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[Birds chirping]

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[Child] This sic/y ends
before you were born.

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Mother.

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[Bell clanging]

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[Door opens]

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Again.

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[Child] When we wake up feeling hands
that were no longer there,

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the elders told us that it was
the work of ghosts or Satan.

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[Clanging stops]

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Or that we were lying to get attention.

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Or that it was an act
of wild female imagination.

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It went on for years.

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To all of us.

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It felt I/ke weightlessness.

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It felt like drifting over
what used to be real.

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It felt like a banishment,

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as though we had no in vitation anymore
to be a part of the real.

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[Chafienng]

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I used to wonder who I would be
ifit hadn't happened to me.

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I used to miss the person
I m/ght have been.

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I don't anymore.

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Because it's doomsday
and a call to prayer.

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It's bath.

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[Dog barking in distance]

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We caught one of them.
I saw his face.

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And then he named the others.

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[People chattering]

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[Screaming, grunting]

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[Attacker exclaiming, grunting]

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[Child]
Eventually the attackers were taken

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to the police in the city

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for their own protection.

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[Screaming]

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Almost all of the men of the colony
went to the city

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to post ball for the attackers.

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We were given two days to forgive
the attackers before they returned

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if we did not forgive them,
we would be ordered to leave the colony

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and be denied entry
into the kingdom of hea ven.

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[Colonist] Do nothing.

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[Colonist 2] Stay and fight.

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[Both] Leave.

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[Chattering softly]

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Girls in our colony
had very little schooling.

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We hardly knew how to read
or to write.

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But that day, we learned how to vote.

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[Baby crying]

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[Baby cries]

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- [Baby cries]
- [Baby coos]

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The vote was tied between
staying and fighting, or leaving.

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80 three families,
including yours and mine,

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were elected to decide what the women
of the colony would do.

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Your mother had asked a ugust,
the schoolteacher,

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to take the minutes of our meeting.

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August came back to the colony
just recently

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his family had been excommunicated
years ago.

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A ugust had lo ved your mother
since he was a boy.

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- [Chuckles]
- [Water trickling]

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Before we began, your grandmother, agata,

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told us we had to honor
our service to each other.

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We had to represent it.

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Just as the disc/pies were washed
by Jesus at the last supper,

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knowing that his hour had come.

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We only had 24 hours to imagine
what world you would be born into.

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It is a part of our faith to forgive.

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We have always forgiven those who
have wronged us. Why not now?

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Because now we know better.

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We will be excommunicated,

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forced to leave the colony in disgrace
if we do not forgive these men.

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And if we are excommunicated,
we forfeit our place in heaven.

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How could any of you live
with the fear of that?

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These are legitimate fears.
How can we address them?

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The only important thing to establish
is if we forgive the men

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so that we will be allowed
to enter the gates of heaven.

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[Chuckles]

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You can laugh all you like, salome,
but we will be forced to leave the colony

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if we don't forgive the men.

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How will the lord, when he arrives,
find the women if we aren't in the colony?

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If Jesus was able to return to life,
live for thousands of years

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and then drop down to earth from
heaven to scoop up his supporters,

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surely he'd also be able to locate
a few women who left their colony.

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- [Agata] Let's stay on track.
- All right. I'll stay on track.

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I cannot forgive them.
I will never forgive them.

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I... I can't either.

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But we want to enter
the kingdom of heaven when we die.

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- [Exclaims]
- [Bucket clatters]

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We have everything we want here.

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- [Salome] No.
- Want less.

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[Chuckles]

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Does entering the kingdom of heaven
mean nothing to any of you?

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Surely there must be something
worth living for in this life,

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not only in the next.

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[Scoffs]

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Autje!

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- See you soon. It'll be all right.
- Sorry.

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[Child gasps]

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[Footsteps receding]

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[Autje] Your grandmother used to say,
”find out where you can be of help

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and leave what you can't help behind ”

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I think that's easier
when you're old like her.

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So we must decide now
to stay and fight, or leave.

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Those are the options in front of us.

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We will not do nothing.

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I want to talk about my horses,
Ruth and Cheryl.

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[Dogs barking]

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When Ruth and Cheryl are frightened
by dueck's dogs on the mile road

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that leads to the church,

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their rn/t/al instinct is to bolt

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[barking continues]

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These horses don't organize meetings
to decide what they will do.

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They run.

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But, Greta, we are not animals.

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We have been preyed upon like animals.
Maybe we should respond like animals.

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[Agata] In my lifetime,
I have seen horses confront angry dogs

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and try to stamp them to death.

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Animals don't always flee.

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Is this how we want to teach our daughters
to defend themselves? By fleeing?

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Not fleeing but leaving.
I was talking about leaving.

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I would rather stand my ground
and shoot each man in the heart

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and Bury 'em in a pit than flee.

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And I'll deal with god's wrath
iflhaveto.

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Salome, aunt Greta is talking
about leaving, not fleeing.

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The word "fleeing"
wasn't what she meant.

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Please forgive my mother
for using the wrong word.

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It's a sin so outrageous
that salome has taken it upon herself

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to rectify for the sake
of all humanity. [Chuckles]

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[Agata] "Leaving" and "fleeing"
are different words

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with different meanings.

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They each say something about us.

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August, what do you make of all of this?
Do you have an opinion too?

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I think...

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I think that it is possible to leave
something or someone...

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In one frame of mind

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and arrive elsewhere in another...

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Entirely unexpected frame of mind.

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I want to stay and fight.

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But won't we lose the fight to the men
and be forced to forgive them anyway?

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I want to stay and fight too.

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No one's surprised that you do.
All you do is fight.

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Is this really how we are to decide
the fates of all the women in this colony?

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[Scoffs] Just another vote
where we put an x next to our position?

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I thought we were here
to do more than that.

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You mean talk more about forgiving the men
and doing nothing.

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Everything else is insane.
But none of you will listen to reason.

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Why are you here with us?

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Why are you still here with us
if that is what you believe?

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Just leave with the rest
of the "do nothing" women.

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She is my daughter
and I want her here with us.

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Is forgiveness that's forced upon us
true forgiveness?

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Keep nonsense like that
to yourself, please.

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- Autje, get down!
- [Greta] Autje, listen to your mother!

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- [Rafters creak]
- Behave yourself.

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Don't you hear the rafters creaking?

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Do you want the roof to cave in?

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[Autje] Ll/lan y of us saw ourselves
from abo ve.

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I'm not sure if it was god and we were
seeing ourselves through his eyes...

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[Object tapping]

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Or /f we just couldn't be there...

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In our own bodies.

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- How'd you get up there?
- [Autje] It was a miracle.

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[Chuckles] A miracle from god.

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Of course. Where else?

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[Autje] Where lcome from,
where your mother comes from,

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we didn't talk about our bodies.

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So when something like this happened
there was no language for it.

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And without language for rt,
there was a gaping silence.

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And in that gaping silence
was the real horror.

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Neizy'e's mother hanged herself
after the attacks had gone on for a while.

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It made us wonder, why did our feet keep
moving forward when hers just couldn't?

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What sets us apart
from the ones who get left behind?

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[Whispers] This is never going to end.

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[Whispers] We'll be dead
and they'll still be talking.

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- Or worse, we'll have to live through it.
- [Chuckling]

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August, I think you should make lists
of the pros and cons of both options,

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"staying and fighting"
and "leaving."

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Post it on the wall.

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Make sure and write large.

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Why? We can't read it.

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No, but we'll keep it here
as an artifact for others to discover.

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I think the first heading should say,
"staying and fighting"

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and under that write "pros."

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[Agata] Who will go first?

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[Salome] We're starting with
staying and fighting, pros.

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- [All chattering]
- [Greta] I think we should make a list...

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[Parent] That's what you believe,
not what everyone believes.

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[Salome] How many times
do I need to say it?

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[August] Excuse me. Forgive me.

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Um, may I request
that you take turns speaking

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so that I can understand each of you?

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It takes me a second to transcribe.

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Should we put up our hands as though
we are children in your schoolhouse?

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I... I apologize.

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[Salome] We won't have to leave.

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- Sorry.
- Will you just write it down?

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Under pros.

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Salome has had a brilliant idea

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that if we stay,
we won't have to leave. [Chuckles]

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We won't have to figure out
where we are going

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or experience the uncertainty of
not knowing where we are going.

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- We don't have a map.
- [Salome] That's absurd.

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The only certainty we'll know
is uncertainty, no matter where we are.

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[Agata] Neitje? Autje?
Do you have something to add to the list?

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We won't have to leave
the people we love.

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Well, we could bring our loved ones
with us if we leave.

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How? What does that mean?
That we move the whole colony?

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What could that possibly mean?

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[Agata] We could create the possibility
of a new order right here

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in a place that is familiar to us.

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[Salome] Not simply familiar,
but a place that is ours.

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Do we need to write the cons?
Isn't it obvious we must stay and fight?

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Cons. We won't be forgiven.

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May I say something?

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Please.

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Would it be a good idea, before we list
the pros and cons of staying and fighting,

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to talk about exactly what it is
we're fighting for?

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It's obvious. We are fighting for our
safety and for our freedom from attacks.

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But what would that mean to us?

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Perhaps we need
a statement which describes

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what we want the colony to be like
after winning the fight.

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Perhaps we need to understand more
what it is we are fighting to achieve,

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not only what we are fighting to destroy.

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[Grunts, chuckles]
Are we staying or are we going?

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[Both laughing]

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Ona, please tell us more about
the statement you're thinking about.

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Men and women would make
all decisions for the colony collectively.

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Women would be allowed to think.

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Girls wrll be taught to read and to write.

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The schoolhouse must display
a map of the world

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so that we can begin to understand
our place in it.

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A new religion, taken from the old
but focused on love,

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would be created
by the women of the colony.

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Our children would be safe.

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"Collectively."

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You sound like August's mother.

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[Chuckles]

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Ona, you're a dreamer.

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We're women without a voice.
We have nothing to return to.

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Even the animals are safer in their homes
than we women are.

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All we have are our dreams.

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So of course we are dreamers.

240
00:17:36,790 --> 00:17:38,758
And you want to hear my dream?

241
00:17:41,561 --> 00:17:44,964
I dream that people who speak nonsense,
who have no grasp on reality,

242
00:17:45,650 --> 00:17:47,767
are not put in charge
of making statements.

243
00:17:49,436 --> 00:17:52,380
What if the men refuse
to meet our demands?

244
00:17:52,105 --> 00:17:53,940
[Bucket clatters]

245
00:17:54,400 --> 00:17:56,109
Sorry. [Giggling]

246
00:17:59,646 --> 00:18:00,647
We'll kill them.

247
00:18:02,115 --> 00:18:03,883
No, ona.

248
00:18:07,554 --> 00:18:08,955
[Chuckles]

249
00:18:13,993 --> 00:18:16,129
What if the men who are in prison
are not guilty?

250
00:18:17,931 --> 00:18:18,932
[Bell clanging]

251
00:18:18,998 --> 00:18:20,767
Mother?

252
00:18:20,834 --> 00:18:21,835
[Parent] A... a... autje.

253
00:18:21,935 --> 00:18:24,104
- Why are you asking if they're...
- Shush.

254
00:18:24,170 --> 00:18:26,740
- We caught one of them.
- [Screams]

255
00:18:26,806 --> 00:18:28,740
I saw him.

256
00:18:28,141 --> 00:18:29,750
[Parent] But only one.

257
00:18:29,142 --> 00:18:31,144
[Salome] Yes, only one,
but he named the others.

258
00:18:31,244 --> 00:18:33,313
But what if he was lying?

259
00:18:35,281 --> 00:18:36,616
We must consider this.

260
00:18:38,180 --> 00:18:39,919
No, that is not our responsibility

261
00:18:39,986 --> 00:18:42,589
because we aren't in charge
of whether or not they are punished.

262
00:18:43,656 --> 00:18:45,492
We know that we've been
attacked by men.

263
00:18:45,592 --> 00:18:49,362
Not by ghosts or Satan,
as we were led to believe for so long.

264
00:18:49,462 --> 00:18:52,632
We know that we've not imagined
these attacks,

265
00:18:52,699 --> 00:18:55,669
that we were made unconscious
with cow tranquilizer.

266
00:18:55,769 --> 00:18:58,972
We know that we are bruised,
and infected,

267
00:18:59,390 --> 00:19:02,800
and pregnant, and terrified,
andinsane,

268
00:19:02,108 --> 00:19:04,210
and some of us are dead.

