --> 00:24:15,522 Please study these... 279 00:24:25,265 --> 00:24:29,336 located in the following positions: In the breakfast restaurant... 280 00:25:04,537 --> 00:25:07,273 The urge to drink can come out of nowhere. 281 00:25:10,677 --> 00:25:12,145 You think you're doing well. 282 00:25:12,645 --> 00:25:15,181 But suddenly you want nothing more than a drink. 283 00:25:19,719 --> 00:25:23,923 When people drink, alcohol, or more specifically ethanol, 284 00:25:24,457 --> 00:25:27,761 is absorbed into the stomach lining and enters the blood stream. 285 00:25:29,329 --> 00:25:30,397 In the brain, 286 00:25:30,730 --> 00:25:32,932 alcohol confuses messages 287 00:25:32,999 --> 00:25:36,770 between neurotransmitters and acts as both an intoxicant 288 00:25:36,836 --> 00:25:39,105 and a depressant or a relaxant. 289 00:25:46,460 --> 00:25:47,470 Hiya. 290 00:25:48,148 --> 00:25:49,249 Hey. 291 00:25:52,152 --> 00:25:53,853 - You alright? - Yeah. 292 00:25:54,387 --> 00:25:56,222 - That's good. - Just going to the loo. 293 00:26:31,624 --> 00:26:34,127 For those of us susceptible to addiction, 294 00:26:34,227 --> 00:26:38,732 alcohol quickly becomes the default way of alleviating anxiety 295 00:26:39,650 --> 00:26:41,401 and dealing with stressful situations. 296 00:26:43,937 --> 00:26:45,939 Through repeated use of the drug, 297 00:26:46,600 --> 00:26:48,942 our neural pathways are scored so deeply 298 00:26:49,509 --> 00:26:51,211 they'll never be repaired. 299 00:27:20,340 --> 00:27:21,808 - You good? - Yeah, yeah. 300 00:27:24,978 --> 00:27:27,580 - Hi, Elena. - Hello, good to see you back. 301 00:27:27,681 --> 00:27:29,549 Elena, this is Rona. Rona, Elena. 302 00:27:29,649 --> 00:27:31,885 - Nice to meet you. - Rona has a training day with us. 303 00:27:31,985 --> 00:27:35,550 Elena quite often works for us at the RSPB on the island 304 00:27:35,121 --> 00:27:37,190 - and manages our cottage here on Papay. - Yes. 305 00:27:38,291 --> 00:27:40,894 - So you're gone take us to the Holm. - Yeah, that's right. 306 00:27:40,960 --> 00:27:44,297 The tides look perfect for going there just now. Boat's ready in the water. 307 00:27:44,931 --> 00:27:47,670 It's the first time that you've visited Orkney? 308 00:27:47,133 --> 00:27:48,968 Eh, I'm from West Mainland. 309 00:27:49,690 --> 00:27:50,503 Ah... very nice. 310 00:27:51,371 --> 00:27:54,541 We can just maybe like spend about an hour and a half there, if that's okay with you? 311 00:27:54,541 --> 00:27:56,876 - Great. - Then we'll get you back to Papay. 312 00:27:56,976 --> 00:27:59,312 Oh, Papay really is my favourite island. 313 00:27:59,646 --> 00:28:02,916 Do you all have time for a cuppa like or a coffee at Rose Cottage? 314 00:28:10,900 --> 00:28:12,580 So there's a grey seal on the rocks. 315 00:28:12,125 --> 00:28:12,792 Yeah. 316 00:28:12,826 --> 00:28:14,861 The grey seal pups are all fluffy and white. 317 00:28:14,928 --> 00:28:16,830 They're really, really nice. 318 00:28:16,930 --> 00:28:18,798 And they can't swim right away. 319 00:28:19,265 --> 00:28:22,736 But the common seals, they can swim almost right away. 320 00:28:22,802 --> 00:28:25,939 They can just get into the water the same day. 321 00:28:38,351 --> 00:28:40,320 People really like them and folk here, 322 00:28:40,387 --> 00:28:43,123 what they really like is the sound they make. 323 00:28:43,456 --> 00:28:44,858 Woo! 324 00:28:44,924 --> 00:28:46,459 Woo! 325 00:28:47,930 --> 00:28:49,950 Yeah, nice one. Can you do it? 326 00:28:49,162 --> 00:28:50,563 Woo! 327 00:28:51,464 --> 00:28:53,433 A bit like a wolf. 328 00:28:53,967 --> 00:28:56,503 Quite eerie, especially if it's at night. 329 00:29:01,808 --> 00:29:02,809 Hi. 330 00:29:25,980 --> 00:29:29,969 Homo sapiens have about 79% of the same DNA as seals, 331 00:29:31,371 --> 00:29:33,106 50% as plants, 332 00:29:33,540 --> 00:29:34,708 a banana, 333 00:29:34,808 --> 00:29:35,809 a cucumber 334 00:29:36,142 --> 00:29:37,310 or seaweed, 335 00:29:39,379 --> 00:29:41,481 60% as jellyfish. 336 00:29:44,818 --> 00:29:48,922 Jellyfish are only capable of upwards independent movements, 337 00:29:49,220 --> 00:29:51,725 so they're moved horizontally by currents and tides. 338 00:29:59,833 --> 00:30:00,834 Wait! 339 00:30:01,601 --> 00:30:04,270 The day I was born, my father became unwell. 340 00:30:05,105 --> 00:30:09,476 One of the bipolar episodes he'd had periodically since he was a teenager. 341 00:30:27,227 --> 00:30:28,928 If you go mad in Orkney, 342 00:30:29,963 --> 00:30:31,564 they just fly you out. 343 00:30:47,981 --> 00:30:50,517 So, what you've got in front of you here is 344 00:30:50,517 --> 00:30:53,253 what I would say is a really well-mowed field. 345 00:30:53,353 --> 00:30:54,254 Okay? 346 00:30:54,354 --> 00:30:57,857 And so what he's done is he's gone from the inside 347 00:30:57,924 --> 00:30:59,726 and he's mowed all the way out 348 00:31:00,930 --> 00:31:03,329 so any corn crakes that might have been on his land in the field, 349 00:31:03,430 --> 00:31:06,660 they can come all the way into the long grass. 350 00:31:06,990 --> 00:31:06,966 Mm-mm. 351 00:31:07,670 --> 00:31:09,936 Okay, so when it comes to the survey, you'll have one of these 352 00:31:10,300 --> 00:31:11,938 in front of you and it's like a grid system. 353 00:31:12,472 --> 00:31:13,306 Mm-hmm. 354 00:31:13,373 --> 00:31:16,543 - So you start here from 12 to 3:00am... - Yeah. 355 00:31:16,643 --> 00:31:20,213 and then you go every 200-500 metres, and then you stop. 356 00:31:24,217 --> 00:31:25,752 You wind down your window, 357 00:31:26,252 --> 00:31:28,621 set a timer on your phone for two minutes, 358 00:31:29,422 --> 00:31:30,423 and listen. 359 00:31:33,893 --> 00:31:35,280 For what? 360 00:31:35,950 --> 00:31:37,364 For the sound of a corn crake. Have you heard a corn crake? 361 00:31:37,397 --> 00:31:38,998 - No. - Right, well... 362 00:31:39,990 --> 00:31:42,402 - How would you describe it? - Uh, I'd say it's quite like... 363 00:31:44,838 --> 00:31:46,639 Maybe like a cat hissing? 364 00:31:46,706 --> 00:31:49,809 I would say more like a cranking chain, something like... 365 00:31:51,478 --> 00:31:53,790 - Right. - That's good. 366 00:31:53,179 --> 00:31:55,480 Get it up on YouTube for her. 367 00:31:58,418 --> 00:31:59,419 Uh-huh. 368 00:32:39,559 --> 00:32:40,560 So, 369 00:32:41,270 --> 00:32:42,996 can you tell me why you're here, Rona? 370 00:32:43,960 --> 00:32:44,970 Yeah. 371 00:32:44,330 --> 00:32:45,965 I'm here for a referral, 372 00:32:46,499 --> 00:32:48,568 for rehab. Um, residential. 373 00:32:50,837 --> 00:32:52,372 I just want you to lock me up. 374 00:32:53,707 --> 00:32:54,808 Okay. 375 00:32:54,874 --> 00:32:58,978 Well, there can be quite a rate sometimes for residential places. 376 00:32:59,450 --> 00:33:01,147 But there are some other options. 377 00:33:09,550 --> 00:33:14,127 This programme is a zero-tolerance abstinence-based programme. 378 00:33:14,227 --> 00:33:16,596 Which means that if you don't turn up, 379 00:33:16,663 --> 00:33:19,232 for any reason, you are off the programme. 