1 00:01:43,403 --> 00:01:44,738 Hey. 2 00:01:59,686 --> 00:02:02,355 Hey Jessica, could you send me the Jackson file? 3 00:02:02,455 --> 00:02:03,656 Doesn't seem to be in my emails. 4 00:02:03,823 --> 00:02:05,892 I just need to look at it this evening. 5 00:02:07,660 --> 00:02:10,330 Okay, good. Thanks. See you tomorrow. 6 00:02:13,266 --> 00:02:16,202 -What are you doing here? -We need to talk. 7 00:02:20,440 --> 00:02:22,409 You can't just show up here with no warning. 8 00:02:22,575 --> 00:02:25,645 I tried you. I don't know how many times. You don't pick up your phone. 9 00:02:25,812 --> 00:02:26,913 What's the problem? 10 00:02:27,800 --> 00:02:29,816 -It's Nicholas. -Did something happen? 11 00:02:30,483 --> 00:02:32,850 Yes. 12 00:02:32,252 --> 00:02:34,287 Well, tell me. 13 00:02:34,487 --> 00:02:37,691 This afternoon, they called me in, the school. Just now. 14 00:02:37,857 --> 00:02:41,494 To speak to the principal, so he could explain to me what's going on. 15 00:02:41,661 --> 00:02:44,764 And that's when I found out, Nicholas 16 00:02:44,931 --> 00:02:47,867 hasn't been to school in almost a month. 17 00:02:48,702 --> 00:02:49,869 What? 18 00:02:50,360 --> 00:02:53,740 I'm telling you, for weeks now he's just been pretending every morning. 19 00:02:53,907 --> 00:02:56,609 -What are you talking about? -I'm explaining it. 20 00:02:56,743 --> 00:03:01,381 He hasn't been to school in almost a month and you never noticed anything? 21 00:03:01,581 --> 00:03:05,919 He was heading out with his bag and everything he needed for the day. 22 00:03:06,860 --> 00:03:08,655 Like nothing was wrong, except he just wasn't going there. 23 00:03:09,550 --> 00:03:10,857 And the school, they just... 24 00:03:10,957 --> 00:03:16,620 They said they sent me a bunch of emails which I never got. 25 00:03:16,229 --> 00:03:19,566 What was he doing the whole day. Where did he go? 26 00:03:19,699 --> 00:03:21,134 I don't know. I have no idea. 27 00:03:22,902 --> 00:03:26,773 And he barely answers my questions anymore. 28 00:03:26,940 --> 00:03:32,312 Beth. Sorry, Kate's just here to talk to me about Nicholas. 29 00:03:32,479 --> 00:03:35,181 We've just found he hasn't been gone to school for almost a month. 30 00:03:35,348 --> 00:03:37,317 It's not only that, Peter. 31 00:03:38,184 --> 00:03:40,153 He's not well. 32 00:03:41,955 --> 00:03:45,725 You need to speak to him. I don't know what to do anymore. 33 00:03:45,892 --> 00:03:50,300 He needs you, Peter. You can't just abandon him. 34 00:03:50,196 --> 00:03:54,000 I'm not abandoning him, why do you keep saying these things? 35 00:03:54,134 --> 00:03:55,101 Okay. 36 00:03:56,670 --> 00:03:59,906 The other day... 37 00:04:00,730 --> 00:04:01,808 I asked him to... 38 00:04:01,975 --> 00:04:05,311 I don't even remember what. To take his plate out or something. 39 00:04:06,446 --> 00:04:09,150 He just looked at me... 40 00:04:09,649 --> 00:04:11,840 with... 41 00:04:13,186 --> 00:04:15,455 so much hatred. 42 00:04:16,289 --> 00:04:17,991 I thought he was gonna. 43 00:04:19,726 --> 00:04:21,361 What? 44 00:04:23,697 --> 00:04:27,000 He scares me, okay? 45 00:04:31,738 --> 00:04:33,740 All right, I'll... 46 00:04:33,907 --> 00:04:36,309 I'll go see him tomorrow. 47 00:04:36,476 --> 00:04:38,378 I'll swing by the end of the day. 48 00:04:39,279 --> 00:04:40,747 Thanks. 49 00:04:46,786 --> 00:04:49,222 We've looked into their sustainability policies, 50 00:04:49,389 --> 00:04:53,993 and we think that acquiring this company will be in line with our green strategy. 51 00:04:54,160 --> 00:04:57,163 They have great environmental, social and governance factors 52 00:04:57,230 --> 00:04:58,531 that will give us great kudos. 53 00:04:58,598 --> 00:05:00,300 And we think a merger with them 54 00:05:00,367 --> 00:05:03,136 will be good for their reputation as well as ours. 55 00:05:03,570 --> 00:05:06,272 Great. I think I have all the information I need. 56 00:05:06,473 --> 00:05:09,750 For now I'll call Jeffrey, see if we can get them to move. 57 00:05:09,242 --> 00:05:11,144 -Perfect. -Thank you. 58 00:05:11,911 --> 00:05:13,113 Please. 59 00:05:13,213 --> 00:05:15,548 I'll get back to you as soon as this one's done. All right? 60 00:05:15,615 --> 00:05:16,916 -Thank you. -Great. 61 00:05:21,521 --> 00:05:23,230 Thanks. 62 00:05:54,354 --> 00:05:55,321 Hey. 63 00:05:57,570 --> 00:06:00,827 -What are you doing here? -Is it all right? Am I disturbing you? 64 00:06:02,595 --> 00:06:05,650 -How are you? -Okay. 65 00:06:06,199 --> 00:06:08,735 I came by because I wanted to 66 00:06:09,736 --> 00:06:13,473 I wanted to talk to you. You have a couple of minutes? 67 00:06:13,640 --> 00:06:14,607 Sure. 68 00:06:32,525 --> 00:06:35,662 Your mother told me you hadn't been gone to school. 69 00:06:35,795 --> 00:06:37,664 What's going on? 70 00:06:37,831 --> 00:06:38,765 Nothing. 71 00:06:45,205 --> 00:06:47,741 Listen, I know you're having a hard time in the moment, 72 00:06:47,841 --> 00:06:49,142 and I know you're mad at me. 73 00:06:49,242 --> 00:06:52,212 But that's not a reason for us not to talk to each other. 74 00:06:54,180 --> 00:06:58,284 -Why have you stopped going to school? -I don't know. 75 00:06:58,451 --> 00:06:59,986 You don't know? 76 00:07:01,187 --> 00:07:05,125 You can't decide to suddenly stop going to school. It's not an option. 77 00:07:10,730 --> 00:07:12,899 Are you having problems? 78 00:07:14,668 --> 00:07:16,169 Why are you sighing? 79 00:07:17,837 --> 00:07:20,940 - No reason. -There must be a reason. 80 00:07:21,107 --> 00:07:23,430 Tell me. 81 00:07:23,209 --> 00:07:25,278 I don't wanna talk about it. 82 00:07:39,626 --> 00:07:42,996 Nicholas, I can't help you if you won't tell me anything. 83 00:07:45,331 --> 00:07:49,202 What were you doing all those days? Where'd you go? 84 00:07:51,104 --> 00:07:52,772 I walked. 85 00:07:53,907 --> 00:07:56,543 You walked? On your own? 86 00:07:57,544 --> 00:07:59,646 Yeah. 87 00:07:59,813 --> 00:08:01,781 But why, Nicholas? 88 00:08:01,948 --> 00:08:05,985 Do you think that's acceptable? And with your SATs coming up as well? 89 00:08:06,152 --> 00:08:09,155 You realize the school is talking about expelling you. 90 00:08:15,128 --> 00:08:18,980 Your mother's at the end of her rope, you know that? 91 00:08:18,164 --> 00:08:19,799 She wants to send you to a boarding school. 92 00:08:19,866 --> 00:08:21,167 -Is that what you want? -No. 93 00:08:21,234 --> 00:08:24,571 So you have to do something. You can't just let things go on like this. 94 00:08:24,704 --> 00:08:26,639 I can't deal with any of it. 95 00:08:26,806 --> 00:08:29,776 What makes you say this? Has something happened at school? 96 00:08:29,943 --> 00:08:31,211 No. 97 00:08:31,378 --> 00:08:33,146 Or outside of school? 98 00:08:34,114 --> 00:08:37,417 Come on, we can talk to one another. 99 00:08:37,584 --> 00:08:39,686 It's not that. 100 00:08:40,720 --> 00:08:42,355 It's... 101 00:08:42,455 --> 00:08:43,390 Yes? 102 00:08:46,159 --> 00:08:49,262 I don't know how to describe it. 103 00:08:49,462 --> 00:08:51,531 Just tell me in your own words. 104 00:08:59,706 --> 00:09:01,307 It's life. 105 00:09:02,308 --> 00:09:04,644 It's weighing me down. 106 00:09:04,811 --> 00:09:06,880 What is it about life that isn't working for you? 107 00:09:06,980 --> 00:09:08,815 I don't know. 108 00:09:09,820 --> 00:09:12,419 I want something to change but I don't know what. 109 00:09:12,585 --> 00:09:18,458 That's why sometimes I tell myself that maybe... 110 00:09:20,293 --> 00:09:21,695 Tell me. 111 00:09:26,866 --> 00:09:28,735 I'd like to live with you. 112 00:09:29,936 --> 00:09:32,939 -With me? -Me and Mom... 113 00:09:33,106 --> 00:09:34,574 We're not getting along. 114 00:09:34,708 --> 00:09:37,310 She can't put up with me anymore. I know she can't. 115 00:09:38,211 --> 00:09:40,680 And when I'm here... 116 00:09:40,847 --> 00:09:43,850 I get too many dark ideas. 117 00:09:45,285 --> 00:09:47,987 And I wanna live with my little brother. 118 00:09:48,154 --> 00:09:49,322 Yeah... 119 00:09:49,389 --> 00:09:51,791 If you send me to a boarding school I'll go crazy. 120 00:09:51,891 --> 00:09:55,295 -Of course you won't. -Yes, I will. I'm telling you. 121 00:09:55,462 --> 00:09:58,431 I feel like my head's exploding. 122 00:09:58,598 --> 00:10:00,433 Come here. 123 00:10:02,502 --> 00:10:06,439 Sometimes it just feels that I'm going crazy, dad. 124 00:10:06,606 --> 00:10:09,642 -What are you talking about? -I'm telling you. 125 00:10:09,809 --> 00:10:12,412 I don't know what's happening to me. 126 00:10:12,579 --> 00:10:16,149 Don't worry, sweetheart. We'll work it out. 127 00:10:19,190 --> 00:10:20,420 Trust me. 128 00:10:29,529 --> 00:10:32,365 Hey, you reached Kate. Leave a message. 129 00:10:33,867 --> 00:10:38,772 Hey, it's me. I've just spoken to him. 130 00:10:39,739 --> 00:10:42,609 You call me back when you get this message? Thanks. 131 00:11:04,640 --> 00:11:06,199 Why are you taking it like this? 132 00:11:06,933 --> 00:11:10,737 -Taking it like what? -He can stay in the room in the back. 133 00:11:10,904 --> 00:11:12,872 And what about school? 134 00:11:13,390 --> 00:11:14,441 We'll figure something out. 135 00:11:14,607 --> 00:11:17,444 There must be a school that'll take him mid-semester, don't you think? 136 00:11:19,646 --> 00:11:22,820 Yeah, I'm sure. Sure there is. 137 00:11:24,617 --> 00:11:26,986 You've only known him for two years. 138 00:11:27,870 --> 00:11:28,455 And I can see that-- 139 00:11:28,521 --> 00:11:30,457 I know you have a negative impression of him 140 00:11:30,623 --> 00:11:34,227 after everything that happened. But he hasn't always been like that. 141 00:11:34,394 --> 00:11:38,198 When he was younger, he was so... 142 00:11:43,336 --> 00:11:45,772 When I went to see him just now, he had... 143 00:11:46,706 --> 00:11:48,208 I don't know, marks. 144 00:11:50,810 --> 00:11:55,810 -Marks? As in like-- -Scars. On his arm. 145 00:11:57,183 --> 00:11:59,619 It upset me so much. It just... 146 00:12:01,210 --> 00:12:02,789 He's my little boy. 147 00:12:03,857 --> 00:12:04,824 Hey. 148 00:12:05,992 --> 00:12:09,262 It's true. You're right. 149 00:12:09,462 --> 00:12:12,650 I feel guilty. 150 00:12:12,232 --> 00:12:15,735 I can't pretend I'm not responsible for the situation. 151 00:12:15,902 --> 00:12:17,871 I left, Beth. I left. 152 00:12:18,380 --> 00:12:21,441 I know. But it's not your fault if he's not well. 153 00:12:21,608 --> 00:12:23,877 He's going through a difficult time. 154 00:12:24,440 --> 00:12:26,646 Anyway, I don't think I have a choice. 155 00:12:27,647 --> 00:12:29,816 I can't just give up on him. 156 00:12:35,188 --> 00:12:37,657 Okay. I understand. 157 00:12:37,824 --> 00:12:40,393 Don't worry. I get that. 158 00:12:43,897 --> 00:12:49,690 And you should talk to a doctor about the scars. 159 00:12:50,103 --> 00:12:51,471 I know. 160 00:13:03,216 --> 00:13:04,250 Hey. 161 00:13:04,417 --> 00:13:06,186 -You're ready? -Yeah. 162 00:13:07,187 --> 00:13:09,189 -Wouldn't you-- -No thanks. 163 00:13:12,125 --> 00:13:13,893 -So... -Yes. 164 00:13:17,897 --> 00:13:21,768 And don't forget, you know, you can always-- 165 00:13:21,935 --> 00:13:25,138 -I know. Thanks, Mom. -Anytime. 166 00:13:27,207 --> 00:13:30,377 -But don't think it's because of-- -I know. 167 00:13:31,478 --> 00:13:35,810 I know what you mean. Don't worry. 168 00:13:36,349 --> 00:13:37,484 All right. 169 00:13:37,717 --> 00:13:38,685 Hey. 170 00:13:43,623 --> 00:13:45,250 Call me. 171 00:13:45,191 --> 00:13:46,793 Oh, wait. 172 00:13:47,794 --> 00:13:50,300 -Almost forgot. -What? 173 00:13:54,934 --> 00:13:56,503 Banana bread. 174 00:13:57,837 --> 00:13:59,472 Thanks, Mom. 175 00:14:04,644 --> 00:14:06,613 Love you. 176 00:14:35,942 --> 00:14:38,778 -Hey, got everything you need? -Yeah, I do. 177 00:14:38,945 --> 00:14:40,914 You found the towel Beth left out for you? 178 00:14:41,470 --> 00:14:42,115 Yeah. 179 00:14:42,248 --> 00:14:45,151 All right. Good. I'll leave you. 180 00:14:45,318 --> 00:14:47,620 I'm heading to bed. 181 00:14:52,492 --> 00:14:56,730 I'm so happy you're here. I missed spending time with you. 182 00:14:57,430 --> 00:15:00,667 How about Beth, is she really okay with me moving in here? 183 00:15:00,834 --> 00:15:04,700 Obviously, Nicholas. We're very pleased to have you. Both of us. 184 00:15:04,237 --> 00:15:06,306 This is your home as well, you know? 185 00:15:07,207 --> 00:15:11,745 Okay? Come on. You should get to bed, it's late. 186 00:15:18,184 --> 00:15:19,619 Good night. 