269
00:19:04,711 --> 00:19:09,482
We know that we must protect our children,
regardless of who is guilty.

270
00:19:10,517 --> 00:19:14,354
All right, salome. Thank you.
Please, sit down, mmm?

271
00:19:15,522 --> 00:19:16,790
Mmm.

272
00:19:38,878 --> 00:19:40,747
Shall we move on?

273
00:19:42,315 --> 00:19:45,151
It is possible the men in prison
are not guilty of the attacks,

274
00:19:45,218 --> 00:19:47,987
but are they guilty
of not stopping the attacks?

275
00:19:48,540 --> 00:19:50,557
Are they guilty of knowing
about the attacks and doing nothing?

276
00:19:50,657 --> 00:19:52,325
How should we know
what they're guilty of or not?

277
00:19:52,359 --> 00:19:53,426
But we do know.

278
00:19:53,526 --> 00:19:56,262
We do know that the conditions
have been created by men

279
00:19:56,363 --> 00:19:58,598
and that these attacks have
been made possible

280
00:19:58,698 --> 00:20:01,401
because of the circumstances
of the colony.

281
00:20:01,501 --> 00:20:05,205
And those circumstances have been
created and ordained by the men.

282
00:20:05,271 --> 00:20:09,876
But wait, aren't you suggesting
that the attackers are as much victims

283
00:20:09,943 --> 00:20:12,512
as the victims of the attacks,

284
00:20:12,579 --> 00:20:16,182
that all of us, men and women,
are victims of the circumstances

285
00:20:16,249 --> 00:20:18,251
from which the colony has been created?

286
00:20:22,550 --> 00:20:23,623
In a sense, yes.

287
00:20:23,723 --> 00:20:26,960
So then, even if the court
finds them guilty or innocent...

288
00:20:27,600 --> 00:20:31,798
[Inhales]... they are...
[Exhales]... after all, innocent.

289
00:20:34,434 --> 00:20:36,603
Yes, I would say so.

290
00:20:38,805 --> 00:20:41,274
- The elders called them evil.
- [Ona] That's not true.

291
00:20:41,374 --> 00:20:43,777
It's the elder's quest for power
that is responsible.

292
00:20:43,877 --> 00:20:46,880
- Because they needed to have those...
- Those they'd have power over.

293
00:20:46,946 --> 00:20:48,114
And those people are us.

294
00:20:48,214 --> 00:20:51,651
And they have taught the lesson of power
to the boys and men of the colony

295
00:20:51,751 --> 00:20:54,954
and the boys and men
have been excellent students.

296
00:20:55,989 --> 00:20:58,158
Don't we all want some sort of power?

297
00:20:59,590 --> 00:21:02,128
I think so. But I'm not sure.

298
00:21:03,396 --> 00:21:06,466
But we caught them.
We caught them.

299
00:21:08,168 --> 00:21:09,669
Yes, you did.

300
00:21:10,804 --> 00:21:13,173
Then why are you making it
so complicated?

301
00:21:13,273 --> 00:21:16,776
This is very, very boring.

302
00:21:18,110 --> 00:21:19,779
We could ask the men to leave.

303
00:21:22,415 --> 00:21:24,250
Ask the men to leave?

304
00:21:27,687 --> 00:21:30,990
None of us have ever asked
the men for anything.

305
00:21:31,910 --> 00:21:32,592
Not a single thing.

306
00:21:33,993 --> 00:21:36,996
Not even for the salt to be passed.

307
00:21:37,970 --> 00:21:39,632
Not even for a penny,
or a moment alone.

308
00:21:40,667 --> 00:21:44,370
Or to take the washing in,
or to open a curtain,

309
00:21:44,137 --> 00:21:46,306
or to go easy on the small yearlings.

310
00:21:47,340 --> 00:21:49,943
Or to put your hand
on the small of my back

311
00:21:50,100 --> 00:21:53,113
while I try again,
for the 12th or 13th time,

312
00:21:53,179 --> 00:21:55,615
to push a baby out of my body.

313
00:21:59,519 --> 00:22:02,522
Isn't it interesting
that the one and only request

314
00:22:02,622 --> 00:22:05,291
we women would have of the men

315
00:22:05,358 --> 00:22:07,460
would be for them to leave?

316
00:22:11,197 --> 00:22:13,533
[All laughing]

317
00:22:21,700 --> 00:22:25,211
[Greta] Asking the men to leave
is not an option. Oh.

318
00:22:27,130 --> 00:22:29,315
I'd like you to imagine Ruth and Cheryl.

319
00:22:29,382 --> 00:22:31,651
- [Laughter continues]
- Oh, no! Not again!

320
00:22:33,386 --> 00:22:34,888
[Agata] Please stop.

321
00:22:35,588 --> 00:22:38,191
Look. August is still taking the minutes.

322
00:22:40,600 --> 00:22:43,563
Can you believe
August is still taking the minutes?

323
00:22:46,399 --> 00:22:49,769
[Autje] Sometimes I think people laugh
as hard as the y'd like to cry.

324
00:22:52,906 --> 00:22:56,900
[Agata] August,
you must think we're all lunatics.

325
00:22:56,760 --> 00:22:58,440
- I don't.
- [Laughter subsides]

326
00:22:58,111 --> 00:23:00,714
And it doesn't matter
what I think, anyway.

327
00:23:01,881 --> 00:23:05,180
Is that true? Do you really think
it doesn't matter what you think?

328
00:23:09,122 --> 00:23:13,526
How would you feel if in your entire life
it never mattered what you thought?

329
00:23:15,528 --> 00:23:17,130
But I'm not here to think.

330
00:23:18,310 --> 00:23:20,567
I'm here to take the minutes
of your meeting.

331
00:23:21,134 --> 00:23:24,971
But if in your entire life you truly felt
it didn't matter what you thought,

332
00:23:25,710 --> 00:23:26,806
how would that make you feel?

333
00:23:37,283 --> 00:23:40,887
When we've liberated ourselves,
we will have to ask ourselves who we are.

334
00:23:58,838 --> 00:24:01,508
[Children chattering in distance]

335
00:24:11,918 --> 00:24:13,319
[Horse nickers]

336
00:24:25,632 --> 00:24:27,434
Will we be done by suppertime?

337
00:24:27,500 --> 00:24:29,769
I have to give little miep
her antibiotics.

338
00:24:29,836 --> 00:24:31,771
Where did you get antibiotics?

339
00:24:33,440 --> 00:24:34,941
[Agata] She walked

340
00:24:35,675 --> 00:24:39,112
she walked for a day and a half
to the mobile clinic

341
00:24:39,179 --> 00:24:40,847
with ll/liep on her back

342
00:24:46,386 --> 00:24:50,290
[Agata] The lord is gracious
and compassionate, slow to anger,

343
00:24:50,357 --> 00:24:52,859
rich in lo ving-kindness and forgiveness.

344
00:24:54,361 --> 00:24:58,640
The lord is gracious and compassionate,
slow to anger,

345
00:24:58,164 --> 00:25:02,200
rich in loving-kindness and forgiveness.

346
00:25:02,680 --> 00:25:06,139
The lord is gracious and compassionate,
slow to anger,

347
00:25:06,206 --> 00:25:09,342
rich in loving-kindness and forgiveness.

348
00:25:10,510 --> 00:25:14,147
I have to hide the antibiotics in miep's
applesauce or she won't swallow them.

349
00:25:17,884 --> 00:25:21,855
The lord is gracious and compassionate,
slow to anger,

350
00:25:21,921 --> 00:25:24,891
rich in loving-kindness and forgiveness.

351
00:25:25,759 --> 00:25:29,829
The lord is gracious and compassionate,
slow to anger,

352
00:25:29,896 --> 00:25:32,732
rich in loving-kindness and forgiveness.

353
00:25:33,533 --> 00:25:37,737
The lord is gracious and compassionate,
slow to anger,

354
00:25:37,837 --> 00:25:40,840
rich in loving-kindness and forgiveness.

355
00:25:40,907 --> 00:25:44,110
- The lord is gracious and compassionate...
- [Greta sniffles]

356
00:25:44,210 --> 00:25:45,345
Slow to anger...

357
00:25:46,460 --> 00:25:49,416
Forgive me.
They're too big for my mouth.

358
00:25:49,516 --> 00:25:51,751
[Agata] The lord is gracious
and compassionate...

359
00:25:51,851 --> 00:25:53,887
[Bells clanging]

360
00:25:58,910 --> 00:26:00,927
[Agata] The lord is gracious
and compassionate, slow to anger,

361
00:26:01,270 --> 00:26:03,630
rich in loving-kindness and forgiveness.

362
00:26:10,970 --> 00:26:13,390
Well, let's take a break.

363
00:26:16,209 --> 00:26:19,212
[Agata humming]

364
00:26:24,840 --> 00:26:25,819
- [Child chuckles] Melvin.
- [Shouts]

365
00:26:26,619 --> 00:26:28,455
- [Child screams]
- You're it. Uh-oh.

366
00:26:28,555 --> 00:26:30,557
[All laughing]

367
00:26:31,758 --> 00:26:33,393
[Child imitating animal call]

368
00:26:34,661 --> 00:26:35,962
[Chuckles]

369
00:26:43,303 --> 00:26:45,438
Not one word about my smoking.

370
00:26:46,172 --> 00:26:47,674
Honestly, I'm sick of it.

371
00:26:48,174 --> 00:26:51,344
Coming over here. Watch out!

372
00:26:51,978 --> 00:26:52,812
[Children yelp]

373
00:26:52,912 --> 00:26:54,914
Is she always going to be
like this now?

374
00:26:56,850 --> 00:26:58,451
Like what?

375
00:26:59,119 --> 00:27:02,455
A man. Is nettie always
going to be a man now?

376
00:27:06,860 --> 00:27:08,995
[All chattering]

377
00:27:09,950 --> 00:27:12,980
[Autje] Later, we understood
that nettie didn't become a man

378
00:27:12,165 --> 00:27:13,600
because of what happened

379
00:27:15,769 --> 00:27:17,804
nettie had never felt like a woman.

380
00:27:19,706 --> 00:27:21,875
Now pretending had become rmpcssib/e.

381
00:27:25,111 --> 00:27:27,470
[Colonists chattering inside]

382
00:27:37,190 --> 00:27:38,958
Is my brother listening?

383
00:27:45,131 --> 00:27:46,700
Hello, little brother.

384
00:27:55,709 --> 00:27:57,110
Ilovedil

385
00:27:58,278 --> 00:27:59,612
I think.

386
00:28:03,383 --> 00:28:05,352
Isn't that strange?

387
00:28:13,860 --> 00:28:15,962
I... I won't speak of it

388
00:28:17,364 --> 00:28:18,965
or anything else...

389
00:28:21,368 --> 00:28:22,635
Ever again.

390
00:28:24,571 --> 00:28:26,390
[Sighs]

391
00:28:30,143 --> 00:28:31,277
[Autje] But...

392
00:28:31,378 --> 00:28:34,147
- [Colonist] But what?
- [Autje] She doesn't speak anymore.

393
00:28:34,814 --> 00:28:35,815
You all right?

394
00:28:35,915 --> 00:28:37,384
[Colonist] She speaks to the children.

395
00:28:37,417 --> 00:28:38,418
[Injured child] Kind of.

396
00:28:39,285 --> 00:28:40,820
I think they call her Melvin.

397
00:28:40,920 --> 00:28:42,322
[Child yelps]

398
00:29:00,974 --> 00:29:04,244
You know,
during the second world war in Italy,

399
00:29:05,512 --> 00:29:08,148
civilians would hide in bomb shelters.

400
00:29:08,982 --> 00:29:13,860
Volunteers were needed to power
the generators that provided electricity.

401
00:29:14,821 --> 00:29:16,956
They rode bikes.

402
00:29:17,230 --> 00:29:18,858
[Chuckles]

403
00:29:18,958 --> 00:29:21,761
And when you were swinging
from the rafter earlier,

404
00:29:21,828 --> 00:29:23,797
I was, uh, reminded of this.

405
00:29:25,331 --> 00:29:27,267
You would have been the perfect volunteer.

406
00:29:29,369 --> 00:29:31,304
If we were in a bomb shelter.

407
00:29:33,373 --> 00:29:35,875
Where would I ride the bike to
in such a small space?

408
00:29:35,975 --> 00:29:38,978
Oh, well, uh,
the bike would be stationary.