380 00:33:19,833 --> 00:33:21,401 It means if you relapse, 381 00:33:22,168 --> 00:33:23,737 you are off the programme. 382 00:33:24,270 --> 00:33:28,541 What is said in this group, stays within the walls of this group. 383 00:33:29,275 --> 00:33:30,276 No phones. 384 00:33:30,343 --> 00:33:33,680 I would ask that you only check them at your break times. 385 00:33:33,747 --> 00:33:36,916 Also, all fag and bathroom breaks 386 00:33:37,170 --> 00:33:39,819 will be accompanied by a counsellor. 387 00:33:40,854 --> 00:33:44,791 Statistically, only 10% of you will make this. 388 00:33:45,191 --> 00:33:46,726 I know that sounds tough. 389 00:33:46,793 --> 00:33:49,629 But it is a tough journey that you have started. 390 00:34:06,120 --> 00:34:07,470 Rona! 391 00:34:07,147 --> 00:34:07,981 Come on. 392 00:34:08,480 --> 00:34:10,316 No, Mum, I'm okay, thanks. 393 00:34:10,383 --> 00:34:12,385 Oh, come on, Rona, it's lovely. 394 00:34:12,485 --> 00:34:13,553 I'm fine. 395 00:34:17,557 --> 00:34:18,558 Whoo! 396 00:34:20,260 --> 00:34:20,960 How's Mum? 397 00:34:20,994 --> 00:34:23,897 You could always just call her and ask her yourself. 398 00:34:32,105 --> 00:34:33,173 How's the job? 399 00:34:34,107 --> 00:34:35,108 Um... 400 00:34:35,709 --> 00:34:38,110 Well, I haven't heard a corn crake yet. 401 00:34:39,813 --> 00:34:40,980 So, not that great. 402 00:34:43,817 --> 00:34:45,151 I can't do that. 403 00:34:47,587 --> 00:34:49,189 I did find out that there's a large 404 00:34:49,222 --> 00:34:51,224 population of corn crakes in Eastern Europe. 405 00:34:51,791 --> 00:34:54,627 By the way, it's not ambergris. I got the results back. 406 00:34:55,428 --> 00:34:56,429 Oh. 407 00:34:57,263 --> 00:34:58,331 Well, what is it then? 408 00:34:58,431 --> 00:34:59,833 Paraffin wax or something. 409 00:35:00,300 --> 00:35:01,301 Probably. 410 00:35:02,680 --> 00:35:03,690 Hm. 411 00:35:06,306 --> 00:35:07,841 Thanks for staying longer. 412 00:35:21,621 --> 00:35:22,622 Hey, Dad. 413 00:35:26,693 --> 00:35:28,361 I made another flower picture. 414 00:35:33,900 --> 00:35:36,690 Dad-dad-dad-dad-dad... 415 00:36:04,998 --> 00:36:06,599 The past follows us. 416 00:36:08,134 --> 00:36:09,736 Energy never expires. 417 00:36:19,245 --> 00:36:22,215 The energy of waves carried across the ocean 418 00:36:22,315 --> 00:36:25,352 changes into noise and heat and vibrations 419 00:36:25,418 --> 00:36:27,587 that are absorbed into the land 420 00:36:28,210 --> 00:36:30,290 and passed through the generations. 421 00:36:31,958 --> 00:36:36,563 Waves break when the wave height is more than one seventh of the wave length. 422 00:36:38,331 --> 00:36:40,767 Although they collapse in different manners, 423 00:36:40,834 --> 00:36:44,270 there is only so much height any wave can sustain 424 00:36:44,871 --> 00:36:46,673 before it comes crashing down. 425 00:40:08,608 --> 00:40:10,343 I'm so proud of you! 426 00:40:10,643 --> 00:40:11,811 - Really? - Yeah. 427 00:40:11,878 --> 00:40:14,647 - Oh, really? - Yeah, you're doing so well. 428 00:40:21,210 --> 00:40:23,890 - Go on, go on! - Grab a shot! 429 00:40:24,557 --> 00:40:26,260 - Cheers, guys! - Okay. 430 00:40:26,920 --> 00:40:28,561 - Make a speech! - Don't make me make a speech. 431 00:40:28,628 --> 00:40:30,563 Come on! Speech! Speech! 432 00:40:30,630 --> 00:40:34,734 You think it's about me? But I wouldn't have been able to do it without all of you. 433 00:40:34,801 --> 00:40:36,136 He's so humble. 434 00:40:36,503 --> 00:40:38,271 - Cheers. - Go on, go on, go on! 435 00:40:46,146 --> 00:40:48,480 Yes, yes, yes, yeah! 436 00:40:49,416 --> 00:40:51,184 Would you want to marry me? 437 00:40:52,719 --> 00:40:53,920 Do I want to marry you? 438 00:40:54,554 --> 00:40:56,756 - Do you think you'd want to marry me? - Oh. 439 00:40:56,856 --> 00:40:58,240 One day, maybe. 440 00:40:58,910 --> 00:40:59,559 - Maybe? - Maybe... 441 00:41:00,600 --> 00:41:01,728 One, two, three, four. 442 00:41:02,195 --> 00:41:04,497 One, two, three, four. 443 00:41:04,597 --> 00:41:05,598 Hey! 444 00:41:08,301 --> 00:41:11,400 - Haha, ow. - For ****'s sake. 445 00:41:11,604 --> 00:41:12,806 - Babe. - Ow. 446 00:41:12,872 --> 00:41:14,507 You okay? 447 00:41:14,874 --> 00:41:17,877 - You alright? Rona? - Alright, honey? 448 00:41:17,977 --> 00:41:20,460 - Rona, babe? - Where's my compass? 449 00:41:20,814 --> 00:41:22,949 Did you definitely bring it out with you? 450 00:41:22,949 --> 00:41:25,218 Did you have it on whilst you were dancing? 451 00:41:25,318 --> 00:41:27,687 - Oh no, don't worry. - It's okay. 452 00:41:27,754 --> 00:41:29,723 - My compass. - Maybe it came off. 453 00:41:29,789 --> 00:41:32,392 Have you seen... she wears this like, like this necklace thing. 454 00:41:32,459 --> 00:41:34,227 - It's a compass. - Get up, honey. 455 00:41:34,294 --> 00:41:35,995 - Her compass. - Sorry... 456 00:41:36,960 --> 00:41:38,131 I don't know where it's gone. 457 00:41:38,798 --> 00:41:40,900 My dad gave me that compass. 458 00:41:43,236 --> 00:41:46,706 - What are you laughing at? - No one's laughing. 459 00:41:46,806 --> 00:41:49,609 You think you're great because you earn more money than me? 460 00:41:50,210 --> 00:41:51,878 You're not laughing now, are you? 461 00:41:53,179 --> 00:41:55,181 Rona! Get a grip! 462 00:41:55,682 --> 00:41:57,751 Whoah, whoah, ****! ****! 463 00:41:58,510 --> 00:41:59,886 What the **** was that? 464 00:42:02,220 --> 00:42:04,791 Okay, babe, we need to go outside. 465 00:42:04,891 --> 00:42:05,925 Rona? 466 00:42:06,693 --> 00:42:09,562 Rona, listen to me. Listen to me, just breathe. 467 00:42:09,629 --> 00:42:11,965 Just breathe. It's okay. You're okay. 468 00:42:13,666 --> 00:42:17,370 You're okay, just deep breaths, you're fine, okay? Just breathe. 469 00:42:20,206 --> 00:42:22,308 Please don't. Rona, you're hurting yourself. 470 00:42:23,443 --> 00:42:25,450 - Has she taken something? - No, I've not given her anything. 471 00:42:25,450 --> 00:42:26,790 Get off. 472 00:42:26,713 --> 00:42:29,482 - Just listen to me. - Get off. Double vodka. 473 00:42:29,549 --> 00:42:31,685 You can't order another drink. We're going. 474 00:42:31,751 --> 00:42:32,886 - Chill out. - Oi, oi! 475 00:42:34,540 --> 00:42:35,588 I'm too tired for this! 476 00:42:36,456 --> 00:42:39,726 We're going home, alright? No, you can't have that! 477 00:42:39,793 --> 00:42:40,927 Rona! 478 00:42:41,270 --> 00:42:42,429 For ****'s sake, Rona! 479 00:42:42,495 --> 00:42:43,496 Be careful! 480 00:42:47,233 --> 00:42:48,501 - Will you listen? - Get off! 481 00:42:48,601 --> 00:42:51,400 No! No! Would you just listen? I am begging you. 482 00:42:51,370 --> 00:42:51,838 No! No! 483 00:42:51,938 --> 00:42:53,506 No! Get away from me! 484 00:42:53,606 --> 00:42:55,608 - Where are you going? - Get away from me! 485 00:42:55,675 --> 00:42:56,609 Listen to me! 486 00:42:56,676 --> 00:42:57,944 You have a problem! 