187 00:15:22,455 --> 00:15:24,157 Good night, Dad. 188 00:16:05,732 --> 00:16:10,170 Dr. Collins, it's Peter Miller. Sorry to call you on your cell. 189 00:16:10,337 --> 00:16:13,206 I wanted to talk to you about my son, Nicholas. 190 00:16:13,373 --> 00:16:16,943 I think he needs to see a therapist. 191 00:16:17,110 --> 00:16:19,979 And I thought you might know somebody good, so... 192 00:16:20,947 --> 00:16:23,817 If you could call me back. Thanks. 193 00:16:24,984 --> 00:16:28,355 -Am I disturbing you? -No, come in. 194 00:16:31,570 --> 00:16:32,625 Tell me. 195 00:16:33,326 --> 00:16:36,863 Am I right, you're thinking of going to D.C. soon? 196 00:16:37,300 --> 00:16:38,465 News travels fast. 197 00:16:38,531 --> 00:16:41,334 They say he's running in the Primaries, is that true? 198 00:16:43,770 --> 00:16:46,439 What exactly is he offering you? 199 00:16:46,606 --> 00:16:48,708 To be part of the campaign team? 200 00:16:48,875 --> 00:16:52,212 He hasn't said anything specific, but... 201 00:16:54,681 --> 00:16:56,950 All right. I'll let you do your work. 202 00:16:57,117 --> 00:16:58,818 But you get back to me when you know more. 203 00:16:58,918 --> 00:17:00,720 Of course. Of course. 204 00:17:04,324 --> 00:17:06,993 -Everything okay at home? -What? 205 00:17:09,729 --> 00:17:11,164 That's great. 206 00:17:12,265 --> 00:17:13,867 Thanks, Andrew. 207 00:17:20,974 --> 00:17:22,776 Here we are. 208 00:17:27,914 --> 00:17:32,452 Hi, I'm just interrupting you for a minute to introduce Nicholas 209 00:17:32,619 --> 00:17:34,454 who's joining us here today. 210 00:17:34,621 --> 00:17:38,240 I know you'll all give him a warm welcome. 211 00:17:38,191 --> 00:17:41,327 Hello, Nicholas. I am Mr. Yama, I'll be teaching you history. 212 00:17:41,428 --> 00:17:42,595 Welcome. 213 00:17:42,662 --> 00:17:44,864 Find a seat, and come see me when the class is over, 214 00:17:45,310 --> 00:17:46,933 so I can bring you up to date to where we at now. Okay? 215 00:17:47,100 --> 00:17:49,202 Great. I'll leave you to it. 216 00:17:59,412 --> 00:18:02,716 So, as I was saying, this would be good to note down. 217 00:18:02,916 --> 00:18:04,584 The sharing of power 218 00:18:04,684 --> 00:18:07,654 between the National and State governments. 219 00:18:07,787 --> 00:18:11,658 Now, in 1776, when the Declaration of Independence was signed 220 00:18:11,825 --> 00:18:16,996 the newly independent 13 states acted more like quarreling siblings. 221 00:18:17,163 --> 00:18:21,368 Each of them wanting sovereignty. Does anyone know what sovereignty is? 222 00:18:21,534 --> 00:18:22,836 Absolute power. 223 00:18:35,281 --> 00:18:37,183 Is that the original plan? 224 00:19:25,165 --> 00:19:27,434 -Hey, man. How is it going? -Hey, fine. And you? 225 00:19:27,600 --> 00:19:30,337 Oh, you know. You are meeting the boss? 226 00:19:30,437 --> 00:19:33,139 -Yeah. -You're in luck, he's in a good mood today. 227 00:19:33,306 --> 00:19:35,575 -You still in New York? -Still in New York, yeah. 228 00:19:35,709 --> 00:19:37,744 All right. How is your Dad? 229 00:19:37,911 --> 00:19:41,448 I heard he had a little health problem? 230 00:19:42,415 --> 00:19:45,785 Oh, yeah. Not really. Everything's fine. Thanks. 231 00:19:45,952 --> 00:19:48,955 Good. We just haven't seen him in a long time. 232 00:19:49,956 --> 00:19:52,459 -Say hi to him for me, will ya? -Sure. 233 00:19:52,625 --> 00:19:54,327 -See you. -See you. 234 00:20:06,706 --> 00:20:08,608 We're ready for you. 235 00:20:09,943 --> 00:20:11,778 This way. 236 00:20:13,680 --> 00:20:16,416 -Thank you. -Peter, how are you? 237 00:20:16,516 --> 00:20:20,653 Good you had the time. Let me introduce you two of our new-- 238 00:20:37,203 --> 00:20:38,805 Nicholas, hi, it's me. 239 00:20:38,972 --> 00:20:42,208 Just wanted to know how it went for you today? 240 00:20:42,409 --> 00:20:44,411 Call me. Love you. 241 00:20:51,651 --> 00:20:54,320 DAD 242 00:21:20,280 --> 00:21:22,515 Nicholas, are you ready? 243 00:21:23,450 --> 00:21:26,286 It's time to go now. 244 00:21:32,325 --> 00:21:36,896 Nicholas, I made you a coffee. You got enough time to drink it. Okay? 245 00:21:40,533 --> 00:21:42,902 Nicholas, you're gonna be late. 246 00:21:46,720 --> 00:21:48,708 Nicholas, I must've called you at least ten times. 247 00:21:48,875 --> 00:21:52,412 We cannot do this every single morning, do you hear me? 248 00:21:57,217 --> 00:21:58,451 Nicholas. 249 00:21:58,952 --> 00:22:01,821 -Why didn't you answer me? -I do answer you. 250 00:22:01,988 --> 00:22:04,958 -It's time. You have to go. -I know. 251 00:22:08,728 --> 00:22:11,598 -Theo didn't wake you up last night? -No. 252 00:22:11,731 --> 00:22:14,434 You're just so lucky. 253 00:22:14,601 --> 00:22:17,604 The same is your Dad. Nothing wakes him up. 254 00:22:17,737 --> 00:22:19,739 That expression 'sleeping like a baby' 255 00:22:19,906 --> 00:22:23,777 really should be 'sleeping like a man.' 256 00:22:23,943 --> 00:22:25,912 Where is he? 257 00:22:26,790 --> 00:22:30,160 He already left. Really early meeting this morning. 258 00:22:36,623 --> 00:22:39,859 Your coffee. You've got about five minutes. 259 00:22:42,280 --> 00:22:44,230 -What's the matter? -Nothing. 260 00:22:45,198 --> 00:22:47,767 You are in pain? 261 00:22:49,669 --> 00:22:51,438 It's not that. 262 00:22:52,539 --> 00:22:54,641 Are you unhappy? 263 00:22:58,378 --> 00:23:00,847 -Why are you unhappy? -I don't know. 264 00:23:01,815 --> 00:23:03,483 You don't know. 265 00:23:05,652 --> 00:23:07,153 Does this happen a lot? 266 00:23:07,320 --> 00:23:09,356 You just start crying like this for no reason? 267 00:23:09,422 --> 00:23:11,291 I'm not crying. 268 00:23:12,826 --> 00:23:15,462 Anyway, I have to go. 269 00:23:24,371 --> 00:23:26,906 Can I ask you a question? 270 00:23:27,730 --> 00:23:28,641 Yeah, of course. 271 00:23:30,143 --> 00:23:33,790 When you met my Dad did you know he was married? 272 00:23:35,782 --> 00:23:36,850 Did you? 273 00:23:38,840 --> 00:23:39,652 Yes. 274 00:23:39,786 --> 00:23:42,789 -But he told me right away that-- -That what? 275 00:23:44,290 --> 00:23:47,260 Maybe it's better if you talk to him about this. 276 00:23:47,360 --> 00:23:48,661 You know... 277 00:23:48,728 --> 00:23:52,332 When he left, my Mom took it really hard. 278 00:23:52,499 --> 00:23:54,501 She really suffered. 279 00:23:54,667 --> 00:23:58,905 She never stopped saying terrible things about him. 280 00:23:59,720 --> 00:24:02,409 And the whole time I still worshiped him. 281 00:24:03,443 --> 00:24:07,847 It was like I was being chopped in half. 282 00:24:09,820 --> 00:24:10,950 I understand. 283 00:24:12,152 --> 00:24:14,521 This is not an easy situation. 284 00:24:15,955 --> 00:24:18,525 And that didn't stop you. 285 00:24:19,659 --> 00:24:21,661 Sorry? 286 00:24:21,795 --> 00:24:24,497 When you met him, the fact you knew he was married 287 00:24:24,564 --> 00:24:26,266 and had a son, it didn't stop you? 288 00:24:29,502 --> 00:24:31,871 What do you want me to say, Nicholas? 289 00:24:35,542 --> 00:24:38,478 Nothing. You're right I don't know why I'm asking you, it's stupid-- 290 00:24:38,645 --> 00:24:42,315 -No, it's not stupid. -Anyways, I have to go. See you later. 291 00:24:45,819 --> 00:24:47,487 I'll see you later. 292 00:25:00,333 --> 00:25:02,669 Hey, Nicholas. It's me. 293 00:25:02,836 --> 00:25:05,705 Just wanted to give you a hug. 294 00:25:05,872 --> 00:25:08,274 I hope everything's all right with you. 295 00:25:08,441 --> 00:25:12,645 I was hoping we could get together one day. 296 00:25:13,680 --> 00:25:15,348 Have some time. 297 00:25:16,349 --> 00:25:20,253 Call me back. I miss you. Bye. 298 00:25:32,499 --> 00:25:34,567 If we can prove to them 299 00:25:34,701 --> 00:25:37,604 that they should never have made the first move 300 00:25:37,737 --> 00:25:39,773 it starts to look possible. 301 00:25:39,939 --> 00:25:42,542 It's all about to matter of the balance of power. 302 00:25:43,943 --> 00:25:45,745 -Yes? -Excuse me. 303 00:25:45,912 --> 00:25:48,415 Is this what you were looking for? 304 00:25:48,581 --> 00:25:52,318 Excellent. Did you find this in the archive? 305 00:25:52,485 --> 00:25:54,454 Great job. 306 00:25:54,621 --> 00:25:57,524 -Anything else you need? -Thanks very much. 307 00:25:58,458 --> 00:26:02,395 This is going to be very useful. 308 00:26:03,396 --> 00:26:04,497 -Who's that? -Who? 309 00:26:06,633 --> 00:26:09,936 The new intern. He's French. Very smart. 310 00:26:10,103 --> 00:26:12,605 -Why? -No reason. 311 00:26:16,760 --> 00:26:17,944 Okay, see you tomorrow. 312 00:26:20,347 --> 00:26:21,181 Hey. 313 00:26:22,649 --> 00:26:25,352 Peter, it's me. 314 00:26:25,518 --> 00:26:28,355 Look, I don't mean to bother you... 315 00:26:28,521 --> 00:26:32,792 but I haven't heard back from Nicholas at all. 316 00:26:33,626 --> 00:26:38,531 And I just keep leaving him messages, and he's not calling me back. 317 00:26:39,432 --> 00:26:40,433 So... 318 00:26:41,434 --> 00:26:43,169 Could we talk? 319 00:26:43,937 --> 00:26:44,938 Thanks. 320 00:26:53,646 --> 00:26:56,316 -Nice jacket. -Thanks. 321 00:26:58,952 --> 00:27:00,420 Please. 322 00:27:04,657 --> 00:27:07,694 So everything's going well at your new school? 323 00:27:09,396 --> 00:27:10,563 It's okay. 324 00:27:10,697 --> 00:27:14,401 You said you don't feel very close to people your age? 325 00:27:14,567 --> 00:27:15,702 No. 326 00:27:15,869 --> 00:27:17,937 -Why is that? -I just think they are stupid. 327 00:27:18,104 --> 00:27:21,775 All they care about is having parties and having fun. 328 00:27:21,941 --> 00:27:24,544 I'm not interested in any of that. 329 00:27:25,712 --> 00:27:27,847 So, what are you interested in? 330 00:27:30,850 --> 00:27:32,919 -What? -No, nothing. 331 00:27:33,860 --> 00:27:36,956 Anyway. Things are better now. 332 00:27:38,491 --> 00:27:40,560 You don't like being this age? 333 00:27:40,694 --> 00:27:43,396 That's not what I... 334 00:28:04,651 --> 00:28:07,354 -Hey, there. -Hi, sir. 335 00:28:07,520 --> 00:28:09,956 Hi, there she is. Thank you. 336 00:28:16,262 --> 00:28:18,431 -Sorry I'm late. -No problem. 337 00:28:18,598 --> 00:28:22,469 I know how busy you are. Especially right now I hear. 338 00:28:22,535 --> 00:28:25,138 -Yeah. -It's exciting. 339 00:28:25,305 --> 00:28:28,475 -What would you like? -I don't know. How about you? 340 00:28:28,641 --> 00:28:30,543 Sparkling water, please. 341 00:28:31,411 --> 00:28:33,513 I'll have a Martini. 342 00:28:34,514 --> 00:28:37,951 -In this case, two Martinis. -Two Martinis coming up. 343 00:28:39,319 --> 00:28:43,690 -So how's it going? -Things going well. 344 00:28:43,790 --> 00:28:48,610 He started his new school. And says he likes it. 345 00:28:48,161 --> 00:28:49,396 -That's great. -Yeah. 346 00:28:49,462 --> 00:28:52,599 I had to lean on him a little at the beginning, but... 347 00:28:52,732 --> 00:28:56,736 I think he's feeling better now. And honestly I think he's on his way. 348 00:28:56,903 --> 00:29:00,940 Has he been able to tell you what happened at the old school? 349 00:29:01,107 --> 00:29:03,443 No, he doesn't say much. 350 00:29:04,477 --> 00:29:07,313 I don't understand where this sadness comes from? 351 00:29:07,480 --> 00:29:08,782 He's a teenager. 352 00:29:08,948 --> 00:29:11,818 Ever seen a teenager radiating happiness? 353 00:29:11,985 --> 00:29:13,653 It's not just that. 354 00:29:14,521 --> 00:29:17,824 He is different from the others. 355 00:29:17,991 --> 00:29:19,959 What makes you say that? 356 00:29:21,795 --> 00:29:24,764 If you ask me, he's been disappointment in love. 357 00:29:25,598 --> 00:29:30,337 -It's possible. He's so romantic. -Yeah. 358 00:29:30,503 --> 00:29:32,906 Guess where he gets that from. 359 00:29:34,274 --> 00:29:35,909 Here we are. 360 00:29:37,477 --> 00:29:40,347 -Thank you. -Great, thank you. 361 00:29:44,484 --> 00:29:46,860 Cheers. 362 00:29:53,360 --> 00:29:55,610 And what about... 363 00:29:56,529 --> 00:29:59,199 -Beth? -Yeah, how is she taking it? 364 00:30:03,536 --> 00:30:05,739 You can talk to me. 365 00:30:07,140 --> 00:30:08,141 Okay? 366 00:30:08,308 --> 00:30:12,479 -To start with she was a little-- -Hostile, I imagine? 367 00:30:12,645 --> 00:30:16,349 No, not really. Maybe a little unsettled. 368 00:30:16,516 --> 00:30:19,185 You know, with the baby. And she's already quite tired. 