409
00:29:44,351 --> 00:29:46,152
I have to get the water to the horses.

410
00:29:53,226 --> 00:29:54,494
Watch this.

411
00:29:56,696 --> 00:29:58,331
[Water sloshing]

412
00:30:03,570 --> 00:30:05,305
[Chuckles]

413
00:30:06,573 --> 00:30:09,776
I'll bet you didn't learn how to do things
like that when you went to university.

414
00:30:10,543 --> 00:30:13,847
Only facts about stationary bicycles
in far-off places.

415
00:30:16,683 --> 00:30:20,353
I suppose I shouldn't be too sad, then,
that I won't ever go.

416
00:30:26,260 --> 00:30:28,280
Why were you forced to leave the colony?

417
00:30:28,661 --> 00:30:30,330
My mother questioned things.

418
00:30:31,564 --> 00:30:32,999
She questioned god?

419
00:30:33,666 --> 00:30:36,360
Not god. Power.

420
00:30:37,237 --> 00:30:39,239
The rules made
in the name of god.

421
00:30:40,440 --> 00:30:43,843
And she encouraged others
to question things too.

422
00:30:43,910 --> 00:30:46,179
- Like ona?
- Yes.

423
00:30:47,714 --> 00:30:49,582
Ona knew her well.

424
00:30:50,917 --> 00:30:52,218
Did she die?

425
00:31:04,531 --> 00:31:09,736
But sometimes, listening to you all
speaking today, I can hear her so clearly.

426
00:31:11,370 --> 00:31:12,205
[Chuckles]

427
00:31:12,906 --> 00:31:15,275
Why did the elders let you come back?

428
00:31:15,375 --> 00:31:20,780
Well, I went to university, so I could
serve a purpose and teach the boys.

429
00:31:21,815 --> 00:31:23,216
Too late.

430
00:31:36,763 --> 00:31:38,665
I... I want to help.

431
00:31:40,100 --> 00:31:41,835
And I don't know how.

432
00:31:43,236 --> 00:31:45,271
You came back for ona, didn't you?

433
00:31:46,473 --> 00:31:50,410
The way you look at her is... funny.
[Chuckles]

434
00:31:51,845 --> 00:31:54,140
I don't know why
she won't just marry you.

435
00:31:54,114 --> 00:31:56,416
You both say so much
that doesn't make sense. [Chuckles]

436
00:32:05,125 --> 00:32:07,127
["Daydream believer"
playing on loudspeaker]

437
00:32:11,197 --> 00:32:15,502
J” oh, lccu/d hide 'neath the wings j”

438
00:32:15,602 --> 00:32:17,804
j” of the bluebird as she sings... j“

439
00:32:17,871 --> 00:32:20,106
[children laughing, chattering]

440
00:32:20,173 --> 00:32:24,377
J” the six 0 'clock alarm
would never ring... j”

441
00:32:24,477 --> 00:32:27,180
shoo! Shoo! Shoo! Away! Away!

442
00:32:27,280 --> 00:32:30,450
J” but it rings, and / rise... j”

443
00:32:30,517 --> 00:32:32,719
[announcer over loudspeaker]
Please come out and be counted now.

444
00:32:32,719 --> 00:32:36,220
Please come out of your homes
to be counted for the 2070 census.

445
00:32:36,122 --> 00:32:40,794
J” ll/ly sha vin'razor's
cold and it stings... j”

446
00:32:40,860 --> 00:32:42,696
[chickens clucking]

447
00:32:43,663 --> 00:32:46,866
J” cheer up, sleepy Jean j”

448
00:32:46,966 --> 00:32:49,336
j” oh, what can it mean... j”

449
00:32:50,360 --> 00:32:52,238
[announcer] All residents
must come out of their homes

450
00:32:52,339 --> 00:32:54,708
to be counted for the 2070 census.

451
00:32:55,542 --> 00:32:58,478
J” and a homecoming queen? J”

452
00:33:00,380 --> 00:33:02,916
j” you once thought of me j”

453
00:33:03,160 --> 00:33:04,170
[yelps]

454
00:33:04,500 --> 00:33:06,720
J” as a white knight on his steed j”

455
00:33:07,921 --> 00:33:12,992
j” now you know how happy I can be... j”

456
00:33:13,590 --> 00:33:15,528
all right. You want to try this one?

457
00:33:15,595 --> 00:33:19,990
J” and our good t/mes start and end... j”

458
00:33:19,199 --> 00:33:20,900
[announcer] This is the 2070 census.

459
00:33:21,000 --> 00:33:24,237
Please come out of your homes
to be counted for the 2070 census.

460
00:33:24,337 --> 00:33:27,707
J” but how much, baby,
do we really need? J”

461
00:33:30,100 --> 00:33:31,878
- tickle, tickle, tickle.
- [Chuckles]

462
00:33:31,945 --> 00:33:34,247
J” cheer up, sleepy Jean j”

463
00:33:34,347 --> 00:33:37,217
j” oh, what can it mean j”

464
00:33:37,283 --> 00:33:40,920
j” to a daydream belie verj”

465
00:33:41,210 --> 00:33:45,392
j” and a homecoming queen? J”

466
00:33:45,458 --> 00:33:48,261
[announcer] Here to collect data
for the 2070 census.

467
00:33:48,361 --> 00:33:50,930
Please come out of your homes now
to be counted

468
00:33:51,765 --> 00:33:54,768
j” oh, what can it mean... j”

469
00:33:54,868 --> 00:33:57,370
- let's go.
- Why?

470
00:33:57,103 --> 00:33:58,438
Let's just... let's go.

471
00:33:58,538 --> 00:34:04,911
J” and a homecoming queen? J”

472
00:34:12,652 --> 00:34:16,289
J” cheer up, sleepy Jean j”

473
00:34:16,389 --> 00:34:19,920
- [chattering, inaudible]
- J” oh, what can it mean j”

474
00:34:19,159 --> 00:34:22,829
j” to a daydream belie verj”

475
00:34:22,929 --> 00:34:29,402
j” and a homecoming queen? J”

476
00:34:29,936 --> 00:34:33,573
j” cheer up, sleepy Jean j”

477
00:34:33,640 --> 00:34:36,476
j” oh, what can it mean j”

478
00:34:36,576 --> 00:34:40,113
j” to a daydream belie verj”

479
00:34:40,180 --> 00:34:46,953
j” and a homecoming queen? J”

480
00:34:47,200 --> 00:34:50,256
[August] J” cheer up, sleepy Jean j”

481
00:34:50,924 --> 00:34:53,760
j” oh, what can it mean j”

482
00:34:53,827 --> 00:34:57,597
j” to a daydream belie verj”

483
00:34:57,664 --> 00:34:59,866
-j” and a home... j”
-[Bird calling]

484
00:35:06,973 --> 00:35:10,443
[Cups rattling, clinking]

485
00:35:12,812 --> 00:35:14,814
[Footsteps approaching]

486
00:35:31,631 --> 00:35:32,665
Where is autje?

487
00:35:33,733 --> 00:35:36,469
[Agata] Well, we must begin without her.

488
00:35:39,873 --> 00:35:41,241
Thank you.

489
00:35:42,575 --> 00:35:44,344
Were you smoking?

490
00:35:44,411 --> 00:35:46,913
- Is that any of your business?
- Please.

491
00:35:48,682 --> 00:35:50,383
[Crying]

492
00:35:51,484 --> 00:35:54,220
I can't live a second longer!

493
00:35:54,320 --> 00:35:55,755
- [Parent] Autje?
- [All scream]

494
00:35:55,855 --> 00:35:57,230
No, autje!

495
00:35:57,900 --> 00:35:58,925
[All clamoring]

496
00:36:00,694 --> 00:36:03,730
[All sighing, laughing]

497
00:36:06,733 --> 00:36:08,368
Autje, wait until I get a hold of you.

498
00:36:09,869 --> 00:36:14,400
The census-taker told us one of our men
is returning from the city late tonight.

499
00:36:15,241 --> 00:36:17,770
They need more bail money
for the attackers.

500
00:36:17,177 --> 00:36:18,178
Which man?

501
00:36:19,779 --> 00:36:20,780
Your klaas.

502
00:36:22,480 --> 00:36:25,452
[Agata] So time is of the essence.
Everyone, get back to your seats.

503
00:36:28,888 --> 00:36:31,240
[Greta] August, please. Pros for leaving.

504
00:36:32,292 --> 00:36:34,294
Pros for leaving.

505
00:36:36,730 --> 00:36:38,598
[Colonist] We will be gone.

506
00:36:38,698 --> 00:36:40,100
[Greta] We will be safe.

507
00:36:40,200 --> 00:36:43,870
Maybe not. The first is most definitely
a fact that if we leave, we will be gone.

508
00:36:43,937 --> 00:36:46,473
Do we really need to state
the obvious over and over?

509
00:36:48,108 --> 00:36:49,442
[Agata] Yes, autje.

510
00:36:50,543 --> 00:36:52,946
We will see a bit of the world.

511
00:36:53,460 --> 00:36:54,748
[August] Let's move on
to the cons of leaving.

512
00:36:54,781 --> 00:36:57,650
We, the women, will decide
what happens in these meetings.

513
00:36:58,952 --> 00:37:01,621
Not a two-bit failed farmer
who must teach.

514
00:37:01,721 --> 00:37:03,890
You have been invited here.

515
00:37:03,156 --> 00:37:07,494
You have been invited here to listen
to what we have to say and write it down.

516
00:37:07,594 --> 00:37:10,330
Nothing more. Just listen!

517
00:37:10,430 --> 00:37:11,831
Mariche.

518
00:37:11,931 --> 00:37:14,901
Klaas will be returning soon
and you are wasting time.

519
00:37:15,568 --> 00:37:17,570
He will come to your house
just long enough

520
00:37:17,637 --> 00:37:20,473
to take his animals
in order to sell for bail money

521
00:37:20,573 --> 00:37:23,977
that will see the rapists
return to the colony,

522
00:37:24,770 --> 00:37:27,747
and he will lay his hands on you
and on your children.

523
00:37:28,314 --> 00:37:30,483
And you, as always,

524
00:37:30,583 --> 00:37:34,421
do nothing but fire away at us
with all of this rage.

525
00:37:36,856 --> 00:37:38,858
I would like to apologize
for wrongly attempting

526
00:37:38,958 --> 00:37:40,593
to nudge the proceedings.

527
00:37:42,195 --> 00:37:43,430
That's not my place.

528
00:37:44,597 --> 00:37:46,599
[Laughing]

529
00:37:48,835 --> 00:37:49,836
Mejal.

530
00:37:55,308 --> 00:37:56,509
I'll stop.

531
00:37:57,977 --> 00:37:59,379
[Miep] Mama.

532
00:38:03,883 --> 00:38:06,853
What's the matter?
What's the matter? Oh.

533
00:38:07,554 --> 00:38:09,322
What is it? Hmm?

534
00:38:12,859 --> 00:38:14,561
Miep, what is it?

535
00:38:15,662 --> 00:38:17,497
[Miep] I hurt.

536
00:38:18,365 --> 00:38:19,466
Miep.

537
00:38:20,567 --> 00:38:21,901
It's all right.

538
00:38:24,504 --> 00:38:25,705
It's all right.

539
00:38:32,479 --> 00:38:33,913
It's all right.

540
00:38:40,820 --> 00:38:42,922
There are no cons of leaving.

541
00:38:44,758 --> 00:38:46,726
It's all right.

542
00:38:50,764 --> 00:38:52,766
Not to worry, nettie.

543
00:39:00,106 --> 00:39:04,177
J” ch/ldren of the heavenly father j”

544
00:39:05,578 --> 00:39:10,116
[all] J” safely in his bosom gatherj”

545
00:39:10,850 --> 00:39:15,789
j” nestling bird nor star in heaven j”

546
00:39:15,889 --> 00:39:21,928
j” such a refuge e'er was given j”

547
00:39:22,280 --> 00:39:26,433
j” though he giveth or he taketh j”

548
00:39:27,670 --> 00:39:31,571
j” god his children ne 'er forsaketh j”

549
00:39:32,205 --> 00:39:36,743
j” his the loving purpose solely j”

550
00:39:36,810 --> 00:39:42,248
j” to preserve them pure and holy j”

551
00:39:43,483 --> 00:39:48,154
j” ch/ldren of the heavenly father j”

552
00:39:48,788 --> 00:39:53,927
j” safely in his bosom gatherj”

553
00:39:53,993 --> 00:39:59,990
j” nestling bird nor star in heaven j”

554
00:39:59,165 --> 00:40:01,768
j” such a refuge j”

555
00:40:01,835 --> 00:40:05,438
j” e 'er was given j”

556
00:40:08,975 --> 00:40:11,478
if we do leave the colony,
how will we live with the pain

557
00:40:11,578 --> 00:40:14,647
of never seeing our brothers
and our sons again?