487 00:42:58,110 --> 00:43:01,648 No, you're trying to control me. 488 00:43:01,715 --> 00:43:05,518 I'm not trying to ****ing control you. This has nothing to do with me. 489 00:43:05,585 --> 00:43:08,455 - This is about you. - I hate you. 490 00:43:31,277 --> 00:43:32,345 Morning. 491 00:44:05,545 --> 00:44:06,846 What did I do last night? 492 00:44:07,547 --> 00:44:08,648 You don't remember? 493 00:44:18,580 --> 00:44:19,592 Daynin, I'm sorry. 494 00:44:26,900 --> 00:44:28,435 Daynin, I'm so sorry. 495 00:44:28,501 --> 00:44:29,769 Whatever I did... 496 00:44:31,771 --> 00:44:33,673 I'm not drinking any more. I'm sorry. 497 00:44:35,342 --> 00:44:37,544 And I'm so tired of hearing you say that. 498 00:44:39,679 --> 00:44:41,581 I can't hear you say that again. 499 00:44:45,652 --> 00:44:46,653 What do you mean? 500 00:44:46,686 --> 00:44:49,550 I don't even recognise you any more. 501 00:44:51,524 --> 00:44:53,793 I wish you were a completely different person. 502 00:44:53,893 --> 00:44:55,261 Don't say that. 503 00:44:55,862 --> 00:44:57,630 I can't do this. 504 00:44:57,130 --> 00:44:58,998 What do you mean, you can't do this? 505 00:44:59,990 --> 00:45:00,400 I just can't do this. 506 00:45:01,601 --> 00:45:02,969 Did I do that to you? 507 00:45:07,707 --> 00:45:09,509 I'll never do that again. Right? 508 00:45:11,144 --> 00:45:13,790 Whatever I did, I'll never do it again. 509 00:45:13,179 --> 00:45:15,715 I'm never going to drink again. I promise you. 510 00:45:15,815 --> 00:45:19,850 Right? Because I don't want to lose you. I don't want to lose you. 511 00:45:19,185 --> 00:45:20,687 Please don't go. 512 00:45:26,590 --> 00:45:27,227 I love you. 513 00:45:28,695 --> 00:45:29,796 God, 514 00:45:29,896 --> 00:45:34,901 grant me the serenity to accept the things that I cannot change, 515 00:45:35,502 --> 00:45:38,400 the courage to change the things that I can, 516 00:45:38,538 --> 00:45:40,840 and the wisdom to know the difference. 517 00:45:43,430 --> 00:45:44,377 Thank you, Steven. 518 00:45:47,800 --> 00:45:48,810 Rona. 519 00:45:49,820 --> 00:45:51,484 Would you be happy to share with the group today? 520 00:45:54,187 --> 00:45:55,422 Perhaps... 521 00:45:55,522 --> 00:46:00,193 some of the feelings that you experience when you think about drinking. 522 00:46:03,129 --> 00:46:04,130 Mm-mm. 523 00:46:09,969 --> 00:46:11,400 Um... 524 00:46:20,747 --> 00:46:21,881 I miss it. 525 00:46:29,289 --> 00:46:31,424 I miss how good it made me feel. 526 00:46:42,769 --> 00:46:44,304 I fell in the canal. 527 00:46:45,438 --> 00:46:46,873 And I broke the bike. 528 00:46:46,973 --> 00:46:48,508 But I'm gonna sort it out. 529 00:46:52,679 --> 00:46:55,982 - Are you gonna not say anything? - What do you want me to say, Rona? 530 00:46:56,349 --> 00:46:58,718 You're always judging me. You're being so hard on me. 531 00:46:58,818 --> 00:46:59,919 I made a mistake. 532 00:47:00,200 --> 00:47:02,422 I'm sick of it. I'm honestly... I'm sick of you. 533 00:47:03,223 --> 00:47:05,592 - Yeah. - Like you want me to become... 534 00:47:05,692 --> 00:47:08,595 one of those women that just caters to you 535 00:47:08,962 --> 00:47:11,898 with a big smile on my face and that's not the way I am. 536 00:47:11,965 --> 00:47:15,935 That's not the way I'm ever gonna be. I'm not like that. And you know that. 537 00:47:16,569 --> 00:47:18,705 I don't know why you're expecting that from 538 00:47:18,738 --> 00:47:20,974 me. You're trying to tame me and control me. 539 00:47:28,682 --> 00:47:30,216 Thank you for your honesty. 540 00:47:31,685 --> 00:47:33,520 Rona. Rona, um... 541 00:47:34,187 --> 00:47:36,623 Just want to share this... I don't know... with you... 542 00:47:36,956 --> 00:47:38,925 Basically, I, um... 543 00:47:39,250 --> 00:47:43,296 My girl... my ex-girlfriend found my stash and threw it down the toilet, 544 00:47:43,730 --> 00:47:47,167 so I left her a little gift in the bed. I just basically shat in the bed. 545 00:47:47,267 --> 00:47:49,736 I left her a little prezzie. 546 00:47:51,438 --> 00:47:54,374 Oh, yeah, I got one. I got in at about 3:00am. 547 00:47:54,708 --> 00:47:56,509 Snuck up to bed, got into bed, right? 548 00:47:56,876 --> 00:47:58,645 Then at about four, five o'clock, I get a... 549 00:47:58,712 --> 00:48:01,181 Whack! She has booted me, right? 550 00:48:01,247 --> 00:48:03,983 Kicked me straight up the **** and she pulled the covers up. 551 00:48:04,500 --> 00:48:07,854 And I've pissed from her neck down, right down, all over her jammies, everything. 552 00:48:08,188 --> 00:48:10,790 Uh, talking of peeing... in my days... 553 00:48:10,890 --> 00:48:12,580 Here we go. 554 00:48:17,997 --> 00:48:18,998 Hello. 555 00:48:19,265 --> 00:48:21,434 - Aye-aye. How you doing? - How you doing? 556 00:48:21,501 --> 00:48:23,103 - How you getting on? - Nice to meet you. 557 00:48:23,603 --> 00:48:26,439 Um, so I'm with the RSPB, I was just wondering if I could 558 00:48:26,506 --> 00:48:28,942 - have a couple of minutes of your time. - Yeah. 559 00:48:29,900 --> 00:48:30,510 We're trying to figure out 560 00:48:30,610 --> 00:48:34,381 how many corn crakes are still on all of the islands throughout Orkney. 561 00:48:34,981 --> 00:48:37,384 And how we can actually protect the corn crakes 562 00:48:37,484 --> 00:48:39,152 because they're on the red list. 563 00:48:39,753 --> 00:48:41,621 Are you wanting to come in for a cup of tea? 564 00:48:41,721 --> 00:48:44,224 Yeah, I will in a minute. I'll just... I'll tell you this really, really quickly. 565 00:48:44,257 --> 00:48:47,394 Basically, what we're trying to get farmers like yourself to do 566 00:48:47,460 --> 00:48:49,562 is to change their mowing pattern. 567 00:48:49,629 --> 00:48:51,297 Did your father sell the farm? 568 00:48:51,898 --> 00:48:53,633 - He sold the house. - Oh, right. 569 00:48:53,733 --> 00:48:56,803 - But he's still on the farm. - So where the heck does he abide then? 570 00:48:56,903 --> 00:48:58,838 - He's in a caravan. - Oh, Lord. 571 00:48:58,938 --> 00:49:01,107 Yeah. It's enough for him, really. 572 00:49:01,541 --> 00:49:03,376 It's got all his records and stuff. 573 00:49:03,476 --> 00:49:04,477 Good, good. 574 00:49:04,511 --> 00:49:07,130 working my way through the whole island and... 575 00:49:07,800 --> 00:49:09,382 - every inhabited island in Orkney. - Indeed. 576 00:49:09,482 --> 00:49:10,517 Yeah. 577 00:49:10,583 --> 00:49:13,820 To see how many people we can get on board. 578 00:49:13,887 --> 00:49:16,589 I don't know if you'd be up for doing something like that. 579 00:49:16,690 --> 00:49:18,925 - Yeah, absolutely, okay. - Yeah. 580 00:49:19,250 --> 00:49:20,360 - Oh, really? - Yeah. 581 00:49:20,760 --> 00:49:22,295 Okay, great. 582 00:49:23,596 --> 00:49:25,298 - Have you heard one? - No. 583 00:49:25,398 --> 00:49:27,267 - Have you not? - I haven't. 584 00:49:27,333 --> 00:49:29,669 You will do sometime. I've not for a long time. 585 00:49:29,769 --> 00:49:32,672 Which is a bit disappointing 'cause they used to be quite common. 