369 00:30:19,352 --> 00:30:22,522 She hadn't been expecting to be living with a teenager right off the bat. 370 00:30:22,622 --> 00:30:23,890 I can understand that. 371 00:30:23,990 --> 00:30:26,960 But all in all, things are going well. 372 00:30:30,430 --> 00:30:33,266 He's not making things too difficult for her? 373 00:30:33,433 --> 00:30:37,103 No, he's behaving himself. He's making an effort. 374 00:30:37,270 --> 00:30:40,774 He likes living with his little brother. 375 00:30:41,441 --> 00:30:42,709 Great. 376 00:30:42,842 --> 00:30:45,912 Yeah, I think that's how the things are just gonna work. 377 00:30:49,649 --> 00:30:51,851 Kate, what's the matter? Hey. 378 00:30:52,786 --> 00:30:53,953 Nothing. Sorry. 379 00:30:54,120 --> 00:30:57,223 I'm sorry. I didn't mean to upset you. 380 00:31:00,827 --> 00:31:02,295 I know. 381 00:31:10,270 --> 00:31:13,406 I feel like a complete failure. 382 00:31:14,407 --> 00:31:18,211 What are you talking about? Kate, you're not a failure in any way. 383 00:31:19,512 --> 00:31:21,614 Sorry. 384 00:31:21,748 --> 00:31:25,652 It's just, I never imagined he'd leave home. 385 00:31:26,653 --> 00:31:28,154 Him too. 386 00:31:31,570 --> 00:31:33,460 -To go live with you. -Me neither. 387 00:31:33,593 --> 00:31:35,395 He's the one who asked me. 388 00:31:35,562 --> 00:31:38,331 -Yes, but the problem started with me. -Of course it didn't. 389 00:31:38,498 --> 00:31:41,568 Yes. He doesn't want to live with me anymore. 390 00:31:41,668 --> 00:31:43,370 I'm calling. He doesn't even pick up. 391 00:31:43,436 --> 00:31:47,540 Come on. You just have to give it some time. 392 00:31:50,643 --> 00:31:51,544 Yeah. 393 00:31:55,849 --> 00:31:59,519 -I am so sorry. -It's all right. 394 00:32:05,392 --> 00:32:07,861 A few days ago... 395 00:32:09,396 --> 00:32:12,650 I found this photo of him. 396 00:32:13,733 --> 00:32:18,238 It's from where we took that trip to Corsica, remember? 397 00:32:18,838 --> 00:32:19,739 Yeah. 398 00:32:25,478 --> 00:32:27,747 When I look at that photo... 399 00:32:29,482 --> 00:32:31,484 I'm devastated. 400 00:32:32,952 --> 00:32:37,724 We rented that little boat, remember? 401 00:32:37,891 --> 00:32:39,893 Yes, of course. 402 00:32:42,896 --> 00:32:46,266 That was the summer you were teaching him to swim. 403 00:32:49,669 --> 00:32:52,405 His face... 404 00:32:52,572 --> 00:32:54,407 it's so open. 405 00:32:54,574 --> 00:32:57,377 Like a little sun beam. 406 00:32:59,790 --> 00:33:01,247 My little sun beam. 407 00:33:04,951 --> 00:33:07,187 When you think about it... 408 00:33:09,356 --> 00:33:13,590 there was so much joy in our family back then. 409 00:33:14,227 --> 00:33:16,663 I don't know what happened. 410 00:33:16,963 --> 00:33:17,964 Come on. 411 00:33:20,934 --> 00:33:23,436 I loved him so much. 412 00:33:25,939 --> 00:33:27,540 And you. 413 00:33:29,909 --> 00:33:32,512 I loved you so much, Peter. 414 00:33:35,448 --> 00:33:38,840 If you knew how much I loved you. 415 00:33:40,653 --> 00:33:42,856 Come on, don't be so upset. 416 00:33:45,291 --> 00:33:47,727 You are a wonderful mother. 417 00:33:50,163 --> 00:33:54,367 It's not your fault if he's going through a rough patch. 418 00:33:56,136 --> 00:33:58,380 Soon everything will go back to normal. 419 00:33:59,806 --> 00:34:03,243 Yes, it will. It will. Believe me, Kate. 420 00:34:03,410 --> 00:34:05,311 Everything will be fine. 421 00:34:06,646 --> 00:34:08,448 You think so? 422 00:34:10,216 --> 00:34:11,151 Yeah. 423 00:34:43,416 --> 00:34:45,819 -It's all right? -Yeah, finally. 424 00:34:45,919 --> 00:34:47,320 He's taking his time. 425 00:34:47,387 --> 00:34:51,124 I know, God, I practically fell asleep myself in there. 426 00:34:51,291 --> 00:34:53,226 -Here. -Thank you. It's so nice. 427 00:34:53,393 --> 00:34:55,395 You had a good day? 428 00:34:55,562 --> 00:34:58,398 Yeah, it was nothing special. 429 00:34:58,565 --> 00:35:01,568 Went to the pediatrician. 430 00:35:01,701 --> 00:35:04,337 Other than that we just stayed at home. 431 00:35:05,638 --> 00:35:06,940 What about you? 432 00:35:07,941 --> 00:35:11,111 -What? -What? 433 00:35:11,277 --> 00:35:15,248 Why are you looking so smug? 434 00:35:20,653 --> 00:35:22,889 What is that? 435 00:35:29,596 --> 00:35:33,433 -Is this your way of saying sorry? -It's to thank you. 436 00:35:33,600 --> 00:35:36,503 -For what? -You know very well. 437 00:35:38,204 --> 00:35:40,407 They are very pretty. 438 00:35:40,573 --> 00:35:43,209 I am well aware... 439 00:35:43,376 --> 00:35:47,614 I'm just really grateful for how you've handled all of this. 440 00:35:47,747 --> 00:35:49,649 It's what I said. It's your way of saying sorry. 441 00:35:49,816 --> 00:35:52,686 What I mean is, I'm lucky you're here. 442 00:35:58,124 --> 00:36:00,493 -I'm disturbing you, aren't I. -No. Tell me. 443 00:36:00,660 --> 00:36:03,863 It's nothing urgent. I just wanted to ask your advice on something. 444 00:36:03,930 --> 00:36:05,198 It can wait. 445 00:36:05,298 --> 00:36:09,369 Will you come see me afterwards? 446 00:36:09,536 --> 00:36:11,738 -Right. -Great. 447 00:36:12,539 --> 00:36:14,700 Thanks. 448 00:36:22,549 --> 00:36:24,451 He looks better, don't you think? 449 00:36:24,617 --> 00:36:27,420 He told me he got an A today at math. 450 00:36:27,587 --> 00:36:29,889 -He did? -Yeah, I'm really pleased. 451 00:36:29,989 --> 00:36:32,920 I think he's starting to regain his confidence. 452 00:36:32,258 --> 00:36:35,395 And he tells me he's been invited to a party. 453 00:36:35,528 --> 00:36:36,930 -It's great. -Yeah. 454 00:36:37,300 --> 00:36:39,466 Worries me, he's on his own all the time. 455 00:36:42,335 --> 00:36:44,537 -Anyway, it went well. -What? 456 00:36:44,704 --> 00:36:46,806 The pediatrician, with Theo. 457 00:36:46,973 --> 00:36:49,676 -Oh, yeah. What'd she say? -Just the same as you. 458 00:36:49,843 --> 00:36:53,446 It's a passing phase, soon he'll be sleeping through. 459 00:36:55,949 --> 00:36:57,617 Anyway, as long as that phase is going on 460 00:36:57,784 --> 00:37:01,988 I'm gonna go cook dinner before I fall asleep right here on this couch. 461 00:37:17,700 --> 00:37:19,572 No it's okay. I'll go. 462 00:37:26,713 --> 00:37:29,182 Hey, Theo. Come here. 463 00:37:32,552 --> 00:37:33,953 It's okay. 464 00:37:53,139 --> 00:37:54,407 Well? 465 00:37:57,744 --> 00:38:00,380 -I dunno. -It suits you. 466 00:38:02,415 --> 00:38:04,918 -It's nice of you, but... -What? 467 00:38:06,820 --> 00:38:09,489 I'm not really sure people my age wear jackets. 468 00:38:09,656 --> 00:38:12,792 Are you kidding me, everyone's wearing them now, right? 469 00:38:12,959 --> 00:38:15,929 -Really? -Yeah, it really suits you. 470 00:38:16,290 --> 00:38:17,964 It's French. 471 00:38:22,435 --> 00:38:24,704 Look at you. You should wear that to the party. 472 00:38:24,771 --> 00:38:26,573 When is it, next Saturday, isn't it? 473 00:38:26,673 --> 00:38:28,375 You know, I'm not even sure if I'm going. 474 00:38:28,541 --> 00:38:31,578 What? You have to go. Come on. It's important to see people. 475 00:38:31,745 --> 00:38:33,513 I don't know how to dance. 476 00:38:36,916 --> 00:38:39,386 So that the problem? 477 00:38:39,552 --> 00:38:40,754 What? 478 00:38:45,925 --> 00:38:47,994 We're home. 479 00:38:48,328 --> 00:38:49,429 Hey, Beth. 480 00:38:50,697 --> 00:38:52,999 -He's asleep. -Oh, sorry. 481 00:38:53,166 --> 00:38:55,502 -Where have you guys been? -You have to teach him to dance. 482 00:38:55,669 --> 00:38:58,471 -She's the best dancer I know. -That is very funny. 483 00:38:58,605 --> 00:39:01,741 Given the way you dance, you have the nerve to criticize me? 484 00:39:01,808 --> 00:39:02,809 Isn't he a good dancer? 485 00:39:02,876 --> 00:39:05,912 I would say he has his own style. 486 00:39:06,460 --> 00:39:08,281 It's my unique style. 487 00:39:08,448 --> 00:39:12,180 Did you know we met at a wedding? That was the first time I saw your Dad. 488 00:39:12,185 --> 00:39:14,387 He was on the dance floor, he was doing his famous hip sway. 489 00:39:14,487 --> 00:39:16,890 His what? 490 00:39:16,423 --> 00:39:19,292 -You don't know his famous hip sway? -No. 491 00:39:19,459 --> 00:39:22,429 Beth, better you just teach him to dance, he's going to a party. 492 00:39:23,263 --> 00:39:25,665 Watch this. 493 00:39:25,832 --> 00:39:27,167 What are you doing? 494 00:39:32,238 --> 00:39:34,708 -Come on. -Here we are. 495 00:39:35,909 --> 00:39:38,745 -Come on. -No, no. 496 00:39:38,912 --> 00:39:40,347 Oh, come on. 497 00:39:43,950 --> 00:39:45,785 Is this really a good idea? 498 00:39:47,921 --> 00:39:49,923 You not gonna show us? 499 00:39:51,925 --> 00:39:55,962 -I'm afraid to wake Theo. -Come on, Dad. 500 00:39:57,497 --> 00:39:59,320 All right. 501 00:39:59,199 --> 00:40:01,968 At your own risk. You asked for it. 502 00:40:05,380 --> 00:40:07,700 It's the face. 503 00:40:16,783 --> 00:40:18,852 You see why I instantly fell in love with him? 504 00:40:18,952 --> 00:40:19,919 Who wouldn't. 505 00:40:20,200 --> 00:40:21,955 I'm irresistible. 506 00:40:23,390 --> 00:40:26,426 When he starts, everyone else stops in the room. 507 00:40:26,593 --> 00:40:29,963 He just can't help drawing attention to himself. 508 00:40:30,930 --> 00:40:32,632 How do you do it? 509 00:40:32,799 --> 00:40:34,634 I have no idea. 510 00:40:34,801 --> 00:40:37,237 -Come on, I'll show you. -No, no. Peter, no. 511 00:40:39,806 --> 00:40:41,341 Look. Like this, see? Ready? 512 00:40:44,377 --> 00:40:47,280 Fingers, knees. Fingers, knees. 513 00:40:48,815 --> 00:40:52,619 Yes, that does it. That's what you need at your party. 514 00:40:52,786 --> 00:40:55,155 God, not another one. 515 00:40:55,321 --> 00:40:57,123 There's two. 516 00:40:59,159 --> 00:41:00,794 You are going to make a mess. 517 00:41:00,960 --> 00:41:04,297 Look at him move. Yeah, that's my son. 518 00:41:04,464 --> 00:41:05,932 Right, I'm coming in. 519 00:42:52,672 --> 00:42:54,974 It was under his mattress. 520 00:42:57,577 --> 00:43:00,380 Sorry. Thought I'd better tell you. 521 00:43:00,547 --> 00:43:02,749 Do you think he still, you know... 522 00:43:04,584 --> 00:43:07,654 I don't understand. 523 00:43:09,322 --> 00:43:11,825 He seems to be doing well, doesn't he? 524 00:43:11,925 --> 00:43:15,795 He's going to school. He's smiling. He's better. 525 00:43:16,896 --> 00:43:19,132 -Yes. -So why is he doing this? 526 00:43:22,635 --> 00:43:26,506 The simplest thing would be to talk to him about it, don't you think? 527 00:43:27,574 --> 00:43:29,676 Maybe to his therapist? 528 00:43:32,120 --> 00:43:33,713 Okay. 529 00:43:33,980 --> 00:43:37,951 -You going out? -Yeah, to get some sun with a little guy. 530 00:43:47,293 --> 00:43:51,364 Don't worry. He's probably still a bit fragile. 531 00:43:52,432 --> 00:43:55,350 But he knows you're here for him. 532 00:43:55,201 --> 00:43:57,137 I'm sure you're gonna figure it out. 533 00:43:57,303 --> 00:43:59,572 You think so? 534 00:44:35,675 --> 00:44:38,211 -Where have you been? -Why? 535 00:44:40,847 --> 00:44:43,550 -Is there a problem? -Yes. 536 00:44:44,918 --> 00:44:48,210 Why have you hidden a knife under your mattress? 537 00:44:48,880 --> 00:44:48,955 What? 538 00:44:49,550 --> 00:44:51,358 There was a knife under your mattress. You know about this? 539 00:44:51,491 --> 00:44:52,759 What was it doing there? 540 00:44:54,427 --> 00:44:56,996 -Nothing. -What do you mean nothing? 541 00:44:57,931 --> 00:45:00,300 It's just there in case... 542 00:45:00,467 --> 00:45:02,936 In case of what? What are you talking about? 543 00:45:03,360 --> 00:45:06,806 I don't know. If there was a break-in or... 544 00:45:10,677 --> 00:45:12,412 Show me your arm. 545 00:45:13,513 --> 00:45:15,382 -What? -Show me your arm. 546 00:45:15,448 --> 00:45:16,449 No. 547 00:45:17,717 --> 00:45:19,519 Leave me alone. 548 00:45:19,853 --> 00:45:20,954 Nicholas. 549 00:45:23,590 --> 00:45:25,658 Why do you do this? 550 00:45:28,328 --> 00:45:32,499 I don't want you to hurt yourself. Do you understand me? 551 00:45:32,665 --> 00:45:34,267 I don't hurt myself. 552 00:45:34,434 --> 00:45:37,971 Look at those scars. That's what I call hurting yourself. 553 00:45:38,710 --> 00:45:40,707 -It's the opposite. -What you mean the opposite? 554 00:45:41,574 --> 00:45:44,244 -Nothing. -No, explain it to me. 555 00:45:46,279 --> 00:45:48,548 Explain in to me, Nicholas. 556 00:45:49,549 --> 00:45:51,618 It relieves me. 557 00:45:52,552 --> 00:45:54,254 Relieves you of what? 558 00:45:57,657 --> 00:46:00,126 It relieves you of what, Nicholas? 