558
00:40:15,782 --> 00:40:16,983
The men.

559
00:40:32,980 --> 00:40:33,767
[Greta] 77me wrll heal.

560
00:40:35,869 --> 00:40:38,638
Our freedom and safety
are the ultimate goals.

561
00:40:39,839 --> 00:40:43,143
And it is men who prevent us
from achie ving those goals.

562
00:40:45,712 --> 00:40:47,470
[Marich e] But not all men.

563
00:41:02,128 --> 00:41:07,000
[Ona] Perhaps not men, but a way of
seeing the world and us women,

564
00:41:07,670 --> 00:41:10,236
which has been allowed to take hold
of men's hearts and minds.

565
00:41:13,239 --> 00:41:17,911
[Neitje] So if we leav... if we leave,
I w/ll never see my brothers again?

566
00:41:19,379 --> 00:41:21,181
[Autje] Who will take care of them?

567
00:41:22,182 --> 00:41:23,249
Of them all?

568
00:41:24,718 --> 00:41:26,886
[Greta] We can't know
if we will stay or leave

569
00:41:26,986 --> 00:41:31,570
before we've resolved
these last-minute concerns.

570
00:41:32,359 --> 00:41:34,561
I wouldn't call
the future of our relationship

571
00:41:34,661 --> 00:41:37,664
with the boys and men we love
"last-minute concerns."

572
00:42:03,590 --> 00:42:05,125
Here we go.

573
00:42:06,260 --> 00:42:07,270
[Grunts]

574
00:42:15,869 --> 00:42:17,537
[All chattering]

575
00:42:18,705 --> 00:42:21,908
[Autje] It was all waiting to happen
before rt happened.

576
00:42:23,309 --> 00:42:25,178
You could look back
and follow the bread crumbs

577
00:42:25,245 --> 00:42:28,810
along the path that led to violence.

578
00:42:28,148 --> 00:42:32,986
When we looked back,
we could see that it had been everywhere,

579
00:42:33,860 --> 00:42:35,880
whether it was happening yet or not.

580
00:42:36,560 --> 00:42:37,457
Hi!

581
00:42:37,557 --> 00:42:39,559
[Children chattering]

582
00:42:50,837 --> 00:42:51,905
[Miep] Hi!

583
00:42:57,770 --> 00:42:58,978
[Retches, coughs]

584
00:43:05,585 --> 00:43:07,587
I'll get you some water.

585
00:43:18,631 --> 00:43:20,533
There is no cup or anything.

586
00:43:24,170 --> 00:43:25,805
[Slurps]

587
00:43:32,879 --> 00:43:33,880
[Slurps]

588
00:43:33,980 --> 00:43:36,983
[Children continue chaflenng]

589
00:43:50,864 --> 00:43:52,966
It's good that you're here, August...

590
00:43:54,834 --> 00:43:57,370
To remind us of what's possible.

591
00:43:58,872 --> 00:44:00,573
Because it's easy to forget.

592
00:44:09,482 --> 00:44:10,717
I'm so sorry, ona.

593
00:44:10,817 --> 00:44:11,851
Yeah.

594
00:44:14,254 --> 00:44:17,657
One day I'd like to hear that
from someone who should be saying it.

595
00:44:30,337 --> 00:44:31,771
Why does love,

596
00:44:32,906 --> 00:44:36,743
the absence of love,
the end of love, the need for love,

597
00:44:37,744 --> 00:44:39,846
result in so much violence?

598
00:44:46,219 --> 00:44:47,387
Ona...

599
00:44:49,422 --> 00:44:50,523
Ona...

600
00:44:53,930 --> 00:44:57,630
I could take care of you
and your child.

601
00:45:00,233 --> 00:45:01,234
I would like to.

602
00:45:05,772 --> 00:45:07,907
- I, um...
- I know.

603
00:45:07,974 --> 00:45:09,976
You don't have to say the words.

604
00:45:12,946 --> 00:45:15,715
If I were married, I wouldn't be myself.

605
00:45:16,583 --> 00:45:18,385
So the person you love would be gone.

606
00:45:18,451 --> 00:45:20,860
[Chuckles]

607
00:45:23,890 --> 00:45:26,226
If we stay and we don't win the fight,
my child will be given to

608
00:45:27,227 --> 00:45:28,862
another family here.

609
00:45:30,363 --> 00:45:33,233
Maybe even the family of my attacker.

610
00:45:35,680 --> 00:45:37,700
If we stay and don't win the fight...

611
00:45:41,141 --> 00:45:43,430
But you won't let that happen. No.

612
00:45:46,579 --> 00:45:47,914
No, I won't.

613
00:46:00,560 --> 00:46:02,128
[Footsteps approaching]

614
00:46:07,467 --> 00:46:09,302
[Inhales, exhales]

615
00:46:09,402 --> 00:46:11,638
[Greta] August,
we need to discuss options

616
00:46:11,738 --> 00:46:14,641
for the men and the older boys
if the women decide to leave.

617
00:46:14,741 --> 00:46:16,543
Which is a waste of time,
because we're not leaving.

618
00:46:16,576 --> 00:46:18,244
The men should leave with us if they wish.

619
00:46:18,278 --> 00:46:20,800
Then what on earth
is the point of us leaving?

620
00:46:20,146 --> 00:46:22,480
Well, they could be allowed
to join the women later,

621
00:46:22,820 --> 00:46:25,819
once the women have established
themselves and are thriving.

622
00:46:25,919 --> 00:46:30,357
Should we add thriving
as a collective, literate community?

623
00:46:30,457 --> 00:46:31,624
"Literate" is your word, not ours.

624
00:46:31,658 --> 00:46:33,993
We don't need your university language
to make our plans.

625
00:46:34,940 --> 00:46:36,463
Put it in. We know what it means.
Continue, Greta.

626
00:46:36,529 --> 00:46:38,998
Uh, young boys,
simple-minded boys of any age.

627
00:46:39,990 --> 00:46:42,936
Cornelius, who's confined to a wheelchair,
will accompany the women.

628
00:46:43,300 --> 00:46:46,106
I vote for the first option.
The men should leave with us if they wish.

629
00:46:46,172 --> 00:46:48,708
The first option is ridiculous
and should be crossed off the list.

630
00:46:48,708 --> 00:46:52,145
Why are some ideas written down
and considered, and others crossed out?

631
00:46:53,130 --> 00:46:56,483
[Sighs] I'm gonna leave.
I'd like to strangle myself.

632
00:46:56,549 --> 00:46:58,918
Mariche, it's possible that all the men
would choose to leave with us,

633
00:46:58,952 --> 00:47:00,954
and then all we'd be doing is
recreating our colony,

634
00:47:00,987 --> 00:47:02,722
- with all of its dangers elsewhere.
- [Match strikes]

635
00:47:02,722 --> 00:47:04,624
[Agata] And the men would
definitely leave with us

636
00:47:04,657 --> 00:47:06,459
because they can't survive without us.

637
00:47:06,526 --> 00:47:08,762
- Not for longer than a day or two.
- [Salome] We have not decided to leave.

638
00:47:08,795 --> 00:47:12,298
- I'd like to remind everyone of that.
- [Agata] And how can we leave at all

639
00:47:12,365 --> 00:47:14,901
if we've never been allowed
to even see a map of the world?

640
00:47:15,100 --> 00:47:17,370
[August] I can secure a world map for you.

641
00:47:17,470 --> 00:47:21,241
I also have, um,
a map of this specific region.

642
00:47:21,341 --> 00:47:25,245
Well, that will do. It's not like
we're planning to travel the planet.

643
00:47:25,345 --> 00:47:26,813
[Ona] Perhaps we are.

644
00:47:26,880 --> 00:47:30,417
Did you know that the migration period
for butterflies and dragonflies is so long

645
00:47:30,517 --> 00:47:34,254
that it's often only the grandchildren
that arrive at the intended destination?

646
00:47:35,555 --> 00:47:37,223
Yes. So it...

647
00:47:39,693 --> 00:47:40,694
Yes.

648
00:47:40,760 --> 00:47:43,163
Perhaps if we went beyond
where the map showed us,

649
00:47:43,229 --> 00:47:45,398
we could create our own map as we go.

650
00:47:45,498 --> 00:47:47,834
So now you wanna leave, ona?

651
00:47:50,770 --> 00:47:53,373
[Gasping, panting]

652
00:47:53,440 --> 00:47:55,375
[Greta] Are you all right, mejal?

653
00:47:58,678 --> 00:48:01,810
No. She's having one of her episodes.

654
00:48:01,181 --> 00:48:03,830
[Hyperventilating]

655
00:48:03,183 --> 00:48:07,530
[Agata] Father almighty,
in all humility and supplication

656
00:48:07,120 --> 00:48:11,124
we ask thee for thy abundant
kindness at this moment.

657
00:48:12,959 --> 00:48:16,996
- Please, in your beneficence, heal her.
- [Screams]

658
00:48:17,931 --> 00:48:21,334
[Agata] Please, we ask of thee,

659
00:48:21,434 --> 00:48:25,972
envelop her in your strength
and everlasting love,

660
00:48:26,720 --> 00:48:29,309
and please drive out the sickness
which afflicts her now.

661
00:48:46,960 --> 00:48:50,263
- Help me up.
- [Agata] Oh, praise be to god.

662
00:48:54,634 --> 00:48:57,170
- Why is it only mejal has these...
- Be quiet.

663
00:48:57,270 --> 00:48:58,438
We were all attacked.

664
00:48:59,339 --> 00:49:02,275
Not all of us need to draw
so much attention to ourselves.

665
00:49:02,342 --> 00:49:04,544
[Chuckles, laughing]

666
00:49:05,645 --> 00:49:09,115
What attention?
I speak less than all of you put together.

667
00:49:09,182 --> 00:49:11,851
- How have I offended you?
- [Mariche] You have these attacks.

668
00:49:11,951 --> 00:49:13,486
You smoke!

669
00:49:14,220 --> 00:49:17,624
Why? Why is it so much harder
for you than for us?

670
00:49:17,691 --> 00:49:19,826
We were all attacked, all of us.

671
00:49:19,893 --> 00:49:25,650
We are wasting our time by passing
this burden, this sack of stones

672
00:49:25,165 --> 00:49:28,568
from one to the next
by pushing our pain away.

673
00:49:28,668 --> 00:49:33,640
Let's absorb it ourselves.
Let's inhale it, let's digest it.

674
00:49:33,707 --> 00:49:36,343
Let's process it into fuel.

675
00:49:38,912 --> 00:49:40,714
[Mejal breathing heavily]

676
00:49:41,748 --> 00:49:43,383
Speak, mejal.

677
00:49:44,150 --> 00:49:45,518
We are listening.

678
00:49:49,556 --> 00:49:51,758
They made us disbelieve ourselves.

679
00:49:56,996 --> 00:49:59,866
That was worse than...

680
00:50:03,203 --> 00:50:04,337
Mejal.

681
00:50:13,213 --> 00:50:17,117
Klaas, when he returns, may take horses
or livestock we would need along the way.

682
00:50:17,217 --> 00:50:18,351
[Salome] Along the way?

683
00:50:18,418 --> 00:50:20,387
We're not leaving.

684
00:50:23,390 --> 00:50:25,425
You are changing your mind, ona.

685
00:50:25,525 --> 00:50:27,694
I don't believe that's a sin, is it?

686
00:50:29,462 --> 00:50:32,232
[Mariche]
How will we be forgiven for all this?

687
00:50:32,298 --> 00:50:33,933
How will we be forgiven,

688
00:50:34,340 --> 00:50:37,203
if not by the elders
whom we have disobeyed?

689
00:50:37,270 --> 00:50:39,806
Perhaps there will be
other elders or men of god

690
00:50:39,906 --> 00:50:42,275
who will be able to forgive our sins.

691
00:50:42,375 --> 00:50:44,944
We do not need to be forgiven
by the men of god

692
00:50:45,450 --> 00:50:47,647
for protecting our children
from the depraved actions of vicious men

693
00:50:47,647 --> 00:50:50,884
who are often the very same men
we're meant to ask for forgiveness.