586 00:49:32,772 --> 00:49:33,840 Yeah. 587 00:49:33,940 --> 00:49:35,442 - But things change. - Yeah. 588 00:49:37,977 --> 00:49:40,714 Because people rarely saw the corn crake fly, 589 00:49:41,314 --> 00:49:44,584 it used to be thought they would go underground in the winter, 590 00:49:44,684 --> 00:49:46,419 transform into other species, 591 00:49:46,519 --> 00:49:49,556 or even ride on other birds' backs to migrate. 592 00:49:50,890 --> 00:49:52,892 We now know that they do migrate 593 00:49:53,360 --> 00:49:55,610 all the way to Central Africa. 594 00:49:55,428 --> 00:49:57,397 And GPS trackers have placed them 595 00:49:57,464 --> 00:49:59,132 in Congo in the winter. 596 00:50:00,300 --> 00:50:01,801 But it's a dangerous journey. 597 00:50:02,836 --> 00:50:04,671 Only 30% make it. 598 00:50:11,444 --> 00:50:12,412 Hi. 599 00:50:22,422 --> 00:50:23,423 Daynin. 600 00:50:26,920 --> 00:50:27,930 ****. 601 00:51:19,879 --> 00:51:21,648 That's it then, corn crakes. 602 00:51:33,693 --> 00:51:35,995 So, is this your first meeting? 603 00:51:37,597 --> 00:51:39,265 No. Good, okay. 604 00:51:42,902 --> 00:51:46,139 Well, why don't we start with the preamble as usual. 605 00:51:48,108 --> 00:51:50,343 Hello. I'm James. I'm an alcoholic. 606 00:51:50,643 --> 00:51:52,178 - Hi James. - Hello James. 607 00:51:52,245 --> 00:51:53,813 So, we'll do the preamble. 608 00:51:54,581 --> 00:51:57,250 Alcoholics Anonymous is a fellowship of men and women 609 00:51:57,350 --> 00:52:00,720 who share their experience, strength and hope with each other 610 00:52:00,787 --> 00:52:04,924 that they may solve their common problem and help others to recover from alcoholism. 611 00:52:05,392 --> 00:52:08,428 The only requirement for membership is a desire to stop drinking. 612 00:52:08,995 --> 00:52:11,631 There are no dues or fees for AA membership. 613 00:52:11,931 --> 00:52:14,134 Our primary purpose is to stay sober 614 00:52:14,234 --> 00:52:17,303 and help other alcoholics to achieve sobriety. 615 00:52:21,808 --> 00:52:27,180 God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, 616 00:52:27,847 --> 00:52:30,717 the courage to change the things that I can, 617 00:52:31,151 --> 00:52:33,586 and the wisdom to know the difference. 618 00:52:34,688 --> 00:52:35,689 Amen. 619 00:52:42,896 --> 00:52:43,997 Meg! 620 00:52:47,967 --> 00:52:49,690 Dad. 621 00:53:03,160 --> 00:53:04,651 I can't find Meg anywhere. 622 00:53:12,258 --> 00:53:14,494 I'm just gonna leave her some water for her and some food. 623 00:53:14,527 --> 00:53:16,796 But you've got to remember to do that, okay? 624 00:53:20,433 --> 00:53:23,570 And I'll ask Mum to get someone in to just help you with the farm. 625 00:53:23,636 --> 00:53:25,380 Just until you feel better. 626 00:53:43,523 --> 00:53:44,624 You warm enough? 627 00:54:09,249 --> 00:54:10,483 I'm scared. 628 00:54:31,104 --> 00:54:32,806 I don't know if I can do it, Dad. 629 00:54:40,747 --> 00:54:43,683 I wish you a very happy future, you deserve it. 630 00:54:45,218 --> 00:54:48,688 Rona, it's been a fantastic journey being with you here. 631 00:54:48,755 --> 00:54:50,357 I wish we had met elsewhere. 632 00:54:50,757 --> 00:54:53,590 But I think we've come a very long way. 633 00:54:53,126 --> 00:54:55,610 And congratulations. 634 00:54:58,631 --> 00:55:01,434 Well done, Rona, all the best to you. 635 00:55:02,769 --> 00:55:03,837 Uh... 636 00:55:07,374 --> 00:55:09,420 Thanks for making me strong. 637 00:55:13,346 --> 00:55:14,814 I hope I don't let you down. 638 00:55:20,920 --> 00:55:22,389 Mum, are you there? 639 00:55:23,560 --> 00:55:24,570 Er... 640 00:55:24,424 --> 00:55:25,425 I finished. 641 00:55:25,458 --> 00:55:27,260 I did it, 90 days. 642 00:55:30,230 --> 00:55:31,231 Yeah. 643 00:55:35,135 --> 00:55:36,136 Yeah. 644 00:55:41,207 --> 00:55:42,342 Thanks, Mum. 645 00:55:43,900 --> 00:55:44,440 Um... 646 00:55:46,246 --> 00:55:48,181 Can I come up home for a few days? 647 00:56:27,253 --> 00:56:30,557 Hey, you've reached Daynin. Leave a message and I'll get back to you. 648 00:56:31,591 --> 00:56:32,625 Daynin. 649 00:56:34,594 --> 00:56:35,628 It's me. 650 00:56:39,999 --> 00:56:41,935 Don't know if you'll get this message. 651 00:56:52,645 --> 00:56:53,747 I miss you. 652 00:56:55,915 --> 00:56:58,151 I miss... talking to you. 653 00:57:06,559 --> 00:57:07,927 I know why you left me. 654 00:57:15,101 --> 00:57:16,169 I get it. 655 00:57:21,508 --> 00:57:22,776 I get it. 656 00:58:56,836 --> 00:58:58,338 Where are the apples? 657 00:58:59,472 --> 00:59:00,674 Where are the apples? 658 00:59:03,276 --> 00:59:05,111 The apples... Oh, shit. 659 00:59:07,514 --> 00:59:09,150 I was just getting an apple. 660 00:59:23,960 --> 00:59:24,964 He's not real, you know. 661 00:59:25,665 --> 00:59:27,400 They have you brainwashed. 662 00:59:28,802 --> 00:59:29,803 Come to bed, Rona. 663 00:59:30,770 --> 00:59:32,772 That's why Dad left you, you know. 664 00:59:33,940 --> 00:59:36,176 Because you chose them over us. 665 00:59:36,710 --> 00:59:38,812 Can't believe that you still believe... 666 00:59:39,913 --> 00:59:41,414 You're so stupid. 667 00:59:42,148 --> 00:59:43,383 There's another one. 668 00:59:44,184 --> 00:59:45,318 Lies. 669 01:00:05,380 --> 01:00:07,640 All that praying didn't help, did it, Mum? 670 01:00:08,708 --> 01:00:10,377 It didn't help me. 671 01:00:17,500 --> 01:00:19,419 - Come on, lie down. - Didn't help me. 672 01:00:20,553 --> 01:00:21,554 Come on. 673 01:00:28,728 --> 01:00:30,960 I'm sorry, Mum. 674 01:00:36,503 --> 01:00:38,204 I'm sorry, Mummy. 675 01:01:37,664 --> 01:01:41,670 Washing machine, the cooker, pots and pans, and the stove. 676 01:01:41,601 --> 01:01:43,837 Watch the handle for it can get hot. 677 01:01:44,337 --> 01:01:45,839 Um, there's firewood there 678 01:01:45,939 --> 01:01:47,774 - and there's more in the shed. - Okay. 679 01:01:47,841 --> 01:01:52,120 But when it gets really cold you might want to order a bag of coal from the shop. 680 01:01:52,112 --> 01:01:54,140 It's pretty rough in the winter time. 681 01:01:54,381 --> 01:01:55,382 Eh... 682 01:01:55,415 --> 01:01:58,918 No fancy going somewhere warmer like the Canary Islands or somewhere like that? 683 01:01:59,190 --> 01:02:01,187 Well, it's cheaper to come to Papay. 684 01:02:01,254 --> 01:02:03,423 Well, that is very true. 685 01:02:03,523 --> 01:02:06,860 Er, this is your bedroom, living room. 686 01:02:07,427 --> 01:02:10,430 It still smells a bit fusty, um... 687 01:02:11,431 --> 01:02:13,600 But there's the bed. It's quite cosy. 688 01:02:13,666 --> 01:02:14,934 And, um... 689 01:02:15,100 --> 01:02:18,338 We meet on a Wednesday in the hall, if you fancy a cup of tea and a blether. 690 01:02:18,438 --> 01:02:21,174 We're just 60 people but there's plenty going on. 691 01:02:21,274 --> 01:02:24,611 - If you're wanting a bit of company? - Yeah, I might do. Yeah. Maybe. 692 01:02:24,678 --> 01:02:27,180 I'll away. I've got stuff to do and I'll see you soon. 693 01:02:27,247 --> 01:02:29,149 - Have you got the keys? - Oh, sorry. 694 01:02:29,215 --> 01:02:31,484 - It's alright. - Not that we need them. 695 01:02:32,850 --> 01:02:34,621 - Thanks, Elena. - Not on Papay. You take care, Rona. 696 01:02:34,721 --> 01:02:36,556 - Bye. - Cheerio. 