559 00:46:04,631 --> 00:46:06,320 When I'm in pain... 560 00:46:07,330 --> 00:46:09,200 it's a way to... 561 00:46:10,537 --> 00:46:13,139 A way to channel the pain. 562 00:46:13,306 --> 00:46:15,800 But what pain? 563 00:46:15,175 --> 00:46:17,744 Nicholas, a way to channel what pain? 564 00:46:26,953 --> 00:46:28,955 I don't want you to do this anymore. 565 00:46:29,122 --> 00:46:32,992 I forbid you to do this, is that clear? 566 00:46:33,159 --> 00:46:35,328 -Is that clear? -Yes. 567 00:46:38,965 --> 00:46:42,302 There are some things in life you just don't do. 568 00:46:45,405 --> 00:46:48,508 -Was it Beth who found it? -Doesn't matter. 569 00:46:49,275 --> 00:46:51,440 What was she doing searching through my stuff? 570 00:46:51,144 --> 00:46:53,880 She's not searching through your stuff. She was king enough to make your bed 571 00:46:53,980 --> 00:46:56,282 since you never make it yourself. 572 00:46:56,449 --> 00:46:58,184 Nicholas, you took a knife out of the kitchen. 573 00:46:58,284 --> 00:47:00,620 No, at first I just wanted to have something to defend myself with. 574 00:47:00,720 --> 00:47:03,423 Defend yourself from what? What are you talking about? 575 00:47:03,590 --> 00:47:05,392 You realize this makes no sense at all? 576 00:47:05,458 --> 00:47:07,994 -Well, you have a gun. -What? 577 00:47:08,161 --> 00:47:10,630 In the laundry room, behind the washing machine. 578 00:47:10,697 --> 00:47:13,166 No, no. That's different. That was a gift. 579 00:47:13,333 --> 00:47:15,101 Who gave you a gun? 580 00:47:15,268 --> 00:47:17,570 My father. A long time ago. 581 00:47:17,737 --> 00:47:19,973 He loves hunting. It's a hunting rifle. 582 00:47:20,730 --> 00:47:22,208 See, it's not there so I can defend myself. 583 00:47:22,375 --> 00:47:24,744 Why did he give you a hunting rifle? 584 00:47:24,911 --> 00:47:27,514 I don't know. Maybe he thought I'd like it. 585 00:47:27,580 --> 00:47:29,549 Or that it was something that we could do together. 586 00:47:29,649 --> 00:47:33,219 I've never even used it. I hate hunting and everything that goes along with it. 587 00:47:33,386 --> 00:47:34,688 So, why do you keep it? 588 00:47:34,754 --> 00:47:36,890 Nicholas, this is not what we are talking about. 589 00:47:45,365 --> 00:47:48,702 I don't understand why you are doing this kind of thing. 590 00:47:53,239 --> 00:47:54,641 I know. 591 00:47:57,344 --> 00:47:59,946 What happened at your last school? 592 00:48:03,416 --> 00:48:07,253 It's might be the time to tell me about it, don't you think? 593 00:48:08,488 --> 00:48:11,624 Because something must have happened, otherwise... 594 00:48:15,195 --> 00:48:16,162 Nicholas. 595 00:48:22,202 --> 00:48:24,170 Okay, if you don't wanna talk to me about it. 596 00:48:24,237 --> 00:48:26,439 I hope you'll talk to your therapist. 597 00:48:27,540 --> 00:48:30,510 Please, this is important. 598 00:48:35,849 --> 00:48:37,751 It's okay. 599 00:48:43,656 --> 00:48:48,428 -I'll go get some disinfectant. -No, it's just scratches. 600 00:48:50,697 --> 00:48:52,932 When you hurt yourself... 601 00:48:54,434 --> 00:48:57,203 It's as if you are doing it to me. 602 00:48:59,572 --> 00:49:03,677 And when you hurt Mom, you were doing it to me. 603 00:49:18,725 --> 00:49:21,327 Hi, everybody. Sit down. 604 00:49:23,596 --> 00:49:26,466 Thanks, everybody, for being here. 605 00:49:26,633 --> 00:49:31,137 We have the pick of the bunch with us today. 606 00:49:31,304 --> 00:49:33,306 -Steven, can you get me a coffee? -Yes, sir. 607 00:49:33,473 --> 00:49:35,475 Good. We have a lot to get through. 608 00:49:35,642 --> 00:49:39,746 So, let's review the items we've discussed so far. 609 00:49:41,114 --> 00:49:44,718 The first item on the agenda is health care. 610 00:49:45,151 --> 00:49:47,821 And as you know that is the subject... 611 00:50:10,210 --> 00:50:12,712 Dad, are there whales around here? 612 00:50:12,879 --> 00:50:14,714 -Whales? -Yes. 613 00:50:14,881 --> 00:50:16,449 No, I do not think so. 614 00:50:16,616 --> 00:50:20,920 -And dolphins? -Dolphins, yeah. You see them sometimes. 615 00:50:32,999 --> 00:50:35,835 -Have you seen one? -Yes. 616 00:50:58,658 --> 00:51:01,594 Dad, quick. -What? 617 00:51:01,761 --> 00:51:04,197 My hat. 618 00:51:14,307 --> 00:51:15,675 su,b. T 619 00:52:32,185 --> 00:52:34,254 Thank you. Have a good day. 620 00:52:53,907 --> 00:52:55,642 You are early. 621 00:52:55,809 --> 00:52:58,178 -Hello, Dad. -Hello, come in. 622 00:53:03,516 --> 00:53:04,484 Okay. 623 00:53:05,218 --> 00:53:08,254 -Would you like a drink? -Yeah, why not. 624 00:53:11,291 --> 00:53:13,159 Good. 625 00:53:13,326 --> 00:53:15,280 -Ice? -No. 626 00:53:15,950 --> 00:53:16,196 No, okay. 627 00:53:17,330 --> 00:53:19,320 No ice cubes. 628 00:53:26,406 --> 00:53:32,278 So, to what do I owe the honor of this spontaneous visit? 629 00:53:32,445 --> 00:53:35,315 No particular reason, I was just passing through D.C. 630 00:53:35,415 --> 00:53:37,384 and wanted to see how you were doing. 631 00:53:37,450 --> 00:53:39,886 Don't listen to the rumors about my health. 632 00:53:40,200 --> 00:53:42,622 There's nothing wrong with me. Just minor complaint. 633 00:53:42,789 --> 00:53:46,159 -I've never been fitter. -Good. 634 00:53:46,326 --> 00:53:50,764 Maria has prepared a little something, a little lunch for us. 635 00:53:50,930 --> 00:53:53,767 -Duck. How does that sound? -Great. 636 00:53:53,933 --> 00:53:55,969 -Good. Cheers. -Cheers. 637 00:53:56,102 --> 00:53:57,570 Welcome. 638 00:54:31,371 --> 00:54:33,973 The problem these days is people are scared of everything. 639 00:54:34,140 --> 00:54:38,440 Just look around you. Bunch of sniffling cowards. 640 00:54:39,245 --> 00:54:42,150 Nobody ever wants to take any kind of a risk anymore. 641 00:54:42,820 --> 00:54:44,584 That's why the West is not going to last much longer. 642 00:54:44,751 --> 00:54:49,489 I've been saying it for years and the facts are beginning to bear me out. 643 00:54:49,656 --> 00:54:53,460 And if you're looking for energy, courage, enterprise. 644 00:54:53,626 --> 00:54:57,464 I'm sorry to say this, but you have to go to Asia. 645 00:54:57,630 --> 00:54:59,532 The coming decades it won't be in Washington 646 00:54:59,699 --> 00:55:02,202 it will be in China, Beijing. 647 00:55:04,337 --> 00:55:09,420 -No, thank you, Maria. It was delicious. -My pleasure. 648 00:55:09,209 --> 00:55:10,510 No, thanks. 649 00:55:12,712 --> 00:55:14,748 So... 650 00:55:14,914 --> 00:55:17,884 What about you? Tell me. I thought you hated this city. 651 00:55:18,510 --> 00:55:20,153 What are you doing this neck of the woods? 652 00:55:20,253 --> 00:55:22,222 I had a meeting with Brian Hammer. 653 00:55:22,422 --> 00:55:25,158 -Yeah, He's gonna stand in the Primaries. -Yes, I know. 654 00:55:25,325 --> 00:55:28,228 And he wants me to help him with his campaign. 655 00:55:28,395 --> 00:55:31,598 -He's offered to take you on his team? -Yes. 656 00:55:32,532 --> 00:55:35,268 But I haven't decided if I'm going to accept. 657 00:55:35,435 --> 00:55:37,370 Why not? 658 00:55:37,203 --> 00:55:40,206 Problem is that it will take up too much of my time. 659 00:55:40,306 --> 00:55:41,341 So? 660 00:55:42,175 --> 00:55:43,977 So it's complicated. 661 00:55:44,678 --> 00:55:47,747 -What's complicated about it? -It's not a really good time. 662 00:55:47,914 --> 00:55:53,286 Nicholas is going through a difficult spell. He's 17. 663 00:55:53,453 --> 00:55:55,622 He's come to live with me, and he's improving, 664 00:55:55,689 --> 00:55:57,791 but I think he's still a little fragile. 665 00:55:57,891 --> 00:56:01,294 I just wouldn't want to be away when he's... 666 00:56:01,461 --> 00:56:03,129 What? 667 00:56:06,499 --> 00:56:10,136 Is it why you came to see me? Tell me what a good Dad you are? 668 00:56:10,236 --> 00:56:11,705 -No. -Obviously, it is. 669 00:56:11,805 --> 00:56:13,973 You came to show me your irrefutable proof of your 670 00:56:14,740 --> 00:56:17,243 moral superiority, is that's it? 671 00:56:17,410 --> 00:56:19,179 You came to demonstrate me 672 00:56:19,346 --> 00:56:22,749 that you can give up your ambitions to look after your son 673 00:56:22,916 --> 00:56:24,517 as opposed to me, right? 674 00:56:24,918 --> 00:56:25,819 Not at all. 675 00:56:25,919 --> 00:56:28,455 So you're still at it, huh? Really? 676 00:56:28,621 --> 00:56:30,757 Blaming me for what happened... 677 00:56:30,924 --> 00:56:32,926 forty years ago? 678 00:56:33,590 --> 00:56:38,298 Still trying to show me what a model Dad you are, wow. 679 00:56:38,465 --> 00:56:42,335 So, what do you want? Applause? Bravo. 680 00:56:43,670 --> 00:56:46,740 It's funny you should say that because... 681 00:56:46,906 --> 00:56:50,543 Just the other day I was thinking again about the time when I was Nicholas's age. 682 00:56:50,610 --> 00:56:51,611 -See? -Yeah. 683 00:56:51,711 --> 00:56:53,460 When mom was ill. 684 00:56:53,179 --> 00:56:55,248 I went to see her in the hospital every day after school, 685 00:56:55,382 --> 00:56:56,950 and slept with her, and... 686 00:56:57,500 --> 00:56:58,885 you never showed up. 687 00:56:59,190 --> 00:57:02,589 -You were traveling all the time. -I was working. 688 00:57:02,756 --> 00:57:06,593 But the week before she died I ran into Tom, 689 00:57:06,760 --> 00:57:10,397 and he told me that he'd had dinner with you the night before. 690 00:57:11,970 --> 00:57:12,532 I did not even know you were in town. 691 00:57:12,632 --> 00:57:15,502 You didn't think it was worth telling us or coming to see her? 692 00:57:20,974 --> 00:57:24,744 I can easily take on the role of monster 693 00:57:24,911 --> 00:57:27,747 and bow to your perfection. 694 00:57:27,914 --> 00:57:30,684 Yes, you have suffered so much and... 695 00:57:30,850 --> 00:57:35,550 Your Daddy was not nice to you, not to your Mama, fine. 696 00:57:35,221 --> 00:57:37,123 So what? 697 00:57:37,290 --> 00:57:39,392 Don't you think it's time you started growing up? 698 00:57:39,592 --> 00:57:42,950 Because believe me, it is pathetic. 699 00:57:42,162 --> 00:57:46,533 Watching a man of 50 chained to the teenager he once was. 700 00:57:46,700 --> 00:57:49,636 If you want my advice, Peter... 701 00:57:50,637 --> 00:57:53,740 Just ****ing get over it, for God's sake. 702 00:57:53,907 --> 00:57:58,110 Just ****ing get over it, please. 703 00:58:01,915 --> 00:58:04,840 Excuse me. 704 00:58:04,250 --> 00:58:06,219 Hello, Harry. 705 00:58:06,386 --> 00:58:08,655 The meeting is at four o'clock. 706 00:58:09,789 --> 00:58:11,991 That's right, 04:00, not 04:30. 707 00:58:27,700 --> 00:58:28,541 You all right? 708 00:58:29,142 --> 00:58:30,710 Yeah. 709 00:58:33,747 --> 00:58:37,500 -Is it a drag going out? -No, on the contrary. 710 00:58:51,765 --> 00:58:54,167 -Are you eating cereal? -Yeah. 711 00:58:55,135 --> 00:58:58,405 Don't you have to do something more exciting? It's Saturday night. 712 00:58:58,471 --> 00:58:59,339 So? 713 00:58:59,439 --> 00:59:02,308 You don't want to see a movie or meet your friends? 714 00:59:02,475 --> 00:59:04,100 I don't have any friends. 715 00:59:04,177 --> 00:59:06,946 -Why say that? -Because it's the truth. 716 00:59:07,800 --> 00:59:10,950 You still have Michael. You used to see him a lot. 717 00:59:14,621 --> 00:59:17,257 -What about that party you told me about? -It's all right, Dad. 718 00:59:17,357 --> 00:59:19,459 -What? -Can you stop now? 719 00:59:31,538 --> 00:59:33,730 -Can I? -Yeah. 720 00:59:34,740 --> 00:59:36,509 I haven't had these for ages. 721 00:59:40,180 --> 00:59:41,181 Ready? 722 00:59:43,160 --> 00:59:44,417 Good. 723 00:59:44,617 --> 00:59:47,620 I'm not ready. 724 00:59:47,787 --> 00:59:49,289 That's terrible, they're sticky. 725 00:59:49,389 --> 00:59:50,990 Ready? Go. 726 00:59:51,910 --> 00:59:52,792 -Did you get it? -No. 727 00:59:52,959 --> 00:59:54,961 You guys haven't seen my earrings, have you? 728 00:59:55,610 --> 00:59:57,297 I literally had them in my hand just now. And I just... 729 00:59:57,364 --> 01:00:02,100 -Have you looked in the bathroom? -Yes, I have. I've checked everywhere. 730 01:00:02,168 --> 01:00:05,380 I don't understand it. I think I must be just losing it... 731 01:00:07,774 --> 01:00:10,543 Hello? Yes. 732 01:00:11,711 --> 01:00:13,413 Oh, hey. Yep. 733 01:00:14,514 --> 01:00:16,716 -You haven't seen them, have you? -What? 734 01:00:16,883 --> 01:00:19,219 My earrings, the red ones, the ones your Dad got me. 735 01:00:19,386 --> 01:00:21,621 I had literally had them in my hand a second ago. 736 01:00:21,688 --> 01:00:22,722 No. 737 01:00:26,590 --> 01:00:28,294 I just keep losing things. 738 01:00:44,978 --> 01:00:47,380 You changed your dress? 