694
00:50:52,752 --> 00:50:56,456
If god is a loving god,
then he will forgive us himself.

695
00:50:58,910 --> 00:51:01,428
If god is a vengeful god,
then he has created us in his image.

696
00:51:03,129 --> 00:51:05,331
If god is omnipotent,

697
00:51:05,432 --> 00:51:09,169
then why has he not protected
the women and girls of this colony?

698
00:51:14,341 --> 00:51:18,445
I will destroy any living thing

699
00:51:18,511 --> 00:51:20,480
that harms my child.

700
00:51:23,483 --> 00:51:25,785
I will tear it limb from limb.

701
00:51:26,653 --> 00:51:28,655
I will desecrate its body

702
00:51:28,755 --> 00:51:30,590
and I will Bury it alive.

703
00:51:31,958 --> 00:51:34,527
I will challenge god on the spot
to strike me dead

704
00:51:34,627 --> 00:51:38,131
if I have sinned
by protecting my child from evil

705
00:51:38,198 --> 00:51:41,301
and by destroying that evil
that it may not harm another.

706
00:51:42,202 --> 00:51:47,273
I will lie, I will hunt, I will kill.

707
00:51:47,340 --> 00:51:51,544
I will dance on graves
and I will burn forever in hell

708
00:51:51,644 --> 00:51:55,515
before I allow another man
to satisfy his violent urges

709
00:51:55,615 --> 00:51:58,618
with the body of my four-year-old child.

710
00:52:27,147 --> 00:52:29,916
I suggest we think about what is good.

711
00:52:32,850 --> 00:52:33,753
"Whatever is true..."

712
00:52:34,888 --> 00:52:40,600
[All] "Whatever is honorable,
whatever is just,

713
00:52:40,160 --> 00:52:43,663
whatever is pure, whatever is pleasing,

714
00:52:44,364 --> 00:52:45,999
whatever is commendable,

715
00:52:47,000 --> 00:52:49,202
if there is any excellence

716
00:52:49,269 --> 00:52:52,500
and if there is anything worthy of praise,

717
00:52:52,572 --> 00:52:55,241
think about these things,

718
00:52:55,342 --> 00:52:58,611
and the peace of god be with you."

719
00:53:00,847 --> 00:53:03,160
I will become a murderer if I stay.

720
00:53:39,419 --> 00:53:41,921
I know what these are. These are letters.

721
00:53:41,988 --> 00:53:43,757
But what are these?

722
00:53:43,823 --> 00:53:46,126
They're commas.

723
00:53:46,226 --> 00:53:50,960
They signify a short pause
or a breath in the text.

724
00:53:53,333 --> 00:53:55,635
There's also a butterfly called a comma.

725
00:53:56,736 --> 00:53:59,272
- Is that so? [Chuckles]
- Mm-hmm.

726
00:54:18,692 --> 00:54:19,693
Salome.

727
00:54:22,328 --> 00:54:25,999
If you will become a murderer
by staying here in the colony,

728
00:54:26,990 --> 00:54:30,470
side by side with the men
who are responsible for the attacks,

729
00:54:30,537 --> 00:54:32,138
then you must...

730
00:54:34,107 --> 00:54:36,476
To protect your own soul,

731
00:54:36,543 --> 00:54:38,440
leave the colony.

732
00:54:39,279 --> 00:54:42,349
- We are not all murderers.
- Not yet.

733
00:54:42,449 --> 00:54:45,218
[Agata] I have done what the verse
from philippians instructed,

734
00:54:45,318 --> 00:54:48,988
which is to think about
what is good, what is just,

735
00:54:49,550 --> 00:54:51,624
what is pure, what is excellent.

736
00:54:53,660 --> 00:54:54,961
Pacifism.

737
00:54:57,697 --> 00:54:59,399
Pacifism is good.

738
00:54:59,499 --> 00:55:03,200
Any violence is unjustifiable.

739
00:55:03,970 --> 00:55:09,900
By staying here,
we women will be betraying

740
00:55:09,750 --> 00:55:12,512
the central tenet of our faith,
which is pacifism...

741
00:55:14,381 --> 00:55:16,160
Because by staying...

742
00:55:18,351 --> 00:55:22,220
We will knowingly be placing ourselves

743
00:55:23,560 --> 00:55:27,394
in a direct collision course
with violence.

744
00:55:28,495 --> 00:55:31,698
Either by us or against us.

745
00:55:33,330 --> 00:55:37,671
[Crying] This colony is the only home
I've ever known.

746
00:55:39,673 --> 00:55:42,275
And I don't want to leave.

747
00:55:42,375 --> 00:55:46,413
But by staying, we'll be inviting harm.

748
00:55:47,747 --> 00:55:50,684
We will be in a state of war.

749
00:55:50,750 --> 00:55:53,453
We will turn this colony
into a battlefield.

750
00:55:57,570 --> 00:55:59,359
[Ona] We cannot become murderers,

751
00:55:59,426 --> 00:56:01,928
and we cannot endure anymore violence...

752
00:56:04,130 --> 00:56:05,899
Which is why we must leave.

753
00:56:27,654 --> 00:56:30,724
I've also been thinking about
the verse from philippians...

754
00:56:32,920 --> 00:56:34,260
And I've been thinking about what is good.

755
00:56:35,595 --> 00:56:37,130
Freedom is good.

756
00:56:38,131 --> 00:56:39,766
It is better than slavery.

757
00:56:41,334 --> 00:56:43,169
Forgiveness is good.

758
00:56:44,237 --> 00:56:45,939
It's better than revenge.

759
00:56:47,730 --> 00:56:50,343
And hope for the unknown is good.

760
00:56:50,443 --> 00:56:52,979
It is better than hatred of the familiar.

761
00:56:53,790 --> 00:56:54,981
What about security?

762
00:56:56,116 --> 00:56:58,952
And safety and home and family?

763
00:57:00,253 --> 00:57:02,989
What about marriage...

764
00:57:05,158 --> 00:57:07,794
And lo ve, ona?

765
00:57:08,595 --> 00:57:12,980
[Ona] I don't know about those things,
any of them...

766
00:57:13,366 --> 00:57:15,135
Except for love, and...

767
00:57:16,269 --> 00:57:18,605
Even love is mysterious to me.

768
00:57:19,706 --> 00:57:22,609
And I believe that my home
is with my mother and my sister

769
00:57:22,676 --> 00:57:25,145
and my unborn child, wherever that may be.

770
00:57:27,547 --> 00:57:29,716
Will you not hate that child?

771
00:57:32,719 --> 00:57:36,823
That child is the child of a man
who inspires violent thoughts in you.

772
00:57:41,127 --> 00:57:43,463
I already love this child
more than anything.

773
00:57:45,650 --> 00:57:48,234
He or she is as innocent and lovable
as the evening sun.

774
00:57:48,334 --> 00:57:50,904
So, too, was the child's father
when he was born.

775
00:57:56,142 --> 00:57:59,379
But if you're saying that forgiveness
is better than revenge...

776
00:58:02,248 --> 00:58:05,919
Aren't you saying that we must
stay here and forgive the men?

777
00:58:06,190 --> 00:58:08,722
We cannot forgive
because we are forced to.

778
00:58:11,858 --> 00:58:14,661
But with some distance,

779
00:58:14,728 --> 00:58:16,363
perhaps I'm able...

780
00:58:18,431 --> 00:58:21,201
To understand how these crimes
may have occurred.

781
00:58:22,769 --> 00:58:24,738
And with that distance,

782
00:58:24,838 --> 00:58:26,840
maybe I'm able to pity these men.

783
00:58:28,775 --> 00:58:30,577
Perhaps forgive them

784
00:58:31,611 --> 00:58:33,246
and even love them.

785
00:58:35,782 --> 00:58:38,284
Not fighting, but moving.

786
00:58:39,219 --> 00:58:41,621
Always moving, never fighting.

787
00:58:41,721 --> 00:58:44,624
Always moving, never fighting.
Just moving.

788
00:58:44,724 --> 00:58:47,930
[Whispering]
Never fighting. Just moving.

789
00:58:47,193 --> 00:58:50,263
- Never fighting. Always moving.
- Would you snap out of it?

790
00:58:50,363 --> 00:58:52,699
- [Salome] You snap out of it.
- [Mejal] All of you snap out of it.

791
00:58:52,732 --> 00:58:54,567
Have you lost your minds? The sun is gone.

792
00:58:57,771 --> 00:59:00,874
I want to tell another story
about Ruth and Cheryl.

793
00:59:06,479 --> 00:59:07,714
[Chuckles]

794
00:59:09,949 --> 00:59:13,286
[Greta] / was always frightened
of the northern read out of the colony

795
00:59:16,156 --> 00:59:19,392
there are so many gull/es
on either side of the road.

796
00:59:22,662 --> 00:59:25,598
The buggy used to lurch side to side.

797
00:59:26,299 --> 00:59:29,769
Ruth and Cheryl were srmply
fol/o wing my commands of the reins,

798
00:59:29,836 --> 00:59:33,773
but they were jerky and frenetic,

799
00:59:33,840 --> 00:59:35,675
and it was dangerous.

800
00:59:38,178 --> 00:59:41,140
It was only
when I/earned to focus my gaze

801
00:59:41,114 --> 00:59:43,483
far down ahead of me,

802
00:59:43,583 --> 00:59:47,187
and not on the road immediately
r'n front of Ruth and Cheryl,

803
00:59:47,287 --> 00:59:48,988
that I started to feel safe.

804
00:59:49,890 --> 00:59:51,958
[Inhales, exhales]

805
00:59:58,465 --> 01:00:00,500
Leaving will give us

806
01:00:00,600 --> 01:00:05,205
the more farseer'ng perspective
we need to forgive...

807
01:00:10,276 --> 01:00:12,679
Which is to lo ve properly...

808
01:00:14,114 --> 01:00:17,150
And keep the peace according to our faith.

809
01:00:18,818 --> 01:00:25,358
Therefore, our leaving wouldn't be
an act of cowardice or abandonment.

810
01:00:25,458 --> 01:00:29,529
It wouldn't be because we were
excommunicated or exiled

811
01:00:30,797 --> 01:00:34,167
it would be a supreme act of faith.

812
01:00:35,301 --> 01:00:39,839
A step towards love and forgiveness.

813
01:00:43,576 --> 01:00:46,880
Leaving is how we demonstrate our faith.

814
01:00:48,882 --> 01:00:53,319
We are leaving because our faith
is stronger than the rules.

815
01:00:57,357 --> 01:00:59,250
Bigger than our life.

816
01:01:23,160 --> 01:01:25,118
I'm sorry, but I think I might be dying.

817
01:01:31,358 --> 01:01:33,460
Mother, you're not dying.

818
01:01:34,260 --> 01:01:36,129
Your glasses need cleaning.

819
01:01:36,229 --> 01:01:39,232
[All laughing]

820
01:01:41,935 --> 01:01:43,970
Why are you laughing?

821
01:01:45,405 --> 01:01:47,407
We cannot leave.

822
01:01:48,108 --> 01:01:49,209
We... w...

823
01:01:50,143 --> 01:01:52,712
It would be better
to stay and fight than leave.

824
01:01:52,779 --> 01:01:55,715
Do you really mean that
you wanna stay and not fight?

825
01:01:56,716 --> 01:01:58,585
Because when was the last time
you had the strength

826
01:01:58,618 --> 01:02:00,320
to stand up to the aggression of klaas,

827
01:02:00,420 --> 01:02:02,589
to protect your children
or to get out of harm's way?

828
01:02:02,655 --> 01:02:05,992
Who are you to tell me
what kind of wife and mother to be

829
01:02:06,920 --> 01:02:07,460
when you are neither one yourself?

830
01:02:07,494 --> 01:02:09,662
You are a spinster. A *****.

831
01:02:10,430 --> 01:02:11,798
- An unwed mother.
- Stop.

832
01:02:11,898 --> 01:02:14,340
[Salome] Ona was made unconscious
and raped like the rest of us.

833
01:02:14,670 --> 01:02:16,336
How dare you call her a *****.

834
01:02:16,436 --> 01:02:19,639
Are you not afraid your own sweet boys
will become monsters like their father

835
01:02:19,739 --> 01:02:21,274
because you do nothing to protect them?