697 01:03:04,751 --> 01:03:07,200 Britain is an island off Europe. 698 01:03:08,521 --> 01:03:10,857 Orkney is an island off Scotland. 699 01:03:12,192 --> 01:03:14,594 Westray is an island off Orkney. 700 01:03:16,796 --> 01:03:19,499 Papay is an island off Westray. 701 01:03:24,604 --> 01:03:26,639 According to Orcadian folklore, 702 01:03:27,374 --> 01:03:31,440 the island Hether Blether only appears in the fog. 703 01:03:33,847 --> 01:03:36,983 It was said that once a girl was kidnapped by a fin-man 704 01:03:37,417 --> 01:03:39,319 and taken to the mystical island 705 01:03:40,420 --> 01:03:42,550 and never could return. 706 01:03:46,590 --> 01:03:47,394 Hi Mum, it's me. 707 01:03:48,628 --> 01:03:52,832 Um, sorry I didn't get to see you before I went to the airport. 708 01:03:54,670 --> 01:03:57,700 Um, I just wanted to let you know that I got to Papay safely. 709 01:04:01,141 --> 01:04:02,175 Um... 710 01:04:04,310 --> 01:04:07,147 I don't know yet how long I'm going to stay. 711 01:04:07,814 --> 01:04:09,382 A couple of months, I think. 712 01:04:10,750 --> 01:04:14,621 The signal's not great here, but it would be good to hear from you. 713 01:05:14,581 --> 01:05:16,490 Yes! 714 01:05:16,149 --> 01:05:18,685 On icy mornings with high heating bills. 715 01:05:29,462 --> 01:05:31,564 Why don't you come outside? 716 01:05:32,980 --> 01:05:33,666 Don't! You get off of me! 717 01:05:41,508 --> 01:05:43,410 Open the door, Daynin! 718 01:05:43,510 --> 01:05:44,544 Answer me! 719 01:05:51,885 --> 01:05:53,420 Why are you doing this to me? 720 01:05:54,254 --> 01:05:55,488 Why are you doing this to me? 721 01:05:55,588 --> 01:05:57,791 Piece of shit, I hope you ****ing die in hell! 722 01:06:03,296 --> 01:06:05,498 So, how does London compare to Papay? 723 01:06:06,332 --> 01:06:07,567 Uh, well, 724 01:06:08,568 --> 01:06:09,969 there's a bit more going on. 725 01:06:11,400 --> 01:06:13,600 - I guess. - I'll bet. 726 01:06:14,507 --> 01:06:16,109 Have you ever been down south? 727 01:06:17,911 --> 01:06:19,612 Sometimes, not very often. 728 01:06:20,447 --> 01:06:21,548 Not very often. 729 01:06:22,182 --> 01:06:24,417 We hardly get away and me husband's going, 730 01:06:24,484 --> 01:06:27,554 "Oh, I can't see the sea and the trees. 731 01:06:27,620 --> 01:06:30,123 And you can't see anything. When are we going home?" 732 01:06:36,996 --> 01:06:38,765 Thank you very much. All the very best. 733 01:06:39,332 --> 01:06:40,900 - Cheers now. - See you again. 734 01:06:46,373 --> 01:06:48,508 Yes, thank you very much. 735 01:06:48,575 --> 01:06:50,510 - See you on the ferry now. - Yes. All the very best. 736 01:06:50,543 --> 01:06:51,544 - Hello there. - Hello. 737 01:06:51,578 --> 01:06:53,790 Cheers. All the best now. 738 01:06:54,280 --> 01:06:56,349 - Aye-aye. How's it going? - Aye-aye. Good. 739 01:06:59,586 --> 01:07:00,587 Lovely. 740 01:07:00,954 --> 01:07:03,223 I should introduce you to me brother, Calum. 741 01:07:03,289 --> 01:07:04,791 - Oh, hello. - Hi. How are you doing? 742 01:07:04,858 --> 01:07:06,920 - Rona. - Hi, Rona. 743 01:07:06,659 --> 01:07:07,660 Good to see you. 744 01:07:09,863 --> 01:07:10,864 Rose Cottage? 745 01:07:11,297 --> 01:07:12,298 Aye. 746 01:07:12,999 --> 01:07:14,901 Is it bird work you're doing? 747 01:07:15,100 --> 01:07:16,836 Calum, stop. 748 01:07:17,170 --> 01:07:18,972 He's so nosy, he's like an old wife. 749 01:07:20,507 --> 01:07:22,750 Well, um, 750 01:07:22,175 --> 01:07:25,745 I was the warden of the nature reserve up there. 751 01:07:25,845 --> 01:07:27,414 - Back in the eighties. - Right. 752 01:07:27,514 --> 01:07:31,151 Before we had Rose Cottage. I stayed at Gowry just across the way. 753 01:07:31,251 --> 01:07:32,252 It was very basic. 754 01:07:32,318 --> 01:07:33,787 Rose Cottage is a palace. 755 01:07:33,887 --> 01:07:36,656 Gowry was a hovel. But it was my hovel. I loved it very much. 756 01:07:37,390 --> 01:07:39,859 Um, could I get some tobacco as well, please? 757 01:07:39,859 --> 01:07:40,860 Oh, sure. 758 01:07:44,931 --> 01:07:46,633 Is that it? Is that everything? 759 01:07:47,300 --> 01:07:49,235 - Yeah, yeah. - Okay. 760 01:09:50,423 --> 01:09:54,794 The original Beaufort scale didn't give wind speed in miles per hour, 761 01:09:55,195 --> 01:09:58,665 but rather in terms of its effects on sailing ships. 762 01:09:58,765 --> 01:10:01,534 From "just sufficient to give steerage" to 763 01:10:01,568 --> 01:10:04,571 "that which no canvas sails could withstand." 764 01:10:07,140 --> 01:10:09,609 The wind is our most defining weather in Orkney. 765 01:10:10,243 --> 01:10:12,379 Even in summer, there's usually a breeze. 766 01:10:13,179 --> 01:10:15,849 Beaufort force 3 or 4 on average. 767 01:10:17,817 --> 01:10:20,253 In Winter, gales are coming. 768 01:10:31,164 --> 01:10:32,465 Come in! Come in! 769 01:10:32,999 --> 01:10:34,334 I'm one with the wind. 770 01:10:34,868 --> 01:10:36,536 You're upsetting her! 771 01:10:39,973 --> 01:10:42,709 Beautiful, Annie! It's beautiful! Listen to it. 772 01:10:43,510 --> 01:10:44,844 Breathe it in! 773 01:10:45,378 --> 01:10:47,781 - God, God... - We are one with the wind. 774 01:10:47,881 --> 01:10:49,182 Please help him! 775 01:11:40,133 --> 01:11:41,634 King of the castle! 776 01:11:41,701 --> 01:11:42,702 Hey! 777 01:11:44,304 --> 01:11:46,706 My subjects. Welcome to my house. 778 01:11:48,241 --> 01:11:49,376 Rona, get in here! 779 01:11:49,442 --> 01:11:52,112 - I'm gonna watch. - If you're not gonna come in... 780 01:12:02,880 --> 01:12:03,156 You having fun? 781 01:12:03,256 --> 01:12:04,858 Nah, I'm having an awful time. 782 01:12:04,958 --> 01:12:06,260 Looks like it. 783 01:12:06,960 --> 01:12:10,196 - Really reminds me of home, you know. - I forget you're a farm girl. 784 01:12:14,300 --> 01:12:16,336 Aahil! Really? You really need to do that? 785 01:12:16,369 --> 01:12:17,404 What's the big deal? 786 01:12:17,504 --> 01:12:19,739 What do you mean, "What's the big deal"? Pick it up, it's not a bin. 787 01:12:19,739 --> 01:12:21,508 That's what the big deal is. ****'s sake. 788 01:12:22,420 --> 01:12:24,444 - You know he's terrified of you? - He's not terrified of me. 789 01:12:24,511 --> 01:12:25,845 - He is. - He just knows I'm right. 790 01:12:27,347 --> 01:12:28,415 No. 791 01:12:29,616 --> 01:12:31,985 I'd never let my boys get away with any of that shit. 792 01:12:32,850 --> 01:12:33,586 What do you mean, your boys? 793 01:12:35,422 --> 01:12:36,423 You have kids? 794 01:12:36,823 --> 01:12:38,358 Yes, I have two boys. 795 01:12:38,458 --> 01:12:39,592 - Really? - Yeah. 796 01:12:40,527 --> 01:12:42,762 It's why I get up every morning, it's... 797 01:12:42,829 --> 01:12:44,431 you know, for them. 798 01:12:46,866 --> 01:12:48,168 So, what age are they? 799 01:12:49,690 --> 01:12:50,870 - 17. - 17! 800 01:12:50,970 --> 01:12:52,639 Yeah, 14. 801 01:12:52,706 --> 01:12:54,708 I've not seen them in ten years, though. 