739 01:00:47,947 --> 01:00:51,618 -That one looks good on you. -Thank you. That's really sweet of you. 740 01:00:51,785 --> 01:00:55,188 No, it's true. You look beautiful. 741 01:00:55,321 --> 01:00:56,589 Where are you going? 742 01:00:56,690 --> 01:00:58,825 Nowhere special, just dinner with friends. 743 01:00:58,958 --> 01:01:01,294 -Frank, you know Frank? -No. 744 01:01:01,461 --> 01:01:05,198 I say nowhere special, but in fact it is pretty special. 745 01:01:05,365 --> 01:01:08,702 It's literally the first time I've gone out since Theo was born. 746 01:01:08,935 --> 01:01:13,373 Little word of advice, if you wanna go and have a life do not have a kid. 747 01:01:16,309 --> 01:01:17,510 I'm joking. 748 01:01:20,847 --> 01:01:23,490 All right, bad news. Sarah stood us up. 749 01:01:23,216 --> 01:01:25,510 -What? -She just called. 750 01:01:25,218 --> 01:01:28,540 -Just now, the last minute? -Yeah, she has a fever. 751 01:01:28,221 --> 01:01:29,789 -Who is Sarah? -The sitter. 752 01:01:29,956 --> 01:01:32,559 -Shall I call Jenny? -I already did. She's not free. 753 01:01:32,726 --> 01:01:37,630 Oh, my God. Great. The one time we can go out. 754 01:01:37,197 --> 01:01:39,966 What should I do? Call Frank, cancel? 755 01:01:40,100 --> 01:01:42,602 -You want me to look after him? -You? 756 01:01:43,970 --> 01:01:46,973 -I don't know you think you can handle it? - Yeah, if it would help. 757 01:01:47,730 --> 01:01:49,420 God, that's so kind of you. 758 01:01:49,142 --> 01:01:50,877 -Why not? -That's really sweet of you. 759 01:01:50,977 --> 01:01:52,412 -But I think it's better-- -You sure? 760 01:01:52,479 --> 01:01:55,115 Yes, I'm sure, just cancel. Just call Frank. We better cancel. 761 01:01:55,181 --> 01:01:56,916 Okay, whatever. 762 01:02:00,620 --> 01:02:01,988 What? 763 01:02:02,956 --> 01:02:05,592 -Why are you looking at me like that? -Why do you think? 764 01:02:05,692 --> 01:02:07,761 He made a kind suggestion. I don't know why you refused. 765 01:02:07,861 --> 01:02:08,461 You don't? 766 01:02:08,528 --> 01:02:10,997 No, this is his little brother. He can look after him. 767 01:02:12,766 --> 01:02:17,370 -I'm just not sure. He's a baby and-- -And what? 768 01:02:17,203 --> 01:02:20,740 You always see things in such a dark light. 769 01:02:20,907 --> 01:02:24,978 It's better to see something in a dark light than to not see it at all. 770 01:02:25,780 --> 01:02:26,946 -What do you mean? -Nothing. 771 01:02:27,800 --> 01:02:29,182 -Tell me, what am I not seeing? -Nothing. 772 01:02:29,349 --> 01:02:31,885 You really believe Nicholas is not capable of looking after 773 01:02:31,985 --> 01:02:33,319 his little brother when he's asleep? 774 01:02:33,420 --> 01:02:36,122 Oh, God, you know very well. He's been depressed. He's still unstable. 775 01:02:36,222 --> 01:02:37,570 He's even... 776 01:02:37,123 --> 01:02:39,959 I'm sorry this shocks you but I'm not gonna leave my son with-- 777 01:02:40,930 --> 01:02:41,127 With what? 778 01:02:41,227 --> 01:02:43,396 Go on, say it. You're not gonna leave you son-- 779 01:02:43,463 --> 01:02:44,164 Say it. 780 01:02:44,264 --> 01:02:46,599 He's weird. Don't say he isn't. In fact, he's extremely weird. 781 01:02:46,700 --> 01:02:48,601 The look in his eyes is disturbing. 782 01:02:48,768 --> 01:02:52,706 When are you gonna face up to the fact that he's not right in the head. 783 01:02:53,473 --> 01:02:58,912 Nicholas. Hey, you... Sorry, we were just... 784 01:02:59,112 --> 01:03:01,948 We're just disappointed we couldn't go out tonight. 785 01:03:02,480 --> 01:03:03,183 It has nothing to do with you. 786 01:03:07,530 --> 01:03:07,921 Nicholas. 787 01:03:12,759 --> 01:03:14,627 They were in the hallway. 788 01:03:16,162 --> 01:03:17,964 Nicholas, please... 789 01:04:05,745 --> 01:04:09,249 Nicholas, what are you... Are you all right? 790 01:04:17,157 --> 01:04:20,126 Your Dad told me you're happy at your new school. 791 01:04:20,293 --> 01:04:22,950 Aren't you? 792 01:04:24,497 --> 01:04:28,101 He told me everything's okay for you at his place. 793 01:04:29,302 --> 01:04:31,171 I was hoping that... 794 01:04:34,507 --> 01:04:37,644 But in the end there's no room for me. 795 01:04:39,120 --> 01:04:42,582 They find me disturbing more than anything else. 796 01:04:43,783 --> 01:04:46,786 -And he puts so much pressure on me. -Your Dad? 797 01:04:47,354 --> 01:04:49,556 He doesn't realize it's been... 798 01:04:49,723 --> 01:04:52,459 He never stops talking about school work. 799 01:04:52,625 --> 01:04:55,962 As if that's all there was to life. 800 01:04:58,980 --> 01:05:00,433 That's normal. He worries about you. 801 01:05:00,600 --> 01:05:02,802 No, he doesn't give a shit about me. 802 01:05:02,969 --> 01:05:06,720 I mean about who I really am. He just wants me to succeed, like him. 803 01:05:06,639 --> 01:05:08,341 The way he has. 804 01:05:08,408 --> 01:05:13,413 But I have no desire to become a law student or a lawyer. 805 01:05:13,580 --> 01:05:15,682 It just doesn't interest me. 806 01:05:17,830 --> 01:05:20,153 You used to dream about being a writer. 807 01:05:21,755 --> 01:05:23,590 You still writing? 808 01:05:34,367 --> 01:05:37,370 I don't think I'll ever gonna measure up. 809 01:05:39,339 --> 01:05:41,975 What are you talking about? 810 01:05:43,176 --> 01:05:47,347 Nicholas, your father wants what's best for you. 811 01:05:48,281 --> 01:05:51,551 He loves you. He believes in you. 812 01:05:53,453 --> 01:05:56,256 You are just two very different people. 813 01:05:58,491 --> 01:06:00,860 And he's under a lot of pressure right now. 814 01:06:00,927 --> 01:06:04,698 All this business with the Primaries. Don't you think? 815 01:06:04,798 --> 01:06:07,801 And that's important to him. 816 01:06:07,967 --> 01:06:10,837 It's a dream he's had for a lot of years. 817 01:06:13,640 --> 01:06:14,641 But... 818 01:06:19,846 --> 01:06:21,948 It's not just that. 819 01:06:33,593 --> 01:06:36,162 I'm not well, Mom. 820 01:06:40,330 --> 01:06:43,203 Your Dad told me you've broken up with a girl. 821 01:06:43,370 --> 01:06:45,372 Yes, that's what I told him. 822 01:06:45,538 --> 01:06:46,806 He didn't understand what was wrong. 823 01:06:46,973 --> 01:06:50,710 He needed a rational explanation. You know what he's like. 824 01:06:50,877 --> 01:06:54,614 So I told him what he wanted to hear, but... 825 01:06:55,782 --> 01:06:59,386 I never even went out with that girl, it's just... 826 01:07:00,954 --> 01:07:03,623 It's just, I'm not made like other people. 827 01:07:05,580 --> 01:07:08,795 Sometimes I feel like I'm not made for this life. 828 01:07:08,962 --> 01:07:11,197 And I can't deal with any of it. 829 01:07:11,364 --> 01:07:16,536 Even though I try every day with all my strength. 830 01:07:16,703 --> 01:07:20,173 But I just can't deal with any of it, because... 831 01:07:22,800 --> 01:07:23,843 Because I'm in pain. 832 01:07:24,644 --> 01:07:26,946 All the time. 833 01:07:27,113 --> 01:07:29,249 And I'm tired. 834 01:07:29,416 --> 01:07:32,619 I'm tired of being in pain. 835 01:07:32,952 --> 01:07:34,387 Oh, Nicholas. 836 01:07:46,966 --> 01:07:49,350 I'm right here. 837 01:07:49,202 --> 01:07:51,738 I'm right here. I'm not going anywhere. 838 01:07:51,905 --> 01:07:55,809 And I will help you get through this. I promise. 839 01:07:57,430 --> 01:07:59,913 Don't cry, my little sun beam. 840 01:08:02,716 --> 01:08:04,170 It's okay. 841 01:08:06,190 --> 01:08:07,153 It's okay. 842 01:08:29,420 --> 01:08:30,543 What? 843 01:08:33,680 --> 01:08:36,160 Today? Are you sure it was him? 844 01:09:04,544 --> 01:09:06,246 -Nicholas. -Yeah? 845 01:09:06,346 --> 01:09:08,782 You come here for a couple of minutes? I'd like to talk to you. 846 01:09:08,948 --> 01:09:11,184 -What is it? -Sit down. 847 01:09:18,825 --> 01:09:21,795 -We need to talk. -What about? 848 01:09:21,961 --> 01:09:23,663 About your school. 849 01:09:25,932 --> 01:09:27,967 What's going on? 850 01:09:28,768 --> 01:09:32,305 -Nothing special, why? -Nothing special? 851 01:09:32,472 --> 01:09:36,343 -No. -Today you had your Practice Test, right? 852 01:09:36,509 --> 01:09:39,790 -How'd that go? -Well, I think. 853 01:09:40,947 --> 01:09:41,948 Good. 854 01:09:43,383 --> 01:09:47,153 You see, this afternoon Beth went to the park and she saw you. 855 01:09:48,822 --> 01:09:51,791 I don't know what you were doing, but in any case you weren't at school. 856 01:09:51,958 --> 01:09:55,261 So I'm gonna ask you one last time and this time I want an answer. 857 01:09:55,462 --> 01:09:56,830 What's going on? 858 01:10:01,368 --> 01:10:03,536 You started to skip classes again, is that it? 859 01:10:03,603 --> 01:10:04,304 No. 860 01:10:04,371 --> 01:10:06,673 Then why weren't you in school today? 861 01:10:08,675 --> 01:10:10,910 -Why did she tell you that? -That's not the problem. 862 01:10:11,440 --> 01:10:13,780 Yes, it is the problem, she wants to turn us against one another. 863 01:10:13,847 --> 01:10:16,282 No, the problem is you're ****ing lying to me. 864 01:10:18,840 --> 01:10:20,587 Why weren't you at school today? 865 01:10:23,289 --> 01:10:24,724 I'm listening. 866 01:10:27,961 --> 01:10:30,163 I wasn't feeling well. 867 01:10:30,330 --> 01:10:32,532 I couldn't bring myself to go. 868 01:10:33,166 --> 01:10:37,904 I'm under too much pressure from this test. I'm sorry. 869 01:10:40,573 --> 01:10:42,175 You're sorry. 870 01:10:48,114 --> 01:10:52,619 I called the school. I called them. Do you know what they told me? 871 01:10:52,786 --> 01:10:55,255 They told me you'd never been back there. 872 01:10:55,422 --> 01:10:57,924 They told me you were there on the first day, last month, 873 01:10:58,580 --> 01:11:00,627 and afterwards you never came back. 874 01:11:00,794 --> 01:11:02,696 Never. Not once. 875 01:11:03,963 --> 01:11:06,320 And seems they've got an email from me 876 01:11:06,990 --> 01:11:08,668 saying that we've decided to send you back to your old school. 877 01:11:11,838 --> 01:11:13,173 You've nothing to say? 878 01:11:14,941 --> 01:11:18,278 So you've become a world-class hacker, am I right? 879 01:11:18,478 --> 01:11:21,348 When I think you had the balls to tell me you were getting As, 880 01:11:21,448 --> 01:11:22,816 being invited to parties. 881 01:11:22,882 --> 01:11:25,118 And the whole time you were lying to me. 882 01:11:26,186 --> 01:11:30,390 What did you do all these days? Just go for walks? 883 01:11:30,557 --> 01:11:32,258 Is that it? 884 01:11:32,425 --> 01:11:36,296 We give you a chance to climb back up and what do you do? 885 01:11:36,463 --> 01:11:39,899 You do the exact same thing. 886 01:11:39,999 --> 01:11:41,601 You lie to everybody. 887 01:11:43,470 --> 01:11:45,372 Explain it to me. 888 01:11:47,700 --> 01:11:48,842 What's going on? 889 01:11:50,430 --> 01:11:51,945 Are you on drugs? 890 01:11:52,780 --> 01:11:53,947 Then explain it to me. 891 01:11:59,386 --> 01:12:01,287 I don't know what else to do with you, Nicholas. 892 01:12:01,354 --> 01:12:03,323 I'm telling you straight. I just don't know. 893 01:12:04,324 --> 01:12:08,962 I've tried to listen to you. I've tried to be there for you. 894 01:12:09,829 --> 01:12:11,931 I've tried to give you strength and confidence, 895 01:12:11,998 --> 01:12:14,267 but obviously none of that's in use. 896 01:12:15,769 --> 01:12:18,471 You really think you can just live your life like that, 897 01:12:18,638 --> 01:12:21,975 doing whatever the hell you feel like, getting out of school, 898 01:12:22,142 --> 01:12:25,945 never taking any responsibility, refusing to grow up? 899 01:12:26,460 --> 01:12:27,514 What are you gonna do with your life? 900 01:12:27,580 --> 01:12:29,949 If you're not doing anything, what's gonna become of you? 901 01:12:32,752 --> 01:12:35,321 Naturally, you have no answer. 902 01:12:38,158 --> 01:12:40,627 Stop staring at me like that. 903 01:12:40,794 --> 01:12:43,530 What's the idea, are you trying to intimidate me? 904 01:12:43,697 --> 01:12:46,933 That's not gonna work. I can tell you that right away. 905 01:12:47,000 --> 01:12:48,601 Not with me. 906 01:12:50,804 --> 01:12:52,380 All right. 907 01:12:52,138 --> 01:12:54,474 I'm gonna explain to you how it's gonna be. 908 01:12:54,641 --> 01:12:58,110 Starting tomorrow, whether you like it or not 909 01:12:58,178 --> 01:13:00,113 you're going back to school, is that clear? 910 01:13:00,213 --> 01:13:01,848 -No. -Sorry? 911 01:13:04,951 --> 01:13:07,554 I'm saying no. I will not go back to school. 