836
01:02:21,341 --> 01:02:22,776
- Stop it.
- [Salome] Nothing to educate them.

837
01:02:22,809 --> 01:02:25,178
Nothing to teach them
the horror of their father's ways.

838
01:02:25,278 --> 01:02:28,114
[Agata] I have heard enough!

839
01:02:28,815 --> 01:02:32,118
Do you women realize
we are talking about leaving?

840
01:02:32,185 --> 01:02:33,653
We are a large group.

841
01:02:33,753 --> 01:02:36,690
Many things could go wrong
and time is fleeting.

842
01:02:36,790 --> 01:02:40,260
For the love of our lord Jesus Christ
and precious savior,

843
01:02:40,326 --> 01:02:42,595
shut your pieholes, please!

844
01:02:47,834 --> 01:02:50,360
How dare you pass judgment on me.

845
01:02:50,837 --> 01:02:52,505
It wasn't a judgment. It was a question.

846
01:02:52,605 --> 01:02:54,700
[Scoffs]

847
01:03:03,160 --> 01:03:04,818
[Whispers]
Tell her you're sorry.

848
01:03:08,855 --> 01:03:10,230
I'm sorry.

849
01:03:10,857 --> 01:03:13,460
- I'm sorry that what I said hurt you.
- Oh, **** it off!

850
01:03:13,526 --> 01:03:14,561
Sit down, mariche!

851
01:03:14,661 --> 01:03:16,730
- It's "**** off," I think.
- Shh!

852
01:03:18,732 --> 01:03:21,670
I am sorry.

853
01:03:21,167 --> 01:03:23,203
I'm saying sorry,
not just to leave the hurt behind,

854
01:03:23,236 --> 01:03:27,207
but because I feel truly that I should not
have said something harmful to you.

855
01:03:28,742 --> 01:03:29,876
And, mariche, I'm sorry

856
01:03:29,976 --> 01:03:33,546
because you do not need
or deserve any more harm.

857
01:03:35,982 --> 01:03:37,500
Who are you?

858
01:03:38,852 --> 01:03:40,754
Who are any of you

859
01:03:41,688 --> 01:03:44,157
to pretend I have had a choice?

860
01:04:01,608 --> 01:04:03,677
I am also sorry, mariche.

861
01:04:05,679 --> 01:04:09,215
I didn't try to protect you
or your children from klaas.

862
01:04:10,550 --> 01:04:13,887
And what you say is true.
You had no choice.

863
01:04:13,953 --> 01:04:18,758
You forgave him, again and again,

864
01:04:18,858 --> 01:04:20,560
as you were told to.

865
01:04:23,930 --> 01:04:25,765
As I told you to.

866
01:04:27,600 --> 01:04:28,902
[Whispers] I'm sorry.

867
01:04:30,770 --> 01:04:32,305
I'm sorry.

868
01:04:35,575 --> 01:04:36,976
I'm sorry.

869
01:04:57,263 --> 01:05:00,934
It's not only the men and boys
who have been excellent students.

870
01:05:13,246 --> 01:05:16,149
[Agata] I think, mariche,
we are all very sorry.

871
01:05:17,117 --> 01:05:19,652
What you were required to endure was a...

872
01:05:19,753 --> 01:05:21,988
Misuse of forgiveness.

873
01:05:23,230 --> 01:05:26,259
Is there such a thing,
a forgiveness that is not good?

874
01:05:26,326 --> 01:05:29,195
Well, perhaps, forgiveness can,
in some instances,

875
01:05:29,295 --> 01:05:32,265
be confused with permission.

876
01:05:50,984 --> 01:05:52,552
[Crying]

877
01:06:05,965 --> 01:06:07,567
[Footsteps approaching]

878
01:06:08,868 --> 01:06:10,637
[Greta] What in heaven's name?

879
01:06:11,671 --> 01:06:14,307
- [Child crying]
- What is it? Julius, what is it?

880
01:06:17,744 --> 01:06:21,848
Nettie, please, make an exception
and tell us what is happening.

881
01:06:21,915 --> 01:06:23,550
What has happened to him?

882
01:06:25,218 --> 01:06:28,521
Nettie, be realistic.
Tell us what has happened to Julius.

883
01:06:28,588 --> 01:06:30,256
Speak, just this once.

884
01:06:30,990 --> 01:06:32,425
What's wrong, sweetheart?

885
01:06:32,525 --> 01:06:35,528
My nose.
There's a cherry up my nose.

886
01:06:35,595 --> 01:06:37,197
Okay, well, blow.

887
01:06:37,263 --> 01:06:39,432
- [Inhales, blows]
- Harder. Again.

888
01:06:39,532 --> 01:06:40,734
[Inhales, blows]

889
01:06:42,168 --> 01:06:44,838
Oh. There you go.

890
01:06:44,904 --> 01:06:46,906
We have no cherries
in the colony.

891
01:06:48,274 --> 01:06:50,777
Klaas sometimes brings them back
from the city.

892
01:06:50,877 --> 01:06:53,460
Who gave you the cherries, Julius?

893
01:06:53,113 --> 01:06:54,514
Papa.

894
01:06:57,350 --> 01:07:00,200
Why don't you...
You go and play with nettie, all right?

895
01:07:07,930 --> 01:07:09,963
[Greta] Have... have we made a decision?
Are we leaving?

896
01:07:11,931 --> 01:07:12,932
Yes.

897
01:07:14,401 --> 01:07:16,469
- We are leaving because...
- We know why we are leaving.

898
01:07:16,469 --> 01:07:18,538
We are leaving because we cannot stay.

899
01:07:22,809 --> 01:07:23,643
Mmm.

900
01:07:23,743 --> 01:07:25,412
We will take young boys of 12 with us

901
01:07:25,478 --> 01:07:28,715
and allow the men to join the women
later under certain conditions.

902
01:07:30,950 --> 01:07:32,452
Aaron. I know.

903
01:07:32,552 --> 01:07:34,387
Aaron is just over 12. Just barely.

904
01:07:34,954 --> 01:07:38,224
Why would boys of 13 and 14 be left
behind? Why wouldn't they leave with us?

905
01:07:38,291 --> 01:07:41,227
Surely we don't have to be afraid
of the boys of this age.

906
01:07:41,294 --> 01:07:44,464
August, you're the boys' teacher.
What is your feeling about this?

907
01:07:44,564 --> 01:07:47,500
Do boys of that age pose a risk
to our girls and women?

908
01:07:51,805 --> 01:07:53,306
Yes, possibly.

909
01:07:54,700 --> 01:07:55,842
Boys of 13 or 14 are capable

910
01:07:55,942 --> 01:07:58,745
of causing great damage
to girls and women...

911
01:08:00,246 --> 01:08:01,981
And to each other.

912
01:08:03,850 --> 01:08:05,952
It is a brash age.

913
01:08:06,190 --> 01:08:10,857
They are possessed of reckless urges,
physical exuberance,

914
01:08:10,957 --> 01:08:15,295
intense curiosity
that often results in rnjury.

915
01:08:17,263 --> 01:08:18,798
Unbridled emotion,

916
01:08:19,632 --> 01:08:22,635
including deep tenderness and empathy,

917
01:08:22,702 --> 01:08:26,272
and not quite enough experience
or brain de velopment

918
01:08:26,339 --> 01:08:29,476
to fully understand
or appreciate the consequences

919
01:08:29,542 --> 01:08:31,440
of their words or actions.

920
01:08:31,144 --> 01:08:32,946
They're like the yearlings.

921
01:08:34,681 --> 01:08:38,510
Young, awkward, gleeful, powerful

922
01:08:39,819 --> 01:08:42,789
they're tall, muscular,
***ually inquisrtive creatures

923
01:08:42,856 --> 01:08:44,557
with little impulse control,

924
01:08:44,657 --> 01:08:46,292
but they are children.

925
01:08:51,898 --> 01:08:53,900
They're children and they can be taught.

926
01:08:56,469 --> 01:09:00,407
I'm a two-bit schoolteacher,
a failed farmer

927
01:09:00,507 --> 01:09:02,809
and, above all, a believer.

928
01:09:03,810 --> 01:09:06,546
And / belie ve that with guidance,

929
01:09:06,646 --> 01:09:09,849
firm lo ve and Patience,

930
01:09:09,916 --> 01:09:14,540
these boys are capable of relearning
their roles as males in the colony.

931
01:09:21,361 --> 01:09:25,498
I believe in what the great poet,
Samuel Taylor coleridge,

932
01:09:25,565 --> 01:09:29,350
thought were the cardinal rules
of early education...

933
01:09:29,869 --> 01:09:31,538
”To work by love...

934
01:09:33,173 --> 01:09:35,542
And so generate lo ve.

935
01:09:36,743 --> 01:09:40,280
To habrtuate the mind
to intellectual accuracy and truth.

936
01:09:41,381 --> 01:09:44,384
To excite rmaginative power."

937
01:09:48,421 --> 01:09:53,460
He sard, "little is taught
by contest or dispute.

938
01:09:54,561 --> 01:09:57,597
Everything by sympathy and lo ve. ”

939
01:10:07,540 --> 01:10:11,211
I believe the boys should be
allowed to leave with the women...

940
01:10:14,280 --> 01:10:16,149
Providing the women choose to leave.

941
01:10:16,249 --> 01:10:18,385
[Mariche] It was a yes or no question.

942
01:10:18,451 --> 01:10:21,821
You shit like any other man.
Why don't you talk like one?

943
01:10:26,590 --> 01:10:27,600
Sorry.

944
01:10:29,562 --> 01:10:31,631
[Agata] I have a proposal to make.

945
01:10:31,731 --> 01:10:36,236
We have to protect all of our children,
not only our daughters.

946
01:10:36,302 --> 01:10:40,640
Every boy under 15
and the ones who need special care

947
01:10:40,740 --> 01:10:42,976
must accompany the women.

948
01:10:43,760 --> 01:10:44,811
How do you mean "must"?

949
01:10:44,911 --> 01:10:47,147
What if they refuse?
What if they don't wanna leave?

950
01:10:47,247 --> 01:10:49,582
We can't carry teenagers
on our backs.

951
01:10:50,150 --> 01:10:53,620
We will try to influence our sons,
but we cannot force them.

952
01:10:53,687 --> 01:10:56,156
And they might refuse, it's true.

953
01:10:56,256 --> 01:10:57,323
August.

954
01:10:59,920 --> 01:11:02,796
You would stay
and teach the boys who remain?

955
01:11:03,830 --> 01:11:05,265
Of course.

956
01:11:21,281 --> 01:11:22,649
He's right outside.

957
01:11:25,151 --> 01:11:26,353
Klaas?

958
01:11:30,490 --> 01:11:32,659
[Gasps] He has Ruth and Cheryl.

959
01:11:35,295 --> 01:11:38,331
Everybody,
back to your houses and pack up.

960
01:11:38,398 --> 01:11:40,900
If anyone asks, we were quilting.

961
01:11:41,000 --> 01:11:43,737
August, uh, get the map.

962
01:11:43,837 --> 01:11:46,873
Neitje and autje,
you must run right now to every house

963
01:11:46,973 --> 01:11:48,408
and tell the women we are leaving.

964
01:11:48,508 --> 01:11:49,809
Tell them to pack up
everything they can

965
01:11:49,843 --> 01:11:52,112
and to meet us outside the washhouse
an hour after sunrise.

966
01:11:52,145 --> 01:11:54,800
[Agata] We need to get
an early start in the morning.

967
01:11:54,800 --> 01:11:57,584
Let's all meet back here at sunrise.
All of us.

968
01:12:00,754 --> 01:12:03,423
An hour after sunrise, we congregate
on the road by the washhouse.

969
01:12:03,523 --> 01:12:04,624
- Do we bring...
- Everything.

970
01:12:04,657 --> 01:12:06,993
- Bring everything.
- Why?

971
01:12:15,335 --> 01:12:17,203
- [Autje] After sunrise, all right?
- [Neitje] Wake up.

972
01:12:17,237 --> 01:12:20,173
- Tomorrow, one hour after sunrise.
- [Autje] We're leaving after sunrise.

973
01:12:41,728 --> 01:12:43,763
We meet an hour after sunrise
on this road.

974
01:12:43,863 --> 01:12:46,320
- Bring your buggies.
- Thank you, sister.

975
01:12:53,873 --> 01:12:55,875
[Children chuckling]

976
01:12:57,610 --> 01:12:59,112
[Dog barking]

977
01:12:59,212 --> 01:13:00,780
Who can get home the quickest, huh?