802 01:12:55,108 --> 01:12:56,743 Better that way, who wants... 803 01:12:57,177 --> 01:12:59,379 You know, who wants a crack head for a dad? 804 01:12:59,446 --> 01:13:00,847 Once I'm clean and... 805 01:13:02,515 --> 01:13:04,384 then I'll... bring them here. 806 01:13:06,219 --> 01:13:08,521 We're nearly done. What are you gonna do after all of this? 807 01:13:10,323 --> 01:13:11,324 Don't know. 808 01:13:14,160 --> 01:13:15,161 Nothing. 809 01:13:20,734 --> 01:13:21,868 I ****ed it up. 810 01:13:23,136 --> 01:13:24,537 - I did. - Hang on, hang on. 811 01:13:27,700 --> 01:13:28,441 Shut up. You asked. 812 01:13:29,542 --> 01:13:31,244 - You asked. - Well... 813 01:13:31,344 --> 01:13:32,245 Come on, listen. 814 01:13:32,345 --> 01:13:34,748 See, I don't mean to... Look at this brigade. 815 01:13:35,582 --> 01:13:37,917 If they can make it, you can make it. 816 01:13:38,618 --> 01:13:41,540 - I don't know about that. - You'll be fine. 817 01:13:48,161 --> 01:13:49,763 I can't be happy sober. 818 01:14:18,758 --> 01:14:20,260 Hi Rona. 819 01:14:21,327 --> 01:14:22,929 - Hiya. - Hiya, how are you doing? 820 01:14:22,996 --> 01:14:24,831 - Good, how are you? - Not bad at all. 821 01:14:24,931 --> 01:14:26,733 What a lovely day, isn't it a cracker? 822 01:14:27,467 --> 01:14:29,569 - You getting in among the seaweeds? - Aye. 823 01:14:29,669 --> 01:14:32,706 Aye, you've come to the right place. It's a seaweed supermarket. 824 01:14:34,607 --> 01:14:35,842 Are you doing well? 825 01:14:36,343 --> 01:14:37,777 - Lovely, lovely. - Yeah. 826 01:14:38,111 --> 01:14:41,581 I've just been doing a spot of beach-combing. What do you make of this? 827 01:14:42,982 --> 01:14:45,510 "The city of New York." 828 01:14:45,118 --> 01:14:46,119 Very nice. 829 01:14:49,556 --> 01:14:50,557 Well... 830 01:14:51,324 --> 01:14:52,692 Well, I'll let you get on. 831 01:14:53,593 --> 01:14:55,628 And, uh... if there's anything you need, 832 01:14:56,162 --> 01:14:57,497 just give us a shout, okay? 833 01:14:57,831 --> 01:14:59,466 - Yeah, I will. - Okay? Right-o. 834 01:14:59,532 --> 01:15:01,368 - All the best. Cheerio for now. - Bye. 835 01:15:37,670 --> 01:15:39,372 - Ro, there you are! Listen! - Hi. 836 01:15:39,472 --> 01:15:42,542 This storm came through and I've had to patch up another window. 837 01:15:42,609 --> 01:15:43,677 - Oh, no. - Listen up. 838 01:15:43,743 --> 01:15:46,460 I almost ran out of gaffer tape. 839 01:15:46,112 --> 01:15:49,349 - You've got to get that fixed, right? - I've spoken to the bank. 840 01:15:49,416 --> 01:15:51,384 And I've arranged a loan. And I've... 841 01:15:51,451 --> 01:15:54,387 - But for what, Dad? - I've not arranged it yet, but I will do. 842 01:15:54,454 --> 01:15:57,557 Can you turn the music down? I can't hear you very well. 843 01:15:57,624 --> 01:16:00,460 - Can you turn it down? - offshore wind farms and... 844 01:16:00,527 --> 01:16:02,328 And the other thing is there's a... 845 01:16:02,762 --> 01:16:05,999 You'll love this. I talked to the geothermal physicist about the caves... 846 01:16:06,990 --> 01:16:08,501 Dad, have you been sleeping? 847 01:16:08,568 --> 01:16:11,710 And the thing about the geothermal thing is... 848 01:16:11,710 --> 01:16:11,905 Dad. 849 01:16:12,500 --> 01:16:14,574 Okay, Dad, you need to sleep. 850 01:16:14,674 --> 01:16:17,770 You're not sleeping, right? You're getting high. 851 01:16:17,177 --> 01:16:19,245 - Ro! Ro! Ro! - Yes, I'm listening to you. 852 01:16:19,346 --> 01:16:20,513 I've no time for this. 853 01:16:20,580 --> 01:16:22,682 You need to calm down. 854 01:16:22,749 --> 01:16:25,552 the forefront of the ecological revolution. 855 01:16:25,618 --> 01:16:29,589 Will you please take some sleeping pills and just go to sleep for a few hours? 856 01:17:02,422 --> 01:17:03,423 Ah! 857 01:17:20,306 --> 01:17:21,307 Oh God! 858 01:18:05,985 --> 01:18:06,986 Hello? 859 01:18:10,623 --> 01:18:12,959 Eh, yeah, I'd love to talk to him. Thank you. 860 01:18:18,164 --> 01:18:19,165 Hiya, Dad. 861 01:18:19,199 --> 01:18:20,133 Rona? 862 01:18:20,200 --> 01:18:21,735 Yeah, are you okay? 863 01:18:21,835 --> 01:18:22,836 Hello? 864 01:18:22,869 --> 01:18:24,537 - Hiya. - Rona? It's Dad. 865 01:18:24,904 --> 01:18:25,905 Yeah. 866 01:18:26,339 --> 01:18:29,900 Listen, I've a really important... 867 01:18:31,611 --> 01:18:33,790 Would mind giving me some... 868 01:18:34,140 --> 01:18:35,148 Oh, well. Sorry, I... 869 01:18:35,181 --> 01:18:37,617 Dad, are you okay? Are you alright in there? 870 01:18:38,451 --> 01:18:40,453 Listen, I have to talk very quietly. 871 01:18:40,553 --> 01:18:41,988 - I'm surrounded. - Okay. 872 01:18:42,880 --> 01:18:45,325 I'm being held against my will in an institution. 873 01:18:46,192 --> 01:18:49,662 And I need your help to facilitate my release. 874 01:18:50,163 --> 01:18:51,664 Do you think you can do that? 875 01:18:52,799 --> 01:18:56,336 No, Dad, because you have to stay there until you get better. 876 01:18:56,403 --> 01:18:57,504 God! God! 877 01:18:58,905 --> 01:19:00,674 You put me in here in the first place 878 01:19:00,740 --> 01:19:04,177 and you won't give yourself the opportunity to redeem yourself by getting me out. 879 01:19:04,244 --> 01:19:06,212 Dad, I didn't put you anywhere. 880 01:19:06,546 --> 01:19:08,882 You goddamn know bloody well what you did! 881 01:19:09,849 --> 01:19:11,484 - What did I do? - You called the cops. 882 01:19:11,584 --> 01:19:13,787 Dad, I didn't call the cops. Not at all. 883 01:19:13,887 --> 01:19:17,157 You called the cops. They came and they took me away. 884 01:19:17,590 --> 01:19:20,293 I know, but I think everyone was worried about you. 885 01:19:20,360 --> 01:19:22,262 I think somebody else called. 886 01:19:23,363 --> 01:19:24,998 You break my heart. 887 01:19:25,799 --> 01:19:27,200 You break my heart. 888 01:19:29,703 --> 01:19:31,671 You are a deceitful woman. 889 01:19:32,720 --> 01:19:33,239 You are a... 890 01:19:44,818 --> 01:19:46,586 - Hi, um... - Don't disappoint me... 891 01:19:46,653 --> 01:19:50,623 - any more than you already have. - I'm gonna go. I'll check in later, okay? 892 01:19:51,224 --> 01:19:52,792 Rona! Now you pull your... 893 01:19:55,628 --> 01:19:56,629 ****! 894 01:21:03,863 --> 01:21:05,310 Hey! You need a ride? 895 01:21:10,236 --> 01:21:11,905 I can give you a lift. 896 01:21:12,500 --> 01:21:13,707 - To Daynin's house. - Good. 897 01:21:14,207 --> 01:21:16,109 I'll take you there. Jump in. 898 01:21:17,100 --> 01:21:18,110 Thank you. 899 01:21:25,819 --> 01:21:26,820 Hi. 900 01:21:26,920 --> 01:21:27,921 Hiya. 901 01:21:30,557 --> 01:21:34,828 Well, I bumped into someone who's giving me 902 01:21:34,928 --> 01:21:37,300 a lift to yours, 903 01:21:37,364 --> 01:21:39,132 because he knows where you live. 904 01:21:46,239 --> 01:21:48,541 Don't you want it? 905 01:21:48,608 --> 01:21:49,609 You *****! 