912 01:13:08,288 --> 01:13:11,224 What are you doing, Nicholas? What do you want? 913 01:13:11,391 --> 01:13:13,460 When I was your age, my mother was sick. 914 01:13:13,626 --> 01:13:16,529 I wasn't seeing my father anymore. I had money problems. 915 01:13:16,730 --> 01:13:21,000 But I fought on. I fought on. And believe me, most days it was no joke. 916 01:13:21,167 --> 01:13:23,403 And what has happened to you? What is there in your life 917 01:13:23,470 --> 01:13:26,439 that is so dramatic you're not able to go to school like everybody else? 918 01:13:26,539 --> 01:13:27,407 Answer me. 919 01:13:27,507 --> 01:13:28,942 -Answer me. -I can't deal with it. 920 01:13:29,420 --> 01:13:31,177 I don't understand what that means. Can't deal with what? 921 01:13:31,244 --> 01:13:34,547 Living. I can't deal with living and it's your fault. 922 01:13:34,714 --> 01:13:35,915 Sorry? 923 01:13:36,490 --> 01:13:40,153 -If I'm like this. It's your fault. -What have I done? What's my fault? 924 01:13:40,320 --> 01:13:43,223 -You disgust me. -What did you say? 925 01:13:43,390 --> 01:13:46,593 You give all these big speeches about like and work 926 01:13:46,760 --> 01:13:49,362 and then you abandon us as if we were pieces of shit. 927 01:13:49,462 --> 01:13:50,463 What? 928 01:13:50,530 --> 01:13:52,599 You think you always do the right thing, 929 01:13:52,766 --> 01:13:55,402 but right from the beginning you've basically been an ***hole. 930 01:13:55,502 --> 01:13:57,170 Take back what you just said, Nicholas. 931 01:13:57,270 --> 01:13:59,673 Do you hear me? You take back what you just said, now. 932 01:13:59,739 --> 01:14:01,374 -***hole. -Me? 933 01:14:01,541 --> 01:14:05,912 An ***hole? Me? Haven't I always done everything for you? 934 01:14:05,979 --> 01:14:08,114 I stayed with your mother for years for yours sake. 935 01:14:08,281 --> 01:14:12,520 So why are you saying this, why? Why? Tell me why? 936 01:14:12,118 --> 01:14:14,200 Is it because I fell in love with another woman? 937 01:14:14,120 --> 01:14:15,255 Is that my crime? 938 01:14:15,321 --> 01:14:18,992 How is it any of your business? I had the right to reinvent my life. 939 01:14:19,920 --> 01:14:22,950 ****, it's my life. Do you hear me? It's my life! 940 01:14:27,701 --> 01:14:31,905 I'm sorry, Nicholas. I don't know what just happened. 941 01:15:31,798 --> 01:15:35,835 -I need a psychiatric ward. -Down to the left. 942 01:15:42,976 --> 01:15:45,450 How long have you been here? 943 01:15:45,178 --> 01:15:49,449 Half an hour. They told me that they'll see us soon. 944 01:15:53,353 --> 01:15:54,954 What happened? 945 01:15:58,558 --> 01:16:00,994 I wasn't there. I was working. 946 01:16:02,429 --> 01:16:04,300 It was... 947 01:16:05,532 --> 01:16:10,537 It was Beth who found him in the bathroom. 948 01:16:18,278 --> 01:16:22,480 We were lucky. The ambulance arrived very quickly. 949 01:16:25,452 --> 01:16:26,920 I'm sorry. 950 01:16:29,220 --> 01:16:33,360 I'm so sorry. I wanted so much to help him. 951 01:16:33,560 --> 01:16:35,495 And then in the end... 952 01:16:36,830 --> 01:16:39,632 -Doctor. -Hi, yes. Good afternoon. 953 01:16:39,799 --> 01:16:42,335 I am Dr. Leiner. I'm looking after your son. 954 01:16:42,502 --> 01:16:45,500 -Where's Nicholas? -Don't worry, he's resting. 955 01:16:45,171 --> 01:16:46,906 He's no longer in danger, I assure you. 956 01:16:47,440 --> 01:16:48,842 Please. 957 01:17:00,987 --> 01:17:04,290 Your son was treated very quickly and the cut wasn't too deep. 958 01:17:04,457 --> 01:17:06,459 So, it should heal well. 959 01:17:06,626 --> 01:17:10,130 -Are you absolutely sure? - Yes, trust me. 960 01:17:16,536 --> 01:17:19,390 But we do need to make some decisions. 961 01:17:19,205 --> 01:17:22,375 -I just talked to him. -What'd he say? 962 01:17:22,542 --> 01:17:27,130 He seems frustrated to have woken up here, which is very common in this sort of case. 963 01:17:27,180 --> 01:17:30,717 Has he said anything about what caused him to... 964 01:17:30,884 --> 01:17:33,953 We are very used to these situations. 965 01:17:34,870 --> 01:17:35,889 And I think it could be important for Nicholas 966 01:17:36,220 --> 01:17:38,658 to spend some time under observation. 967 01:17:38,758 --> 01:17:39,492 You mean-- 968 01:17:39,592 --> 01:17:42,595 I just checked and we do have a vacancy in our facility. 969 01:17:42,662 --> 01:17:45,310 You just said he was out of danger. 970 01:17:45,198 --> 01:17:50,360 What we want is for him to become aware of what he's done. 971 01:17:50,136 --> 01:17:54,407 His tendency at the moment is to minimize it somewhat, which seems to me dangerous. 972 01:17:54,574 --> 01:17:57,177 We wouldn't want him to try it again. 973 01:18:02,248 --> 01:18:04,684 And how would he need to stay? 974 01:18:05,952 --> 01:18:09,122 What's important is for us to be able to monitor and treat him. 975 01:18:09,289 --> 01:18:13,426 And then there'll be regular visits with the inpatient psychiatrist and Nicholas. 976 01:18:13,593 --> 01:18:17,297 -So we can all ***ess his progress. -I want to see my son. 977 01:18:19,833 --> 01:18:21,634 Just a second please. 978 01:18:25,710 --> 01:18:27,107 Please excuse me, I'm needed upstairs. 979 01:18:27,207 --> 01:18:29,642 But a social worker will be in to help you with the paper work 980 01:18:29,709 --> 01:18:31,611 for Nicholas to be admitted, okay? 981 01:18:31,711 --> 01:18:36,416 She'll be able to help you with any other questions at this point, all right? 982 01:18:36,583 --> 01:18:40,120 Please don't worry. He's in very good hands now. 983 01:19:55,428 --> 01:19:59,499 -What about that one? -That? That's a constellation. 984 01:19:59,699 --> 01:20:02,302 -Do you see those stars? -It's rare? 985 01:20:02,469 --> 01:20:04,804 -Pretty rare. -And that one? 986 01:20:06,473 --> 01:20:09,900 That? It's a Saturn. 987 01:20:09,175 --> 01:20:11,144 It's got rings around it. 988 01:20:11,311 --> 01:20:13,130 Peter. 989 01:20:14,748 --> 01:20:17,117 Mommy's getting a little impatient. 990 01:20:18,785 --> 01:20:21,654 -Should we go back? -Wait, Daddy. 991 01:20:32,766 --> 01:20:35,468 -It's split. -What are we gonna do? 992 01:20:35,635 --> 01:20:37,704 You're gonna have to swim. 993 01:20:37,904 --> 01:20:40,240 -I can't. -I'm only six and a half. 994 01:20:40,373 --> 01:20:42,642 That's right. It's just the right time to learn. 995 01:20:44,978 --> 01:20:46,946 You can do it. 996 01:20:51,840 --> 01:20:53,530 Come on. 997 01:20:53,219 --> 01:20:54,821 I'll be with you. 998 01:20:56,790 --> 01:20:57,824 Hey. 999 01:20:58,958 --> 01:21:00,627 Come on, shrimp. 1000 01:21:03,963 --> 01:21:05,532 Come on. 1001 01:21:11,337 --> 01:21:13,506 So, what did you decided? 1002 01:21:13,673 --> 01:21:16,900 Should I move the meeting to Monday morning? 1003 01:21:16,176 --> 01:21:18,511 It depends on what time you're expecting to leave for D.C. 1004 01:21:18,678 --> 01:21:22,449 Next Monday? No I can't. I'm gonna have to... 1005 01:21:23,950 --> 01:21:26,786 I'm gonna have to stay in New York. 1006 01:21:26,953 --> 01:21:29,556 So, I'll cancel Washington? 1007 01:21:30,323 --> 01:21:31,958 Yes. 1008 01:21:32,125 --> 01:21:33,660 Thanks. 1009 01:21:44,204 --> 01:21:44,871 Hey. 1010 01:21:44,971 --> 01:21:48,241 Hey. Peter, it's me. Can you talk? 1011 01:21:48,408 --> 01:21:50,430 Sure, everything all right? 1012 01:21:50,110 --> 01:21:51,440 Yeah... 1013 01:21:51,144 --> 01:21:55,215 I just got a call from Dr. Harris... 1014 01:21:55,382 --> 01:21:58,510 I just wanted to discuss it with you. 1015 01:21:58,218 --> 01:22:00,220 Is there a problem? 1016 01:22:02,188 --> 01:22:03,790 He thinks that it might be better 1017 01:22:03,957 --> 01:22:07,727 if we don't go see Nicholas for a few days. 1018 01:22:07,827 --> 01:22:08,928 What? 1019 01:22:08,995 --> 01:22:10,797 I know. 1020 01:22:10,964 --> 01:22:15,668 But it seems that Nicholas is having some trouble accepting treatment. 1021 01:22:16,369 --> 01:22:19,739 And they've been having long conversations 1022 01:22:19,906 --> 01:22:24,144 trying to understand why he... 1023 01:22:26,120 --> 01:22:32,520 It seems he's been talking a lot about the divorce. 1024 01:22:32,218 --> 01:22:38,658 And your new life and all the tensions that's between you and I. 1025 01:22:38,858 --> 01:22:45,650 Dr. Harris thinks that maybe it's best to just let them have a few days. 1026 01:22:45,198 --> 01:22:49,135 Give everyone a bit of perspective. 1027 01:22:49,302 --> 01:22:51,710 Take the pressure off. 1028 01:22:51,237 --> 01:22:54,307 He can't stop us seeing Nicholas. 1029 01:22:54,474 --> 01:22:58,440 He's just asking. Not demanding. 1030 01:22:58,745 --> 01:23:00,714 We still have Monday. 1031 01:23:00,880 --> 01:23:05,785 We have our appointment to see where everything stands. 1032 01:23:05,952 --> 01:23:08,455 I don't know. In the meantime... 1033 01:23:11,257 --> 01:23:14,961 I know this is so difficult. 1034 01:23:16,129 --> 01:23:18,965 It is for me too... 1035 01:23:19,990 --> 01:23:21,701 But maybe we should trust them, huh? 1036 01:23:22,702 --> 01:23:24,300 You think? 1037 01:23:26,539 --> 01:23:27,974 Peter? 1038 01:24:09,949 --> 01:24:11,785 -You ready? -Yeah. 1039 01:24:11,951 --> 01:24:16,556 -What time is the plane? -Got a cab, it's in about 5 minutes. 1040 01:24:16,723 --> 01:24:21,610 -I'll help you down with your suitcase. -No, no. Don't worry. 1041 01:24:21,227 --> 01:24:22,996 Listen... 1042 01:24:25,365 --> 01:24:28,334 Sorry about last night. 1043 01:24:28,501 --> 01:24:31,337 I had too much to drink. 1044 01:24:33,173 --> 01:24:35,575 I just don't understand why we have to fight like that. 1045 01:24:35,742 --> 01:24:39,679 I know. It's my fault. I'm sorry. 1046 01:24:46,953 --> 01:24:49,255 And you can't come with us? 1047 01:24:51,424 --> 01:24:53,960 Sorry, Beth. I can't. 1048 01:24:55,462 --> 01:24:59,999 I don't feel like going to the cape knowing he's in there. 1049 01:25:01,134 --> 01:25:03,370 Just for two days. 1050 01:25:03,536 --> 01:25:07,907 You look terrible and it's not like you can do anything for him. 1051 01:25:09,209 --> 01:25:10,977 I can't. 1052 01:25:17,350 --> 01:25:19,519 When is he out? 1053 01:25:20,220 --> 01:25:23,990 -I don't know. We'll know more on Monday. -And then? 1054 01:25:30,797 --> 01:25:34,134 I hope I can be a better father to Theo. 1055 01:25:36,136 --> 01:25:38,972 Stop it, Peter. You are a really good father. 1056 01:25:40,540 --> 01:25:43,430 And what makes me saddest is that I have to play a part 1057 01:25:43,109 --> 01:25:45,178 that I hate with everything in me. 1058 01:25:45,245 --> 01:25:50,517 In these past few weeks I just keep catching myself 1059 01:25:50,650 --> 01:25:52,819 saying things exactly the same things 1060 01:25:52,919 --> 01:25:55,655 my father used to say to me when I was young. 1061 01:25:55,755 --> 01:25:59,125 Things which made me genuinely hate him. 1062 01:25:59,993 --> 01:26:02,529 And now it's my turn. It's just... 1063 01:26:03,530 --> 01:26:07,934 Makes me think I'll wind up being just like him. 1064 01:26:09,703 --> 01:26:12,172 What kind of things? 1065 01:26:14,708 --> 01:26:16,976 "What are you gonna do with your life?" 1066 01:26:17,143 --> 01:26:20,947 "When I was your age, I did this, I did that." 1067 01:26:22,480 --> 01:26:24,184 "What are we gonna do with you?" 1068 01:26:26,553 --> 01:26:29,556 If you knew how ashamed it makes me feel... 1069 01:26:35,528 --> 01:26:37,263 I'm sorry. 1070 01:26:38,965 --> 01:26:41,340 We have to go. 1071 01:26:42,168 --> 01:26:46,239 Before you do please tell me you forgive me for yesterday. 1072 01:26:48,174 --> 01:26:51,544 I would just really like us to stop fighting like that. 1073 01:26:51,711 --> 01:26:53,513 Me too. 1074 01:26:53,680 --> 01:26:56,883 -The last few weeks has just been... -I know. 1075 01:26:57,170 --> 01:27:00,860 No, you don't know. Because you're not here. 1076 01:27:00,253 --> 01:27:02,622 You are at work all of the time. 1077 01:27:02,789 --> 01:27:05,225 -And I am here and I am on my own. -No, no. 1078 01:27:05,392 --> 01:27:08,962 Yes, I am. I'm lonely. I'm just... 1079 01:27:09,963 --> 01:27:12,999 I'm so tired. 1080 01:27:15,468 --> 01:27:18,338 There's Theo, and your other son. He needs you as well. 1081 01:27:18,438 --> 01:27:19,939 Beth, please, let's... 1082 01:27:21,541 --> 01:27:24,210 Let's not start again, okay? 1083 01:27:29,949 --> 01:27:31,418 Okay. 1084 01:27:37,190 --> 01:27:38,458 Okay. Okay. 1085 01:27:38,558 --> 01:27:40,994 I'll call you when we get there. 