978
01:13:00,880 --> 01:13:02,949
- She has a cricket in her hands.
- [Mariche gasps]

979
01:13:03,490 --> 01:13:04,284
You do?

980
01:13:05,785 --> 01:13:07,987
Can I see? Okay.

981
01:13:08,880 --> 01:13:09,622
[Children shouting]

982
01:13:13,960 --> 01:13:15,328
Yes. Bedtime.

983
01:13:15,829 --> 01:13:16,896
[Chuckles] Yes.

984
01:13:16,963 --> 01:13:18,264
[Greta] Don't go.

985
01:13:18,832 --> 01:13:21,301
Stay with me tonight,
or I will go with you.

986
01:13:22,669 --> 01:13:25,271
If I don't go home,
it'll draw attention to all of us.

987
01:13:25,338 --> 01:13:27,273
- Mariche.
- Go home, mother.

988
01:13:27,841 --> 01:13:29,476
I'll see you at sunrise.

989
01:13:34,614 --> 01:13:35,815
[Barking continues]

990
01:14:08,682 --> 01:14:12,485
[Autje] They said later, it should have
taken longer to pack up a whole life.

991
01:14:13,186 --> 01:14:17,223
It was disappointing to realize that
everything that ever mattered to you

992
01:14:17,323 --> 01:14:19,693
could be gathered up in a few short hours.

993
01:14:23,229 --> 01:14:25,665
We would leave only traces of ourselves.

994
01:14:29,350 --> 01:14:30,704
[Dog barking]

995
01:14:32,806 --> 01:14:34,307
[Horse nickering]

996
01:14:41,214 --> 01:14:42,549
Go. Go.

997
01:14:51,910 --> 01:14:52,726
Psst. August.

998
01:14:55,228 --> 01:14:56,863
Come sit with me.

999
01:15:02,100 --> 01:15:03,536
Here's the map.

1000
01:15:06,339 --> 01:15:07,741
Where are we?

1001
01:15:10,543 --> 01:15:11,878
Here.

1002
01:15:13,130 --> 01:15:14,881
- Here?
- Mm-hmm.

1003
01:15:16,820 --> 01:15:18,451
- This is where we are.
- [Chuckles]

1004
01:15:20,453 --> 01:15:21,554
[Chuckles]

1005
01:15:25,580 --> 01:15:29,229
This is north, south,
east and west.

1006
01:15:30,930 --> 01:15:34,467
But the map moves. How do you know
which way it should be facing?

1007
01:15:35,769 --> 01:15:38,710
Celestial navigation.

1008
01:15:38,772 --> 01:15:40,730
I can show you.

1009
01:15:45,879 --> 01:15:47,881
Do you know of
the southern cross?

1010
01:15:47,947 --> 01:15:48,982
Mm-hmm.

1011
01:15:49,783 --> 01:15:54,540
You and the women can use
the southern cross to navigate.

1012
01:15:55,922 --> 01:16:00,960
If you make your right hand
into a fist...

1013
01:16:05,331 --> 01:16:09,936
Align the first knuckle
with the axis of the cross...

1014
01:16:11,771 --> 01:16:16,343
And then the tip of your thumb here
will indicate south.

1015
01:16:17,344 --> 01:16:19,179
[Both chuckle]

1016
01:16:27,520 --> 01:16:29,422
Will you show the others?

1017
01:16:31,358 --> 01:16:33,693
We will have a lesson in navigation.

1018
01:16:36,196 --> 01:16:39,990
Did you already know
about this little trick?

1019
01:16:39,165 --> 01:16:40,700
[Laughs]

1020
01:16:41,768 --> 01:16:43,169
Of course I did.

1021
01:16:43,269 --> 01:16:47,374
I wish there was something I could
teach you that you didn't already know.

1022
01:16:47,474 --> 01:16:48,975
[Chuckles]

1023
01:17:08,495 --> 01:17:10,730
What will become of you
when we leave?

1024
01:17:35,989 --> 01:17:37,991
You make a fist with your right hand

1025
01:17:39,526 --> 01:17:42,595
and you point your two knuckles
to the southern cross.

1026
01:17:43,596 --> 01:17:45,598
It's called celestial navigation.

1027
01:17:52,605 --> 01:17:54,240
Point these two knuckles.

1028
01:17:59,713 --> 01:18:01,381
- Like that?
- Mm-hmm.

1029
01:18:07,120 --> 01:18:09,522
And wherever your thumb
is pointing, that's south.

1030
01:18:27,400 --> 01:18:29,209
[Autje] We like to put frames
around things,

1031
01:18:30,110 --> 01:18:32,779
even when they are spilling out the edges.

1032
01:18:33,646 --> 01:18:36,449
So we gathered one last time
r'n the ha yloft,

1033
01:18:36,549 --> 01:18:38,510
where so much had been sa/d,

1034
01:18:38,985 --> 01:18:42,956
so much that your grandmother
would have told you, had you ever met.

1035
01:18:43,990 --> 01:18:45,825
[Breathing heavily]

1036
01:19:05,512 --> 01:19:07,800
[Greta] Is he gone?

1037
01:19:08,648 --> 01:19:11,785
He's sleeping. Dead to the world.

1038
01:19:14,200 --> 01:19:15,522
He was very drunk.

1039
01:19:19,125 --> 01:19:21,761
And he caught me sneaking
back into the house late.

1040
01:19:23,863 --> 01:19:27,267
And then he went to the barn
and found we had taken the horses.

1041
01:19:28,435 --> 01:19:30,970
[Salome] Mariche, did you tell him
what we were planning?

1042
01:19:32,472 --> 01:19:34,441
She did, but only because
he wouldn't stop hitting me

1043
01:19:34,474 --> 01:19:36,309
and she was trying to distract him.

1044
01:19:36,376 --> 01:19:38,111
[Mariche] I don't think he believed me.

1045
01:19:38,178 --> 01:19:40,313
And even if he did,
I don't think he'll remember.

1046
01:19:40,380 --> 01:19:42,682
He'll be passed out all morning,
I'm sure.

1047
01:19:46,286 --> 01:19:48,888
But I also told him
because I suddenly felt very...

1048
01:20:04,971 --> 01:20:07,730
We have decided that we want...

1049
01:20:10,210 --> 01:20:11,711
That we are...

1050
01:20:14,800 --> 01:20:16,649
We are entitled to three things.

1051
01:20:19,919 --> 01:20:21,488
[Greta] What are they?

1052
01:20:26,326 --> 01:20:28,561
We want our children to be safe.

1053
01:20:41,341 --> 01:20:46,460
We want...
We want to be steadfast in our faith.

1054
01:20:49,616 --> 01:20:51,518
And we want to think.

1055
01:20:55,355 --> 01:20:56,589
[Greta] Yes.

1056
01:21:00,126 --> 01:21:01,428
Praise god.

1057
01:21:02,629 --> 01:21:04,264
[Chuckles]

1058
01:21:21,470 --> 01:21:22,115
Yeah.

1059
01:21:24,500 --> 01:21:25,552
We all want that.

1060
01:21:27,287 --> 01:21:32,920
J” nearer, my god, to thee j”

1061
01:21:32,992 --> 01:21:36,830
[all] J” nearer to thee j”

1062
01:21:37,430 --> 01:21:42,936
j” e 'en though it be a cross j”

1063
01:21:43,200 --> 01:21:47,941
j” that raiseth me j”

1064
01:21:48,800 --> 01:21:52,812
j” still all my song shall be j”

1065
01:21:52,912 --> 01:21:58,518
j” nearer, my god, to thee j”

1066
01:21:58,618 --> 01:22:04,524
j” nearer, my god, to thee j”

1067
01:22:04,624 --> 01:22:08,862
j” nearer to thee j”

1068
01:22:10,797 --> 01:22:16,369
j” though I/ke the wandererj”

1069
01:22:16,469 --> 01:22:21,775
j” the sun gone down j”

1070
01:22:22,542 --> 01:22:28,214
j” darkness be over me j”

1071
01:22:28,314 --> 01:22:33,553
j” ll/ly rest a stone j”

1072
01:22:34,320 --> 01:22:39,793
j” yet r'n my dreams I 'd be j”

1073
01:22:39,859 --> 01:22:45,498
j” nearer, my god, to thee j”

1074
01:22:45,565 --> 01:22:50,403
j” nearer, my god, to thee... j”

1075
01:22:50,503 --> 01:22:51,638
[grunts]

1076
01:22:51,705 --> 01:22:55,800
J” nearer to thee j”

1077
01:22:55,750 --> 01:22:57,677
[breathing heavily]

1078
01:22:57,744 --> 01:23:03,683
J” there let the way appearj”

1079
01:23:03,750 --> 01:23:08,655
j” steps unto heav'n j”

1080
01:23:09,489 --> 01:23:15,228
j” all that thou sendest me j”

1081
01:23:15,328 --> 01:23:20,567
j” in mercy giv'n... j”

1082
01:23:20,667 --> 01:23:21,668
let's go!

1083
01:23:21,735 --> 01:23:26,373
J” angels to beckon me... j”

1084
01:23:26,439 --> 01:23:28,875
[children chattering]

1085
01:23:28,942 --> 01:23:32,120
J” nearer, my god, to thee j”

1086
01:23:32,746 --> 01:23:38,518
j” nearer, my god, to thee j”

1087
01:23:38,585 --> 01:23:43,556
j” nearer to thee j”

1088
01:23:44,457 --> 01:23:50,397
j” nearer, my god, to thee j”

1089
01:23:50,463 --> 01:23:53,199
j” nearer j”

1090
01:23:53,767 --> 01:23:59,639
j” to thee j”

1091
01:24:11,384 --> 01:24:12,385
Just...

1092
01:24:12,452 --> 01:24:16,823
August, you can speak whenever you want.
You don't have to raise your hand.

1093
01:24:24,397 --> 01:24:25,632
It's all right.

1094
01:24:27,934 --> 01:24:29,502
It wasn't important.

1095
01:24:29,602 --> 01:24:31,905
[Footsteps approaching]

1096
01:24:36,309 --> 01:24:37,477
[Agata] Oh.

1097
01:24:40,680 --> 01:24:42,749
Are the children clean and ready?

1098
01:24:47,587 --> 01:24:49,456
Thank you, Melvin.

1099
01:24:51,791 --> 01:24:54,270
Thank you for saying my name.

1100
01:24:56,363 --> 01:24:58,965
We hid Ruth and Cheryl for you.

1101
01:24:59,320 --> 01:25:01,340
- They're ready to go.
- Really?

1102
01:25:01,134 --> 01:25:04,971
[Gasps] Well! Oh, my girls.

1103
01:25:07,607 --> 01:25:09,342
Has Aaron readied the horses for us?

1104
01:25:12,212 --> 01:25:13,947
What? Well, where is he?

1105
01:25:15,281 --> 01:25:16,850
Where is he?

1106
01:25:18,180 --> 01:25:19,753
- Speak to me.
- [Agata] You're safe, Melvin.

1107
01:25:19,786 --> 01:25:24,290
- I won't harm you. I'm not your enemy!
- Calm, salome. Aaron will be found.

1108
01:25:24,357 --> 01:25:26,226
I'm not leaving without him.

1109
01:25:30,230 --> 01:25:32,320
[Agata] Salome, come back!

1110
01:25:36,236 --> 01:25:38,138
[Ona] What if she doesn't convince him?

1111
01:25:38,204 --> 01:25:39,506
[Gasping softly]

1112
01:25:42,420 --> 01:25:43,430
Mother?

1113
01:25:45,478 --> 01:25:47,180
{gasps} -Breathe.

1114
01:25:48,810 --> 01:25:49,516
Breathe.

1115
01:25:51,885 --> 01:25:53,920
[Inhales, exhales]

1116
01:25:55,255 --> 01:25:57,490
We are going to go now.

1117
01:25:57,557 --> 01:25:59,325
[Crying]

1118
01:26:01,695 --> 01:26:04,197
I'm all right. Please go.

1119
01:26:04,264 --> 01:26:05,565
Come on, let's go.

1120
01:26:07,901 --> 01:26:10,103
- Now?
- Yes.

1121
01:26:11,370 --> 01:26:12,372
Make a list, August. [Chuckles]

1122
01:26:13,873 --> 01:26:16,743
- A list of what?
- [Agata] Of good things.

1123
01:26:16,843 --> 01:26:19,212
Of plans, of memories.