906 01:21:49,676 --> 01:21:50,710 Help me! 907 01:21:51,411 --> 01:21:52,579 Help! 908 01:21:56,549 --> 01:21:58,551 - Stop! Help me! - Come back. Wait! 909 01:21:59,285 --> 01:22:00,420 Help! 910 01:22:41,161 --> 01:22:42,162 Hi. 911 01:22:44,764 --> 01:22:45,765 Hey. 912 01:23:14,127 --> 01:23:15,528 So, how have you been? 913 01:23:15,628 --> 01:23:16,696 I'm good. 914 01:23:20,967 --> 01:23:22,135 How's your job? 915 01:23:27,741 --> 01:23:29,275 I mean, I got that promotion. 916 01:23:29,376 --> 01:23:30,443 Oh, wow. 917 01:23:31,110 --> 01:23:32,412 Big bossman now. 918 01:23:33,913 --> 01:23:35,782 - Got an assistant. - Ah... 919 01:23:37,217 --> 01:23:38,885 - Office? - Tiny one. 920 01:23:47,127 --> 01:23:48,294 Are you seeing anyone? 921 01:23:53,533 --> 01:23:54,534 Yeah. 922 01:23:57,704 --> 01:23:58,705 Right. 923 01:24:01,908 --> 01:24:03,410 She's... nice. 924 01:24:05,679 --> 01:24:06,880 Kind, you know. 925 01:24:11,551 --> 01:24:12,819 It's different. 926 01:24:12,919 --> 01:24:13,920 Hm-hm. 927 01:24:15,989 --> 01:24:17,257 It's boring, I bet. 928 01:24:21,661 --> 01:24:22,862 I'm glad you're happy. 929 01:24:27,300 --> 01:24:28,535 I like your hair. 930 01:24:29,135 --> 01:24:30,136 Yeah? 931 01:24:31,137 --> 01:24:32,205 Yeah. 932 01:24:34,541 --> 01:24:35,608 It's nice. 933 01:24:45,318 --> 01:24:46,753 **** you! 934 01:24:52,959 --> 01:24:54,294 You wanna go for a drink? 935 01:26:59,486 --> 01:27:00,587 There's a berg. 936 01:27:02,422 --> 01:27:04,858 Lads, there's a berg! There's a berg to the starboard. 937 01:27:07,627 --> 01:27:08,661 Woo! 938 01:27:08,762 --> 01:27:11,464 Steady as she goes, lads. Steady as she goes! 939 01:27:11,531 --> 01:27:15,802 We got a berg to the starboard, lads! You gotta hustle up, hustle up. Go on. 940 01:27:15,869 --> 01:27:16,870 Okay. 941 01:27:19,205 --> 01:27:20,340 Crow's nest! 942 01:27:21,241 --> 01:27:22,509 Can you hear me? 943 01:27:23,843 --> 01:27:25,879 Is it all clear up north? 944 01:27:28,548 --> 01:27:29,983 Yep, we're heading north. 945 01:28:03,116 --> 01:28:04,284 Come on, come on! 946 01:28:28,108 --> 01:28:29,843 Well done. You did really well. 947 01:28:47,794 --> 01:28:49,262 - Hi, Rona. - Hiya, you alright? 948 01:28:49,329 --> 01:28:51,798 - Aye, not bad. How's yourself? - Yeah, I'm good. 949 01:28:52,332 --> 01:28:54,467 Just had to get a bit of air, it was getting really hot in there. 950 01:28:54,501 --> 01:28:55,635 Aye. 951 01:28:55,702 --> 01:28:57,370 There's a lot going on. 952 01:28:57,971 --> 01:28:59,720 - Aye. - Aye. 953 01:29:02,342 --> 01:29:03,943 So how long you been sober? 954 01:29:10,417 --> 01:29:11,785 63 days. 955 01:29:12,485 --> 01:29:13,486 Wow. 956 01:29:14,654 --> 01:29:17,123 That's the steepest bit you've done. 957 01:29:19,325 --> 01:29:20,360 So, what about you? 958 01:29:21,161 --> 01:29:22,462 Oh, boy. Um... 959 01:29:24,597 --> 01:29:25,832 twelve years. 960 01:29:27,670 --> 01:29:28,680 Four months. 961 01:29:28,668 --> 01:29:29,669 And... 962 01:29:30,700 --> 01:29:31,204 29 days. 963 01:29:32,572 --> 01:29:33,573 Yeah. 964 01:29:35,775 --> 01:29:36,776 How is that? 965 01:29:40,800 --> 01:29:41,448 Well, it's okay. 966 01:29:41,548 --> 01:29:43,350 Started off one day at a time. 967 01:29:44,718 --> 01:29:47,887 Twelve years and four months later, it's still one day at a time. 968 01:29:47,954 --> 01:29:50,623 Because that's the only way. And it works. 969 01:29:51,224 --> 01:29:52,425 And you're doing it. 970 01:29:55,195 --> 01:29:56,863 So it gets easier, does it? 971 01:29:56,963 --> 01:29:58,832 Oh, yes. Yes, it does. 972 01:30:00,133 --> 01:30:01,501 You have my word on that. 973 01:30:02,135 --> 01:30:03,136 Hmm. 974 01:30:03,403 --> 01:30:04,404 But... 975 01:30:05,138 --> 01:30:06,239 it never gets easy. 976 01:30:06,673 --> 01:30:08,108 It just gets less hard. 977 01:30:43,576 --> 01:30:46,713 The marine traffic and flight radar websites 978 01:30:46,780 --> 01:30:50,550 show in real time the paths of all vessels at sea 979 01:30:50,884 --> 01:30:53,486 and all commercial aircraft in the sky. 980 01:30:57,991 --> 01:31:01,940 A light that moves above the cottage is a Lufthansa flight 981 01:31:01,161 --> 01:31:03,329 from Los Angeles to Frankfurt. 982 01:31:08,735 --> 01:31:11,304 I monitor the path of the International Space Station 983 01:31:11,671 --> 01:31:13,640 and find out when it's passing over. 984 01:31:22,415 --> 01:31:24,417 Tonight it flies over Orkney. 985 01:31:52,450 --> 01:31:54,214 - Merry Christmas. - Hi, Rona. 986 01:31:55,150 --> 01:31:58,284 Not got good news. There's no flights coming in today. 987 01:31:58,618 --> 01:32:01,287 - What? - There's a technical fault with the plane. 988 01:32:01,755 --> 01:32:04,958 - And there's no flights coming in at all. - What about tomorrow? 989 01:32:05,250 --> 01:32:07,794 No, they're waiting on parts and engineers and... 990 01:32:09,262 --> 01:32:12,365 And I'm afraid the boats are away into the town for Christmas. 991 01:32:12,465 --> 01:32:15,568 A fresh day with strong easterly winds and rain. 992 01:32:15,668 --> 01:32:18,972 Winds are likely to get up to near gale force just before midday, 993 01:32:19,390 --> 01:32:21,700 but will ease off for the afternoon. 994 01:32:21,740 --> 01:32:23,576 Temperatures are unlikely to hit double figures. 995 01:32:23,677 --> 01:32:26,460 Maybe 9 degrees Celsius at a push... 996 01:32:56,760 --> 01:32:57,911 Woo! 997 01:33:04,617 --> 01:33:05,985 Woo! 998 01:33:17,300 --> 01:33:19,650 Woo! 999 01:34:05,345 --> 01:34:06,346 Oh! 1000 01:34:27,100 --> 01:34:28,735 - Hey Rona. - Hi. 1001 01:34:28,802 --> 01:34:30,103 - How are you doing? - Good. 1002 01:34:30,203 --> 01:34:31,237 You been for a swim? 1003 01:34:31,304 --> 01:34:33,807 - Yeah. - Fantastic. Gosh, look at you. 1004 01:34:37,143 --> 01:34:38,144 Ahhhh. 1005 01:35:28,228 --> 01:35:29,295 Come on! 1006 01:36:36,763 --> 01:36:37,764 Hey. 1007 01:36:40,467 --> 01:36:41,735 - How is it? - Windy. 1008 01:36:41,801 --> 01:36:42,802 Yeah. 1009 01:36:43,436 --> 01:36:44,571 Elena, this is my mum. 1010 01:36:45,338 --> 01:36:48,575 - Oh, it's really nice to meet you. - Yeah, nice to meet you, too. 1011 01:36:48,641 --> 01:36:51,111 - You have a lovely daughter. - Thank you. 1012 01:36:51,177 --> 01:36:53,213 - She's been looking after me. - Oh. 1013 01:36:55,148 --> 01:36:57,951 They're just some drawings I've done and stuff. 1014 01:37:03,156 --> 01:37:04,624 - Do you want a cup of tea? - Oh, yes. 1015 01:37:04,691 --> 01:37:07,660 - It's warmer in the kitchen. Shall we go? - Lovely, thank you. 1016 01:37:10,597 --> 01:37:12,432 And I made some bread. 1017 01:37:13,733 --> 01:37:14,734 It's your recipe. 1018 01:37:15,435 --> 01:37:18,271 - Oh, Rona, that looks wonderful. - It may poison you. 1019 01:37:22,575 --> 01:37:23,943 So, do you like it? 1020 01:37:24,100 --> 01:37:25,110 Mmh. 1021 01:37:25,345 --> 01:37:27,347 So how long do you think you'll stay here for? 1022 01:37:27,814 --> 01:37:28,815 Um... 1023 01:37:29,382 --> 01:37:31,384 Don't know, probably till the spring. 1024 01:37:32,719 --> 01:37:34,540 - That long? - Yeah. 1025 01:37:34,688 --> 01:37:37,230 Well, I'm thinking about changing my PhD. 1026 01:37:37,900 --> 01:37:41,261 I've become really, really fascinated with seaweed and the whole seaweed industry. 