1086 01:27:46,199 --> 01:27:49,202 Come here, little man. 1087 01:27:51,504 --> 01:27:53,239 Give me a hug. 1088 01:27:57,977 --> 01:28:02,150 I'm not gonna see you for a week. I'm gonna miss you. 1089 01:28:05,185 --> 01:28:07,620 You're gonna discover the sea. 1090 01:28:07,787 --> 01:28:10,557 You'll see how big and beautiful it is. 1091 01:28:12,125 --> 01:28:14,828 Say hello for me to Granny, will you? 1092 01:28:16,262 --> 01:28:18,631 Sorry I can't be with you. 1093 01:28:19,532 --> 01:28:22,969 I really have to stay here, you understand? 1094 01:28:23,970 --> 01:28:26,506 You tell me all about it, okay? 1095 01:28:27,674 --> 01:28:29,809 You tell me, little man. 1096 01:29:17,957 --> 01:29:19,626 Mom. 1097 01:29:21,494 --> 01:29:23,430 -I missed you so much. -I missed you so much. 1098 01:29:24,197 --> 01:29:28,100 -Feel like I haven't seen you for months. -We are here now. We're here. 1099 01:29:29,269 --> 01:29:31,400 Nicholas? 1100 01:29:31,710 --> 01:29:33,273 I'm gonna leave you alone for five minutes 1101 01:29:33,340 --> 01:29:35,742 with your Mom and Dad, like you asked me to. 1102 01:29:35,842 --> 01:29:38,945 And while it's happening I'm gonna look for the doctor, okay? 1103 01:29:39,713 --> 01:29:40,814 Yeah. 1104 01:29:42,415 --> 01:29:44,784 Hey, how are you? 1105 01:29:44,951 --> 01:29:46,219 Honey. 1106 01:29:46,386 --> 01:29:48,588 It's horrible. You have to get me out of here. 1107 01:29:48,688 --> 01:29:50,957 You absolutely have to get me out of here, promise me. 1108 01:29:51,570 --> 01:29:54,427 It's been terrible, Mom. It's the worst week in my life. It's hell. 1109 01:29:54,594 --> 01:29:58,365 -You can't leave me in hell. -We're gonna discuss it with the doctor-- 1110 01:29:58,565 --> 01:30:01,401 He's an ***hole. He doesn't understand anything. 1111 01:30:01,534 --> 01:30:04,704 He stuffs me full of medication. He thinks I'm ill. 1112 01:30:04,871 --> 01:30:08,108 He says I have to stay here for weeks and weeks. But I'm telling you I can't. 1113 01:30:08,208 --> 01:30:09,342 I won't be able to take it. 1114 01:30:09,442 --> 01:30:13,130 I feel much worse here than I do at home. I need you. 1115 01:30:13,179 --> 01:30:16,383 You have to take me back home. Please, Dad. Please, Mom. I'm begging. 1116 01:30:16,549 --> 01:30:19,786 Calm down, Nicholas. We'll talk to the doctor. 1117 01:30:19,953 --> 01:30:21,755 We're here. We're here with you. 1118 01:30:21,921 --> 01:30:24,124 I'm so happy to see you. 1119 01:30:27,927 --> 01:30:29,929 Hi, good afternoon. 1120 01:30:30,300 --> 01:30:31,664 Doctor. 1121 01:30:31,831 --> 01:30:34,167 Okay, why don't we all sit down? 1122 01:30:35,368 --> 01:30:36,636 It's okay. 1123 01:30:36,703 --> 01:30:39,390 Sit by me, please, Nicholas. 1124 01:30:42,542 --> 01:30:45,412 I'm gonna ask Michael who's been looking after Nicholas 1125 01:30:45,578 --> 01:30:47,947 to sit in with us if you don't mind. 1126 01:30:48,114 --> 01:30:50,160 -All right. -Great. 1127 01:30:52,986 --> 01:30:56,790 I guess Nicholas has told you that he wants to leave the hospital. 1128 01:30:56,856 --> 01:30:57,857 Yes. 1129 01:30:57,924 --> 01:30:59,426 Yes, he said that to me too. 1130 01:30:59,592 --> 01:31:02,595 I understand that these last few days have been tough on him. 1131 01:31:02,762 --> 01:31:05,265 They really have. Why is that? 1132 01:31:05,432 --> 01:31:07,634 We often get this reaction in the first week. 1133 01:31:07,734 --> 01:31:08,868 I don't wanna stay here. 1134 01:31:08,968 --> 01:31:12,906 I understand that you wanna go home, Nicholas, I really do but... 1135 01:31:13,390 --> 01:31:15,909 it isn't something that I'd be able to recommend. 1136 01:31:16,420 --> 01:31:18,211 -You see? -Why not? 1137 01:31:19,179 --> 01:31:22,916 Nicholas is suffering from acute depression. 1138 01:31:23,490 --> 01:31:27,200 I think it would be safer for him to stay in the hospital. 1139 01:31:27,120 --> 01:31:30,900 I'm better. I just wanna come back home. There isn't gonna be a problem. I promise. 1140 01:31:30,256 --> 01:31:34,527 I know that's what you believe, Nicholas, but in my experience-- 1141 01:31:34,627 --> 01:31:36,596 You see? He knows how I'm feeling better than I do. 1142 01:31:36,663 --> 01:31:37,797 -Calm down, Nicholas. -I am calm. 1143 01:31:37,864 --> 01:31:39,766 It's this moron that doesn't understand anything. 1144 01:31:39,866 --> 01:31:41,701 Nicholas, please, honey. 1145 01:31:42,535 --> 01:31:45,739 Nicholas, please, sit down, baby. 1146 01:31:55,849 --> 01:32:00,253 -What do you suggest? -Essentially, we just need some more time. 1147 01:32:00,420 --> 01:32:04,958 Suicidal impulses, they are really difficult to identify 1148 01:32:05,910 --> 01:32:06,393 even for the patient. 1149 01:32:07,861 --> 01:32:09,963 But we can't pretend that they don't exist. 1150 01:32:10,130 --> 01:32:13,299 Second attempts are very common. 1151 01:32:13,466 --> 01:32:19,305 I think Nicholas is still suffering from a certain disconnect from reality 1152 01:32:19,372 --> 01:32:21,908 which is causing him all kind of anxieties 1153 01:32:22,800 --> 01:32:24,310 which we can treat. 1154 01:32:24,477 --> 01:32:27,714 We just need to stabilize him first, 1155 01:32:27,881 --> 01:32:32,180 and then we can start thinking about when to let him go. 1156 01:32:32,185 --> 01:32:34,587 -And when would that be? -Mom. 1157 01:32:34,754 --> 01:32:36,356 I'm just asking. 1158 01:32:36,556 --> 01:32:38,892 You see, Nicholas, right now you need looking after you. 1159 01:32:38,992 --> 01:32:40,460 You need the whole medical team: 1160 01:32:40,560 --> 01:32:43,329 the doctors, the therapists, project supervisors-- 1161 01:32:43,496 --> 01:32:46,199 Do you think you're gonna cure me with pottery class? 1162 01:32:46,366 --> 01:32:48,435 It contributes to the process, yes-- 1163 01:32:48,568 --> 01:32:50,570 -It's a bunch of crap! -Calm down. 1164 01:32:50,670 --> 01:32:52,906 -Maybe it's for your own good. -My own good? 1165 01:32:53,573 --> 01:32:57,577 How can I get better if I'm surrounded by people who are much sicker than I am? 1166 01:32:57,744 --> 01:33:01,648 I've been thinking about this a lot. About my life. 1167 01:33:01,715 --> 01:33:03,616 All these hours of doing nothing. 1168 01:33:03,717 --> 01:33:07,721 I understand things. Things I won't do anymore. 1169 01:33:07,887 --> 01:33:11,424 Being here has been like an electric shock. 1170 01:33:11,591 --> 01:33:14,961 And now I feel I'm ready to return to normal life. 1171 01:33:15,128 --> 01:33:18,465 I feel I can go back to school. I feel it. 1172 01:33:19,265 --> 01:33:21,601 But you've got to trust me. 1173 01:33:21,801 --> 01:33:24,704 And you've have to got me outta here, otherwise... 1174 01:33:24,871 --> 01:33:27,340 I'm going under. 1175 01:33:27,507 --> 01:33:30,143 I mean it. I can't take this. 1176 01:33:31,770 --> 01:33:32,912 Dad... 1177 01:33:33,460 --> 01:33:34,914 You know me. 1178 01:33:35,480 --> 01:33:38,218 I know you do. You always have. 1179 01:33:38,385 --> 01:33:41,121 But here, they don't. 1180 01:33:41,287 --> 01:33:44,791 I'm begging you, Dad. Please, don't abandon me. 1181 01:33:47,227 --> 01:33:48,962 Oh, sweetheart. 1182 01:33:57,737 --> 01:34:01,541 What would be the procedure for taking him out? 1183 01:34:03,410 --> 01:34:06,946 As long as he's underaged Nicholas is your responsibility. 1184 01:34:07,800 --> 01:34:10,350 And that would be your decision. 1185 01:34:10,517 --> 01:34:14,387 But please listen very seriously to what I'm telling you. 1186 01:34:14,554 --> 01:34:17,957 Your son is not in a state to leave here. 1187 01:34:18,910 --> 01:34:20,794 All you have to do is sign the papers and he can go home. 1188 01:34:20,960 --> 01:34:24,497 But it's my professional opinion you'd be taking a genuine risk. 1189 01:34:24,664 --> 01:34:25,999 What risk? 1190 01:34:27,967 --> 01:34:31,805 A risk that I would never take with my own son. 1191 01:34:31,971 --> 01:34:36,309 -You can't force me to stay here. -Well, you know, technically I could. 1192 01:34:36,476 --> 01:34:41,214 But I would have to get a judge to agree and I really don't wanna have to do that. 1193 01:34:41,381 --> 01:34:45,518 I'd rather help your parents make the right decision. 1194 01:34:45,685 --> 01:34:47,620 Believe me, I know that this isn't easy 1195 01:34:47,687 --> 01:34:50,457 especially here right now in front of your son. 1196 01:34:51,858 --> 01:34:54,294 But Nicholas needs treatment, 1197 01:34:54,361 --> 01:34:56,763 and that's not part of your role as parents. 1198 01:34:56,830 --> 01:35:00,300 -That's a job for a psychiatrist. -Dad, I'm not ill. 1199 01:35:00,467 --> 01:35:03,303 If we make the right decision together 1200 01:35:03,470 --> 01:35:07,400 then Nicholas will be able to come back to you sooner in much better health. 1201 01:35:07,207 --> 01:35:08,742 Live a normal life. 1202 01:35:08,942 --> 01:35:12,746 -Mom, I wanna go home. -I know, sweetheart. 1203 01:35:12,912 --> 01:35:14,214 Don't leave me here. 1204 01:35:14,347 --> 01:35:16,160 -I'm begging you. -Peter, say something. 1205 01:35:16,116 --> 01:35:18,180 You have to give me a second chance. 1206 01:35:18,918 --> 01:35:23,390 It was a cry for help. And I'm sorry about it with all my heart. 1207 01:35:23,556 --> 01:35:27,127 I just needed you to understand my pain. 1208 01:35:27,293 --> 01:35:30,530 But I'll never do it again. I swear to you. 1209 01:35:30,630 --> 01:35:33,867 I think your parents have heard your arguments, Nicholas. 1210 01:35:34,000 --> 01:35:37,337 Now I'm gonna have to ask you to make a decision. 1211 01:35:37,437 --> 01:35:38,405 Now? 1212 01:35:38,471 --> 01:35:43,760 Yes, Nicholas needs to understand that you support the medical team. 1213 01:35:46,212 --> 01:35:48,948 Don't feel guilty. 1214 01:35:50,517 --> 01:35:55,655 This is not about how much you love your son, it's about protecting him. 1215 01:35:55,822 --> 01:35:59,993 In this circumstances love is not enough. 1216 01:36:00,160 --> 01:36:02,328 Love will not be enough. 1217 01:36:03,163 --> 01:36:05,765 Dad... Mom... 1218 01:36:05,932 --> 01:36:07,734 All right, Nicholas, it's lunch time, 1219 01:36:07,834 --> 01:36:09,869 Michael's gonna take you up to the cafeteria. 1220 01:36:09,969 --> 01:36:14,974 But first it's important that your parents make their decision in front of you. 1221 01:36:15,141 --> 01:36:18,578 It'll help you accept your treatment. 1222 01:36:18,745 --> 01:36:20,714 Mom, I wanna go home. 1223 01:36:25,952 --> 01:36:30,156 Dad, take me home. I'm begging you. Dad. 1224 01:36:32,926 --> 01:36:34,961 Dad, take me home. 1225 01:36:38,980 --> 01:36:39,332 Dad... 1226 01:36:41,468 --> 01:36:43,136 I'm sorry, Nicholas. 1227 01:36:45,638 --> 01:36:49,576 -You can't do this to me. Not you! -Calm down. 1228 01:36:49,743 --> 01:36:53,880 What do I ever do to you? Don't touch me! 1229 01:36:54,140 --> 01:36:57,384 Dad! Daddy! Mom! 1230 01:38:41,788 --> 01:38:43,957 All right? 1231 01:38:49,162 --> 01:38:51,698 I hope we made the right decision. 1232 01:38:52,532 --> 01:38:56,669 He said it was a cry for help. We have to trust him. 1233 01:38:56,836 --> 01:39:00,407 Listen, if he doesn't improve in the next few days we can always take him back. 1234 01:39:00,507 --> 01:39:02,750 -Right. -Look... 1235 01:39:02,175 --> 01:39:04,477 I know he's better off here with us. 1236 01:39:05,779 --> 01:39:08,214 -All right. -It'll be ready in a minute. 1237 01:39:08,381 --> 01:39:09,716 Okay. 1238 01:39:18,792 --> 01:39:21,610 What are you seeing... 1239 01:39:21,961 --> 01:39:24,300 moving forward? 1240 01:39:26,990 --> 01:39:30,470 It seems a little optimistic to hope he'll go back to school. 1241 01:39:30,570 --> 01:39:31,805 -It's May already. -Yeah. 1242 01:39:32,972 --> 01:39:37,243 Maybe he just needs to get his strength back. 1243 01:39:37,377 --> 01:39:38,478 Right? 1244 01:39:39,450 --> 01:39:42,182 And start a next school year fresh. 1245 01:39:42,248 --> 01:39:43,550 Yeah. 1246 01:39:46,619 --> 01:39:49,289 What's he gonna do during the day? 1247 01:39:49,456 --> 01:39:52,920 We can't ever leave him on his own. 1248 01:39:54,961 --> 01:39:59,799 Maybe he could go back to live with you if that's what he wants. 1249 01:40:02,969 --> 01:40:07,707 During the day, I can take him to the office to work as an intern. 1250 01:40:09,242 --> 01:40:12,120 You think he'll be interested in that? 1251 01:40:12,178 --> 01:40:13,613 I don't know. 1252 01:40:13,780 --> 01:40:16,916 In any case he'll learn a few new things and I'll be there... 1253 01:40:17,500 --> 01:40:19,619 Yeah, but don't you have so much work going on? 1254 01:40:24,391 --> 01:40:27,394 I'm gonna turn down Brian's offer. 