1124
01:26:19,279 --> 01:26:22,115
Whatever you feel goes into a good list.

1125
01:26:22,215 --> 01:26:26,219
What we, the women, will want there.
Please write it down.

1126
01:26:27,620 --> 01:26:28,788
August.

1127
01:26:30,590 --> 01:26:32,692
Thank you for all you've done.

1128
01:26:33,360 --> 01:26:35,428
We are all so proud of you.

1129
01:26:35,528 --> 01:26:37,364
[Crying]

1130
01:26:41,534 --> 01:26:44,104
And your mother would be proud too.

1131
01:26:44,204 --> 01:26:46,206
[Ona sobbing]

1132
01:26:51,411 --> 01:26:52,645
I'll make a list.

1133
01:26:55,915 --> 01:26:57,817
This is going to be a difficult trip.

1134
01:26:57,917 --> 01:27:00,453
"Today is the day the lord hath made.

1135
01:27:02,322 --> 01:27:03,590
Rejoice...

1136
01:27:05,992 --> 01:27:07,494
And be glad in it."

1137
01:27:11,898 --> 01:27:13,566
Go join the others.

1138
01:27:14,567 --> 01:27:15,769
Please.

1139
01:27:18,238 --> 01:27:20,106
[Sobbing continues]

1140
01:27:25,780 --> 01:27:28,140
I will not be buried in this colony.

1141
01:27:28,114 --> 01:27:30,150
[Sobbing continues]

1142
01:27:30,250 --> 01:27:33,753
Get me into a buggy now
and let me die on the trail. [Chuckles]

1143
01:27:35,255 --> 01:27:37,230
But what about August?

1144
01:27:37,123 --> 01:27:38,591
[Agata] Oh...

1145
01:27:39,693 --> 01:27:41,428
Stand. Stand.

1146
01:27:42,796 --> 01:27:44,970
He'll be fine.

1147
01:27:50,704 --> 01:27:52,138
He'll be fine.

1148
01:28:14,600 --> 01:28:15,328
Hang on with both hands.

1149
01:28:17,630 --> 01:28:18,631
[Chuckles]

1150
01:28:27,173 --> 01:28:28,174
[August] Ona!

1151
01:28:34,514 --> 01:28:36,149
I will always love you.

1152
01:28:58,838 --> 01:29:01,207
She loves you too, August.

1153
01:29:01,274 --> 01:29:03,430
She loves everyone.

1154
01:29:42,248 --> 01:29:43,883
[Agata] Sun.

1155
01:29:48,254 --> 01:29:49,589
[N eitje] Stars.

1156
01:29:52,659 --> 01:29:53,960
[Miep] Pails.

1157
01:29:57,130 --> 01:29:58,565
[Mariche] The harvest.

1158
01:30:02,435 --> 01:30:03,770
[Salome] Numbers.

1159
01:30:06,720 --> 01:30:07,307
[Ona] Window.

1160
01:30:09,943 --> 01:30:11,311
[Greta] Straw.

1161
01:30:11,411 --> 01:30:13,680
[Chafienng]

1162
01:30:13,780 --> 01:30:15,150
[Autje] Sounds.

1163
01:30:18,284 --> 01:30:19,352
[Ona] Beams.

1164
01:30:25,492 --> 01:30:26,493
[Salome] Love.

1165
01:30:26,593 --> 01:30:28,128
[Spraying]

1166
01:30:28,194 --> 01:30:30,296
[Nickers softly]

1167
01:30:30,363 --> 01:30:32,365
All right. We'll go.

1168
01:30:40,106 --> 01:30:41,441
[Melvin] Language.

1169
01:30:45,211 --> 01:30:46,479
[Autje] Wind.

1170
01:30:51,451 --> 01:30:52,786
[August] Women.

1171
01:30:54,154 --> 01:30:56,389
[Objects clattering]

1172
01:31:02,228 --> 01:31:03,563
Salome?

1173
01:31:07,667 --> 01:31:09,669
We may need to protect ourselves.

1174
01:31:11,337 --> 01:31:12,372
Where is Aaron?

1175
01:31:13,873 --> 01:31:15,508
He's in the buggy, waiting.

1176
01:31:16,242 --> 01:31:18,345
You convinced him to leave?

1177
01:31:19,813 --> 01:31:21,314
You may need this...

1178
01:31:22,515 --> 01:31:24,840
For protection.

1179
01:31:25,485 --> 01:31:26,553
Did you...

1180
01:31:28,822 --> 01:31:30,523
- Did you have...
- Yes!

1181
01:31:30,590 --> 01:31:32,826
He's coming with me.
He's my child.

1182
01:31:45,400 --> 01:31:46,406
Goodbye, August.

1183
01:31:48,274 --> 01:31:49,442
Good luck.

1184
01:31:50,944 --> 01:31:53,780
Please take care of ona
and her baby.

1185
01:31:53,880 --> 01:31:55,615
Of course. I promise.

1186
01:31:55,715 --> 01:31:58,952
- Wait. I need to give you something.
- No. I have to go!

1187
01:32:05,525 --> 01:32:06,526
Here.

1188
01:32:10,296 --> 01:32:12,298
Why have you got a gun, August?

1189
01:32:26,946 --> 01:32:29,149
Don't kill yourself, August.

1190
01:32:30,150 --> 01:32:31,651
You have important work to do.

1191
01:32:31,751 --> 01:32:33,319
[Whimpering]

1192
01:32:35,488 --> 01:32:38,458
You are the boys' teacher.

1193
01:32:49,803 --> 01:32:51,271
Don't come back.

1194
01:32:52,772 --> 01:32:55,750
Don't ever come back, any of you.

1195
01:33:00,180 --> 01:33:01,681
Oh, wait. I need...

1196
01:33:01,781 --> 01:33:03,183
No... [sighs]

1197
01:33:06,252 --> 01:33:08,755
Please. Please, salome,
give these to ona.

1198
01:33:09,522 --> 01:33:11,240
Oh, no. But she can't read them.

1199
01:33:11,958 --> 01:33:13,660
Her child will read them.

1200
01:33:15,128 --> 01:33:16,329
No, August,

1201
01:33:17,497 --> 01:33:21,468
the purpose was for you
to take the minutes.

1202
01:33:34,948 --> 01:33:36,282
We'll meet again.

1203
01:33:37,350 --> 01:33:38,852
We'll meet again.

1204
01:33:45,458 --> 01:33:46,726
[Weapons clank]

1205
01:34:05,780 --> 01:34:06,546
[Horse whinnies]

1206
01:34:13,153 --> 01:34:15,155
[All chattering]

1207
01:34:20,760 --> 01:34:22,328
[Greta] We have more room back here.

1208
01:34:23,830 --> 01:34:25,532
Melvin, thank you.

1209
01:34:25,598 --> 01:34:27,330
[Child] Do you have anymore room?

1210
01:34:27,100 --> 01:34:28,668
[Colonist] We have room for one more.

1211
01:34:32,872 --> 01:34:34,441
She can sit on my lap.

1212
01:34:37,210 --> 01:34:39,245
[Chickens clucking]

1213
01:34:51,858 --> 01:34:53,126
Up, up.

1214
01:35:29,829 --> 01:35:31,564
[Panting]

1215
01:35:36,200 --> 01:35:37,337
Autje!

1216
01:35:38,972 --> 01:35:40,273
All right. Come on.

1217
01:35:40,340 --> 01:35:42,342
[Horse whinnies]

1218
01:36:11,104 --> 01:36:12,372
Hup.

1219
01:36:56,182 --> 01:36:58,551
[Shushing]

1220
01:37:03,256 --> 01:37:06,760
[Autje] Your story
will be difi'erent from ours.

1221
01:37:30,717 --> 01:37:33,286
[Birds chirping]

1222
01:37:44,197 --> 01:37:47,200
- [Chirping continues]
- [Rooster crows]

1223
01:38:04,117 --> 01:38:07,870
["Daydream believer" playing]

1224
01:38:10,256 --> 01:38:14,561
J” oh, lccu/d hide 'neath the wings j”

1225
01:38:14,627 --> 01:38:19,650
j” of the bluebird as she sings j”

1226
01:38:19,132 --> 01:38:24,304
j” the s/x 0 'clock alarm
would ne ver ring j”

1227
01:38:26,139 --> 01:38:29,809
j” but rt rings and / rise j”

1228
01:38:29,909 --> 01:38:34,347
j” wrpe the sleep out of m y eyes j”

1229
01:38:34,447 --> 01:38:40,253
j” m y sha vin ' razor's
cold and it stings j”

1230
01:38:42,155 --> 01:38:45,859
j” cheer up, sleepy Jean j”

1231
01:38:45,959 --> 01:38:48,795
j” oh, what can it mean j”

1232
01:38:48,862 --> 01:38:52,332
j” to a daydream belie verj”

1233
01:38:52,432 --> 01:38:58,605
j” and a homecoming queen? J”

1234
01:38:59,305 --> 01:39:01,975
j” you once thought of me j”

1235
01:39:02,420 --> 01:39:06,713
j” as a white knight on his steed j”

1236
01:39:06,813 --> 01:39:12,520
j” now you know how happy I can be j”

1237
01:39:13,186 --> 01:39:17,190
j” oh, and our good times start and end j”

1238
01:39:17,290 --> 01:39:21,361
j” without dollar one to spend j”

1239
01:39:21,895 --> 01:39:27,167
j” but how much, baby,
do we really need? J”

1240
01:39:29,536 --> 01:39:33,340
j” cheer up, sleepy Jean j”

1241
01:39:33,406 --> 01:39:36,209
j” oh, what can it mean j”

1242
01:39:36,309 --> 01:39:39,846
j” to a daydream belie verj”

1243
01:39:39,913 --> 01:39:45,652
j” and a homecoming queen? J”

1244
01:39:46,820 --> 01:39:50,523
j” cheer up, sleepy Jean j”

1245
01:39:50,590 --> 01:39:53,526
j” oh, what can it mean j”

1246
01:39:53,593 --> 01:39:56,996
j” to a daydream belie verj”

1247
01:39:57,630 --> 01:40:03,737
j” and a homecoming queen? J”

1248
01:40:11,578 --> 01:40:15,281
J” cheer up, sleepy Jean j”

1249
01:40:15,382 --> 01:40:18,218
j” oh, what can it mean j”

1250
01:40:18,284 --> 01:40:21,788
j” to a daydream belie verj”

1251
01:40:21,888 --> 01:40:28,428
j” and a homecoming queen? J”

1252
01:40:28,928 --> 01:40:32,565
j” cheer up, sleepy Jean j”

1253
01:40:32,632 --> 01:40:35,702
j” oh, what can it mean j”

1254
01:40:35,769 --> 01:40:39,139
j” to a daydream belie verj”

1255
01:40:39,239 --> 01:40:46,246
j” and a homecoming queen? J”

1256
01:40:46,312 --> 01:40:49,820
[song fades]
J” cheer up, sleepy Jean j”

1257
01:40:49,149 --> 01:40:52,252
[crickets chirping]

1258
01:41:06,833 --> 01:41:08,468
[Bird chirping]

1259
01:41:15,608 --> 01:41:17,344
[Owl hooting]

1260
01:41:25,518 --> 01:41:28,355
[Thunder rumbling]

1261
01:41:29,856 --> 01:41:32,926
[Rain pattering]

1262
01:42:02,489 --> 01:42:05,525
[Rain continues pattering]

1263
01:42:15,135 --> 01:42:17,704
[Bird chirping]

1264
01:42:17,804 --> 01:42:20,473
[Rooster crowing]

1265
01:42:21,975 --> 01:42:24,544
[Bird continues chirping]

1266
01:42:24,644 --> 01:42:30,350
[Children]
J” there let the way appearj”

1267
01:42:30,417 --> 01:42:35,588
j” steps unto heav'n j”

1268
01:42:35,689 --> 01:42:41,194
j” all that thou sendest me j”

1269
01:42:41,261 --> 01:42:47,330
j” in mercy giv'n j”

1270
01:42:47,100 --> 01:42:52,238
j” angels to beckon me j”

1271
01:42:52,338 --> 01:42:57,677
j” nearer, my god, to thee j”

1272
01:42:57,744 --> 01:43:03,550
j” nearer, my god, to thee j”

1273
01:43:03,616 --> 01:43:07,420
j” nearer j”

1274
01:43:07,520 --> 01:43:12,692
a to thee j”