1027 01:37:41,361 --> 01:37:44,597 Seaweed farming is kind of changing the world. 1028 01:37:44,698 --> 01:37:48,201 It's always been around in eastern parts of the world. 1029 01:37:48,268 --> 01:37:51,471 And, yeah, we're not really exploring it as much as we used to. 1030 01:37:51,571 --> 01:37:56,609 So, what I'm thinking about doing is studying seaweed farming. 1031 01:37:58,111 --> 01:38:02,115 So I started to look into it and there's a lot of different benefits to seaweed. 1032 01:38:02,182 --> 01:38:05,719 There's, you know, soil fertilisers. 1033 01:38:05,819 --> 01:38:09,889 So if you feed it to cows, it's a really great natural way to fertilise the soil. 1034 01:38:09,989 --> 01:38:13,526 The cattle produce less methane when they burp and when they fart. 1035 01:38:13,593 --> 01:38:16,290 And it supplies your body with... 1036 01:38:16,960 --> 01:38:18,898 magnesium, copper, all these different things. 1037 01:38:18,965 --> 01:38:22,202 It also supplies the earth with 60% of its oxygen. 1038 01:38:22,268 --> 01:38:24,170 - I thought that was the rainforest. - No. 1039 01:38:24,270 --> 01:38:26,806 Common misconception, but it's marine plants. 1040 01:38:26,906 --> 01:38:28,308 It's in our toothpaste. 1041 01:38:28,408 --> 01:38:32,120 It's part of our culture, our mythology, everything. 1042 01:38:32,712 --> 01:38:35,815 If everyone got on board with it, it could change the world. 1043 01:38:36,316 --> 01:38:37,851 And so, I want to be a part of it. 1044 01:38:45,910 --> 01:38:47,894 - How's Dad? - He's coming home next week. 1045 01:38:48,328 --> 01:38:49,629 Where is he going to stay? 1046 01:38:50,630 --> 01:38:53,660 - In the caravan on the farm, of course. - Of course. 1047 01:38:55,435 --> 01:38:58,338 I mean, we're not going get him to live anywhere else, are we? 1048 01:38:58,438 --> 01:38:59,906 Absolutely not. 1049 01:39:00,507 --> 01:39:01,941 I should go back then. 1050 01:39:02,442 --> 01:39:04,611 At least I can cook for him, get him stuff in. 1051 01:39:04,644 --> 01:39:06,279 Rona, please don't worry so much. 1052 01:39:06,346 --> 01:39:07,347 - But I do worry. - No. 1053 01:39:07,380 --> 01:39:09,949 He's had to go through this over and over again. 1054 01:39:10,160 --> 01:39:12,385 You know, you have to look after yourself. 1055 01:39:12,485 --> 01:39:13,753 That's what I had to do. 1056 01:39:19,192 --> 01:39:20,727 Was it really hard for you? 1057 01:39:22,195 --> 01:39:25,980 Just having me, having the farm, he just wasn't... 1058 01:39:26,266 --> 01:39:27,267 there. 1059 01:39:28,568 --> 01:39:29,736 Mm, it was. 1060 01:39:30,403 --> 01:39:31,404 It was. 1061 01:39:32,272 --> 01:39:33,973 At times it was very difficult. 1062 01:39:36,109 --> 01:39:37,510 He'd be away for months. 1063 01:39:38,978 --> 01:39:40,130 And then... 1064 01:39:40,480 --> 01:39:42,349 even when he wasn't away, I was... 1065 01:39:43,717 --> 01:39:45,318 very lonely, sometimes. 1066 01:39:47,754 --> 01:39:48,755 Yeah. 1067 01:39:50,590 --> 01:39:52,225 Then I found God, or rather... 1068 01:39:53,493 --> 01:39:54,594 God found me. 1069 01:40:23,189 --> 01:40:26,893 All things come from the ocean. And the ocean takes them back. 1070 01:40:27,894 --> 01:40:31,898 And eventually, one day, they might come back again to the land. 1071 01:40:37,771 --> 01:40:40,340 After a gale is when the best things are found. 1072 01:40:50,316 --> 01:40:54,254 Parts of the Udal Law from old Norse times still apply in Orkney. 1073 01:40:56,856 --> 01:40:59,559 If you find something on the shore of your farmland, 1074 01:40:59,926 --> 01:41:01,828 and it's above the low watermark, 1075 01:41:02,562 --> 01:41:03,563 it's yours. 1076 01:41:35,862 --> 01:41:39,299 There's a festival about to happen here, it's called the Gyro Nights. 1077 01:41:39,399 --> 01:41:40,166 Oh. 1078 01:41:40,200 --> 01:41:42,569 So all these artists from all over the country, 1079 01:41:42,635 --> 01:41:45,205 all over the world, actually, are coming in. 1080 01:41:45,238 --> 01:41:48,740 And we've been, like, arranging the whole thing. 1081 01:41:48,141 --> 01:41:50,443 - And putting banners up. - Oh, yeah? 1082 01:41:51,678 --> 01:41:52,946 You're coming for my job. 1083 01:41:55,382 --> 01:41:57,817 So, um, no, but really, how are you doing? 1084 01:41:58,551 --> 01:41:59,819 I'm fine. 1085 01:41:59,886 --> 01:42:02,856 - I'm actually, yeah... - I mean, you look great. 1086 01:42:02,922 --> 01:42:04,858 I'm probably the best I've been in... 1087 01:42:05,225 --> 01:42:06,593 a really long time. 1088 01:42:08,161 --> 01:42:09,129 Promise. 1089 01:42:39,559 --> 01:42:40,593 Gyro! 1090 01:42:41,928 --> 01:42:43,290 Gyro! 1091 01:42:44,397 --> 01:42:45,398 Gyro! 1092 01:43:24,437 --> 01:43:25,839 Want to sit down? 1093 01:43:26,239 --> 01:43:27,574 Yeah, please. 1094 01:43:30,110 --> 01:43:31,678 - It's a bit messy. - That's okay. 1095 01:43:37,550 --> 01:43:38,685 So cold. 1096 01:43:40,220 --> 01:43:41,688 - Mind if I take my socks off? - No. 1097 01:43:41,988 --> 01:43:44,257 - That's what I'm gonna do. - Soaking wet. 1098 01:43:45,492 --> 01:43:47,193 - Give me the socks. - Thank you. 1099 01:43:50,397 --> 01:43:52,766 - Ah, that's better. - So much better. 1100 01:43:53,990 --> 01:43:55,201 I loved that tonight, it was fun. 1101 01:43:55,735 --> 01:43:56,803 Such a nice evening. 1102 01:43:57,270 --> 01:44:00,106 I had a dream the other night that all my hair was on fire. 1103 01:44:00,573 --> 01:44:01,574 Okay. 1104 01:44:02,642 --> 01:44:04,310 - That sounds quite scary. - Yeah. 1105 01:44:04,811 --> 01:44:06,146 Kind of amazing, though. 1106 01:44:06,880 --> 01:44:08,882 My hair was just flames... 1107 01:44:08,982 --> 01:44:10,216 running round. 1108 01:44:14,154 --> 01:44:17,757 - So, you go back tomorrow? - Getting the ferry in the morning. 1109 01:44:21,594 --> 01:44:22,595 Hm. 1110 01:44:30,700 --> 01:44:31,710 Hm. 1111 01:44:56,290 --> 01:44:57,731 In grandiose moments, 1112 01:44:58,980 --> 01:45:01,670 high on fresh air and freedom on the hill, 1113 01:45:01,801 --> 01:45:04,137 I study my personal geology. 1114 01:45:06,306 --> 01:45:08,174 My body is a continent. 1115 01:45:10,577 --> 01:45:15,115 I grind my teeth in my sleep like tectonic plates. 1116 01:45:16,349 --> 01:45:17,350 And when I blink, 1117 01:45:17,450 --> 01:45:18,952 the sun flickers. 1118 01:45:20,820 --> 01:45:23,656 My breath pushes the clouds across the sky. 1119 01:45:23,723 --> 01:45:27,660 And the waves roll in to the shore in time with my beating heart. 1120 01:45:30,630 --> 01:45:35,635 The island's headlands rise above the sea like my limbs in the bathtub. 1121 01:45:37,700 --> 01:45:39,839 My freckles are famous landmarks. 1122 01:45:40,774 --> 01:45:42,108 And my tears... 1123 01:45:42,175 --> 01:45:43,243 rivers. 1124 01:45:45,979 --> 01:45:48,615 Lightning strikes every time I sneeze. 1125 01:45:50,450 --> 01:45:51,718 And when I orgasm, 1126 01:45:52,552 --> 01:45:54,354 there is an earthquake.