1255 01:40:27,560 --> 01:40:30,263 -Seriously? -Yeah. 1256 01:40:30,430 --> 01:40:33,990 Yeah, I don't give a shit about politics. 1257 01:40:34,334 --> 01:40:39,873 I wanna concentrate on what really counts and for me what really counts is be here 1258 01:40:40,600 --> 01:40:41,541 for Nicholas. 1259 01:40:44,477 --> 01:40:46,120 Here we go. 1260 01:40:46,179 --> 01:40:49,616 -Thank you. -Nice. 1261 01:40:51,170 --> 01:40:52,850 Where is your cup? 1262 01:40:52,252 --> 01:40:54,854 No, I had a coffee. I needed to wake up. 1263 01:40:54,954 --> 01:40:56,220 -Thanks. -Sugar? 1264 01:40:56,122 --> 01:40:57,290 No, thanks, buddy. 1265 01:40:57,390 --> 01:40:58,925 -Dad? -No. 1266 01:41:00,493 --> 01:41:01,961 Than you. 1267 01:41:03,463 --> 01:41:05,532 Thanks, baby. 1268 01:41:11,471 --> 01:41:12,972 How are you feeling? 1269 01:41:13,907 --> 01:41:17,977 -So happy to be here with you. -So are we. 1270 01:41:29,890 --> 01:41:32,325 -I need to get the prescription... -Oh, yeah. 1271 01:41:32,492 --> 01:41:37,664 And I was thinking, do you wanna maybe see a movie? 1272 01:41:37,764 --> 01:41:38,531 Why not. 1273 01:41:38,598 --> 01:41:39,466 -Yeah? -Yeah. 1274 01:41:39,566 --> 01:41:41,868 But I'd like to take a shower first. 1275 01:41:42,100 --> 01:41:44,871 The bathrooms in there were so dirty. 1276 01:41:45,400 --> 01:41:48,708 I've been dreaming about having a shower for a whole week. 1277 01:41:48,775 --> 01:41:49,909 Yeah. Sure. 1278 01:41:52,178 --> 01:41:54,347 What? 1279 01:41:54,514 --> 01:41:56,549 -Why are you laughing? -Nothing. It's nothing. 1280 01:41:56,716 --> 01:41:59,419 -I smell bad, is that it? -No, no. 1281 01:42:01,788 --> 01:42:04,124 I like seeing you together. 1282 01:42:04,290 --> 01:42:06,493 It's been a long time. 1283 01:42:06,659 --> 01:42:10,960 I mean, since the three of us were together. 1284 01:42:11,310 --> 01:42:13,133 That's true. 1285 01:42:13,299 --> 01:42:15,535 Just like the good old days. 1286 01:42:19,539 --> 01:42:21,641 Right. I'll go take a shower. 1287 01:42:23,430 --> 01:42:24,711 I'll wait for you. 1288 01:42:30,250 --> 01:42:32,180 I just wanted to say... 1289 01:42:32,952 --> 01:42:35,755 I'm really sorry for everything. 1290 01:42:37,557 --> 01:42:40,660 And I know you don't deserve it. 1291 01:42:42,529 --> 01:42:44,998 I'd like to ask you to forgive me. 1292 01:42:47,330 --> 01:42:51,371 And I wanted to tell you that I love you. 1293 01:42:56,810 --> 01:42:58,712 -We love you too. -Yeah. 1294 01:43:02,615 --> 01:43:05,685 Go on. Off you go. We'll be waiting for you. 1295 01:43:18,365 --> 01:43:20,967 -How about that? -I know. 1296 01:43:30,710 --> 01:43:33,546 Why aren't you coming to movies with us today? 1297 01:43:34,447 --> 01:43:37,617 I'm sure that'll make Nicholas so happy. 1298 01:43:38,952 --> 01:43:40,653 Yeah. I don't know. 1299 01:43:40,820 --> 01:43:42,555 What are you planning to see? 1300 01:43:48,695 --> 01:43:50,330 Remember when we... 1301 01:43:51,640 --> 01:43:53,767 used to go to the movies in the middle of the afternoon? 1302 01:43:55,969 --> 01:43:59,239 Tell everybody we had very important meetings. 1303 01:43:59,406 --> 01:44:02,175 and then we'd sneak up to meet** 1304 01:44:02,275 --> 01:44:03,309 Oh, yeah. 1305 01:44:05,912 --> 01:44:10,160 I loved doing that. It was like playing hooky. 1306 01:44:13,420 --> 01:44:15,989 It was so long ago, huh? 1307 01:44:19,592 --> 01:44:20,927 Come on. 1308 01:44:21,995 --> 01:44:23,363 Come with us. 1309 01:44:26,966 --> 01:44:29,135 Come with us today. 1310 01:44:33,206 --> 01:44:34,708 You don't want to? 1311 01:44:40,547 --> 01:44:41,581 -Oh, God! -Oh, my God! 1312 01:44:45,952 --> 01:44:47,954 What is this? 1313 01:44:48,880 --> 01:44:49,889 Oh, my God, Nicholas. Nicholas, baby! 1314 01:44:49,989 --> 01:44:52,759 Baby! Keep your eyes open. 1315 01:44:52,926 --> 01:44:55,695 Peter, call on somebody! Call on somebody! 1316 01:44:55,862 --> 01:44:58,264 Nicholas, look at Mommy. Look at Mommy. 1317 01:44:58,398 --> 01:45:00,734 Keep your eyes open. Please. 1318 01:45:03,903 --> 01:45:07,607 That's it. Trust yourself. And breathe. That's it. 1319 01:45:07,807 --> 01:45:11,945 Like a froggy. Come to me. Come to me. 1320 01:45:13,213 --> 01:45:18,218 Okay, I'm gonna let you go. You can do it. Come to me. That's it. 1321 01:45:18,385 --> 01:45:21,955 Keep going. Keep going. That's it. 1322 01:45:22,880 --> 01:45:24,324 -Daddy, I'm swimming. -Yes. You're swimming. 1323 01:45:24,424 --> 01:45:27,394 -I'm swimming, Daddy. -Yes, you are. You're swimming. 1324 01:45:30,597 --> 01:45:32,799 You did it. 1325 01:45:32,966 --> 01:45:36,970 -I'm swimming. -Good boy. Good boy. 1326 01:45:38,171 --> 01:45:43,430 I'm so proud of you. You're swimming. It's good, right? 1327 01:45:43,209 --> 01:45:48,448 Should we go for some more? Come on. Let's swim. 1328 01:45:48,615 --> 01:45:51,510 That's it. All the way. 1329 01:46:38,832 --> 01:46:40,934 -You all right? -Yeah. 1330 01:46:42,469 --> 01:46:44,300 I'm just gonna go give Theo his bath. 1331 01:46:44,700 --> 01:46:46,139 -You want me to do it? -No, I'll do it. 1332 01:46:48,174 --> 01:46:50,910 -You glad they're coming? -Very, what about you? 1333 01:46:51,440 --> 01:46:52,946 Look what I found. 1334 01:46:53,113 --> 01:46:55,915 You haven't worn them in a long time. 1335 01:46:56,490 --> 01:46:57,117 I know. 1336 01:46:58,418 --> 01:47:00,530 Okay, I'll see you in a minute. 1337 01:47:00,220 --> 01:47:02,956 -Can I leave the rest to you? -Sure 1338 01:47:03,123 --> 01:47:04,891 Theo? 1339 01:47:04,991 --> 01:47:08,228 Theo, it's bath time. You're ready? 1340 01:47:49,803 --> 01:47:52,906 -Hey, here already? -Sorry, I'm a bit early. 1341 01:47:53,390 --> 01:47:54,574 Come in. Come in. Are you on your own? 1342 01:47:54,674 --> 01:47:56,710 She's on her way. She had to go see her mother first. 1343 01:47:56,810 --> 01:47:57,944 No problem. 1344 01:47:59,512 --> 01:48:00,880 Come here. 1345 01:48:01,140 --> 01:48:03,316 -How are you? You look good. -Very good, thanks. How are you? 1346 01:48:03,416 --> 01:48:05,685 Good, so you got back this morning? 1347 01:48:05,752 --> 01:48:06,619 Yeah, it's been month 1348 01:48:06,686 --> 01:48:08,755 since I set foot in New York, and I'm starting to miss it. 1349 01:48:08,855 --> 01:48:11,157 -And how's Toronto? All going well? -Great, I love the city. 1350 01:48:11,324 --> 01:48:14,794 -You wanna drink or something? -No, I'll wait for everyone else. 1351 01:48:14,894 --> 01:48:16,396 Okay, sit down. 1352 01:48:20,467 --> 01:48:24,700 I've decided to move in with Lena, didn't Mom tell you? 1353 01:48:24,170 --> 01:48:25,872 -Oh, really? -Yeah. 1354 01:48:26,500 --> 01:48:29,509 We basically already spend every evening in either her place or mine. 1355 01:48:29,609 --> 01:48:32,780 -Congratulation. It's good news. -Yeah. 1356 01:48:32,145 --> 01:48:34,180 I'm really looking forward to introducing her to you. 1357 01:48:34,280 --> 01:48:36,149 I'm really looking forward to meeting her. 1358 01:48:36,216 --> 01:48:38,151 After everything you've been telling me about her. 1359 01:48:38,251 --> 01:48:40,387 You'll see. She's wonderful. 1360 01:48:40,553 --> 01:48:43,323 I'm crazy about her. 1361 01:48:43,490 --> 01:48:44,958 It's good. 1362 01:48:46,726 --> 01:48:50,764 -How's Theo, is he here? -Yeah, he's just having his bath. 1363 01:48:50,930 --> 01:48:53,700 We got him a gift. 1364 01:48:55,435 --> 01:48:58,538 -But Lena wanted to give it to him. -That's nice. 1365 01:49:00,206 --> 01:49:03,643 -I also have something for you. -For me? 1366 01:49:03,810 --> 01:49:07,714 It's more of something I wanted to tell you about. 1367 01:49:11,351 --> 01:49:12,786 You should see the look on your face. 1368 01:49:12,886 --> 01:49:15,755 Don't worry, I'm not here to tell you I'm gonna be a father. 1369 01:49:15,822 --> 01:49:17,257 Never crossed my mind. 1370 01:49:17,424 --> 01:49:20,493 No, it's something more... 1371 01:49:22,429 --> 01:49:24,964 Something about me 1372 01:49:25,131 --> 01:49:27,767 that I wanted you to be the first to know. 1373 01:49:29,135 --> 01:49:30,537 Tell me. 1374 01:49:34,374 --> 01:49:39,212 You know how besides college there was always something else I loved? 1375 01:49:41,181 --> 01:49:42,682 Writing. 1376 01:49:42,849 --> 01:49:46,119 And recently I've spent some time... 1377 01:49:46,286 --> 01:49:48,588 Especially since I've been living in Toronto. 1378 01:49:48,755 --> 01:49:52,158 Everything just seems easier for me up there. 1379 01:49:55,962 --> 01:49:57,964 In short... 1380 01:50:00,266 --> 01:50:02,936 -Here it is. -What's this? 1381 01:50:04,170 --> 01:50:06,573 It's my first novel. 1382 01:50:08,800 --> 01:50:09,876 You wrote this? 1383 01:50:10,100 --> 01:50:12,445 I didn't wanna tell anyone out of superstition. 1384 01:50:12,612 --> 01:50:14,914 But now it actually exists. 1385 01:50:16,282 --> 01:50:19,252 And I wanted you to be the first person to have it. 1386 01:50:20,754 --> 01:50:22,322 "Death can wait." 1387 01:50:26,590 --> 01:50:27,594 Fantastic. 1388 01:50:28,595 --> 01:50:31,331 -When is it coming out? -In two months. 1389 01:50:32,499 --> 01:50:36,360 And if you open it you'll see it's dedicated to you. 1390 01:50:41,241 --> 01:50:44,310 FOR MY FATHER FOR EVERYTHING HE'S DONE FOR ME 1391 01:50:44,711 --> 01:50:45,845 So... 1392 01:50:46,513 --> 01:50:49,949 Obviously, it talks a bit about what you already know. 1393 01:50:50,116 --> 01:50:54,988 All those really tough years for you and Mom. 1394 01:50:55,989 --> 01:50:58,158 But at least it ended well. 1395 01:51:01,227 --> 01:51:04,764 And I wanted you to be the first person to have it 1396 01:51:04,931 --> 01:51:08,334 because I know if it wasn't for you I couldn't-- 1397 01:51:08,435 --> 01:51:10,136 I'm so proud of you. 1398 01:51:10,737 --> 01:51:12,739 My big boy. 1399 01:51:14,140 --> 01:51:16,910 I'm so proud of you. 1400 01:51:18,144 --> 01:51:20,480 Better wait to have read it. You might not like it. 1401 01:51:20,547 --> 01:51:22,115 I know you. 1402 01:51:22,215 --> 01:51:24,250 I know it'll be beautiful. 1403 01:51:24,417 --> 01:51:25,785 And really... 1404 01:51:27,153 --> 01:51:31,224 What I wanted to tell you is that I'm so proud of you. 1405 01:51:31,391 --> 01:51:34,427 -You're not gonna start crying, are you? -No, no. Sorry. 1406 01:51:46,239 --> 01:51:50,176 -I want just to hope it'll be a success. -Of course it'll be a success. 1407 01:51:53,780 --> 01:51:56,983 Right, you don't mind if I go give Theo a hug, I've missed him a lot too. 1408 01:51:57,830 --> 01:51:58,618 Yes, yes. Of course. 1409 01:51:58,718 --> 01:51:59,919 He'll be glad to see you. 1410 01:52:00,200 --> 01:52:02,288 He's always talking about his big brother. 1411 01:52:27,247 --> 01:52:28,715 Peter? 1412 01:52:34,954 --> 01:52:36,790 What are you doing? 1413 01:52:43,830 --> 01:52:45,498 What's the matter? 1414 01:52:53,840 --> 01:52:56,643 Were you thinking about Nicholas? 1415 01:53:02,349 --> 01:53:05,285 I should've paid more attention to him. 1416 01:53:05,452 --> 01:53:08,922 No, you did the best you possible could at the time. 1417 01:53:16,129 --> 01:53:18,865 I was trying to think... 1418 01:53:18,998 --> 01:53:23,360 He was so talented. 1419 01:53:23,203 --> 01:53:27,207 And he was so intelligent. 1420 01:53:28,975 --> 01:53:30,643 And sensitive. 1421 01:53:31,544 --> 01:53:33,446 And... 1422 01:53:34,748 --> 01:53:37,717 He could've done so many beautiful things with his life. 1423 01:53:38,551 --> 01:53:41,154 And I should have... 1424 01:53:41,321 --> 01:53:44,257 I really could have... 1425 01:53:44,424 --> 01:53:46,659 It's all my fault. 1426 01:53:46,826 --> 01:53:49,162 -No, it's not-- -Oh, God, it's all my fault. 1427 01:53:49,229 --> 01:53:50,964 No, it's not. Come on. 1428 01:53:51,310 --> 01:53:53,330 Come on. Come on. 1429 01:53:53,199 --> 01:53:56,169 Calm down. I know it's hard. 1430 01:53:56,336 --> 01:54:00,600 I know, but life goes on, Peter. Okay? 1431 01:54:00,173 --> 01:54:03,309 There's Theo. And you got me. 1432 01:54:04,411 --> 01:54:07,280 And we need you. 1433 01:54:07,447 --> 01:54:11,418 Even if it's hard, even if it hurts, life goes on, Peter. 1434 01:54:11,618 --> 01:54:16,220 -No, it doesn't go on. It can't go on. -Yes, it does. 1435 01:54:16,122 --> 01:54:18,191 Yes, it does. Yes, it does. 1436 01:54:26,966 --> 01:54:30,270 Just think about your little boy. Think about Theo. 1437 01:54:30,403 --> 01:54:32,739 He's gonna be four soon. 1438 01:54:34,740 --> 01:54:37,310 Think of him and everything will be fine.